#(( but yyyyyyyeah. yeah.

[royalreef]

@infernalpursuit​ inquired: what's your muse's biggest dream? and in return, what's your muses worst nightmare? their best and worst possible ending according to them?

(( Miranda’s an odd muse when it comes to this question.

She’s someone who spends a lot of her time catastrophizing, constantly afraid that the worst is just about to happen, that something horrific is right around the corner. She’s constantly terrified in general, honestly, thinking of the world as dangerous and scary and thus kept closer to the Merkingdom for it, closer to their projected ideal life for her. The world is big, and scary, and it wants to hurt her. A lot of things would hurt her, and kill her, and do utterly unspeakable things to her, and they would do so at the first chance they get. Even moreso, a lot of these things want to destroy the Merkingdom, or want to harm it, and thus destroy all safety Miranda currently has and any future safety she could possibly find, stranding her in a world that wants to devour her whole.

In contrast, she finds it incredibly difficult to speak negatively about the Merkingdom. Sure, she’ll voice complaints and has things she would want done better, but that’s just it. A complaint about the way it’s operating isn’t negative about the Merkingdom overall, and in fact further supports its place and legitimizes its power. Miranda has a lot of issues admitting to herself even minor critiques and criticisms about the Merkingdom, about anything that suggests that it isn’t ultimate, that it isn’t final, that it doesn’t define her entire being, or that it’s harming her and harming the world at large. The Merkingdom is the entirety of the world that’s good, in her eyes. The Merkingdom is all she’s known and, if all goes according to plan, all she’ll ever know. To bring people to the Merkingdom is to promise them safety. To bring people under Merkingdom rule is to give them honor, justice, freedom, care, a future.

And this is when I reveal that, despite all of that, despite how black and white things are in Miranda’s mind, she actually doesn’t have any ideas as to what a good ending would look like for her, let alone the best ending. And for all of her fears and her terrors, she never actually conceived of a bad ending for herself, let alone the worst possible ending.

The first issue is the simplest. Miranda just... doesn’t think about the future.

I mean — she thinks about the future aplenty. But this is the worrying of someone who knows that an event is coming up, that it’s scheduled, and who has had it hung over her head like a swinging blade. She is not someone who thinks about what the future will look like. She is terrified of the future, constantly scared of it, and for that, avoids it. She avoids considering what she might be doing a year from now, or even a few months from now. Anything other than the present quickly vanishes from her mind, the shape of it unknown by her, unconceived and unthought. Miranda does not want to think about what she will look like when she’s older, so she doesn’t. She doesn’t want to think about having to take a suitor, so she refuses to consider what that would even look like.

Even moreso, she has to survive now first, and that occupies most of her mind. People who don’t know if today is guaranteed can’t afford to think about tomorrow, and this holds true for Miranda too. She’s spent so long in survival mode that she can’t consider anything other than the present, and she struggles to even recognize the passage of time due to this.

But, even moreso, Miranda just... doesn’t know what a good ending nor a bad ending would look like.

Miranda has a lot of fears, yes, and she is terrified of everything and constantly presented with horrible things that could happen to her, things that could happen if she strays, or if she’s not as good as she should have been, or if she can’t handle her duties, or if she fails the Merkingdom, or if the Merkingdom falls, or so on. There is a massive list of what-ifs, a list of threats and dangers, and Miranda has wrapped them all neatly up into a big box labelled as “ALL THE BAD MOST WORST THINGS THAT COULD EVER HAPPEN EVER” and she taped it shut and made sure she could never open it again and refuses to look at it. She only ever things about it in order to fear it, and be terrified of it, and never, ever goes near it or considers it or thinks about what might be inside. Because if she considered what was inside it, then she might start to think about them. If she began to seriously think about them, then she might start to think about how they might come about, and the logistical implications of them. And if she did that, then she might start to question them.

The same has happened for what Miranda thinks would make a good future. She has a list of things that the Merkingdom said is good and said that she wanted, and she took them, and accepted them, and refused to ever once think about them ever again.

In fact, she wants to stop thinking about them. She actively feels distress when she starts thinking about the future that she’s supposed to want, that she does want, and she doesn’t know why, and the fact that she’s feeling this and doesn’t know why is enough to freak her out and refuse to ever once think about it ever deeper again. Whatever the Merkingdom says she wants, she wants. She does not want to explain why she wants these things. She does not want to explain why these things are good. She does not want to explain how she plans to achieve these things. She just wants to want these things, and for them to suddenly manifest one day, and for no further input to be offered from herself.

More than anything, the most Miranda ever thinks about the future is wanting for, when something happens, that she won’t feel a thing and will go about her life as though nothing at all has changed.

Honestly, Miranda is just... A person who legitimately does not know who she is.

All of her sense of personal identity has been either single-handedly destroyed or disallowed to develop by the Merkingdom, and now she doesn’t even have answers to some of the most basic questions about herself. She has been purposefully left rudderless, left without a sense of identity or personhood, because she’s an object.

She is a tool for the Merkingdom to use, and her developing any sense of self would be akin to a tool developing rust. She does not need it for what she is going to be used for. It will only get in the way. So it’s shucked off, and she’s kept away from situations where she might start developing it, and the Merkingdom still remains in exquisite control over her. Tools don’t have ambition. Tools don’t need personalities. Tools don’t need to think about the future. Tools just need to do, and that’s all.

She has no biggest dream. She has no worst nightmare. She has no worst ending. She has no best ending. She fears everything in the world and she loves exactly what she is told to love.

She is going to be what the Merkingdom wants her to be, and then she will die. That’s all.

[quarktrinity]

quark watches star strek season 1 episode 14

what is this. is this a funeral. what

OMG SCOTTYS GETTING MARRIED ON THE SHIP

wait no its not scotty its that other guy, scotty was just walking the bride down the isle

is. is kirk ordained. thats amazing

wedding interrupted by an Emergency. yeah maybe it was a bad idea to do your wedding on the ship where emergencies happen

also why were the bride and groom just in uniform?? youd think theyd wear a little something special but no

ok weddings canceled i guess

planets are called romulus and remus. is this gonna be clever, arbitrary or stupid?

ok so theres this romulan space empire and they dont like earthlings but neither of them have seen each other because they make a strict neutral zone to prevent going to war but earth has a bunch of outposts there and theyre experiencing Problems?

kirk stresses the importance of not starting inter-stellar war. gee i wonder what real world events were going on to make the writers think about this kind of stuff

this other guy says he has family who fought in the war? was there already a war? did they stop? it sounds like theyre not at war anymore?

:0 the asteroids the outposts were constructed on were obliterated

battle stations :O all weapons to full power :O are they going to war holy shit

the groom from before is apparently the brides superior officer. that sounds like a weird power dynamic in their relationship

the horrors of war!

ok were following the ship

"we could have romulan spies aboard this ship" gee i wonder what real world events were going on to make the writers think about this kind of stuff

...spock has an evil romulan brother???

"leave any bigotry in your quarters, theres no room for it on the bridge" gee i wonder what real events were going on to make-

wow the romulans are ridiculously evil

spocks evil romulan brother said "comrades." interesting word choice

theyre trying to start a war apparently. sadly theyre dealing with james "war is bad" kirk

this enterprise pilot guy is bitter as shit

"the lab theorizes an enveloping energy plasma, forcing an implosion" so this technobabble is just science word smoothies

bitter pilot and spock say Lets Start A War

interesting, spock, how a few episodes ago you were talking about how vulcans are too logical to do violence.

pretty sure the roman etymology just means "these guys love war"

why do spock and his evil brother have the same hairstyle

bisexual space clouds

why are they shooting at them. i thought we wanted to prevent a war

spock is an electrical engineer

yyyyyyyeah these writers were definitely having cold war anxiety

the romulans are hubristic and stupid

cool were going into the neutral zone. yay war.

why is everyone whispering. youre in space

mccoy put his hand on kirks shoulder and told him hes special and needs to live. dude

kirk is playing spocks evil brother like a fiddle

omg yay uhuras taking over navigation :D

deadly neurotoxin in the Shooting Room, spock once again to the rescue

romulans get fucked

romulans would rather die than accept help. idiots

"in a different reality, i couldve called you friend" interesting of you to say mr spocks evil brother

the groom died :(

kirk you know you dont have to let every miserable woman cry into your tits right.

um. i guess thats the episode.

hello 1960s writers you were making yourselves extremely known today

[shaba-the-art]

Amostia august days 6-8

[tiktaalic]

People say misha could have just stayed in the closet, but out of every celebrity on earth, it would be worst for him to be fake bisexual. His two employers right now are 1) PBS 2) 15-26 year old tenderqueers. Every convention would be a series of

When did you realize you were bi?

How did your experience of being an mlm affect how you played Castiel?

Where there any pranks on set?

What biphobia have you experienced while dating or among friends?

Does loving men feel different to you than loving women? Have you considered pansexuality?

It would have been a never ending torment for him. He would crack.

Hzk. This is true. 17 year old self whose pencil bag says be queer do crimes: Is loving men different from loving women? Misha collins voice uncharacisticaly high pitched. Yyyyyyyeah. Yeah you could say that. If I was him I could do it easy tho. Number ONE. when I had sex with a man. Number TWO. I’m very talented at being gay on screen. Number FOUR. You do know I worked on supernatural right. Number FIVE. see above

[totaldramafan-lauri]

Thoughts on the second semifinal’s non-qualifiers

Cyprus: This is one I actually didn’t see coming! I thought this would qualify! This is a really good song, and it’s not like Cyprus to be overlooked like that! I’m not SUPER upset - it wasn’t one of my absolute favorites, but it was still in my top ten, and this did throw me off a bit. If I had to guess, this was probably 11th, and Czech Republic was probably 10th.

Georgia: Yyyyyyyeah, they had no chance. XD A very love-it-or-hate-it, weird little song. I personally kinda liked it, but purely cuz it’s one of the catchiest things I’ve ever heard in my life. Catchiness alone doesn’t make qualifier material.

Ireland: I feel so BAD for Ireland! I want them to be thrown a flipping bone! Their past three to four entries have all been good songs that got unlucky. Including this one! This was such a fun song, and the staging was pretty cool! But it got screwed over by having such strong competition. I knew this was gonna happen, and it wasn’t one of my favorites, so I’m not upset. At least they had fun, but still...

Israel: The first time Israel failed to qualify in eight seven years! This is another one I thought had a good chance at qualifying, but wasn’t super sure. Turns out, my suspicions about being screwed over by performing second were true. This was a fun song with fun staging, but it wasn’t the ONLY fun song with fun staging, and being so early on did it in. Also, this is the kinda thing that WILL be divisive - some people HATE this level of camp. I personally like the song (mainly cuz of....reasons I won’t get into here), but for those reasons, I’m not super surprised it didn’t qualify. He doesn’t need votes to know he’s stunning, cuz he knows he is!

Malta: Underrated favorite number one. I love this song and its message so flipping much, and she sounded great live!.....But yeah I called it. There was no way this was qualifying. Not many people were in the mood for something that’s been done before, when so much of this semi was full of fun, well-staged, and cool songs. When you get right down to it, this was just a self-love ballad. A GOOD self-love ballad, but nowhere near good enough to stand out to anyone....but me. I still love it. I still like being reminded I’m fine the way I am....

Montenegro: Underrated favorite number two. Called this one, too. I ADORE this song, but it was never a popular pick. I couldn’t tell you WHY I love it so much other than “it pretty”, but yeah! I even already loved it before learning what it’s about! But this was definitely a case where yeah, it was just me. I didn’t expect people to agree with me. And I’m not upset at all. At least underrated favorite number three (Romania) actually managed to qualify, which was more than I expected outta this powerful semifinal!

North Macedonia: Called this one. It’s just a ballad. There were better ballads. I do like this song a fair bit, but I don’t love it. It’s just....a nice ballad with a nice chorus. That’s all! And it’s from North Macedonia. Let’s face it, they’re probably never qualifying again unless the juries love them again like in 2019. Their luck is just THAT bad. XD

San Marino: Proof that you can’t reach the final on attitude alone! This kinda reminded me of “Space” (Montenegro 2017) in that it was a REALLY fun performance that the audience got super into, but the actual song - y’know, the thing we’re actually supposed to vote for - is mid. Definitely not good enough to help San Marino qualify. I still had a blast watching this, though. The outfit! The BULL! I was so confused! XD As Graham Norton once said about this kinda situation: “Why? Because it’s Eurovision”

[ebonydraygon]

As we Move forward...2019 revisit

Its that time once again to see how my goals for 2019 lined up with reality...

Creatively

Finish at least three main art pieces

Well I got at least one main art piece done. At least digital art wise. But outside of that I have done a lot of sewing projects which I think actually count so I’m going to call this a win!

Complete Bill Cipher Cosplay and repair other cosplays

...yeah okay this one fell through somewhat. Ended up spending more time making cosplays for other people than working on my own. This is something I will definitely need to revisit next year.

Build up a stock pile for opening and online shop

Also not happened. But then again I also feel less enthused about making a dedicated online shop.

Personally

Get out of the house at least once a week

Thanks to pokemon Go, weekly board/roleplay games at my brothers and larp events...actually managed to succeed on this one!

Be more assertive when something/someone is bothering

I like to think I managed this, though at the same time I also feel that I have dropped the ball on this a few times. Its so much easier to be assertive online than it is in person!

get washing done at least once a week, even if it means a trip to the launderettes

Also managed! Though it hasn’t made much of a dent in our washing mountain. We really need to get a dryer or something....

General

Tidy front room and keep it that way

...yyyyyyyeah that didn’t happen.

Catalogue and home games and books

Managed to catalogue and home all my games and books! PC CD-Rom games still need fully cataloguing but this has been a great progress! Now if only I could find somewhere to recycle all the cases...

Get to stage where we can get a cat!

I think the above image shows how well that plan has gone.

Overall, I tried to keep my goals simple as that made it easier to obtain and develop healthy habits. Still a ways to go and honestly I have no idea where my creativity buggered off to but I hope that in 2020 I will be able to be a lot more creatively productive.

And some day I’ll be able to tick the ‘get a cat’ off the list...

Tune back January 1st for the new resolution list and the thank you list for those that kept me going through the previous year.

[elenatria]

TAke A Looki at this: screenrant*.*com/infinity-war-loki-hulk-banner/

Yyyyyyyeah I’ve mentioned this theory in my posts before… Doesn’t hold much water imho.

“When Banner is finallyreunited with Black Widow, the two trade an awkward smile and then avoid anypersonal talk at all” - The Russos explained in the podcast that the reason behind this “cold” reunion was that there was too much at stake, there was a war going on and they had no time to think about their feelings for each other. Meaning the Russos didn’t have enough time to explain their relationship and wanted to get on with the action by pushing their romance unter the rug, just like they did with the Stucky reunion. Now let’s move on.

“The film shows himstruggling to transform into the Hulk. It was an unexpected plot twist, and notan altogether satisfying one. The fundamental problem was that viewers couldn’tunderstand why the Hulk wouldn’t come out and play during the Battle of Wakanda” -  in the park Bruce had some very extensive frustrated monologues with HIMSELF, slapping himself, trying to persuade the Hulk to come out when no one was looking. Would Loki try to persuade himself to let out the Hulk?… Don’t think so.

“The final point here isthat Bruce Banner knows far too much about Infinity Stones - more than he hasany right to. He also seems to remember everything the Hulk experienced on theAsgardian vessel, and that’s just odd; previous films have established thatBanner can remember nothing from his time as the Hulk”  - I have one simple explanation for you.

“What’s more, while hisbrother may be able to sit opposite an Infinity Stone without recognizing it,Loki has far more experience with these ancient relics” - What a load of CRAP. Whoever wrote this obviously hasn’t seen Age of Ultron. And THOR’S VISION OF THE STONES which btw gave the Vision his name.

So yeah, after that he lost all credibility to me.

[generalthirstclub]

SUB SQUIP SUB SQUIP

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[crossdressingdeath]

@sonntam:

yeah, I am pretty sure this is a cql thing. in the novel there is only one promise and it is the promise that wwx makes: that the two of them will be like twin jades, jc leading the clan and wwx supporting him. now that wwx left jc (who needed help rebuilding the clan and also needed wwx on a more personal level) was understandably bitter, even if still supportive in the beginning.

Here's the thing. Here's the thing, with that. One: WWX promised that they would be like their fathers. Their fathers, who split up when WCZ wanted to live his own life. And even with the Twin Jades thing those two adore each other and would never try to force each other to stay in a situation that was making them miserable. WWX didn't break that promise, JC did when he didn't let WWX leave without a fight and then stabbed him in the gut and called him an enemy of the sect. Two, how the fuck was JC supportive, he told WWX to let the people they both owed their lives and the sect to die or he would let WWX die with them. JC wasn't "understandably bitter", he threw a temper tantrum over WWX having morals! Three, the Jiang sect had been rebuilt? It was fine? The entire reason the sects started going after WWX was because the Jiangs were too powerful? And if JC needed WWX on a personal level he should've tried... y'know, being decent to him. Like, here's a thought, not assuming he was turning on the sect because JGS said he was a little rude about JC while the guy famous for never lying said that was bullshit. Basically uh. yyyyyyyeah WWX did nothing wrong in fulfilling the life debt they owed the Jiangs and JC's response was, to put it mildly, way beyond "understandably bitter" what with the whole "straight up turning the sects against him and getting him and fifty civilians killed because he refused to so much as not actively make things worse" thing and all.

I recently stumbled upon a comment that said how unhealthy the Jiang sibs relationship with WWX is. JYL's name basically means 'to dislike separation'. Her agenda of them always being together is hypocrisy since she basically leaves YMJ to start a new life with JZX. So she is allowed to leave but not WWX. I call that BS.

That is a very good point. JYL is like “We have to stay together forever, okay, I’m going to leave and get married”. ...Although come to think of it I can’t remember if she said they had to stay together forever in the novel or if that was just CQL, someone remind me. I guess she doesn’t react as badly to JC to WWX deciding that maybe they should protect the people who saved their lives, but definitely it makes JC a massive hypocrite because he takes no issue with her leaving and in fact as her sect leader and only male relative probably had to sign off on the marriage. But yeah, there’s definitely a sense of hypocrisy to the person who insists they stay together forever being the only one to leave solely for personal reasons (unlike WWX, who leaves because people are dying and JC refuses to help).

[occhiolysm]

@giraffedragon-universe

Yyyyyyyeah I didn’t like it D: like I’m glad some people did! But. Yeah. 😬

[thelivingautomaton]

hey i just remembered that april is autism acceptance month, and i’ve been reblogging a lot of posts using the tag “#aspie tag” in the past...year?? or so??? without having actually...explained......that...........so:

hi, i’m kristina. last spring my therapist was like “i want you to take this quiz”. it was the AQ test. and i got a 39/50 so she was like “yyyyyyyeah you probably have asperger’s. here read this book” and she gives me the complete guide to asperger’s syndrome by tony attwood. it blows my fucking mind apart bc like, 90% of it is spot on. (it even nailed the fact that i had an abnormally large head as a baby for No Discernible Reason -- apparently that’s a thing in autistic/aspie ppl where the head Just Does That and it fades by about age 5. ANYWAY)

in the intervening year since being quasi-diagnosed, i have:

incidentally figured out that my dad ALSO is on the spectrum, albeit with milder symptoms, and that my brother likely has some form of ADD/ADHD

had my mom tell me she suspected i was autistic since middle school or so but she never took me to get a diagnosis because “i had good grades and didn’t have behavioral issues”. then she said that i had “off-putting behaviors” like not making eye contact. it sucked

her tune now is more like “well, we all have autistic traits” and i’m like Please Stop

became, gradually, more comfortable with those supposed “off-putting behaviors”

did a lot of scary and exhausting stuff, but more importantly had an actual reason WHY stuff was so scary and exhausting for me that wouldn’t be as scary and exhausting for other people

started talking a lot more about being autistic, which has yielded mostly positive results (i.e. the other person saying “oh, okay” and not making a big deal of it)

best result: told someone i've who been friends with since 1st grade that i got diagnosed with asperger's and she said "wait, you DIDN'T KNOW????" like, she thought i knew this whole fucking time and was just now starting to be open about it........Wow

have (very, very, very slowly) become more comfortable in my skin and recognizing the things i like about being autistic: my love of learning, the way i get excited about stuff, my ability to focus (sometimes...), my memory and the store of accumulated knowledge in my brain, the way i experience and enjoy certain sensory stims, unlearning the constant unconscious repression of “weird” behaviors (guys, did you know handflapping is great? it’s so great)

so yeah. hi 👋

[nearvou]

Milk liked my scribble drawing of one of my fave looks of ha on instagram and for an hour I was fully like yYYyyyYyyyyyoooeeeeaaaagghhhhhh yeah yeah yeah yeah YO YO YO YO YO because she’s important to me. Yyyeeeaaaahhhooowwweeeee yyyyyyyeah

[hgfstreamchats]

All Hallows’ Eve Stream

Hello! Also I AM getting the video What a good costume Testing, testing. Everything's fine over here! No, not the pumpkin! ...Can you see ME or is kast messing up in a new(?) and wonderful way I can see you, but only on a seperate console. That's... baffling. I'll reload There we are! Oh, Kast. Okay, there it is. ...Tell me I'm not invisible again. Oh no, I see you. Ahhh, good! Now that's real horror. Eh, it's probably better for him anyway. I'm sure it'll all work out. It'll be fien. Man, that room is HUGE Solid advice. If Prime had won the war. *shudder* I'm sure it'll be fine. Also fine. Soundwave gets along fine. Really, why did they even have forks ...Well, that's going to bother me forever. Subtle! Very! Who wrote THAT book It's very specific. Ugh. ... This is worse than anything in the episode itself. Does he.  think he's going to be able to eat that Got to admire his ambition, though. I'm questioning how he got it in or out of the house at all "Earth capital" sounds like something I would have believed and could still be convinced to. Heh. I'm still hung up over those Latin puns, those were clever. Hello all! Hi!

Hm new streaming site, never heard of this one It's totally awesome and not at all buggy. Zephra human! Hi Knock Out! I finally made it to a stream! Excellent! That just raises further questions! Nice save. Very nice. Ewww. sooo has the video started now? Try reloading It, uh.  It does that 'Cause I'm not getting anything on my end, I did that, I turned off my adblock and refreshed Or try clicking the leave button (top, to the right of the settings button) and coming back in Okay I'll try that How meta. So...the multiverse? ... Nope still nothin' I'm gonna try switching browsers Kast is a wretched thing. I'm on chrome I DO remember having this problem with Rabbit too, something about my adblock/settings wasn't letting me load video WHELP apparently Kast doesn't support Firefox at ALL, soo fun times Is a non-Firefox browser an option? I've only got Chrome and Firefox Don't you love how you have to have 4 different browsers installed for different websites that have different requirements for some reason? Oh yeah LOVE it It works on chrome for me, although not always on the first try My emulator's using chrome. Oh, THIS one Okay I'm gonna try messing around with my extensions and crossing my fingers Ha! Oh nice! The first one I turned off worked! I HAVE VIDEO WOO GLORIOUS! Woo! He didn't come in through the door... He came in through the living room Way to punch that ten-year old in the face, Hibbert Like they didn't already know. Doctor of the year. Truly. top 10 anime betrayals They know about the waffle incident. what a turn! Why is Dr Fink the only character that has a tiny counterpart? I mean, you can't prove he is She's not forcing them to barter for their dead children, she's already doing a better job than Primus. AH THIS ONE HAS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE JOKES That was mine. classic The best kind of conspiracy! The biggest hitch in their plan is that Homer would ever choose rum over beer True. The fish eyes make it. Still true Hah! TWIRLING TWIRLING TWIRLING T'WARDS FREEDOM FAVE Seconded! Other favorite! WHoopsie! Well, that's what elections are for! I remember that joke going over my head as a kid Alright, onto Rifftrax! 'why is NOT voting for the evil choses throwing your vote away?' *choices Hmmm Oh I thought it was one of those where it's just the sound and you're supposed to synch it up Vincent Price! These guys are sapping the fun out of having a chat open They keep riffing when WE'RE the ones who should be riffing A little, maybe We always find a way to slip in a few. True This is the setup to a murder mystery. If Opera has taught me anything watch out for the chandelier AHAAAAAAAAAAA "Why haven't you killed them yet, it's been five WHOLE minutes" There's an established population of Vincent Price humans living in the hills to this day. She def has the 'I'm on my own fourth husband and they all died from mysterious circumstances' 'Lol first degree murder jokes, the staple of any solid marriage' One of these characters is absolutely going to kill the other. I *was* joking, but... Yyyyeah. '... And welcome to Jackass' "haha it's almost like you're trying to reenact it or something" Just leave your hand there I love how he's like 'charming' when dude's being macabre like he hasn't been nothing but unsettling since he came onscreen Ew indeed. I love how she's all 'meh' about mysterious blood dripping on her out of nowhere "See, we even kept the acit fro some reason" You never know when you might need an acid vat. Waste not, want not. Why are you entertaining this jackass girl I'm secretly expecting no ghosts at all Just murder. Exactly I'm expecting no ghosts or they're all ghosts. Wait I'm changing my guess There ARE ghosts but exactly zero of them are killing people Oh right, that's the one from Scariest Movie Moments of All Time despite being no such thing. That's right hit on the host's wife that'll win you points at this party Try not to be TOO disappointed about not getting into her pants, Lance "you're going to be the star corpse!" fcuk my nose made a WEIRD snort at that 'does she miss being scared' joke Running and screaming was probably the right call to make. Tiny little coffins Hah! Wee little coffins. Sheesh. So the idea is they all kill each other trying to get a larger prize, huh. I'm sure the police would have no questions for them afterwards. Absolutely none. Yes, yes, you want to murder one another, we get it. NOT AT ALL Better get back to the scotch Still trying ot get laid eh Lance run at her with a severed head, THAT'LL CALM HER DOWN Nice knife dude There's very little haunting going on in this house. Clearly false advertising If they're doing karaoke they have to do some Scissor Sisters 'I CAN'T DECIDE WHETHER YOU SHOULD LIVE OR DIE~' Pfff 'OH YOU'LL PROBABLY GO TO HEAVEN' 'PLEASE DON'T HANG YOUR HEAD AND CRY~' Oh NOW you're all suspicious and have questions about this bizzare situation Right? I'm half expecting they ARE actually all conected in weird roundabout ways ala The Clue Movie If the singing telegram lady doesn't show up I'm going to be bitterly disappointed. Same She's really just freaking out because it wasn't scotch Someone spilled wine in the room above. The real horror is the cleaning bill. ... the video being a butt for anybody else right now? Working okay for me mine was laggy and now it's totally frozen The sound's a little desynched but then it always is Oof I'll try refreshing if it's just me Well, that's not weird Okay looks alright now And finally, we have a ghost! if she was REALLY DEAD TO BEGIN WITH OOOOH I'm kind of leaning towards actual ghosts now, since otherwise I'm not sure how that rope trick would work maybe the same way the movie did it ...okay, fair point ...Actually I assume the movie could've done it by, like, pulling along on a thread and hiding the person pulling it via camera angles OHHHHHHHHHH DID I CALL IT You did! YYYYYYYEAH Yes let's spend as much time as possible in the acid room Never a dull moment in the acid room. okay so like why bother disposing of the body? Right? you didn't kill him, there was no direct evidence of your involvment That just raises MORE questions yes, move closer And then a skeleton popped out! Ha! BITCH IT'S A SKELETON WOULD YOU BE SCARED OF CALISTA FLOCKART? Covered in acid, though That is absolutely how those things work, I'm sure ...Hang on, what about the body the guy dumped in the pit the strings being visible actually being part of the plot is the biggest twist in this thing WHY DOES EVERYONE INSIST ON GETTING AS CLOSE AS POSSIBLE TO THE ACID VAULT?? To see the magical acidic secrets within! Skeleton - By Himself But is David S Pumpkins here! He will be, like scrap I'm letting this night go by without showing him. lolol Murderous animatronics? THAT'S never been done before "yeah I have some questions" Just a few. Deep lore! Well I'm certaily scared *certainly Aren't we all? How could you not be! Freddy Who? Jason whatshisname? All hasbeens compared to... Alright! Anything you'd like to see before we close out? If not, I'm content to close out on David Pumpkins. OOOOOOHHH DAVID S. PUMPKINS Any questions? I'm good, I need to do some dishes anyway Thanks for the stream, Knock Out! I gueeeess I should get dinner Thank you for coming! Always a delight to have you! Say hi to the fam for me, and happy Halloween! Thanks for hosting!  It's been... a treat. :) Of course! Happy Halloween! And to you!

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ok so we keep getting calls from these people looking for donations n shite but they dont say it outright and im too polite to not hang up on them and this guy asked me if i liked the weather we were having and i said yeah and he was just like “yyyyyyyeah right”