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splendidlyimperfect · 5 years ago

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It’s been thirteen years since Natsu and Gray met in a program for troubled youth - since they both fell apart and helped put each other back together. Now they’re married and happy, loving each other and the shared family they found. But the past doesn’t always stay past, and when the things that broke them come back into their lives, Natsu and Gray have difficult decisions to make - ones that could change their lives forever.

Chapter Summary: Sting needs help with Noah, and it gives Natsu the distraction he needs to stop thinking about his upcoming meeting with his dad.

Chapters (10/?): 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Natsu Dragneel/Gray Fullbuster, Rogue Cheney/Sting Eucliffe, Laxus Dreyar/Freed Justine, Cana Alberona/Lucy Heartfilia, Chelia Blendy/Wendy Marvell Characters: Natsu Dragneel, Gray Fullbuster, Rogue Cheney, Sting Eucliffe, Freed Justine, Laxus Dreyar, Wendy Marvell, Chelia Blendy, Ultear Milkovich, Lyon Vastia, Lucy Heartfilia, Cana Alberona Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Aged-Up Character(s), Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Fluff and Angst, Married Couple, Established Relationship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Past Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Drug Addiction, Mental Health Issues, Foster Care, Family Issues, Tumblr: FTLGBTales, Grief/Mourning, Childhood Trauma, Bipolar Disorder, Adoption, Families of Choice, Nonbinary Character, Trans Character, Genderfluid Character, Forgiveness, Absent Parents, they’re really in love but are sometimes dumb, Natsu is a stubborn shit Series: Part 14 of the only hope for me is you, Part 3 of if you jump i’ll break your fall

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[July 26]

Neelan Langdree [14:45] Do you want to meet?

[July 28]

Natsu Dubois-Tremblay [18:54] Yeah. Does this weekend work for you?

Neelan Langdree [18:57] Sure.

“Hey, buddy.”

Natsu crouched down a few feet away from the tree in the back yard of Sting and Ryos’ house. Noah sat there, knees pulled up to his chest, gaze vacant as he stared across the lawn. When he saw Natsu, his face brightened a little, but he didn’t uncurl from his position.

“Your dad said you’re having a rough day,” Natsu said gently. “Can I come sit with you? Or do you wanna be by yourself?”

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Noah considered the question, eventually nodding and pointing to a spot a little way away from him. Natsu settled down with his legs crossed, then held out a cookie for Noah.

“I stole it from the pantry,” Natsu whispered conspiratorially. “Don’t tell Dad.”

A tiny smile crossed Noah’s face and he reached out, taking the cookie and then withdrawing to the tree again. He nibbled on it slowly, staring at Natsu the whole time. Natsu didn’t say anything else, just lay down in the grass with his arms behind his head and closed his eyes, letting the sun play across his face.

Nearly half an hour later, he felt a weight on his arm, and when he opened his eyes, Noah was curled up next to him. Natsu smiled, shifting so that Noah could lean on his chest.

“Story?” Noah asked, looking at Natsu. His eyes were the same bright, clear blue as Sting’s, and sometimes it was hard to believe that he was adopted.

“What kind of story?” Natsu asked. The sun had moved now and was casting dappled shadows through the tree. A ladybug made its way across Natsu’s chest, and Noah stared at it in fascination until it flew away. The only sound around them was the fountain bubbling, and someone mowing their lawn several houses away.

“Mm.” Noah shrugged, and Natsu raised an eyebrow at him.

“How about... ‘once upon a time there was a little boy named Noah who was kind of a turd but apologized to his dad for throwing his iPad?’”

Noah scowled at Natsu, sitting up and gently shoving him in the chest. Natsu laughed at the indignant expression on the five-year-old’s face.

“Pretty bad story, hey?”

“Bad,” Noah agreed. “Is ... th-the...” He huffed in frustration. When Noah was calm, speaking in simple sentences was easy for him, but as soon as he got upset, the words got lost.

Natsu sat up slowly, crossing his legs and tapping the back of Noah’s hand. “Show me with your hands,” he said. “I can’t read your mind, little man. I’m not Professor X.”

A small smile tugged at the corner of Noah’s mouth. Freed’s suggestion of teaching Noah to sign had made a huge impact on his communication. One of the people Freed worked with at the Pride Centre was Deaf and had started coming to the house once a week to teach everyone – Gray and Natsu included.

“Can you give me a feeling word?” Natsu asked. “Do you want to show me the picture or can you sign it?” He had an app on his phone with different pictures of expressions that Noah used occasionally, but today he shook his head.

Sad, Noah signed. He looked like he might elaborate, then shrugged.

“Yeah?” Natsu sighed, digging his fingers into the grass and looking up at the sky again. “Me too.”

Noah looked at him, surprised. “Why?”

Natsu didn’t say anything for a minute, trying to figure out how much to share with Noah. He was smarter than most people gave him credit for, and if Natsu made something up, Noah would see through it.

“I’m gonna see my dad soon,” Natsu said eventually. “I haven’t seen him in a really long time.”

Noah scooted closer to Natsu until their knees were touching. “Why’s sad?” he asked. Natsu tipped his head back and forth, then sighed.

“I’m scared,” he said eventually. “I know he’s my dad, but I don’t really know him. And I’m afraid that he might not like me.”

“I like you,” Noah said. He picked a dandelion and leaned forward to tuck it into Natsu’s hair.

“I like you too, bud,” Natsu said, smiling as Noah sat back and started picking more dandelions.

Noah spent the next few minutes piling up the yellow flowers in Natsu’s lap, then picking out the best ones and putting them in Natsu’s hair. Eventually he seemed satisfied and poked at Natsu’s hands.

Sad and angry because K, he signed. Natsu recognized it as his sign for Kylie, his biological mother. Tomorrow.

“You don’t wanna visit her?” Natsu asked gently. Noah shook his head, crossing his arms over his chest. “Do you wanna talk about it?”

Noah huffed, then looked back over at the house. Stay with dad and papa, he said. And you. Not before.

‘Before’ was a complicated word for Noah. He had trouble differentiating between seeing Kylie now and living with her when he was younger, and he refused to call her ‘mom.’ It had been over a month since he’d called Natsu in the middle of the night, upset about seeing her for the first time in two years, and Sting and Ryos were still uncertain about them interacting. They’d tentatively agreed to let her spend the afternoon with him tomorrow – supervised by both Sting and the social worker.

“She don’t, won’t... won’t, um...” Noah scrunched up his face, then signed, don’t know. Don’t want before. Natsu’s heart ached at the uncomfortable expression on Noah’s face. Frustrated, Noah added.

“That’s a good word,” Natsu said, smiling at Noah. “Sounds like you’ve got a of feelings, huh?” Noah nodded sullenly. “It’s okay, my feelings get mixed-up sometimes too, and we can’t control that. You can feel however you wanna feel.” Noah looked up at Natsu hesitantly. “What you can’t do,” Natsu added, “is throw your iPad at your dad.”

Noah sighed, looking over at the house.

“I know you’re trying, buddy,” Natsu said gently. “I know words are hard, and that sucks. But your dads love you a lot and they just want you to be happy.” He tugged on a loose thread of his jeans, then added, “Grown-ups make mistakes too. I yelled at Uncle Gray last week.”

Noah’s eyes widened as he stared at Natsu. “Why?”

Natsu chewed on his lip, trying to figure out the best way to explain it to Noah. “Because I was scared,” he said eventually. “I made a mistake – I didn’t tell Uncle Gray something that I should have, and it hurt his feelings.”

“Lied?”

Natsu winced, then nodded. “Yeah, bud.”

“Not good.” Noah reached out and took Natsu’s hand, holding it loosely between his.

“I know,” Natsu said. Guilt still sat heavy in his chest every time he looked at Gray. “I shouldn’t have lied, and I shouldn’t have yelled – that just made it worse.”

“Uncle Gray is sad?” Noah asked quietly.

“Yeah,” Natsu said softly, “he was.”

“You said sorry?”

Natsu nodded. “I did, lots of times.” He squeezed Noah’s hand. “Do you think you can come inside with me now and say sorry to dad?”

Noah chewed his lip for a minute, then nodded and stood up with Natsu.

“Flowers stay,” he said, grinning at the mess in Natsu’s hair. “It’s pretty.”

“I’m keeping these in forever,” Natsu replied, taking Noah’s hand and leading him back to the house.

Sting was in the kitchen over the stove, but as soon as they came in the back door, he made his way over and crouched down in front of Noah.

Sorry, Noah signed, looking at Sting dejectedly.

“It’s okay, bumblebee,” Sting said, brushing Noah’s hair out of his face and looking up at Natsu gratefully. “We’re gonna use words or signs or pictures next time, right?”

Noah nodded, then pointed to the fridge where a picture of Kylie was held up with a magnet shaped like a duck. He shook his head and made an angry face.

Sting sighed, kissing Noah’s forehead and nodding. “Okay, you don’t have to go,” he said gently.

Noah’s face brightened and he gave Sting a small smile. “Love dad,” he said, wrapping his arms around Sting’s neck. Sting pressed his face into Noah’s hair, hugging him tightly before Noah let go and darted away to his room.

“Thank you,” Sting said, pushing himself up and reaching out to squeeze Natsu’s hand. “I can usually handle it, but with Ryos gone, it’s just...”

“Anytime,” Natsu said, shaking his head and ushering Sting back toward the kitchen. “Kids are tough without all the extra stuff.”

Sting nodded, grabbing the pasta from the stove and pouring it through the strainer in the sink. “Sometimes it feels like all we do is go to appointments,” he said, looking at the calendar on the fridge. “We had the speech pathologist yesterday, and Kylie tomorrow, and then Aspen’s coming for the signing on Sunday...”

“About that,” Natsu said, moving out of the way for Sting to mix the spaghetti back into the sauce on the stove. “Gray and I can’t make it this week.” Sting looked at Natsu with a raised eyebrow, and Natsu hesitated before saying, “I’m meeting my dad.”

Sting didn’t say anything for a minute – Natsu knew that Sting was still upset about being complicit in Natsu’s lie to Gray. A familiar ache was nestled next to the guilt Natsu felt, a quiet whisper of, all you ever do is hurt the people you love.

“Is Gray going with you?” Sting asked eventually.

Natsu nodded. “Yeah. We’re going to Victoria – we’ll stay for a couple days. I…” He sighed, rubbing his face. “I feel like shit about all of it, and I know I said I was sorry before, but I just… and now I’m scared, and it feels like an excuse but I’m—I haven’t been feeling good, and Gray knew but I didn’t listen to him, and…”

“Hey.” Sting set the pot down in the sink and reached out for Natsu, pulling him close. “It’s okay.”

“It’s not,” Natsu argued, but he leaned into the embrace anyway. “I’m not trying to make excuses, I just…” He bit the inside of his cheek, trying not to cry. “I’m scared.”

“Of meeting your dad?” Sting pulled back, squeezing Natsu’s arm and leaning against the counter.

“Yeah. I…” He sighed. “I want to know why he left.”

Sting and Ryos knew about Natsu’s past and his parents – part of the reason that they’d decided to foster and adopt Noah was because of how similar his situation had been to Natsu’s childhood.

Sting was quiet for a moment, and Natsu kept his gaze on a mark in the hardwood.

“I know I might not get the answers I want,” he said quietly. “Gray and I already talked about it. I just… now that I know he’s alive, and he’s just—I’ve been to Victoria so many times. I could have walked past him and…”

“It’s a lot,” Sting said gently. “I’m glad you told Gray and that he’s coming with you.”

“Me too,” Natsu mumbled, rubbing his face. An uncertain silence hung between them for a moment.

“C’mon,” Sting said eventually, nudging Natsu’s arm and handing him a stack of plates. “Help me set the table.”

The doorbell rang ten minutes later, and Natsu could hear the pounding of Noah’s feet on the stairs as he ran to answer it. When he giggled and shouted Gray’s name, the anxiety that had started to thrum through Natsu subsided a bit. Even with everything – the fight, the tears, the uncertainty about Lyon – Gray was Natsu’s favorite person, and he always felt like home.

“Hey, you,” Natsu said as Noah dragged Gray into the kitchen by his hand. Noah pulled Gray right up to Natsu, then put both hands on his hips and gave Natsu a serious look.

“Sorry,” he said.

Natsu frowned. “Why are you sorry?”

Noah rolled his eyes, pushing at Natsu’s legs. “You sorry,” he clarified.

It took Natsu a second to realize what he was talking about, and he burst out laughing, looking up at Gray and reaching out for his hand.

“We talked about apologies earlier,” he explained.

“Sorry,” Noah said again, looking up at Gray. He tapped his arm, a mirror of where Gray’s snowflake tattoos were, as his sign for ‘Uncle Gray.’ “Sad,” he said to Natsu. “No yelling. Sorry.”

Gray’s expression softened and he crouched down, holding his arms out and waiting. Noah looked at him for a second, then leaned in for a quick hug.

“I already forgave Uncle Natsu,” he said gently. “And he forgave me, too.”

“You yelled too?”

Gray sighed. “Yeah.” He gave Noah a fond look. “We were both wrong, and we both said sorry, and everything is okay now.”

Noah thought about it for a second. “Grown ups mistake,” he said seriously, then leaned in and kissed Gray’s cheek before running off to the patio table on the back deck.

“Well, then,” Gray said, laughing as Natsu reached down and helped him to his feet. “Sounds like whatever you said to him stuck.”

“Mm.” Natsu pulled Gray close, pressing his face into the crook of Gray’s neck as Gray kissed his temple. “How was your meeting with Claire?”

Gray sighed, wrapping his arms around Natsu’s shoulders and resting his chin on Natsu’s head. “I dunno,” he said. “The hearing is in two weeks.”

“That soon?”

“Yeah.” Gray ran his fingers up Natsu’s back, tracing an absent pattern up his spine.

Natsu sighed at the sensation, then tipped his head back and searched Gray’s face. The tightness in his jaw and the way he didn’t meet Natsu’s eyes was telling. “You okay, Snowflake?”

Gray shook his head and Natsu made a sad sound as he saw tears start to pool in the corner of Gray’s eyes. “No,” Gray said roughly as he swallowed and tipped his head up, trying to blink away the tears. “I’m just… feeling a lot of different things, and my stomach hurts, and I feel like I’m going either throw up or cry.”

Natsu gently tucked Gray’s hair behind his ear. “You wanna go home?” he asked softly. “I can explain to Noah.”

Gray shook his head. “No, I wanna stay,” he insisted, pulling off his glasses and wiping at his eyes with the sleeve of his hoodie. “I don’t want to think about it right now.”

“Okay,” Natsu said, leaning in and kissing Gray’s cheek. “Je t’aime.”

“Je t’aime aussi, mon couer,” Gray murmured, letting out a shaky sigh and then giving Natsu an uncertain smile. “C’mon,” he said, nodding toward the porch. “Noah’s waiting.”

#fairy tail #ftlgbtales #ftlgbtfics #gratsu #stingue #gray fullbuster #natsu dragneel #sting eucliffe #update #new chapter #my fic

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i-write-fanfics-to-procrastinate · 5 years ago

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Fictober 29: Blood

This is dedicated to @tobethefairybest Happy happy birthday, friendship! I’m happy I randomly decided blood was a good prompt for mescana XD I hope you like! And I hope you have an amazing day! <3 <3 <3

Our Last Job

“Are you coming or what?” Cana huffed, turning to face him, hands on her hips. Mest rolled his eyes, but couldn’t hide his smile. Cana… always like this. He ran his fingers through his hair and followed after her, weaving a path through the trees.

They hadn’t been on a job in several months—not since the last one… He shuddered thinking about it. It had been all his fault… even with his magic he hadn’t been able to… I couldn’t protect you. They were supposed to be a team, supposed to work together, and when it mattered the most he had failed. He wasn’t sure he would ever be able to forgive himself for… not being there for her. His chest ached just thinking about it.

This job was a simpler one, he hoped. One they’d be able to complete quickly. It was just Makarov’s assignment to get them back on field after Cana’s… No, I can’t think about that now. It made him feel nauseous. Anxiety gnawing at his gut—he was terrified something similar was going to happen again and he would be powerless to stop it.

“Geez, you’re really lagging behind,” Cana said, spinning around to face him. But as she did her ankle rolled over a tree root and she lost her balance. Mest was at her side in less than half a second, but he was too late. She already hit the gravel with her knees—hard. She let out a shout of pain, hands clutching at gravel. Mest froze, his heart pounding… her knees… blood… soaking into the gravel…

He had watched the hit, like everything was in slow motion. Everything sounded like it was underwater… everything was dizzy… dizzy and he wasn’t even the one hit in the face. The powerful blast of magic propelled Cana straight towards the wall of a building in the street. Why can’t I use magic?! He managed to scream out her name: “CANA!” as she hit the pavement with a sickening thump. Blood… blood pooling between cobblestones… Several fingers and her nose… all broken… blood…

“Mest!” Cana’s voice brought him back to reality. “Help me up! What the hell is wrong with you?”

He couldn’t breathe, he stumbled, reaching out for something… anything… and practically stumbled into a tree. Leaning over he took in a heaving breath. “S-sorry… sorry.” His head cleared slowly and then he turned and took Cana’s hand. What the hell was that?! He pulled her to her feet, she limped a little. Her knees were scraped up bad, and dripping blood.

“Hey, look at me, weirdo,” Cana said, clutching his shoulder. “What’s going on?”

“Y-you…” he shook his head, staring into her eyes. “It doesn’t matter, we need to get your knees cleaned up. Lean on me.” He helped her over to a small clearing in the forest and helped her sit. Then dropped his small pack and pulled out the first aid kit. His hands were shaking as he opened the little box. Cana was cleaning the blood off her knees with water.

“I’ve got some bandages,” Mest said, pulling them out from the box. Cana set aside her water and glanced over at him. Her eyes narrowed.

“Mest Gryder, what the hell is going on?”

“Wha—”

“You’ve been shaking since you saw me fall.”

He stared at her for a long moment, heart pounding before he murmured, “I can’t lose you.”

“Huh?”

And then, practically a shout: “I can’t lose you, Cana!” He reached out to set his shaking hands on her arms, and dropped his head against her shoulder, taking in a heaving breath. “I can’t…”

“Geez, Mest…” Cana sighed, fingers threading through his hair, and other arm holding him close. “They’re just scraped up knees, god. I’m not dying. Seriously, what is all this about?” His hands slipped, and he wrapped her in his embrace. “Mest,” she groaned, “You’re being weird.”

He pulled away slightly, hands still shaking. “Our last job…” he whispered.

“Oh…” she let out a breath, “Seriously, Mest, I told you already that wasn’t a big deal—”

“There was blood everywhere! I thought you… I thought you…!”

“Is that what this is about?” Her voice was suddenly soft, fingers still playing in his hair. “Mest, look at me.” He glanced up and their eyes met. “I’m right here, dummy, and I’m not going anywhere.” He let out a breath, and closed the short distance between them to kiss her. Her fingers tightened in his hair, and he cupped the back of her head, taking in every moment of that kiss. I’m not going anywhere. He smiled. You better not.

“Okay, okay,” She gently pushed him away. “My knees are still bleeding everywhere.”

“Sorry,” he rasped, and then grabbed the bandages where he had dropped them.

Once they had cleaned her scrapes and covered them. They sat in a moment of silence. Mest stood, trying to reorganize his bag, and put away the first aid kit. “Hey,” Cana said. And he glanced down at where she sat, meeting her eyes. “I’m sorry, Mest.”

He shook his head, “For—?”

“I didn’t mean to worry you. I didn’t realize… that it was that bad. Our last job, I mean.” She hugged her legs and bit her lip. “I’m not planning on going off and dying, you know?”

“I know,” he said. He felt a little stupid. Somehow, just seeing that blood—her blood—in the gravel…

“Tsk, you’re so weird,” she groaned, jumping to her feet, to stand beside him, wincing only a little. “See, look! I’m fine. I’m fine, Mest. So, quit worrying so much, you—” He cupped her cheek and closed the distance between them, kissing her softly.

She leaned into the kiss, gripping the hair at the nape of his neck. Her arm lazily slipped over his shoulder, pulling him taught against her. And then she seemed to come to herself and she pushed him away.

“Don’t interrupt me!” She gasped, almost offended.

He laughed. “Okay, okay, sorry! I couldn’t help myself,” he grinned.

“Tsk,” She shrugged her bag, over her shoulder, “Let’s just… let’s go.”

He grinned, following after her. He knew—she’d never admit it—but he knew that she was blushing. I love you, Cana Alberona. What a strange thing to think. I love you.

#starsobafictober #fictober #ft #fairy tail #mest gryder #cana alberona #mescana #mest x cana #cana x mest #mest and cana #cana and mest #fairytail #myfic #iwritefanfictiontoprocrastinate

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ao3feed-nalu · 6 years ago

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Imprinting

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by ArhiShay

They call it "Imprinting". A primordial instinct with which Dragons recognize their heartmate, the one with whom to spend eternity together. It is like an indestructible chain that unites them, the red thread of destiny that forever binds two distinct entities, transforming them into a single reality.

The blessing of the lovers that every dragon would like to try.

But even that curse they would like to avoid.

Words: 1019, Chapters: 1/10, Language: English

Fandoms: Fairy Tail

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M

Characters: Lucy Heartfilia, Levy McGarden, Romeo Conbolt, Laxus Dreyar, Natsu Dragneel, Lisanna Strauss, Gajeel Redfox, Wendy Marvell, Mirajane Strauss, Cana Alberona, Acnologia (Fairy Tail)

Relationships: Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia, Sting Eucliffe/Lucy Heartfilia, Levy McGarden/Gajeel Redfox, Rogue Cheney/Levy McGarden, Romeo Conbolt/Wendy Marvell, Natsu Dragneel/Juvia Lockser, Gray Fullbuster/Lucy Heartfilia, Gray Fullbuster/Juvia Lockser, Jellal Fernandes/Erza Scarlet, Laxus Dreyar/Mirajane Strauss, Cana Alberona/Laxus Dreyar, Laxus Dreyar/Lisanna Strauss, Cobra/Cubellios | Kinana

Additional Tags: DragonAU

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/2MwjWam

#ao3feed #fanfic #Nalu #Natsu x Lucy #Fairy Tail

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arkus-rhapsode · 7 years ago

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Fairy Tail Character’s Magic and Spells

This here is a giant glossary of every magic and spell a character has used in the canon of Fairy Tail

Abel

Holder Magic/Lost Magic/Black Magic: Ushi no Koku Mairi

Acnologia

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Dragon Slaying Magic

Dragon’s Roar

Eternal Flare

Caster Magic/Time Magic: Space Between Time

Ajeel Ramal

Caster Magic: Sand Magic

Spells

Sand Golem

Sand Monsters

Ant Lion Pit

Sands of Death

Sand Body

Sand World

Ramal Sayf

Ramal Fa’as

Alzack Connell

Holder Magic: Guns Magic

Spells

Tornado Shot

Anna Heartfillia

Holder Magic/Spatial Magic: Celestial Spirit Magic

Aquarius

Caster Magic: Water Magic

Spells

Torrent

Water Pillar

Araña Webb

Caster Magic: Thread Magic

Spells

Web Shot

Aria

Caster Magic: Airspace

Spells

Metsu

Zetsu

Zero

Teleportation

Aries

Caster Magic: Wool Magic

Spells

Wool Bomb

100% Fluffy-Fluffy Wool

Wool Typhoon

Arlock

Caster Magic: Magical Barrier

Caster Magic: Sacrificial Summoning Magic

August

Caster Magic: Copy Magic

Caster Magic: Sleep Magic

Caster Magic: Fire Magic

Caster Magic: Bullet Magic

Spells

Piercing Bullet

Caster Magic: Sound Magic

Caster Magic/Time Magic: Slowing Magic

Caster Magic: Reflector

Caster Magic: Crush

Caster Magic: Ars Magia

Azuma

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Great Tree Arc

Spells

Bleve

Burst Claw

Chain Burst

Linear Explosion

Tower Burst

180-Second Time Bomb

Tree Merge

Tree Fist

Folium Sica

Ramus Sica

Terra Clamare

Bacchus Groh

Caster Magic: Palm Magic

Berrick

Caster Magic: Lightning Magic

Beth Vanderwood

Caster Magic: Vegetable Magic

Spells

Carrot Missile

Bickslow

Caster Magic/Black Magic/Seith Magic: Human Possession

Spells

Line Formation

X Formation

Baryon Formation

Crumble

Caster Magic/Eye Magic: Figure Eyes

Bisca Connell

Caster Magic/Spatial Magic: Requip: The Gunner

Holder Magic: Magic Rifle

Holder Magic: Magic Sniper Rifle

Bloodman

Caster Magic: First Seal

Caster Magic: Second Seal

Caster Magic: Third Seal

Spells

Over Skelter

Curse: Bomb Curse

Spells

Exploding Spiral

Curse: Tenga Goken

Spells

Onimaru

Curse: Tenchi Kaimei

Caster Magic: Ice Devil Slayer Magic

Spells

Ice Devil’s Rage

Curse: Thorn Curse

Spells

Thorns

Bluenote Stinger

Caster Magic: Gravity Magic

Spells

Fall

Black Hole

Bob

Caster Magic: Phasing Magic

Bora

Caster Magic: Fire Magic

Spells

Red Carpet

Caster Magic: Telekinesis

Holder Magic: Charm

Brain/Zero

Caster Magic: Darkness Magic

Spells

Dark Capriccio

Dark Gravity

Dark Rondo

Genesis Zero

Caster Magic: Square of Self-Destruction

Caster Magic: Organic Link Magic

Spells

Six Prayers

Caster Magic/Spatial Magic: Requip

Caster Magic: Archive

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Holder Magic: Nirvana

Holder Magic: Klodoa

Brandish μ

Caster Magic: Command T

Spells

Command T: Reduction

Command T: Expansion

Briar

Caster Magic/Black Magic: Clone Magic

Byard

Caster Magic: Light Magic

Caster Magic: Telekinesis

Byro

Holder Magic: Magic Vials

Spells

Flame Liquid

Storm Liquid

Octopus Liquid

Cana Alberona

Holder Magic: Magic Card

Spells

Shuriken Cards

Cards Volley

Cards Wardrobe

Sexy Lady Card

The Prayer’s Fountain

Sleep Card

Help Lucy Card

Call Card

Card Dimension

Caster Magic/Three Great Fairy Magic: Fairy Glitter

Holder Magic: Fortune Telling

Capricorn

Caster Magic: Regulus

Carla

Caster Magic: Aera

Spells

Max Speed

Caster Magic: Transformation Magic

Caster Magic: Precognition

Celestial Spirit King

Holder Magic: Sword Magic

Spells

Meteor Blade

Galaxia Blade

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Chrisack

Caster Magic: Wind Magic

Cosmos

Caster Magic: Plant Magic

Spells

Flytrap

Vines

Glow Flow

Spore Bomb: Rinka Renka

Makura Kamura

Crawford Seam

Caster Magic: Super Archive

Spells

Real Time Link

Organic Link Transfer

Caster Magic: Thought Projection

Crux

Caster Magic: Scanning

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Dimaria Yesta

Caster Magic/Time Magic: Âge Seal

Spells

Âge Scratch

Caster Magic: Take Over: God Soul

Spells

God Soul: Chronos

Doriate

Caster Magic: Law of Retrogression

Spells

Law of Retrogression Cry

Draculos Hyberion

Caster Magic: Vampire Magic

Droy

Caster Magic: Plant

Spells

Knuckle Plant

Elfman Strauss

Caster Magic: Take Over: Beast Soul

Spells

Beast Arm: Reptile

Beast Arm: Bear

Beast Arm: Black Bull

Beast Arm: Iron Bull

Beast Arm: Jet Black Sword

Beast Soul

Beast Soul: Weretiger

Beast Soul: Lizardman

Beast Soul: Ape

Beast Soul: Sand Beast

Erigor

Caster Magic: Wind Magic

Spells

Flight

Wind Wall

Storm Bringer

Storm Mail

Storm Shred

Emera Baram

Erik/Cobra

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Poison Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Poison Dragon’s Roar

Poison Dragon’s Twin Fang

Poison Dragon’s Crushing Fang

Caster Magic: Sound Magic

Erza Knightwalker

Holder Magic: Magic Spear: Ten Commandments

Holder Magic: Magic Spear: Ten Commandments: Silfarion

Holder Magic: Magic Spear: Ten Commandments: Mel Force

Holder Magic: Magic Spear: Ten Commandments: Explosion

Holder Magic: Magic Spear: Ten Commandments: Gravity Core

Holder Magic: Magic Spear: Ten Commandments: Blue Crimson

Holder Magic: Magic Spear: Ten Commandments: Rune Save

Holder Magic: Magic Spear: Ten Commandments: Saint Spear, Ravelt

Spells

Ravelt Shocking Spear

Holder Magic: Magic Spear: Ten Commandments: Cannon-Spear Form

Erza Scarlet

Holder Magic/Spatial Magic: Requip: The Knight

Holder Magic: Heart Kreuz Armor

Holder Magic: Heaven’s Wheel Armor

Spells

Blumenblatt

Circle Sword

Trinity Sword

Pentagram Sword

Holder Magic: Flame Empress Armor

Holder Magic: Black Wing Armor

Spells

Moon Flash

Holder Magic: Giant Armor

Holder Magic: Purgatory Armor

Holder Magic: Lightning Empress Armor

Holder Magic: Adamantine Armor

Holder Magic: Flight Armor

Spells

Sonic Claw

Holder Magic: Robe of Yuen

Holder Magic: Morning Star Armor

Spells

Photon Slicer

Holder Magic: Armadura Fairy Armor

Spells

Fairy Burst

Holder Magic: Sea Empress Armor

Holder Magic: Sea Empress Sword

Holder Magic: Seduction Armor

Holder Magic: Farewell Fairy Tail Armor

Holder Magic: Nakagami Armor

Spells

Nakagami Starlight

Holder Magic: Piercing Armor

Holder Magic: Wingblade Armor

Holder Magic: Wind God Armor

Holder Magic: Bunny Armor

Holder Magic: Wind God Sword

Holder Magic: Clear Heart Clothing

Holder Magic: Demon Blade Crimson Sakura

Holder Magic: Red-Black Twin Blades

Caster Magic: Telekinesis

Eve Tearm

Caster Magic: Snow Magic

Spells

White Blizzard

Blizzard

White Fang

Evergreen

Caster Magic/Eye Magic: Stone Eyes

Caster Magic: Fairy Magic

Spell

Fairy Bomb: Gremlin

Fairy Machine Gun: Leprechaun

Caster Magic: Letter Magic

Everlue

Caster Magic: Earth Magic

Spells

Diver

Holder Magic/Spatial Magic: Celestial Spirit Magic

Ezel

Curse: Tenga Goken

Spells

Onimaru

Juzumaru

Mikazuki

Faust

Holder Magic: Magic Scepter

Holder Magic: Dorma Anim

Spells

Dragon Rider’s Roar

Dragon Rider Missiles

Exploding Dragon Rider Missiles

Dorma Anim: Black Sky

Dragon Blast Eruption

Dragon Rider’s Spreader Cannon

Flare Corona

Caster Magic: Crimson Hair

Spells

Hair Shower: Wolf Fang

Hair Shower: Firefly Flame

Hair Shower: Thousand Birds

Hair Brand

Franmalth

Curse: Absorption Curse

Spells

Connection

Revolution

Absorption

Ejection

Curse: Aries Transformation

Caster Magic: Wool Magic

Curse: Taurus Transformation

Curse: Hades Transformation

Caster Magic: Chain Magic

Caster Magic: Amaterasu

Spells

Formula 28

Caster Magic/Lost Magic/Dual-Element Mode: Lightning Fire Dragon Mode

Freed Justine

Caster Magic/Eye Magic/Letter Magic: Dark Écriture

Spells

Teleportation

Dark Écriture: Pain

Dark Écriture: Fear

Dark Écriture: Suffering

Dark Écriture: Death

Dark Écriture: Wings

Dark Écriture: Darkness

Dark Écriture: Absolute Shadow

Dark Écriture: Destruction

Caster Magic/Letter Magic: Jutsu Shiki

Fukuro

Holder Magic: Jet Magic

Spells

Justice Ho Ho Hou

Jet Ho Ho Hou

Missile Ho Ho Hou

Caster Magic: Capture

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Fire Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Fire Ho Ho Hou

Fire Dragon’s Roar

Gajeel Redfox

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Iron Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Iron Dragon’s Roar

Iron Dragon’s Club

Iron Dragon’s Foot Blade

Iron Dragon’s Kunai

Iron Dragon’s Lance

Iron Dragon’s Lance: Demon Logs

Iron Dragon’s Scales

Iron Dragon’s Sword

Steel Dragon’s Sword

Karma Demon: Iron God Sword

Caster Magic/Lost Magic/Dual-Element Mode: Iron Shadow Dragon Mode

Spells

Iron Shadow Dragon’s Club

Iron Shadow Dragon’s Roar

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Dragon Force

Gemini

Caster Magic: Copy Magic

Spells

Mimicking Ichiya

Mimicking Gray

Mimicking Lucy

Mimicking Marin

Geoffrey

Caster Magic: Dispel

Caster Magic: Telekinesis

Gildarts Clive

Caster Magic: Crush

Spells

All-Crush

Crushing Evil, Spreading the Truth: Empyrean

Crushing Evil, Spreading the Truth: Absolute Heaven

God Serena

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Cavern Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Cavern Dragon’s Earth Destruction

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Purgatory Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Purgatory Dragon’s Blazing Hell

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Sea King Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Sea King Dragon’s Encircling Deluge

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Gale Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Gale Dragon’s Song of the Wind

Goumon

Caster Magic/Black Magic: Torture Magic

Grandeeney

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Sky Dragon Slayer Magic

Caster Magic: Light Form

Caster Magic Telepathy

Caster Magic: Dragon Soul Technique

Gray Fullbuster

Caster Magic/Molding Magic: Ice-Make

Spells

Ice-Make: Lance

Ice-Make: Block

Ice-Make: Shield

Ice-Make: Hammer

Ice-Make: Floor

Ice-Make: Arrows

Ice-Make: Super Freeze Arrow

Ice-Make: Battle Axe

Ice-Make: Sword

Ice-Make: Ice Geyser

Ice-Make: Ice Cannon

Ice-Make: Prison

Ice-Make: Clone

Ice-Make: Fireworks

Ice-Make: Stairs

Ice-Make: Rampart

Ice-Make: Grappling Hook

Ice-Make: Death Scythe

Ice-Make: Key

Ice-Make: Gungnir

Ice-Make: Seven Slice Dance

Ice-Make: Seven Slice Dance (Blood Enhanced)

Ice-Make: Cocoon

Ice-Make: Cold Excalibur

Ice-Make: Ice Bringer

Ice-Make: Ice Hammer

Ice-Make: Freeze Lancer

Ice-Make: Ice Impact

Ice-Make Unlimited: One Sided Chaotic Dance

Ice-Make: Platform

Ice-Make: Cannon

Ice-Make: Vambrace

Ice-Make: Silver

Ice-Make: Thieving Hands

Caster Magic: Ice Magic

Spells

Iced Shell

Lost Iced Shell

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Ice Devil Slayer Magic

Spells

Ice Devil’s Rage

Ice Devil’s Zeroth Long Sword

Ice Devil’s Zeroth Destruction Bow

Ice Devil’s Zeroth Destruction Fist

Caster Magic/Unison Raid: Shotgun

Hades

Caster Magic: Chain Magic

Caster Magic: Amaterasu

Spells

Formula 28

Formula 100

Caster Magic: Bullet Magic

Spells

Piercing Bullet

Explosion Bullet

Caster Magic: Grimoire Law

Caster Magic/Spatial Magic: Requip

Caster Magic: Katsu

Caster Magic/Eye Magic: Demon’s Eye

Caster Magic/Black Art: Living Magic

Spells

Nemesis

Happy

Caster Magic: Aera

Spells

Max Speed

Holder Magic/Lost Magic/Black Magic: Ushi no Koku Mairi

Spells

Lucy Fire

Heine Lunasea

Holder Magic: Magical Bands

Hibiki Lates

Caster Magic: Archive

Spells

Force Blast

Force Shield

Telepathy

Information Transfer

Horologium

Caster Magic: Defense Magic

Hughes

Holder Magic: Command Tact

Spells

Hell Coaster

Hell Tornado

Monster Academy

Mummy Bandage

Franken Knuckle

Ichiya Vandalay Kotobuki

Holder Magic: Perfume Magic

Spells

Pain Relieving Perfume

Pain Perfume

Power Perfume

Fleet-Foot Perfume: Zero Distance Inhalation

Armpit Perfume

Poison Perfume

Handsome Perfume

Thunder Perfume

Justice Thunder Men

Igneel

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Fire Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Fire Dragon’s Roar

Fire Dragon’s Iron Fist

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Caster Magic: Dragon Soul Technique

Ikaruga

Holder Magic: Mugetsu-Ryu

Spells

Yasha’s Empty Flash

Garuda Flame

Invel Yura

Caster Magic: Ice Magic

Spells

True-Ice Kamui

Caster Magic: Ice Slave

Caster Magic: Ice Lock

Caster Magic: Snow Magic

Irene Belserion

Caster Magic: Universe One

Caster Magic/Eye Magic: Irene’s Eye

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Sage Dragon Slayer Magic

Caster Magic: Enchantment

Spells

Berserker

Explosion

Deus Zero

Deus Sema

Ivan Dreyar

Caster Magic: Shikigami Magic

Spells

Shikigami Torrent

Caster Magic: Illusion Magic

Caster Magic: Thought Projection

Jackal

Curse: Bomb Curse

Spells

Exploding Spiral

Landmine Curse

Bomb Orb

Jacob Lessio

Caster Magic: Stealth

Caster Magic/Spatial Magic: Transport

Jellal Fernandes

Caster Magic: Heavenly Body Magic

Spells

Meteor

Grand Chariot

Altairis

True Heavenly Body Magic: Sema

Pleiades

Jiu Leixing

Caster Magic: Thought Projection

Caster Magic: Darkness Magic

Spells

Dark Grab

Darkness Cage

Ghost Fireworks

Caster Magic: Fire Magic

Spells

Flames of Rebuke

Caster Magic: Water Magic

Caster Magic: Wind Magic

Caster Magic: Earth Magic

Caster Magic: Abyss Break

Caster Magic: Bind Snake

Caster Magic: Square of Self-Destruction

Caster Magic: Telekinesis

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Holder Magic: Magic Staves

Spells

Five Layered Magic Circle: Sacred Song

Three Layered Magic Circle: Mirror Water

Jenny Realight

Caster Magic: Take-Over: Machina Soul

Spells

Take-Over: Battle Form

Caster Magic: Transformation Magic

Jerome

Holder Magic/Black Magic: Dark Sword

Jet

Caster Magic: High Speed

Spells

Falcon Heavenward

Jiemma

Caster Magic: Blast Magic

Jose Porla

Caster Magic: Shade

Spells

Dead Wave

Shade Entangle

Dark Pulse

Caster Magic: Thought Projection

Juliet Sun

Caster Magic: Mucus Magic

Jura Neekis

Caster Magic: Earth Magic

Spells

Iron Rock Wall

Rock Avalanche

Supreme King Rock Crush

Iron Rock Fist

Rock Mountain

Rumbling Mt. Fuji

Talus

Juvia (Edolas)

Holder Magic: Magic Umbrella

Juvia Lockster

Caster Magic: Water

Spells

Water Body

Water Bubbles

Water Cane

Water Claw

Water Dome

Water Jigsaw

Water Lock

Water Slicer

Water Nebula

Sierra

Water Cyclone

Wings of Love

Maguilty Water

Caster Magic/Molding Magic: Water-Make

Spells

Water-Make: Blood

Caster Magic/Unison Raid: Water Spell

Caster Magic/Unison Raid: Shotgun

Jäger

Caster Magic: Plant Magic

Spells

Flytrap

Kageyama

Caster Magic: Shadow Magic

Spells

Shadow Form

Knuckle Shadow

Shadow Orochi

Kagura Mikazuchi

Caster Magic: Gravity Change

Holder Magic: Archenemy

Spells

Slashing Form

Strong Form

Flying Form

Kain Hikaru

Holder Magic/Lost Magic/Black Magic: Ushi no Koku Mairi

Spells

Dodoskoi

Dadasu Turn

Iron Doll

Light Doll

Shining Dodoskoi

Cotton Doll

Kama

Holder Magic: Double Scythes

Kamika

Caster Magic: Paper Blizzard

Spells

Paper Body

Paper Blizzard: Red Dance

Paper Blizzard: Violet Dance

Paper Blizzard: Green Dance

Karen Lilica

Holder Magic/Spatial Magic: Celestial Spirit Magic

Kawazu

Caster Magic: Egg Magic

Spells

Egg Buster

Heavy Egg Rain

Keyes

Curse: Necromancer

Curse: Magical Barrier Particles

Kurohebi

Caster Magic: Mimic

Caster Magic: Sandstorm

Spells

Sand Body

Sand Rebellion

Kyôka

Curse: Enhancement

Curse: Absorption

Caster Magic: Organic Link Magic

Lahar

Caster Magic/Letter Magic: Jutsu Shiki

Laki Olietta

Caster Magic/Molding Magic: Wood-Make

Lamy

Curse: Slippery Curse

Larcade Dragneel

Caster Magic: Pleasure

Caster Magic: Soul of the Wicked Meal

Caster Magic: R.I.P

Laxus Drayar

Caster Magic: Lightning Magic

Spells

Thunder Palace

Lightning Body

Raikô: Red Lightning

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Lightning Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Lightning Dragon’s Roar

Raging Bolt

Lightning Dragon’s Heavenward Halberd

Lightning Dragon’s Jaw

Roaring Thunder

Caster Magic: Thought Projection

Caster Magic: Organic Link Magic

Caster Magic/Three Great Fairy Magic: Fairy Law

Caster Magic/Letter Magic: Jutsu Shiki

Levy McGarden

Caster Magic/Letter Magic: Solid Script

Spells

Solid Script: Silent

Solid Script: Fire

Solid Script: Iron

Solid Script: Hole

Solid Script: Stone

Solid Script: Air

Solid Script: Markings

Solid Script: Shine

Solid Script: Mask

Solid Script: Sword

Libra

Caster Magic: Gravity Change

Lisanna Strauss

Caster Magic: Take Over: Animal Soul

Spells

Animal Soul: Bird

Animal Soul: Wings

Animal Soul: Harpy

Animal Soul: Fish

Animal Soul: Cat

Animal Soul: Pig

Animal Soul: Bunny

Loke

Caster Magic: Regulus

Spells

Lion’s Brilliance

Regulus Impact

Holder Magic: Ring Magic

Caster Magic: Transformation Magic

Lucky

Caster Magic: Aera

Lucy Ashley

Holder Magic: Magic Whip

Lucy Heartfilia

Holder Magic/Spatial Magic: Celestial Spirit Magic

Holder Magic: Star Dress: Aquarius Form

Spells

Water Barrier

Aqua Metria

Holder Magic: Star Dress: Leo Form

Spells

Regulus Lucy Kick

Holder Magic: Star Dress: Virgo Form

Spells

Diver

Holder Magic: Star Dress: Taurus Form

Spells

Earth Wave

Lucy Punch

Lucy Kick

Holder Magic: Star Dress: Sagittarius Form

Spells

Star Shot

Holder Magic: Star Dress: Gemini Form

Holder Magic: Star Dress: Scorpio Form

Holder Magic: Star Dress: Aries Form

Holder Magic: Star Dress: Cancer Form

Caster Magic: Urano Metria

Holder Magic: Fleuve d'étoiles

Caster Magic/Three Great Fairy Magic: Fairy Sphere

Caster Magic/Unison Raid: Sky & Sand Spell

Caster Magic/Unison Raid: Water Spell

Lullaby

Caster Magic: Sound Magic

Lyon Vastia

Caster Magic/Molding Magic: Ice-Make

Spells

Ice-Make: Eagle

Ice-Make: Snow Dragon

Ice-Make: Ape

Ice-Make: Snow Tiger

Ice-Make: Wing

Ice-Make: Diamond Cage

Ice-Make: Water Serpent

Ice-Make: Sword

Ice-Make: Lion

Ice-Make: Shield

Ice-Make: Ice Geyser

Ice-Make Hedgehog

Ice-Make: Clone

Ice-Make: Titan Feet

Ice-Make: Swan’s Wings

Caster Magic: Ice Magic

Spells

Iced Shell

Macao Conbolt

Caster Magic: Purple Flare

Caster Magic: Transformation

Macbeth/Midnight

Caster Magic: Reflector

Spells

Invisible Scythe

Distorted Shield

Spiral Pain

Nightmare

Makarov Dreyar

Caster Magic: Giant

Caster Magic: Maximum Defense Seal

Spells

Three Pillar Gods

Caster Magic: Light Magic

Spells

Giant Wrath

Caster Magic/Three Great Fairy Magic: Fairy Law

Caster Magic: Dispel

Caster Magic: Fire Magic

Caster Magic/Spatial Magic: Requip

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Caster Magic: Wind Magic

Caster Magic: Ice Magic

Mard Geer Tartaros

Curse: Thorn Curse

Spells

Thorns

Rose Explosion

Prison Flower

Dea Yggdrasil

Curse: Alegria

Curse: Memento Mori

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Marin Hollow

Caster Magic/Spatial Magic: Rules of the Area

Caster Magic/Spatial Magic: Teleportation Magic

Marl

Caster Magic: Aera

Mary

Caster Magic/Black Magic: Virus

Mavis Vermilion

Caster Magic: Illusion Magic

Spells

Heavenly Wolf

Tenrou Soldiers

Caster Magic/Three Great Fairy Magic: Fairy Glitter

Caster Magic/Three Great Fairy Magic: Fairy Law

Caster Magic/Three Great Fairy Magic: Fairy Sphere

Caster Magic/Black Magic: Law

Caster Magic/Black Art: Ankhseram Black Magic

Spells

Death Predation

Caster Magic: Thought Projection

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Caster Magic: Fairy Heart

Max Alors

Caster Magic: Sandstorm

Spells

Sand Rebellion

Sand Wall

Meredy

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Maguilty Sense

Spells

Sensory Link

Three Spread Sensory Link

Maguilty Sodom

Maguilty Rays

Maguilty Water

Mest Gryder

Caster Magic: Memory Control

Caster Magic/Spatial Magic: Teleportation Magic

Spells

Direct Line

Metalicana

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Iron Dragon Slayer Magic

Caster Magic: Dragon Soul Technique

Millianna

Caster Magic: Binding Magic

Nekosoku Tube

Kitten Blast

Minerva Orland

Caster Magic/Spatial Magic: Territory

Caster Magic: Yagdo Rigora

Mirajane Strauss

Caster Magic: Take Over: Satan Soul

Spells

Satan Soul

Satan Soul: Sitri

Satan Soul: Mirajane Seilah

Satan Soul: Mirajane Alegria

Darkness Magic

Spells

Soul Extinctor

Evil Explosion

Water Magic

Spells

Evil Explosion

Caster Magic: Fire Magic

Curse: Macro

Caster Magic: Transformation Magic

Caster Magic: Sleep Magic

Motherglare

Caster Magic: Egg Magic

Spells

Hatchling

Mystogan

Holder Magic: Magic Staves

Spells

Sleep

Skyscraper

Five Layered Magic Circle: Sacred Song

Three Layered Magic Circle: Mirror Water

Mist Body

Holder Magic: Anima

Nab Lasaro

Caster Magic/Black Magic/Seith Magic: Animal Possession

Nadi

Caster Magic: Aera

Natsu Dragion

Holder Magic: Magic Sword

Holder Magic: Fireball

Natsu Dragneel

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Fire Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Fire Dragon’s

Fire Dragon’s Claw

Fire Dragon’s Iron Fist

Fire Dragon’s Wing Attack

Fire Dragon’s Sword Horn

Fire Dragon’s Brilliant Flame

Fire Dragon’s Flame Elbow

Fire Dragon’s Crushing Fang

Fire Dragon’s Grip Strike

Fire Dragon’s Roasting Bath

Crimson Lotus: Fire Dragon’s Fist

Crimson Lotus: Exploding Flame Blade

Crimson Lotus: Phoenix Blade

Dragon God’s Brilliant Flame

Caster Magic/Lost Magic/Dual-Element Mode: Lightning Fire Dragon Mode

Spells

Lightning Fire Dragon’s Roar

Lightning Fire Dragon’s Iron Fist

Lightning Fire Dragon” Brilliant Flame

Lightning Fire Dragon’s Firing Hammer

Lightning Fire Dragon’s Exploding Lightning Blade

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Fire Dragon King Mode

Spells

Fire Dragon King's Demolition Fist

Fire Dragon King's Roar

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Dragon Force

Holder Magic: Sealed Flame Blade

Holder Magic/Lost Magic/Black Magic: Ushi no Koku Mairi

Spells

Fire Dragon Slayer Doll

Fire Dragon’s Iron Fist (Lucy Version)

Neinhart

Caster Magic: Historia of the Dead

Caster Magic: Wind Magic

Neppa

Caster Magic: Acid Magic

Nichiya

Caster Magic: Aera

Nullpudding

Caster Magic: Needle Magic

Spells

Needle Blast

Obra

Caster Magic: Magic Canceling

Caster Magic: Transformation Magic

Ooba Babasaama

Caster Magic: Spinning Magic

Orga Nanagear

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Lightning God Slayer Magic

Spells

120mm Black Lightning Cannon

Lightning God’s Charged Particle Cannon

Panther Lily

Caster Magic: Aera

Caster Magic: Battle Mode Shift

Holder Magic: Bustermarm

Holder Magic: Musica Sword

Pisces

Caster Magic: Water Magic

Rayule

Holder Magic: Urumi

Reedus Jonah

Caster Magic: Pict Magic

Spells

Carriage and Hoarse

Ren Akatsuki

Caster Magic: Air Magic

Spells

Aerial Levitation

Aerial Phose

Richard Buchanan/Hoteye

Caster Magic: Earth Magic

Spells

Liquid Ground

Caster Magic/Eye Magic: Heaven’s Eye

Risley Law

Caster Magic: Gravity Change

Rocker

Caster Magic: Drill ‘n Rock

Rogue Cheney

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Shadow Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Shadow Dragon’s Roar

Shadow Dragon’s Slash

Shadow Dragon’s Crushing Fang

Shadow Dragon’s Waxwing Flash

Shadow Drive

White Shadow Dragon’s Rough Silk

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Dragon Force

Caster Magic/Unison Raid: Holy Shadow Dragon’s Flash Fang

Rogue Cheney (Future)

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Shadow Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Shadow Dragon’s Vortex

Shadow Dragon’s Blade

Shadow Dragon’s Crushing Fang

Shadow Dragon’s Eruption

Caster Magic/Lost Magic/Dual-Element Mode: White Shadow Dragon Mode

Spells

White Shadow Dragon’s Rough Silk

White Shadow Dragon’s Sword Horn

Caster Magic: Dragon Supremacy Magic

Romeo Conbolt

Caster Magic: Rainbow Fire

Spells

Blue Fire

Yellow Fire

Caster Magic: Purple Flare

Roubaul

Caster Magic: Illusion Magic

Holder Magic: Nirvana

Rufus Lore

Caster Magic/Molding Magic: Memory-Make

Spells

Memory-Make: A Night of Falling Stars

Memory-Make: Afterimage

Memory-Make: Karma of the Burning Land

Memory-Make: Sword of Frozen Black Lightning

Memory-Make: Shrine of Turbulent Fang

Forget

Rustyrose

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Arc of Embodiment

Spells

Sacred Guardian Beast: Belcusas the Thunderclap

Jet Black Sword

Golden Shield

Tower of Dingir

Pegasus Wings

Sacred Guardian Beast, Belfast the Hurricane

Ghosts of Britta

Sawyer/Racer

Caster Magic/Time Magic: Slowing Magic

Spells

Motor

Caster Magic: Vehicle Magic

Spells

Dead Grand Prix

High Side Rush

Scorpio

Caster Magic: Sand Magic

Spells

Sand Buster

Sand Buster: Revision

Sandstorm Axe Aldebaran

Seilah

Curse: Macro

Spells

Limiter Release

Shagotte

Caster Magic: Aera

Caster Magic: Precognition

Sherria Blendy

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Sky God Slayer Magic

Spells

Sky God’s Bellow

Sky God’s Dance

Sky God’s Healing Spell

Sky God’s Boreas

Second Sky Arrow

Heavenly Gathering of Clouds

Sherry Blendy

Caster Magic: Doll Attack

Spells

Doll Attack: Puppeteer

Doll Attack: Wood Doll

Doll Attack: Rock Doll

Doll Attack: Carpet Doll

Shô

Holder Magic: Magic Card

Spells

Card Dimension

Projectile Cards

Silver Fullbuster

Caster Magic: Ice Devil Slayer Magic

Spells

Ice Devil’s Rage

Caster Magic: Teleportation Magic

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Simon

Caster Magic: Darkness Magic

Spells

Dark Moment

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Skiadrum

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Shadow Dragon Slaying Magic

Caster Magic: Dragon Soul Technique

Sol

Caster Magic: Earth Magic

Spells

Roche Concerto

Platre Sonata

Caster Magic: Sand Magic

Spells

Sable Dance

Sorano/Angel

Holder Magic/Spatial Magic: Celestial Spirit Magic

Caster Magic: Angel Magic

Spells

Angel’s Messenger

Punching Angel

Holder Magic: Olympia

Sting Eucliffe

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: White Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

White Dragon’s Roar

White Dragon’s Holy Breath

White Drive

White Dragon’s Claw

Holy Ray

White Shadow Dragon’s Rough Silk

Holy Nova

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Dragon Force

Caster Magic/Unison Raid: Holy Shadow Dragon’s Flash Fang

Caster Magic/Lost Magic/Dual-Element Mode: White Shadow Dragon Mode

Spells

White Shadow Dragon’s Rough Silk

White Shadow Dragon’s Blast

Sugarboy

Holder Magic: Rosa Espada

Tempester

Curse: Calamity Curse

Spells

Cyclone

Impact

Inferno

Thunderbolt

Curse: Magical Barrier Particles

Toby Horhorta

Holder Magic: Paralysis Powder

Caster Magic: Dispel

Spells

Moon Drip

Torafuzar

Curse: Tenchi Kaimei

Totomaru

Caster Magic: Rainbow Fire

Spells

Blue Fire

Orange Fire

Rainbow Fire

Caster Magic: Pyrokinesis

Ultear Milkovich

Caster Magic/Lost Magic/Time Magic: Arc of Time

Spells

Restore

Parallel Worlds

Flash Forward

Infinite Sphere

Second Origin Release

Third Origin Release

Last Ages

Telekinesis

Caster Magic: Possession Magic

Caster Magic: Magic Sword

Caster Magic/Molding Magic: Ice-Make

Spells

Ice-Make: Rosen Krone

Ice-Make: Bloom

Ice-Make: Dahlias

Caster Magic: Transformation Magic

Caster Magic: Thought Projection

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Uosuke

Caster Magic: Terrain Effect Magic

Spells

Terrain Effect: Gravity Zone

Terrain Effect: Lava Zone

Terrain Effect: Whirlpool Zone

Caster Magic/Molding Magic: Ice-Make

Spells

Ice-Make: Leg

Ice-Make: Ice Geyser

Ice-Make: Rosen Krone

Ice-Make: Ice Volcano

Caster Magic: Ice Magic

Spells

Iced Shell

Vidadlus Taka

Holder Magic: Guitar Magic

Spells

Rock of Succubus

Caster Magic: Transformation Magic

Caster Magic: Hair Magic

Spells

Hair Whip

Absorb

Vijeeter Ecor

Caster Magic: Dancer

Virgo

Caster Magic: Earth Magic

Spells

Diver

Spica Hole

Caster Magic: Transformation Magic

Wakaba Mine

Caster Magic: Smoke Magic

Wall Eehto

Caster Magic: Weakness

Spells

Weakness Creation

Super Long Distance Anti-Material Magic Cannon

Railgun

Assault Mode

Missiles

Anti-Matter Laser

Etherion

Wally Buchanan

Caster Magic: Polygon Magic

Spells

Polygon Teleportation

Polygon Attack

32 Frames Per Second Attack

Holder Magic: Guns Magic

Spells

Sleep Bullet

Warcry

Caster Magic: Tear Magic

Warren Rocko

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Warrod Sequen

Caster Magic: Green Magic

Spells

Flowing Giant Tree

Weisslogia

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: White Dragon Slaying Magic

Caster Magic: Dragon Soul Technique

Wendy (Edolas)

Holder Magic: Magic Dagger

Wendy Marvell

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Sky Dragon Slayer Magic

Spells

Sky Dragon’s Roar

Sky Dragon’s Healing Spell

Troia

Anomaly Recover Magic, Raise

Sky Dragon’s Wing Attack

Sky Dragon’s Claw

Sky Dragon’s Crushing Fang

Sky Dragon’s Wave Wind

First Sky Arrow

Shattering Light: Sky Drill

Milky Way

Vernier

Arms

Armor

IIe Vernier

IIe Arms

IIe Armor

Anomaly Resistance Enchantment: Re-Raise

Caster Magic: Enchantment

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Deus Corona

Deus Eques

Deus Zero

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Dragon Force

Holder Magic: Air Shatter Cannon

Caster Magic/Unison Raid: Sky & Sand Spell

Wolfheim

Caster Magic: Beast Transformation

Yajima

Caster Magic: Flattening Magic

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Yomazu

Caster Magic/Letter Magic: Orient Solid Script

Spells

Bō

Gō

Kan

Zan

Holder Magic: Sword Magic

Spells

Dark Sword: Narukami

Tsuranuki

Yuka Suzuki

Caster Magic: Wave

Spells

Wave Boost

Yukino Agria

Holder Magic/Spatial Magic: Celestial Spirit Magic

Yuri Dreyar

Caster Magic: Lightning Magic

Holder Magic: Judgement Field

Holder Magic: Crystal Bomb

Zancrow

Caster Magic/Lost Magic: Fire God Slayer Magic

Fire God’s Bellow

Fire God’s Explosive Flame

Fire God’s Scythe

Fire God’s Kagutsuchi

Fire God’s Supper

Zera

Caster Magic: Fire Magic

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Zeref Dragneel

Caster Magic/Black Art: Ankhseram Black Magic

Spells

Death Predation

Death Orb

Death Pillar

Stygian Blast Circle

Caster Magic/Black Art: Living Magic

Spells

Deliora

Lullaby

E.N.D

Tartaros

Bloodman

Larcade Dragneel

Caster Magic/Black Art/Time Magic: Immobilization Magic

Caster Magic: Fire Magic

Caster Magic/Black Magic: Law

Caster Magic: Telepathy

Caster Magic: Enchantment

Caster Magic: Fairy Heart

Caster Magic/Time Magic: Space Between Time

Caster Magic/Time Magic: Neo Eclipse

Zoldeo/Caprico

Caster Magic/Lost Magic/Spatial Magic: Human Subordination Magic

Spells

Recall

Hero of Rubengard, San Jiao Shin

Hunter of Belparaso, Samagui

Knights

Huma Raise

Holder Magic/Spatial Magic: Celestial Spirit Magic

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@ghaisgeach

"Sheriff!” Cana waved him over once she saw Bigby come in, not seeming to mind the beer bottle she was holding. “About time you showed up, you know I hate drinking alone.” Far from the truth. Cana was perfectly fine drinking with or without company, but admittedly it was more fun if Bigby was around to hear her complain. “Barkeep, a beer for this nice gentleman, please!” She slammed her hand down on the bar before chugging the rest of her own beer. The bartender wasn’t fazed by her behavior in the slightest; not only was Cana a regular, but also a former employee she usually got a little rowdy after the sixth beer. “So, how how did today go?” She turned to Bigby. “Catch any evildoers, Mr. Big Bad Wolf?”

#ghaisgeach #cana is... the chummiest after a few drinks #and she's ready to talk shit with bigby ok she needs that #( thread ; cana alberona )#( starter ; cana alberona )

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So I'm a Spider, So What? - Crunchyroll Winter 2021 Spotlight

The latest series to launch as part of Crunchyroll's Winter 2021 lineup is a doozy of an isekai adventure. Today marks the premiere of the anime adaptation of So I'm a Spider, So What?, and whether you've already watched the first episode or not, we have all the details you need below.

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Launch Info

Launch Time: January 8 (Live NOW!)

Territories: North America, Central America, South America, Europe, Africa, Oceania, the Middle East, and CIS

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Synopsis

I, the protagonist, was just an ordinary high school girl, but suddenly I was reincarnated as a spider monster in a fantasy world. Not only that, but I awakened in a dungeon filled with vicious monsters. Armed with only my human knowledge and my overwhelming positivity, I'm forced to use spiderwebs and traps to defeat far stronger monsters just to stay alive... So begins the labyrinth survival story of a girl with incredible mental strength living as one of the lowest-ranked beasts!

Characters and Cast

Kumoko

VA: Aoi Yuki (Tsuyu Asui in My Hero Academia)

A high school girl of self-professed low standing who has reincarnated as a spider. In her former life, she lived as a shut-in and immersed herself in video games, but now she uses her remarkable mental strength to fight for survival. She uses battle tactics that make up for her low stats with her mastery of agility, spider thread, and poison fangs.

Schlain Zagan Analeit (Shun)

VA: Shun Horie (Enta Jinnouchi in Sarazanmai)

The fourth prince of the Kingdom of Analeit. His name in his previous life was Yamada Shunsuke. He was a textbook example of the average high school student and retains that quality after reincarnating. However, he has a deep admiration for his older brother Julius, the hero, and spends every day working hard to catch up to him.

Karnatia Seri Anabald (Katia)

VA: Nao Toyama (Yui Yuigahama in My Teen Romantic Comedy SNAFU)

The daughter of Duke Anabald. In her previous life, she was a boy named Ooshima Kanata, but she reincarnated as a beautiful girl. She’s a prodigy on a par with Shun, and has been his best friend since their former life. Her speech is normally elegant and refined, but when talking with others who have reincarnated, she talks like a boy.

Feirune

VA: Eri Kitamura (Cana Alberona in Fairy Tail)

Shun’s pet Earth Wyrm. In her previous life, she was a girl named Shinohara Mirei, but she reincarnated as a monster instead of a human. As a monster, her stats grow at a very fast rate, and she has excellent situational judgment. She has a cheerful, open personality, but she was a bully in her former life, and this shows in her behavior.

Filimøs Harrifenas

VA: Kaya Okuno (Kaya Kikuma in Wake Up, Girls!)

In her previous life, she was Okazaki Kanami, homeroom teacher to the kids who were reincarnated, and they affectionately called her “Oka-chan.” After reincarnating, she began attending school with Shun and the others as their classmate. Since she reincarnated as an elf, she looks younger than she actually is. She’s a caring teacher who continues to follow her students after their reincarnation, but she has many secrets.

Suresia

VA: Yui Ogura (Kyoka in Princess Connect! Re:Dive)

The second princess of the Kingdom of Analeit. As Shun’s half-sister, born to a different mother not long after his birth, her talents rival his. Her obsession with her brother Shun is extreme enough to put others off, and she’s noticeably hostile toward all girls who get friendly with him.

Hugo Baint Renxandt

VA: Kaito Ishikawa (Tobio Kageyama in Haikyu!!)

The crown prince of the Renxandt Empire. In his previous life, he was Natsume Kengo, and he was regarded as the leader of the class. His skills are the real deal, but his habit of exaggerating his own abilities detracts from the magnitude of his power. He’s as belligerent as he was in his former life, viewing Shun as his rival.

Yurin Ullen

VA: Aimi Tanaka (Ryuzu Birma in Re:ZERO)

A Saint candidate in the Holy Kingdom of Alleius. Her name in her previous life was Hasebe Yuika. She’s very serious and well-mannered, but often loses sight of what’s going on around her. After reincarnating, she inherited the life of a girl who was abandoned by her parents and raised by the church, and she is now a fanatical believer in the Word of God religion, which follows the creed of “We improve our skills so that we may hear the voice of God.”

Julius Zagan Analeit

VA: Junya Enoki (Takeru Takaishi in Digimon Adventure tri.)

The second prince of the Kingdom of Analeit. Julius is Shun’s older brother and the strongest hero among all humankind. Despite his mastery of both swordsmanship and magic and his achievements in combat, he remains virtuous and not at all proud. He is a true hero, devoting himself to fighting for world peace.

Staff

Original Story

Okina Baba

Original Character Designer

Tsukasa Kiryu

Director

Shin Itagaki (Berserk, Teekyu)

Assistant Director

Shinichiro Ueda

Series Composition

Okina Baba

Yuichiro Momose (Africa Salaryman, Infinite Dendogram)

Anime Character Design

Kii Tanaka

Monster Design

Hiromi Kimura

Masahiko Suzuki

Ryo Hirata

Art Director

Shinji Nagaoka

Director of Photography

Hideki Imaizumi

Chief Animator

Tomohiro Yoshida

Color Designer

Chieko Hibi

Producer

Jotaro Ishigami

Music

Shuji Katayama

Opening Theme Performer

Riko Azuna

Ending Theme Performer

Aoi Yuki

Animation Production

Millepensee

Additional Info

The So I'm a Spider, So What? light novel series (known as Kumo desuga, nanika? in the original Japanese) are published in Japan by Kadokawa Shoten under their Kadokawa Books imprint, and English language versions of both the light novels and the manga adaptation are published by Yen Press.

If you're dying for more info on Spider, be sure to check out our interviews!

INTERVIEW: So I’m a Spider, So What? Voice Actors Shun Horie and Kaito Ishikawa

INTERVIEW: So I’m a Spider, So What? Lead Voice Actor Aoi Yuuki

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Joseph Luster is the Games and Web editor at Otaku USA Magazine. You can read his brand new comic, MONSTER FLIGHT, at subhumanzoids. Follow him on Twitter @Moldilox.

By: Joseph Luster

#Anime #News #Latest in Anime News by Crunchyroll!

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splendidlyimperfect · 5 years ago

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Chapter Summary: Natsu and Gray deal with the aftermath of their fight.

Chapters (9/?): 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Natsu Dragneel/Gray Fullbuster, Rogue Cheney/Sting Eucliffe, Laxus Dreyar/Freed Justine, Cana Alberona/Lucy Heartfilia, Chelia Blendy/Wendy Marvell Characters: Natsu Dragneel, Gray Fullbuster, Rogue Cheney, Sting Eucliffe, Freed Justine, Laxus Dreyar, Wendy Marvell, Chelia Blendy, Ultear Milkovich, Lyon Vastia, Lucy Heartfilia, Cana Alberona Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Aged-Up Character(s), Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Fluff and Angst, Married Couple, Established Relationship, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Past Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Drug Addiction, Mental Health Issues, Foster Care, Family Issues, Tumblr: FTLGBTales, Grief/Mourning, Childhood Trauma, Bipolar Disorder, Adoption, Families of Choice, Nonbinary Character, Trans Character, Genderfluid Character, Forgiveness, Absent Parents, they're really in love but are sometimes dumb, Natsu is a stubborn shit Series: Part 14 of the only hope for me is you, Part 3 of if you jump i'll break your fall

**TW for brief mention of suicide attempt and child abuse

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Gray woke up alone. A thin ray of morning sunlight spilled through the window, and Happy was curled up next to him, purring contentedly. It took Gray a second to realize that he was still dressed in yesterday’s clothes.

“Hey, you,” he said to Happy, voice hoarse as he pushed himself up and ran his fingers through his hair. His eyes were swollen from crying, and when he rubbed his face, his skin felt tight and uncomfortable.

A clattering sound from the kitchen filled Gray with a sense of relief – Natsu was still here. Gray stretched, then stood up and took a deep breath before heading out into the living room.

Natsu stood in the kitchen, staring dully at a spot on the counter. The only sound in the apartment was the soft hiss of the coffee machine and the quiet hum of the washing machine from down the hallway.

“Hey,” Gray said, moving closer to Natsu and reaching out for him hesitantly. Natsu looked up at Gray with red eyes, giving him a soft smile before pulling him into an embrace. The tension in Gray’s body slowly melted away as he let himself relax in Natsu’s arms.

“You hungry?” Natsu asked, nodding at the fridge. “I can make pancakes.”

Gray shook his head. “My stomach hurts,” he mumbled into Natsu’s shoulder.

“Mine too,” Natsu said, kissing Gray’s temple. “C’mon, let’s go sit down.”

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Gray grabbed both cups of coffee and followed Natsu into the living room where they both curled up on the couch. Natsu yawned, rubbing his face and then pulling his sleeves down over his hands.

“That’s my sweater,” Gray said, sipping his coffee.

“Mm.” Natsu picked at a loose thread in the blanket. “I just...”

Guilt welled up in Gray’s chest and he set his coffee down on the table, then took Natsu’s hand. “I’m sorry,” he said. “I shouldn’t have said those things. I didn’t mean them.”

“You did,” Natsu said, shaking his head. “It’s okay,” Natsu reassured Gray quickly, squeezing his hand. “I was the one who was an ass. I shouldn’t have lied to you about my dad; I don’t know what the hell I was thinking.” He swallowed, keeping his gaze on their joined hands. “I didn’t plan on talking to him, I wasn’t lying about that, I promise.”

Gray shifted closer, pushing the blanket out of the way and wrapping his arm around Natsu. Natsu sighed, tipping his head against Gray’s and running his thumb over Gray’s knuckles.

“I just kept thinking about him. And you kept saying he could be dangerous, and it just... it made me feel stupid. I know you’re just looking out for me – I know that, but sometimes I just feel like this—like all I do is make mistakes, and hold you back, and you’re stuck taking care of me.”

“Natsu,” Gray said gently, pulling him closer.

“And you saying that it’s true, that I am too much sometimes—”

“That’s not—”

“Sorry, no, that’s not what I meant.” Natsu shook his head. “I just mean... you’re allowed to be overwhelmed, that’s not your fault.”

“It’s not your fault either.”

“I know that. But it’s still a lot for you. I just... I’m so, so scared that one day you’re gonna get sick of dealing with me. That everyone is. Like everyone has this invisible counter and I use up chances with them every time I fuck up, and when that counter runs out, they’re going to leave.”

“I’m never going to leave you,” Gray insisted.

Natsu swallowed, squeezing Gray’s hand. “Please don’t take this the wrong way,” he said softly, “but I don’t know if I’ll ever really be able to believe that.”

A pang of hurt twisted in Gray’s chest. “Natsu, I—”

“It’s not you,” Natsu said quickly. “But so many people have left me. Not just my dad, but everyone who was supposed to be there for me. And every time I got moved or sent somewhere else, they told me I was too much. Too much work, too much trouble, too much to deal with.”

“Oh, sweetheart,” Gray murmured, kissing the top of Natsu’s head.

“It’s why I stayed with Don,” Natsu said, running his fingers across the ring of circular scars across his right wrist. A flash of anger sparked through Gray as he recalled Natsu talking to his old social worker, telling her about how his foster father had held his arm down and burned him with the end of his cigarette as punishment for coming home late. “I was just tired of moving,” Natsu said softly. “I was tired of being too much. And then…” His gaze moved to his left arm, where the scars from the fire covered the one that had remained after he’d tried to take his life.

“I know,” Gray said, trying not to think of that terrifying day. “And I’m so sorry I brought that up – it wasn’t fair.”

“No, it’s okay,” Natsu said. “I think about it sometimes. How scared you must have been, finding me like that, and then you just… you took me in, let me stay, and you loved me, and…” His voice wavered and he touched his wedding band. “I’d never felt like that before. Being loved like that, I mean. You were the first person to tell me that you loved me since my dad.”

Gray wrapped both arms around Natsu and held him as tight as possible, fighting against the tears that were threatening to resurface again. “I do love you,” he whispered. “So, so much, and I’m never going to stop. I know it’s hard for you to believe, but there’s nothing you could do to drive me away. You’re the most important person in my life and I would be so lost without you.”

Natsu sniffed, turning in Gray’s arms and pressing his face to Gray’s shoulder. He always felt safe here, felt loved and needed. The doubt only surfaced when they were apart; when Natsu was alone with his thoughts and his brain kept whispering: nobody needs you, nobody loves you, they’re all just tolerating you, one day they’re all going to leave.

“You saved my life, too,” Gray said, kissing Natsu’s forehead. The tiny gesture flooded through Natsu and he squeezed his eyes shut against the tears that welled up inside him. “All the good things I have are because of you, and I wouldn’t trade that for anything.”

Natsu took a shaky breath. “Really?”

“Really,” Gray said, running a hand up and down his arm. “I don’t think you’re broken, mon couer. You’re not damaged, or too much, and I wouldn’t love you more if you weren’t bipolar.”

Natsu couldn’t help the choked sob that broke out of him as relief started to push away the doubt. Gray made a soft, soothing sound and ran his fingers through Natsu’s hair, resting his cheek on the top of Natsu’s head.

“It’s not your fault,” Gray said again, “and I’m sorry I made you feel that way.”

Natsu curled closer against Gray, rubbing at his face with his hoodie sleeve. The skin around his eyes ached from yesterday’s tears.

“I do feel overwhelmed sometimes,” Gray said. “Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing the right thing, or if I could be… better, or more supportive. It’s scary and frustrating to see you hurting, but I know you can’t change it. And I didn’t mean to keep any of that from you, I just felt like… you didn’t need to deal with that on top of how you were feeling. I know you’re scared I’m going to leave, and I didn’t want to make that worse.”

Shame and regret crept into Natsu’s cheeks as he thought about the angry words he’d shouted the night before. “I feel so stupid,” he said. “I hate being sick. I hate not knowing if my feelings are real, or just dumb chemicals in my brain not working the way they should. I hate that you get scared, I hate that I feel so fucking out of control sometimes.”

“I know,” Gray murmured. “And I’m sure me asking about your meds doesn’t help.”

Natsu thought about the pill container next to the stove, about the tiny pang of shame that ran through him some days when he swallowed them down. “It doesn’t,” he admitted, “but I get why you ask. I have been taking them, I promise, but… I dunno, maybe I need to see my psychiatrist again.” He groaned in frustration.

“That might not be a bad idea,” Gray said gently. “But I think this is more than just meds. The stuff with your dad, I mean.”

Natsu sighed. “Yeah,” he said. Then he reached down and pulled his phone from the pocket of his sweatpants, turning it on and opening the conversation with Neelan. The last message sat there like an accusation.

Do you want to meet?

He scrolled up until he found the picture he was looking for, then passed the phone to Gray. “That’s my mom,” he said quietly. “I’d never seen a picture of her before.”

Gray stared at the photo for a moment as he ran his thumb across Natsu’s shoulder. “She looks just like you,” he said eventually. “Can I look at the rest of them?”

Natsu nodded, watching as Gray slowly flipped through the other photos. He paused on the one of Neelan holding Natsu in the hospital.

“He loved me,” Natsu said softly as he stared at the picture. “And he seems so… normal. He keeps apologizing for leaving, but he still hasn’t said why, and I don’t know how to ask.”

Gray made a sympathetic noise, closing the photos and scrolling up through the messages. “Do you want to meet him?” he asked.

“I think so,” Natsu said. He braced himself for Gray to disagree, but Gray didn’t say anything. “Is that… okay?”

Gray set the phone down on the couch and moved to face Natsu, taking both of his hands and squeezing them. “It’s not my decision,” he said. “I don’t want to tell you what to do. I’m scared of what might happen, and you’re right, that’s on me and my trauma. I just want to be a part whatever you do. If you want to meet him, I’ll be here for you, okay?”

“Okay,” Natsu said, cheeks burning with shame. “I’m so sorry I lied to you.”

“I forgive you,” Gray said, bringing Natsu’s hands up and kissing them. “And I’m sorry for making you feel like I didn’t trust you.”

Natsu leaned in and pressed his forehead to Gray’s. “You’d think we’d know better after thirteen years,” he said, and was relieved when a small smile crept across Gray’s face.

“It’s because we’re both stubborn assholes,” Gray said. “I hate fighting.”

“Me too.” Natsu let go of one of Gray’s hands and touched his cheek, then leaned in slowly, sighing in relief when Gray tentatively kissed him. “I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

Natsu kissed Gray again, then pulled back and brushed a few stray hairs out of his face. “Do you want to talk about Lyon?” he asked. Guilt still rested heavily in his chest at the thought of Gray, curled up against their bedroom wall and crying harder than he had in a long, long time.

“Not right now.” Gray picked at a hole in his sweatpants. “Can we shower? I feel gross.”

“Same,” Natsu said, pushing himself up off the couch and helping Gray up too. “Why don’t I text Sting and see if I can take the afternoon off; I don’t have any big jobs right now. Maybe we can go down to the beach, or go have lunch with Sylvie?”

Gray nodded, stepping forward and pulling Natsu into a tight hug. “That sounds nice.” He pressed his forehead to Natsu’s shoulder and yawned. “Can we take a nap first? I’m so tired.”

“Of course,” Natsu said, kissing Gray’s cheek and holding him close. “Whatever you need.”

“I can’t believe you didn’t tell him.”

Sting’s voice was quiet, but Natsu could hear the frustration in it, even over the phone.

“I know,” Natsu said softly, glancing back at the bedroom where Gray was still sleeping. “I feel really shitty and stupid. We spent all morning talking about it, and we’re both exhausted.”

Sting made a quiet sound of sympathy. “It’s not busy here, don’t worry about coming in. Just...” He sighed. “You lied to me, too.”

Natsu groaned and slumped back against the couch. “I know. I’m sorry.”

“We all do dumb shit,” Sting said, voice softening. “I’m glad you talked to him, though. He’s just worried about you – that’s what husbands are supposed to do. Ryos drives me crazy when he gets on my case about my meds, too. But he’s not doing it because he doesn’t trust me, he’s doing it because the last time I had a seizure, I ended up with sixteen stitches and scared the shit out of Noah.”

Natsu nodded, remembering Sting falling from the ladder at work and the awful cracking sound when his head had hit the concrete floor of the shop.

“You’re right,” he said.

“Of course I am,” Sting said, and Natsu was relieved to hear the disappointment in his voice turning to gentle teasing. “Now go do something nice with your husband and I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Gray didn’t talk about Lyon until later that evening, when they were sitting on the beach near the pier and watching the sunset. Soft, pink light spilled across the waves, rippling as the tide washed through the sand and dragged it back out to sea.

“I miss him, sometimes,” Gray said. He was sitting between Natsu’s legs, back against his chest with Natsu’s arms wrapped around him.

“Lyon?”

“Mm.” Gray kicked off his flip-flops and dug his feet into the sand. “When Ultear said he was having this hearing, the first thing I felt was scared. But...” He trailed off, looking down at the bracelet around his wrist. Lyon had given it to him years ago, before their mom had died. “I don’t know if I’m angry or relieved,” Gray admitted after a minute. “Or both.”

“Would you want to see him? If he gets out on parole?”

Gray looked back out at the ocean and sighed. “I don’t know. Maybe? Is that weird?”

“I don’t think so. He’s your brother.”

“But he hurt me,” Gray said quietly. He reached up and touched his shoulder where the skin was white and scarred. “Why would I want to see him?”

“Because he loves you,” Natsu said. “And I know you love him.” Natsu kissed the top of Gray’s head, then took both hands in his, slipping their fingers together. “Your relationship with him is more than just the bad shit that happened. You have years of good memories with him before that, right?”

Gray shrugged. “I guess. I just... there was some part of me that thought he was gone forever, y’know? And I know parole is a thing, and he’s been there for a long time already, I had just kind of resigned myself to never seeing him again.”

“I know.”

The sun finally dipped below the horizon, leaving them in a soft darkness. Gray closed his eyes, tipping his head back against Natsu’s shoulder and cuddling closer to him.

“Ultear said I could write a Victim Impact Statement,” he said after a while. “For the hearing.” Natsu nodded. He had written one for Don’s trial, but his social worker, Richelle, had been the one to read it in court. “I did the first time,” Gray added. “When Lyon was sentenced. I didn’t go, Ultear read it for me. I don’t even remember what it said.” He sighed, keeping his eyes closed. “I just feel a whole bunch of different things and I hate all of them.”

Natsu pulled Gray closer and squeezed his hands. “You said you have an appointment with Victim Services on Friday?” he asked. Gray nodded. “What about going to see your therapist?”

Gray groaned. “I don’t want to,” he grumbled. “I hate therapy.”

“I know, Snowflake.” Natsu kissed his cheek. “Actually, I was thinking... what if we went to therapy together?” Gray opened his eyes and frowned at Natsu. “Don’t pout,” Natsu teased.

“’m not pouting,” Gray insisted. Natsu laughed and kissed his nose.

“You are a bit.”

Gray huffed, shuffling further back against Natsu.

“Freed and Laxus go to therapy together,” Natsu said after a minute. Gray raised an eyebrow. “Laxus was telling me about it the last time we were over there. Just ‘cause of all the shit with his dad, and stress and stuff. And Sting and Ryos go too, with Noah and without him. It’s not a bad thing.”

“I know,” Gray said, wishing that the idea of talking about his feelings with a stranger didn’t make him feel like throwing up. “You’re probably right.”

“You know I am.” Natsu shifted in the sand and moved his arms down around Gray’s waist. “I wish everything were easier,” he said, resting his chin on Gray’s shoulder. “I feel like a mess.”

“You are a mess,” Gray teased. “That’s why I love you. We’re both disasters and we always have been.”

Natsu laughed, nipping playfully at Gray’s ear. Gray elbowed him half-heartedly and he made an exaggerated sound of protest before kissing behind Gray’s ear instead. “We’re gonna be okay, right?” he asked, breath tickling Gray’s neck.

“Yeah,” Gray said, tipping his head to the side and catching Natsu’s lips in a soft kiss. “We’ll be okay. I promise.”

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