#( q: with the pups )

[1027am]

i want a loser freak bf so badly.

i just want to tug on his leash whenever he's being too much of a little loser

[this-aint-massachusetts]

No thoughts, just robot puppy

[enchantedferretry]

Fable taking care of the kits

[lunarxdaydream]

Kol Häusser

Name: Ascelin Kol Häusser Age: Unknown Date of Birth: October 18 Gender: Male Race: Human Nationality: German Occupation: 'Operations' Lead, Undisclosed

Height: 5'10" Eye Color: Yellow/Gold Hair Color: Obsidian Mother: Unknown Father: Lukas Häusser Siblings: Unknown Other: Lucia Sorino (undisclosed), Caio Viegas (undisclosed)

Personality:

Give him excitement and all will be fine. It is motto in which Kol lives that shocks few to none within his circle. He can blend into any setting with the right observation. Albeit rough around the edges on occasion, Kol uses it as part of his charisma to draw in the unsuspecting. A useful skill utilized that he is more than willing to abuse -- or so Caio would claim given how often the pair have worked together.

Kol is not one to avoid getting his hands dirty. On the contrary, he almost seeks it out but being the distant right hand keeps him from diving into the depths of his world. Does he manage to find an excuse to involve himself? Perhaps. One must always keep an eye on him lest the mad dog run wild.

[pup-xan-xan]

Question, but what powers do stuffies have do you think? I’ve heard about them making sure there aren’t any monsters under the bed, and that’s why they sometimes are on the floor in the morning, but what else do they do? Would love people to add to this too with what their stuffies do!

Ooo, I love this question!! I have two I know my stuffies have.

I have noticed since I was younger that my most favorite stuffie that I've had since I was six sometimes ends up at the bottom of my bed by my feet or on other parts of the bed and not in my arms when I initially went to sleep. I think he does this because monsters are trying to grab my feet and he protects me by making sure the monster can't touch me. His little legs carry him all around my bed whenever he sees something trying to get me to make sure I'm safe and don't wake up if I'm touched by the meanie.

This applies to my giant stuffie and the same stuffie as the previous one. Since I've had those stuffies some of their fur has hardened over the years and at first I didn't know why. Then, I remembered that over the time I've had them, I've confided in both of them whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on, and the pieces of fur that have caught my tears that I didn't wipe off make scars on their fur. That is their way of showing me no matter how many years have passed, they'll always remember everything I've told them whenever I've come to them crying, whether I wiped my tears off of them or not. It's their way of forming scars, but just like scars on us, their scars are just as beautiful as ours are, because we still love them just as much as we did when we first got them; if not more!

I was really excited to get this question, and I couldn't wait to answer it. 🩶

[jatlokgwo]

does anybody have a poem called an angel walks into heaven for the first time??? i cant remeber who its by but its long and every verse starts with an angel walks into heaven for the first time exept for the last 1 witch starts with an angel falls from heaven for the first time i cant find it anywhere but i think about it alot

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[prismbearer]

People actually bring Scratch into battle...? Into the wilderness? Into the sewers???

[onward--upward]

sweetest girl who somehow knows i needed cuddles today

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marius’ no good very bad week

[goddessofroyalty]

In the Zaun representative au does Viktor ever get embarrassed that he's a full grown adult and his parents are still having pups?

I don't think embarrassed. It wouldn't be a big deal in Zaun and while it is a bit more of a deal in Piltover most still probably haven't connected that Viktor's their kid yet.

I do think he's probably exasperated at it. They already have 5 kids (the eldest of which is him, a full grown adult) plus all the work they are doing as well. And they decided to add another baby to that? Really? He knows they know of the birth control options available. They allowed this to happen.

[lupi-usque-ad-finem]

okay so I may need kin/therian related advice atm, I found out about therianthropy when I was 9 and it resonated extremely well for me and I pretty much made it my whole personality until when I was 11 and then it died down and I thought I wasn't therian anymore except for once or twice a year where Id make it my whole personality for a week again then forget about it. Im 13 now and going through it again, this time is different though as Im actually putting research into it and trying to find the best explanation of my therianthropy but I guess Im just worried if Im chasing a feeling or trying to force something that isn't there. I know that Therianthropy is a personal experience and Im not asking you to tell me, but I would like to have maybe a list of things to check if I am still a 'true' Therian or not or if it was just me being a kid.

I went through the same feelings as you at your age! I was 10/11 when I truly realised what therianthropy meant to me, but part of me thought I was faking it all or it wasn’t real. It took some time to connect the dots to my behaviour, but that’s okay! I think researching it in the first place to learn more about how you feel is proves it’s real in itself :)

I feel as a ‘checklist’ though would have to be a personal preference/reflection as time goes on since the feelings of therianthropy and kinning can shift over years and depends on the person. To me it’s a very emotional, core feeling, but a general list of my similarities I’ve noticed that stick around through the years are:

feeling the inner shift at a low grade/subconscious level (mine is a near constant mental shift with daily physical shifts)

outward animalistic tendencies, especially in emotional displays (especially negative and commonly at a young age) such as biting, hissing, growling, but also positive ones such as whining when excited, howling in happiness or greeting, play fighting like pups, head rubbing or bonking/scent marking, etc

I arrange my room to feel like a den or cave with numerous pillows and blankets to mimic a forest floor with ambient lights and kin related memorabilia. I’ve had the same tail for nearly a decade, multiple sets of canine fangs to wear, my two favourite collars, fuzzy socks to mimic long fur, and blankets piled in a circle to keep a cozy cot to sleep. my room feels like a den i can come back to especially during intense shifts

a strong, almost overwhelming desire to learn as much as you can about a possible kin. Media, movies, books, and especially documentaries are all great places to start!

feeling as though your experience of this world is different and more ‘primal’ for lack of a better word. It is an inward feeling recognising the outward view. I feel most things in black and white and I’ve always felt my mental state it outside the standard human, like I’m looking at the world through canine/animalistic eyes

strong emotional/mental connection to an animal, kin, or environment that just feels different. I’ve always felt incredibly connected to wolves and wildlife and find myself most at peace when I am in the forest or climbing trees. I’ve wept with joy before when I’m in this deep state of peaceful shift because it just feels so right :’)

I’ve noticed as I’ve grown that these feelings are most intense at a young age like yours because you’re just recently discovering this about yourself and realising that you could be therian, there’s waves of emotions and doing research is of the utmost importance to learn as much as you can about yourself. If one day it suddenly stops don’t worry! I’ve felt the same before. When you’re a pup it seems to shift and change every day, but that’s to be expected! I went about two years not even recognising my behaviour as therianthropy despite knowing what it was at that time. As an adult I can clearly see the similarities between my behaviour and mental space as a pup vs now.

I believe therianthopy and kinning is a personal experience that can be vast and interwoven, varied in its beauty and complexity. I’m proud you’re taking the initiative to learn more and carve out a space for yourself! Don’t try to force it or feel like you need to find out your kin asap, it will reveal itself with time. Allow yourself grace. I remember how my own feelings were confusing at times, but that’s okay! It’s just part of learning. You’re doing great pup, don’t harbour shame or fear in this, you’re still young and remember to take as much time as needed to figure it out :)

[lunarxdaydream]

[kiestrokes]

Ok stars you don’t have to be so loud (all the time) ✨

[pup-xan-xan]

Hi! I’m also an involuntary regressor, but I saw in your post and intro that you’re an impure regressor. I’m unfamiliar with the term, would you mind explaining to me what it means? Thank you!! Have a nice day/night!!

Hello~! Thank you for your question! I hope my answer will help explain it well enough that you understand better. 😊

Impure and pure regression isn't what it might imply, it actually refers to the experience we have while regressed.

Impure regressors (also known as vent regressions/ors) like myself, have bad experiences while in littlespace and it isn't always a happy, safe space for us. More commonly, this is also associated with those who involuntarily regress due to external or internal negativities. This means when we regress, we are likely to experience negative feelings, such as feeling overwhelmed, having meltdowns, or attacks of any kind (i.e. panic attacks). It could also cause us to mentally relive traumatic or other bad experiences/memories that make us feel unsafe or uncomfortable.

However, pure regressors (also known as play regressions/ors) have happy and safe experiences while in littlespace. Voluntary regression is more often associated with this type of regression, as it can be a safe place for littles and middles to regress to in order to feel calm, happy, and/or safe from the bad things trying to hurt them.

I hope this clears everything up~!

[jatlokgwo]

why does nighttime have to be my favourite part of day im litteraly nyctophobic