#( i've been holding it off tbh ).
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Something that I've noticed ever since the Smiling Critters were introduced is that they can so easily be paired off into complementary duos, ones that are specifically designed to teach children fundamental lessons about life and self-care from two different angles. It's really interesting to me.
Like obviously you have Dogday and Catnap, with their sun/moon, dog/cat dichotomy, that stress how important it is to have fun and get things done during the day, but also that it's important to wind down, relax, and get a good night's sleep.
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Bubba Bubbaphant and Craftycorn were introduced as a duo in the Smiling Critter show's intro, and their dichotomy is quite obvious. They are basically the right and left sides of the brain personified. Bubba is the left side of the brain, logical, analytical, focused on math and science. Craftycorn is the right side of the brain, creative and imaginative, focused on the arts and self-expression. They represent learning and academia in all its forms, the different ways people engage with and understand the world.
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Hoppy Hopscotch and Kickin' Chicken form the sportsmanship duo. They are both portrayed as enjoying sports and the outdoors, but in different ways that highlight the different ways sports can be played and enjoyed and also what it entails to be successful at them. Hoppy Hopscotch may be loud and impatient, but she is also a team player, shown in her willingness to slow down her fast pace to make sure none of her friends are left behind. Kickin' Chicken, on the other hand, is laid-back, relaxed, and chill, the described "cool kid" of the group, but he's also described as having a ton of perseverance, more of a "slow and steady wins the race" type of person.
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This leaves Bobby Bearhug and Picky Piggy as the last pair. Fittingly, these two are all about how to meet the fundamental needs of yourself and others. Bobby teaches children how to nourish themselves emotionally through showing and receiving care from others, while Picky teaches them how good food is important to nourish the body and soul. Depriving oneself of either of these things only makes oneself and therefore everyone around one miserable, because those fundamental needs are no longer being met.
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Like fr, this is some pretty genius marketing right here. You have enough characters that every kid will have their favorite, but not so many that any would get lost in the shuffle, because the lessons each one of them would teach would be integral to the group as a whole. It really makes me that much sadder we saw basically nothing of the Smiling Critters during the game itself, because Mob Games struck gold with this concept, only to ultimately do nothing with it. :/
But I guess that's what fandom is for, eh?
#poppy playtime#poppy playtime chapter 3#smiling critters#dogday#catnap#picky piggy#kickin chicken#hoppy hopscotch#bobby bearhug#craftycorn#bubba bubbaphant#xi writes#tbh that 'slow and steady wins the race' comment makes me really wish Kickin' Chicken was a turtle instead#just to drive home that parallel even further#ngl i've been thinking about making this post for ages but i finally got off my butt and did it#me holding the Smiling Critters like Marge Simpson holding a potato: I just think they're neat!#it'd be a shame if the game company that came up with them never DID anything with them HUH MOB GAMES?#mob games don't walk away from me#MOB GAMES GET BACK HERE I HAVE THOUGHTS-
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❗❗Official Class Swap Sorcerer!Kristen Post Alert❗❗ you can: look at her
#dimension 20#fantasy high#fhjy#kristen applebees#fh class quangle#sorcerer!kristen is uh. Not Home Anymore! she's been couch surfing along with jawbones before freshman year#I think this kinda falls into a slight teen-witch-esque approach which I do like#since I've been pulling from like. matilda and pippi longstocking for these designs. the Exceptional Little Girls kinda genre#it does make her look younger than her peers which I do like. I feel like a big part of sorcerer!kristen's deal is that she's never#taken seriously. frequently treated like she doesn't know what's good for her. fellow adhd havers make some noiseee#but! upon review I feel like there's also a kinda ms. frizzle turn to her design? which like. awesome thats the lesbianism nailed babeyy#the fuckoff giant thermos as arcane focus is a homage to pete conlan but also crucially#if you swing that thing by the cord I think you can take off someone's head easy. I think that's the important thing#her cargo shorts are not of holding but functionally Everything is in there. scrunchies pencils spare gold chapsticks paperclips multitools#tbh I personally love the progression in her design lol she starts out like ''oh this young girl is a bit unkempt'' and#becomes ''oh this person is insane'' by junior year which is really awesome imo. I love that#its just fig left! I mean her freshman year design is pretty much set for me. I just need to figure out the rest#gorgug is kinda aerith in junior year I wonder if I can softly turn fig tifa-ward lol... ooh I have ideas now. this is gonna be fun#but for now. enjoy evening! may we all make like lizard and enjoy sun
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#and i SADDLE UP MY PONYTA AND I RIDE INTO THE SIT-TAY#I MAKE A LODDA NOISE CUZ THE GURLS THEY R SO PRETAY#RIDIN' UP N DOWN BROADWAY ON MY OLD STUD LEROY AND THE GIRLS SAY:#SAVE A RAPIDASH RIDE A MEOWBOY!!!#JOHN WAYNE AINT GOT NUTHIN ON MY FRINGE GAME HELL NO!!!!#well stranger don't ya know i'd like to be yer friend... IF I HAD THE TIME TO STAAAAAAY.#BUT I'M A BRAMBLIN A BLOWIN IN THE WIND. I'VE GOT TO CATCH ANOTHER STAAAAAAAAGE.#I STRAP ON MY GUITAR JUST LIKE A FORTY FIVE. I PRAY EACH NIGHT MY AIM IS TRUUUUEEEE#and ACQUAINTANCES TURN TO FRIENDS I HOPE THOSE FRIENDS THEY REMEMBER ME#HOLD THE NIGHT FOR RANSOM AS WE KIDNAP THE MEMORIES#NOT SURE THERES A WAY TO EXPRESS WHAT U MEANT TO ME#SOMETIMES I GET TO THINKIN BOUT SETTLIN' DOWN. FADE OFF INTO A MEMORY.#BUT EVERY NIGHT THAT I STEP OUT TO FACE THE CROWD?#I KNOW THIS IS THE LIFE FOR MEEEEEEE#pokemon#meowth#ok context. to whomever it may concern. which is no one but idc i have a lot to say and no one to say it to#first off heres my like bi-annual post bc i 1. only draw f*rdekyl* and fucking detest f*re *emblem fans with a burning passion#so i hate sharing my 'art' . so heres a rare non-fk thing. bc i also hate social media as a whole it makes me sue of side all#but like 2. i have deliberately avoided scar/vio bc its a BAD GAME. and its not made well. also i know 'open world' formats#trigger my ocd. which it did exactly. but thats mostly irrelevant. but in anycase. i bit the bullet bc i was in a pkmn mood#esp after my long beloved n*te and dook*ie gave me a hankering for a pkmn game again#and my lil bro accidentally bought 2 copies years ago so i was like fck it ill give it a shot its Free#and yes the game is dogshit. however. everytime i see a meowth in the wild i lose my mind.#his jaunty little yee-haw walk kills me every time. i adore him. thus this was inspired.#alright imma head out i fucking hate this website as well as every other social media . maybe ill draw something non-fk in like a year#see ya in like a year maybe if i live that long. which i wouldnt count on bc tbh this year has been BAD in terms of my pain. im on the#EXTREME decline and can BARELY draw anymore. i want to die. i got nothin left. it just keeps getting worse so adios!#:(
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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end
#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask#december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery#and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc#and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh#every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night#oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes#and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester#and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu#oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well#and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also#pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc#so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal#honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know#like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc#but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated#also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm#is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is#incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship#so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year#at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately#i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new#my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper#and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been#like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare#idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling#and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa
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Let him call, because again, Agasa was the one who set up this secret, he should be the one defending it. Again, the parent shows up out of the blue here, but I kinda wish they didn't. Because Shinichi's the protagonist, he has to deal with everything in the end, but I want Agasa to be confronted. Have him make up more lies. Bring in the parents slower, have them contact Kogoro to arrange for Conan to stay long term and work out payment. Ran asks about the parents and Kogoro is like 'oh it's fine, they're covering his stay', and Conan's going '...? ???????'. Agasa denies having anything to do with it on Yuusaku's orders. Conan frets about it for a while and they actually see how he'd react to potential unknown danger. And then spring the 'kidnap him' trap to fully show him what could possibly happen.
But I guess just 'kidnap him and potentially give him a heart attack to prove that death is a real possibility' without any setup or warning is fine, too, sure.
#ch 49#vol 5#I actually don't mind the kidnapping as much as many other people#But now I've made a more fleshed out scenario in my head that I'm sad isn't how this goes#But mostly I just want more acknowledgement that Shinichi never set up any of the identity drama#Agasa made up the story; he's the one who put secrecy in Shinichi's mind; and if there's any poking at the story; Agasa should be defending#Instead he just sits at home not having to deal with anything except occasional vents from Shinichi#And I guess fiddle with gadgets that might help#But really he was just 'oh you shrunk; well that sucks but no you're not staying with me; go with Ran'#Like; I know he justifies it with Ran's dad running an actual detective agency and thus can potentially get criminal info#But lbr; both of them knew that Kogoro wasn't going to get anything useful from where he was at the time#And even if he told Shinichi to increase Kogoro's reputation; there wasn't any planning on how to make that happen#Which almost got Shinichi killed /immediately/ after getting shoved onto Ran#Agasa doesn't even know about that near-death experience; and it would 100% be his fault tbh#Many times Shinichi was going to die would be because of Agasa insisting on secrecy and giving Shinichi the responsibility-#Wait; no; hold on; he might have not actually been trying to help Shinichi hunt for the org#He might have just shoved him into a place he was relatively certain would be safe#And told Shinichi he could just make Kogoro famous if he wanted to put the detective in a position to get info#/But he wasn't actually supposed to be able to do it - Shinichi wasn't supposed to succeed at doing that/#He was sent into hiding with a former cop; Agasa probably didn't realize he'd actually be in the fringes of BO activity#Or that Shinichi is just /that/ reckless when it came to crime solving#It was supposed to be a placebo while he and probably the parents tried to think about what to do#But Shinichi not only gets very close brushes with death on a regular basis#He can't even keep up the kid act with Ran and needs help#Agasa took his eyes off the teen child for two seconds and found that he started a bonfire of danger somehow#(Look at that; yes; I /can/ think myself in many circles to make almost anything justified)
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i understand people wanting to hide their face during protests but using face masks will lead to their criminalisation and disabled people (or just people who don't want to get sick) won't be able to be out in public at all anymore. wear balaclavas idk ?
#i've been to protests and wore masks because i actually care about covid now i wouldn't care if there was pics of me online#there's pics of me holding a huge pro palestine banner online my employer can try and tell me off about it they'll see what they get#tbh people solely see me with a mask so im quite recognisable with them anyway lol
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hey I don't want to bother you 💗 but I read the last question and your answer on WHtD, I also read it since day 1 and I read fics for more 10 years now, your fic is one the best I ever read and I real a loooot. it's so well written and good. The psychological aspect is amazing. The slow burn too. It's my comfort fic atm. So take your time, protect your mental health but don't let anyone make you doubt yourself! Take care 💗
Thank you so much for saying so 💜 I'm incredibly humbled that there are people who have stuck with the fic for so long. And I almost want to apologise for how long it has turned out because I genuinely didn't think it would be when I started.
That's not to say that I regret that it's so long, it just feels like I've done some accidental false advertising or something because I didn't adequately warn people at the beginning x'D
Thank you so much for the lovely compliments! I do put a lot of effort into the psychological aspects and the exploration of not only Ga On's development but all the other characters as well. Which I admit is a bit of a handful some days. But, again, no regrets tbh.
Especially considering how much comfort I'm apparently able to offer with my writing. And that thought is, in the end, what will probably make me overcome my current doubts. Not because of obligation or anything like that, but because it genuinely makes me so, so happy to know that I can offer people so much joy. It's a lovely feeling.
So thank you so much for taking the time to tell me this and for your continued support. It means a lot to me 💜
#Amethystina Replies#icedespressoo#Who Holds the Devil#Tbh I'm kind of annoyed that this is even an issue in the first place#I wish I could just turn my doubts off x'D#Because deep down I know they're silly#But yeah#I guess that's not how brains work#And things have just been rough in general#Technically for years now#So maybe I'm just worn out#I realised a couple of weeks ago that I've been in a constant state of mourning for about three years#Three people who were important to me have died#Not to mention my mother separating from my stepdad of 20 years#And the constant source of grief that is my relationship with my big sister#And the whole long covid business which is basically chronic at this point#I might just have to live with that for the rest of my life#Which takes some getting used to#So yeah#While I hope to be able to return to Who Holds the Devil soon#I can't make any promises
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My mother is so funny because every time she sees us watching a playthrough she's like "why are you wasting your time watching someone else play video games. Play your own video games" as if watching someone else play video games is not the pastime of half the people in this household.
#chit chat#family stuff#my mom and i are video game players#my dad and my sister don't like to play they just like to watch#they will call me out of my room and be like 'hey do u wanna play video game? i think you should play video game'#i don't even care for Witcher that much tbh but my sister is obsessed with it so play witcher i shall#video games#there's only 2 playthroughs I've watched and that's because they were on systems i don't have#I've been debating watching a playthrough of jedi survivor because i have neither a system nor an internet strong enough to download it#but I've been holding off just in case by some miracle of impulsivity i decide to get a new game system and the game#because if it's a game i actually intend to play i prefer to go in blind#ughhhh
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if you're wondering how my inktober has been going....well, maybe don't
#oops. there's always next year#I've been struggling to even hold onto my sticky note project tbh#I am NOT letting myself fall off of it entirely though. it'd be fucking devastating considering I've made it all the way to this point#moving has just made everything a bit of a challenge lol :')#I'm sooooo ready to be in the new place though. every time we drop stuff off there I get so excited#I'll actually have a goddamn desk! TWO desks! in a room totally dedicated to art stuff!!!!#I won't be hunched over scribbling in my notebook on the couch anymore!#(or at least. not by necessity. old habits do die hard though lmao)#the point is I'll have space for the bigger nicer pieces I want to work on#and organization..... organization my beloved.... I'll be able to sort out all of these goddamn supplies#auuuuuuuugh. less than a week until we're fully moved#all of this to say. maybe y'all see me do huevember lmao#the snowjag speaks
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that sushi i had last week that didn't upset my skin has emboldened me......... maybe the gut meds ARE already working..............
maybe i should go to the pizza place across the street...........
#soy sauce has gluten and i got a delightful sushi roll with cream cheese in it. so good. and Nothing Happened!!!#i've been so careful lately and my skin is so happy but MY GOD I WANT PIZZA#there are few foods i miss more tbh#hmmm maybe i'll hold off for now and that will be my birthday dinner next week#and also that'll give the meds some more time to work#narrating my life
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@kreidemaru , you said to tell you about anything , EVEN THO THAT WAS A WHILE AGO , BUT . here you go , bc i finally thought of something . smiles and bites you bites you bites y
[also i apologize bc my thoughts are SUPER scrambled , so this probably will be difficult to read pfff /lh]
MARTIN MERTENS . yes yes , i dont know why i’m rambling about him when i could try and go off about betty , but i’m having thoughts … normally .
OKAY . i think . i think the parallels with him are what i’m rotating . and the little details about him .
First , details about him i think are neat !!!! this isn’t canon i guess , if we’re counting canon as “directly stated” but . but i’m so confident they’re implied , it’s . it’s basically canon idk
HE WINKS WHEN HE LIES , OR FEELS LIKE HE’S LYING . i first saw this pointed out in a video , but when you have that in mind it just ,,, grrrrr makes you wanna explode . particularly , that bit when he tells baby finn that he’d be back , then winks ?? HOLY SMOKES MAN . i think i’ve talked about this before , but i don’t think that was with the intention of lying -- i think , at that point in his life , martin was a good man who cared about finn . but , i think he probably THOUGHT he wasn’t going to come back -- most likely , due to death ?? seeing as he was about to try his hand against the giant robot thingy in the sea .
Alongside that , there’s more blatant spots where he winks and you could tell either way that he was lying . but , so , that makes some points where he DOESN’T wink more impactful .
For example , when he flirts with Minerva ?? asking her out , saying he wouldn’t con her , he doesn’t wink during those bits . i like to think that means he genuinely meant what he was saying .
Oh oh , and how he doesn’t wink when explaining those bits and pieces about finn’s backstory ?? as stressed out as he visibly was , he never tried to joke it off , and never winked . instead , he hit us with the “that’s … true” IN SUCH A PARTICULAR TONE THAT IT MAKES IT OBVIOUS TO PICK OUT THE PARALLELS IN OTHER MOMENTS .
ON THAT NOTE . PARALLEL(S??) OF THE “THAT’S … TRUE” . when finn is having the dream , where he’s holding his baby self ??? i don’t remember what he was saying that in regards too , all i remember is being like “ohh ,, OH . OHOH.”
[I’m going based off of a slight feeling in my silly little memory hole , but ,, ?? i think fern might say “thats ,, true” in the same tone at one point ??? but that may just be my brain making things up , so ignore me if i’m wrong bc i probably am]
FINALLY . ONE LAST MARTIN PARALLEL THAT I’M MENTALL ILL-- AHEM . THAT I’M NORMAL , TOTALLY NORMAL , OVER . “three buckets” . in “three buckets” , the bit where fern is trapping finn in the dungeon ? he pushes the brick in , and , while talking with finn , says something along the lines of “you’ll be fine” , then . THEN . he winks . MARTIN MERTENS STYLE , FULLY LYING , WINK . it’s a pretty easy-to-miss bit , and maybe it’s just coincidence , but CMON . c’mooooon . c’mon . my brain says it’s not a coincidence , i don’t think it’s a coincidence
#i could talk about him more tbh .... but i guess i need to study#but like#if you ever want a martin mertens rant / ramble ? i'm your guy#.... if you ever want a ramble on literally any AT character i'm .. probably your guy /lh /hj#BUT YEAH . i'm also totally normal about what goes on in his head#i have so many thoughts on what goes on in his stupid brain . and on his stupid decisions#but that's a ramble for another day maybe probably i guess#ANYWAY ALSO THANK YOU FOR BEING WILLING TO LISTEN#IDK IF YOU'LL READ ALL THESE TAGS BC I'VE JUST BEEN GOING OFF#BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH . YOURE MY BEST STRANGER FRIEND AND YOU MEAN A LOT TO ME . HOLDS YOU /GEN
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would you ever write: badlands character studies? whether that's Sam with one/several others or as a whole, or even someone else in the badlands (sssh yes I'm a little fixated on the character studies)
Oooooh. 👀👀
I'd love to, but at this point, I'm not too confident in my ability to portray the Badlands correctly (particularly Bad and Ant) that I don't think I'd tackle it for a long time. At least, not for a solely canon-compliant fic about them. If it was a situation I constructed like the Gone Away sequel or like what you did with Halcyon, then I'd be more likely to. I need more time to analyze them under the microscope.
Would you ever write...
#ask game#friend tag#beloved tag#Thanks for the ask!#Tbh I have a Red Banquet ficlet I have to write for my poll requests that I've been holding off on specifically because of this#I have a Need to be as canon-compliant as possible and if I'm not an expert on the character then I'm afraid of writing them wrong#This fandom mischaracterizes everyone too much as it is#I don't want to contribute to that#Current sprint time: 1 hr 15 minutes
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so, uh, i've been stuck in terms of writing the kiki/vincent fic, so much so that i'm probably gonna restart from scratch (well, i like certain scenes that i might repurpose) but i was wondering,,, what would be the best trope to write them in?
options explained under the cut!
ok so originally i was writing a kiki/vincent enemies to lovers fic where they were both online rivals but irl had no idea who they were. galena helped me flesh out some stuff but in the end i couldn't get it to where i wanted it to go, gave it some time, and now we're here. so! new versions!
so here they are!
friends to lovers - kiki and vincent meet bc of a case involving marius (this plot would've been recycled from the old fic) but, while the friendship is developing, vincent becomes captured for some reason or another and the team have to get him back
fake dating - marius asks vincent to impersonate him at an event and mc does the same to kiki. (i,, haven't decided on what the event is, but it's probably gonna be something silly) implied mc/marius.
wingman set up - marius thinks of vincent as his friend, so when he sees vincent smitten with kiki after their first interaction, he decides to play matchmaker (mc, in revenge for all the teasing kiki has done to them, helps) ((bit that was also recycled from the original))
roomates - rent is expensive, even on a personal assistant budget. they're pretty chill people that don't mind living with a pretty member of the opposite sex-- wait, did they just realize they liked their roommate?!
#sam rambles#i... genuinely started having a hard time about this#personally the roommate one holds a lot of potential but im not married to the idea#im not married to any idea really#hence: help#sam makes polls#i got really into the fic but idk it doesn't feel coherent#not in a 'its too blocky' i actually feel like it's not a bad fic i just#idk how to make kiki less hesitant? about being in a relationship?#my own inexperience is catching up to me tbh#hence: trope central in these options#i bit off more than i could chew tbh#i've been working on other things in the mean time like an artem birthday fic#and return to sender oddly enough#vyn gets stuck on the roof send tweet lmaooo
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i think i sort of miss her why did she leave me behind why do they have to leave me behind whenever they see fit...why why why WHY..
#we weren't even best friends or anything we were so different we didn't get along sometimes but she was so refreshing to spend time with#and she just stopped caring. the seasons changed; she liked me in winter and barely tolerated me in summer.#i havent seen her since summer last year. it's been just over a year. 1 year and 3 months. i think we're nearly at 4 moths now#why did she have to leave like that#the worst part is that it makes sense. we're too different we don't have some deep connection#but it was so far from surface level! she understood me when it counted. and when she pissed me off and i pissed her off we brushed past it#so easily. no hard feelings#she just listened without judgement#what the hell happened. maybe i thought too highly of her and maybe i was the only one who felt that wau#*way#maybe there were hard feelings to her that she didn't tell me about?#im going to be honest. i dont think i was ever that important to her for her to even hold a grudge#i think i was just a fun way to pass time#-> so angsty#but tbh. im saying this after agonizing and dissecting our friendship for well over a year#I've known her since we were 14. sigh#z.post
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i still keep getting recommended posts about the james somerton debacle (unsurprising) and i swear to god, at this point i've spent more time trying to remember what my reaction was to watching his yoi video a while back while half-sleep deprived or smth than i a) spent watching the video and b) spent thinking about any other creator i watched one mid video from and ignored after
#at least i remember specifically deciding that blaire trianglehead was too slow paced and dull to keep listening to after about 3 vids#but also the subjects were really... ghoulish borderline true crime like the leggings scam vid that was 1/3 botched surgery talk#at least in my memory. and her dispassionately talking about it rather than sticking to the subject at hand and having little opinion#put me right off my lunch and i was done#somerton was allll up in my recs just before the bomb dropped and i was half keeping an eye out for a new vid about a subject i cared about#but it was literally all stuff i'm sick to death of. didn't want to hear about evil gays or vampires or if barbie is camp#it was all very... stuff i was already tired of seeing on tumblr and i didn't think i'd get anything new out of#but i was still keeping him in mind because i thought he was a type of person that had little presence in the video essay scene#lol in retrospect#but i do actually try to keep an eye out for creators with different backgrounds. esp black creators. and accept that i might disagree a bi#or find parts of their perspective a little uncomfortable or off-putting. so i probably would have forgiven some of the misogyny tbh#not that it's something that like. idk i should do to punish myself. it's not like there isn't a lot of microaggressions from women#but the fact that it was proven that so many of those were trumped up for show was. honestly a huge betrayal?#people are genuinely cruel to marginalized creators and pretending that it's worse than it is and flopping for sympathy is so galling#it's really easy to be like 'oh i would have never been taken in' just because there was already something keeping me at arms length#but i know that isn't true. i'm a freakin easy mark! you don't even want to know how many podcast/youtube sponsorships i've tried#and also sometimes i find something initially off-putting about a youtuber and later get into them more and find them charming#i genuinely don't think that i have unimpeachable first impressions and sometimes i test them later to see if they still hold
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what if i told you i made a sprite of the monster that would be added to catmod. what then
#i've been writing lore for catmod on and off for years now but i haven't actually finished any sprites#except for one sprite of a fish market stall :^)#ages ago but it still looks good tbh! i think my pixel art holds up better than my other art#oh right i also drew up one of their crops
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