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if you unironically think "proshippers made the selfship community", I will banish you to the dumbass dimension for all eternity.
#monthly rent lowering shots#but genuinely this statement is so fucking dumb#+ the argument of “fiction doesnt affect reality” COMPLETELY falls apart if you selfship#like this FICTION is affecting YOUR REALITY. YOU HAVE THEM AS A F/O. YOU THINK OF IT AS A IRL RELATIONSHIP#GET OVER YOURSELF#even IF proshippers made this community#so what#im still allowed to think youre weird and make my own space that dont have you#its like a appeal to authority EXCEPT YOU HAVE NO AUTHORITY#selfship#proships dni#[just me yapping]#self ship community#self ship#ok to rb
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the special relationship between arthur (england) and amelia (america), to me:
#hetalia#ukus#amelia f jones#arthur kirkland#aph america#aph england#nyotalia#the special relationship#it is beautiful and awful and unlike anything else either has experienced#tw inc*st#anais nin#amelia/arthur#even irl the relationship to me has always seemed incestuous#both nations will compare themselves to members of a family and lovers all at the same time#its hard for it not to feel that way when the similarities sometimes outweigh the differences. the intimacy feels wrong but it works right
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waiter, waiter! more alf x hatty please!
HFHD have some unposted stuff!! (some of these might already have been posted, oops @_@)
#askbox#very lovely ask#much appreciated#alf x hatty#alf#alfonso f.#hatty#hatty hattington#oh#also featuring mmmE#irl me instead of alf HAHHEU#its just me sewing hatty#my art
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I'm hooked on a feeling
I'm high on believing
That you're in love with me
#ERM#RUNS AWAY IM NOT EVEN ELABORATING#anyways you can barely see but I drew myself with arm hair cuz I have it irl ówò#ITS SOMETHING IM INSECURE ABOUT BUT I ACTUALLY LIKE DRAWING IT NOW??#🗡️☂️ lay all your love on me#self ship community#self ship#f/o community#self ship art#self shipping#fictional other#fictional other community#s/i x f/o#self insert x fictional other
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Ok I know I JUST got my Rex tattoo but...I've been talking about toshinori to a friend 👉👈 and I just remembered that my anniversary with him is coming up on May 2nd!
It's such a weird thing for it to be my FIRST anniversary with him when at the same time I've been in love with him for EIGHT YEARS 😂😂😂
#jane journals#self insert talk#❤️ scars and stripes 💙#ahfjfkg like...#idk back in the day i didnt keep track of that stuff. i only really started recently!!#my partner is like ORGANIZED with all their f/o anniversaries and idk thats inspired me 💖🫶💖#cause u SHOULD dedicate a whole day to your love for them same way u would an irl partner!!#but yeah ajfjgkg ive been in love with him since i was 17 🥺🥺💖💖#i guess its time to make up for all that 🥺🥺
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Also last night I dreamt I was arguing with like a generic mean girl trope character in a shop??? and then she beat me upLOL and my dream... self.. thought that was a great time to start flirting with her WHAT IS UR PROBLEMMMMM
#🐰yapping.mp3#i would never be that bold irl.. i would be that gay though LOOOOL#now its got me thinking about wonderful mean f/os siiiigh what the helllll
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Happy Halloween to all my babes!!!! <3 (I don't celebrate it in Russia, but the guys and I celebrated Halloween >3) By the way, I cosplayed Ryuukou Yanagi , and my lovely little motherfucker cosplayed Ryan Gosling XD
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(Sorry, I just have shaggy hair all the time. because of this, I can't have them. Perfectly laid, lol)
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Living dangerously this Tuesday AM (I changed my lock screen and my heart aches)
#ange rambles#I am cooking up a new s/i oc but this one is suspiciously closer to s/i than oc uhhh#looking at mizuki like “that is me but more powerful and pushed to extremes” paired with Sena's “wow I want to be more like them” glasses#i think new oc is going to fall somewhere in the middle of those thoughts dkhdksls#its just too easy to look at them and be like irl ange would love you so much 😔 💔#ange is mizukiposting again#plus i would adore an office worker f/o bc sasasasazuka doesnt count bc hes too much of gremlin
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irl crush posted a me? gongaga meme as soon as i changed my status on another app to online... he said he's never played a f.inal f.antasy... but when i talked to him, i told him to play c.risis c.ore..
#ash rambles 💚#coincidence..?#on one hand its a little strange that he always starts posting about things that i like whenever I'm on... (f.e3h too)#is he just really nice to me?#or does he like. like me#fucking hell ash get it together!!! you dont even know his name!!#for context we've been mutuals on another app for a bit#he's the only online guy other than my old rp friends from amino that have my personal irl instagram#thats how horrible i am for this man#but the other day we started talking about x.enoblade and he made a joke about how it's so easy to talk to me#OH AND#I TOLD HIM MY FAVORITE F.F GAME WAS 13#and this man was like 'ok where do i play it?'#HE DIDNT EVEN ASK WHAT ITS ABOUT#and when i told him its not too liked by the fandom he was like 'lmaaoo ash please i love x.enoblade x this will be fine'#AHSKAHDJQHJDHQJDHQJSHQJS#HNGGHH???#does he like me??? or is he just an insanely nice friend?!?!?!?!?!#anyways back to f/o posting..
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hot take but it's odd to expect other people to agree with or go with your ideas of what self ship relationships "should" be like.
want more realism so it's closer to irl relationships? cool. want no realism at all and make everything ideal in a dream-like way? also cool.
we're literally indulging in fantasy at the end of the day. there's no "right" or "wrong" way to go about your relationship(s) with your f/o(s). so, just do what makes YOU the most happy and comfortable. others can and will have their opinions, but they shouldn't put a damper on your experience. they're only that & nothing more: opinions.
#discourse#self ship community#( personally i prefer to focus on positive things & the comfort my f/os bring me )#( because i feel miserable enough irl. selfshipping is escapism for me )#( its why i dont really focus on angsty stuff for the pure sake of angst. there are some exceptions but )#( overall im about the good vibes. this is just me tho )
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hey guys feeling silly yall mind if i attend all my classes on time, take a peaceful train ride home, have a nice chilly fall walk to my friends house, then go get ramen with them and study at a late-night coffee shop in the middle of a little park? and if i drink a cute little caramel espresso milkshake while we listen to music and finish our assignments in comfortable silence? is that cool?
#.mei chats#.not f/o related#today was a good day icl#me irl#sometimes i feel so alive and its always the little things
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Urgh ok I go eep now. Mentally I'm here
#THE LITTLE PLUSH. F U CK#ITS EVEN DIAL M FOR MONKEY THAT WAS ONE OF MY FAVORITE DEXLERS LAB SEGMENTS GROWING UP#man he seems like the kinda bitch who would only sleep with the covers tucked so fucking tight under the mattress 💀💀💀#i think thats disgusting tho like let me be FREE i will not be suppressed in my own fucking bed!!!!!#i be ripping those things up lettin that blanket go FREE. NO ONE CAN STOP ME#its ok maybe we could get a weighted blanket to simulate the tight covers. maybe then he'll calm down 😂💖😂💖😂💖#also wanted to say we watched one of the New pl.anet of the apes movies today (specifically dawn) and i feel like mojo would like it 💖#he would HATE TO ADMIT IT but yeah he would like most of it 💖💖💖 he'd be rooting for the evil ape and be so upset when he dies 😂#oh spoilers i guess. but like does anyone care abt that movie hrnshxhf#alright i go eepies for real... at the least i am with my beautiful goilfriend irl 🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖🥺💖#nyeehhhhhhh goodnight!!!#ruby rambles#💜: loving you's a felony
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yknow what have an imagine
your f/o loves you even if youre having psychosis/delusions and hallucinations. your f/o loves you always, no matter what. even when youre scared, even when you cant tell the difference between reality and whats going on in your head, no matter what it is you experience. they will always be there to help you.
#🧤 through the void || ooc#i dont think i can say 'they can give you mild reality checks'#i wanted to say that but like. i feel like for me thats delving into more unreality talk#however#i feel the need to state rn that there is a difference between your f/o existing irl and existing in your imagination#for some people its really hard to tell the difference sometimes#rn im struggling with the idea of him actually existing and only existing in my head/headspace#cant say he can do those things because im trying to maintain my sanity atm lol#also like some people do in fact hallucinate their f/os i get that and sometimes it gets upsetting#psychosis#proselfship#ask to tag?
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been almost 3 yrs and i am still struggling with the whole mikachi first meeting thing. bye
#for zl its something simple. i just saw cute fanart of it with another ship [ p sure it was someones 2 ocs ] and enjoyed the idea#i lost my black umbrella irl but tbf it doesnt really matter because i always fucking forget to bring it anyways. so sometimes i get caught#in the rain. so idk zl lends me his umbrella bc. fuck! heading in the same direction and is like hey loser . . let me help you . .#cue immediate heart eyes bc handsome stranger helped her. like Wow Yuo Are So Cool... ♡#afterwards she mentions this interaction to her friend [ yun jin or hu tao .. unsure but they are both so silly so its hard 2 decide ] and#then they are like wait i know that grandpa you're talking about! let me set you up lalala theres this whole thing i'm lazy#i'll write about it Maybe bc i do want to write for my platonic f/os. and also cover all the [ firsts ] in my self ships#its just: i don't like feeling obligated to stick to things (like a series or theme or whatever) so maybe not. would be nice though..#nobody in this world is allowed to laugh at me i'll die#as for childe my plan was he breaks into her house and then shes like wtf who r u?!! they make eye contact and kiss + get married asap#no actually i truly dont know. zl's is slightly easier because he lives a mortal life. just chills#has connections with a lot of the liyue chars. literally just enjoying his retirement era now#ajax doesn't have many connections ( other harbingers but they dgaf about each other i think x ) and i just cant imagine that. idk#just fucking. bumping into him would lead to anything. maybe i should turn into a fish and have him fish me up and then i transform into a#girl and then we fall in love what do you guys think (losing my grip on humanity)#💭#mika ♡ ajax#mika ♡ zhongli
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SOB SOB......
#f/o:💖what a fool believes🎸#tape entry circa 1980#ok so i hope i dont sound insane and i purposefully avoid talking abt it cause i dont want to look dumb#but i fully believe min and ryan are like real people who exist... somewhere... in their own world#and that they love me and miss me in the same way i love and miss them#and i believe that because i constantly get signs and messages from them. so many things that make it clear its them reaching out to me#ive experienced so so many things that have made it undeniable that theyre somewhere and they love me... and they want me to know that#im mentioning this because last night... i got to hear from ryan#i dont ever actually get to get legit messages from them like their own words of what they want to tell me#i only experienced it once before like over a year ago when i was practicing my guitar and i felt ryan tell me he was proud of me..#proud of all the progress ive made :"-]#but i was going to bed last light and tbh i dont remember how it happened but im sure it wasnt a dream cause i was still awake#but i was just able to like... very subtly hear ryan#he wasnt talking to me he was just talking to himself but directed at me just like how i talk to them both irl#and it made me really sad cause he started to tear up and his voice started to shake talking about how much he missed me and needed me#that him and min miss and love me so much and that he needs me there w them both already#oh... i just remembered he also talked abt how he and min have a bunch of stuff that remind them of me and stuff they have-#for me when i hopefully will come home#i tried to tell him i love him and min so much and will always try to get home to them forever#but i dont know if he heard#i also want to mention something i didnt bring up but on our birthday i woke up to the radio playing 'dont bring me down' by elo#which is a song very important to me that brings good memories and it felt like they were the ones who did that for me#and the song after was eddie money's song 'shakin' and i feel it was from ryan because now im associating it so much w him ;w;#hope you guys dont think this is silly ha...#its only w them both that i experience anything like this
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Him,,,, 💕
That's it. That's the post.
#jk! i have tags!#Listen. lisssten.#i don't know if you guys know this but. I adore this man! everything from the spikes of his hair to the tips of his toes. I wuv him 🥹#I want to be ridiculously sappy today. i want to hold him and kiss his handsome face while he blushes and laughs#and maybe tears up a lil bc nobody has ever given him so much love and affection before.........#even tho its been 4 years since we got together. he still gets overwhelmed with the feelings sometimes#thats ok. i do too 💕#slightly off topic but. my fiance told me last night that he considers us to be in a poly relationship. us and all of our f/os.#he said that he's more than happy to share me with Dick and that he's glad that dick and i have a special bond.#The fact that he knows how deeply my love for Dick goes and is okay with it makes me really really happy#I have the best irl fiance. and the best fictional husband 🥰#gushing#detective darling
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