#( Because this is YOUR creative space )

[heilos]

Thinking thoughts out loud again, but everything that's been going on with AI and the disrespect towards our entertainment industries and artists as individuals has actually had the exact opposite affect on me where i'm far more spiteful in wanting to make new artwork more then ever before. I'm so so angry and I think my brain wants to channel that anger into projects that I've been putting off for too long instead of letting an overwhelming feeling of apathy take over. If I can't stop assholes from scrapping or stealing mine or my friends shit then at the very least I can still make things that I know people who care about artists will appreciate and that's enough for me for now. I'll know it's not a cheap imitation trying to be something it's not. It's my own authentic work dammit and I'm gonna love making it and sharing it no matter what.

[threecowsusingthistoreadcomics]

- Documents gathered by Scar Goodtimes while traveling with the Boatem crew, covering their leader, Grian. -

More details below the cut:

This is the first post of AU I’ve been working on and off on! It’s pretty self-indulgent, I love doing alien and spaceship designs (and humans are space orcs AUs hold a special place in my heart).

Not sure how much of the plot I want to reveal diegetically, but it goes pretty much how you’d imagine— Scar gets yoinked off Earth to go fight in death games, Grian and him team up to escape. Grian brings Scar to meet with Boatem and they do Space Stuff from there, trying to figure out how to get Scar home.

Transcription of all the handwritten text:

Left Post-It:

AVIAN??? - BIG OLE’ EYES - SECRET MOUTH! - BIRD?

Right Post-It:

FUN FACTS! - CAN FLY— ONLY ON SOME PLANETS - CIRCLE-THINGIES STORE VIDEO? - EXTRA FINGERS ARE FOR SHIP CONTROLS - FLUFFY! LIKE JELLY :)

Photo:

GRIAN - BFFS 4 EVER

Note:

SPACE NOTES

Helooo!!! If you’re reading this, you’re probably human, which is great!!! I’m Scar, and I got kidnapped by aliens! And then I got un-kidnapped by this other alien named Grian! (MY BFF)

[rattusrattus3]

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[bigcats-birds-and-books]

NaNo 2024: Victory!!

Hello, world, here's my tidied desk in the aftermath of FINISHING ANOTHER BOOK!!! It took me EXACTLY four (4) pens this year (I was literally writing my wrap-up stats in the back of the notebook when the in on the last one started to go!), on 82 pages across two (2) notebooks, and preliminary* word count is 71,541!! (*subject to change once typed--I count by hand and tweak as I type haha.)

Also featuring: the NaNo Earrings, Volumes 2 and 3 of the Bitch Journal (where I whine about writerly things and also Reflect On My Process--I learned very much this year and got a lot of dopamine from it!!), the tiny watch that kept me company in my tertiary writing space, the earplugs that made working at home Tolerable (mostly), and some of the frantic scribbles on scrap paper (I got a LOT of mileage out of a dead receipt that Panera misprinted for me lol).

Now, onward to TYPING!! I would love for this not to take most of December, so I'll probably have more Unhinged Goals About That (I don't know why I am the way that I am), but! The hard part is done!!

[catscidr]

btw how are ppl shameless to the point where they use chatgpt/c.ai/any sort of generative ai for their fics i don't think i'll ever understand. how are you coming into a creative space to flaunt stolen work. "i'm bad at writing" write anyways, you'll get better with time everyone sucks at first. ai generated fics suck balls and you're harming the environment. im hitting you upside the head with a plastic hammer in hopes that it'll rewire your brain so you realize how stupid it is to use ai in fanfiction

[clawsextended]

in my perfect world everyone makes so many lesbian muses the men then have to deal with the exact same behavior when every single post ever written isn’t about dick.

[bmpmp3]

thank god for indie devs making like tiny little maximum 10 megabyte freeware games on itchio keeping the art of filesize optimization alive. ASSET REUSE FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[asexualtonysoprano]

one thing that really pisses me off is when fandom-brained people say that fanfiction is simultaneously not only a magical transformative punk (?) work of art but also a non-threatening feminist hobby that should never be criticized ever.

if fanfiction is an art form it is therefore open to criticism, and if it's a hobby i will not take it seriously. continuing to exist in this self-created limbo of being the most progressive art form and also just a silly little hobby is stupid and helps nobody.

[snickerdoodlles]

there's a point at which someone's fear of being a dick wraps back around to them just being a dick anyways

[definitionsfading]

there always comes a point in my fandom arcs after 2-3 business years where all the creative passion and wind goes out of me and I fall to the floor like an empty sheet. I always get a prickling sense of when it's time to Move On with something else. but the fact that this happened immediately after part 1 of a 2-part fic that I haven't written a single word of prose for since March 17th is really a low blow, lmao.

somehow I have to find the scrap of light in me to finish this thing before I can close the door for a little while, and it's hard to even find that minute spark right now. I almost don't even want to do it. I keep hoping that waiting more weeks, or months at this point, will somehow grant me enough creative fortitude to finish things off. but I don't think I can keep going with any consistency right now. I do this for free and I'm all used up 🫠

[noblest-roman-of-them-all]

I've seen a lot of posts and polls lately asking stuff like "would you be interested in XYZ", and like...while I understand wanting that external validation and wanting people to be interested in and passionate about your projects and all ofnthose things, it is your blog. You know that, right?

I don't mean that to sound condescending, but I genuinely think that sometimes folks, myself included, can forget that these are our blogs. Where we curate what we love on them.

Tumblr is a refuge of anonymity where you can post about whatever it is that makes you happy for no reason at all and no one can say anything about it. Because you can block people and anons, you can turn off anon and messaging and submissions.

You can create a refuge for youself here and if people don't like it then they can move on and curate their own experiences and learn to regulate and take responsibility for themselves. (Which they need to be doing anyway. Don't let anyone bully you into taking responsibility for their online experiences.)

You don't have to ask permission to share your passion projects here.

Asking permission from followers, trying to appease followers and gain their approval is going to kill your creativity.

I know first hand how badly it feels when things don't take off the way you want them too. But don't let that discourage you from being passionate and creative.

If you love what you're doing then that's enough.

[korattata]

sometimes i randomly think about.

okay so, my history teacher in my final? year of school was mostly cool. except. he was one of those guys that used real life current politics as a teaching tool.

like our final project was "pick something that's debated on being legal and argue for/against it" and. well. i hope he started to re-think that idea a bit after i made someone cry in class.

[steinbit]

tf when u realize you've basically fucked yourself over by choosing a BA degree that makes it so that neither society as a whole NOR the art community itself will respect you... .

[githjanken]

so therapist kept raving about the artist's way for like... helping with feeling ✨creatively blocked✨ and while the whole thing is incredibly culturally christian despite the author going "nooooo no it's not religious or spiritual except if you like that" i do gotta admit that those morning pages got me confronting shit.

[ofsavior]

one thing I want to do is challenge the dash to normalize not doing anything ‘noteworthy’ and just having fun.

[prapuna]

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