#( . there's so much more to life than what's happening rn. it'd be a real fuckin' shame to miss out on what the future holds.

[ladyimaginarium]

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NAME: Angel / Arcana / Ansale'wit / ᐋᓐᔐᓃ are my& core / host / singletsona names, but we're& also a namehoarder & our& main system name is the imaginarians galaxy. so. lmao

STAR SIGN:  Cancer Sun; Sagittarius Moon; Libra Rising; Leo Venus.

HEIGHT: Bodily 5′2″.

WHAT’S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?: none of ur business lil bitch

PUT YOUR SPOTIFY ON SHUFFLE. WHAT ARE THE FIRST FEW SONGS THAT POPPED UP? HISS - Megan Thee Stallion ; Realer - Megan Thee Stallion ; E-GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE - CORPSEHUSBAND ; Black Barbies - Nicki Minaj ; Cocky Af - Megan Thee Stallion ; Haunted - Evanescence ; Miss Me - Drake & Lil Wayne ; Lithium - Evanescence ; Perfume - Britney Spears ; Be Prepared - The Lion King OST ; Over It - Bullet For My Valentine ; Under The Water - The Pretty Reckless ; Yayo - Lana Del Rey ; thousand eyes - FKA Twigs ; Out There - The Hunchback of Notre Dame OST ; NDA - Billie Eilish ; everything i wanted - Billie Eilish ; Desperate Measures - Marianas Trench ; Saviour - Lights ; Chaos Is A Ladder - Ramin Djawadi ; Cruel World - Faye ; The Winds Of Winter - Ramin Djawadi ; Nymphs Finding The Head Of Orpheus - Nicole Dollanganger ; Jenny Of Oldstones - Ramin Djawadi ; Daisy's Theme - The Bryan Ferry Orchestra ; antlers - Ethel Cain ; Famous Last Words (An Ode To Eaters) - Ethel Cain ; Ptolemaea - Ethel Cain.

EVER HAD A POEM OR SONG WRITTEN ABOUT YOU? yeah, my& ex enbyfriend wrote a song about me&. i& never got to hear it tho. they promised. i&. really wanted to hear that song. if anybody like secretly wrote a song or poetry about me& then they hiding it lmao.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU PLAYED AIR GUITAR? never. lmao

WHO IS YOUR CELEBRITY CRUSH? MNMNMMNUUUHHHH megan thee stallion for literally so many reasons. like. whats not to like about her. she tall, she hella cute & fine & hot asf & straight up one of the most beautiful women in the world imho, she's nerdy & educated, she looks fun to hang around, she speaks out about mental health & trauma (even after all the bs that so many ppl including black men & even other black women like whats going on w/ nicki minaj rn she went so far as mention her dead mom {like girl wtf} put her through & she literally got shot & a lotta folx didnt believe her & was calling her a liar & blaming her & making fun of her trauma & literally none of these white artists showed sympathy or even acknowledged what happened & who were all like support other women got real silent when megan clarified on her twitter & instagram & had to see people paint her as the aggressor & make fun of her traumatic experience all while trying to heal & losing both of her parents, getting fucked over by her record label, almost losing her life from getting shot at, getting backstabbed by the people she cared about & having people on the internet make fun of & make memes of her trauma & laughing at her pain on the internet & all this stupid shit bc misogynoir is such a massive issue, she literally went through so much shit & it genuinely makes me angry & i hope she has a support system), ngl if she dissed me& i& would deadass never leave my& house again LMAO she's insanely talented & confident, she writes her own raps, not only is she a rapper but she's also an actress, she literally makes every style work, she's queer & bisexual & actually supports trans ppl, she's only like what 6 years older than me, she loves anime & she really inspires me& & her strength gives me& strength too, she's v special to me& & if i& had a dream girl it'd probably be sb like her tbh, her music & just her existence alone helped w/ my& mental health & my& own self image & my& self esteem & my& trauma & reclaiming my& sexuality than my& psychiatrists ever did & im& not even exaggerating. lmao. ion rly like calling it crushes tho, it's more like. deepfound respect & admiration for a person. like. "damn this person is just so fuckin cool". & ion say that a lotta people & especially not about celebrities. megan & ethel cain are two of my biggest ones & are like tied in that whole area lmao.

WHAT’S A SOUND YOU HATE; SOUND YOU LOVE? hate: the sound of people screamin bc it brings back bad memories lmfao ; love: absolute gotdamn silence. the sound of the ocean & birdsong & cats purring's nice too :>

DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? i& am a ghost (& have ghosts in our& system). lmao

HOW ABOUT ALIENS? i& am an alien (& have aliens in our& system). lmao

DO YOU DRIVE? tryna start my& course yeah.

IF SO, HAVE YOU EVER CRASHED? no bitch i& aint jinxing it.

WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? the winds of winter : arianne martell i & sansa stark / alayne stone i by grrm / gangsta. by kohske.

DO YOU LIKE THE SMELL OF GASOLINE? ye for the most part.

WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? the love witch !!

WHAT’S THE WORST INJURY YOU’VE EVER HAD? had to get lil stitches in my& forehead bc undxed pots was a lil bitch & i& hit my head when i& fainted in highschool. lmao. thats just what i& remember tho. apparently i& had much worse when i& was a baby. like. wholeass surgeries & shit.

DO YOU HAVE ANY OBSESSIONS RIGHT NOW? plurality literary tropes, transcending to godhood, come back wrong, the mad prophet archetype, apotheosis, tryna find faith in humanity, witchcraft & occultism, learning our& indigenous languages & cultures, & being gayass.

DO YOU TEND TO HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST PEOPLE WHO HAVE DONE YOU WRONG? the vast majority of the time im& a very forgiving person. but i& don't forget. & especially as i& get older the less & less tolerance i& have for bs & same w/ forgiveness, especially after everything i've& been through to the point where my& doctor told me& that most would've kermitted if they'd experienced the things i& went through & im& like. kinda at my& limit. undxed cptsd aspd & bpd doesn't help things either. bc like these days im& just. like. callous & abrasive especially when im& irritated which is like. often. & i'm& like. one of the most patient people on the planet when it comes to the people i& genuinely care about & love so you'd have to do something fucked up for me& to tell ya i& dont give a shit. "well you should be the bigger person, take the high road!!" i've& literally Never benefitted from that shit. my& main abuser is still free & lives in the same neighborhood as me& fuck outta my& face. the cult i& was in was all "forgive those who hurt you!!!!!! yes even if they treated you badly!!!!" & that put my recovery back several years bc i& felt forced to forgive them or else i'd& be damned. "two wrongs dont make a right! if you get back at them you're making the world a worse place!!" the countless wrongs committed against me& didnt make a right either. choke. if w/e sb did to me was bad enough they ass is getting hexed and/or cursed. idgaf. fuck around & find out. & it also doesnt help that im& a cancer sun so tldr only if they fucked up REAL BAD. lmao

IN A RELATIONSHIP? im& in a qpr & in an insys relationship but bodily, outerworld wise? nah.

tagged by: hello im& angie im& 23 & i& steal memes for a living

tagging: @fossilizeddumbass @dilfsisko @abri-chan uhhhhhhhhh idk who else but i& encourage yall to steal if yall wanna do this

[froggowivdagudvibes]

Stream just finished so i will now give my (for the most part positive) review, despite being dumb and knowing nothing about anything. Also its 2 40 am rn so bear with me

To start, the obvious one for anyone who even popped in for a second - the scuff. Never have i watched a scuffier stream in my life lol. BUT this is nothing against the hosts, performers or platform. Vstream is still in its beta stages and from what ive seen has onky had smol streams on it so far, so its only fair that the servers were struggling massively.

It was delayed 20 minutes at the start, and when it went live there was a 10 minute count down that got reset when it reached 4 or smt. There was also lag throughout the stream.

Once again, no one is to blame for this, but im a profesional reviewerewrerr (real please trust) so i gotta reviewerere all that stuff lol.

Anyway. The music was INCREDIBLE. So much talent aaaaaaaaa. I think my fav 3 have to have been rin, bao and fuyo+yuko's duet, in no particular order. (If they WERE in a particular order, then it'd be—)(welcome to another episode of Froggo is a Dumbass™)

I also loved how many different vtubers there were performing. Normally when i watch a concert it'll be from a large agency (holosanji, vshojo) and ill know everyone performing. Ive never seen a concert where im introduced to new incredible talents on top of hearing amazing performances from the talents i DO already know.

Of course this is only from my personal experiences, but i dont see many of these collab-concert-thingies and i think the world would be a better place if we had more of em lol.

Now the main thing ofc - IDOL 3D REAL?????

The chibis were so frickin cuteeee aaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I do remember a few months ago idol teased 3d chibi models for them all, but id kinda just forgotten abt it after a while. They were SO CUTE THO especially rins model (im not biased but i may be biased).

On the topic of rin. HER DANCE. SHES JUST A LIL DUDE AND I AM HERE FOR IT. AAAAAAA TMW WHEN MY BRIAN IS WORKING IM GONNA WATCH THE VOD AND MAKE GIFS OF ALL RINS GOOFY SILLY DANCE MOVES. Im not creepy im just bad at wording things to make myself sound not creepy.

I also found it funny when pochi appeared during fuyo and yukos performance lmao. Im curious tho as to why pochi wasnt singing. Idk, i mean come to think of it i dont think ive ever heard her sing so ig it could just be that shes nit rlly a singer, but she doesnt strike me like that sorta person.

I would have a look on yt for her singing, but despite it being less work than writing this, my small tired brain is insistent that its more.

Also, and ik this doesnt have much to do with the concert itself, but the chat was so lovely for the most part (there were one or two less good moments but thats always gonna be the case bcuz ✨️society✨️ and shit).

I didnt get to interract with the chat bcuz of accounts n stuff, and i prob wouldnt have anyway bcuz my internet decided to die on me AS THE SCUFF WAS HAPPENING so i was kinda scared to do too much at once, but from what i saw everyone seemed like a lovely person.

Everything considered, i give the stream a

9.imtired/10

Im gonna leave it here bcuz its now 3 05 am and i need fuckin sleep. Happy chrimmus eve ppl (lol i never imagined id be spending christmas eve morning like this but nvm)

*collapses and actually fucking dies*

This concert with esekai n some other people who i can't remember is SO FUCKING FUNNY bcuz istg its the most under the radar, hidden concert ive ever come across n its a 3d live which implies esekai will be doing it in 3d AND NO ONE FUCKING KNOWS ABOUT IT. Its not even on twitch or yt its on this weird ass new beta site thing that i cant remember the name of lmao. And also. I check the list of ppl performing n BAOS GONNA BE THERE???? BAO THE WHALE. WUT????? BAOS DOING A 3D CONCERT WITH ESEKAI N SUM OTHER GIRLS AND NO ONE FUCKING KNOWS ABT IT.

https://vstream.com/v/9V4Q.neSSfS3v.EqFrppBQ

Heres the link if you wanna watch lol, and dw abt making an acc, i dont hav discord but i checked n turns out you dont need an acc to watch, just to comment.

In a few yrs or smt someones gonna be like "oh yeah and yk that one concert with bao n esekai n stuff" and ppl jus gonna be so confuddled. Its only gonna be a select few of us that even know it happened and thats just so funny to me.

[dethberri]

so, yesterday, while at work, i noticed that i missed a call.  i thought it was weird that the same number was calling again so, i picked up.  turned out to be one of my best friends i’d met on tumblr.  i hadn't heard from them in a while, even though i kept leaving them messages.  they told me they'd attempted two days back and that they’ve been admitted into a behavioral healthcare clinic.  i was floored, and after losing an irl friend to their sadness earlier this year, i was also fucking pissed.  i wanted to lecture the absolute hell out of them, but i didn’t.  i was angry because i was afraid, because i understood.

please, if you’re ever feeling despondent and like there’s no hope, find someone.  irl or not, find someone.  msg someone.  msg me.  i might not update for days at a time, but i’m always logged in.  i see all the notifs i receive.  if you're ever hitting the deep bottom of misery at full speed, i’m more than willing to set things aside, especially if you seriously don’t know who else to turn to.  and if im working — i’m not an employee who bullshits at work.  if i say something’s come up, my bosses will understand.  you’re not troubling or bothering by reaching out, you’re just being human.  we are inherently social creatures.  our brains evolved to ensure our survival, and they operate best when we interact and connect with others.  social exchanges stimulate endorphins, shit that literally makes us happy.  so, to those who have my cell, i'm a call or text away.  my discord is available, too.  inbox is always open, as well as my IMs.

again, know that i'm here to talk or distract or do whatever the hell you want.  if you wanna cope by rping, ooc-chatting, whatever, sure, i can do that.  just.  don't do stupid, impulsive shit.  don't even think about putting yourself in possible danger because you’ve gone and assumed that no one will care or miss you if you do it.  there’s always gonna be someone out there who cares, i can fuckin’ guarantee you that.