#( ooc . ) * BILLYWATCHOUT !

[killingsidney]

i rly hate tumblr sometimes bc i never know if people are softblocking me or have just unfollowed me bc tumblr made me unfollow them first for no fckin reason. but hi i love the people i follow so if i follow you, know that i love you. i very, very rarely unfollow people in general so ...... yeah. hi. im here too btw.

[killingsidney]

im having one of those moments where i wanna write so many muses, but the struggle of setting them up is so real so now i’ll just list them here for my own reminder for the future:  bring back harry hook & jonathan morgenstern, try writing spider-gwen, peter parker ( mcu based ), natasha romanoff, mal bertha, landon kirby, sidney prescott, noora sætre, william magnusson, daenerys targaryen, and a pokemon multi muse i’ve wanted to try and make in forever ......    the struggle is real.

[killingsidney]

for a really long time  ( probably since i started writing billy loomis )  i’ve not been a fan of SCREAM 3 bc i felt like it took away a lot of billy’s  ( and stuart’s for that sake )  character, as in roman actually being the mastermind behind the whole ghostface idea, grooming billy into committing murder.   — i never liked it because it turned billy from a genius sociopathic mastermind, into a simple puppet in roman’s game.....    but now i’m kinda torn bc i also kinda like the idea of billy never being the big, bad mastermind behind it all? and actually just being a pawn used when he was at his weakest?              so honestly idk what to do:   do i stay canon divergent or do i go full canon ???

[killingsidney]

do we like this yay or nay ??

[killingsidney]

for my reboot idk if i wanna change my psd ( the middle one is the one i usually go to with the natural colors in a more vibrant tone ) but ive been curious about a more .... ‘extreme’ psd ??   a penny for ya thoughts maybe ??

[killingsidney]

so today is the day im finally pulling myself together and finishes watching THE BREAKFAST CLUB bc im so late to that but oops....  im late for everything.

[killingsidney]

of all the things i should be doing, i’ve ended up with messing around with photoshop.  so like this post if you want to be a part of aesthetic posts billy loomis.   reply to the post with your character’s ic url if you wanna be part of social media edits !

[killingsidney]

might be going dash-only with one of those fancy google docs sheets.  i just dont know how i feel about my theme rn or if it will stick but ....  hi, im here for the day after my birthday / busy work weekend.  catch me in the im’s if ya wanna —

[killingsidney]

today was going to be the evening where i could attempt writing again, but my colleague just called and told me they’re going to this bar in a few hours and asked if i wanna join, and now im torn bc i kinda wanna be home ?? bc i will not have an off evening for the next few days ?? but i also kinda wanna be social ??  idk what to do bc i miss you guys and i miss being here

[killingsidney]

you know you’re fucked when the new star wars tears makes you wanna bring back your old obi-wan muse even tho he’s not even in the movies anymore

[killingsidney]

you  know  what  i  never  stop  dreaming  about?   the  day  the  scream  1996  /  movie  franchise  wakes  up  from  its  deep  slumber  and  we  can  have  an  up-to-date  masterlist  and  a  discord  server  for  all  of  the  shenanigans.    —  i  have  a  dream.

[killingsidney]

      i know this is super random ?  but none the less i just have to say  —  knowing the journey @killreagan has been through the past year or so, especially since last summer ?   i’m so happy and proud of where this incredible human being is today, and all this love people are sending swank right now ?  makes me cry happy tears.  —  she’s a true testimony of what a real friend looks like, and that no matter how messy and fucked up everything seems to get, you can always make it out on top if you choose to pick up that fight and believe in yourself.   i’ve said it countless of times before, but i’ll gladly say it again:   i honestly believe, the only reason i’m on tumblr today, is because of this beautiful human being and i am and will be forever grateful for everything they’ve given me and shown me though the small year i’ve known them.

[killingsidney]

alright, i’m gonna pull myself together and start being productive here again. i’ll probably be going ash-only until i’ve got a new theme to put up but i love billy with my entire being and i could never truly give up on him.

[killingsidney]

theme is updated. mood is on point. is today a good day to pick up on some activity?  i sure hope so because i miss this sick psycho and i’m not about to just disappear!

[killingsidney]

if you read this you should tag me in a starter bc I’m so out of inspiration to write them myself lately :o)

[killingsidney]

i stg i could never leave this blog behind bc i love you all and i love billy loomis so fucking much. i’m just rolling on a high right now for INSTA RP and it’s so addicting but once i calm down about it i will be back and do replies here.        — no one can keep me from billy !