#killreagan

[redemptioninterlude]

They talk about it like it’s kind of a JOKE. Let’s go up to the woods, they say, celebrate the fucking end of the world. It’s a party, Mars, aren’t you in? But only her close friends call her Mars, so she cringes when Harleen calls her that, and she looks to Marcus and gives him a look that says save me without so many words. They’re all, going, though, packed into a shitty little RV where Mars paints her toenails on the dash and leaves them up to drive as they wonder through the backwood.

                She’s always been a city girl, so all of this is a mystery to her.

The smell of weed fills the confines space, she knows it’s Marcus rolling as her head lolls on her shoulder, looks back to where she sees him going at it and makes a noise to alert Lydia, who’s been driving still. “Can we take a break? I’m dying to stretch my legs.” there’s a kind of glance between them, baby blue eyes met and a kind of resolve met, as the RV slows to a STUTTERING STOP and Mars slips her feet into a pair of shitty flip flops that she’d bought at the last gas station that they’d been at, the words ALL AMERICAN written in a fading white font. “Arguello, you done rolling already?” it’s time to fly.

a starter for @killreagan // marcus

[southsidelover]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

give a little ♥ for the holidays meme + @killreagan

look at ALL THESE HEARTS!!! do you know what that means to me? other than, obvi, knowing… it means you need a big ass dose of love in your life right now, and i’m here to deliver!

this hanukkah season (because it’s the holiday you celebrate!) i want you to know that through hard times, and lovely, you are amazing. can you remember how effed we were this time last year? it’s so funny! like i remember our conversations and like as weird as it is, i was thinking of you over the holidays last year and worrying about you… your last message was so concerning! but then you came back and since then, you’ve gone up and up and up… even if it doesn’t feel that way right now.

you got a job, you’re going to the gym, you’re looking after yourself, you’ve become stronger at dumping toxic people, you, swank, are fucking crushing it. and you deserve to be told this all the time, by all those that love you in their lives. honestly. i’m seriously proud of you for leaving that last job with your head high because you did the right thing and worked hard and your coworkers were asshats. i’m proud of you for pushing yourself to be healthier and to be the baddie that you fucking are. i’m proud of you for always persisting to write the muses that YOU wanna write. 

keep being you. keep being awesome. keep advocating for things that you believe in. keep being the awesome friend that you are, while also recognizing when things aren’t good for you anymore and need to end. above all else, keep trusting yourself. you’re so smart, capable, and wonderful, and you need to believe that in yourself and in your decisions!

for all your chaotic self, i adore you and i hope you know you’ve always got an ally in your corner with me. keep saving your money, bish!!! a visit is a must!!!!!!!!!!

[incendios]

@killreagan​  //  ʜᴏᴘᴇ & ᴍᴀʀᴄᴜs

          sure  ,  his wounds were already  healed  ,  but that didn’t mean she couldn’t help him clean up a bit  .  dabbing a wet washcloth onto his forehead to minimize the amount of  blood  he had drying around his hairline  .   ❝  i know i can’t tell you want to do or anything ,  but . . .  you should really be more careful .  i know that it seems like we’re all just  kids  ,  but you could get yourself  killed  .  ❞  and she’d probably never  admit  it  ,  but she enjoyed his presence around the school  .   ❝  plus ,  someone calling  me  a freak doesn’t call for a punch in the face .  it happens  all  the time .  ❞

[tccdles2]

{ @killreagan liked for a starter }

     her lips were pressed in a thin line as she observed the other  . dainty finger softly tapped against the table as the blonde let out yet another huff  . ❛ why do you always dress like you're going to some shady punk band cheap concert ,  arguello ?? ❜ maybe it was petty to pick at his fashion sense ( or , in sharpay's mind  , lack thereof ) but her boredom was too strong to spend another minute in silence , even if it meant she had to talk with marcus arguello of all people  .

[ratleft]

🐀 - askbox clean up  / @killreagan​ “Hush, do you want to get caught?”

BILLY’S FUCKING DRUNK OFF HIS ASS, it’s some fucking party that he managed to stumble into and to be honest with himself he wasn’t too interested in even being here. but fuck it, he drank, and the people here happened to have the good kind of alcohol, the one that gets to him and let’s a little buzz settle over his fingertips, doesn’t make him dizzy but makes him feel lighter. THAT’S WHEN HE MADE EYE CONTACT WITH A BOY ACROSS THE MADE UP DANCE FLOOR. and here, one shit leads to the other. and now. 

well now he managed to follow the guy into one of the unlocked rooms in the house. and by unlocked it probably meant that this guy broke it open, and it’s just lazy kissing, savouring and getting the so needed contact of someone else, get this feeling of wanting to crawl out of his goddamn skin because he’s a goddam queer, and fuck it, neil can fucking suck it for all he cares. it’s slow moving, hips rolling and tongues brushing, getting him high off the best feelings, hands at the other’s hips and he pulls, rougher. he needs to take this fucking edge off. 

[ashesrise]

                       @killreagan​ GETS A STARTER FROM AMBER SWEET

Nails drummed impatiently against the brick of the alley as she sat and waited. Her whole body felt as if it were on fire, she knew she had been trying to go legit -- go without a high to get her to her next fix, but she couldn’t do it. Amber just wasn’t herself unless she was high, and she missed him. She missed how he made her feel, even when it was the drugs he supplied for her.

She could get her own, of course, but...

Amber could see him coming and a smile beamed across her painted lips  before she blew smoke and fairly purred just at the sight from him. “Hello, baby.” Pushing to her feet, she approached him and when he was close enough she flicked the cigarette onto the ground before she reached up and fingers curled into the front of his shirt and she dragged him down her her and her lips met his in a feverish rush. All teeth and exploring and she tugged on his lower lip. “Mm I missed you, baby.”

[partycliche]

@killreagan​ xo for a starter

▌█ ∵   🎆  ∵ █ ▌She follows shoes carefully, excusing herself past people only stopping when someone tries to ask something. Waving them off as she keeps pushing her way past people. Finally, the chaos of the concert ends and she beams at the less crowded spot. Light hand reaches out for a light tap on the shoulder. ❝I fucking love your shoes. ❞ The appearance, bright colours and glitter on features make her seem so out of place. But the environment here is one she loves. Closeness with strangers and music that can drown out any thoughts she didn’t like. It isn’t until she gets a look that her face lights up more at the jacket he is wearing. ❝And your jacket!  ❞

[teendracula1]

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Send me ♥ and I’ll write some positivity for you. / accepting / @killreagan

       We’ve known each other for, what? A year or more at this point. We aren’t as close as we once were but I still enjoy seeing you on my dash and am always here if you need someone to talk to about anything. You capture your muses beautifully and I can’t wait to actually get stuff going with you again!

[girlallured]

“         𝚂𝚃𝙾𝙿   𝙷𝙸𝙳𝙸𝙽𝙶   𝙰𝙽𝙳   just   show   yourself   !         ”

@killreagan​        /        sc  

[chrmiing-arc]

@killreagan​ said: “It’s not a really a party until someone is stark naked passed out in the snow.” ➥ winter ball starters // accepting

          Face screwed up, a frown coming to rest across his brow. ❛ Classy. ❜ Was all he had to say on the matter, trust Marcus to come out with something as ridiculous as that. As amusing to bystanders as that may be the blond was unable to see how one might find that an enjoyable state to be in. Taking a drink from the cup in hand he frowned at the other male. ❛ Although I didn’t expect much better, I imagine you’ve been that someone. ❜ A disapproving huff was his only addition. Never would that be him in that situation. ❛ But I doubt that would surprise anyone, see some of us have standards and that scenario would never feature on my cards. ❜

[sheflirts-a]

♕ -  A STARTER SWANK DIDN’T ASK FOR BUT IS GETTING @killreagan

It was nearly the full moon and Evie was feeling it. She could feel it course throughout her body like a long lost lover and it made her blood sing with an energy she yearned for the rest of the month. Granted, she could turn at will, the moon didn’t hold a sway on her in that way but when it was at it’s fullest she still craved the release it brought and now Marcus would reap the benefits of her joy. 

“Can you feel it?” Her voice fairly purred out at him as she pressed her lips against the large pulse in his neck. She often ignored her vampiric cravings in favor for her more primal side, but she couldn’t deny the way his pulse jumped under her mouth. 

[rogueheir-archive]

     “Please, listen to me carefully, my dear lad. Just because you saved my life that one time I had an overdose, it doesn’t make us friends. Now, will you be a total sweetheart and pretend that we don’t know each other?” There he was again, lost in San Francisco. Looking for drugs in a place someone like Chuck Bass wouldn’t be caught dead, and talking to a person who was below Daniel Humphrey on the scale of social failure. He truly hit the rock bottom. “...Or just take me to the person who sells the good drugs. If they are really good, I’ll share with you.” 

( @killreagan / because i gotta! )

[abanicosmortales]

       ANOTHER SWIG OF WHISKEY, and she was looking back in the mirror, attempting to hide the shiner of a bruise Chico had given her earlier to daring to tell him she needed space. Again. The party had seemed like a good idea to attend, and now? She wasn’t so sure. A little bit of concealer, a bit of powder... damn she should have brought the other powder. Her eyes closed for a moment as she let out a heavy exasperated sigh before jumping at the sound of the bathroom door opening. Her attention turned, seeing the other in the doorway, heart hammering at the sudden thoughts of explanations and excuses she could give.  “Ever get so drunk you fall and hit your head so hard?”  She pushed a smile to her lips before shrugging her shoulders, turning back to the mirror as she began her mission of trying to hide the purple tones.  “A few too many bottles of tequila, and bam, I was laying on the floor. Clumsy, right?” 

@killreagan

[hookbleda]

       “DANGER IN THE FABRIC OF THIS THING I made, I probably shouldn't show you, but it's way too late.”

whatever ashley is feeling starter call / accepting / LEVITATE - TOP / @killreagan

[redemptioninterlude]

Junkies know each other, just from a glance. It’s not like it’s hard, you’re pretty much the walking fucking dead out here in the streets, and Rue, she can always tell when someone’s hurting. Not like she’s good to share, she’s got her last hit from Ashtray and she knows from the LOOK he gives her that he’s been talking to fucking Fez, and that means that her supply’s about to dry up, and no way in hell is she willing to twist and turn just yet to help a stranger, when selfishness has her crawling up the walls, has her mind all twisted in knots.

Messy hair, his, messy too, they walk the aisles and cast glances in the middle of this convenience store, her hands left jingling the baggies she’s got in the pockets of her red hoodie. Funny, it doesn’t have her feeling safe right now, her bike left out front, unchained, so careless, but all she can think about is getting a drink, and getting the FUCK out of here, ready to cut up what she’s got at hand and find her nirvana, her Shambhala, her grace. 

But strangers are a rarity here, and he doesn’t look like the rest of these zombies, not a jock, not one of Nate’s kind who walk around like they’re god damn shit when really they’re just tossing around a football. Funny thing is, he looks bout her age to boot, rounding the next corner as she feels a UNSTOPPABLE URGE in her for confrontation, in his space with a lack of social norms to hold her at a respectable distance, smudged eyes staring up and up at him. “You’re not from here. Can I help you with something?”

@killreagan​ liked for a euphoria stater

[southsidelover]

💖💖💖💖💖 spread lots of positivity !!!

send me a heart, give love to a random! meme + @killreagan

look at you! spreading so much love and positivity right now!

but okay, for real. let’s show some of these badasses out here in the gv some love, shall we? this isn’t everyone, but only because i haven’t had an opportunity to write with all of you! but that said, i wanna let those i’ve had a chance to do some stuff with know they’re being thought of in a wicked awesome way.

@abanicosmortales - my fellow dragon lady! for real, it’s been a pleasure to meet you and i’m really glad to see how things have come out organically between our muses. toni’s always loved herself a troubled girl, and in maria i feel she’s going to put so much effort into helping her get past all the horrors of her past, and it’s just nice for her to have someone that isn’t just a wonderful friend, but is also there as a fabulous partner. on a more personal level, you? are a strong badass. i’m proud of where you are now in your life, and i’m happy to have you here!

@liveswritten - hello darling! first of all, i wanted to call out how wicked it is to see your classic og horror lady around. you write like a fucking boss, and the gv is all the more interesting to have the varied flavour that you help bring to it with your scope of muses and the interest that you pour into it to give it life. you’re amazing!

@graveiary - now you! i’ve always kind of known you from afar and i’m so glad we had a chance to connect on this gv now. you’re a really lovely person pouring in the best of yourself into everything that you do, and it is noticed. i know you’re far now, but you as a person are treasured by so many people, so know that you’ll never really be alone. 

@prnkmster - eeeey, it’s good to have you back in action!!! i’m really glad to have run into you again, i thought you’d dipped from the rpc as a whole but it’s always a better place with you around, with any and all of your muses. love having you back, can’t wait to do more, and loving your until dawn muses as always!

@hippieheiress - oh my god i just want to call out how great it is to see daphne around and for all the amazing hard work you’ve put into making this whole gv run. this has been so fucking fun and i know you’re a huge part of keeping it all running, so i wanted to say that i appreciate it, appreciate YOU, and that i can’t wait to do some writing with you!

@wickerie - this is so random but i saw you post this maybe yesterday about how you never wanted to apologize for marilyn being who she is and i’m like? fuck yeah fam! so i wanted to shout you out specifically for being dedicated to your muse and who she is, and living your best life the whole way along with it.

@vicemirrored - as a super random thing (on top of another apology, yesterday was a shit show on my end and i didn’t get your starter up but expect it together!) i wanted to say thank you for playing an older muse and living your truth with it, hell yes i can’t wait to get our plot off the ground!

@killreagan - and of course, swank, i left a little space here for you because i’m genuinely so glad to have reconnected with you. it’s unexpected and lovely and i will say that i’m thankful we’ve been handed that chance. more than anything, i’m so happy you’re in a better place in your life. i’m happy we’re writing together. and you’re super fucking fabulous, regardless of how much of a mess you think you are. i’m just very happy to have you around in the capacity that you are now, and that we’re getting to be such good friends. thank you for thinking of me and being so thoughtful, you’re a beautiful human, inwards and outwards.