#'no u gotta watch your sister or no u gotta take your sister somewhere. and its just kinda like damn nobody gives a shit about me huh
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#ignore this im in a bad mooddddddd#ughhh#anyway got to thinkin (mistake) and im just fuckin nobodys first priority#within my friend group im always the last choice. optional friend. in my family everything#i wanna do is second to whatever my sister has going on. i couldnt do shit going on cuz it was always either#'no u gotta watch your sister or no u gotta take your sister somewhere. and its just kinda like damn nobody gives a shit about me huh#and i guess thag isnt entirely true ive got internet friends that are very loving and supportive. but i cant help but feel entirely unloved#and alone. and sometimes im like its ok Ace loves you. but does he. if he were even real he would fuckin hate me what redeeming qualities#do i even have. what im annoying. i dont do shit. ok. i just wanna be somebody worth loving you know#*growing up not going on idk why i said that#thats another thing im just so fuckin stupid for what
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THE SPINS, lip gallagher.
c3 of BORDERLINE. lip x bsf!reader (nickname, MK)
character intros; adri & caro
TAGS & WARNINGS â MATURE 18+. mostly angst & hurt/comfort, some fluff. labor & birth mentions (karen), drinking & smoking (đŹ+đ), angry lip, tw for emetophobia; small scene w/ throwing up.
CHAPTER SUMMARY â karen jackson going into labor and stealing your best friend away on new years eve has to be the worst possible outcome of the day. right?
A/N â hi everyone!! thank u sm for keeping up with this little story of mine, i love it dearly!! enjoy the chapter, bc i know something u don't..... mwahahaha đ
WC â 2.2k
You wait outside the corner store, Chicago winter wind chilling your fingers as you smoke the last cig from the pack of Marlboros Lip left in your car last week. Heâs late. Not that Lip is often punctual, but heâs never twenty minutes late for a bagel sandwich and a hard cider. Itâs New Yearâs Eve. The two of you always pregame for the holiday when you wake upâoften late in the dayâand you always do it together. Torn between your fake ID for alcohol and your phone to call Lip, you stuff the plastic into your wallet, freeing your hand to dial his number.
New phone. Youâd dropped your old one on Christmas. Into Lake fucking Michigan, of all places. You were trying to get a cool picture with your sister. Regardless of how it happened, all your contacts disappeared with your old phone. Itâs a good thing you have his number memorized.
The line rings. It rings over, and over, and over again. Lipâs voicemail message plays. You redial.Â
âHey! MK, look I canâtââ he cuts himself off, and you hear muffled rushing behind him like heâs somewhere fluttering with activity.
âWhere are you?â you ask. The other end is quiet. Not silent, though. There are muffled voices and a beeping that has your mind swimming. âLip Gallagher, where the hell are you?â you ask again.
The receiver crackles like heâs shifting it around, followed by a plastic sound. âListen, uh,â he starts, sounding frustrated. âKarâs water broke, sheâs goinâ into labor. So, I wonât be at Adriâs party tânight.â
You donât answer at first, too stunned. Youâve been telling yourself thereâs no way this is real. No fucking way you were going to watch your best friend throw away his life for a girl he knocked up at seventeen. A girl who treats him like shit.
A girl who isnât you.
âKind of a big fuckinâ deal, yâknow,â he mutters.Â
You hear the dejection in his voice and decide you wonât be the one to ruin his important day. âGo enjoy it, Lip,â you tell him, âI canât wait to meet your son sometime.â
Thereâs a smile in his voice when he responds. âYeah, thanks. I uh- gotta go, textâya later,â he says quickly, then the line goes silent.
After hanging up the phone you stare across the street in silence. Eventually your feet guide you back to your car, and muscle memory drives you to Adriâs house. You blare music through your speakers, loud enough to drown out any thought. Youâre not ready to process it, not until you get a second opinion, maybe a third. One shaking hand on the steering wheel, you dial your sisterâs number.
Roughly an hour later youâre sprawled on Adriâs bed, halfway through a pint of your favorite ice cream. âWhat the fuck,â you complain for the millionth time, because apparently a second and third opinion on the situation didnât soothe the uneasy feeling deep in your gut.Â
âHey uh, MK?â Adri asks, holding your phone out to you. âYou have a text from Mandy.â
Caroline pauses the game sheâs playing on Adriâs TV to whip her head around. âMandy Milkovich?â she asks in disbelief.
You roll your eyes, âyeah itâs Mandy fuckinâ Milkovich, how many Mandys do we know huh?â Adri crowds behind you as you tap the notification, reading the words in silence.Â
Mandy: micks said ian told him the babys asian Mandy: so, not lips kid Mandy: this is a shitshow
Adri mutters âoh shitâ and Caro clambers up into the bed, taking your phone to read for herself. You barely notice her, itâs like the world is silent as your mind spins. âI-I have to go, I have toââ you stumble over your words, but Adri grabs your arm. âI have to make sure heâs okay.â
Adri stares you down, keeping you in her grip. You try to pull away but shes strong. âHe isnât your responsibility, you donât have to fix him.â
Caro giggles, and you glare, pushing her off the corner of Adriâs bed. You snatch your phone back from the mattress, but Adri takes it from your hand immediately. âNo, youâre not letting a Gallagher boy ruin our new yearâs eve.â
Lip doesnât remember how he ended up at Adriâs. He downed two shots in the kitchen with a girl in a sparkly skirt, her hand kept landing on his chest but he didnât respond to her advances. Heâs not sure how he got outside either, he just knows his fingers are ice cold in spite of the whiskey coursing through his veins. Heâs not sure when you came outside either, stumbling a little down your own stairs as you rush to him with a coat. All he knows is that he wants a smoke.
âItâs freezing! What the fuck are you doing out here?â You hurry to his side and wrap his bare arms in the coat. His fingers shake, and you attempt to take both of his hands in your own.
âHavinâ a smoke,â he explains, jerking his hands away in favor of the pack of Marlboros in his pocket. âYâgot a light?â
Youâre worried, seeing the way his fingers fumble with the pack. Heâs so far gone. Feeling a wave of protectiveness and pity wash over you, you nod. You remove one glove to flick your lighter, lighting the cigarette that hangs from his lips. He takes a deep drag, blowing the smoke out before passing it to you. Pursed lips make room for the filtered end, and warm smoke fills your lungs. Fuck, you can taste the whiskey on it. Youâre doubtful heâll even remember where he is in the morning.Â
You smoke down half of the cig while Lip stands next to you, shaky hands shoved in his pockets and neck craned toward the sky. Itâs not like he can see anything, not with the lights of the city. Youâre not sure why heâs doing it at all. You nudge him gently, passing back the cigarette.
He takes the thing between his fingers, gesturing towards the sky. Worried hands hover near his sides but he keeps his balance. âNo fuckinâ stars,â he grumbles, âwhoâd want to grow up like that, huh?â
âWe grew up like that,â you remind him cynically. Your stomach twists, not âLip, look at me. What happened?â
Teary blue eyes meet your gaze. One shaking hand brings the cig to his lips, inhaling a slow drag. He blows the smoke away from your face, then drops it on the ground.Â
ââS almost midnight,â Lip slurs, hooking an arm around your waist and pointing to the large bay window looking in on your living room. The TV shows the times square ball starting itâs descent. Sixty seconds. âI-I was gonna kiss mâson⊠at midnight. Fuckââ he stumbles, tugging you with him.Â
You plant your feet down, hands gripping his sides to keep him steady. âHow much did you drink?â
âAs much as I fucking wanted,â he snaps. Forty-five. âThought I was havinâ a baby with a girl I love, a-anâ she let some other fuckinâ guy knock her up.â He looks at you with teary eyes, and you realize youâve never seen him this upset.Â
A worse friend wouldâve said I told you so.
âHey, hey,â you urge, one hand grasping his chin. He still clings to you, arm locked on your middle to keep himself up. âLip, in a year she wonât even cross your mind. Itâll b-â
Youâre silenced when he shouts at you. âDonât! Donât start with the âitâll passâ bullshit.â Thirty. His arm circles you closer, getting in your face to prove a point. Maybe heâs trying to scare you, defending his heart how heâs been taught. âIt all comes anâ fuckinâ goes, I get it!â Twenty.
âIâm not going anywhere Lip. Okay?â Your hands move to grip his shoulders, keeping his attention on you. Ten. You repeat yourself, softer this time. âIâm not going anywhere. Youâve got me, and youâve got a future. Forget her.â
Five. Four. Three. Two.Â
Lip looks at you with hazy blue eyes. Before you know whatâs happening, his lips are on yours.
One.
His arm curls around your back, fingers clutching the fabric of your dress. He tastes like whiskey and smoke, his features etched with regret when he pulls back for air. âDonât you ever leave me,â he pleads against your lips, voice a low growl.
Maybe itâs the seltzers youâve downed tonight, maybe itâs the desperate sound of his voice, but you find yourself kissing Lip Gallagher again. Itâs a messy affair, his teeth knocking against your own. Youâd be lying if you said youâd never thought about it before, of course you have. You spend nearly every day with him, your friendship always teetering on the edge of something more but never quite tipping.
Happy fucking New Year.
You shouldâve seen it coming. His knees buckling, body bending over as he falls onto the concrete. âFuck! What the fuck!?â His eyes are barely open, looking up at you for a quick second before heâs spewing god knows how many drinks into the bushes. âOkay, okay. Alright, sleeves up buddy,â you tell him, forcing down the churn in your own stomach to kneel beside him.
His brow shines with sweat, and between gags he manages, ââm s-so fuckinâ hot,â in a hoarse grumble. You remove the same jacket youâd placed so carefully on his shoulders minutes before. While his body cools down, the nausea subsides enough for Lip to stand with your aid.Â
âCome on, inside. Now,â you urge. He has the presence of mind not to protest. Not now, not after everything heâs just put you through. His body remains pliant as you lead him into the now empty kitchen. You bend him over the sink, one hand holds his curls to keep him steady over the basin as you pull out the spray nozzle.
âWhatâre yâ-â he grumbles, but you shush him.
âGotta rinse yâmouth out,â you murmur. Lip seems barely coherent as he nods. With one finger you test the water temperature, making sure itâs cool enough to maybe wake him up a little. Water spills from the corners of his mouth as you spray it at him, annoyed noises bubbling up from his throat.Â
Adri appears at your side, her brow furrowed slightly at the situation. âFuck, MK, heâs like. Not okay,â she says, teeth worrying her lower lip.Â
You shut the water off, helping him stand back up. A simple shake of your head lets Adri know not to push it, and she understands. One of her arms wraps around Lipâs middle, steadying him further. âYouâre gonna go upstairs and get some rest,â you tell him.
In his drunken state Lip can barely walk, let alone haul himself up the stairs. When you finally get him to the game room you notice the wet, grass stained knees of his grey sweatpants. The long sleeve tee heâs wearing canât be comfortable either, the front practically soaked with alcohol. âNeed to get you out of these clothes.â
âDonâ got anything,â he responds.
âFuck,â you curse, leaving Adri to support him so you can dig through your overnight bag. You find your old, loose tee and black sweats, then turn back to Lip. âOkay, well, youâre wearing mine then.â
Adri makes sure heâs standing fine on his own two feet before moving to give you two some privacy. Before leaving she comes to your side, pulling you in for a quick hug. âGonna go kick everyone out, itâs nearly one. But Iâll be up. Come talk,â she whispers. She steps back to look at you clearly, concern evident on her face.Â
âIâm okay AJ,â you whisper back. The tears in your eyes betray you, but she doesnât say anything.
As you step to his side Lip doesnât move but he mumbles, âI cân do it mâself,â when you begin to remove his shirt. You huff in response, rolling your eyes and continuing the motion.
âYeah, right.â Your knuckles brush his toned stomach, you must be imagining the way he shivers under your touch. Itâs like dressing a toddler, but you manage to pull the tee over his head, the fabric clinging to his chest and arms. You keep your gaze towards his face, attempting to be respectful as you untie his sweats. As if youâve never seen him naked before. But of course that was years ago, when you were kids. Regardless, grey fabric falls to the floor and you use an arm around his waist to keep him steady as he steps into your sweatpants.Â
Lip drops his head to your shoulder as you tie the strings for him. Your heart nearly stops. âTired?â you murmur, hand coming to rub his back instinctively. You can feel his fingers curl into your sides to hold you close. Again, you think how youâve never seen him like this. Vulnerable, his heart aching. If karma was real, Karen Jackson would have ceased to exist already, from all the shit sheâs done to him. But the powers that be are cruel, you know that by now.Â
What you donât know is that your best friend will wake up in the morning with a headache, and no recollection of the night beforeâŠ
THX 4 READING â this chapter is dedicated to my lovely @carmybrainworms. beta'd by @tinyphantomsalad
#lip gallagher x reader#lip gallagher fluff#lip gallagher x you#lip gallagher fanfiction#lip gallagher x y/n#wild & fluorescent [mkverse]#â series: borderline#written by maggie [fics]
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Soft yandere David x reader
TW: Slight angst, ooc David probably, size+strength difference, a few uses of Y/N, after time skip, stalking, fem!reader.
WC: 1.2k
You were practically rushing around this morning, in a hurry because you have a job interview. You woke up late, had to make breakfast for your little sister, bring her to school, and now, it's finally after the interview. You hope you got it. You already work as a bartender, but it's just not enough to provide. Especially now that your rent has been raised.
As you walk, spaced out and thinking, you bump into someone. You freeze and look up from the ground, and you have to crane your head to look at the man. Your heart practically stops in your chest. The guy is, to say the least, huge. And you don't live in the best place, though practically none of Night City is necessarily "the best". You're terrified. The man looks tired and annoyed, his eyes are narrowed and his eyebrows are furrowed as he looks down at you.
"I-I'm so sorry." You choke out, quickly backing up from the man. His expression stays the same for a minute, before it softens. "Nah, it's good. We both should've watched where we were going." The man says, smiling a little. "Um..yea. Thank you." You reply. You thought he was going to be livid and have a much, much, worse reaction than he really did.
The man just smiles a little more and holds out his hand for a handshake. You hesitate at first, but take his hand and slightly shake it. Your hand is miniature compared to his. "I'm David." The man, who is now known as David, states. "Oh um..I'm Y/N." You clear your throat as you utter, but David just nods. "Nice name. Well I gotta go so, I'll see you around?" David lets go of your hand and begins to walk past you, turning his head back a little to hear your response. "U-Uh..Yeah." You murmur, and David smiles as he walks off.
David was right, only he sees you a lot more than you see him. He excuses his actions with the thought that, well, Night City is dangerous. He's just making sure you're okay. There's no harm to it. He just needs to protect you. You have no cyberware, he assumes you couldn't afford it even if you wanted to, do you want cyberware? Is that little girl your kid? If so, how young were you when you got pregnant? What's the girls name? He's sure she needs a father figure in her life, right?
The next time you bump into David was a few weeks later, he smiled down at you and asked if you wanted him to help you home. It was pretty late. And he doesn't seem like a bad guy, but you didn't say yes. You barely know him! David jusr smiled and nodded. He gets it. If he was in your position he wouldn't have said yes either. But still, he followed you after you left, making sure you didn't realize he was there. He doesn't want to call it stalking, he's just making sure you're okay, but yeah, he basically stalks you.
Eventually, after a few months of purposefully bumping into you, the dates not too far apart but not too close either, you considered David a friend. You started planning some hangouts if you had some free time. He learned that the girl, Nana, is in fact not your daughter, and she's 7. You brought Nana with you when David invited you somewhere or vice versa, and she was shy at first, but she grew to like David.
David was with you while you worked every now and then, just stared at you as you poured a shot of liquor for a customer. David walked you home after your shift ended, 12am. You offered to let him stay, and so he is. You don't have an extra bedroom in your apartment, and you know the couch isn't very comfortable, so you added that he could sleep on your bed if he wanted. He was ecstatic. Up until he realized that, 1, you'd be sleeping on the couch and 2, your bed nor your couch allows him to lay down comfortably. But he was still optimistic, he got to be around you, and you trusted him enough to sleep in your house.
You gave him two blankets and a pillow when he said he was fine with sleeping on the couch, and now it's dark, he's sitting on your couch, a blanket hanging off his shoulders and another covering his lap.
He can't sleep. Maybe because of the fact he's sitting, or maybe the fact he's been left alone in the dark with his thoughts; He doesn't blame you for either, he gets why you can get a bigger couch or a big spare bed, and why you can't keep the TV on for very long. But the real reason he can't sleep, at least to him, is because you're so close to him, just down the hallway. But at the same time you're so far away, he's in the same small apartment as you, yet can't even catch a glimpse of your face right now.
David tries to be optimistic again, at least he can protect you and Nana if something happens. Because you certainly can't. He admires you even more for the fact that your only Cyberware that is installed is for communication and the basics, not only because you couldn't afford any Cybernetics, but because you don't want any. David's thoughts are back to the fact that you're in another room. How do you look when you're sleeping? Maybe you look peaceful, blessed with the sweetest of dreams? Or maybe your face is contorted in fear, your mind riddled with terrifying nightmares?Â
David stands, quickly folding the two blankets you gave him and placing them on the couch. He quietly walks down the short hall and is faced with your closed door. He tries to excuse his actions, what if someone broke into your room? He's just checking. He opens the door.
David is met with a rather small room, even for this apartment, the only thing in it is your bed, closet and photos of Nana as well as drawings from her taped onto the wall. He searches for you through the darkness, he can see you easily so he steps closer. He's rather quiet for someone of such large stature. Once he's beside your bed he just stares for a little. You don't look peaceful nor fearful. You just look...troubled and tired, yet so beautiful. Just like always. Even in the few hours of sleep you get, you don't get a break, your mind is still riddled with thoughts of paying rent, waking up on time, feeding Nana, paying the babysitter, making sure Nana is okay.Â
You don't deserve to have to work two jobs and get a small amount of sleep before the cycle repeats. You don't deserve to have had to drop out of school so you could take on jobs and pay for you and your sister's necessities.Â
He sighs and moves his large, cold and metal hand up to his face and kisses the thumb lightly. David then reaches down with the same hand and brushes his thumb against your cheek as he simultaneously crouches down beside the bed. He makes a promise to himself. To his mother, to Nana, and to you.
No matter who else he fails or has to hurt, he'll watch over you.
He'll protect you.
Notes: This was a request for my Cyberpunk Edgerunners book on Wattpad !! I love him
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teddy boy george x reader please!! fem reader, maybe paul or johnâs sister? lots of fluffy cavern goodness would be much appreciated!! đ
anon asked for Teddy boy!George x fem reader!!!! THANK U SM FOR THE RQ! <33
definitely gonna go with paul hehe
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-You being the sister of the prettiest boy in school gave you lots of attention, girls asking you for favors, giving you notes to pass n share to your brother, the list goes on.
-Paul always flirted back with the women he talked to, but he had competition with George either way when it came to girls.
-You were so in love with him the more you noticed his presence, which of course made it worse, you couldnât help it. His smile, his wink.. The way he talked to you like you were the only girl in the world.
-Paul found out about this and gave you a stern talking to, about not to âdate boysâ and especially NOT GEORGE. It was hypocritical, he could flirt but you couldnât date a single boy?
-Did you care though? No, no you didnât. You felt seen for once, and not like a shadow behind your brother. You knew it wasnât his fault and he was only trying to protect you.
-Either way you were on Georgeâs radar, you both started to get closer (emotionally and physically) to the point you were having dreams about him.
-You talked to him almost every day at this point, before, during and after school. Your brother caught on but you told him nothing would happen.
âAye, you wanna come by my place? My parents arenât gonna be home, we can watch a movie.â George whispered to you in class with that thick Liverpool accent that made your body melt.
You nodded, trying not to alert the teacher and get you or him in trouble.
And after-school outside like always you meet up with him, this time you told your brother you had somewhere to be and not to wait up for you, that had raised a little suspicion from Paul but he didnât want to give you a hard time anymore than he already has.
You were nervous? Sort of? This was the first boy that paid this much attention to you in what felt like forever. You held Georgeâs hand by instinct, you were gonna pull away out of embarrassment but he locked his fingers with yours.
If your face wasnât red before it was definitely red now. George spoke up again, âMy house ainât too far but I still gotta drive..â
âYou have a car???â Surprised, I mean, why wouldnât you be surprised!? When he walked you out to his vehicle you realized partially why girls liked him so much.. A hot ride and a guitarist at the same time was all he needed to score.
âYep, a real beauty ainât she?â
You hummed in response
You got in as he did, strapping in. He started the engine and drove off. You didnât dare to touch anything or even look at him, you were bad with eye contact when it came to your crushes. (Sucks that Paul decided to always scare them away) But you knew George was different.
He didnât take shit from anyone, not even your brother. In fact iâm sure he likes the idea that heâs going against Paul. George didnât say much the whole ride, he put on music though.
You didnât mind how quiet it was, but you were too deep into your thoughts to realize he had parked the car already, snapping you out by the sound of his voice. âCmon, iâll show you inside nâ let you pick out the movie if ye want.â And there was that fucking smile again.
He let you step out of the car, holding your hand again. His hands were very soft just like his voice, he didnât rush you or try to make a move.. It was nice.
You entered, and his house was actually really pleasing in decorum. His parents definitely raised him well, it showed.
There was blankets folded next to the couch in a basket, pillows perfectly placed on each side.
George kicked his shoes off, so you did the same, he was asking you what you wanted to watch since his parents owned a collection of tapes/movies you looked through them, picking one that happened to be horror.
You both were *almost* cuddled up on the couch under the blankets, until a scary scene came on you jumped and grabbed onto Georgeâs shirt, hiding your face in his chest. You liked scary movies but the scenes still make you jump.
He held you tight and petted your hair, whispering to you that there was nothing to be scared about. âYa donât need to be so frightened iâm here, itâs okay.â
You sniffled at his response, opening ur eyes to look at him and thatâs when he kisses you. Softly, yet holding back in case you werenât ready.. But you were ready and knew it.
It felt like a thousand butterflies were in your stomach and chest by how close your faces were.
George didnât let you go or stopped kissing your head until the movie was over, anytime the movie had a jumpscare heâd hold you tighter. You really have never experienced something like this, it was so comforting.
This was the first step to dating and having George as your own, all to yourself.
âI can drive you home, pretty girl.â He said with that gentle tone again, kissing your lips longer this time, a smirk plastered on his face.
âOh shoot yeah, you definitely should.. So, does this mean weâre like.. Dating?â You sprouted the question to him, averting your eyes.
âGuess it does, why else would I be kissing ye?â
You knew you would have to explain to Paul and your parents why you were gone so long, but it would be worth it. So so worth it when you get home. <3
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hi star <3 how are you?
iâve been neglecting my responsibilities, reading and watching the bear this week. i gotta clean my apartment soon bc im moving but im waiting for the landlady to tell us đ aaaaaand normal people is so good, so sad! i read the book bc i love sally rooney a few months ago and i liked the book a bit better (aside from the no quotations for dialogue bc im dumb and i get lost reading it). the series is rlly good though!
im dying to preorder the albumđ i need my pobs </3 i really wanted a signed one too but jyp shopâs shipping is sooo expensive here. i do have a signed txt postcard tho so we balling too.
xdh have the cutest pcs!! i got my album a few days ago (as well as my golden hour ateez ones, i pulled everyone except wooyoung & yunho </3) and i pulled jooyeon and jungsu! and i absolutely adore my pcs and am carrying them everywhere too.
your parents though!!! thatâs hilarious. my mom would be the same. whenever iâm watching something kpop related sheâs like âthatâs binchan (to changbin and chan) ; thatâs felix (to hyunjin); thatâs lee know (to i.n)â. and if itâs not skz, sheâs always saying âthatâs vâ đ
i love my converse soooo much!! i wear them everyday too and they will be my lollapalooza shoes bc theyâre the best!!!
also iâve been having ateez dreams latelyđ i dreamt that red-haired san was my classmate and we had the worst statistics test and he comforted me by buying me sushi </3 and yesterday i dreamt that wooyoung was my classmate (am i traumatized with uni? yes) and that they opened a dessert food truck next to the parking and we ate churros after class and made out </333 dream me is really living it up, im jealous </3
i hope youâre doing well! i love your momo pics, keep âem coming. she is the most fab <3 ily bb!! i hope youâre week/weekend is sooo good <3
-đââŹ
HI MY ANGEL I have missed chatting with you so much oh my god I havenât had the time to properly sit down and get thru side blogâąïž asks in a while bc I hate half-assing my responses but IâM HERE NOW
Youâre moving oh my gosh thatâs so exciting !!!! Are you guys living in the same area or somewhere entirely new? I canât wait to hear about all ur endeavors in new apartment RAHHH thatâs so exciting !! Also letting this serve as my gentle reminder to watch normal people, Iâve heard it absolutely ruins you so Iâm not emotionally prepared but at the same time I am SO prepared for a little emotional turmoil lmao
Album preorders my opp đ Iâve been trying to take a break from buying kpop stuff these few weeks (failing miserably!) but also I heard the signed ones got restocked and then sold out again??? With no warning???? JYPE when I catch you đ€š
AHHHH xdh pcs are so good I have still been dragging my jh everywhere he is never leaving my side I fearâŠ
My converse are my lolla shoes tooooo omg twins đŒ I wore them to global citizen standing for 10+ hours and they were super comfortable! Theyâre def a little ratty now but Iâm not going to break in new shoes standing at a festival so. We ball đŻ
ALSO NOT THE ATEEZ DREAMS NOOOOO THAT SOUNDS SO GOOD đđ I had a dream once w pink haired Seonghwa and I have simply not been the same ever since oh my god it felt so real đ manifesting more Ateez dreams and making out for u that sounds like. a dream (literally)
I LOVE UUUU BB have the best week!!!! My sisterâs away with my parents so itâs just me and Momo and sheâs been super clingy but weâre so bffs this week I love her so bad
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okay because why is he being so cute? âșïž
BC!JK
itâs the way jungkook holds your smaller hand in his while walking you to your car.
itâs the way jungkook looks at you like youâre the oxygen he breathes.
itâs the way you feel something fluttering in your stomach. a feeling only your ex could make you feel with just one glance in your direction and youâre beginning to feel that same sensation when jungkook rambles on and on about you being his good luck charm.
âYn.. I talk too much donât I?â jungkook chuckles but you quickly shake your head and say âno you donât. iâm happy for you and quit saying iâm your good luck charm. youâre the one whoâs putting in the hard work. iâm really proud of youâ
you donât remember jungkookâs eyes being so pretty. itâs as if the midnight stars decided to take shelter in his eyes instead of remaining in the sky like usual.
what. is. happening?
âwhy donât you come over tomorrow? maybe we will discuss our upcoming date and you can meet our pets!â
our pets. he sounds so comfortable saying âours.â itâs as if youâre already jungkookâs and he knows it. obviously, jungkook isnât ashamed to showcase his admiration and love for you because heâs head over heels for you. so far gone in you to the point of no return and the thought of feeling like that again scares you.
where jungkook is fighting with himself to not overwhelm your sensitive feelings, youâre fighting with yourself to let him. to quit fighting against what you know you feel and let him in.
let him in, y/n. let him love you.
âletâs do morning brunch. on meâ you shrug âwe can eat a little, talk, and they can meet their new sister!â
you know jungkook has your number so you leave it up to him to reach out to you on whether or not he wants to do brunch or not and instead of talking on and on, jungkook allows you to get inside your car but not without casually saying he loves you and blows you a kiss.
he says âloveâ as if the two of you have been saying it since forever.
you start your car and you hesitate pulling off without giving jungkook something. sure, you can buy him something or take him somewhere but you know what he wants or rather what you want to do.
âjungkook?!â you shout his name as you open your car door and wait for him to meet you in the middle.
âu-uhâŠthanks. i really enjoyed myself and-,â here goes nothing.
you lean up and press a kiss to jungkookâs cheek, the cheek you landed a hard slap from earlier.
âiâll see you tomorrow. goodnight, honeyâ
You-
You are going to make him have a heart attack at this point because you just KISSED him on the cheek right where you slapped him and you just called him honey while CONFIRMING that youâll see him tomorrow.
âY-Y-Yn⊠I-IâŠ. Good night a-angel⊠letâs see each other tomorrow- AT MY HOUSE I WILL MAKE BREAKFAST! A-Anything you want.â He is stuttering like an idiot and damn heâs got a boner already.
âMy CHEEK IS ALREADY HEALING YN!â He screams out as you finally drive away and heâs sure you heard him. Once making sure that youâre out of the mansion he heads inside with his cheeks flushed.
And heâs actually glad when he sees the house lounge empty, looks like both of his parents are already in bed, good for him.
He decides to stay here tonight because heâs feeling way too delusional to drive his way home tonight, ever since youâve kissed his cheek heâs gone insane.
Jungkook is skipping his way to the staircase as he heads to his childhood bedroom, he carelessly throws his Armani suit on the bed before heâs plopping down on the fluffy bed.
He hasnât taken off his watch because heâs already laying on his stomach with his feet dangling in the air, as he texts you,
angel đŒ:
get home safely yn! are you home?
Yeah heâs gotta have enough sleep tonight so he can get up early in the morning so he can drive back to his home, where he will prepare for your day date.
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Our Finest Flowers
The Residents released this album for their 20th anniversary, originally planning on doing a greatest hits compilation...but that would be normal (re: boring) so they went in a different direction: they made an album of new songs using materials from their old songs to make new tracks. That's right: The Residents redefined a genre they probably started...the mash-up album. I ended up enjoying their "twenty long years of painful regurgitation" more than I anticipated and even found a few surprises within. Let's share them.
Gone Again
Very dirgey and dreary...perfect way to start off the album before it kicks into high gear.
8/10
2. The Sour Song
Anybody else hearing their Jambalaya cover in this? Is it just me? I don't think we're at that part yet but I still feel like I hear it.
9/10
3. Six Amber Things
Very creeping and descending...a good track for coming up on somebody.
8/10
4. Mr. Lonely
This song freaked me out when I heard it for the first time...because I already heard a cover of it from somewhere. Have a listen:
youtube
I'm not saying the perfect cover exists...and I will continue not to but the above song is on my playlist anyway.
10/10
5. Perfect Goat
Seemed kind of average to me but the knocking disturbed me so I'll give it an extra point.
8/10
6. Blue Tongues
Starts off slow but gets raspy all at the end, making it an automatic good track. Excellent.
9/10
7. Jungle Bunny
Peppy and a bit too upbeat for the notoriously grim bunnies but still good.
7/10
8. I'm Dreaming Of A White Sailor
Anyone getting Cube E vibes from this? I'm getting Cube E vibes from this. Very updated Western.
8/10
9. ...Or Maybe A Marine
Oop, CD got possessed. Gotta get the exorcist. This always happens when I'm nine tracks in.
8/10
10. Kick A Picnic
Hey, a song I heard before I listened to this album. Very demonic and threatening so...perfect.
11/10
11. Dead Wood
Starts off dead but then the zombie starts singing...the despair is what sells it.
9/10
12. Baby Sister
Ooo, perfect lullaby...don't let an eye watch your sister.
7/10
13. Forty-Four No More
Hidden gem here and my other favorite song on the album. Did you know The Residents are old? Because they are and they have been for a while. The female vocals (Nessie Lessons)_make this track more heavenly.
10/10
14. He Also Serves
But Diane Alden takes over for this song you sing to get kids to follow you into the forest. Pretty good.
8/10
15. Ship Of Fools
She's still here for the climax. So good and a perfect viking funeral for your ears.
9/10
16. Be Kind to U-WEB Footed Friends
Creepy tinny to keep your mind on God.
8/10
Album Score: 85/100
Next time is Gingerbread Man. I've seen the video and now I will be listening to the album. Looking forward to it!
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u should write something where johnny loves to baby us and kiss and cuddle all the time :(
I would PAY to experience this just for a day
These are longer, but itâs more in HC format than like a fic so idk what to call it.
Johnny being super sweet HCâs
Two things about Johnny: he was super protective of you, and he loved taking care of you. If you were filming a stunt for Jackass heâd be right there by the set, being all âbe careful baby, donât wanna see ya get hurt sweetheartâ and would come over when you finished it, âyou did so good, are you hurt at all? No? That looked amazing, youâre such a badass honeyâ and would kiss your head and just genuinely be so proud of you.
Whenever you guys had to dress up for any red carpet event, he would LOVE to watch you get ready, just sitting on the bed watching you pick out your dress, curl your hair, put on your makeup, and would always insist on zipping your dress and putting on your heels for you, kissing your ankles as he did so. He would also gladly carry you at the end of the night when your heels were starting to hurt your feet. âNo need to get blisters sweetheartâ heâd say as heâd scoop you up in his arms.
He would ALWAYS want a kiss. Literally always. Anytime you guys would have to be apart heâd give you a kiss before you left and when you got back, even if it was just like you having to leave lunch on set to go film early or anything like that. Just any excuse to kiss you throughout the day.
Leaving you little notes around the house or your trailer, especially when he was somewhere else filming other stuff. Like if he travelled with Steveo and Pontius for wildboyz and you stayed home youâd find notes all over the house just saying stuff like: âI miss you babydollâ âcanât wait to see you sweetheartâ âmissing you alwaysâ or just the simple âI love youâ
If you guys were out at a bar, he wouldnât leave your side. And you can bet he was shooting looks at guys who were looking you up: pulling you into his side, holding your hand, giving you kisses, pulling you to sit on his lap or stand between his legs on a barstool. Just always keeping you close and not being afraid to show people you were his.
If you got hurt on set you can guarantee he flipped out. Holding your hand and kissing your head in the ambulance, sleeping on the tiny couch in the hospital room (if he even did sleep) and youâd have to tell him to not yell at the other guys for not âprotectingâ you if you got hurt doing a stunt with the others. Heâd also definitely kiss wherever you got hurt, like if you broke your leg heâd give your leg a kiss even over the cast.
Cuddling 24/7. Have downtime between filming? You would be in one of your guyâs trailers taking a nap together. Every morning heâd wake up early just to hold you closer to him and watch you sleep peacefully. He also loved to lay his head on your chest, resting his body in between your legs sometimes so you could play with his hair, but heâd never admit to liking to be held like that.
Slow dancing at 3am in your kitchen to whatever country song heâd have on a mixtape, âgotta practice for our wedding one dayâ heâd whisper to you, promising that one day he was gonna marry you.
Forehead kisses𫶠standing behind you with his chin on the top of your head or your shoulder and his arms wrapped around your waistđ«¶
He was the definition of âđâ whenever you were around, just not being able to take his eyes off you and turning into the sweetest ever.
When he took you home to Knoxville, Tennesee with him to meet his parents and sisters for the first time, he showed you around town and where he went to school, worked, and hung out.
Talking about your futures, âI canât wait till we have kids of our own sweetheartâ, âcanât wait for the day when I see you walking down that aisleâ
#jackass#johnny knoxville#jackass forever#jackass 3d#pj clapp#jackass number two#anon request#headcanon#jackass fic
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modern levi ackerman dating headcanons
lowercase intended !
levi ackerman x gn!reader
- firstly, lets get love language out of the way
- i think his love language would be acts of service
- so like, he'll brew your coffee for you and set out your favourite mug when he goes to the kitchen to make his tea (bc we all know he'd wake up earlier than you đ)
- or he'll pick up a muffin from your favourite bakery on his way home
- or if you ask him to remind you to do something later, he's immediately writing it out on a sticky note and sticking it somewhere youd notice
- he notices youre getting low on your favourite moisturizer ? or lipbalm ? he's taking a picture of the packaging and getting it the next time he drives past walmart or smth
- he just does little things that help make your day better
- now i feel like a lot of people say this already, but he is NOT very comfortable with public displays of affection
- its not that he doesnt like it when you touch him, or hold his hand, or kiss his cheek, he just gets flustered and feels like everyone is watching you two
- but one thing he does allow is looping your arms together while you walk, especially in crowded streets
- it doesnt mean he doesnt like being close with you, he just hates doing it public. when youre alone ? hes ALL OVER YOU.
- "will you play with my hair ?"
- "levi im working."
- "okay can you multitask ?" motherfucker đ
- doesnt matter if hes the big spoon or little spoon, just being close to you is enough.
- also would try and get used to your love language
- if your love language is physical touch hes genuinely surprised by how many times you put his hands on him each day (NOT in a sexual way) like even his mother never touched him as much and he's a momma's boy đł
- when you wake up your coming out to the kitchen to fill your coffee, but not before kissing the top of his head as you walk past
- then youre guzzling down your coffee like its water before putting it in the sink and walking back, petting his head in the process
- you'll hug him while hes cooking, or brushing his teeth. youre giving him kisses before he leaves and when he comes home, just little small acts of love, but it happens so frequently that levi cant help but notice it
- your love language is verbal affirmations ? youre getting your coffee while saying "goodmorning beautiful"
- "i love yous" are thrown at him a lot, they never fail to make him feel better
- youll compliment this man and he short circuits for a second, quickly gets used to it as time goes on
- also too i think he'd be taller in a modern au, but not very very tall like erwin, im talking 5'7" to 5'9"
- and he's fine with his height, it doesn't bother him that much, he's the average height of a man so what's the big deal ?
- also he really doesnt care about height either. youre shorter than him ? cool, that means he can bend down to give you little forehead kisses. around the same height as him ? awesome, that makes it easier for him to give you a peck on the lips. taller than him ? mf he'll climb you like a tree if he has to. really doesn't care.
- also doesn't have a preferences for body type or anything. he thinks that character is way more important than looks 100% and he'll always find different things about you beautiful. your laugh is weird ? k now he's making you two watch a john mulaney special to so youll laugh. hate your belly and wanna lose weight, he's holding you and telling you to only lose weight if you genuinely want to be "healthier" and not so you get skinny. your acne scars bother you ? he's kissing your cheeks a lot more than usual, but you can't complain. literally Loves Every Part of You
- also i think his family would absolutely ADORE YOU and his friends for that matter
- miss kuchel is pulling you into a hug the first time she sees you, and is so accomodating and sweet. shes genuinely interested in your interests and what you do for a living, and will NOT hesitate to get levi's baby pictures out if you ask.
- his uncle ? he probably wont be there for the family dinner, but then kuchel's gonna call him up like "levi's s/o ?? absolutely spectacular !!" and then hes like "huh maybe i gotta come visit to see the runt and his lover"
- also i think in a modern au, kuchel wouldve gotten really sick when levi is a boy, so kenny would have came home to take care of his sister and try and take care of levi. in the end she got better, and he went back to his own home, but now she requests that he come for at least one family holidy so they can all spend it together
- BUT back to mr. ackerman
- idk what he'd do in modern times, i used to think he'd be a good english professor for a university, but then i saw a headcanon that he'd go into law school and become a lawyer, and honestly ?? it makes sense
- after a long day at work he just wants to come home to you, he'll find you on the couch reading or doing some of your own work, so he'll just slip off his coat and blazer and undo his tie while slipping off his shoes by the door. before plopping his head in your lap and requesting you to play with his hair.
- if you don't live with him hes taking a shower and then immediately calling you asking to come over. if you can ?? great he'll be in bed waiting to be spooned. if not, thats fine, but levi would like to facetime and rant.
- also has the absolute WORST road rage
- "that little prick cut me off !"
- "levi he's taking his driver's test !"
- "so ? i hope that instructor doesn't give the idiot a pass đ" and then will immediately honk his horn at the poor kid.
- also wouldnt be a clean freak like in canonverse. his whole "everything has to be spotless" stuff stems from trauma, specifically being left in an apartment with his decaying mother for weeks on end, but since kuchel is alive that never happens
- were things a little hectic during the time she was sick ? sure ! but kenny always tried to tidy up a bit when he saw it was getting to levi.
- levi just likes things to be neat and tidy, he doesnt do a deep clean of his apartment every two weeks, but always makes sure to clean up his messes as soon as they happen
- also doesnt like to fight
- his mom raised him with the idea that communication is key, and always encouraged him to "explain why hes upset" so they could work together to come up with a solution
- its something hes taken with him to adulthood, and even though sometimes he sounds like hes talking to a child when hes trying to get you to "use your words" he really doesnt mean to
- if youre yelling at him he'll stand there like đ and wait until youre out of breath so he can say "okay lets talk about this"
- is also very handy
- have a hole in your wall ? hes coming over to fix it
- need a lightbulb changed ? hes got u dont worry
- you need to assemble a piece of furniture ? he glances at the step by step guide once before hes putting it together
- hes so great at that stuff, and you only have kenny to thank
- literally when kenny first came to stay with levi and kuchel when she was sick, the kitchen light went out and he asked levi to screw another lightbulb in, the poor kid stood there like đ€š and when kenny said "what ? you don't know how to change a fucking lightbulb ?" levi shook his head and said "uncle kenny im seven đ"
- kenny was APPALLED. and immediately made it his mission to make levi as handy as himself.
- also, dates with him are rlly lowkey.
- he likes being in your company, so staying home and ordering take out is AWESOME in his opinion. sometimes he'll dress up and make a fancy meal with you.
- if you like going to carnivals and stuff, he's reluctant but eventually caves. wins you a lot of the prizes.
- "fuck. this shit is rigged y/n"
- "sorry levi, lets go do something else !"
- "what ? no. give me another dollar im getting you that fucking turtle"
- hange always wants to see you. levi makes it his life mission to keep you away from them as much as possible. not because he doesnt want you to get along with his friends, just because he knows that hange will spill some embarassing secrets from his college days.
- erwin ? hes okay but hes on thin fucking ice.
- also is very gentlemanly. will not only hold the door for you but for everyone. hes waiting in line for his order and someone comes up behind him and asks him to scootch so they can get some napkins ? mf its grabbing a handful himself and handing it to the person, wishing them a nice day with a small smile. hes just like,, a genuinely good person
- his singing voice ? immaculate. will he sing for you ? no.
- he also loves playing board games with you. like chess or checkers. you love playing board games with him and his friends, specifically monopoly. hange makes moblit form an alliance with them. mike is a lone wolf, and erwin and levi are always helping each other out until erwin betrays him. lots of trust is ruined between these game nights, but you literally cant bring yourself to care because its so fun to watch it unfold
this is my first headcanon thingy !! im v excited !! hope u all enjoyed đ€©âš should i do more headcanons like these ???
- all in all, levi is a cool guy, and a cool bf.
#attack on titan#attack on titan fanfiction#levi ackerman x reader#levi ackerman#attack on titan x reader#armin arlert#mikasa ackerman#eren yeager#eren jaeger
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âi want to be your home.â For Dylan and Nat!
me last night: âno sam i donât think i can write dylan and natâ
me today: âoh look at that, i canâ đ
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Hearing a shriek come from the bathroom, Natashaâs head shot up from her book and she made a grab for the gun on the coffee table, but Steve reached out and covered her hand with his, shaking his head with an amused smile on his face.
That was when she heard the angry grumbling and relaxed almost instantly, her shoulders sagging in relief as the bathroom door opened and Dylan appeared in the doorway, a towel wrapped around her body and her hair still soapy.
âThe hot water crapped out again,â Dylan shot a glare towards Steve, as though he had personally seen to it that she couldnât finish washing her hair. âSuch bullshit,â she muttered as she wandered over to the kitchenette and bent her head over the sink, turning the tap on.
âWhat- you canât rinse your hair off where we wash our dishes.â
âYou gonna come over here and stop me, Captain? Iâm sure that would go down well with the UN. Captain America fights harmless, tiny girl in a towel while sheâs just trying to wash her hair,â she kept her back to him and rinsed her hair off anyway, Steve shooting an incredulous look towards Natasha, who just shrugged her shoulders with a smirk.
âYour girlfriend hates me.â
âHer girlfriend can hear you,â Dylan called, wringing the excess water out of her hair and grabbing a tea towel and wiping her hands. âAnd I donât hate you. I hate that you are constantly around and canât take a hint. Youâre cock-blocking me.â
âDyl!â Natasha laughed as Steve rolled his eyes, his cheeks flushing.
âListen, if he wants nice Dylan to make an appearance, he needs to take a page outta Samâs book and clear off for a couple hours,â she huffed, her fingers tangling in the ends of her hair as she tried to comb out of knots. âNice Dylan will come back once sheâs had an orgas-â
âOkay!â Steve yelped, holding his hands up and he rose from the couch and grabbed his jacket. âOkay, I get it. Iâll go hang out at the bar with Sam for an hour.â
âMake it three!â Dylan called after him as he left the small cabin. Natasha huffed out a laugh as Dylan flopped down onto the couch beside her, the towel still wrapped around her as she stretched her bare legs out in front of her and rested them on the coffee table. She wiggled her eyebrows at Natasha. âHey, lover.â
Natasha smirked, reaching on and placing a hand on Dylanâs knee. âPoor Steve,â she shook her head. âGo easy on him, alright? Heâs missing Jas.â
âWell if he wasnât such a stick in the mud so concerned about doing âthe right thingâ, he could have his girl here with him, couldnât he? He needs to get laid. Maybe thatâll help him remove the stick thatâs lodged firmly up his ass.â
âIs that what you need, Pickle? Wanna get laid?â
âI literally just said so a couple minutes ago,â Dylan raised an eyebrow. âAnd donât call me Pickle. Itâs ruining the mood.â
âThereâs a mood?â
âThere would be if you slid your hand a little higher.â
Natasha laughed again, her book abandoned on the cushion between them as she leaned closer. âYou can be such a brat sometimes,â she murmured, before closing the gap between them and capturing Dylanâs lips with her own.
âTotally worth it,â Dylan hummed in reply, her hands coming up to frame Natashaâs face. âThis is the first time weâve been alone in like a month. At least we donât have to hide in the bathroom with my hand over your mouth. Can make as much noise as we want. I love watching you come undone, knowing Iâve made the infamous Natasha Romanoff fall apart.â
Natasha groaned quietly, pulling back and resting her forehead against Dylanâs. âYouâre gonna kill me,â she whispered, the tips of her fingers slipping underneath Dylanâs towel. âShouldâve told Sam and Steve to find somewhere else to sleep tonight.â
âWith their faces?â Dylan scoffed. âSomeone would recognise âem. That horrible old guy would come find us and I donât wanna have to kill someone so high up in the US government, Nat. It would be such an inconvenience. And besides, I know I bitch about lack of privacy etc, but this place kinda feels like home now, yâknow?â
âHome,â Natasha repeated. âI donât think Iâve ever had anywhere that feels like home.â
Dylan smiled softly, wrapping a strand of Natâs hair around her finger. âIâll be your home.â
âAnd what if I want to be your home, hmm?â Natasha raised an eyebrow challengingly and Dylan scoffed.
âCanât just let me be soppy for once in your life, can you, Romanoff? Always gotta try and one up me. Just like when we were teenagers.â
âOld habits die hard, Pickle.â
âWeâll have a real home one day, you know?â Dylan grinned. âBack in Ohio, if you want. Maybe a cute little cottage or something, with a spare room for Yelena. One for Bucky too, of course, because Iâm making him visit me as soon as theyâre sure he wonât go all murder-y again. We can get a dog.â
âThen Yelena will definitely visit.â
âSheâd visit anyway, because youâre her sister and she loves you. Now, are we gonna make use of having this place to ourselves or are we gonna sit here talking all night?â Dylan raised her eyebrows.
Humming, her signature smirk on her face, Nat reached forwards and slowly peeled the towel away from Dylanâs body. âOh, Pickle. We are definitely going to make use of having this place to ourselves.â
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#natasha romanoff x oc#answered#sgtbuckyybarnes#look at me GO i wish i could write actual fic instead of prompts bye#fic: battlefield#battlefield: prompts#dylan x natasha#also peek the sneaky jas mention even tho her and dylanâs fics do not crossover at all
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đ Gumdrop Island Halloween Event OFFICIALLY OPEN!! đ
hello friends its finally time to share what ive been working on for the past couple months: my đHALLOWEEN MAZE đ
HOW IT WORKS: ive built a spooky maze in the northwest corner of my island!! there are signs/markers around but ill explain how to get to it below. its not a very big maze but i didnt want to tear up too much of my island. i hope u enjoy anyway!! will probably be updated with more stuff once the official halloween stuff starts and i have access to more things :â)Â
- your goal is to reach the winnerâs circle at the end of the maze! i will be there to congratulate you and restock prizes as they get claimed (and make sure people arenât taking more than one prize/taking things they didnât actually win. please donât do this. i dont want to have to start doing private dodo codes or something )Â
-Â Â axes and shovels will not be needed. if thereâs a tree in your way, you gotta find another way through - please leave my trees alone!Â
- use of ladders is allowed but not needed. you can get through without a ladder, but you can climb over stuff if you wanna. you will need one if you want to use the fast exit through the mini graveyard at the end though bc i dont wanna build another incline. if you come in through the exit youâre disqualified :T (if you forget to bring a ladder you can still get out the way you came in, just, uh. gotta go back through the maze again) (also some of the scavenger hunt presents might require a ladder to get to them)Â
- if you find a wrapped present inside the maze area somewhere that is NOT the winnerâs circle, you can keep it!! i will be hiding these around in different spots throughout the month! im not going to impose a limit on how many you can take so depending on how many visitors i have at a time they might all be found before i can restock em for next timeÂ
- WHEN YOU REACH THE END: spin the wheel!! you gotta interact with it again to stop it :â)Â
if you get a fruit: take the present under your fruit symbol!!Â
if you get a bell, or a leaf: SPECIAL prize!! these are rarer/more expensive things!! again, depending on how many are claimed, i may run out of these eventually but i will do my best to keep them stocked! the prince (the lil green dude) is representing the leaf because.... hes. green (i didnt want to make a leaf symbol shh)Â
if you get The Fish: the unlucky prize... better luck next time :/Â
- everyone can win one prize per visit, though you are welcome to come back and win another prize another time! the bonus hidden presents do not count
here is a ref post for general island info, tldr its fine to pick flowers or fruit, fine to take shells, please leave my decorative star bits and stuff alone, if you have shovel privileges please ask before you dig up any flowers outside of the free flower garden/please leave my trees alone
the halloween shop is also open!! everything on the ground in the shop area is free to anyone! hereâs a post about thatÂ
the maze and the shop will be up all through october and probably a bit into november too, ill be doing dodo code nights now n then and youâre also always welcome to message me to work out a time to come visit if youâd like! dream town will also be updated soon, though obviously you canât win any prizes there :(
TO GET TO THE MAZE:Â
follow the path to the shopping area! (this also leads to the halloween shop; if the signs/paths are confusing just look for the nooklings on the town map)Â
head around back of the nook shop - the spooky purple path will show you the way! (the halloween shop is to the left near the able sisters also)Â
on your way through the graveyard, youâll pass by THE HAUNTED MANSION!Â
why not stop by and visit the happy haunts? they're DYING to meet you...
( my haunted mansion is still ongoing but i have most of the rooms now!! )Â
ENTER THE MAZE!!! have fun, donât get lost, and watch your step!Â
#halloween#acnh#acnh halloween#animal crossing#lucy plays acnh#i was going to have two wheels w/ one being the skull/flower one#which was basically going to be an all or nothing 'special prize or no prize' option#but i couldnt find one and i think i like this wheel better anyway#on its own#ac ref
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i love ur stuff!!! do u think u could write something like diego and the reader not liking eachother (maybe the reader is friends with klaus or allison or someone) and then slowly they begin to like eachother ??? :0
A/N: Thank you so much for the sweet message Nonny âș it was a lovely prompt, and I hope you enjoy. Word Count: 2060 Content Warning:Â mild swearing
âHey Y/N, why donât you like Diego?â Klaus asked one evening as the two of you lounged on your couch watching Allisonâs latest red carpet event.
âIs that a serious question?â you counter with a raised eyebrow, popping another piece of popcorn in your mouth.
âYeah. I mean, you get along with everyone else, literally. But not Diego.â
âI donât get along with everyone else. And I justâŠthink heâs jerk.â
âHe is. But soâs Luther and you like him fine.â
You rolled your eyes. âLook, I donât know how to explain it. I just, every time I talk to your brother I get filled with this overwhelming desire to hit something.â
Klaus started laughing and you raised an eyebrow questioningly. He just shook his head, still laughing. However, he dropped the subject after that and you decided not to push him on what might have been so funny.
~
âYouâre welcome,â he said with a smirk, still holding onto your arm.
âOh donât do that, Diego,â you snapped. âDonât act like you did me some favor and I should be grateful.â
âI just saved your life, Y/N.â
âIt was a guy on a bike; I think I would have been fine. I can take care of myself.â You folded your arms over your chest, pulling out of his grasp in the process. âWhat are you even doing here?â
He shrugged. âOut for a walk.â
âReally? In this part of town nowhere near anything you usually have to do with?â
He shrugged. âIt was a long walk.â
âWhatever,â you rolled your eyes. âIâm outta here.â
âNot gonna offer to buy me dinner for saving your life?â he called after you as you started to walk away.
âIn your dreams Hargreeves,â you shot back.
~
The next time you saw Diego, you had called him to meet you and he seemed quite surprised when he showed up to the park.
âWhatâs going on, Y/N? No offense, but you were the last person I was expecting to hear from,â he asked, trying to hide the fact that concern had made him run most of the way there.
âItâs Klaus. He hasnât been by in a while and he missed our weekly breakfasts. He never does that, especially since I pay. So Iâm worried andâŠI couldnât think of anyone else who might be able to help. Sorry to bother you.â You shifted uncomfortably and bit your lip, worried that you had annoyed him and that he would refuse to help.
âShit,â he sighed, running a hand through his close-cropped hair. âAlright, Iâll help you look for him. But the kind of places he hangs outâŠwe probably shouldnât split up, even if it would let us cover more ground.â
âThatâs kind of what I was thinking too. I figured I should call someone in for backup.â You shrugged and forced a smile.
The two of you walked in silence for a while, figuring that you would be more likely to actually spot him if you moved on foot than by car, even if it would take you more time. And, if you were being honest, you didnât mind the amount of time. You found that when you werenât actively fighting, you appreciated the presence of the other Hargreeves. You certainly felt safe with him beside you, between the knives and the subtle strength that you could see in his stance and the muscles that his clothing clung to.
âIs there something going on between you and Klaus?â he asked suddenly after a while of quiet.
âWhat? No. Heâs my best friend. I donâtâŠI donât see him like that.â
He gave you a look that suggested he didnât quite believe you.
âIâm serious. I love him sure, but the same way I love my baby sister. I want the world for him and would do anything for him butâŠromanticallyâŠblegh.â You scrunched up your face in disgust at the thought and the man beside you laughed.
âSo if not my brotherâŠis there someone special?â
You fell silent, studying Diego through the corner of your eye. Part of you itched to snap that it was none of his business. The other part of you, quite rebelliously, admired the slope of his shoulders beneath his black sweater and the cut of his jaw, how the long scar above his ear interrupted his smooth, almost militaristic appearance and made him more attractive, more dangerous looking.
âNo,â you said, after maybe too long of silently enjoying the view of him. âNo oneâs seemed worth my time.â
âYou really think highly of yourself donât you?â he laughed.
âWhat?â
ââNo oneâs seemed worth my time,ââ he quoted back, âsounds awfully pretentious.â
You felt your cheeks heat in embarrassment. âNoâŠI just meant that Iâve dated quite a few duds in the past, and I donât see the point in wasting my time. If I donât feel a connection with the person before we go outâŠâ you shrugged. âMaybe itâs high maintenance, but Iâd rather be that than miserable.â
He nodded and stayed silent. A quick glance over at him showed that he was lost in thought.
As the two of you patrolled, looking for any sign of Klaus, you found yourself wondering more and more about the mysterious âNumber Two.â But after several hours, even though you were enjoying your, mostly silent, time together, you were growing frustrated.
âThis is hopeless,â you groaned. âItâs going to take the two of us days to canvass the whole city, and if heâs been checked in somewhere, we still wonât find him.â
âYouâre probably right, Y/N,â Diego said with a nod. âLetâs grab some lunch and then we can startââ
âCalling the usual rehab centers,â you finished at the same time as him. âSounds like an excellent plan.â
He smiled softly at you and reached out, as if offering you his hand to hold before quickly retreating and shoving them into his pockets.
âDo you like Greek? I know a great Greek diner nearby,â he offered.
~
After that day, you found yourself spending more time with Diego, realizing your initial distaste was misguided, a snap judgement that he really didnât deserve. One afternoon, Klaus caught you chatting with his brother on the phone, he had called to invite you to one of his boxing matches, and twirling the cord between your fingers as you did.
âOh. My. God.â he cried out, slapping his hands to either side of his face with exaggerated shock. âYou liiiike him.â
âShut up,â you hissed, punching him lightly, a hot blush creeping across your face at the thought of Diego potentially hearing.
âWhat was that?â he asked, voice tinny through the receiver.
âNothing, just your idiot brother.â
You heard him chuckled. âI see. Well, anyway, the gym is kinda out of the way so it can be hard to find, so how about I meet you at your place and we can walk there together?â
âYou donât have to do that Diego.â
âBut maybe I want to?â
âO-oh,â you stammered, thrown by the warmth in his voice. âWell, in that case, that sounds nice.â
âGood. Itâs a date.â
âA date?â you raised your eyebrow even though he couldnât see it and tried your best to ignore Klausâs flailing and pumping his fist excitedly in the air.
âYeah, a date. Iâve gotta run, but Iâll see you later, Y/N.â
âOkay, see you later Diego.â
You were smiling when you hung up the phone, and the warmth in your chest made you feel like you were floating. So much so that you were completely compliant to Klaus dragging you through the apartment the two of you sort of shared, insistent on picking out the âperfect outfitâ for you to âstun his brother so hard he drops in shock and awe.â
~
The night of the date, you fidgeted nervously on your couch, bouncing your leg and chewing on the corner of your thumbnail, waiting for Diego to get there. A thousand thoughts a minute ran through your mind and you stomach twisted itself in knots. You tried to tell yourself you were being ridiculous, the two of you had become friends over the past several weeks, and there was no reason to think this evening was going to be any different, just because Diego had said it was going to be a date.
You were so lost in your own thoughts that you didnât hear the buzzer or notice Klaus rushing to greet his brother until Diego stood in the doorway, trying to get around his brother to say hello.
âIf you ever hurt her Diego,â Klaus said sternly, poking an index finger against his brotherâs chest, blocking the short hallway of your apartment.
Diego raised an eyebrow as if challenging whether Klaus was actually trying to threaten him.
âIf you ever hurt her, my beloved brother or not, I will eat your shoelaces,â Klaus continued, undaunted, eyes narrowed and face the picture of seriousness.
âWhat?â
âEvery single shoelace. Slurp âem up like spaghetti. Inconvenient as hell.â
âKlaus, you are my very best friend and I love you,â you interrupted, rising to go and stand by the two, equally unable to get Klaus out from between. âBut what the fuck? Please donât eat shoelaces in my defense. God that is the weirdest sentence Iâve ever saidâŠâ
âYeah, and we canât afford to take to the vet and have them removed when they tangle around your intestines,â Diego added, rolling his eyes. âWeâll have to just put you down.â
âUnsettling and inconveniencing my family and dying? Best day ever!â Klaus gave a little clap and jump of joy, which quickly morphed into an apologetic look when he glanced over his shoulder and saw your glare.
âWell, Iâll get out of your way. You two crazy kids have fun now,â he said cheerfully, as if the previous conversation hadnât happened. âDonât do anything I would do!â
You rolled your eyes as he sidled past back to the living room, giving you an affectionate pat on the shoulder as he did.
Diego felt his jaw drop as he took in your outfit. It wasnât quite your usual style, but was enough like you to not feel like you were trying so hard. And you looked stunning in it.
âWow,â he eventually breathed, causing you to chuckle and rub the back of your neck nervously. âYou lookâŠI donât know if Iâm going to be able to focus on the fight with you looking like that.â
âIt was Klausâs idea,â you mumbled. âI know itâs a bit muchâŠâ
âNo!â he assured, a little too quickly. âItâs greatâŠyou look great.â
You shot him a slightly flirtatious smile. âYou donât look so bad yourself.â You let your eyes rove over his tight-fitted jeans and Henley, in black of course.
âC-c-can I kiss you?â he stammered, stepping closer. âFor luck?â
You responded by snaking your arms around his neck and leaning in to press your lips to his. He groaned into the kiss, hands coming to rest on your hips, fingers digging into your sides and pulling you closer. Gently, he backed you up the few steps necessary to pin you against your wall, running his tongue over your lower lip at the same time. You let out a little gasp as you bumped into the plaster and he took the opportunity to slip in and begin exploring your mouth.
Grasping his hair in your fist, you eventually pulled him away from you to drink deeply of the air, trying to ignore the wave of desire that shot through you when the action made him moan hungrily.
âWe should stop,â you panted.
âWhy?â he responded, equally out of breath and fighting your grip to kiss the side of your neck.
âYou have a match to get to. Wouldnât this be so much better as a reward for winning it?â You teased lightly. âAnd somewhere your brother wasnâtâŠ?â
He laughed. âYou have a point there. I want you all to myself.â
âWell then get a move on. The sooner we get out of here, the better.â
He threaded his fingers through yours as he led you through the door.
âDonât wait up!â you called back over your shoulder to Klaus, making Diego groan once more and you smirked. Tonight was shaping up to be even better than you could have hoped.
#something of an abrupt ending but I got stuck and gave up#Diego Hargreeves x Reader#featuring Klaus Hargreeves#because he's too much fun not to include lol#Diego Hargreeves#reader-insert#The Umbrella Academy#TUA#a little light enemies-to-lovers?
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did someone say they wanted a small, sad SPN 15x20 rewrite (of sorts)?? itâs under the cut. the point of this is to show that they could have made it (mostly) tragic without making it Completely Pointless. this oneâs for @queenlokibeth and @treatlouwithkindness who are grieving with me and for @dependsonwhospitching and @belgianreader2 who have been WATCHING me grieve for this fandom they knows nothing about and being the best kind of friends and also for anyone who asked what my writing looked like! this is a bit of an unbetaâd mess but here it is!Â
They keep going. The road is in front of them, and they keep going, and they donât stop until they run out of gas. Dean blasts Led Zepplin until his ears hurt, until his throat is raw from shouting the lyrics. He had forgotten that Cas had left his mixtape in the car last time theyâd driven out. A trench coat, too, as it had turned out, a clean one. Guess Cas had gotten used to having his shirt ripped too many times to not have a spare handy.Â
 (âWhy would he not bring another one,â he had asked about Star Trek once, after Kirkâs shirt had been ripped again.Â
âNot the point, Cas,â Dean had rolled his eyes and taken a swig of his beer.)
Sam looks at him like heâs worried, talks to him like he thinks Dean might spontaneously combust at any second. Dean tries to not feel offended. It isnât like Samâs wrong, but he wishes that they could act like everything was normal, for a second - like they used to, before Demons and Angels and Apocalypses, and trials and falling and flying. Eileen calls on the third day and shatters the illusion. Itâs not that Dean isnât happy to hear from her - of course he is - but it reminds him that he is acutely alone, and that itâs always going to be that way. They make a sharp U-turn, and start driving in the direction of the coordinates Eileen gave them.Â
They stop in a small town along the way, meet some vamps (Â âfuckinâ vamps,â Dean grumbles as he decapitates the last one), and keep moving west. Around Pontiac, Illinois, Sam stops the car and gets out.
âDean,â he sighs, âwhat are you planning?â
âWhatâdâya mean,â he replies, knowing exactly what he means.Â
âReally?â Sam looks at him. âYou want me to believe that Cas is dead and youâre just - what? Youâre just accepting it? That itâs fine?âÂ
âItâs not fine, Sam,â he snaps, then takes a deep breath, and tries again, âitâs not fine. But what do you want me to do? Man, we just went up against God, and we won. Havenât we learned that every time we play with these big, cosmic pieces that things just get more screwed? We canât do that again, Sam, Cas wouldnât want us to do that again. Heâd want us - you - to get that apple pie life. So letâs just. Letâs do that for him, okay?â
âAnd what about you, Dean,â Sam doesnât quite seem to believe him. Hell, Dean doesnât really believe himself yet. âWhat are you gonna do?âÂ
âI dunno,â Dean rubs the back of his neck and looks at the trench coat in the backseat. âIâll probably go back to the bunker, find a new job. Hit the road for a whileâ - he glances at Sam, whoâs hair is almost long enough to tie into a bun - âyou and Eileen could come with, if you want.âÂ
Sam sighs and seems to consider it, but Dean knows what heâs gonna say even before he does. Dean has always known his brother better than himself.Â
âNah,â Sam glances at him, then at his phone, and then at the sunset. âI think Iâm gonna go try that apple pie life for a while. Or at least get as close to it as two former hunters can get.âÂ
âYeah,â Dean says. âThought you might say that.âÂ
âHey,â Sam grabs his forearm. âIf you ever need anything - help on a case, or a place to stay - anything - just let me know.âÂ
âYeah,â Dean turns and faces his brother, and it feels like goodbye, even though he knows it isnât.Â
                               *
They reach Vermont - where Eileen had popped up - and met her in front of a bed and breakfast by a lake. She said that she just...appeared there one day, without a phone or money or a place to go. Sheâd borrowed the ownerâs phone and called Sam as soon as she could, and had done some hustling for starter money. Sam stares at her like sheâs a miracle, which, Dean supposes, he is. Itâs the second time sheâs come back to him, and Dean can see that Sam knows the absolute unlikeliness.
âWhat. Uh, what happened,â Sam clears his throat and tries to rub the tears out of his eyes. âHow did it..how are you here?â
Jack, she signs, he said. He said that everyone should be with their families.Â
âSo, uh,â Sam looks at her like sheâs going to disappear any second, âeveryoneâs...theyâre okay?â
Well, she shrugs and smiles, and Sam had missed that mischievous glint in her eye, theyâre all probably a bit confused, but weâre ..
ânot dead,â she finishes verbally. Dean looks away, frozen like a deer in the headlights, or a boy lost in a crowd.
Sam grabs her and he hugs her and sheâs small and slight, bones and edges and he can feel the outline of a gun hidden in waistband and he wonders how and when she got ahold of that, but mostly, he holds her and when he breathes in her hair smells a bit like apples. He doesnât notice heâs crying until she pulls away and reaches up to wipe his tears.Â
âItâs okay,â she says, and then signs, Iâm okay.Â
âI missed you,â Sam says, âI just. I missed you.â
I was gone for a week, she signs and rolls her eyes theatrically, what would you do without me?Â
âUh,â Sam gives a watery chuckle, âLetâs never find out, okay?â
Thatâs when Dean clears his throat. Itâs not that he doesnât love his baby brother, that he isnât over the moon for him, because of course he is, but...
âEveryoneâs back,â he clears his throat and checks his phone, âall of you?â
âDean,â Eileen says, and her voice is kind. Dean thinks that he should learn more sign language. If she has to speak his language, he figures he should learn hers, too. And then he thinks that that sounds like something Cas would have said, and he looks back at Eileen, whoâs trying to meet his eyes.Â
âIs Cas...â Dean trails off, because he canât ask the question - he knows the answer.
âHe gave me a message for you,â she says, and she moves out of Samâs arms to stand in front of him. âHe wanted me to tell you that heâs okay. That Jack pulled him out.â
âSo where is he,â Dean growls, turning away. Out of the corner of his eyes, he can see Sam interpreting, and it strikes him just how much Sam loves this woman - this woman who was one of them, who had fought beside them, who had made her way back to them. He faces her again. âWhereâ - his voice breaks, and he almost wishes Sam werenât here to see it - âwhereâs Cas?â
âHe told me,â Eileen continues, signing as she speaks, âhe told me to tell you that he meant what he said. He said that he wanted to come back and see you, but that his son needs him. That your son needs him. He said that Jack might be God now, but heâs still his son, and he needs help now more than ever. That maybe God needs family, too, to remind him to be kind. Casâ - Eileen is crying now, too, she canât help it - âCas said that youâd understand that. That heâs going to be waiting, and that itâll be sooner than you expect. He says that heâs gonna see you again, and that he knows. He told me to tell you that he knows what you were gonna say. And that heâs always going to...have his ears on.Â
âI donât know what that means,â she finishes with a small shrug. âIâm sorry.â
And so Dean does the only thing he possibly can do. He gathers his sister, and he hugs her, too.
âYeah,â he says, letting go. âyeah, I get it. Thanks. That, uh. That means a lot to me.â
Sam looks at him with those puppy dog eyes heâd had since he was a baby and Dean waves him away.
âOh, donât do that,â he says loudly, âCome on, Sammy, letâs go start the rest of our lives.â
They turn back, and go inside the inn.Â
                               *
âHey Cas,â Dean whispers into the dark, the moon just a hang nail crescent shape outside his window. A new lunar cycle. Heâs got twenty days âtil werewolf time. He wonders if heâll ever stop keeping time with monsters. âEileen says you have your ears on, so. I mean, hereâs hoping sheâs right. Uh. I get it. Believe me, man, I do, Jack needs you. Hell, one of the last things I told him was that he wasnât family and I was wrong - I was so wrong. Tell him. Tell him that I miss him, too. That heâs always gonna be my kid, you know? Even if he is all powerful now.Â
âUm. But. I miss you. I know that youâre up there, and Iâll see you again but thatâs gonna be years from now, man, and I just donât know how to wake up and not see you in the kitchen trying to figure out how the coffee machine works. I donât know how to watch a movie without looking over to see if you got the joke. Damn. So much for no chick flick moments, huh? Eileen said. She said that you knew and I didnât have to say anything, but thatâs how we got in this mess to begin with, so uh. Here goes, I guess. You gotta know that youâre it for me, man. Iâm not as good with words as you are, but at the end of the day, I guess I always kinda thought we were gonna grow old together, you, me, Sam, in the bunker watching bad movies and finding new cases and just...making it up as we go along.
âI thought that one day youâd just...I donât know. Move in with me, I guess? And that would be that. I thought we had all the time in the world, and then we had no time, and I didnât - I froze. Iâm sorry that I was a coward. Iâm sorry that I didnât say this - any of this - when you were here to hear it. But, uh. Hope youâre hearing it now.â
Somewhere, a bee hums its way back to its hive, singing in tune with a prayer. Somewhere, a boy laughs loudly, looking down at his little brother and thinking I will always keep you safe. Somewhere, a car moves down the interstate, music at full blast, driver high on life. Somewhere, a writer writes, and the world does not change at all. And, outside his window, Dean sees a falling star, and pretends that itâs an angel with a crack in their chassis, making their way down to find someone who loves them. When he falls asleep, he does not dream.Â
                               *
Dean goes back to the bunker. Itâs big and empty, but it was Casâ home, and so itâs his, too. Sam and Eileen go back with him, but he knows they wonât be there for too long.
âThis will always be your home, Sammy,â he says when Sam loads his boxes onto an old trailer of Bobbyâs, because Deanâs trying to say all the words he feels out loud these days.Â
âI know, Dean,â Sam says, even if he doesnât, and then he hugs his brother tightly, not for the last time, but for the last time in this moment, as the people they once were. When they meet again they wonât have grown together, and so they will be strangers, in some ways.Â
Maybe, Dean thinks, thatâs how itâs supposed to be. He watches Sam and Eileen climb into the truck and head North, and he calls them at the end of the day to make sure they havenât run into trouble.
âYou donât need to come save me yet, Dean,â Sam scoffs, but heâs secretly relieved that theyâll always have this, and so he doesnât hang up until Eileen shoots him that look that says âIâll murder you if you donât hurry upâ, and heâs more scared of her than Dean, so he hangs up and keeps driving.
Sam doesnât stop driving until they make their way into Texas, into a small town with a house that sits on a large lot of land, and has a storm cellar in the basement. They raid the local grocery store for all the salt they can find, put rosaries into the water tanks, and then they start unpacking their boxes. Sam thinks that heâs never gonna be out, not really, but heâs not gonna be in either. He needs this for a while - the trees and the long grass and the woman beside him and nothing that goes bump in the night. He sends a quick thank you to Jack and Cas and thinks that maybe they can start to heal.Â
                               *
Dean watches movies on Thursday nights. At first theyâre movies that he meant to show Cas but never got around to: Lord of the Rings, When Harry Met Sally, James Bond. Then he gets around to watching those dumb nature documentaries Cas would always put on when he thought no one was paying attention - Dean was always paying attention, and now that he realizes it he just...he feels so damn stupid. But he watches them anyways, because he thinks Cas would have enjoyed it if heâd sat down with him and watched a thing about bees, just once.
âThe things I do for you, Cas,â he says out loud every time he picks a new one. âGotta admit, though, that David Attenborough - he knows what heâs talking about.âÂ
He tries watching a horror movie once, but it hurts, looking at the demons on the screen and remembering Meg and Ruby and Crowley and Lucifer and Michael and Cas. It always comes back to Cas.Â
âI just miss you, man,â he says to his room, his car, his cup of coffee. He keeps the dog named Miracle, and he thinks that Cas would have liked that, and he takes him on walks every morning and pretends that Cas is with him.
âI got a call from Jody last night,â he says to no one, though he puts headphones on so that people who see him donât think heâs all sorts of wacko. He could just be on the phone. He wishes he was on the phone. âShe says that Claire and Kaia are getting really serious. Says they want to move out and start hunting together, and she wanted to know what I thought of it. Can you believe that, Cas? Told her to give her a bit of space, and remind her that sheâs family. You probably would have said it better, but. Itâs the best I got. Iâm not used to this whole...talking thing yet, okay? Claireâs 21 now, Cas. I feel so old. Maybe Iâll invite Jody and Donna and them for Thanksgiving. Sam and Eileen, too, of course, but we have more than enough space in the bunker.â
Dean will never stop saying âweâ.Â
                              *
Sam has a kid and names him Dean and Dean cries for hours when he finds out. He calls Claire and tells her to drag her ass over for a visit next month, he knows she and Kaia are busy saving the world, but to not forget about him in the meantime, and she agrees and tells him to get his ass off the phone and enjoy his nephew.Â
âYouâd love this,â Dean tells Cas, âheâs such a good kid. He never cries. Sam and Eileen almost thought something was wrong with him, Sam even took him to a priest to have him checked over, what with the...you know. But nah. Heâs a perfectly normal kid - or, as normal as you can be, if youâre Samâs kid, I guess.â
Dean laughs, then sighs, looking around Samâs house, how he and Eileen have built a life and then babyproofed it. Sam hasnât hunted a single monster in over nine months, and the world is still turning, somehow. Ten years ago, he never would have believed it. But now, well. He has faith.
âTell Jack I said hi,â Dean whispers to Cas. âTell him I miss him, too, and that this kid is gonna know all about him - you, too, you know. Iâm never gonna shut up about you.â
An owl hoots outside of baby Deanâs window, and Dean chooses to believe that itâs Cas laughing at him.Â
                                *
He gets old. Every Christmas, he sets up a small tree, and at the top of it, he puts an angel with a blue tie and a trench coat. He takes up Bobbyâs phone banks, and suddenly heâs got Sheriffâs from all over the country asking him if heâs agent âSwiftâ or âSpearsâ and every time he hears the names, he smirks and glances upwards and says, âYeah, hello, who am I speaking to?âÂ
Big Threats pop up, and before long he realizes that heâs built quite the network of hunters to deal with it, that he no longer needs to hit the road himself. So he starts buying up classic cars, and he fixes them up. Chevyâs, BMWs, Fords, you name it, he buys it, then he restores and sells them, and uses the money from the sale to buy the next one. He puts the extra cash back into the network of hunters, making sure they have fakes, supplies, and a safe place to go if they need it. And so, over the years, the bunker becomes a sort of Hunter Hub. A home base.Â
Sometimes, couples would leave their kids with Dean while they went out on jobs, and he would tell them stories of when he was young. Heâd tell them of his brother, who had brought about and then stopped the apocalypse, of the demon who became a friend, about Ellen and Jo and the Roadhouse, how it had been a place like his for people who needed it, he told them about Bobby, the man who raised him and loved him even though they werenât blood, and he told them about Kevin and Charlie who had been so young and still fought so bravely and taught him so much. Heâd show them the postcards that Charlie sent him - was still sending him - from her and Stevieâs world travels. And, of course, heâd tell them about Cas. Always Cas. The angel who saved him from hell, who revolted against heaven for the sake of the whole world (for Deanâs sake, because he loved him), who became a man and kept fighting anyways, though he didnât know quite how. He told them about Cas and Metatron and Cas and Lucifer and Cas and Naomi and Cas, Cas, Cas, everywhere.
Sometimes, when the children were older, heâd show them pictures to go along with the stories. A copy of the last picture he has of Jo and Ellen, standing there with Bobby and Sam and him and Cas and he tries hard not to think about how its just him and Sam left. He shows them pictures of Cas in a cowboy hat and Jack in stupid sunglasses. He shows them pictures of Sam and Eileen, even though they donât visit very often.Â
(âI canât, Dean,â Sam had said. âI canât raise my kid how dad raised us. I have to be out.â
âI get that, Sam,â Dean had nodded, âBut this is my life. I gotta do this, not just for me.â
âI know,â Sam had said, and then, âHey.â
âHmm?â
âLove you, jerk.â
âBitch.â
And they had laughed, and Dean would go to their house for Christmas and the New Years and they would go to his for Thanksgiving, and he would meet up with Sam once a month in a small bar in Oklahoma, halfway between Kansas and Texas, and it would be good. Dean would never have believed it, before, but this was...good.)
                               *
Dean lives âtil heâs eighty two, and he never once stops talking to Cas as though he was still around. Sam still prayed, sometimes, but not like that, never like that. Dean, ironically, was the most devout person most people knew. He always said that a parent should have faith in their kid, and as his kid was God, well. He had no choice but to be faithful. When he was older, his neighbors would laugh - what a crazy way of looking at the world! Dean would smile and wave them off and put his headphones in, âcallâ his partner, and walk his dog.Â
He dies quietly, one night, and, in the morning, the hunters that had been staying in the bunker find him in his bed, smiling, with an old mixtape on the nightstand. They call Sam, who is an old man himself, and he calls his son (who has kids of his own, Sam can hardly believe it). Dean Jr. (DJ, heâd decided when he was seven, and stuck to it ever since) picks his mom and dad up and takes them to the bunker, where they wrap dean in cloth, build a pyre, and then salt and burn him. A proper hunterâs funeral for a man who never stopped fighting.Â
Claire and Kaia are there, and they bring their kids. Sam hugs them, and presses the keys to the bunker in Claireâs hand.
âYou keep this place up,â he tells her with a smile, âDean would have wanted that.â
Sheâs older now, well in her forties - the same age Dean had been when heâd started to run his home like a hostel for hunters - but Sam still sees the eight year old girl whoâd loved her dad so much she let an angel possess her. He thinks, our bodies, possessed by light, and then he thinks about Cas properly for the first time in many years. Take care of my brother, he prays, and then turns to Claire and leads her inside. They have pie together.Â
                              *
When Dean opens his eyes, heâs in the bunker. He feels lighter than he has in decades: his back doesnât ache and his joints donât creak, and he hears someone bustling around in the kitchen. Probably Claire, he thinks, and then moves to sit up before noticing his own hands. The wrinkles that had become so familiar are gone. As are the permanent grease stains from spending so much time under the hood of a car. His old hunting boots are by the door, and a plaid overshirt is bunched in the corner of the desk, like it had landed there when heâd tossed it off the night before. But...he was pretty sure he didnât own that shirt anymore. He can hear a radio crackling from the living room, playing Ramble On. He hasnât listened to that song since...well. In a long time.Â
Slowly, he makes his way down to the kitchen, and stops dead when he reaches the door.Â
âI,â he starts, and his voice is young and strong and nothing like he remembers it being when he went to bed.Â
âHello Dean,â Cas says, and then the bacon catches fire.
âWoah,â Dean exclaims, rushing over and crowding the stove - it used to be like that, he remembers, between cases - Cas never could figure out how to cook and Dean would always end up shooing him out of the kitchen. Canât have you killinâ us here, Cas, he would say, and finish the meal for both of them. Then they would sit, have a beer, and not say much of anything at all. Dean had almost forgotten. He turns down the stove, tosses the burnt bacon, and clears his throat. âWell, guess it doesnât matter if you burn the food here, âcuz Iâm guessing you canât kill us.â
âNo,â Cas agrees, looking very much as lost and disbelieving as Dean feels. âWeâre already dead - or, you are. My condolences.âÂ
âNah,â Dean huffs a laugh, âitâs okay. My life was pretty good, you know? But it was probably my time - way past it, even.âÂ
âYour life was remarkable,â Cas looks at him solemnly. âThank you for sharing it with me.â
âYou could hear me?â
âWere you not certain of that,â Cas raises his eyebrows.Â
âI had faith,â Dean hip checks him, and smiles. âThanks for listening.â
âIâm sorry I couldnât be there,â Cas says softly.
âJack needed you, I get that. And look,â Dean catches his eye and grins, âhere we are anyways. Not like death ever stopped us.âÂ
They cook in silence for a moment.
âHow long has it been, for you,â Dean asks him.
âA week,â Cas shrugs and looks away. âMaybe two. Time moves differently here.â
âIt was forty years, for me,â Dean says.
âI know. Iâm sorry.â
âIâm not. My life....it was good, Cas. Maybe it wasnât perfect, but I did alright. And I was never alone. I had family. I had you.âÂ
âWell,â Cas catches his hand and pulls it away from the new pan of eggs, âyou certainly have me now.âÂ
The second pan of eggs burns, too.
#supernatural#15x20#dean whinchester#no spoilers because i completely started over there haha#this isn't the happiest ending but this is more the ending i expected from them#so there you have it this is what i thought i was gonna get and then i didn't and id thought about it so much i decided to write it myself#maybe i'll put it up on ao3 who knows#i write sometimes#thats my new writing tag#SOMETIMES being the operative word#if i put this on ao3 i'll likely expand it a bit#but for right now this is 4.3k words that are all better than the finale even though no one has read this over for me lmao
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1+1 | descent | part 3
warnings: ok so, there is smut but I have begun and ended it with a ***** so you can skip if u want bc they be loving each other during this pregnancy liFE. there is mentions of blood (towards the end), drinking, swearing etcÂ
a/n: omg I love you all so much sorry for taking so long here are some of the requests I used to keep me going with a lil breakdown:
maybe for 1+1 there r complications with the pregnancy (nothing life threatening just a little harder or something) and shawn is super cute and protective - a little teaser, more in next chap x
Shawn would be a worrying mess throughout your pregnancy for suređ„șđ - again, will be more in next chapter
Y/n being horny whilst being pregnant - big mood
Could you write something about Shawn and y/n going to her parent's for dinner and her mum picks on her the entire time, maybe Shawn comforts her or confronts her? - so i kinda adjusted it a bit bc I just couldn't imagine it like full on if that makes any sense but anyways ye
Shawn making sure she takes her prenatal pills and is on time for all appointments. - he would 10/10 do this I bet ur ass
Just all the fluff about pregnancy that you possible can write. I LOVE YOUR WORKđđ„° - you are the cutest lil ANGELÂ I love YOU đ„ș
word count: 6.5kÂ
previous parts: here
You never thought youâd be one of those pregnant women who obsessed over their weight and constantly observed for signs of a growing bump; but you never thought youâd get pregnant and here you are, stood in front of your mirror, almost 1/3 of the way into your pregnancy already - 10 weeks, to be exact. You were only 5 weeks pregnant when youâd visited your doctor that one day, adamant that you were going to receive bad news, only to receive the complete opposite.
As your mind wandered back to that day, 5 weeks ago, the palm of your hand caressed the bare skin of your stomach, admiring how much your body was already changing. Youâd left the doctors office in a complete state of shock, insisting Dr. Blake check the test results at least 5 times before you finally nodded and accepted that you were pregnant. Shawn hadnât stopped talking the whole day after that and found concern in you being just as quiet as what you would been if the worst had come out of that meeting. Of course it was just the shock, that your body, despite everything youâd been told, had been able to pull through and create a miracle. The fuzzy feeling of 2 day old stubble resting on your shoulder and curls tickling the side of your neck brought you back to current day, eyes wandering up from your stomach to meet the eyes of Shawnâs. His arms wrapped around your hips, covering your own as he allowed his fingers to entwine with yours. âWhatchaâ thinking âbout?â He asked before turning his head to place a delicate kiss in the crook of your neck.
You shivered and smiled at the ticklish sensation, a small giggle leaving your lips. âThat you really need to shave your poor excuse of a beard.â His mouth opened wide, offended of the insult towards his manliness as you continued to declare your real thoughts. âJust... this. Us. I guess.â Your head fell and rested against his as he nodded, moving both of your hands to your lower stomach, where baby would soon be continuously blooming.
âYou know, baby M sure has put a little glow on your skin and a wider smile on your face.â His chin was heavy on your shoulder as he spoke, but you didnât mind, considering in a few months youâd have a baby gnawing away at your shoulder. And being sick down it. And dribbling down it. And... why do you have babies, again?
âBaby M?â You asked, eyebrows raised in admiration of the sudden new nickname who was previously known as bub.
Shawn shrugged, finally giving you some room and detaching from your frame so you could continue to go about your normal morning routine. You did so by picking up your hairbrush from the cabinet next to you, dragging in through your untamed bed head. âYeah, i mean, bub was cute and all... but... youâre my original bub, really. And I guess the M can stand for Mendes. Or miracle. Or both?â He questioned, more than confirmed, leaving you smiling at his pointless babbles and theories. Shawn swiftly moved on to tell you heâd checked the parenting app this morning, and Baby M is now the size of a lime. He also told you that he read an article that told you eating peanuts and dairy could make the baby allergic to them in the future, but with further research he soon developed it was nothing but a mere myth. Most of all, whilst you were getting ready, Shawn told you how lucky he feels to have you and how much he loves you.
You turned to the side one final time before you left the mirror, hands coming back to the small bump across your stomach. Shawn walked back into the room, toothbrush hanging from his mouth and towel hung from his hips, rolling his eyes as you studied yourself yet again. âBub, stop it.â He somewhat spoke, through minty bubbles and white paste.
âAm I...â You started, alternating between pinching the skin and caressing it with the palm of your hand. âAm I getting fat?â
Shawn almost spat his mouth care out, the brushing of his teeth coming to a stop as he stared at you, astonished by your brief question. âYouâre not fat...â He held his finger up as he darted back into the en suite where you heard the running of water and him finishing his process. The water shut off and you could hear him grab the towel from the rail, presumably to wipe his face, considering he had white suds dripping down his chin. â...Youâre pregnantâ
He reappeared in the room, walking over and snaking his arms round your waist. âSo iâm fat then?â You laughed, giving up your touch on your stomach to reach up and rest your arms atop his shoulders.
All he could do was chuckle, never having heard anything so absurd. Youâd never be fat, but youâd always be beautiful. âYouâre a baby maker, he gotta grow somewhere.â
You rolled your eyes, tip toeing upwards and pressing your lips to his to be greeted with the fresh mint taste you anticipated. âShe.â
Humming into your touch in return, his fingers danced through your freshly brushed hair as he was pulled into your body, âyour mom...â you started, giggling as he pulled away and shot you a confused glance.
âWhy are you thinking of my mom while iâm tryna make out with you?â
âIâm thinking of your dad too.â You smirked, only trying to wind him up further.
âOk, weird, stop...â He shuddered, screwing his face up in further confusion and disapproval. He searched your face for an answer, but you merely shrugged and walked away, pulling out your favourite shirt from the wardrobe and bringing it over your arms, you let it fall over your body.
Two overnight bags lay on the bed, only a few items thrown into them so far for your weekend trip to Shawnâs family home. âDo you wanna tell them tonight?â You asked, picking a couple more shirts from the wardrobes and finally some pants that would match.
He watched as you folded them delicately into your bag, âdo you? I mean, itâs your body, itâs your choice.â It was killing Shawn alive to keep this from his parents, and more so Aaliyah, but with all the bad luck youâd had, you were sceptical of jinxing the situation. You thought it was most probably a myth, that telling people you were pregnant before the end of a certain trimester could cause bad luck, but it was a risk you wasnât willing to take.
âItâs our choice,â you confirmed, walking back over to the wardrobe and pulling out a couple of t-shirts for Shawn and holding them up for his approval. With a nod, you threw them in his direction, and he attempted to fold them into his bag, not half as neatly as you had done. âI just know itâs killing you. And besides itâs nearly the end of my first trimester and it is your momâs birthday...â
You held up a shirt, one you absolutely loved seeing Shawn in, but he screwed up his face and shook his head, so you put it back on the rail. âNo pressure, we tell them when youâre ready.â You walked over with another shirt youâd picked for him, shaking your head at Shawnâs third attempt of folding his clothing. You remembered how after your third date, he brought you to his place for a drink and you saw how chaotically organised his suitcase was packed for going on tour. With a bottle of wine and some packing tips later, you both ended up falling asleep in his spare bedroom, organised piles of clothes all around you.
The more the hours in the day went by, the more you chewed your inner cheek in anxiousness. Driving to Shawns parentâs house felt like a lifetime but he silently tried to comfort you by holding your thigh as he drove. You didnât know if you were going to tell them, you didnât even know if you wanted to and you sighed at yourself again for letting it play over and over in your mind. âBub?â Shawn squeezed your thigh and pulled you from your daydream, looking over at you as you came up to a red light.
âMmhmm?â You didnât know if Shawn could read your mind, as you thought about all the nice ways youâd seen over the internet of how people tell their parents theyâre going to be nana and grandads. Here you were, thinking of ways to not tell them.
âStop worrying about it, if we tell them, we tell them. If we donât, we donât.â You nodded, although you both knew it wouldnât be the end of your concerns.
A few red lights later and a slow drive down the quiet lane, youâd reached the Mendes family house, heart warming as Aaliyah flung the door open and immediately ran to the car. Shawn had the best relationship with his sister and it gave you no doubt in your mind that he was going to be the best dad in the world. It was getting late, the traffic taking a toll on your arrival time and the party was already in full swing. Karen appeared in the door, two glasses of wine in hand and a beaming smile on her features. âHello, my beautiful family,â she theatrically exclaimed, pulling you in for a huge hug as you both reached the doorway with Shawn holding both of your overnight bags and almost knocking the wine from her hands.
âMom are you drunk already?â Shawn laughed, eyeing the 2 glasses of wine tight in her grip and watching how she stumbled down one of the steps and pushed her cheek outwards, inviting a kiss from Shawn.
âWhat? No! Iâve only had 1 glass..â She nodded, handing you one of the glasses and you politely smiled, thanking her. She whispered to you as Shawn walked into the house and he disappeared out of view, instantly getting lost in the music and big crowd of people. âIâve had 3...â she giggled, pulling you inside as the two of you began to engage in conversation.
The party in full swing, Shawn had drunk your - 2 glasses of - wine when no one was looking with Karen handing you another glass which youâd had in your hand for at least 45 minutes when she walked over to bring you another. âOh?â She questioned, looking at your still full glass as you stood with Shawn and his old family friends. âYou love wine, why arenât you drinking!â
You smiled and eyed Shawn, who instantly shot to your defence. âMom, sheâs not an alcoholic,â he said, and you all laughed it off, but as Karen stood with you and insisted you drank some of it with her, your heart beat out your chest and feet shuffled uncomfortably beneath you. âMom... she doesnât want to drink the wine.â Shawn said, pulling it out of your hand and putting it onto the side.
âDonât speak for her, weâve seen a fair few wine-drunk y/nâs in her time!â If thatâs how she saw you, she most definitely wouldnât think youâre fit to be a parent. She knew you and Shawn were trying, sure, but the more you thought about it, the more youâd actually never heard her say anything positive about it. Maybe catching Shawn arguing with her on the phone six or so months ago was about this. About you. About your inability to succeed in adult life.
Before anyone could blink, tense atmosphere filling the air between the small crowd as the rest of the unaware house guests continued to party, you darted up the stairs, rushing to the bathroom. Curled over the toilet and stomach tensing tightly, you were yet again reminded that morning sickness was not just for the mornings. Shawn was quick behind you, stroking your back like he always did and offering you a bottle of water heâd managed to grab en route to your side.
Once you felt it was out of your system, you leaned back, your bum sitting against the backs of your ankles as you shakily took the water from Shawn. âIâm sorry about my mom.â
âItâs okay,â you stopped to take another sip, the cold water relieving your dry mouth and the horrible taste that covered it, âI just donât want her to see me as that person. It makes me feel like she thinks iâm going to be a bad mom...â
âYouâre going to be a mom?!â A voice much higher than Shawnâs interrupted, both yours and Shawnâs head flying round to the door where Aaliyah could be seen in the crack.
ââLiyah, what the fuck!â Shawn screamed, his younger sister repeatedly apologising, only insisting she came to see if you were okay.
Karen appeared in the doorway and once pushed further open, so did Manny, which only made you feel like a pathetic fool as the Mendes clan bickered around you. Shawn was shouting at Aaliyah for having no personal boundaries, whilst Aaliyah screamed back at him for leaving the door open in the first place, whilst Manny shouted at them both for shouting at each other, all whilst Karen ignored the trio and came down to your level, wiping the run mascara that surrounded your eyes. It was a scene from a comedy movie, two young adults fighting ridiculously, the father rolling his eyes at them both and unable to control their anger, and the mother identifying the source of the problem, which just so happened to be you. âHoney, iâm sorry if i upset you, so so sorry.â
âKaren, itâs okay, itâs not you.â You smiled, somewhat meaning it. It was you, really, your hormones were wild and emotions all over the place and boy, didnât you know about it recently.
âIt is, Manny always jokes iâm a cow when iâve had some wine.â
Shawn stretched his hand out, offering it for you to take so he could help you up from the floor. Once you were straightened up, he repeated the offering to his mother, laughing at her as she stumbled due to the wine still flowing through her body. âCan we just all go back to normal?â Manny suggested, and Karen nodded having no idea what the meeting was about in the first place.
âNormal?! I canât go back to normal when I just heard that y/n and Shawn are gonna be...â Shawn shot her a look, threatening his younger sibling without words but for once, you didnât care that she was rambling, that she was going to spill, because that would take the weight off you.
Bickering yet again, the parents tried to speak over their supposedly grown up and adult children, âcan someone please just tell us what is going on?!â
You sighed, knowing there was only one way out of this bathroom that would involve everyone making friends and getting along as normal. So when Aaliyah and Shawn simply returned to debating who was the right and wrong sibling, you cleared your throat and exclaimed with laughter, âoh my god!â
âI know! I donât know how you live with this dumbass, and put with him and-â
Shaking you head and interrupting Aaliyah, who continued to torture her brother, you exclaimed to everyone in the room, all of them turning to face you at the most wonderful confession, âiâm pregnant!â
Another two weeks had flown by, the news of your pregnancy spreading far and wide and unintentionally - you broke instagram. Well, not specifically you, nor Shawn, but all the fans that were greeted with the news on the Saturday evening. The same saturday evening you were sat in Connorâs dining room, enjoying your elderflower presse whilst everyone else devoured the beer and wine. Shawn sipped his like he was 15 and was about to get busted by his mom and dad, despite you telling him to enjoy and drink enough for the both of you.
Mila had decided, that now she was turning 25 she should ditch the clubbing scene and opt for a sophisticated dinner party with her closest and dearest. Sophisticated it was not, jokes and tales getting spilt around the table like a bunch of teenagers playing never have I ever. âMan, that holiday, I swear Shawn and y/n did it, like, six times in one day!â Brain laughed, washing his claim down with another gulp of beer. You laughed and Shawn shouted, defending the two of you with everything he had left in him.
âMaking a baby is harder than it seems in the movies!â He confessed, pushing his own beer away from him, not really interested in any form of alcoholic beverage, but more so in staying sensible for you.
Your hand fell under the table, reaching across just slightly to rest on his thigh. His body instantly stilled, bottom lip taken captive in between his teeth at your simple touch. Shawn was a sucker for secret public displays of affection, and of course, you knew that. More than ever, 12 weeks into your pregnancy and coming up the end of your first trimester, all you wanted to do was... well... Shawn.
The theory of your sex drive either noticeably increasing or decreasing during pregnancy was one of the many things youâd read in books and articles but was yet to experience it yourself. Up until this past week, where it severely peaked. Shawn had woken up twice with your body straddling his and lips peppering kisses down his body, until they reached a certain morning perkiness. He had payed you back just once, making himself late for a meeting to which of course he had absolutely no regrets.
The two of you were already significantly late to tonightâs party, hair slightly dishevelled and Shawnâs shirt more creased than first intended. Youâd practically pinned him down with no other option than to satisfy your needs. He played on the fact you both shouldnât have been late, but he was more than happy to skip the starter and have you instead.
He cleared his throat awkwardly as your hand cupped him through the material of his pants and you smirked as you felt it harden immediately. Leaning over and brushing against your ear as everyone else carried on their conversations, he whispered. âWeâll get going soon.â His arm fell to rest on the back of your chair, wrapping around your body as you moved into him, both of your chairs unable to be any closer. Brian commented on how sick it made him feel that two people could be so in love, but Mila shouted in your defence, telling him it was sweet.
Whilst continuous stories jumped from person to person, your hand remained in Shawnâs lap, brushing over her sensitive and needy covered cock every so often which only made him shift in his seat. âMeet me upstairs.â You whispered, standing up from your chair and placing your napkin on the table. Putting on your best queezy smile and letting your hand fall to your stomach, you spoke to the group. âExcuse me, guys, Iâm just gonna have minute.â
No further questions were asked as you headed out of the room, making sure to smirk at Shawn one final time before you left completely. He gave it a couple of minutes, and he was about to excuse himself, when Mila asked if him if she should go check on you. âNo, sit down birthday girl, Iâve got this. Iâve seen enough pregnancy sickness to last me a lifetime.â He joked as he scrapped his chair from under the table, hoping the hardness in his pants had died down in fear of giving away their secret bathroom date.
At the top of the stairs, in the room to the right, you touched up your lipstick and pushed your make up brush into your skin with a dabbing motion to blot away any oils. The door creaked open and you smiled as your curly haired boy appeared, grinning back as he shut the door behind him, of course making sure to switch the lock. âWhatâs gotten into you?â He raised his eyebrows as he walked over to you, hands finding your waist as you stared at you both in the mirror. Even when youâre in heels, he was notably taller than you, but he appreciated how he didnât have to bend down as far to leave soft kisses on your skin. Your slinky dress was a thin material, spaghetti straps only just covering a tiny fraction of your shoulders and ending just above your knees further down your body.
There was nothing bad that Shawn thought about the sudden spike in your sex drive, he was still the 20 something year old guy who fancied the fuck out of his wife and heâd be crazy to turn her away and deny her of her pregnancy needs, right?
âHopefully you.â You purred, trying to sound seductive but following it up with a laugh that most definitely made it more comical. Shawn never laughed though, as he dotted his lips across your shoulder and into the crook of your neck, grabbing a fistful of your hair in his hand and moving it out his loving path. *****A groan left your mouth and said hand came up to cover it, making you bite your lip to muffle your approving sounds. His ivory shirt was tight against his arms as he reached up and covered your lips with his large fingers and you adored how he flexed underneath it with each movement. You wriggled your ass playfully, nudging it backwards pushing your palms against the counter surface to steady yourself. His lips never left your skin as his hips pushed into you, covered areas causing a sexual friction that filled the room. If he wasnât hard before, he most definitely was now.
One hand loosened on your mouth, allowing you to breathe heavily as you tried your best to stifle your moans. The other worked down your body, smoothing down the soft material of your dress until he reached the bottom hem. He made sure to connect his hands with your skin, pulling the dress up with his movement as he palmed back up your leg, stopping when he reached the curve of your ass that was barely covered by the most pathetic set of underwear heâd ever laid eyes on.
You let a moan slip as he grabbed a handful of you firmly, making you smirk beneath your bitten bottom lip. âShh.â he hummed into your neck, eyes coming up only slightly to watch you in the mirror, admiring how your head was thrown back against him and neck begging to be taken by his hand.
Nodding clumsily, he continued to hike up your dress, letting it gather at your hips and he finally detached from your skin. He leant back, making sure he was still pushed against you and trapping your body in between his and the counter. You were bent slightly forward, back softly arched and hips writhing in an attempt to feel something against your aching core. He didnât bother to stop you, only quickly reaching down to fiddle with the buckle of his belt and buttons, allowing his pants to fall down his legs. He left his boxers, for now, and returned to palming the skin of your derriĂšre with eagerness. Squatting down, he came face to face with the asset heâd been focusing his hands on, slapping the inside of your thighs as instruction to widen them. Happily obliging, your heels clicked against the floor as you did so, hands no longer resting on the countertop but more so gripping it as you felt his breathe edge closer to your centre.
Your underwear, or lack of, was tugged down your legs and he helped you to lift each ankle as he pulled it over your heels, supporting your body and holding your weight. He scrunched them up and found the pocket of his pants, shoving them in as a personal souvenir. Just as you were about to moan at him for taking his time, his two middle fingers traced down your folds, a squeal echoing through your closed mouth as you tried to contain yourself. He stroked delicately, nudging your clit every other time until he was happy heâd spread your pre juices enough. And when he was happy, his fingers slid into you effortlessly, grabbing himself as they disappeared into you. He couldnât bare the ache in his fully hardened length, wanting so desperately to skip the pleasantries and slip straight into taking you from behind. Sitting down, instead of awkwardly squatting beneath you, he also switched direction, so he snaked beneath your legs and his back rested against the counter you was facing. His hands reached around the back of your thighs, pulling you closer to his face without warning. Your desperate core brushed against his lips, hands tightening around the sink with white knuckles at the intimate contact.
It took everything in your to not scream out in pleasure. No amount of intimacy in your own home compared to sneaking away from a party and doing the dirty, much like you used to do in the past and you were forever grateful the spark had never died. You were thankful for his strong grip on the back of your thighs, legs shaking as his tongue caressed your folds from underneath you. He wanted to be beneath you forever, to have you squirming and panting just as you were in this moment. Heâd never intended for it to be this... full on, when he came to find you in the bathroom. He thought it would maybe a quickie, a little tease, but something innocent and playful had turned into a lustful dream.
You braved your sudden move, removing one hand from the support of the sink and moved it down, grabbing a fistful of brown curls. The action was warmly welcomed, his tongue slipping deep into you almost causing your legs to buckle completely. The way Shawn made you feel, this far into your relationship was a feeling that could never be taken away; the way he loved you like it was the first and last time all rolled into one.
âGod, I, I need you to...â you breathed, pausing and inhaling sharply when he tongue flicked over your nub, circling before he moved back to your swollen folds and your entrance â...get back up here.â
Before you could open your eyes well enough to stop seeing stars, he was back behind you, eyes full of lust and need. Your dress was still hunched around your hips, bottom half of your body bare to the air, although, not for long as shawn stepped forward and muffled his hardened area into the curve of your ass, the more prominent hardness pushing inbetween you. You moaned as the feeling of his briefs confirmed he was stilling donning his boxer shorts, desperate for the feel of skin on skin. He smirked as he pulled away, his boxers decorated with wetness that had gathered in between your legs. He also smirked when freed himself; boxers dropping to his ankles and throbbing cock bouncing free and nestling in between your legs, more specifically, between your needy centre.
Hips thrashing backwards, your peachy asset slapped against his rock-hard hips and you were taken by surprise when he grabbed tightly at your hips, stopping you from moving away. The feel of his cock rubbing through your folds caused a whimper as your eyes travelled up to look into the mirror in front of you both. His tall frame, compared to yours, which was half bent over the counter, looked heavenly as he toyed with you, rocking his hips so he rubbed against your throbbing area a few more times. When he decided heâd had enough of watching you quiver with pleasure beneath him, he reached his arm between you, wrapping fingers around his length and guiding it to your entrance.
With one swift motion, his hips fully pushed against your rear, cock sliding into you as you finally felt him fill you. Your head fell down, trying to control your rapid breathing and screams you so desperately wanted to spill, only just remembering a house full of guests were just a floor beneath you both. Shawn reached over to your neck, grabbing a fistful of your hair and yanking your head upwards, eyes burning into you through the mirror. You bit your bottom lip, smiling underneath, as he faintly smiled back, knocking down the barrier of his serious demeanour. Suddenly you felt more than thankful for the increased sex drive, thrilled by the pleasure and view all of which started and ended with Shawn.
Loud cries were threatening to leave your lips, Shawnâs hand having to take rightful place over your mouth every so often when he heard the sweet sound of your whimpers start to fall. Although, he was not one to talk, very much lost in the moment and the fact he was fucking you in his best friends bathroom, even though it would not be the first time. His grunts grew closer together with every thrust he made, his hips slapping against you with an echo to the room. You came to your high with a fistful of your hair in his hand and teeth sunk into your bottom lip, severely struggling to keep hush. He came to his high when he moved his hand to your mouth, his fingers dancing over your lips until you wrapped your plump and - ruined - lipsticked features around them. *****
And just like that, 30 minutes after entering the bathroom, you and Shawn laughed and joked in front of the mirror youâd literally just performed sexual acts in front of. âIs baby M okay?â
âShawn, having your penis inside me does not affect the baby.â You laughed, yet again fixing your make up having felt like youâd only just done the same task. âAnd anyway, apparently closer to when youâre due, having sex is actually good for the whole process.â
âGood job weâve started early then, isnât it?â
âWe never stopped.â
A small tap on the door put a stop to your giggles, and your hand covered your mouth like a naughty school girl. âAre you two okay? Iâm concerned about you and iâm worried iâve poisoned your baby with aubergine bake.â Milaâs muffled voice spoke through the door and you felt bad for making her feel so concerned. Shawn opened the door and you sat yourself down on the closed toilet seat, quickly ripping off some toilet roll and dabbing under your eyes. You felt evil, for going along with it really, but a pregnant lady gotta do what a pregnant lady gotta do.
Mila rushed over, her palm soothing over your back in order to try and be comforting. You had to stifle a laugh as Shawn reached into his pocket and eyebrows furrowed when his fingers grabbed a delicate material that he usually wouldnât carry around in his pocket. Pulling out just a fraction of what you believed was your underwear, your lips pulled together in a thin line as Mila babbled on about getting you home and to bed. Shawnâs right eye dropped into a wink as he walked out of the room, tucking your lacey garment back into his pocket where no one could see it. You were already thinking about getting home, and how having no underwear on would be of great, great service. Damn hormones.
It was hard to concentrate on anything other than the flowers as you opened your eyes this morning, the bright yellow petals almost blinding you as the sun crept through the blinds and reflected off them. Beneath the vase was a small cup of pills, including your folic acid that you were instructed to take during pregnancy, and a note in which you immediately recognised the hand writing. You were slightly disappointed he had to leave early this morning, the sexual drive in you still being... higher than normal, but the flowers and note made up for his lack of presence, nonetheless.
happy 19 weeks, baby m is a mango this week!
take ur meds
appointment at 1.30, will pick you up for 1Â
love you :)Â
Whenever Shawn left before you, he made sure to leave your meds out, usually on your dressing table but today heâd opted for the bedroom side table with his thoughtful gift. Even if he hadnât left the house before you, he would be constantly reminding you over breakfast, bringing you a glass of water so you had something to swallow them with. The birds were chirping as you pushed your feet into your cloudy slippers, arms stretching out as you braced yourself to stand up from the bed. It was more refreshing to get out of bed when came naturally as opposed to the past few weeks, where your morning sickness had you literally creeping up to usain boltâs world record as you ran to the toilet. The sickness had almost vanished and you read that it was normal, that it usually did disappear by the 17 week mark. In place of the morning sickness, there was pains. And aches. And twinges. And niggles. And... more pain.
Your lower stomach gurgled as a stabbing sensation shot through and you tried to stroke it in comfort, although you were nowhere close to soothing the pain. Attempting to power through the inconvenience, you decided you must just be hungry, and proceeded to walk through to the bathroom to get a shower.
Craving of ice cream for breakfast and passion fruit martiniâs weâre not that uncommon to you at this stage. Of course you couldnât act upon the martini, but ice cream aplenty, you were trying your hardest to stay away from the freezer and head to the fruit bowl in the mornings. Despite the old saying, âyouâre eating for twoâ - which, in all honesty, was one of the things you was looking forward to - your doctor informed you that no extra calories were needed for intake until possibly around 6 months in.
Youâd managed to lay in until 11am this morning, a very rare occasion for you as a general early bird, leaving you a couple of hours to play with until Shawn would be back to pick you up. Those two hours flew by, almost half of it being spent by procrastinating getting ready and watching modern family instead.
When you looked out the front window, only just having put your shoes on, the time was 12.58 exactly and Shawnâs range rover began to pull down the gravelled driveway. His eyes were covered by his ray bans, curls slightly ruffled as if heâd spent his morning running his hands through them, t shirt stopping just above his biceps to reveal a handful of tattoos. The sun glistened against his skin as he stepped out the vehicle, pulling the sunglasses from his face and looking up to see you swooning down on him, sending a blush to your cheeks.
âIâd shout honey Iâm home, but you already know.â He laughed as he walked through the door, throwing his sunglasses and car keys onto the side table, walking over to where you stood on the bottom step.
The bottom step gave you extra height, almost enough to be eye level with him as your arms hooked over his shoulders. âAs much as iâd love to stand here and listen to your smugness, we got a baby to go see.â He pressed his lips to yours before letting you snake from underneath him, feeling cold with your lack of presence already. The pain and uncomfort in your stomach had continued all morning, but maybe it was the nerves of going to the hospital or the fact youâd rejected your body of ice cream. Shawn was immediately concerned when your let out a small whimper and squinted your eyes shut, caressing your stomach.
âHey, whatâs up?â He met back up with you, hands coming to your hips as support for your aching figure.
âI think weâre just having a bit of an off day,â you forced a smile, although you knew Shawn wouldnât buy it.
âWell good job we have an appointment then isnât it.â He moved forward and let his lips push against your forehead, hands never leaving your lips as he left a tender kiss. âLetâs get going.â
You nodded in agreement, stomach twisting with a mixture of nerves and pain. âIâll just pee first,â you told before walking to the downstairs bathroom, not far from the front door where Shawn stood, twirling his keys in his hands, clearly eager to get you to the hospital.
As soon as the bathroom door shut behind you, another whimper of pain left your lips and you was glad you managed to keep it in until you were out of Shawnâs watch. He worried, a lot, but only because he cared. âCome on baby, just behave for momma,â you whispered, speaking quietly to your stomach as you shuffled over to the toilet. Hooking your fingers through the belt loops of your jeans, you tugged them down, followed by your underwear. It was a process youâd become all too familiar with, baby using your bladder as a trampoline throughout most days. This time was different; your heart dropped and eyes pricked with tears as you looked down, seeing the sight of what you hadnât seen in quite some time. âShawn...â you managed, only half sure heâd actually heard you.
âBabe, weâre pushing it for time, can you hurry?â You could tell he was just the other side of the wooden door, voice loud and assertive. Your hand dipped to between your legs and you winced when you were met with more of what you didnât want.
âCan... can you come in.â you whimpered, and from the tone of your voice he knew something wasnât right and pulled the door open without hesitation. He saw you sat on the toilet, which was nothing new, but when his eyes wandered down and he saw the blood covering your underwear and hand pulling away from in between your thighs being covered with the same dark red fluid, his heart dropped like yours had one minute prior. Although he could see what was going on, unable to move and body frozen to the floor, you confirmed the situation with two simple words, âiâm bleeding.â
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Hate That I Love
Daryl Dixon x Grimes!OC
Slow Burn Relastionship
Warnings: language, violence, abuse, sexual content, little bit of depression, anxiety
Chapter 43
We came around a tree and two woman jumped up one woth long brown hair am d another with short blonde hair.
"You found us, okay? Here we are. We earned what we took." The girl with brown hair said.
I heard another twig snap and as me and Daryl went to turn around a man came up hitting both of us with a thick branch knocking us both out.
Daryls PIC
I opened my eyes to see it was dark out. There was a fire going with two woman and a man sitting on the other side of it. I started going in and out of consciousness. When I came to again I saw the woman with brown hair shoving my crossbow into a bag they were talking but I couldn't make out what they were saying. I ended up falling back into unconsciousness.
When I finally came to again the man was in front of me. "Hey, get up. Hey, get up" he said.
I was proped up against a tree MY hands tied in front of me.
"Where moving" The guy said point a gun at me. I just glared at him then it dawned on me Nikyla was with me.
"Where is she?" He growled.
"Where is who?" The guy asked.
"The girl! Where she is?! I'll kill ya if ya hurt her!" Daryl growled.
"She's fine she's over there" the guy said. I looked over where he was pointing to see Nikyla laying on her side still knocked out.
"You don't say shit and I won't have to" the guy told him.
"We ain't who ya think" Daryl told him.
"Say something else. Go ahead." The guy said pointing the gun at my head. He grabbed me by the front of my shirt and pulled me up to hmy feet.
"Follow them." He said.
"I ain't goin no where til she's awake" I said.
The man lead him over to you "get her up or I kill her" he told me.
I glared at him but knelt down. "Hey, Nik. Wake up" I said and nudged her with my tied hands.
"Hmmm" shehummed.
"Come on. Time to get up Nik." I told her.
She opened your eyes "Daryl?" She said.
"Yeah, it's me. I need ya ta get up" I said. She looked up at me and noticed my hand were tied. Her eyes widen and she shot up seeing a man with blonde hair and the two woman behind me. She looked down to see her hands were tied together as well.
I stood up helping her get up the best the I could. "It's gonna be okay" I told her. She stood up looking at him then at the blonde haired man, she walked over and started to walk behind the two woman.
"Here, drink the rest." The brown haired woman said handing the other girl a bottle of water.
"We should save it." The blonde woman said.
"We'll find some more. Drink. You're supposed to stay hydrated. It all works together." The brown haired woman told her.
"Yeah, it does." The girl said and drank the water. She handed the battle back and then the woman took it handing it to me "here take it" she said but I ignored her. The blonde guy took it walking over to me.
"We don't need you falling down. Drink." The guy said.
I took it walking over to Nick "here drink" I said.
She took the bottle drinking some of it and giving it back to me.I took it drinking the rest of the water.
"They find us, maybe we give you to them, they let us call it even. You see, we're reasonable people. Everybody's got their code. You feel you gotta kneel, that's fair enough. We don't." The guy said.
Nik looked at me mouthing "What the fuck?" I just shrugged my shoulders.
"let's go" the guy said taking the bottle and handed it back to the woman. He went to grab Nik but I wasn't having any of that.
"Don't touch her!" He growled.
"Come on" Isaid looking at her and she walked over to me and started to follow the two women.
"Who do you think we are?" Nik asked As we walked through the blackened burnt forest. No one answered and just kept walking. She were in front of me and behind the blonde girl.
"Can't believe were back" she said.
"Its not home anymore. But it's better then where we were" the brown haired girl told her.
"This is a pit stop. We pick up Patty nothing more than that." The guy says.
"How'dyou do it?" The blonde girl asks.
"You saw where I left the truck? We opened the valve and drove all the way in from Farmview Road. Ran from the tree line till we got to the pavement. Lit up a matchbook from the Sweetwater and dropped it in on the trail.
Then we just ran for the car. Got in and the dead ones were there. They were beating on the hood, and then-- and then boom! Knocked 'em on their asses and I took an axe to each one." The guy told her.
"Then we just watched it go up. No more moans, no more of that wailing. It was just the fire, just burning them all away." The brown haired girl said.
Nik and I listened looking around at the chard blackened burnt trees, forest floor and bodies.
"You did all this?" I asked.
"It was right at the start. Everything stopped-- the TV, the radio. We were here. The forest was full of them. And the other ones in town, they were drawn to it. They just walked right into the flames. We got most of them. Thought we ended it for us, and she was in DC. We thought everyone was fighting them wherever they were." The brown haired woman said.
"Yeah, we thought that was what everybody was doing. Fighting it. That we'd all win together. We were stupid." The guy said.
Nikyla and I stopped "Y'all don't think you're being stupid right now?" I asked.
The guy walked over to me putting the gun in my face. "Are you saying I should kill you? I mean it, are you gonna try and pull something on us? Are we just being thick here by not removing all doubt? Right now, by me not pulling this trigger, is that a mistake? I'm serious. I really wanna know. You made a choice to kill for someone else, to have them own you for a roof over your head and three squares, so maybe I'm not considering all aspects here. You tell me, am I being stupid?" The guy said.
I looked at him calmly you how ever were freaking out inside. "No. Look, I got somewhere to be. We can make a deal. We can help you out." I said.
"You're one of them. You're hurt and you're alone and you'd say anything. We should've never trusted you people to begin with." The guy said.
"Go on. Keep moving." He told the both of us. We kept walking until we were out of the burnt forest and came out to a small field to see a fence with rigs and walkers behind it.
"Son of a bitch." The guy said walking towards the fence with the two women. The walkers growled and slowly walked closer to the fence.
"Patty." The guy says.
"She could be..." brown haired girl started.
"No, she's gone.the guy told her. Nik and I just stood back watching them.
"Then we make another plan." Brown haired girl says.
"Yeah, we get out of here, that's the plan." The guy tells her.
"Then that's the plan." She says.
"You guys didn't have to do this for me." The blonde girl said.
"It was the right thing for all of us." The brown haired woman told her.
"This was the right thing? Even if just you guys went back now, if you just told them that it was me..." The blonde girl started.
"No, we'll find a way. Just think about it."
"No."
"Look, maybe we don't get as far, but we'll get--" the guy started when the blonde girl fainted.
"hey! Hey, hey, hey! Tina," they both said.
I grabbed the bag. "hey! Hey, baby sister, look at me." The brown haired woman said.
"Hey, stop! No!" The guy yelled standing up shooting at me and Nik as we took off.
"Don't! We need that, please!" The woman yelled.
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50 Questions: OC Interview
1. Whatâs your name?
âHowdy. Iâm Patricia Marlow.â
2. Give us your full name
â...Ah fine! My middle nameâs Winifred... Patricia...Winifred...Marlow.
3. Do you have a nickname? If yes, what is it and how did you come to have it?
âIâve been called shorter of my names: Pat, Patsy, Patty Cake (donât bother askinâ why.) But folks way out south west know me as âPeckinâ Pat Marlow. I shot my townâs sheriff the day after...his obstruction of justice. Gave him that kiss he wanted afterwards. And it became a habit with anyone I killed as leader of the Marlow Marauders.â
4. What species are you? (Human, werewolf, etc? Or are you an alien?)
âLast I checked...Iâm still human.â
5. Where were you born?
âI was born in a town the south west of texas. It was famous for its large lake and gold mine a few miles out. Just make sure you have ginseng and special vegetation for the snakes and lizards...I wouldnât head there if I were you. Hasnât rained for 13 years.â
6. I see. And that would make your age...?
âThat would make me...36 years old.â
7. Okay, now...are you a good guy, or a bad guy?
âWhat Iâve done doesnât make me a saint, but it donât mean I have bad morals.â
Part II: Tell Us More About Yourself...
8. How would you describe your personality?
âBack before I was soft, sweet and kind..had to be for the kids, but I still held myself firm for the adults as well. When the town reared itâs ugly head...I became a different person; ruthless, vengeful, hard hearted, didnât take shit from no person when it came to me and my gang. It take no responsibility for indirect harm because they didnât handle circumstances better! I was willing to do whatever it takes to get vengeance not with death, but with nothinâ for âem left! But I couldnât my gang be taken with me in my final moments.
But after that last score, when I suddenly found myself alive and rescued. I began to mellow out...I still had my temper and was satisfied with what Iâve accomplished, but I became more aware of how the world was changing. So I just wander the lands to keep an eye on this changing world and hope itâs for the better.â
9. Would you say you're someone who can handle pressure?
âIâve had moments where I was frustrated...but Iâve managed to maintain my composure around misbehaving kids and disrespectful adults.â
10. Do you like to read?
âWell, yeah. What kind of teacher doesnât like to read?â
11. Favourite Colour
âIâve grown fond of the colour black.â
12. Do you get along with others?
âJust because I get along with people doesnât mean I like them. I do so to get the job done, and if they donât cross me I choose them to stick close and see how things turn out.â
13. Do you have any enemies?
âMany could call me their enemy, but the one I call my nemesis wonât bother me anymore...â
14. How about friends?
âI became friends with my gang through the trust and teamwork we had for over 13 years. Iâm sure theyâre all fine and free. I have met other folks but I canât call them friends just yet.â
15. Are you patient?
âI can be...When your a teacher you have to be patient to know more about situations.â
Part lll: Hypothetically...
16. Suppose that you could become any creature you know of. What would you pick, and why?
âIâll say a cougar. Theyâre just as vicious, independent, dexterous, with some self indulgence. They can still purr, yâknow?â
17. One of your enemies in question 13 just complimented you. Response?
âWhich one? If itâs Gill then heâs complimenting me with sarcasm and rage since heâs still not found the loot. His generationâs gonna be digginâ for years and wonât be the ones to find it.â
18. One of your friends in Question 14 just insulted you. Response?
âI prefer their insults as criticism. But at least their words wonât mean they betray me straight away.â
19. If you could change anything about yourself...
âI canât see me changinâ anytime soon...but I guess I gotta find somethinâ else to do without second guessinâ.â
20. About your home...
âIt ainât like a manor, but It had enough space for my parents and my things...But it was so damn expensive thanks to Gillâs daddy...it got burnt down by an angry mob, along with my school, Milesâs stand and his donkey, Sally-Ann...
Part IV: Now We Get Personal
21. What're your parents like?
âThey were geniuses compared to the other folk in town. Both of em met in the city where they got their degree. I donât think their families approved though, as I havenât heard a thing about my grandparents. But they were good people using their money to buy two properties, for my home and school.
But I canât give em that. Their last wish was to make sure I improved the head on my soldiers before they slowly died together from Diphtheria...I didnât know they passed until Miles came to check on me.â
22. Do you have any siblings?
âNone. I was an only child, thank goodness. If I had a younger baby sister, Gill would target her more than me...â
23. What's your occupation?
âI used to be a teacher in my hometown. Since I was the only women with the knowledge thanks to my parents education, I took up the role. Taught both kids and adults to read and write.â
24. I see, that's a good job to have. Do you like it?
âI enjoyed my job when it came to the kids. Nothin made me feel better than givinâ them somewhere to be while adults did their own thing, though I wished I could have give them more subjects, but reading and writing was more tolerable to teach than the other things that adults couldnât make sense of. As for the adults...I wonât lie there are some worse than the children. Way worse.â
25. Are you seeing/dating anyone?
âNo...â
26. Married/Engaged/Other?
âI wished for that with someone once.â
27. If yes, how did you meet?
â...I met Miles Wiley when I first came to town after my parents moved. He was a vegetable farmer with a donkey he claimed was over a century old from the vegetables he ate. Many folks who canât afford the doctorâs fee often came to him for tonics, ointments, all sorts of ailments that were reliable, especially for the gold miners who came for the juice as repellent for the lizards. Before me he was the only stranger in that town...He made me welcome even after I took over the townâs teacher and helped repair my school, only askinâ for the spiced apricots I made.
But the town found out how close we really was from our first...and last kiss. He only wanted to fix me after being broken down for so long...We tried to escape by boat, but of course Gill had his ferry and me and Miles werenât much of a shot...He wasnât even armed but he shot him...he shot him even as I held him.
28. Tell us your biggest secret.
âAside from people thinkinâ Iâm dead? Everyone knew about me and Miles so I got no big secret to hide.â
29. Your worst fear? You don't have to answer this one if you don't want to.
âAfter what the Sheriff did, I fear being put into that situation again where I was taken advantage of right under others noses...Then thereâs being in the middle of a ring of fire.â
30. Favorite food?
âI may had made spiced apricots once upon a time but it ainât my favourite food. I donât have it as much as I like to...but I do miss that Pecan pie.â
30. Favorite drink?
âSpiced Island Moonshine. I just discovered this recipe and it tastes like the goods of home and warm escape. I could kiss Marcel for makinâ this but... then Iâd have have to kill him.â
31. Tell us one thing you're the most proud of.
âI would have said getting revenge on Gill for killing Miles was the best thing that happened...But I never imagined letting the group go free after our last score would take that. Some graduation, huh?â
32. Something embarrassing? You don't have to answer this one, either.
âWhatever is embarrassing is what happens when Iâm drunk...â
33. If you didn't answer Questions 29 and/or 33, tell me why.
âI may have mellowed out from my recovery, but I have my damn pride still.â
34. Is that a good reason?
âJust take it as you will...â
Part V: Closing
35. Are you satisfied with your life?
âI felt like my life was nearly wasted than satisfied. I loved Miles but I wasted my life in that town. I remembered my gang more fondly than the town. But Iâm still young to do somethinâ.â
36. Anything you feel like you have to do? It can be something long-term, like a bucket list, or something you need to do right now.
âWell my vengeance has been achieved and leading a gang is something to tick off. Iâm gonna start looking for things as Patricia Marlow and not Peckinâ Pat.â
37. Any hobbies?
âI have developed a thing for watching shows in the theatre, and I used to play the banjo to sing songs with kids. Iâm sure I havenât gone too rusty.â
38. Quick, you get one wish! What did you just wish for? It's alright, you can tell me...
âI wish Miles was alive....Thatâs the one thing I canât have back.â
39. How would you describe that wish? Good? Bad? Selfish? Selfless? Other?
âI donât give a damn what anyone thinks of us...Folk wouldnât have approved of us, but...weâd be more free if we got out together.â
40. Have you been honest with these questions?
âThat I have...Now that you know me itâs all about what u gonna do?â
41. Your personal quote?
âThe snake which cannot cast its skin has to die. As well the minds which are prevented from changing their opinions; they cease to be mind.â - Friedrich Nietzsche
42. Do you like change?
âItâs what I fought for when things didnât change enough...â
43. What's your most valued possession?
âSince they burned Milesâs body, I wasnât left with much to remember him. It was a good thing I found his hat after I left town, but I havenât taken it out of my satchel since.â
44. Anything else you feel like sharing?
âNot right now, I ainât.â
50. Last question!...yup, that's it! How do you feel?
âLike a few pounds has been lifted off my shoulders. Or it might just be one of my firearms...Haha! Donât worry, I just gotta reload.â
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