#'i'll be happy if i get anyone other than jungkook' AND GUESS WHO I GOT

[redsaurrce]

EYE FOR AN EYE

SUMMARY : He loves you to the point he is willing to give up his most precious thing- himself.. and an eye.

PAIRING : Student Jungkook x Fem!Teacher reader

WORD COUNT : 1,814

WARNINGS : YANDERE THEMES, OBSESSION, Gore, mentions of blood, mental illnesses, drugs, kidnapping, manipulation, words of profanity, suggestive, he is down BAD, don't fall for his tricks (you won't right?)

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"Perfect As!"

"Model student"

"Topper of the school"

"Captain of the soccer team"

"Student council member"

And so on...

Jungkook was it all- for you. Everywhere your eyes laid, he was the perfect student anyone would dream to have in their class.

He was known for being the best and but not for being the bully because he wouldn't let them expose him, not when he almost has fooled you into believing that he was the best boy.. for you.

Well there's no fooling to it perhaps, he indeed is the best boy to ever exist in your life. Any man who'd dare to touch you is dead by the break of dawn, isn't he such a gentleman for protecting you?

Or told his parents (the owners of the school) about you so that you get extra benefits from the school? Isn't that so cool? Who would it do for you? It's none other than him.

Then why did you reject him?

"I am the best in everything, the girls are willing to sell themselves just to have a private talk with me, the teachers try their best to make a good impression on me to gain something, literally everyone wants to be friends with me or wants me and if you're worried of me being younger than you by 5 years ... That's no big deal at all-"

"Stop it Jungkook!" You were angry, "None of this justifies why you've kidnapped me!??And first and foremost, you're such a narcissist - so what if the girls want you? I'm not interested in you the slightest bit, I only ever saw you as a student, nothing more than that. Make a good impression? Why should I?"

"Oh so you're not worried about getting kicked out of school?" He raised his eyebrows.

You scoffed, "I've got more important things to worry about, I don't care about getting kicked out, I already have a list of schools who have offered me better salary than here."

"Then why didn't you leave yet??" He asked you, he was puzzled.

"Why should I tell you? Oh and- what's the meaning of this? First you drug me and bring me to a place I don't know where- how dare you lay a finger on me??!" You clenched your jaw.

"Oh dear oh dear, I care about every single thing related to you, morning, night, anytime of the day I think about you. When I see you- i- I feel so happy. My parents are happy about us Y/N! You are the perfect daughter in law for them, you are smart, brave, kind and bold- i love that personality of yours- i- I love you." He was not joking, you saw him physically shaking from expressing how much he loved you.

He was going insane.

You chuckled, "But I don't like you. You call yourself perfect but in my eyes I've never seen someone as flawed as you."

He started striding towards you and grabbed your chin roughly, "Yeah? I guess I couldn't really hide myself from you then. Then fix me, fix me the way you want me to." His grip on your chin loosens and he leans down, his face coming in the level of yours, "Shape me into the man you want me to be Y/N. I'll do everything you say-"

"Then leave me alone-"

"Shushh!" He placed his index finger on your lips, "Everything except anything that requires you to leave me."

Your eyes were filled with rage, "I will kill you."

"Now, now calm down, you will have plenty of ways to kill me Y/N, afterall getting your hands on my neck is a dream for me." He smirks and leans down to kiss you.

How dare he??!

Just when his lips were about to touch yours, you bumped into him with full power. Little did you know that you had accidentally targeted his left eye.

"BLOOD???" Your eyes went wide.

"AHHH!! YOU- I- I JUST- AAAHHHH" jungkook started screaming in pain.

Did you just make him blind??

"I-- I'm sorry." Tears started to well up in your eyes when you got a flashback of you accidentally throwing a sharp object in your brother's eye making his eye lose eyesight.

It was the left eye.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that- if- if you didn't come close to me this wouldn't have happened." You started crying.

"Ambulance - we need to call for an ambulance." You quickly grabbed his phone from his pocket and dialed the emergency number.

-

"Are you miss Choi Y/N?" You looked up at the source of the voice.

"We are from the police and we have received a police report against you." You looked at the pair and stood up from the chair you were sitting on outside the operation theatre.

"What kind of report?" You frowned.

One of them sighed and said, "For attacking one your students - Jeon Jungkook."

"What??"

"Did you attack him or not?" He asked firmly.

You shook your head, "It was self defence."

"Self defence you say?" He raised his right eyebrow, "I don't see any signs of violence on you?"

Your eyelids flickered, "I- I was drugged and taken to his place then he threatened to get intimate with me so I bumped my head in his face in self defence!"

"You were drugged?" He clicked his tongue and continued, "How about we run a drug test to confirm your statement?"

You nodded, "yes please."

...

After half a day of spending in anxiousness the police came back. "Miss Choi... rather than your blood, we found a drug in the victim's blood. How would you explain that?"

You were confused beyond anything, "H-how is that possible??"

"And we found those drugs in your possession."

"Bullshit!" You protested, unable to decipher wtf was going on.

Just when the police were about to take you away, someone screamed.

"Halt! I am Jungkook's mother and Y/N's mother-in-law. How dare you take her away? They only had a quarrel normal couples would have, my son got hurt in the process by mistake. About the drug, my son has some psychic problems and the doctor has recommended it. If my daughter-in-law wouldn't carry it for her husband then who will?? Do you want me to show you the prescriptions or what?"

What in the world was going on?? What is that lady saying? Mother-in-law? What? All of this was too much for you to take in so you fainted out of sheer stress.

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You slowly open your eyes and let the light wake you up. You whimpered as you tried to get up only to find Jungkook sitting beside your bed on a tool with his head rested on the bed. He was sleeping peacefully with bandages on his left eye- suddenly everything that happened that day started to hit you.

"oh you're awake- thank god!" He woke up at the creaking sound with his eyes going wide.

You looked at him, "what- what about your eye?"

"oh right, I've already consulted with a doctor in the States, he said that my eyes will get better with an operation that'll cost millions of dollars but.... I'll be fine. " he smiled.

Did he just say millions of dollars???

"Ah and don't worry about my mother's gibberish, she did so to protect you. Right! Talking about my mother- your mother and brother came to see you yesterday.. you were out for three days you know?" He said with a worried face.

"They came?" You asked with wide eyes. You thought they'd hate you for what you did to your brother but it seems like you can still redeem yourself.. right? But how?

"I also noticed your brother had a left eye injury?"

"Oh uhm yeah he has." You gulped feeling extremely ashamed and guilty of yourself.

You felt like a curse to anyone who came close to you. You felt awful.

"You see, the offer is still there.. I can help you with your brother's eye operation too." He said with doe eye.

Your eyes sparkled up, "You will?? Then- then I promise I'll repay you with my hardwork-"

He laughed, "Y/N we're talking about millions of dollars here, even if you work your ass off for seven more lives, you cannot pay me back.. especially with a job like that.

You hated how he was right but even if there was slightest bit of a way-

"Marry me. And as a husband it'll be my duty to pay for my wife's brother." He placed forth his end of negotiation.

You gulped, "Why do you even like me? Why did your mother go to such lengths to save me? What have I even done for you to forgive me for hurting you like this but still want to marry me?"

"You see right through me Y/N. Remember how you were the only teacher who stood up for the corruption going inside the school, my father liked you since then.

Then when i was falling behind in academics- you gave me your attention when no other teacher did because they enjoyed seeing me crumble, they think I have a superiority complex so they wanted to see me go down."

"i did that as a teacher." You spoke.

"I dont care. I love you, Y/N. I like your boldness, your kindness, your smartness, everything of yours- I love it." I'm obsessed with it.

You sighed, is this how your life was going to be? You let out a deep breath, "Fine. Let's get married. You said you'll help with my brother's operation right?"

He instantly smiled so wide he hugged you at once, "Thankyou, thankyou so much Y/N, thankyou so much." He spoke through your hair and was shaking through the hug, you held him back to calm him down and he held on to you tighter.

You were kind, smart and bold but sometimes you can be dumb too.

Jungkook smirked.

He staged all of this to get you, how naïve were you. You couldn't tell how it was suspicious for your head to hit his eye to create that extreme damage.

He had injured his eye himself while moving forward with force when he saw your head was about to collide.

He predicted your every next move, as much as you could see through him, he wanted to see through you.

He used your trauma with your brother to get you, you can be dumb sometimes too.. right?

And he was ready to sacrifice everything for you, starting with his eye.

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Ahhh welcome back after a long time babies 😩💗💗

[minggukieology]

Happy FACE era and happy Jikook days to all!

I promise I'll write a few in depth reflections on the latest Jikook interactions and also will address 편지 in another post but I just wanted to get a few things off my chest so I wanted to post this first. (Sorry, this post will mostly include my reflections and no profound analysis so if you're not interested in my ramblings, you can skip this one)

*inserts these pics to catch your attention lol*

I guess I'll start off by this: I did make the conscious decision to lay off the petiness a few months ago though I can't help but think these few days (even weeks) happened for the sake of all the hateful trolls who have been making rounds even on here revelling in the fact both Jimin and Jungkook were mostly off-grid and Kook spotted having a social life, which somehow automatically discounted any possibility of him keeping in touch with/seeing anyone else for some reason.... but anyways... for the sake of keeping my karma clean let's move on.

Being an ARMY with a special fondness for 3J and Jikook I have to say my life is pretty easy, I just lay back and enjoy as their appearances happen and let things unfold without having to get angry or hateful. Mostly because my love for them doesn't hinge upon a never-ending need for validation for what has been a constant for the past 10+ years. And I hope by communicating and trying to explain more closely to you how especially Jimin and Jungkook interact, trying to help you bridge the language gap, I really hope you feel this sense of calmness as well. There is never anything to question, to fuss or argue about. (Not to stray too much off topic, but rest assured I deeply value and appreciate each and one of your replies and messages, despite the fact I am notoriously bad at replying to them 🫣)

Watching Jimin and Jungkook interact always feels like home, like you have been granted an insight into a familiar scene, with people that are so close they can't help but joke around or poke at each other yet at the same time can't hold back on their appreciation and softness for each other. (If you need a visual representation just take any moment Jimin talks about/with Jungkook and automatically gets all giggly and soft and Jungkook's last live where you could see the little goofball laughing at ex. the teasing scenes but at the same time couldn't hold back his starry eyed expression 🥹)

I have to admit though, I myself got proven wrong when I confidently posted about how they are both missing ARMY based on the Weverse interactions and then proceeded watching Jungkook turn on a live barely interacting with the comments (even remarking on the fact he isn't checking them yet people keep writing lol) just to watch over 1hr of Jimin content and admit to have been staying on top of all his promo releases...To then read Jimin's reply in which he left no room for debate. 국민 정말 미안해ㅠㅠㅠ

So what have we learned over the past few days?

Jimin and Jungkook are fine, in fact better than fine, and not seeing them in public proves absolutely jack sh*t (reverting back to a bit of my pettiness here)

Jungkook was involved with the album more than we could have ever imagined. (can't wait to talk more about 편지, I have to say not many songs have ever touched me as much as this one, for various reasons...)

Jungkook visited Jimin's rehearsal (and was really interested in watching him record for a music show too 🥺) and was also for that reason so confidently announcing that something "amazing beyond words" was coming before the teaser for Set me free pt. 2 dropped

As expected Jimin's latest schedules are recording/company-home-eat-sleep and repeat so he has barely any time left and Jungkook misses him a lot :(

Jungkook is as supportive and admiring of his hyung as ever- his words not mine (still a huge Serendipity stan though 🤭)

And once again highlighting: their communication feels very warm, friendly and familiar, there is no sign of them not knowing about each other or being distant

This was all I just had to write down before my head started spinning, I will be back with more of my nerdy language analysis posts, thanks for reading if you decided to! 😊

[outrotearbias]

me at the post office asking the canada post employee about how to send a jungkook photocard to the states without revealing that i’m sending a jungkook photocard

[jboofan]

Chances 17

YN's about to find out that sometimes a gorgeous man can come up with a plan all his own, and it's a given that it'll mess hers up.

Jungkook x YN

Chapter 17

YN clicked her pen until her fingers hurt.

Secret relationship? She scoffed at the very idea. What in the world could she offer someone like Jungkook? A funny, emotional yet flirtatious man. But a better man than she deserved. What could a cold, barely in touch with her emotions woman like her do for him? YN couldn't even tell him the truth about who she even was.

YN shut her eyes in frustration. The headache she knew all too well was already gathering in the centre of her forehead, making her grimace.

Slow panic was rising as her thoughts turned to this dinner. Awkward was what she would use to describe the encounter to be experienced soon after eight pm. She'd only ever held professional relationships with his band; all they had done was cause her emotional disappointment and frustration as they treated her as a poorly written reality show.

Maybe it wasn't too late to cancel this.

"I can just sit here and finish off this work," she gathered her things. "And start on tomorrow's.."

Maybe if she just sat here for a bit longer, no one would notice. Maybe, if she just left it, she thought, maybe, they would simply forget about it.

Her phone pinged, and she glanced over at it. As if he would let her sit here peacefully. Jeon Jungkook.

That man was going to be her undoing.

"Noona thank you for spending that extra time with us!" Soobin and Taehyun continued to excitedly gather by her still coming up with new lyrics.

"It's fine, make a note of all these lyrics. We can look over them, but there are enough on the album," she reassured them. "But go home and look through them. It's your album, so you need to make sure that you are happy with what you are putting out."

"Thank you Noona," Huening Kai smiled, "Are you excited for your dinner? You guys looked well cute. I'm so hungry, shall we go get something to eat?" he asked the others.

"Sounds cool," she nodded as she got ready to grab her things. She felt a tap on her shoulder. Soobin smiled back.

"Noona, thank you for your help before," he looked down shy, bowing, "I worked really hard on this song, thank you for taking the time to listen."

YN shook her head. "It's fine," she said turning to face him, as he went to side hug her.

"Where's hyung?" he asked.

"He's right here," came the voice out of nowhere.

"Hyung," he smiled, giving a slight bow", I was just asking where you were," he smiled happy to see his older role model.

"I'm right here," he sauntered over, jacket unbuttoned. "You're lucky you're part of this company, but I'm gonna say it to you anyways. Stay away from my girlfriend. You can tell everyone else too. No hugging her, or inviting her out to dinner or look for her backstage you all understand me? If I catch anyone trying it on with her, ain't no one gonna be more sorry than you guys. I'll happily beat the shit out of anyone any day," Jungkook squared up to all of them, and looked down at them.

YN tried to not roll bar eyes.

"You, please," she grabbed his hand to separate him away from the boys. Seeing the opportunity, he seized her hand in his quickly.

"Guys don't listen to him, he doesn't mean that." She waved them off as they wandered off guessing what was being served downstairs this evening before their practice.

Jungkook waited for him to leave before turning his gaze to her, he never let go of her hand. "Was he bothering you?" he asked, full of anger but concern.

"No, stop trying to be all macho. I don't fall for that, not very original. They were simply discussing their album and talking shop. They weren't bothering me," she switched off the monitor and gave everything one last glance. She grabbed her candles, the flowers, and especially that expensive wine she would enjoy drinking in the bath tub later - she pulled out and handed his arms everything. "You took it too far," she clocked his tie and fought the urge to strangle him with it "I work with these people. You are their senior Jungkook."

"If he bothers you again, you tell me. Alright? I don't like the way they follows you around." He smiled inwardly, he loved the sound of his name on her lips.

She stepped out of her studio, shutting the door behind her as the door clicked close with a loud beep.

"How's it any different from how you're my shadow? You need to stop doing the overprotective boyfriend act. You're not my boyfriend," she clarified as she headed for the lift. "The fact you were standing there, and then come over acting all manly manly, next time you think of something like that, keep it to yourself before I make you pay."

He stopped right beside her as she punched the lift number, her heels tapped on the tiled lift floor.

"Do you seriously need to stand so close?" she huffed.

"Listen, my mother always told me to follow what I love, so that's all I'm doing. I'm following you," he winked.

"I told you before, and I'll tell you again. Once you just stop fighting the pull, we'll be able to live happily ever after. I know you're scared, but it's ok. I'll be brave for the two of us, I'm not giving up on us, and I'm not going away either." He touched her chin, "I don't mind the chase, I like a good run it gets me all hot and sweaty," he winked.

He felt his neck start to tighten, "Is that so?" she gave him a sinister smile, pulling his tie tighter until he was visibly uncomfortable. "How about you stop acting like this? I find it suffocating. This is why I don't do relationships. I can't deal with someone not trusting me, wanting to know when I leave my house, or where I am, or when I'll be back. Who I am standing with. Or if their standing to close.. who I'm at a party with - I feel like I can't breathe Jungkook," She crossed her arms and looked away.

Jungkook gulped hard, clutching her gifts as they left. He held the door open up for her, grabbing her hand to pull her through, as she absentmindedly searched her handbag.

He kept quiet til they were in his car, and out onto the road.

"Baby I'm not trying to suffocate you. Far from it." Jungkook let out a breath he didn't know he was holding, his chest warm from the sun's rays. Thankful that he had splurged extra on the blacked out glass for whatever shred of privacy it would afford him.

"I got jealous, I admit it."

"Is that why you didn't go home? Is that why you stood there this whole time?" This time she looked at him as he pulled up at a red light. "And I'm not your baby."

Jungkook nodded simply and shoved his free, hesitant hand back on the wheel.

"Because you were jealous?" She rolled her eyes, "Unbelievable."

Light still red, he grabbed her hand again. The warmth of her soft hand radiated through his skin as he continued on.

Jungkook felt her move away from him immediately. "What, wait, wait. Don't I get a closing argument or something?"

"This isn't a court case. But I don't appreciate it at all. I am a goddamn professional."

"And so am I," he tried to counter, "Except when it comes to you. Things might have been fake between us, but it didn't feel fake to me at all."

"Why did you wait for me, I had to leave my car at work," she pointed to the cars going in the opposite direction.

"I didn't want you to drive alone," he told her, "I've had no time alone with you not since our time together in LA. That was weeks ago. You're even busier than I have been, and not to brag, but we are constantly slammed, but I can't even get the time to see you. So I had to take up the chance to force you to talk to me and I missed you damn it."

He suddenly realised they were off topic, "Stop changing the subject. I want a relationship with you Mrs Jeon."

"I can't give you that Mr Jeon. I'm going to sign on as an artist with Hybe, not just as a producer. This changes things," she covered her mouth, shocked at her own admission.

YN looked at him, and he did not look like he was joking.

"An a-artist?"

"I- yes. It changes everything. Anyone sees or hears is we are finished."

"Not for me it doesn't change anything. I didn't know you could sing, let alone how beautiful you can sing. I'm excited that you're going to be singing and showing this other side of you."

It shocked her at how, well, proud he sounded of her.

"Have you been sitting on that a while?" he looked at how tense her hand now was in his.

"A good seven years," she replied, her eyes went cold, but her mouth opened and closed quickly, suddenly unsure of what to say. YN wanted to tell him, get it off her chest and perhaps the huge weight she felt on her shoulders too.

"I want to talk to you about that, just not tonight. I want you to feel comfortable telling me about it. But until then, I want to talk about us. Did you think about it? Cos after this dinner, which I really appreciate you agreeing to, I wanted to ask when you are free next. I want to take you to dinner, or shopping or even take a drive somewhere..let you blow my credit cards," he managed to get half a smile out of her. "Or how about we ditch the guys, and go have some time to ourselves?"

"How about you watch the road please, I don't want to test out your airbags."

She cut the conversation short, scared to hear what he might want to say further. Petrified that she would want him to say it.

"They're really looking forward to getting to know you," he told her, peering at the lights before grabbing her hand again. "Our dog misses you so much. Literally pines for you. Like me."

She scoffed, "Did you just call yourself a dog?"

"Sweetheart I'll call myself whatever you want. I just want you baby. Please can you tell me..I want to spend time with you. You're one hell of an actress but it's just me and you here. You can drop the act about not wanting me. And then I'll drop this act about this just being a crush."

They were suddenly off the main drag and pulling up to a private gated community, similar to her own. How did she not notice they had arrived? His words were having way too much of an affect on her.

"Fuck sweet.” He strokes her arm and the back of her hand, in a movement that’s a complete contrast from his dirty words. He might be acting like a dirty bastard, but he was as sweet as they come.

"I want to be sweet for you. But I am beginning to understand that right now, perhaps you don't need that. I'm not in this for just sweet and neither are you. I’m not going to be a gentleman unless you need or want me to be," he pulled up and cut the engine.

"I’m not going to take you all slow and soft unless you want me to. At least we didn't the first time."

Flashbacks from her fallout from Kai suddenly came to the fore of her mind. She scolded herself for comparing the two.

Jungkook was already out of his seat, and leaning over her thighs to undo her seat belt. He was trying to raise her temperature and get her going. But she was onto him.

"I didn't get to tell you that I liked it that way too," she turned to face him, nail tracing his cut jawline.

"But I'm cold. Not very emotional or sentimental. I like what I like. And want what I want."

He gulped. "I can do that for you. You're not cold when I'm with you baby," he held her arms to stop her turning away. But she was already out of his grip and opening the back passenger door.

Jungkook watched her open the door, exit and then suddenly she was in the back seat, her eyes caught his in the rear view mirror.

Jungkook thoughtlessly exited, and was next to her in the blink of an eye.

The doors locked again, as YN looked at him silently.

"I know you like it hard. And rough. Don’t mistake what this is, babygirl. We’re going to fuck the sense out of each other. And then we’re going to do it again, and again."

YN didn't recognise it at first. Maybe because she's never allowed anyone to ever look at her that way. Ever. Well, maybe once, with Kai but we all know how that turned out.

**

"But sometimes I don't want it rough," she boldly explained as she removed her jacket.

"Then I'll kiss you, and remember to ask how your day was after I rip that pussy apart. I'll do my best to remember that we benefit from cuddling after too."

Now when Jungkook's eyes jumped on her like this, she remembers what it’s like to be seen. His eyes cloud over as he sizes her up… and down. “Oh mmm, the things I’m going to do to you,” he whispers in her ear. His breath hot and wet.

"YN," he addressed her with a smile, he scooted a little closer, gently moved her jacket to not crease it whilst she helped him remove his.

"Hmm, Kookie," she replied, knowing what it did to him when she addressed him intimately.

Jungkook struggled but eventually got his breathing under control. “I haven’t said yes yet,” she reminded him.

Yet.

"YNie," he almost purred back, her hands were gently loosening his tie and he was pulling it off. "I can't just be friends that kiss, not when we're clearly supposed to be more than that."

He was undoing his belt buckle and eternally grateful that her trousers slid right off and again he gently placed them between the front seats whilst she yanked his boxers off and mounted him.

"I'm going to allow you to fuck me," she confirmed as she lowered herself on his wet member.

Jungkook licked his lips as he traced his thumb down her jawline. "I know I should play it cool and say I knew you would say yes, but I was so scared you were doing to reject me."

Jungkook grunted slightly as his shirt became undone between movements, his big hands hastily pulling off her top and squeezing her breasts.

"I said I would let you fuck me, so let's do that."

He began to thrust under her, watching her arch her back as he licked a nipple.

"Baby can we do it again in here? It's all blacked out and I need to feel you on me again," he grunted, pulling the nearest one into his mouth and sucked down harder to it hurt.

"Yes," she swallowed as she rode him harder, Jungkook's ass lifted clean off the seat, standing up in the tall SUV as he proceeded to fuck her deeper.

His eyes darkened, as her hands ropes around his neck. "I'm gonna fill you up and keep you full baby," he exclaimed, thumping faster and harder. His hand gripped her ass as she rode him to the brink.

"Fuck YN," his head flopped back, ass back on the seat. YN bounced on him harder, the sound of skin slapping skin filled the car.

"That it," she praised him, as he bounced harder beneath her. "Look at you fucking me so good."

He pushed harder, "tell me I'm your baby. I want to be your baby," he begged between moans, he looked up at her, eyes filled with worry as he stilled to a halt.

"Who would have known Jeon Jungkook has a praise kink?" YN raked her hands gently through his hair, "my baby fucks me so good doesn't he hmm?"

"Yes baby. I wanna fuck you again and again," he chanted. "Cos I wanna split that pussy in half, wanna fill you," he gripped her bare waist. "Please."

YN gasped, back arching, displaying her in all her glory. "My baby wants me that bad huh?"

"Mine," he squeezed her ass, digging himself deeper into her till it started to pain. "I'm sorry!" he panicked, fearing the worst. "I hurt you," he tried to pull out, "I'm not wearing a condom," he worried, tears threatened to spill. "It's our second time only," he gulped.

YN instinctively pulled him closer, his head parallel to her full chest. "I'm protected, you don't need to worry okay? Look at me," she forced his eyes onto her.

Tears slowly moved down his cheeks, "I thought— I'm sorry," he sniffed, "I thought I hurt you."

Finally convinced she was ok, she felt him harden and make her feel full again. "You wouldn't hurt me, would you.." she felt his head nod before biting a nipple between his teeth, "that's it baby, fuck me right."

YN gasped as he bit a little harder. She was enjoying him, and it drove him crazy.

"Whose are you baby?" He tightened his grip till she told him what he wanted, "What do you want to do?"

Not letting her answer, he pulled put of her, laid her on the back seats, before YN swung her legs over his shoulders.

"We're going to be even later," she told him as he lowered himself back onto her, she shuffled to adjust to his large length again.

"There was traffic," he explained, "but I need to fill you with my cum first," he eased out before violently slamming back into her swollen walls. "Just need to fill you with my cum, make you have my babies," he possessively licked her face, shoving harder with each thrust as YN moaned into his mouth. "My babies."

"A breeding kink too?"

Why did the sudden thought of a full belly light a fire in her pussy?

He grunted as he continued to defile her. "All that cum in that pussy," he moved out a little to look down on his dick, raw, veined and thick glistening in their juices as he withdrew enough to spit back on it, before diving back in again. "Mine, all mine. Tell me YN. Tell me baby," he grunted again.

Jungkook looked down at YN softly as she lifted herself up, hand to his neck. Jungkook felt YN pull him closer with a surprise tug.

A praise kink plus a breeding kink... What would tip this truly sexually depraved man over the edge right now?

"Kookie baby," YN licked her plump lips at him, his dick twitched, "put a baby in me."

Jungkook worked his erection back up again as he finished her off, a hungry expression on his face.

**

YN wiped her hands, fastening her bra and slipping back into her top. Jungkook admired her as she slipped her heels back on and exited, as though nothing happened. As if they hadn't just set the back seats on fire and christened his car.

"Wait," he felt brave, YN looking up at him, had she missed something? He stole a kiss moving away just as the front door opened, saving him from a slap as a massive doberman ran past Taehyung for them.

[stormblessed95]

I have a question about the anon asking about the incident where jikook were caught by the surprise camera entering jungkooks room together. I also do believe that they either wanted to both sleep in that room or spend time and didn’t do it because of the camera. I just ask myself why they would put up cameras without telling especially if we assume that by 2018 bighit probably knew about jikook? So something doesn’t line up here for me. I would be happy if you could share your thoughts on this. Oh and take all the Time you Need with answering its already so nice that you share all this content with us so please don’t ever feel bad if it takes you some time!!! Thank you and have a nice day!

Hello lovely 💜

Thank for the kind words and for being patient with me! Since yours is something we just spoke about though, I'll answer it now!

I think it was just about capturing candid moments, surprise reactions, see what they would do with the camera. I mean, they got a random Tae solo dance from it and goofing off for the camera. Show authentically what they do as soon as they get to their hotel rooms (sleep or whatever). They probably didn't think Jimin and Jungkook were going to share a room. Otherwise why get him his own? They tend to rent out whole floors for the members, staff, bodyguards, etc when getting hotels. So why place a camera in Jimins room if they didn't think they would see him enter said room? OR the other possibility here is that the person who placed the cameras did not know. I do think BH knows. I don't think the entire company does. I think the people they work with the most and the ones who are trusted, their inner circle of staff, know. And everyone at the company probably signs some type of NDA but they still wouldn't just act like boyfriends more than they would on camera, around literally anyone who says they work at BH. And all the staff cannot be the ones who work with BTS on the regular.

We see camera people come up to film them and their surprise at being filmed suddenly on occasion when they don't see them coming. I wouldn't be surprised if they don't *always* know when a camera man is going to show up when they are doing things as BTS, such as BV and the seasonal packages. It's not like hotels after concerts where we see what they film with their own cameras or when they get to go home to the dorms or their own houses and fully relax. Nor would I think Jikook would feel the need to inform the staff of what they planned to do together after their day was over. They probably wouldn't feel required to inform anyone of what they got up to alone and on personal time as long as they didn't leave their hotel floor so they at least knew their idols were safe. It is otherwise, not required information.

So there are probably multiple explanations, all we know for sure is that they were NOT expecting that camera. Neither one of them are great actors, lol that was genuine surprise. But I also don't think BH was out to get them or anything either. Who knows what the reasoning was behind the decisions made, we can only guess. Hope it helped and made some sense though! Thanks for the ask!

[raschuuuu]

WHY DON’T YOU LOVE ME BACK? // M.YG angst (Suga)

Summary: You finally had your debut with your girl group with Big Hit entertainment. That was your absolute biggest dream but what happens when you have to decide now? Do you want to live your idol life and let the love of your life go for it? Or do you decide for the life of your life?

Word count: 5k

Genre: angst

warnings: established relationship / swearing / soft yoongi / mentioning of breakups / mentioning of suicide/death

Pairing: Yoongi!idol x female idol!reader

A/N: Hello guuuuys! Today I hope very much that you will like this one here! I didn't get any requests so I want to say it again one more time: FEEL FREE TO SEND ME YOUR REQUESTS!!! 😟🥺It’s my second fanfic on this blog I worked very hard on it so I really really hope you guys will enjoy it. If you guys think I could do anything better or you have another preferences please let me know. I’d be very happy if you guys leave a like so I know you read it and liked it. Another note: English is not my first language I’m very sorry if you guys find any mistakes.. 💔

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5th December 2020

What could be better than having a debut just before the year ends? My group and I were supposed to have our debut much earlier but that was  postponed due to the COVID pandemic so it was complicated to have a debut this year but nevertheless our company managed to give us a debut before the year ends and I really have to say it's the best thing that could ever happen to me!

My dream has finally come true. How long was I a trainee? Exactly. Six years. Six freaking years I was hidden behind the scenes of my big and famous company. It feels really shitty to be in the shadow of two famous groups in South Korea. Don't get me wrong I'm a really big fan of BTS and TXT but we got tired of being told that we're going to make our debut but at the end we didn’t. I know the guys from BTS and TXT  personally and we all get along super well even the other members of my group. But to be honest BTS and TXT couldn't wait for our debut to happen and finally it's here (y/g/n) finally gets the recognition.

31st December 2020

Of course our lives have changed dramatically since we made our debut. Of course it's much harder to go out alone now than before. Before I was a nobody. No one knew me but now I don't even dare to go alone to the convenient store that is just around the corner of our dorm. You might think I'm exaggerating a bit but no, unfortunately it's the truth. Nevertheless, I don't want to spoil my idol life. After our debut we had a lot of promotions and interviews. But even before that we didn't have much time because we had to shoot our music video and photo shoots and we were all sent to the hairdresser because our old look was officially bye bye. I’m happy with my new look I think I look so beautiful I can't believe what a haircut and a nice makeup can do to a person.

Today is the 31st of December. New Year's Eve! New year takes place in less than 24 hours! Where am I? I'm at this year's MBC Gayo DaeJeon. My first new year's eve without my family and officially my first new year's eve as an idol. I'm so excited I can't believe it I'm going to be on stage with my girls and I'm meeting other idols how exciting is that. I'm sitting in the makeup room getting my makeup done by our makeup artist and on the side our hairstylist is making me a high ponytail. I hope I'll look good. Dabi, the oldest of our group and therefore our Unni, has just finished and looks adorable. Miso sits to my left and is also getting her make-up and hair done. Hyemi is getting ready after me because she doesn't take up much time. She has the shortest hair of all of us. I’m sitting with my mobile phone in my hand and texting with my mother. Sometimes I wish I could be with her and with my father and my siblings. I miss them all like hell. I haven't seen them since before our debut. I can't wait to hold them all in my arms next time.

(eomma):

y/n we miss you! New year's eve isn't the same without you but hopefully you'll have fun on stage today. We'll all be watching you! Your dad and I your grandparents and your siblings so don't worry we're always with you! Good luck my child fighting! 🎉🎆

I notice how i get tears in my eyes but no I mustn't cry my makeup gets ruined. Just as I want to answer my mother i get a new text on my phone.

(yoongi):

I'm excited to see you tonight! You'll be great I believe in you.

By the way... I guess I didn't tell you that I'm dating Min Yoongi. That's right, Min Yoongi.

flashback

2014

"Y/n! We're about to meet BTS!" says Hyemi as I just walked into the dance practice room. What BTS? The group that made their debut last year? "Really why?" I ask looking at her confused. Apparently all new trainee male or female, are introduced to BTS because they want to give us some nice words and encouragement on our way as trainees. Just as I was about to sit down, the seven men came in the door. One after the other, they passed us by. Wow, these guys can count themselves lucky that their time is up. But one boy in particular stands out to me. He has red hair. Not too light and not too dark, a red that almost goes brown. He is beautiful.

I haven't really informed myself about who BTS is, of course I still have difficulties to remember their names, I just became a trainee before I didn't care who was a trainee here... but this man is beautiful!

Oh crap he looks at me. Why is he looking at me. Someone tell him to look the other way please I’m so awkward I don't know how to act when someone looks at me I better look the other way. The leader said some nice words to us they all wished us luck and said that they can't wait for us to make our debut and that when the day comes they're all gonna be happy and supportive! Really nice of them I never thought that they would do something like that. We all got up and bowed and said thank you, while BTS was about to walk out I saw the red haired boy looking at me one last time before he went out. Crazy man do I have something on my face stop staring!

2015

I started to get to know them better each and every one of them. I get along best with Hoseok and Taehyung. Every now and then we run into each other in the building and talk for a few minutes. We trainees also got to meet all the guys in person, they are all so nice and down to earth I don't regret it one bit that I joined this company! Jungkook is about my age and every now and then we have a few laughs together. Once you are in the company you are like one big family whether it is with the trainees or the staff. However I have not been able to get close to one person and that is Min Yoongi. I don't know what it is but every time he and I are in a room with other people it just gets awkward. I don't know what it is but every time he is near me I feel intimidated and just want to get out of there. We've never spoken a word to be honest maybe it's because he feels awkward around me too? I can't understand why he feels this way I always try to get along with everyone even if i don't want to and make everyone feel comfortable around me because I want it to be mutual. So what's his problem?

2016

I have heard from his members that he has a crush on me and gets shy around me which I totally don't understand because how can anyone be into me? Especially back then! I don't want to go into too much detail but I can tell you that after a while and with the help of Hoseok and Taehyung he and I started texting at some point. We had been friends for a long time but only online. We were both too nervous to meet in person and to be honest that had been impossible because he was busy as fuck and no one was supposed to find out that we were texting. BTS recognition grew more and more each year and he became busier and busier each day. I was of course very happy for everyone and one rainy day in the evening Yoongi appeared out of nowhere on my doorstep and confessed his love to me. I am still overwhelmed by it and it all feels so unreal and like it just happened yesterday, but I went for it and agreed to be his girlfriend.

back to December 31st 2020

For four years we have been hiding our relationship. Nobody knows about it the whole Big Hit staff doesn't know about it and neither do our managers the only ones who know about it are his members and recently my members. I didn't want to tell them until we made our debut together because I was too scared of being told off during my trainee time. But I have to say that the girls stand behind me and accept our relationship and they all swore they would take it to the grave with them.

I quickly turn down the brightness of my screen because there's too much danger of my hairstylist and makeup artist reading the text. I close my phone and put it on my lap. How much I want to answer him but I don't dare I can't answer him when there are too many people around me. After a while we were called and it was finally our turn I'm so nervous but we managed it all with flying colors and we were the topic of the evening.

In a few minutes it's already new year I'm ready and let 2021 come to me. At midnight Yoongi calls me and I answer the phone with joy.

"Happy new year y/n! I love you and I hope we will spend more time together this year even though it will be harder now." I smile to myself and say "Happy new year Yoongi... how is your shoulder? Are you resting enough? Are you eating enough? Are you sleeping enough? Are you in pain? If you are in pain then take a painkiller and go back to the doctor!" I can't see it but I can tell he is grinning and shaking his head. I don't let him get a word in edgewise.

"Don't worry I’m fine I just miss you you're the only painkiller I can take" - "Hahaha yah! You're so corny! I miss you too sweetheart I wish we had spent this new year together... I’m sorry it turned out like this!" I feel really bad because I know he won't be able to spend new year with his boys or me... To be honest we have never had a new year together except on the phone but this time it could have worked out! He is at home with his injury and if we wouldn't have had our debut then we would have had a first new year together after four years of relationship!

January 10th 2021

At the beginning of the new year our manager gave us our schedule plan at it looked hella busy! This whole January we would be completely busy we don't even have one weekend off! I can’t believe it how will I able to see my family or even Yoongi? I saw him at the first weekend of January we spent it together at his family’s house in Daegu behause to be honest that is actually the only place that we can go to a little far away from Seoul without having to worry that any of the staff could know or see us. My family also knows and loves him to death but with my family living in Seoul it’s complicated to take him there. Our manager left the room and I looked at Dabi with the ‘You and I bathroom NOW!’ look she understood and got up from her place and she followed me to the bathroom. We checked if any other person was inside when there wasn’t I said “What the fuck I’m I gonna do now Unni? How am I able to see Yoongi? How will I be able to even go out. I won’t even have time to take the fucking trash out from our dorm when it’s my turn to clean!” I yell. She stands there giving me a confused look. “What do you expect y/n? You chose to have this idol life you know its busy and complicated to have a boyfriend especially as a fresh debuted idol! Why do you think they won't let us have a relationship? I wish I could help you but I can’t. We’re gonna be busy as fuck!” she yelled back. “Psh shut your volume down unni!” she opened the door to see if there was anyone outside but there wasn’t.

I feel bad I really do. I don't want my members to be in trouble because of me that's the last thing I want. I hug her and apologize to her. I have to think of something I don't know what to do. I don't want us to be away from each other for too long what happens when he stops loving me all of a sudden? What do I do when he goes back to work then it will all be worse! Before I became an idol we could always see each other at the end of the day but now it will be impossible. I have to talk to him about it because one thing we promised each other is that we talk about everything because that's the only way a healthy relationship can work and such a complicated relationship we both have. I take out my phone and write him a message.

(me):

Yoongi. Tonight FaceTime date you and me?

In less than two minutes I already get my answer.

(yoongi):

of course!

evening

I turn on my MacBook and call him on FaceTime. After three rings he answers the phone and turns it off too so he doesn't have to hold it in his hand. He still has his bandage on and his hair is wet he must have been in the shower. He wears cute pyjamas and fight me or not but black haired Yoongi is the most beautiful Yoongi. I always fall in love again when I see him. Hard to believe we were so awkward with each other back then but this year is already approaching 5 years together. I could never imagine my life without him. 

"Hey my darling" he says happily and smiles at me. I smile back and ask him how he is. He tells me that he is getting better every day and that during his time off he has found a lot of time for himself and his music and how much he misses the others. And me too, of course. "What's wrong with you?" he asks me when he notices that my mind is somewhere else. I think he took the Facetime date too seriously. He be sitting there with his cup of ramen. I just laugh. "Yoongi... I'm going to be busy all of January and manager oppa said that February might not be any better," I say and wait for his answer. He swallows his noodles and drinks a glass of water. "Does that mean we won't see each other this month?" he asks. I think he's a little disappointed I know him and I know his tones and his looks and I can hear my heart breaking by now. And how much I'd like to see you Yoongi. Every second every day. "No," I say, and then an uncomfortable silence descends. 

“You know what baby it’s fine don't worry. I mean I wasn’t any better back then do you remember when I always used to be so busy? I never had time for you and I felt so bad. But you were there for me and you stayed by my side and you were and still are the most supportive girlfriend I could ever ask for. I think it would be unfair to be mad at you. I’m happy for you forever and always” well that was unexpected. I start getting tears in my eyes. I didn't think of this reaction not at all! I smile at him and say “Thank you baby... I will appreciate it I really do. But still I feel bad because especially in this period where you're sick I wish I could be there for you and take care of you. This debut was so unexpected I’m really sorry” - “Yah don't be sorry y/n. You worked your goddamn fine ass off to be where you're at right now be proud of you this is just the beginning. And it’s not like that we won't see each other ever again right?” he says. He’s right. He’s totally right. It’s not like we won't see each other ever again.

January 17th 2020

Well... seven days passed and we still haven't seen each other and we haven't talked since one week. We text every now and then cause I really only get to use my phone when it's night and we go back home but every night I'm so damn exhausted and tired that I forget to answer to his texts. I don't even have time to text my parents back or my siblings. I feel so bad I'm such a bad person. I miss them all so much. I miss my parents. I miss my sister and my brother. I miss my grandparents. I miss my boyfriend. I miss my boyfriend so damn much. I really didn't think this life is gonna be so hard for me. I feel like I've been put in the middle of a scale with my career on one side and my relationship on the other side and I have to choose one side or the other. I've never thought about breaking up with Yoongi ever in my life. Never. I just can't. I need this man too much. Even though we never have the most beautiful and perfect relationship and see each other very rarely, it's just the thought that I know there's someone in my life who loves me and accepts me for who I am that counts. He took me with my imperfections he put his career what he loves most in his life in risk to be with me and now that we are both in this situation I don't know what to do I feel bad and selfish for even thinking about it I don't want to make him feel like my career is more important than him or our relationship he doesn't deserve that he deserves the world and he deserves to be happy. But I love my career I love my job I love my members I love our staff I love our fans. Our biggest fear was not being accepted by the society outside especially now in this period when BTS is one of the biggest groups in the whole world and have a very big influence in the KPOP industry. We were afraid that society would think that since we are the first girl group to make a Big Hit debut in a very long time that people would think that we would mess with the boys heads or that there would be any rumors started between us and the other groups. But on the contrary people have been happy for us and love our music and us individually. I feel like Hannah Montana I feel like I am living a double life.

20th January 2021

"I know you are overwhelmed with the situation my child, I can imagine that it is very hard for you but you have to know what is best for you. You can't tell anyone from your company, you are a rookie, if they find out you had a boyfriend during your trainee time then it is even worse. I wish I was with you and could help you or just be there for you. I love Yoongi very much but I love you even more and I am happy with any decision you make. Just make the right one" my mother says on the phone. Tears have been flowing since she got on the phone but I don't want to tell her and I try not to sob but I know she can tell by my tone that I am crying. She is right. I have to make a decision. Yoongi is getting better day by day and soon he will be busy too he will go back to his daily routine and the other members. He will have comebacks he will have dance practices he will have to go to the recording studio he will have photo shoots he will do interviews and when the corona situation allows he will have to go to other countries and I have to do the same.

I love him to death and I will never love anyone as much as I love him but I am just not happy like this and you can tell me what you want he is not either but he doesn't let it show. Yesterday on the phone there was such an awkward tension between us it felt like I was making small talk with a stranger. Even though I might be the bad guy but one of us has to make the first move. I have wished and hoped that this day will never come but I have to do it.

23 January 2021

Yoongi told me that he is back in his flat in Seoul with his mother. Unfortunately he still can't travel alone so his dear mum went with him. I missed her too, she's the nicest and sweetest woman ever. When I imagine that I won't see her again either, tears well up in my eyes. But today I have to do it. Who would have thought that our reunion would be like this? Who would have thought that I would break up with him. He won't expect it but I have to do it. I’m cold and sick and I just want to go to bed and get the day over with. It's 11pm at night and we've come home after a long hard day. I look out the window and wait until our manager is out of sight.

My members know about my plans and of course have asked me a million times if I am sure and if there is no other way out. I am very happy that they are worried about me but I also feel bad towards them. I have been hiding it from them all our trainee years and when I told them they were all so good about it and even want me not to do it. But no I will do it I am young and want to concentrate on my career and what is coming up for us.

I told Yoongi that I would come, of course he doesn't want to because it's way too late but I said it was important and that we had to talk about something. When I said we had to talk about something he was quiet and then just said he would wait for me. I put on a hat and a thick jacket and the hood of the jacket and a mask and a scarf and go out into the high snow that has covered Seoul. His flat is not far from mine but still I have to take a taxi. I ask the driver to wait for me because I don't want to stay there long I want to get it over with quickly and go.

(me):

can you come down?

(yoongi):

why don't you come up?

(me):

I think its better when you come down Yoongi I don't want your mom to be worried or hears any of that were gonna talk.

He doesn't text back instead I just see the lights turning on from his window. A few minutes later he comes down. Oh my fucking lord he is so handsome. I want to run up to him and kiss him from head to toe. I want to be in his arms. I want us to go upstairs together and fall asleep together. I want to build a snowman with him. I want to be with him forever I love him he is the love of my life.

He comes up to me and smiles at me. He stands in front of me and we both don't say a word. His smile turns into a confused look he notices something is wrong. "Don't I get a kiss or a hug?" he asks me. My heart breaks into a thousand pieces. I would love to rip your clothes off Min Yoongi.

"I want to break up." Silence. Silence. Silence. Silence. "Yoongi say something?" I ask him. He says nothing. He looks at me with a blank look he is sad he is disappointed he is devastated just like me. "Yoongi please?". He does not speak.

"Yoongi, I'm sorry. I-i-I really love you I love you more than anything but I know that I can't give 100% in our relationship now. I just want us to be happy but I see that we are not. It could have been great during your time off but I can't be there for you... sooner or later it should have happened. I want to be with you but I can't anymore it was okay then but it's not okay now we're both famous you're in the biggest boy group in the world if anyone finds out we're together we'll be screwed. Especially me Yoongi. Female idols have it harder than male idols you know that. I’ve been thinking about this for a long time and I think this will be the best thing for us I-" he interrupts me.

"How dare you to tell me what's best for me? Do you have any idea what you're talking about y/n? Stop trying to tell me what's best for me when you know you're the best thing that's ever happened to me in my life god damn. I was going through a difficult time in my life and you were the only one who was there for me! And now you're telling me let’s break up because you're afraid people are gonna find out? And that they are gonna blame you? The fuck? Theres always two fucking persons in a relationship y/n! I also wanted that. I wanted you. Don’t you love me anymore? Why don’t you love me anymore? We hid our relationship for four fucking years why can't we hide it now?" he said yelling at me.

 I am shocked and sad I want to die. I don't want to live in this life without Min Yoongi. But I know it's best for us I do it for him and his career too.

"Yes I don't love you anymore" were my last words before I left.

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A/N: damn y/n!!! did you just break up with the mf min yoongi? you better save your relationship! guys if you want a part two (with maybe a happy ending?) let me know! love you bye 🎀

[getitinbusan]

Destination: Jungkook

A super soft wedding fic from the Golden Closet Universe and the companion piece to September 1st

mood board & playlist

Happy 24th birthday to the love of my life 💜 I wish I could give you more than words you'll never see.

Nerves always took over your stomach during landing. That,  coupled with the reason for the flight and you were an anxious mess.

The plane had begun its long slow descent, "You look kind of green are you okay?" Your best friend squeezed your hand. 

"It's just...usually Guk does this thing...he sings to me and rubs my neck when we land."

She looked at you and shook her head, "Yeah, I'm not gonna do that."  

You laughed, "I don't think you're taking your maid of honor duties very seriously." 

"Ughh, I can't believe you're getting married before me." She sighed, "It's not fair, Yoongi and I are the ones who introduced you. It should be us." 

You couldn't help the grin that formed on your lips. Sworn to secrecy, she had no idea you'd gone shopping with Yoongi, the ring had been in his pocket for weeks. "It'll be you soon babe, maybe this weekend will inspire him."     

Checking the key card you stopped at 303. Why you couldn't stay in the same room together was beyond you. 

The door was just about to click closed when his running footsteps echoed through the empty hallway. Strong arms wrapped around you and soft lips fell on yours. He did his trademark hum while he kissed you, his happy song for his happy place. 

"I can't believe how much I've missed you."

Pulling him closer you inhaled him in. He was the scent of home that had been lacking for the last four days.

His smile got bigger until his dimples finally showed up, "It's late are you tired?"  He tucked your hair behind your ear, "We've got a pretty big day tomorrow." 

"Can I just enjoy you alone for a few minutes?" 

"Is everything okay?" He sat on the edge of the bed and pulled you onto his lap. 

Nuzzling into his neck you curled into him. "It's so stupid." 

"Tell me," he rubbed circles on your back. 

"I'm happy and I love you so much but I'm terrified and nervous and I haven't been able to talk to you about it because you've been here planning the perfect wedding for me ... and I'm selfish because I just wanted you to hold me and tell me it was all going to be okay."

He sighed in relief, "Of course it's going to be okay," he gently laid a kiss on top of your head. "Don't you know every fairy tale ends with and they lived happily ever after?" 

You couldn't help but smile, Jungkook was such a hopeless romantic. "Why can't we stay in the same room tonight?" 

Changing the mood he tickled you while pulling you back into the bed, "Because it's bad luck, and it would ruin the surprise." 

"We live together, I've seen you naked a million times so unless you've been hiding something really well I don't think I'll be surprised."

Just being back in his arms draped you in a sense of calm. His loud heart beat accompanied by the rise and fall of his steady breath lulled you into a much needed sleep. 

Your eyes crept open and looked at the clock, only 11:43. Laying your head back down you looked at Jungkook snoring peacefully. As much as you longed to keep him here until morning you knew he was superstitious. Leaning in to wake him with a kiss he  smiled and pulled you back against his chest. 

"Hey sleepy head."

He groaned under you as you poked him.

"You'd better get out of my room Jungkook, it's almost midnight."

Sitting up he rubbed his eyes and checked the time, "Shit."

He grabbed your hands in his and walked to the door.

"I guess I'll see you in a few hours?" 

Wrapping your arms around him tightly you really didn't want to let him leave.

"Nothing to be nervous about. You've got a dress right?"

You nodded.

"Then all I need you to do is show up." He kissed your forehead and stepped into the hallway. 

"Jungkook" he turned back, "I'll see you soon." 

You were glad that from the moment your feet hit the floor there was a barrage of things to be done. Mimosa's with a massage, nails, hair, makeup. Jungkook had made sure you wanted for nothing. 

You had no idea what to expect, you'd heard vague phone calls and caught small glimpses when he was planning but he'd really kept you in the dark.

Jungkook loved surprises and to his credit he was tremendously good at them. He wanted you to have a perfect stress free wedding giving you only two tasks,

1. find a dress

2. show up and say I do

The door swung open and your best friend stood grinning from ear to ear. 

"I know I'm your maid of honor but I hate you so much right now," she pouted. "I don't know how anyone will ever top what Jungkook has done for you down there." 

You laughed and it felt good to break the tension. "You specifically mean Yoongi topping it for you? Don't worry he already asked for my help."

Her jaw almost hit the floor. 

"Shit, damnit, I didn't say that! Don't tell him you know, he'll kill me!" 

Dancing around the room she squealed in happiness. "Would you be mad if I asked Jungkook to plan it?" 

"Is it that good? Is he already down there, did you see him?"

She nodded, "Everything is amazing, and he's so happy and he looks so handsome" 

You exhaled deeply, "I guess there's only one thing left to do."

She threw open the door, "Let's go get you married!" 

Sunset in Jeju, there wasn't a more perfect time or place.

Wooden boards lay across the sand leading to the exact spot Jungkook had proposed. There, up the row of candles under the fairy light arch stood the man who would be your husband.

Nothing but him existed beyond that. All you could see was his handsome face and small nervous smile, his hands wringing together to keep from fidgeting and  the reddening of his ears as you got closer. 

Surrendering the bouquet you had to touch him, you needed his hands in yours. Steady and firm, together you grounded each other. 

"Y/N,  People think our story started on a rain soaked camping trip. I don't believe that's true, that's just where it got good. Our story began in the stars,  It's the only possible way to explain how much I already knew I loved you. I promise to fill your life with happiness, love, and blanket forts for as long as you'll let me. Y/N, I love you so much and can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.

"Jungkook,  Not a day goes by that you don't make me fall in love with you a little more. Not a day that you don't make me laugh or that you make me feel loved, and from here on out there will not be a day that we'll be apart. I can't wait to see what our future holds, and I hope that 50 years from now our grown children will think we're crazy because we're still building forts in our living room.  All that matters in my life is that I get to love you. Jungkook, you'll always be my iron man and I love you 3000." The tears started but he managed a laugh at your private joke.

You swept his tears away with a brush of your thumbs and he kissed you. Husband and wife. 

Everyone was gone. The last goodbye was said and you made your way back to the reception area. 

You stopped to watch him. He was sitting by himself, a smile on his face staring up into the sky. Your husband was so beautiful.

Walking towards him you caught his eye and his face lit up like all the stars in heaven. You held out your hand, "One more dance?" 

He wrapped his arms around you and you swayed together under the night sky. Waves rolled in place of music and the moon shone a personal spotlight down on you.

"Today was perfect Jungkook"

"It's not over," he stopped to lay a sweet kiss on your lips before smiling and taking your hand. 

Walking through the sand he led you to the seaside suite and slid the door open.

"This is the part where I'm supposed to pick you up and carry you inside." 

You couldn't help but laugh, "Are you asking me or warning me?"

"Close your eyes"

"So warning me?"

"Please Y/N."

Sweeping you up he carried you into the room and set you down. 

"Open!"

There in front of you the entire room was draped in white sheets and hanging lights. The bed sat inside the biggest fort you'd ever seen.

In complete awe you turned to look at him, tears in your eyes yet smiling from ear to ear. He knew he did good.

"Jungkook this is amazing!" 

He was so excited to show off.

"And look," he pointed to the tray beside the fireplace. "We've got champagne and all the stuff to make S'mores."

He buzzed around the room pointing out all the little details. 

"Jungkook, you forgot one thing." 

His face fell as he tried to figure out what important thing he'd missed. 

"What did I forget?"

Walking towards him your hands ran down his crisp shirt and undid his belt. 

"The part where you're supposed to make love to your wife for the first time…" 

Waking up to walls of white sunlight while wrapped naked against your husband's warm body you'd never felt more content. His dark hair was wild against the pillow and you couldn't help but stare and wonder how you were chosen to be the luckiest person alive. 

Soft snores let you know he wasn't deep in his sleep and he easily woke when you kissed his swollen lips. 

"Hey," he smiled, "what time is it?" 

Pulling the sheets off it was exactly what you'd hoped to find. Despite the evening's satisfaction his cock stood firm, thick and ambitious. 

"More?" he questioned with a smile.

You nodded while straddling his hips. "Sorry, I guess this is your life now." 

He sat up to wrap his arms tightly around you as you took him in. Bare chests pressed together and the feeling of your hearts beating in unison.

He kissed his way up your neck,  "And what a great life it's going to be." 

[youremeimyou]

The Lesser Gods of Bangtanis(pt.3)

Introduction - Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3

pairings: Kim Taehyung x reader, Jeon Jungkook x reader, OT7(this fic is about all of the boys’ characters, not just ‘Y/Nxsomeone’ focused) genre: angst, fluff, comedy, adventure.. -fantasy au, medieval au, magic au, royal au word count: 3.9k warnings: psychic episode?(trance-like state)

Description: Princess Y/N, who holds the fate of her people on her shoulders arrives at the kingdom of Bangtanis, that is the home of our mighty heroes. What will the destiny of our heroes be, when she brings along a threat called dark magic and a little bit of love with her?

A/N: Back with pt3 after a long time.. I don’t wanna quit on this fic cuz I really like the story so I’ll try really hard to get motivated for the next parts as well(feedback really helps) Anyways, this part is actually just Y/N and Tae going on a fancy royal date. But of course with a little twist at the end. Enjoy!

Prince Taehyung arrived at the cottage and saw that there were two horses outside the door. He pet the horses and went in. As soon as he was inside, Y/N and Jungkook -who had obviously been discussing something, sitting closely on the sofa- immediately stopped talking and whipped their heads towards the door.

"You're back!" the princess mused. She didn't know why his return made her feel giddy inside.

"Seems like I'm interrupting." Taehyung replied coldly as he stared at Jungkook, who had already gotten up in order to leave.

"Of course not, my lord. In fact I was just leaving." The younger boy respectfully stated before walking to the door. "Have a good night, my lord. Sleep well, Y/N." And with that he went out, rendering the prince dumbfounded with the way he adressed the princess. That shy village boy just bid her goodnight in a very sincere way.

"So what are the news from the castle?" Y/N went closer to Taehyung and sat on a chair. But he was busy noticing the bread crumbs on the table. "Did you eat with Jungkook?" he asked without looking at her.

"Oh, Guk said his sister prepared something for him. He shared it with me."

"Guk, is it?" The prince was even more bothered than before. Since when were those two such good friends?

"Hm?" Y/N acted like she didn't catch the annoyed tone in his voice.

"Well I hope you enjoyed your little picnic. I'll have this lovely meal by myself, then." He took the food he brought from the castle out of his bag and placed them on plates. Y/N's eyes grew big, it looked delicious. "It's been a long while since we ate, though." she said while staring at the food Taehyung was enjoying. After a while, he pushed some of the plates in front of her, silently offering her to join. She smiled excitedly in return.

"So did you talk to the king? What did he say?" Y/N asked, her voice muffled because of the food.

"Yes. He said he'll announce his final decision tomorrow at the feast."

Y/N gulped down her last bite in shock. "Feast?!" She got up from her seat before continuing. "What feast?" Taehyung knew she'd protest to such an idea.

"The traditional welcoming feast. They're really strict about these things. It's in order to help the people feel as though things are okay, I guess." Taehyung also stood up and started cleaning the table from food crumbs. He was very calm, in contrast to Y/N.

"But things aren't okay! I want to know if-"

"Namjoon hyung is most likely to announce good news, like that he'll send reinforcements." Taehyung added as he organized the chairs around the table back in place.

Y/N's protests stopped immediately and her eyes started sparkling. "Really?"

"Yeah. After our last talk, he seemed to have finally made his mind that he'll help."

Hearing this made Y/N so happy that in a moment of excitement she leaped towards Taehyung, capturing him in a tight hug. He was surprised at first but then he wrapped his arms around her, too. After staying like that for some time, Y/N realized what she was doing and quickly retreated back.

"Sorry, I-" the princess cursed on the inside for blushing over something so simple. "I'm just really glad to hear that." And Taehyung understood her excitement. He too was glad. Almost like it was his own kingdom that would be saved. He gave her a warm smile.

"You have to appear at the feast tomorrow, though. Hyung wants to talk to you."

Even though the idea of a feast at a time like this felt absurd, Y/N knew kingdoms had to maintain traditions at rough times for their people's sake. So she nodded without any more complaints.

"But you can't make an appearance wearing these boy trousers of yours." Taehyung teased. She was wearing the same shirt and pants she wore the day she arrived in the city. Instead of the daily robes the prince had borrowed for her from Duchess Minji.

"Hey, I washed these yesterday. They're clean and presentable." Y/N never really was comfortable wearing dresses in daily life because she'd always be running around, sparring or horse riding.

"But they don't exactly match the dress code for a fancy event, do they?"

The princess rolled her eyes. "I don't have my luggage here-" she was interrupted by Taehyung clearing his throat and pointing at the side of the door where he put her luggage after carrying it here on his way back.

"You brought it.." Everytime he'd act thoughtful like this, it caught Y/N off guard.

"Still, you probably don't have anything fancy in there. So I also brought this." He handed her the fancy gown he bought from the royal tailor. A dark red night dress with delicate embroidery stitched around the neck cleavage. Even Y/N who didn't really like dresses thought it was beautiful. "I think this will fit you perfectly." Taehyung's mouth curved up to form his signiture smirk.

"Whatever, Prince Smug."

The next day Y/N woke up to find Taehyung already gone. He had left a note on the table that read,

"Be ready before sundown and don't go running off to Jungkook or anything. I'll come pick you up and take you to the castle."

She was planning to spar with Jungkook again, today. But after all the effort the prince seemed to be making for her and her cause, she decided to do as he said.

Sundown came by fast. Y/N had done her best to look her most presentable self but there was no sign of the prince. The princess couldn't wait to talk with King Namjoon, to thank him and discuss details. Her impatience growing every minute, she decided to wait outside. So that when he arrives, she could scold the prince immediately for being late. But.. Then he showed up, running down the forest path on his beautiful, radiant white horse.

He stopped in front of Y/N, wearing a confused look. "Why are you outside?" It took a moment for Y/N to register his words. Nobody could deny the prince's natural attractiveness. But in this graceful formal attire, he was a sight for sore eyes to say the least.

"I- you were-"

"Late, I know. I'm sorry. I was trying to look more presentable." He had to take a quick breath once he took in the way Y/N looked. "But- I would've tried harder if I knew you'd be looking like this."

The princess nervously blinked. Where were her words? Why couldn't she mutter them out? She hoped the darkness of the evening was hiding the slight red of her cheeks.

"I was definetely spot on again with your body measurements." Prince Smug was back with his endless teasing, which brought Y/N out of the daze she was in. "Well, you almost look like an actual prince like this." Taehyung lifted an eyebrow but Y/N added quickly. "I'm pretty sure it's the horse, though."

He rolled his eyes and held out his hand to help her get on the horse. Being always eager to prove her skills, she wouldn't have normally taken his hand. But since tonight was a special occasion, she decided to play the lady role a little better.

The royal ballroom was bigger than the one at the princess' castle. Decorations for the feast were wonderful and if it wasn't for the chaos that was going on back at her home, she could really enjoy attending this event.

Taehyung stopped her suddenly and pulled her to a corner outside of the hall. "I forgot- if anyone asks, you are a duchess that came with the princess. We should come up with a name, too." He kept listing female names he knew. It was quite a long list.

"I won't remember any of those. My double's name is Yuna. I can use that."

"Okay, Yuna it is. Just stay close to me, no one would be suspicious of someone I brought with me." He said and took Y/N's hand to place it softly on his arm. Then they entered the hall once again but this time the prince seemed even more graceful as they strolled inside.

Everyone expected him to sit beside the king and his advisors as he usually does. But instead, he pulled a seat away from where all the high ranking people were, helped the princess sit down and took the seat next to her for himself. All the attention in the room was focused on the two. Until Jung Hoseok started speaking.

"Thank you all for coming. Despite the unfortunate events that are occuring, we are grateful to have Princess Y/N and her company here with us. Let us all come together and support each other through these hard times."

A round of applause came from the crowd and then the king started talking. "Times are indeed hard for the curse of dark magic has returned." People gasped in terror. "But, it cannot be as strong as it used to be. And we as a kingdom that won't stand for cruelty, shall help our friends in overcoming this threat." Some people were surprised, some were afraid and some seemed to support the idea. But the princess was the happiest of all. Taehyung could see it all over her face.

Meals and drinks were served and there was music in the background. But after a while the music stopped. Only a drum roll could be heard. Y/N saw everyone turning their heads to the door in excitement. Then, the jester made an entrance. A man was throwing knives at him from the other side and he dodged every single one while elegantly dancing and twirling around. The princess was shocked. Was he crazy? One wrong move and he could easily be killed.

When he was done, the crowd gave him a standing ovation. But the jester kept the show going with more amazing moves, magic tricks and dance numbers. Y/N had never seen such an entertainment from a jester before, or from anyone.

The show finished and the jester took a seat next to Taehyung and Y/N after reciving another round of applause. Y/N turned to him. "That was.. How did you do all of those? Your performance was incredable!" Jimin smiled and blushed shyly, as if he didn't just make everyone in the room fall in love with him.

"We thank our jester who never ceases to impress us with new and unbelievable shows." Kim Seokjin said as he gathered the people's attention. "It is time however, for another type of entertainment. Princess Y/N, would you mind joining us for a rather fun tradition of ours?"

Taehyung had to hold Y/N's arm to stop her from getting up after the mention of her name. "Having a double is new for you, isn't it?" He was right. It was kind of hard getting used to it for Y/N. Her double on the other hand got up at once and walked towards the center of the hall. "Of course, it would be an honour." Thank god Yuna was a good actress.

"We usually have representitives of both kingdoms participate in something as an icebreaker and even cultural bonding. I thought you might represent yours and for us it could be.." Seokjin trailed off, searching around the room for a candidate. "Well, a prince would suit best for a princess so it shall be Prince Kim Taehyung."

Taehyung had been selected to put on a quick show like this many times, in many feasts with many princesses. Unsurprised, he went next to Yuna, Y/N’s double. But on the inside he wished he could be doing this with the actual princess, somehow.

“Excellent! As our guest of honour, you should choose what you’ll show the good people here, princess. Would you like to sing? Or dance?” Kim Seokjin asked excitedly while Yuna looked around, unsurely. “You can even throw some knives at him like earlier with the jester if you’d like.” Seokjin joked in a teasing tone and everyone laughed at his suggestion.

“I heard you were an actor, Prince Taehyung. I also love theatre, so.. perhaps a quick scene?”

Taehyung was surprised. Normally most would choose to have a dance with the tall, handsome prince. But it made sense as he thought more about it, since Yuna was already acting, even in that very moment. So he politely nodded and went next to Kim Seokjin who was still standing near his seat.

“Who is that lady standing over there by her lonesome?” he asked Seokjin, clearly in character. And Seokjin -another theatre artist- caught up quickly. “I know not, sir.”

Taehyung started walking slowly towards Yuna again. “Oh, she teaches torches how to burn bright. She stands out against the night. Like a rich jewel in an Ethiope’s ear. Beauty too rich for use, for earth too dear. Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw true beauty till this night.”

While he said his lines, every women was shooting jealous stares at who they thought was the princess. But Taehyung’s attention was focused on the actual one, who was sitting behind her double. Which had left Y/N baffled. She quickly blamed the little vine she had, convincing herself the eye contact with the prince was an illusion of her mind.

Even Yuna, who happened to be a great actress was left speechless at Taehyung's performance and couldn't come up with a response. So the show ended quickly with the crowd applauding. Yuna and Taehyung went back to their seats after bowing to each other and the feast went on.

"I told you I was an actor, princess. How did you like my performance?" Taehyung asked Y/N in a low voice.

She responded as quietly. "You're lucky you were up there with Yuna. I would've chosen to throw knives." Taehyung faked a dramatic gasp and they both giggled. "Tell me Prince Romantic, which one of these lovely duchesses have you borrowed this dress from? I thought I'd be able to tell from the way she'd look at me but more than just one are sending me death stares." Y/N asked as she searched the hall with her eyes.

"I didn't borrow it. I had seen this dress in the royal tailor's chambers, once. He never sold it to any of the duchesses, claiming that it was a speacial piece of art."

"How did you get your hands on it, then?"

"I convinced him that this piece of art would be worn by someone no less than art, herself."

Y/N wasn't expecting such a compliment and therefore she was once more baffled and very much embarresed at her blushing cheeks. She wanted to not be speechless at his words but her mind couldn't come up with anything. Thankfully, King Namjoon interrupted.

“I don’t think I’ve met this fair lady you’re accompanying tonight, Taehyung?”

“Oh, my lord I’m sorry. This is Duchess Yuna who came with Princess Y/N.” the two played along, making sure people nearby would hear and not get suspicious. Then the king took a seat next to Y/N and began talking in a low voice. “My lady, I’m sorry for the inconvinience. You hide yourself while this whole feast was organized primarely for you.” The king seemed somehow intimidating to Y/N at first but now she could see the kind side of him.

“It’s alright, really. I’m just glad to have the chance to talk to you, my lord.”

“As I’ve said earlier, we are willing to help you. But I need to prepare my men before sending them out to fight the creatures of the night. They might be the best warriors in the realm but even they don’t know the terrors of dark magic.”

“Of course, I agree. And I have to add that I’m very thankful for your support.”

The king sincerely smiled and continued. “I’m still not sure if my reinforcements will be enough. What about your army?”

“They’re all locked in the dungeons. At least.. they were when I left.” The princess could feel sorrow bulding up inside her again at the thought of leaving. But there was no other choice. “If we can free them, they’ll be ready to fight.” And of course, if they’re not dead.

“I don’t think creatures of the night would kill them. Instead they’d want to use them to enhance their army. So, they’d be trying to break them.” The king said as if he read Y/N’s mind. But Y/N knew her people were strong minded. She could feel that there was still hope. “I know they’ll hold on until their last breath.” She said confidently.

“Then, we shall free them once we’re there.”

After discussing all of the details the king went back to his throne and a short while later, the feast came to an end. People one by one started to leave.

“I think we should also be heading back.” Taehyung whispered in Y/N’s ear. She nodded but before they could leave, Min Yoongi showed up, requesting to talk to the princess. Taehyung could tell he wanted to speak only with her so he went to find Jimin, leaving them alone.

“I hope the cottage is alright for you, princess. I know it’s not much but-”

“No! It’s more then enough Lord Yoongi. Thank you for allowing me to stay there.” Y/N really didn’t care for comfort in her situation. She was in fact glad to be out of sight.

“Listen, princess. I know the king has decided to send our men to help your kingdom. I want you to know I was against it.”

This came as a shock to Y/N.

“Not because I’m unsympathetic, but because I have exprience when it comes to dark magic.” His face became gloomy and his voice almost trembled as he spoke. “But the king would never go back on his word. We’ll face nightmares beyond your worst imaginations in order to save your land. So, I need to know if you're strong enough to make hard choices.”

What did he mean by that? Y/N couldn’t understand. But she knew one thing. “I don’t know what I’ll face but I assure you, there is nothing I wouldn’t do to save the people I love and care about. I hope that's a good enough answer for you.”

Min Yoongi nodded after staring her in the eyes for a while and left. Just as he was going, Taehyung came back with Jimin beside him. “Are you ready to go?”

“Yeah..”

Taehyung noticed the confusion on her face but decided to ask her about it when they get to the cottage, where they could speak freely. It was silent as him, Y/N and Jimin walked out of ballroom and into the hallway. Unable to bare the tension, Jimin decided to crack a couple of stupid jokes and comments about the night. Which eventually had Taehyung cackling and even the confused princess smiling. But then something happened.

Jimin suddenly collapsed to the ground. He was shaking and unconscious. There was no response as Taehyung and Y/N called out his name time after time, panic taking over them. His eyeballs had gone completely white and his pupils were gone. While Taehyung helplessly called for the guards, Jimin finally came out of it. Eyes going back to normal and his consciousness returning.

“Jimin! Are you alright? What happened? What-”

Y/N stopped Taehyung from yelling loudly. “Let’s just get him to the physician.”

With the guards’ help they carried him to the physician’s chambers quickly. After examining him carefully he shook his head from side to side in confusion. “There doesn’t seem to be anything wrong with him. Not physically, at least.”

“Are you absolutely sure, physician?” Taehyung’s tone was deadly serious. Not that it wasn’t obvious before but the extreme concern on his features showed Y/N clearly how much he really cared for his best friend.

“Yes, my lord. As always, he’s very healthy.”

Jimin tried to stand up but Taehyung stopped him from moving. “Not so fast, jester.”

“Taehyung you heard the phys-”

“I saw you back there and you were not alright, Jimin.”

Jimin gave up with a sigh. “Okay, I’ll tell you what’s going on. But we have to get out of here first.”

They got out of the room and went to Jimin’s chambers, all the while the prince cautiously watched the jester. They sat Jimin down and he started explaining.

“This isn’t the first time. I thought they were just nightmares but now-” he stopped himself. But Taehyung was impatient. “What? What do you see?” he asked.

Jimin hesitantly answered. “It’s always the same thing. You on your knees. And a blade run through your chest.” Neither Taehyung nor Y/N was expecting that.

“And there’s a man in front of you, looking down at you. It feels like I know him in the dream. But I can’t make him out when I wake up.”

Both Y/N and Taehyung were looking at him in complete shock and utter confusion. Jimin faked a smile. “It’s just a recurring dream, guys-”

“A dream you suddenly start to have going in a trance when a moment ago you were wide awake?” Y/N cut him off. “Jimin, you’re having visions.”

He laughed in disbelief. “I’m not an oracle, princess.”

“But you do have magic. I could tell from the moment I met you. You’re always subtle but I’ve spent time with many wizards, it didn’t escape my attention.”

“Wha-”

“Oh, come on. Do you deny always being able to tell when people lie? And you can tell exactly what people are thinking just by looking at them, can’t you? You’re a reader. It’s rare even amongst wizards but it’s obvious that’s what you are!”

It was silent for a moment. Y/N guessed Taehyung was trying to process all that new information.

“I always follow your hunches and you never turn out to be wrong. Thinking back to all of those moments, there literally isn’t a single time you weren’t right!” It looked like Taehyung was having a moment of clarity. But then he frowned. “Why didn’t you ever tell me?”

“I never thought it was magic, I swear! I always thought I had strong senses. That’s probably all there is to it anyway-”

“That morning you brought me and Y/N breakfast, you just came storming in. But I know for a fact that I locked the door the night before.”

And Jimin’s moment of clarity hit him right then. “I know. It was locked. I just wished it wouldn’t be and.. it wasn’t anymore.” he admitted. Both to them and to himself.

“And these visions are proof that your skill are improving-” Y/N tried to explain more but Jimin snapped at her. “No! They can’t be visions of the future that would mean that Taehyung-” he lowered his volume before continuing. “that he’s going to get fatally wounded.”

As if they didn’t have enough troubles at hand everything had gotten ten times more complicated. Taehyung made them promise not to speak of this anywhere for the time being, in order to protect Jimin’s identity as an unregistered wizard. And they all swore to trying to figure all of this out together as a team.

...

A/N: Soo yeah.. things are probably about to go downhill from now on. Though idk when it'll come out, pt4 is in my plans if anyone follows the series. The theatre piece is from Romeo and Juliet(with a few adjustments of mine to make it fit the story) because no way could I write an actual improv, way out of my league. Thank you if you read my thing and hope you enjoyed it :) pls stay at home, wash your hands and take good care of yourself.

[smileyoongle]

Deception (A Kim Namjoon Mafia AU)

Summary: A damsel in distress and a lonely mafia leader. Different but not too different. The two worlds collide on a rainy night when Kim Namjoon, a renowned Mafia leader is called for an emergency and Y/N Y/L/N is on the run from her abusive father. Feelings stir and he rescues her. But one of them is a liar. And the other's life is on the line. It's only a matter of time until all secrets are out in the open.

Will love be born? Or will death conquer?

chαptєr εïgh†: No More Secrets

Character Count: 9500

Pairing: Namjoon×Reader (Appearances by the whole of BTS)

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If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself.

- George Orwell

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Walter stood frozen in the kitchen, leaning on the counter with his arms crossed. In all his years of staying with Namjoon, he had never made a mistake. He had protected Namjoon like his family, at least whenever he got the chance.

So how did he let you get hurt?

It wasn't really his fault since he had no idea that there was someone else in the house. But maybe this was a sign that he had to stop. Maybe he was too old now and his stiff muscles weren't of much use. He was just glad that you weren't hurt too bad.

Walter stared at the wall in front of him, trying not to be too bothered by Namjoon who was now standing by the doorway. Namjoon didn't want to do this at all. But somehow, your life had become very valuable to him. Especially when you clutched on to him, refusing to let go as if you'd drown. It didn't need to be said but Namjoon felt like he had to save you. He needed to save you. And he needed to be saved by you.

Namjoon sighed, glancing at his feet and walking towards the old man stood in the big open kitchen.

"Wal-"

"I'm sorry."

Namjoon pursed his lips, his eyes burning at the emotions that were welling up in him. Walter looked sad and Namjoon knew he was beating himself down. But there was only so much he could do. Lately, all his decisions were actuated by your safety.

With a shaky breath, Namjoon muttered the words he never thought he'd say.

"I think it's time to let you go."

Walter didn't react. Even if he was sad, he didn't let it show. This was bound to happen. Namjoon had only said his thoughts out loud. Things could have been harder if Walter didn't want this. Gratefully, he was okay with this.

Namjoon was caught off guard when Walter simply nodded in response.

Guess this really had to happen.

Hesitantly, Namjoon stretched his hand out, giving Walter a tight lipped smile. The latter immediately took it, holding onto it like his life depended on it. Walter's eyes were red and Namjoon had to endure the pain in his chest.

"I hope you find someone who still has his muscles intact." Walter joked, making Namjoon smile at him. Certainly, this wasn't needed. But Namjoon wasn't only doing this for you. He was doing this so that the older man could live the rest of his life in peace, unbothered by the troubles that Namjoon seemed to bring home with him. It was good yet bad but this was progress in Namjoon's eyes. He was finally doing something for someone else. No selfish intentions. No regrets.

With one final goodbye, the doors to Namjoon's house had closed behind Walter, telling him that there was no going back now. It was done. Namjoon was safe in the house with you and hopefully, you'd take care of him too. Putting on his black fedora, Walter walked away into the night, not looking back once.

Namjoon sighed, resting his forehead against the closed door, wondering if this was the right thing to do. He had to hire someone else now. Yes it would take time to build the same amount of trust again but better safe than sorry.

"Are you okay, Namjoon?"

Your sweet voice made Namjoon turn around in an instant, his eyes taking in your confused and concerned expression. You stood at the bottom of the staircase, your hand resting on the wooden railing while the other clutched the bottom of the t-shirt that was too big for you. Namjoon's heart swelled. It was his.

He took a step towards you, giving you a faint smile. You could tell that this incident had worn him out more than it had affected you. The tired eyes and the exhausted smile of his corroborated your assumptions.

"I thought you must have fallen asleep by now." He said, patiently waiting for you to answer him. You shrugged, taking a step away from the staircase. "Couldn't sleep."

Namjoon nodded in response, proceeding to sit on the couch. He buried his face in his hands, sighing on feeling the place beside him dip. You frowned and rested your cheek on the palm of your hand, your elbow sitting on your knee. Namjoon was certainly not okay and you knew it was due to Walter's absence. You wanted to tell him that you had heard everything but maybe it was best if you didn't talk about this. Instead, you opted for placing your hand on his back, rubbing it soothingly. Namjoon looked at you, his eyes red and glossy. Something inside you ached, your heart begging you to make him feel okay. But you didn't know how. Even though you had problems of your own, Namjoon didn't need to hear about them. What he really wanted was for you to give him solace and comfort.

"Let me be here for you, Namjoon." You pleaded, his eyes closing shut on hearing your words. Clearly, things were beginning to take a toll on him but he refused to let it show.

"I'm okay, Y/N. I- I'm just fine." He assured you, giving you a sympathetic smile. You pursed your lips, reluctantly nodding and standing up.

"If it's not too much, could you..." You trailed off, biting down on your lip in uncertainty. Namjoon noticed your hesitation and stood up, towering over you and raising his eyebrows to urge you on.

Your cheeks grew warm, your eyes frantically looking around the room before you said it out loud.

"...could you sleep with me? Just for tonight?" You asked in a small voice, peering up at Namjoon through your lashes. Namjoon let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head in amusement. For a second, he had grown worried, nonsensical thoughts filling up his mind but here you were, asking him if he could keep you company. Of course he would.

Namjoon nodded, his dimples beaming at you. You mentally sighed in relief and hesitantly held his hand, intertwining your fingers with his. You looked up at him, flashing him the smile that he was falling for. As you led him upstairs, Namjoon's worries disappeared into nothing. He decided to let things go for now. Whoever had broken in will pay for hurting you. Namjoon was gonna make sure of it.

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"I'm sorry but what are we doing?" Rex hissed, trying to keep his voice low and inaudible. It was probably really late into the night when he was woken up by Jungkook to follow Hana. Rex was pissed at first, wondering if this was even worth compromising his sleep for. But his love for adventures was far bigger than that for his sleep. Obviously, Jeon Jungkook must have something in mind if he wanted to do this.

Everyone was now aware about your existence, mixed feelings brewing in each member's heart. Some were happy that Namjoon found someone who wasn't related to this darkness that they had to live in. Some were sad that Namjoon hadn't trusted them enough but Jungkook. He felt betrayed, as if he had been cheated on. It wasn't just that. His emotions had been riled up by Hana, whose eyes looked empty since she found out about you. Jungkook had always thought Namjoon would end up with Hana and they'll all be happy but no. In a span of four years, Namjoon had managed to get over her. That's the only possible explanation.

Jungkook was worried when he saw Hana leaving in the middle of the night without telling anyone. She thought she was being discreet but Jungkook was sitting in the darkness of the living room, watching her like a hawk. He couldn't just leave her alone at a time like this so he decided to follow her. Unfortunately, Rex was the only person he saw as backup incase they were attacked.

It was cold, Rex's fingers were numb and he just wanted to go back to sleep. Jungkook didn't respond, his eyes fixed on Hana's figure as she waited at the corner of an alley. Time kept ticking and Rex concluded that this was actually boring. He had thought they'd encounter some villains but what a joke.

They were the villains here.

"Look, I don't think watching a girl, who just wanted to take a walk, is fun. So I'll be heading back now." Rex smiled sarcastically and waved at Jungkook, walking in the opposite direction when Jungkook grabbed the back of his jacket and pulled him.

"If you'd actually pay attention, you'll see that she's not just taking a walk anymore." Jungkook mumbled, his hand still gripping Rex's jacket while he hopelessly tried to make him let go. Giving up, he turned his neck and saw that Hana was now talking to a man. He narrowed his eyes and tried to get a good look at who it was.

Meanwhile, Jungkook wasn't expecting any of this. He had simply thought that Hana was too shocked by the revelation of Namjoon and his plaything. Because that's what you were to Jungkook, a plaything that Namjoon would leave once he realised that it had been Hana all along. And he had come here to tell Hana the same thing but tables had turned. It was now Jungkook who was being fed new information. It seemed like Hana knew the man because now they were exchanging something. It was small and black but that was all Jungkook could see. The streetlights weren't the best either since the man's face wasn't very visible.

Jungkook could make out the cautious expression on Hana's face, an unwanted feeling nagging at him. This was all suspicious and Jungkook didn't know what to do. Should he just confront her? Or should he wait until he found out who the man is?

Their conversation seemed to end, for the man turned around and started walking away. That's when the streetlight completely brightened up the man's face, making Rex's jaw drop and Jungkook's eyebrows furrow. Jungkook was just confused. He didn't know this man at all. But Rex. He had seen this face before all too well on a laminated ID.

"No fucking way!"

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[1rosex]

BTS Reaction to you confessing your crush on them

Request: I loved the angsty writing, can we pls get some fluff now of the members reactions to you confessing your crush on them?😭 Ty

A/N oops i got carried away

Masterlist

Jin

You were waiting for Jin to come out of practice, standing outside on the phone with a friend of yours. Today was the day you'd invited Jin to accompany you to the fair, your best friend, but also your longest crush. Jin came out of the building to meet you as you spoke to your friend over the phone. You failed to notice his presence.

"Yeah, I do like Jin. I know, I know I have to tell him. I will eventually! I hope.." You told your friend that Jin would be out soon and hung up the phone. You turned around to see Jin, his eyes wide. Your mouth fell open, but you were unable to say anything to save yourself.

"Ah! You ruined my plans Y/N!" He said dramatically as he turned away, his face red. You didn't know what he meant by that, but he didn't sound angry.

"Wait.. What?" You asked in confusion, wondering if confessing was the wrong idea.

"I was going to tell I liked you today!" Jin confessed, his face turning an even brighter shade of red as he made his usual yell of frustration mixed with nervous laughter. You couldn't help the smile from appearing on your face.

"Wait.. You.. You like me?" You didn't mean to sound like an excited little kid but you couldn't help it. Jin turned to you, unable to supress the own happiness on his face.

"Yes, Y/N. Ive liked you for a long time now. And I would have told you on top of the ferris wheel or somewhere romantic if I hadn't overheard you." He sighed.

"Well, I didn't ask you to eavesdrop." You joked. Jin shook his head.

"Well, now we can turn the fair into a date hm?"

Namjoon

You were listening to Namjoon rant about how his crush at the cafe kept ignoring him, he sounded upset. You nodded, listening intently but feeling your own heart hurt to see your biggest crush talking about someone else who showed no interest in him. What Namjoon needed though, was something to help him realize that the person he should be chasing after is you.

"And then! I thought it was all going well, and suddenly she turns around and flat out ignores me. She just left! Without a word!" Namjoon threw his hands up in the air, looking very confused. You couldn't help but laugh a little at his cute frustrated expression.

"Dont laugh!"

"Im sorry Joon. She just doesnt seem interested.. I mean, if I was your girlfriend-" You froze when you realized what you had just said. Namjoon was pulled out of his own thoughts, his eyes fixating on you.

".. If you were my girlfriend?" He repeated, his voice soft. You wanted to deny you ever said that, but the hope that had appeared in his eyes urged you to continue.

".. I.. I would be happy to be talked to. I wouldn't ignore you." You said, daring to keep eye contact. Namjoon's lips were suddenly changing into a smile, his dimples appearing on the side of his cheeks. “What are you saying?”

“I’m saying- I’m saying I like you. And I wish I was the one you had a crush on.”

"You don't know how long I've hoped you'd say something like that."

Yoongi

In hindsight, playing Truth or Dare with your best friend Yoongi was probably not the best idea. You were both all worn out of dares, you'd already had him sing a whole serenade and send it to the group chat and he had you hide a fake rubber snake in Hoseok's dorm. The poor sunshine. Now, you'd moved on to truths.

"Okay Y/N, your truth." Yoongi tapped his chin and looked at you knowingly. How could he possibly think of anything? Yoongi knew you better than anyone.

"Who's your crush?" He asked, a question that got you off guard.

"Wait.. My crush? Yoongi, thats ridiculous. No way I'd have a crush and not tell you.." You laughed nervously.

"Hey now, play fair. You're lying to me Y/N." Yoongi had a smile on his face that was making you very suspicious. He was your crush. Why was he acting this way? Maybe he knew about it.. Maybe he’d found out. But how did he find out? However he did, you could see that he knew something was up and he wasn't letting you get away that easy.

"I'm.. Im not lying.."

"False. I heard you talking to your friend last night about a certain guy, and I want to know who."

"Why were you listening to our conversation?"

"Uh.. Not the point.."

You took a deep breath and looked at him. You needed to confess eventually.

"Fine. I do have a crush. My crush.. My crush is.." You were having trouble spitting it out. You were so afraid of ruining this friendship, but you knew you felt more for him. He sat there, patiently waiting for his answer. You couldn't anymore, you loved those eyes and everything else about him. "You dammit, I like you."

It was silent, and Yoongi's expression was impossible to read. You began to doubt yourself.

"Truth or dare, Y/N." He asked, breaking the silence. You looked at him in confusion, wondering if he'd even heard you. "What..? Dare I guess.."

"I dare you to kiss me."

J-Hope

You never intended to fall in love with your best friend. But with his lovable personality and his selflessness, how could you not? He was the best person you'd ever met. You were out at a restaurant with Hoseok, acting as you usually did. Despite being just friends, you were both a very touchy and playful pair. The waitress smiled at you two as she set the menus down.

"Oh, you two are so cute together. There's a discount for couples today, I'll be back to take your order." She smiled.

"Oh we're not-"

"No we aren't-" You both started talking over each other, your faces red as you denied the accusation. The lady just laughed and apologized before leaving you two alone to look. You glanced over at Hoseok, he looked really nervous all of a sudden. Was it really that bad of an idea to him? Discouraged, you grabbed your menu and kept your gaze down.

"Wouldn't we make a cute couple though?" Hoseok suddenly said. You blinked in surprise and looked up at him.

"What.. Hoseok dont play with me like that." You frowned, thinking he was joking. But Hoseok just looked up at you with a serious look in his eyes, waiting for an anwer. You swallowed and looked back down.

".. Yeah, I think we would." You said, barely audible. Hoseok grinned, you hated that smile. That smile that meant he knew exactly what you were thinking, and he knew how to tease you till he got the truth out. He knew about your crush, you were sure of it.

"Do you like me, Y/N?" He asked, straight to the point.

You hesitated, keeping your eyes glued to the menu until he reached over and grabbed it from your hands. You slowly looked up at him. "I do Hoseok. I like you." The whole restaurant seemed to hush, you were afraid Hoseok could hear your heart about to pound out of your chest. But then you felt his arm around you, and his face leaning closer to yours.

"Then I guess we do get that couple discount, hm?"

Jimin

You'd spent the whole day hanging out with Jimin, but now you were walking home and your time to say goodbye was nearing. Jimin gave you his goodbye and turned to leave as you called after him. "Bye Jimin, I love you!" You immediately froze in place. Had you just told your best friend you loved him? Oh, fuck. You didn't dare look back as you started to leave, hearing pure silence from Jimin for what felt like a long time.

".. What?" He eventually called out after you. You laughed nervously, then did the only thing you could think of. You took off sprinting towards your house. You heard footsteps behind you and Jimin calling your name, but you were running in blind panic. Suddenly you felt two arms around you and you yelled as he tackled you and you both rolled over onto the grass. You sat up, turning around to see Jimin struggling to stabilize himself after the fall.

" Wait! Sorry I didnt mean to tackle you- but that's not my point!" He said in a rush, looking dizzy. "Why did you run Y/N? What.. What kind of love?"

You sat there in the grass, trying to catch your breath while staring into Jimin's expectant eyes. "The kind of love that's not just between friends.." You finally admitted. You looked away, starting to get up. Jimin's hand was suddenly on your own, and you turned in surprise to see him smiling up at you.

"Then maybe we don't have to be just friends."

Taehyung

You had been friends with Taehyung for a long time before you even realized you had feelings for him. At first you tried to keep them secret, but lately you couldn't contain them anymore. The way he smiled at you, his laugh when you said something funny, those moments he brushed up on you. You wanted more. One day, you two were laying down watching movies and you couldn't resist anymore. You were both tired from staying up so long, your drowsiness was clouding your judgment. You looked over at Taehyung, with his stupid, cute little tired eyes, and his stupid, perfect face. It almost made you angry how strong your feelings for him were.

"I love you." You blurted out. Your heart skipped a beat, everything seemed to freeze as you realized what you just said.

Taehyung despite being tired, snapped to attention and turned to look at you.

"You what?" He asked, the television illuminating his innocent brown eyes. You couldn't bring yourself to say it again. Regretting it, you promptly rolled over and pretended to be asleep to avoid his questions. You knew he probably wouldn't buy it, but you couldn't bring yourself to turn back and face him. It was quiet for a while, the only sound was the faint voices coming from the television. Suddenly you felt one of Taehyung's arms drape over your side, his head pressing into the small of your back.

"I love you too Y/N."

Jungkook

You were sitting across from your best friend Jungkook, both of you absent mindedly scrolling through your phones. This is how you hung out most of the time. As you were scrolling, you found a video that made you laugh. It was one of those, "send this to your crush with no context" kind of videos. Jungkook arched an eyebrow and looked up at you. "You know the rules." He said. The rule, well the rule was basically that you had to send any video you found funny to the other person so they could enjoy it too. Your face went red, Jungkook was your crush.

"But.. Jungkook I can't do it with this-"

"Y/nnnn" Jungkook whined. You gulped. After a moment of staring at him, you sent him the video. You slammed your phone down, regretting your decision as you looked away. Jungkook watched the video with a completely blank expression, and as it came to and end he looked up you with an expression you hadn't seen in his eyes before.

"So do you mean it?" Junkook asked.

"Mean what?"

"The video."

"What video?"

"The one you just sent-"

"I didn't send anything." You lied quickly, and Jungkook stood up and leaned over the table at you with a smile.

"Y/N! Stop! Do you like me?" He asked, straight forward. You had no idea where his confidence was coming from, and frankly neither did he. You swallowed nervously and nodded silently. It was Jungkook's turn to be flustered now as he sunk back in his seat, trying to control his expression

"Does that mean.. we’re like.. d-dating?”

[sunnyborabora]

Alpha (Jungkook x Reader) Chapitre 2

Hello my loves! I hope this second chapter will please you! I should warn you about the fact that there is some angst in this one but it is minor. I am trying not to rush things between Y/n and Jungkook but this is harder than what I thought. I am going to publish a new one shot about Minseok soon and maybe the first chapter of Call and Response. This fic means so much to me I am taking my time! I want to talk about important subjects so I will go slow on this one. 

Y/n woke up at the sound of her alarm a smile on her face. She was snuggling in her sheets, turning off her phone. Even if it was early, and that she had to go to uni today, she was completely fine with everything. So she got up and get ready. Hana was still asleep in her room because there were no one in the kitchen. After a bowl of cereal and a coffee she got to her car. She had music history this morning. It was definitely not her favorite subject but nothing could sabotage her mood. Her date with Jungkook had been so good. The boy was funny, had conversation, and he was absolutely adorable. She had made her mind. She could not have kept lying to herself longer. The day of deny between his text and the date where she had tried to found excuse not to go had been really long for her, that was why she had finally gone to this rendez vous. Her wolf was wipped, even more, she was pretty much in love with the omega. The thing was that human and wolf were sometimes detune. And indeed Y/n was feeling more of a sort of affection for him. Nothing near love. She didn't want to leave him, but she wasn't going to claim him at the first occasion she had. Even when she arrived in class she was still thinking about the cute omega. She sat at her usual place and settled herself. Irene sat next to her, putting violently her books on the table. « Girl I have so many things to tell you... -Y/n ! » Y/n turned around surprised and kinda freaked out when she saw Min Yoongi walking in her direction. « Since when are you talking to Yoongi ? -I don't. -What does he want ? -I think I know, I have stuff to tell you too... » Irene nodded and get up leaving her. « Hi Yoongi, what's up ? -Why have you been on a date with Jungkook ? -He asked me, and I said yes. » The other alpha sat down. « Stay away from him. -Seriously. It is the first time you are speaking to me in weeks and it is to tell me to not date your friend. Maybe it is none of your business. -You're using him for your fucking alpha stuff... -No ! First of all you are an alpha too, you know we are not all sexual pervert... And secondly have you ever see taking one night stand on dates ?! -So what ? -Jungkook, I like him seriously. He is cute and nice and smart. » Yoongi winced. « I know that. I lived with him for years. It's just... -No don't worry. I understand. Just know that I am not playing. I genually like him. -I swear Y/n if you... -It is the moment when you are going to threaten me ? -Let me do my big brother job. » Y/n nodded, letting him threatened of things worse than death. « The kid was so excited this morning. He was smiling like an idiot. Where did you even take him ? -To a restaurant. It was cool. -Yeah I imagine... » Yoongi stayed the entire class next to her. She didn't mind it, he was a quiet classmate and that was all she needed. It was boring like she had imagined it. But the two hours classes passed quickly. She was ready to leave when Yoongi stopped her. « I am going to see Jungkook. Wanna come ? » She hesitated. She wasn't used to be with the same people all the time. Maybe he wanted to be left alone two. « I don't think... -He'll be happy to see you. » Y/n finally left with Yoongi. She followed him into the corridors, seing Irene from the corner of her eyes. They walked in silence for a while before stopping. « I don't even know this area of the campus what the fuck... -Yeah you're a very sportive person I see... -Because you practice sport ? -Fuck you -You fuck you... -Yoongi hyung ? » They turned over to see a confused Jungkook standing with another boy she had never seen before. He looked at her shyly, pulling the straps of his backpack. « Noona... What are you doing here ? -Yoongi asked me if I wanted to accompany him to see you and I said yes. -Oh... » It was even more awkward than she imagined. He looked stressed and not so happy to see her. She should have said no to Yoongi. « Taehyung let's go » said Yoongi and the other boy followed him. What the fuck was he doing ? Wasn't he the one supposed to see Jungkook ? Fucking snake. « So Jungkook, how were your classes ? -They were fine. A bit boring but... -Mine were too. You know what Wanna eat something with me ? It's almost noon. -I was supposed to eat with Yoongi hyung and Taehyung... -Oh it's okay Jungkook. It was your plan. -But... -It is fine. Go eat with your friends. We'll see each other another time. » Her phone buzzed in her pocket. Probably Irene, dying to know what she was doing. « Yeah Noona, about that... » That didn't sound good. Her wolf was tense like never. « I wanted to know if you would like to come at one of my game. The next one is Friday night... -You are inviting me to your game ? -Yes. I'd love it if you could come. -Then I'll be there. I'd love to watch you play and encourage you. -Thank you Noona. -Stop thanking me. » She was so relieved. He didn't want to stop seing her. He was even inviting her to his game, something that meant a lot to him. « Just text me the hour and I'll be there. -Okay Noona. » Her phone buzzed again. She answered. « What do you want Irene ? -Come on let's eat together. I have so much stuff to tell you ! -I am coming don't worry. » She looked at Jungkook, he was waiting for something. She finally hanged up and said : « You should go Jungkook, before they leave without you definitely. See you around then ». He smiled and run toward the end of the corridor. Her wolf was howling inside her, the view of the omega running away being the epitome of her nightmare. But soon Y/n was sitting at Irene table, eating her sandwich while her friend was talking. « So you know Seulgi ? -Cute beta, younger than us, in literature. -Yeah... I asked her to go out with me... -Seriously ? Irene that's awesome ! -I know ! Fuck I though she was so out of my league ! » Y/n laughed at that. « Nobody is out of your league Irene, nobody. » They continued to discuss, Irene bragging about her beta every time she had an occasion. « But you had something to tell me too ! What Min Yoongi wanted ? -Oh, I met an Omega, and we are going out. He is Yoongi's friend. He just wanted me to stay away. -What ? Wait, what did you answered ? -No, of course. » Irene seemed shook. « This is the first time I saw you implicated in a relationship that much. -Stop ! You make me sound like some kind of cold-hearted bitch. -Well... -Shut up Irene... -No seriously, it's cool, that you had found someone, to hang out I mean, not like you had no friends... -I am crying inside... -No but you know, Hana is spending all her time with her sugar daddy. » Y/n laughed at that. « Joon is not her sugar daddy. -He is older, rich and they are sleeping together. -They are mated Irene. -Still... Sugar daddy » They ate their lunch gossiping over the rumors that were spread all over campus. « So you took him on a date ? I am starting to think that you are the sugar daddy... -No Irene, nobody is giving sugar to anyone... -For now. -Shut up. » « Yoongi hyung ? You're in the same class as Y/n Noona ? -Yeah, we're almost always in the same class. -Yeah she told me, I just wanted to ask. » Yoongi turned over, « What's up with you kids, you look weird ? -No it's fine... -Why are you even dating Y/n ? -Why would I not ? » Taehyung who was silently eating his lunch almost chocked. « You're dating ? -No we are not... We went on one date... -Was it cool ? -It was cool yeah... -I didn't know you liked older woman you pervert ! -It's not like that you dumbass ! » Jungkook was so awkward about it. He was not ashamed about dating Y/n. Tahyung had just a peculiar talent to tease him. « So, what are you now, an international playboy ? -Shut up ! » Jungkook saw Yoongi shifted on his chair. His hyung was usually silent but there was something wrong now. « Yoongi hyung are you okay ? -Why her ? Like, why Y/n ? » Jungkook was surprised, he wasn't ready for Yoongi to be that concerned by his love life. Even he knew Y/n it was not usual for him to be like this. « I don't know... I like her.... She is fun and intresting... Why are you even asking me this ? Do you know something about her that I should know ? -No she is fine... I guess... Just, she is an alpha and all, be careful... » Jungkook was angry. He was not weak. He didn't need to be warned. His hyung were not like this before.Before he presented as an omega. Everyone thought he would have been an Alpha. He had been pretty sure he was made to be an alpha. But when he turned 18 and that he had to go to the doctor to be identified. He had been lost. He had had the impression that his biology had betrayed him. Everything had been worst when his hyung had started to act different around him. He wasn't Jungkook, the strong boy they had seen grew up, he was just an omega. And Yoongi warning him, not of a person who could be mean, but of an alpha, was a cruel return to his denial. « I can defend myself. I don't need to be warned. Do you think that because I am an Omega I will just throw myself in her arms ? -It is not what he meant Jungkook... -No this is not. » Jungkook knew he was being unfair, but he could not control himself. Why should everyone be like this. Why people could not only saw him as a person ? And not as an Omega ? He knew Yoongi was not being mean. But his alpha brain was telling him to act like this. « It's just that... It is not because I am not an alpha that you should treat me differently... I never heard you warn Taehyung about girls, and he has more hookups than me. -Jungkook ! -That's true. And if you have to go out with anyone, I am kinda happy that it is Y/n. » They sat in silence after that, waiting for the rest of the group. But Jungkook wolf was sad, he was feeling it, mourning inside him. His wolf had accepted his nature, obviously. But in the other hand, Jungkook only saw this as choice that had been imposed to him. His wolf and him were not n harmony. The only time he had the feeling to be complete, it was when he was with Y/n. It sounded so cliché in his head, he didn't even know the girl that much, but his wolf was ready to declare the alpha as his. Which was really awkward for Junkook. His other Hyungs finally arrived, and they end up eating together. It had lightened the mood a lot and Jungkook was thankful for that, even if he could not ignore the gaze of Yoongi following him sometimes. « I am going to go home, I am tired, bye everyone ! » They all waved at him, and he jogged away to the corridor. He didn't have practice today, so he was free to go home early. He was tired, and he just wanted to rest, sitting on his couch eating something not healthy and finally going to sleep. He was ready to go to the bus stop when someone called him : « Jungkook ? -Oh jeez Noona, you scared me... » She laughed. « Sorry, sorry. So where are you going ? -Home. I don't have practice today. -Do you want a ride, I am leaving to. -No it's fine. I am going to take the bus. -You sure, it doesn't bother me. It's kinda on my way. » He finally accepted and was now sited on her car, a bunch of on his knees. She drove in silence, don't really minding his presence. « You're going back to your apartment ? -No I am going to work. -Oh... » The silence was kinda awkward. Jungkook was fidgeting on the seat, not finding a position. « Are you okay Jungkook ? You seem nervous ? -No... -Is it because of me ? Did I do something wrong ? -No it's not you Noona, it's... Can I ask you something ? -Yeah I guess. -Did you date Yoongi hyung ? » Y/n looked at him surprised, her mouth gaping like a fish. « What make you think that ? -I don't know he was strange while talking about you...I assumed you had dated before or something... -We did not date Jungkook. -Really ? So what is the problem ? » She bited her lip, visibly hesitant. « We were in first year, we had the same friends and just imagine a very drunk Yoongi and a very drunk myself making out in a closet. -What ?! -Yeah... Not really proud of this. For our defense, it was our first frat party... -So what ? -What you felt between me and Yoongi it was awkwardness. We just made everything since this day to avoid each other. We are just very awkward around each other. -Oh... » Jungkook could not believe what he just heard. It was kinda funny, but he could not stop thinking about the fact that Yoongi had kissed Y/n, his kinda girlfriend, before himself. « This is awkward indeed... -Don't tell him I told you, okay. He would be pissed at me. -No it's fine, I can keep a secret. -We are seing each other since two days, and I am already asking you to keep things away from yours friends. -It's fine I swear ! »

They finally arrived at his house. She stayed in the car, simply waving at him goodbye before she drove away. He entered his apartment and it felt strangely lonely. He played overwatch for a while, before preparing some instant noodles. He worked out for a bit and took a shower before going to bed, but he could not sleep. He was tired this afternoon why could he not sleep now. He took his phone and tried to text Taehyung. He did not answer. What a shitty friend... He finally remembered he had to text Y/n to give her the hour of his game. It was one in the morning she was probably asleep, but she would just see the text in the morning. He sent the text and sat on his bed, he was pretty surprised when he received an answer. I'll be there. But why are you not asleep ? I can't sleep. It is late. You have practice tomorrow ? Yes but it's fine Just go to bed Jungkook You are not sleeping either I am still at work. Had something to finish at the studio. Go to bed Noona Stop giving me order kid, you should be the one sleeping He laughed at that. He was not a kid. I am not a kid Noona No, you're manly Junkook Yeah I am No but seriously go to bed I'll go to bed when you'll go to Jungkookie.... You are not very cooperative tonight.... I am never cooperative Well, that's good to know Shit did he just say something wrong I could not go out with someone who agree with me all the time. It would be super boring. I am leaving now, I've finished my work. What are you going to do after ? Take a shower and sleep until forever, what you should be doing right now. But I can't sleep Noona..... Read, it's going to make you sleep Reading make you sleep ? When it's my music theory book yeah Jungkook was rolling in his bed, his phone in his hands, giggling like a school girl. I am going to impress you Noona Really and how ? During the game obviously You seem very confident You'll see I am not impressed easily Jeon Jungkook You will be They kept talking like this for a while until she told him that she was going to sleep. I need my beauty sleep now, good night Jungkookie Good night Noona He was smiling when he put his phone away. He fell asleep pretty easily after this and dreamed of a girl with a heady scent. The day after Jungkook had learned through his years of sport practice how to block out the crowd and keep his focus only on the game but the fact that he could not see Y/n in the crowd was making him stressed. Maybe she had a problem, maybe she could not come, and she had sent him a text that he had not seen, maybe she simply did not want to come. He was absolutely not concentrate. It only became worse when the point guard from the other team took his ball and mark a point. « Concentrate Jungkook ! What the fuck are you doing ? -I am sorry... » But it did not become better at all. He tried to not touch the ball anymore to not drag his team down but it was pretty useless. "You can do it Jungkook!" His head snapped in the sound direction. Y/n was standing in the middle of the crazy supporters, smiling at him proudly. He smiled back and he felt suddenly very different. « Come on Jungkook ! » The ball left his hands as he shot it at the three-point line, following the ball with his eyes as it successfully went sunk through the hoop. A loud sheer erupted from the bench. Y/n was clapping loudly, nudging her friend with her elbow. Jungkook High-fived his teammates as they went back into their starting positions, Jungkook's eyes found their way to Y/n who had been cheering loudly. Y/n turned her head just in time to notice Jungkook watching her and smiled brightly. Jungkook felt his cheeks begin to burn before he snapped his head back towards the game. Jungkook ran down the court trying to find an opening for Namjoon to pass the ball but couldn't find , maybe he had overestimated his skills. Because even if he had told Y/n he would impress her, the pressure was big. Namjoon never got the chance to pass the ball as the other team managed to steal it. Out of the corner of Jungkook's eye he saw Y/n tensing in her place, her eyes fixing something behind him. "Jungkook !" Before Jungkook could even register the warning, something was pushing him forward and towards the floor. He landed ungracefully on the wooden floor face first, squeezing his eyes closed while trying to handle the stinging pain that was forming at a rapid pace,"Jungkook! Oh my god !" He felt himself being turned onto his back and his head elevated from the ground. Finally, opening his eyes, he tried blinking away the white spots that had formed in his vision. His vision suddenly shifted as a face came into his line of sight, blocking out the bright florescent lights of the basketball court. Oh, someone pushed him, and he fell on his face like an idiot.

"Are you okay?"Y/n asked softly while continuing to be the only thing that Jungkook could see,"Do you still know where you are?" « Yeah I am fine... -He pushed you hard, are you sure ? -It was an accident » said a voice behind them. It was the other player, who had legit threw him on the floor. Jungkook knew it was not an accident. But it was not the moment to fight, he was not in position to do so anyway. « It was not an accident, you pushed him on purpose, everyone saw it. » Jungkook was lowkey happy she was tacking his defense. He was just scarred they were just going to fight in the end. « It's fine Noona, I can keep playing - Are you sure ? -Yeah, I am fine » She did not say anything, she helped him to stand up again, checking if he wasn't injured much and returned at her seat. Jungkook could see she was worried, but se did not do a thing to make him stop playing, did not order him to stop, like some other alphas. She was simply watching him from afar, smiling slightly. « Let's continue then ! » Jungkook's team won the game this night. He tried to avoid the alpha who pushed him as much as possible during the game and when he scored the final point he could not focus on anything but the victory he was going to celebrate with his team-mates. He high-fived all his friends, cheering with them for a moment before returning to Y/n. « Noona ! -Oh Jungkookie ! Congratulation ! You played so well ! I am really impressed ! -You did not think it was boring ? -No ! It was really cool ! I am really proud of you ! » Jungkook was already happy of winning, basketball meant a lot to him. Knowing he had the support of Y/n was just even better. « That was pretty cool! », said the girl next to her. She was the one who was there at the mall the second time they saw each other. « Oh you don't remember me ! I am Hana, I am Y/n's roommate ! -Nice to meat you Noona -Noona ? Oh I love him already. » Jungkook laughed shyly, fidgeting. « Are you going to celebrate your victory with your team ? -Yeah, I am going to change, and we are going to leave. -Well, have fun, we see each other soon » She smiled at him waving goodbye, following Hana to the exit. He was happy at this moment. A deep feeling of fulfillment invading his chest. He hurried to join his teammate, changing his clothes as fast as he can, all the other were already gone waiting for him outside. But when he exited the gymnasium, his friends were not there, but the other alpha was. He was leaning on a wall, his eyes traveling along Jungkook's form. « So, what took you so long omega... » Jungkook tensed almost instantly. What the fuck did he want ? « It's none of your business. Who are you even ? » The guy came closer. Jungkook wanted to step back. His entire body was reacting to the alpha presence, he was dangerous, as an omega he needed to show submission. But it was not gonna happen. « An alpha, that you should respect. I am your superior, so shut your mouth and just do as I say. -Maybe you are used to omegas doing everything you want but this is not gonna happen. Just go find your stupid teammate and fucking mind your own business. -Your fighting back hm ? Not for long... » The alpha threw his fist at Jungkook, but Jungkook had fast reflex, and just at the moment where the other fist was going to hit him, he avoided the hit. But the alpha was strong and fast, and he just pushed Jungkook against the wall. « You know what, you look cute. I am gonna give it to you and you are going to take it well. I am sure you want it, all omegas are slut for knot and that now this bitch is not hear to interfere » Jungkook wanted to throw up. But he had a far better idea. When his knee connected with the alpha stomach and that this one step back enough for Jungkook to run, he raced away as fast as he could. He ran for a while not looking where he was going. So when he ran into someone in the parking lot he didn't even realise where he was. « Is this a thing for you to run into me ? » Y/n. « Jungkook what happened ? -Y/n... -Why do I smell an alpha on you ? What happened ? -He was waiting for me... I don't know... » She took him in her arms, clenching hard on him, as he was trembling from the backlash of what just happened. They stayed like this for a while, as he was breathing her scent slowly, calming himself. When she let go, Jungkook could see that something was still wrong. « Noona, your eyes... » They were red as blood, piercing like daggers, it was scarring him. « It is fine... I just need time to calm myself. The most important is that you are okay. You're okay right ? -Yes I am... He did not touch me... -Fine, fine... » They sat in silence for a while. Y/n breathing through her nose slowly like some sort of relaxation technique. « Are you still going with your friends ? -No, I just texted them that I would not. -You should, it would change your mind a bit. -I am not the one who need distraction. You're right » she said laughing slowly. « Do you want me to drive you ? -Yeah please. » They drove in silence. Even if Y/n's eyes were back to normal, Jungkook could feel she was still tense. « We're here. » Silence. « Noona, I... -Don't say anything.... » She turned herself in his direction. Jungkook was hoping hard that she was going to kiss him. And when she lane on him, her lips meeting his finally, he almost jumped of joy. Her lips were soft, moving gently on his lips. « Jungkook are you okay ? -Yeah... » he breathed. She chuckled and kissed him again. Still, slowly like she didn't want to scare him. « Alphas are not all like this right ? You're never going to hurt me ? -I am never going to hurt you. Never going to force you to do something you don't want. I... I want to.... » She didn't finish her answer, passing her thumb on his lips, the intimate contact making him shivered. « Good night Jungkook. -Good night Noona. »