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rin-solo · 1 month ago

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*Different Beast motif plays*

Odysseus: *raises trident*

Odysseus, in the danger voice™: You're going to be my b*tch now, Poseidon.

Poseidon:

Poseidon: ... Alright, please...!

... 600 Strike in a nutshell, right?

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elizabethzoopzoop986 · 4 months ago

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I hate this fucking manga how am I supposed to have a life and write essays about shit when I sit down start to think and all that comes to mind is some gay little toilet freaks istg it’s a hard knock life

#tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun #jshk #jibaku shounen hanako kun #akane aoi #yashiro nene #aoi akane #hanako #teru minamoto #kou minamoto #it’s them all btw #I love them #but pls I need the motivation to do my work #what I suppose to tell ppl sorry i didn’t do shit mitsukou were being gay so I didn’t sleep #chapter 118 destroyed me on like serval levels #I hate it but I love them but at what cost #do people even read the tags??#Akane aoi you haunt me waking and sleeping #the boy one if that wasn’t clear #I accidentally wrote 188 instead of 118 and all I could think is oh god I hope it doesn’t run that long #don’t get me wrong I love them but like I don’t want it to get bad and dragged out #plus I feel like it’s coming to its logical end #and I kinda don’t want it to run my whole life… like I have other future plans that don’t involve these guys continuing to haunt me

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cealtrachs · 21 days ago

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Mazen al-Hamada

Born: 1978, Deir ez-Zor

Murdered: December 2024, Sednaya Prison

#Syria #current events #‘even if it costs me my life I will pursue them’

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 2 months ago

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and if i said suguru’s relationship with weakness (’the preciousness of the weak, the ugliness of the weak’) was born out of his feelings towards his mother …

#.#feeling abnormal feeling extremely abnormal #i think suguru fucking haaaaaates his father but his connection to his mother is just . so much more loaded #in that sense his mommy issues are far worse but his daddy issues are definitely more . apparent #he hates his dad he’d do anything anything anythingggg never to end up like him #but he resembles his mother in many ways (the hair. the eyes. the frail heart)#and because of that his hatred/love for Her in particular is just … one big can of worms #’you shouldn’t have given birth to me. you should have saved yourself. it’s your own fault that you’re stuck with him’#etcetc #he feels pity and guilt and hatred and biological love he’d be better off without #i think his mother was very very awful to him too #but even baby sugu knew the root cause was his father #hhhhh ….#i’m a little on the fence between . ’his home life was violently abusive’#and ’his parents were obsessed with appearing normal and perfect no matter the cost’#maybe both ?#like … idk if ever got physical. but i think just the psychological torture of living in that kind of household #left scars in his soul that he’ll never get rid of #in my mind sugu’s backstory is akin to nobara’s but make it straight up horror #anyway that’s all 🙏 sugu your parental issues have bewitched me #ari noises ✩#meta ✩

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sabotourist · 8 months ago

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You know I was talking with my friend a while back and in light of restoration... Can we just talk about how good Doc is? How, in s15, when the others retired, he went on to find other ways to help. How he has failed over and over, gotten shit on over and over, gotten his mind fucked with over and over, and yet that man never stopped trying to help people?

Even at the very end.

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do-you-know-this-adhd-character · 8 months ago

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Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?

Evidence below the cut!

can be pretty hyperactive, forgets things regularly (even important things, forgot he turned into a heartless in kh1), distractable, later on he seems to have some problems with emotional dysregulation. hes constantly called lazy by his friends but as soon as hes doing something he likes he has all the energy in the world, and also tends to dismiss his own intelligence despite actually being pretty smart, both of which are things that i think are decently common with undiagnosed adhd

#poll #noncanon adhd character #kingdom hearts #kh #sora #kh sora #sora kh #kingdom hearts sora #sora kingdom hearts #THIS IS GOING TO BE A LONG TAG RAMBLE #ok first sora even getting posted is like a saga #originally i was going to post him myself but had trouble verbalizing evidence #so i asked my discord friends #and then i forgot to write down what they said and lost it #then he got submitted in the initial submissions right when the blog started #but the only evidence was 'look at him lol'#so he was unpostable #then he finally got submitted again during the recent spike with actual evidence!! so i can post him now #sora is so important to me #kingdom hearts is how i found playframe and that community is a huge part of my life now #and also i spent multiple years playing a weekly ttrpg campaign in a completely homebrew kh system #and it was the most fun ive ever had in my life and i am not exaggerating #there was only one other non dm player so three of us in all #and we had such a great dynamic we are such close friends now and the dm even looked up tips for dming for adhd players #and gave my character the ability impulsiveness which turned out to be one of our most powerful abilities #(i say our bc later we got the 'sisterly bond' ability which allowed us to use some of our coplayer's abilities and impulsiveness was one)#it let me take an action during someone else's turn at the cost of one less action on my next turn. basically taking it early #making her adhd one of our most powerful tools #and my character ended up very much a sora parallel despite not living in the time of the main kh games #so yeah. kh and adhd sora specifically. very important to me

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arachn11da · 1 year ago

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A drawing i’ve made based on a fanfiction that I’m currently writing! Please show this some love!!

Reblogs are HIGHLY appreciated

some close ups✨

imagine birthing your clone….crazy times surely

#käärijä #john my beloved #jere pöyhönen #art #this cost me my vitality for the next days but it’s so worth it #not even the worst headache of my life could stop me #first post of the yearrrr #fanart

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daz4i · 2 years ago

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bsd fans are insane we literally see like, boots walking on a floor + a pile of bodies and go "omg omg chuuya 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 he looks so cool in this trailer omg 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰"

#but it's okay bc we're insane TOGETHER 🥰🤝🥰#bungou stray dogs #<- we're gonna get this trending by the end of today even if it costs me my life 🫡

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lucaanis · 15 days ago

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I made a similar post before a long ass time ago for the other three da protags but now it's time for rook, this time in poll format <3

as always feel free to ramble about your ocs in the tags!! 👀

#💾#dragon age #mostly threw this together bc i think it's a fun dragon age character development question #and i wanted to bring some oc community engagement to the dash today #community? comradery? positivity? idk #← rare moment of me not minding if one of my posts breaks containment #ive had this sitting in my drafts forever and kept forgetting about it so whatever. go my scarab #also i want to make a spirit version but i cant have 2 polls in the same post. L #anyway. for lleyth it's actually hard for me to figure out for once bc like i could see pride for obvious reasons including solas #but at the same time i think lleyth is... actually quite humble and does not believe themself to be any better or more qualified than anyon #like they dont want the position they're in at all and they doubt their own leadership skills constantly #and they do what they must bc they have to. not bc 'they're the only one who can (do it right)' like solas wants to believe ab himself #and i think people who make good targets for pride are people who would do anything for power. lleyth does not want that #which leads me to think they would probably be targeted by despair.#i think they are someone who is used to being forced to lock away their sadness and either turn it into useful rage or compartmentalize it #but there is just. a deep and profound sense of not belonging anywhere and doubting their place in the world/others' lives #and if they weren't the type of person whose instincts kick in like a failsafe and make them keep fighting no matter what #i feel like they really would be stopped in their tracks by an overwhelming feeling of futility and misery #and there are a Lot of miserable moments in lleyth's life a demon could use to manipulate that within them 😔#plus despair seems to be the polar opposite of determination. which considering spite really likes/is drawn to lleyth... yeah. yeah #and the fact that despair demons constantly single out rook in combat is like. haha whats going on there bud........#and i personally think the inverse of this question (what spirit would be drawn to them) answer would be determination #bc damn kid you don't know how to quit. you will punch up at the cost of even your own fists and it's admirable #constantly swinging at something bigger than you that you cant take down etc etc #*take me to war by the crane wives starts playing as i lean out over the balcony smoking a cigarette*#take me to war honey i dare you. i'll be the sweetest thing to ever scare you <3 etc etc #plus its also tasty to me to think about lucanis having to break them out of the Despair Mind Prison #by chipping away at all of the awful things they believe about themself. as payback #🫵 get loved and adored idiot

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astralhope · 3 months ago

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Rank 52: The final duel!!

#I don't even know how to start in saying how much this scene hurt me. I don't even know if I can express what I'm feeling with words #because all I can think right now is how much I love Astral and how much he breaks my heart #he was born from hopes and he was given a mission that would protect the hopes and futures of his world (and all other worlds probably)#at the cost of his own existence #but that wouldn't have hurt because he wasn't created for feeling anything #He would have complete his mission with no regrets with no past with nothing to miss #just a little light of hope that would have defeated E'Rah sacrificing himself without leaving anything behind #and then he met Yuma #he started to know Yuma and his friends and adversaries and what emotions were #and the hollow hope become a person #a person who felt happiness fear love a person who now had a story and people who he would miss #and he still decided to carry on his mission because that would have protected what he now holds dear #those new emotions those connections were the key to beat E'Rah but were also what made him understand how tragic his fate was #but he didn't regret any of that #because it was Yuma and his friends and the emotions that they had made him feel that made his brief life worth living #(sometimes I forget that in the manga Astral was probably sent to Earth soon after he was created. That “brief life” is heart-breaking)#and Yuma asking him if he was okay with that and if he wasn't scared #and Astral saying that he wasn't given any means to feel such terror but he was now scared #and yet he found that fear wonderful because that means he was alive #all those emotions were what made him truly alive #not a tool not a hollow hope but a real person who still decided to sacrifice himself for protecting everyone #astral zexal #astral yu gi oh #yuma tsukumo #yu gi oh zexal #zexal #yugioh zexal #zexal manga #Zexal manga spoiler #ygo zexal

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candidateofloyalty · 8 months ago

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Franziska’s insistence on perfection is an attempt to live up to her father’s legacy despite that legacy being built on lies and ruining countless lives including that of the person Franziska loves most. Accepting that she is not and cannot be perfect is a major step in her development into not only a better person but a happier one. And despite all of this, every time she declares her own perfection my immediate impulse is to agree with her

#ace attorney #yes she kind of sucks especially at first. that’s the point #I wish the investigations games ever went into half the things they do to her #but then completely failing to engage with her emotions makes it an accurate miles edgeworth simulator #I get that you’re not in a great place yourself post jfa but come on #‘my father just got convicted of murder and probably executed and I don’t know how to be anything but what he made me #I will never be good enough for anyone else and I’m terrified the last person I care about will leave me behind too’#‘you should be scared and I will absolutely do that if you don’t redouble your efforts at this impossible goal. seeya’#I love Edgeworth and I get what he was trying to do but. come on #and then he does it in investigations 2! he told her that they would stay together as long as they were both prosecutors and then he stopped #and it wasn’t about her but maybe that’s worse #she uprooted her entire life and went to another country to try to send a message that she loved him #he couldn’t even keep doing the thing he had been doing for years #(yes this is a wildly selfish way of framing it. she’s literally 19)#all of this is to say: man.#franziska von karma #she’s so pretty but at what cost

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imminent-danger-came · 7 months ago

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I'll never get over the fact that MK trades his friends for power to save his friends. What's wrong with him

#I love you 3x03.#Good characterization/themeing ep/setting up MK's abilities/general power scaling #Truly MK is out here willing to sacrifice Mei's Sword and the deed to Pigsy's noodles. Like the heart and soul of his dad's life #Playing a rigged game....#Finding your strength...when you need it most...#''Staff's just a big ol' stick bud! It takes someone special to wield it''#Wukong what the Fuck do you know man #lmk #lmk MK #lego monkie kid #lmk rant #lmk theme: exchange #lmk game motif #I need to make a post cataloging lmk's instances of exchange theme like I'm losing my mind #We gET iT. I'd dO anYThInG fOr My FriEnDs. BuT aT thE cOSt oF tHe wOrLD #''This is Azure's utopia...and this barren wasteland is the price he paid to build it''#''Nothing comes without sacrifice. Nothing'' -> Azure sacrificing himself to repair the world #''You offer something of value to gain something of value''#''Take me- I don't care! Just let them go.'' (3x04)#Macaque saying to start the ritual for Mei's life #''You're so desperate to end me that you would sacrifice this blameless innocent child?'' ''You're leaving me no choice!''#''You would really sacrifice your own friend to save yourself?''#''We can't risk unleashing the curse into the world!'' ''You don't know- we'd risk it for sure!''#LIKE THEY'RE SO NOT SUBTLE #Tbh even choosing to go along with Wukong's s3 plan despite the risks is like. Okay guys #And then Wukong lowkey sacrificing Mei for the Samadhi Fire like #Exchange theme follows me everywhere. Truly #it's so delicious #I think the hero warrior motif is also transactional honestly #Like your the warrior and they're the hero. They're going to trade you and your relationship for power

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lacnunga · 4 months ago

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In the wake of the IA situation, I've seen a lot more posts circulating about using your local library and I just. Sigh

#i dont know whether these people are thinking of Big City libraries #or their local is the most well stocked most accommodating library known to man #but my library consists of mostly kids books and ww2 skinned romance lites and james patterson thrillers #if youre lucky theres some pop history books on the tiny shelf in the back #oh also the opening times? 0930 to 1700 of course. yknow. when most ppl are at work :)#oh except sunday. when were just closed ;)#trying to get the library to bring in a specific book? sorry that'll be nine months and we'll send it to the library #in booksbury-upon-tyne which will cost you a £30 round train ticket (if the trains are running ;)) and a three hour journey #(cause were swr and life is a fucking nightmare)#im not doing that for a book im not even sure will be relevant to what im looking for yknow #i guess what im saying is that while i love the concept of libraries #they havent really evolved with the times. theyve been what theyve been for a millenia #and the intellectual value they were built to provide hasnt kept up with the funds theyre actually allocated #now i will say these are kinda complaints specific to me cause im not the biggest fiction reader #and if i am theyre mainly classics so my gripe is more with the proviso of non fiction books #and the variety of them which is incredibly narrow #and i dont drive so the intersection of this with the hellscape that is south englands public transport network also sucks dick and balls #like i realise the library provides a lot of necessary resources for older people and kids and those without internet access etc.#but that does leave a large swathe of people with little to no reason or time to visit the library yknow.#i dont blame the library workers of course but i also dont think its the visitors (customers?) fault #that there isnt a great incentive for them to visit #especially since i have found most of my fave nonfiction books in second hand stores #which would have either cost £80 new or would have been locked ina university library out of reach of the common folk #whatever. ramble ramble yada yada. ev complains again whats new

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daru-yu · 1 day ago

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Right right!

I forgot I can post shit here, so have this, in honor of this wretched thing coming to the game. 🙏

#I drew this while speedrunning beast yeast for red cutters #motherfucker is coming with me even if it costs me my life savings #Absolute brat #i love him your honor #shadow milk cookie #shadow milk crk #cookie run kingdom

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mackenskibc · 3 days ago

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wait I have a silly little cute story for the fam: every time yevhen and i had some small talks or sth even before I met him we did that in english right, like my brain is just programmed for english right away (unless im standing face to face with andi then my brain is just not programmed at all and i don’t know what words are anymore) and then he was also always speaking english to me and then one time dude randomly tells me his english isn’t actually that good (which is bullshit) and asked me to speak Polish to him and I was like ….wait a damn minute, you’re telling me you speak Polish? like literally all this time I was talking in English for no reason like an idiot?😭 and all I got back was voice notes of him speaking actually amazing polish, when I’m telling y’all I was mind blown…

#I still am tbh #but long story short he asked me to speak polish to him so he can improve it and now he’s even starting to write decently😭#like when I’m telling yall we need to protect him at all cost IM NOT JOKING #starting a yevhen protection squad idc #ski jumping #yevhen marusiak #ok now I’m done sharing my personal life with the whole internet (lies)#like ok most of the times I’m not the one to be sharing athlete related personal shit but this is too cute you guys deserved to know x #I swear I bumped into him so many times in wisla it started becoming embarrassing to the point where I was actually trying to avoid him #(didn’t work out well bc they decided to leave for a run while I was waiting for the gate to open and he decided to come over and say hi👍🏻)#ok I swear I’m done (for now)

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overchromatic · 13 days ago

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bitches love me for my Allister doodles

#liazrad talks #I'm the self proclaimed CEO of Allister #you can always count on me to drop art of him randomly 💜#he's been my blorbo since the moment i saw him five years ago...#it took me a bit to start posting fan art of him bc i was being a swsh hater at first but god. he bewitched me.#i tried to avoid swsh because of the glaring issues with it and its development but god. Allister. Allister....#that little guy has cost me nearly $400 since he gained blorbo status. and that number will increase. GUARANTEED!!!#i need to acquire cards of him as well as perhaps a poster #and a keychain if i can find one from a decent artist #....or.....i could make my own keychain...#did you know?? sometimes i look at his rare league card and literally cry because he's so cute. this is abnormal behavior for me #sometimes. you find a character that resonates with you so much that they stick with you forever #i think Allister might just be that character for me. my other favs change but Allister is always there #even when I'm deranged about other shit i keep him in the back of my mind #i feel like i might end up like my grandma who has a life long obsession with The Beatles. except I'll love Allister.

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