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Prompt #24, Extra Credit: Tenebrous
He stared up at the faded sky. Rain fell like darklit glitter as old fluorescent light bleached out the darkened clouds. Sunset was 22 minutes ago. The woman who pulled him out of the wreck- Sif, she’d told him- was off to the side and staring into her phone screen. She’d been staring at it for 43 minutes. Her expression kept getting worse.
He turned his attention back to the streets. Regular nightlife was resuscitated by the falling of the sun but... not out here. Not like this. It was distant. The motel they’d holed up in was closer to the city, sure, but it was still on the outskirts. Just a comfortable distance from being able to haul ass out into the badlands. Just far enough if you’re spooked. Nomad habits. He was fairly sure of that. Frankly it was what astounded him the most. She could have hauled ass sixteen different ways at 100 mph away from him and yet... He looked over at her again. His optics clicked in his head- an annoyance he had quickly gotten used to- as he looked at her screen. Ripperdocs. SelfMed. Searching for everything wrong with him. She’d even tried to get someone to look him over. Not that it mattered much. He didn’t think there was much worth finding. Much worth knowing. Some part of him felt that deep into his core. Maybe even into his circuits. Maybe in the rubber bands that were currently in his arms. But it still confounded him every second that passed.
Something in the back of Dug’s head buzzed as he turned slightly. He frowned and pressed the spot with his palm; a meaningless gesture that he knew wouldn’t quiet it. A short circuit? A failed part? Some transmitter that was calling home? Whatever it was? He couldn’t tell. He didn’t care. For some reason it felt freeing not to. For some reason it felt freeing to let it go. To stare up at the skyline and just feel... Relief. He wished he knew why THAT was his first reaction.
Still. Between the circuits in his head and the rubber bands in his arms, the pain in his head and the fog in his memories, the black space that existed before he woke up in that junkyard with nothing but a seething hatred for that skyline... Sif sat down beside him, deflated, after her search proved more frustrating than fruitful. She limply held her phone as she settled in. “Nothin’?” “Nothin’.” She seemed more frustrated than despaired. Angry. At herself? Him? Useless net diagnosis sites? He did see the cyberpsychosis note. It was fairly believable. But he laughed- the short, light kind when you push yourself up to standing. “C’mon. I think... I’m rememberin’ a place. Don’t even gotta go int’ the city proper.” He jabbed a thumb down a street that ran parallel to the edge. “Migh’ be crazy. Bu’ someone oughta be there tha’ can do some lookin’. If we’re wantin’ tha’ kind of work done anyhow.”
She stared up at him like he was crazy. No specific examples of crazy. Just... crazy. He was getting used to that look. He grinned. They hopped into her truck and prayed for the best.
#/The Worn Edge/Recollections#/AU/Cyberpunk#/Companions/Dust to Dust#dug staring at the skyline all#'damn i hate this place'#'wish i could remember why'#FFXivWrite2023
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ever since i saw the sam smith airport jeans photos i couldn't stop thinking about this
at least pelle wore some leggings under his jeans
#honestly no hate to sam smith but like-#put some damn leggings under when going to a public place#and i have general pet peeve when alternative diy fashion that either comes from being counter culture or poverty#becomes an expensive trend for wealthy famous people to vulture on without a care for WHY aesthetics like this was even born#anyway pelle wore it better and was a fashion icon way ahead of his time#mayhem#pelle ohlin#dead mayhem
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I'm sorry I let down my guard.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#xue yang#xiao xingchen#God DAMN this scene was brutal. Season 2 episode 2 is almost nothing but misery and anguish#Helena by Nickle Creek does not quite fit the comic's vibe but it is absolutely a Xue Yang song so I linked it.#The change from “Helena don't walk away...(gentle)” to “HELENA. DON'T WALK AWAY (threat)” is fantastic.#And “Don't waste your pretty sympathy - I'll always be just fine”. Xue Yang core.#Okay now for the real meat. Disclaimer first: *I really like XY.* I think he's a great character. I think his actions consistently-#come from a place of deep trauma. While his reactions and actions put him in a villainous role he is still human about his hurt#and what I'm about to say is NOT intended to be a statement of causality or villianize a group of misunderstood people.#So with that said...Man oh man does Xue Yang have a lot of BPD traits. More that just 'character who is chronically manipulative'.#The impulsivity and emotional reactions and seeking stability makes him feel like he needs that control. What other choice is there?#The part that really gets me is how he *wants* to be safe and happy. But his past experiences tell him how thats impossible#He's the kind of person who goes 'if you don't like me then you better hate me for something substantial". All (pos) or All (neg)#''Love me entirely or Hate me. But don't you dare leave me or forget about me.''#Not at all comfortable saying 'BPD coded'. Im not a psychiatrist. Just that he has TRAITS. Feel free to disagree or add your thoughts.#ppl with bpd also are not a monolith and everyone has very different experiences. Xue yang is very complex. People more so.
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Making Aegon a rapist was straight up bad and lazy writing.
Let me elaborate.
In the show, the first thing we learn about Aegon as an adult is that he is a rapist. We haven’t seen him yet but still we already know that he is an horrible despicable rapist, especially since Dyana is so young, which pretty much makes him a pedophile too. How could anyone root for a man like that ? And that’s where the problem begins.
Rhaenyra had already been established many times as the rightful heir to the throne in season 1. It has been made obvious that she would make a decent Queen too. In the meantime, it had already been shown that Aegon is not even a good person. He’s selfish, inconsiderate, a bully, and does not act like a prince at all. To put it plainly, he sucks big time and we as viewers already know it. Add what we saw in season 2, how reckless he gets, how he’s an alcoholic immature asshole, how he obviously knows nothing about strategics nor how to rule efficiently, or even how bad he is at high valyrian, and you can’t have anyone tell you in good faith that he would’ve been a better ruler than Rhaenyra.
However, had Aegon not been made a rapist, you would still feel for him even though he is not cut out to rule. Because he knows it too and tried to escape it and he was forced to attend his own coronation . Because this crown that he did not want does not fit him, even though he really tries to show that he is not as worthless as everyone seems to think and he just keeps failing. You would feel for him because the war ,that he has started when he was made an usurper by the people around him, has cost him his son’s life. Because the brother, who is partially responsible for his son’s death has now betrayed him and tried to kill him with dragonfire. Because the injuries he suffered make him look more and more like his father who never cared for him, never loved him and that he definitely hates. Which also probably why he tries so hard to make his mother proud of him and love him but he can’t and his main attempt has left him half-dead, half-burn. Not only that but his dragon, with whom he has the strongest bond known in Targaryen’s, history probably died during this futile attempt to prove himself. The only thing about his Targaryen’s heritage that he seems to care about has been destroyed all because he wanted to prove himself. Because he truly resents his Targaryen’s, his father’s heritage, it’s obvious, just as it is obvious that he didn’t want to marry his own sister but was forced to. It’s completely legitimate of him to want to distance himself as much as possible from everything that is Targaryen related. He is indeed more of an Hightower than a Targaryen, but can you really blame him for that ? Would you not try to fit somewhere else too, if you were in his place ? It’s all absolutely and undeniably tragic.
I wholeheartdely believe that, even if you would’ve root for Rheanyra to be Queen, you woud’ve probably still thought that Aegon, as bad as he is, did not deserves this much pain.
But because he is a rapist, well, he honestly does.
By not trusting the audience to see that Aegon is not a good person, nor a good a king, without having him comitting a literal crime, by making Aegon a rapist, the writers have annihilated any possibilities for an internal conflict regarding Aegon and Rhaenyra. The whole concept of « teams » just goes down the drain because of this lazy, manichaean, writing. And that, my friends, is bad writing at its peak.
#which is why i have decided to ignore it#I recognise that the writers have made a decision but given that it’s a stupid-ass decision I’ve elected to ignore it.#just as i ignore got seasons 7 and 8#i do not fuck with bad writing#we could’ve had it all#the siblings conflicts#the internal conflict of wow he’s an asshole but damn does he deserves all this shit ?#the internal conflit of I want Rheanyra to be queen but I don’t want her siblings to die a painful slow death either#Rheanyra got butchered too#if only she was a bit more flawed a bit more angry#show me a rightful heir that is kind of terrible but you still root for her#show me an usurper who kind of sucks but does not deserve all of his sufferings#make me doubt my loyalty for god’s sake#they just fucked up big time with all the characters#i hate it here#anti ryan condal#this is NOT a ryan condall safe place !!!!!#aegon ii targaryen#rhaenyra targaryen#alicent hightower#aemond targaryen#heleana targaryen#daemon targaryen#house of the dragon#hotd#hotd spoilers#hotd season 2#hotd season 1#rant post
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Confession #276
#rwby#confessed by anonymous#january 6th#that was when the orange man encouraged people to raid places if I remember right ?#slurs#ableism#I was kinda taken back when someone called OCs i had made jokingly for a post “faggots”#like it was the one where someone basically said jaune stans just make ocs like rest of us#and like damn#these people are really out there#other one that I remember had a blog dedicated to hating oscar for some reason and everyone else was basically#“just mad that their fave doesnt get the development Jaune gets so hes suprerior character” or whatever#and I know that sounds very mild but you shouldve seen this it came across that they are 100% serious#on these posts about every other character besides Jaune and pyrrha (seemingly only because she's the love interest) being bad#I suppose as a person who used to be worried all the time how I come across Im amazed how people can be like this ¿#like the self esteem is admirable lol
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nearl utena paletteswap. is this anything
......wait, hold on...
#arknights#revolutionary girl utena#utena#tenjou utena#nearl#margaret nearl#arknights edit#...yeah i guess i'll tag the other guys too#hatsune miku#kagamine rin#megurine luka#i do currently think the nearl-utena similarities are mostly surface-level. if anything‚ i think she's closer to anthy#(even though nearl's story does not read to me as one that's consciously about misogyny or abuse or even gender‚ really)#to me‚ the most compelling part of nearl's character is the way she sacrifices her personhood to become a symbol of liberation#she is whatever the people want her to be; she is the vessel for their hope‚ their grief‚ their hate. she will burn herself alive for them#margaret nearl is dead by her own hand; what has taken her place is not a human being. it is the future. it is the city. it is the light#and unlike anthy‚ she chose this for herself. she welcomes dehumanization if it means that others might live a better life#i wonder‚ in those moments when she takes off her armor‚ if she ever resents it; if she ever thinks she made the wrong choice#... sorry for the downer notes on a silly post god damn. these horses have done something to my brain
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god damn i do not post often but can i talk about intentionality for a second?? one second please
i'm gonna be talking about bg3 but this really applies to any fandom space. people will, surface-level, agree that a Black character is not getting enough content compared to their white counterparts because it's. obvious . take wyll, who is several hours behind on voiced lines compared to other origins despite being one of the original five (before they added karlach and whiteified her too but that's another post). it's hard to deny cold hard facts
but then instead of engaging in content that uplifts Black characters and creators, they'll go right back to pumping out more and more content of just their white faves. on its own, it's not actively harmful, but here's what the implication is, whether they acknowledge it or not: yes wyll has less in-game content, yes his writing didn't get the attention it deserved, therefore i don't like him as much. it only perpetuates wyll's lack of content by contributing to his sidelining in fandom spaces
what i would love for fans who claim to be allies to do is to step out of the comfort zone of their initial favorites (which can, in fact, be biased!) and start pursuing content centering Black characters with intentionality. like all things, anti-racism (actively pushing back against racism rather than simply "Not Being Racist") takes practice and effort. you can't really agree with us that wyll needs more content, then in the same breath say that it's because of that that he's not interesting to you . the point was right in front of you doing a jig and you still missed it
#bg3#wyll#wyll ravengard#this isnt even including people who didnt notice that wyll had less content in the first place#which is. a very damning admission. so you werent paying Any attention to him...? at all....? its obvious even on a first playthrough tf#i had to physically stop myself from saying specific white boy names in the main post bc i knew it would just be fanning the flames#and thats not productive. as much as i hate to admit it.#anyway we all know why halsin is so much more popular than wyll. the white man with as much personality as a cardboard cutout#ITS HARD TO APPRECIATE HIM WHEN HES 1) boring and 2) part of the reason wyll got less content bc adding him meant less time for the others#if people start things in the replies im deleting this post if im being honest. this needed to be said but#i am not in the habit of arguing with strangers on the internet and i am not starting now#tyto speaks#man i didnt even mention how white side characters with maybe 5 min total of screentime get so much fan content .#while wyll a whole ORIGIN character gets left out of party art and either infantilized or villianized beyond the point of recognition
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Did some revisions on my Jock Dedue & Felix pieces! ✨
#colored Dedue’s scars to be more realistic to how it would be irl and rendered them thoroughly#since the original had like places where they weren’t even blended at all cuz I wanted to be done with the piece#Felix it was mostly facial#I fixed his nose cuz he was looking like squidward in the original piece#I also properly rendered his scars !#my older jock pieces will probably get some touch ups as well so they look more in tune with the current pieces#I’m currently performing reconstruction surgery on Sylvain#cuz DAMN do I hate the way his face turned out originally#:: my art#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#fire emblem#dedue molinaro#fe3h dedue#dedue fire emblem#felix hugo fraldarius#fe3h felix#felix fire emblem
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killer eating food in front of horror as a way to taunt him. duuuude do you see this delectable parfait he has in his hands right now. he just put a spoonful in his mouth. horror is scratching at his own arms right now (trying not to jump this bitchass). killer can't even taste it LMAOOO another bite ‼️ imagine not being able to eat food 🤣🤣🤣 killer can't even taste it and enjoy the food but horror can't even EAT food
then horror grabs the parfait glass out of his hands and oh killer you should probably teleport away before horror does to you what undyne did to his eye
#this SOUNDS mean but this is actually just their daily behavior. average horrorkiller interaction#the nice version of this is that killer eats the foods in place of horror#horror cant eat anymore but at least he gets to see someone else he doesnt mind eat. which is ok for now#however that's only a pipe dream for now we get horrorkiller mauling at eachother like rabid animals#something i like about horrorkiller is that they are NOT evenly matched at all#in kist i feel like dust could win if he gives like 400% but with horrorkiller????#NO DAMN WAY‼️💀 horror gives 400% and then killer just knocks him over again like a badly balanced figure#horror's strong but hes not strong enough to do anything to killer that he wont allow#which is just so funny. horror could have his original eye back and be at full power and killer just pins him down again#also people think that horror would hate killer for what he did in smthnew but it lowkey could be equal#like horror's rambling to killer about all the bullshit that happened in horrortale with queen undick and alphys the betrayer bitch#and then he gets to the part where he tricked snowdin into eating humans#and OBVIOUSLY horror's lying and trying to make himself seem innocent but killer's smarter than that#and after all that horror's just given this quick and barely discernable glance of contempt from killer#like MAN killing everyone is one thing but forcing them to eat humans?? that shit was so bad it made killer FEEL in stage 2 💀#it stings. horror doesnt wanna admit it (because WHY WOULD HE CARE ABOUT KILLERS OPINION!!!) but he's lowkey piiiiissed#its a mood swing but not one of those agressive loud violent ones. nah. horror ghosts killer#not that killer tries to get him to talk to him. he doesnt care enough. plus hes an eeeensy bit mad at horror too for what he did#i WOULD say horror gets over it but from what horrortale's shown he can hold 7 year long grudges. so erm#and thats why horrorkiller woukd never happen everyone! alright thanks for watching that's a wrap#you will never catch me talking about horrorkiller in a romantic way horror is an ARO man!!! he doesnt feel romantic attraction dare i say#and he'd rather die than be attracted to killer in any way anyways. and killer's just there. unlabelled uncaring unknowing king#killer doesn't have a stable sense of identity that just makes it even easier to slap a big ol HE DOES NOT CARE on his forehead#tricule rant#killer sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#horrorkiller
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"waaah everyone's being too negative about the live action sonic" you must be new here. I won't rest until the movieverse is more hated than Shadow the Hedgehog 2005 was when it first came out
#shadow was unjustly hated. this shit however is a souless nightmare made to appeal to the masses that don't know shit about sonic#I've been sitting in the shadows (lol) watching these people praise absolute mediocrity for too long. I want the movieverse to die painfully#sonic never needed to be live action it never needed to be on EARTH it never needed to include humans to this degree#it should have been animated and taken place on the actual rat planet and it should be about the rats not god damn cops#⚫️
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ah, yes, the three people needed for a quest: will solace, nico di angelo and his skeleton cat small bob
#yeah we all know damn well that if rr remembers the 3 rule itll be jason#the only other stunt i can think hed pull is bianca#i mean he doesnt beed percy bc it being a solangelo book is already enough to draw most readers in#also id hate it to be percy that would be actually awful#i mean dont get me wrong nico and percy need to talk things through#but a#not w will around#and b#tartarus is the worst place for it#nico di angelo#will solace#solangelo#tsats#solangelo book#nico book
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halloween cemetery hangs
#mine#loveliest place#glad I caught it before it’s all bare#although it was fricken warm as shit today#I hate it#give me dark chilly October#also made a friend there 😂#they came up to me because ther liked my camera#like deadass stopped their van and got out#was sketchy for a moment#they seem cool so#and I’m so damn awkward#but also found out they’re from NC and here because the hurricane#anywho#I took so many pictures here#i’ll post more later#these are from my phone#best day tho!#cemetery#cemeteries#halloween#naturecore
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i dont think ill ever recover from the pure tragedy that is Touya Todorokis story/life. Genuinely the ending did mental damage to me
#arson yaps#touya todoroki#todoroki touya#Literally what the fuck was that ending for him#I find all the villains endings to be very unsatisfying but touya was my favorite from the beginning#dabi was just an interesting guy with a very cool character design and then we got his backstory and it was just. Interesting!#hes still a huge fave and i just. Brother euw about the ending#Its hard tp put into words exactly what i hate so much about it but Endeavor not facing real consequences for his actions#And how it all fell into place. We dont even know if touya is alive by the official ending. hes just in some tank basically stuck#its sad. its depressing and its not a fit ending for the story and what i thought the meaning was#none of the villains got an ending that made sense for them#nothing really changed. we didn’t seem to learn anything#its a fantasy it really wouldn’t have been so difficult to show at least some of the villains getting a sort of redemption#i think theres just lots of lost potential in the canon ending#shout out to fanfic though. in my heart all the villains are alive and got that damn therapy and its all happy#(with y’know the product of their goals and the heroes its not perfect bc nothing is yaadada)#mha#mha dabi#dabi#and FUCK ENDEAVOR
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people who are hyper critical of aang are super fucking weird and we should say so.
#aang#pro aang#avatar#atla#atla aang#avatar the last airbender#it’s just like when he acts like the 12 year old he is people who hate him are like wow he’s really acting like that#like bitch what???#he’s fucking 12 lmfao#of course he’s immature#but aang grows so damn much over the series and they just turn a blind eye to it#he’s trying to be a child while also grappling with his duties as avatar and his teachings as an air nomad#being told constantly that he has to kill someone despite that going against his teachings#anyway aang is great and yeah there were times he was annoying like any 12 year old can be#but he also matures a lot which is super sad cause of the weight placed upon his shoulders#anyway the people i see who criticize him to the point where it’s just like just say you don’t like him and go are zutara shippers of course#some zutara fans are so fucking demented i swear#and mostly all of them are annoying#even when i watched avatar as a pre teen i didn’t ship zutara
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I hope Tommy dies just so normal fans don’t need to deal with you guys ever again. I never liked buddie but holy fuck you guys are worse—and I didn’t even think that was possible.
You keep inserting yourselves into storyline after storyline with your mediocre white man. You disparage on a black lesbian couple and try to take every shred of Athena’s storyline and force your cracker jack box white boy into it. He isn’t a main. He will never be a main.
Not everything is about you.
oh! very interesting ask to have received.
i honestly don’t know what to say this, it’s very hateful and we have every right to theorize on what’s going to happen. you have every right to let me know your opinion but to be so hateful and despiteful of a character is very telling and overall concerning.
i personally love henren, they display and tell an amazing lesbian story, as a lesbian myself i love representation! they have great personalities and i can’t wait to see how their family expands.
and with athena i mean, again its just a theory. i’m not taking every shred of athena’s storyline and inserting tommy, i was just sharing my insight.
whether i be wrong or right im going to be happy with the episode because … it’s just a show? i have been here since the very beginning because of peter krause and i stayed because i loved the story these actors are telling.
but yeah, to summarize ; don’t be a hater. this a tv show. everyone is entitled to their opinion and are able to theorize over a tv show. have a great day!
#911 spoilers#911 abc#hateful people have no place on this page#again everyone has a right to their own opinion#but the way they go about it is very important#and i hate hateful people#why can’t we all just love each other like damn#911 discourse#buckleyskin
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my question is why people love Michael Afton even when he straight up killed Evan with his own hands but at the same time hate Gregory for what was he was (hypothetically. mimic still exists) forced to do to Cassie. like thats unfair sorry. Michael is allowed to be a tragic hero who did bad things (for a bad reason) but Gregory cant be a tragic hero who did bad things (for a good reason)
#also gregory hasnt even had a damn chance to 'make up for it'#gregory isnt even confirmed to have even done it in the first place. theres still a great chance it was the mimic#and all the good hes done comparitevely... its so clear he wouldnt have wanted to#pandas.txt#pandas talks#discourse#gregory#i genuinely want to see an argument against gregory that isnt trying to hide/excuse 'i hate kids'
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