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I don't know why but I really can't find the answer to this on any of your accounts. Did Øystein WANT to use that photo for the Dawn of the black hearts album cover? Or was that another band member who did despite his wishes? Thanks

Øystein said, as early as two weeks after Pelle’s death, that he will use the photo for the cover of Mayhem's album (DMDS).

He changed his mind, though. And Hellhammer confirmed it in an interview (I am pretty sure we have a post about it, probably from 2022-2023). Hellhammer said: "we wanted to use it (I say - using plural is very interesting) but Euronymous didn't, and we thought how Euronymous has gone commercial".

I really don't know who is he talking about here- the entire Mayhem?

Anyway, it's worth remembering that Øystein also released Live in Leipzig, a month before he was killed, and he did the entire layout, chose the cover etc. He could have used suicide photo if he wanted but neither DMDS or LIL had it.

In the end, DOTBH was released by Bull Metal, Mauricio Montoya, in 1995, as a bootleg.

Øystein had no say in it, because he was... Uh.. Dead for two years at the time it came out. But many people forget that little fact

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made my friends watch duck!

they did not like it...

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Mossy portraits, Sweden.

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I know Øystein was Varg's gay awakening and he doesn't want to accept it, dude what do you mean his stomach distracts you 💀 gay af

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It's fading

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Marlene Dumas, Skulls, 2011-2015. Oil on canvas

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狼锤好

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I don't think he liked Cal's poem..

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just a girl and the room where she rots

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Happy Halloween guyz, gotta spook em all w this one (^_^)

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gay halloween is crazy wdym you’re dressed as cal and andre from zero day….

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i might be vaguely suicidal but killing myself when being nothing and a nobody just feels like... choosing to disappear forever. I'll only hurt people and will never become anyone

similar statment is made by school shooters and they say that the massacre is their last message, their magnum opus, their mark on the history but i nearly don't have enough hate to even conceive the idea of doing something so abhorrent

i don't hate humanity, in fact i do actually love it and I want to do something, be someone that people want to remember instead of not having the choice of forgetting

but i know my temperament, my weakness and i know i won't achieve anything, there won't be a reason to remember me and it both makes me want to die more and to keep living to prove myself wrong

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mayhem if they were WOKE

necroBUTCH pelle "DEId" ohlin MANinASS attila csiHER WOKEhammer euronymous CUNT GAYshnackh

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i wonder if he saw dylric smut on wattpad...

the lengths that ethan blair miller went to in order to mimic eric harris and dylan klebold, especially as he was someone who eventually decided on not committing a school shooting, definitely fascinate me.

during his attack on a safeway in bend, oregon, he wore a shirt that said ‘HURT’ across the chest, which is most visible in the photo above. miller also displays many behaviors that other columbine copycats exhibit, such as dressing in a way similar to harris and klebold (black pants, black boots, t-shirt with word art). though, this specific outfit—with the red text against a black shirt—is much more reminiscent of klebold’s ‘WRATH’ shirt that he wore during the attack on columbine.

miller seemed to have more of an interest in klebold than he did in harris, in general. miller’s wattpad username was wrathofman22, most likely referencing the shirt that klebold sported on the day he attacked columbine. and it’s not like miller’s admiration of the columbine shooters was any secret, either; he cited them as a main source of inspiration for his attack. he had even originally planned to shoot up his past high school, in order to pay homage to columbine.

i’m assuming the reason many people don’t discuss ethan blair miller are because he kind of got lost in the mix of copycat crimes committed by columbine fanboys, and the body count of miller’s attack wasn’t more than five. either way, his case is very interesting (the fact that he published his manifesto on wattpad is definitely… something?) and i wish primary sources about it were more accessible!