#''here. here they are. a gift from God''
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NOT ENTIRELY ALONE by The Narcissist Cookbook makes me go HHGGHGHHTTGHHGBBNNHGGGHH!!!!!
#maybe she didn't name you at all#your name was just an observation#and a statement of fact#''here. here they are. a gift from God''#now. i don't know you gift from God#but i don't need to know you#to know that i trust you#and i think we would do well#to stick together#because you know#down here the winters kill one in ten#and the summers wipe out most of the rest#and bands of angels stalk the ridges at high noon#looking for the sick and dying#to separate from the herd and digest#and i can distract the vultures#while you sneak in behind them#and raid their nest#we can keep watch while the other sleeps#and take turns shlepping the sins#that we get to confess#!!HJHHJJGJJGJJHHHGSHNNHH I JUST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#carime rambles#PLEASE LISTEN TO IT. IT MAKES ME FEEL THINGS.#had to edit out the last stanza because it pops better when you know what the first stanza is. but GODDDDDD#it's so good........ it's not sung so ig technically it's not a song? it's like a poem with music behind it. but god i wanna SING it so bad
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Hello I am back with more Viva Piñata doodles! Turns out if you think enough about fluffy piñatas you can force your way through art block (at least for a while)
The typical Viva Piñata experience, I love you Pretztail but why are you like this I drew so many Pretztail as a "do over" of my first Viva Piñata drawing from 2018
that's when it all started
#For anyone not in the know a Pieena can be made from a Pretztail that has been gifted a bone#after that you can get it at the desert#also additional piñata lore#a Pretztail CAN AND WILL haunt your garden if you have a bunnycomb in it#they won't stop coming#they won't stop attacking them#the only way to end it is getting the master romancer achievement for pretztail and then banning them from appearing#despite this I still love those little dudes#even if they are rascals#me talking about Viva piñata designs : this is the topest tier of creature design#me actually drawing the designs : oh god what does that pattern look like from this side#this is for all the people how still somehow reblog my previous piñata drawings and comment about how they miss the games#I do too#so here I am with doodles#viva piñata#viva pinata#vp#viva pinata tip#pretztail#bunnycomb#pieena#art#cinnamon's doodles
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Joshman + Kenny💜🩷
variant under the cut

it's inspired by the vibe of the song "piu piu" by lulu feat. TJ_beastboy
#back from the hospital and unsurprisingly my health is shit#spinal tap is very not fun#it's no brain cancer and it's not bleeding... so that's good!#but the tumor still needs to get out someday soon#I'm having a headache from the lumbar puncture#anyway here's some dreamcore self-insert art as a late bday gift to myself#lookin like a pop album cover#if I ever make music this is what it's gonna look like#(god I'd love to)#villainous#villanos#vilanesco#dr flug#flug#kenning flugslys#villainous dr flug#villainous flug#orengejoshi#self insert#self ship#self insert x canon#personal#cartoon#fanart#my art
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POV: you're me running on janky sleep and one meal (Five Guys) for the whole day. Your (unfinished) master's thesis is due tonight and it cannot be late
4.5 hours of insane hyperfocus later, having completed your master's thesis, you are rewarded with a vision of Optimus Prime:

You have now acquired a new vocal stim
#this was sent to me as a gift from God and now i humbly pass it on to you ��� lol#optimus prime#transformers#transformers g1#meme#my memes#maccadam#(i guess? lowkey?)#all i'm saying...optimus and optimal/optimize all have the same root...and my workflow was so efficient... channeling the primes tonight ig#anyway yeah this is the only way i know how to process anything lol so here you go!#kay can i just catch my breath for a second#and when i say hyperfocus i mean. *hyper*focus. like i don't get water i don't check my phone i don't even realize i need to go to the br#autistic superpower tbh. one more similarity between me and the big man#but yeah! it's done!#and now all i have to deal with is the fricking mice in my apartment that the traps don't seem to be killing...ugh
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hey parkciv fans. especially mavbo ones who're ill about evbo's godhood, EMF's name being what it is, and about trust.
go listen to the song "not entirely alone". it's sooooo
#'your name is a two syllable word meaning gift from god' 'maybe she made you in her spare time out of glitter and clay and leftover scraps#of dying stars / Maybe she didn't name you at all your name just Was / An observation and a statement of fact / here here they are a gift#from god / now I don't know you gift-from-god but I don't need to know you to know that I trust you'. those're real lyrics#listen to this song#parkour civilization#emf#mcyt#mavbo (probably)#evbo x emf#evbo's master friend#I feel like something compelling could Probably be done with seawatt here too but this is more mavbo to me
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a while ago, i started working on something meant to explain the lore behind this kurokara drawing i did back in may, but i never ended up finishing it. it popped back into my head again so i decided to redraw one of the panels from it to see how much my art / style imitation has improved since then. i'm pretty proud of how much my art's grown!! 😊✨
the original sketch is under the cut!
#sorry that my art posting over here has been a lil slow recently#it's all been for behind the scenes stuff or. for the other blog. so i couldn't really share them here#drawing kuroba's expression here really did just make me want to shake them by the shoulders tho#like you make that kind of face at him and it still takes a fucking dream about being married for you to finally get it gOD#( i mean i made them like this but STILL— )#all of this happens the same day as that s2 valentines day skit btw#dude spent the whole day losing his mind over not getting chocolates only to get this kind of reaction out of kuro ->#have them fall asleep on him AND receive a lovingly handmade gift from them that totally only has platonic feelings behind it. totally.#his brother's are going to murder him in cold blood#osmt#yumematsu#karamatsu#mj ocs#oc : kuroba#ship : kurokara#mj draws
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Thinkin' of WOF Au for DC, but like, it's a Gothamite and Fawcett thing. (And Amity Park if crossover)
Like those are the most magical areas in the world, even if Gotham is cursed as fuck. An unspoken secret of sorts that while they present themselves as human to outsiders, they are all Very Much Not.
Which means hilariously in the league, when everyone expects Batman to be suspicious and short with the new guy- even made bets on it- they are then shooketh when both visibly relax and start talking. And half the shared complaints don't make sense!
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Now Gotham technically has no Queen, nor does Fawcett, but Batman and Captain Marvel are the closest things. Not in the traditional sense of back when they were in separate tribes (& maybe from a different dimension but shh that was millennia ago) but in the sense of, they're the ones patrolling and protecting the cities along with calling the shots in disasters.
Which does sort of change the dynamic they both have in their city. If one of them calls to arms, the city would follow them. They could declare war, and their cities (begrudgingly in Gotham's underbelly's case of strongest is in charge) would follow. And while Billy is oblivious, both Marvel-the-not-hivemind and Batman are. They know they have to be very careful.
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I'm sure we all want Nightwing Bruce but no. Bruce, like both his mother and father and father's father and so on before him, is actually an Icewing. The Waynes however, have a case of melanism running in their bloodline. Thomas Wayne? Only his quills and part of his back were darker, but Bruce? Practically pitch black scales that shadow his eyes.
Now Alfred on the other hand, is a Nightwing. No special powers there, though you would hear many a child protest with how he seems to know everything.
Commissioner Gordon is a Mudwing, big stocky and very tired, which translates to his human disguise as a large trenchcoat. He finds this very amusing. Barbara similarly, is half Mudwing. Her mother was a Hivewing, making her a hybrid between both. Which does ironically mean that Batgirl does in fact have insectoid wings. Though that does ponder the question on if they'd all go by their original vigilante names.
Dick is a Silkwing. Wingless as he watches his parents fall and unable to do anything despite this place supposedly being safe for beings like them. He grows into his own, and his wings, when they come in, are dark Gotham colors through and through, with the deep blue of the sky he's come to crave.
Jason is a hybrid between a Mudwing and a Skywing. He's also an animus- not that he knew that. He doesn't find out until he's dying, telling himself to not die, to get back to Gotham, to his dad, his family- And then he wakes up in his Coffin, alive.
Now Cass, raised to be the perfect killer, is also a hybrid, just one between a Nightwing and a Rainwing, egg set out under the moon. Which succeeds, partially. She can't straight up read minds, but combined with her talent in reading body language on both human and inhuman bodies, it's a near thing.
Tim is a Seawing, borderline abandoned by his parents who seek treasures and more wealth as he's trapped back in a city where the water is dark and poisoned. But he's Gothamite, through and through, and he adapts. Scales darker than the original blues he was born with, and glow shifting to that sickly white of the Gotham's Bats.
Now Steph, is a full-blooded Rainwing, and can in fact change her scales, but can mostly be found in purples and golds. Though for a short time she was in another set of colors, thought dead before she slithered out of the shadows older and wiser than before.
Damian is his father's son, but he's also an Al-Ghul. The not-quite dragonet is half Icewing, and half Sandwing. And struggled to adjust at first, to a place so different from his first home where the only other dragons were blood related. But like any Wayne before him, he adjusts, and he adapts.
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Billy wasn't a Beetlewing originally, and perhaps he would have hesitated if he'd known it would change him, would change his body and the last thing he had of his parents. But his friends, his Team and new family help. And he can pass as a Silkwing like their sort-of foster mother. All six of them can do so now, even if the others look more like hybrids themselves thanks to not being the Champion. They might not be, but they're his family. And that's enough.
#dc#dcu#batman au#batman#captain marvel#billy batson#gotham#wof#wings of fire#fuck it#prompts#batfamily#batfam prompts#dragons#dragon au#who knows why they can turn human or make people believe that's what they are#could be an animus thing could just be a gift from the City Spirits themselves#Gotham's no-man's land arc would be hella different me thinks#dragon cities gotta stick together after all#Billy when first seeing Batman: Oh thank fuck another dragon I keep having to stop myself from asking questions bout wtf they're talkin bou#Bat(oh god another vigilante child)man: ... Oh I understand that perfectly come to this place at this time & I can give you a powerpoint on#human stuff because if your home is anything like Gotham then humanity and aliens are a bit horn-scratching strange#Does Batman adopt Billy? No.#Billy & Co ends up similar to Barbara & Steph lol#They're not adopted but here have rooms & credit card & a college fund & anything else u or ur foster parents might need#y'know i bet martian manhunter would get along with most dragon people over the 'so how do human again'#also just in case someone wants to#dcxdp#dpxdc#also had a random idea that this could be a fun white-collar crossover
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So, what did the ghouls get you for White Day? 💝
#white day voicelines!!!#a whole day late but here they are finally#JIN GET THAT SMIRK OFF YOUR FACE OR I'LL GFGNNBGGGDBDBDB‼️‼️💥💥#kaito's special holidays voicelines are always so fcking funny ggdhdhdh#haru practical gift giving king !#“thats the first thing i grabbed” sure ren sure#the transition from taiga's to romeo's LMFAOO#if ritsu can't ☝️🤓 for a second he would D!E#SHO GGHFDH TWIRLING HAIR KICKING FEETSIES ETCETC his first baked goodies and its FOR US ohhhh im BLUSHINGGGG <3<3#KUSANAGI HAKU....... when i catch u !!!!!! ---> (i WILL KISS YOU!!!!!!!)#“i bought all the ones i remembered u said you liked” my guy...is this a marriage proposal?????#ZENJI SWEET BABY GGHDHDHDG haku the wingman that you are....#“what a conscientious country” okay but what did u get me gramps? 🤨#RUI MY BELOVEDDDDD<3<3<3<3 god i love him so much#lyca you're doing amazing sweetie !!!!!!!!!!!<3<3<3#yuri: B-B-BAKA ! here's your gift ig?? :$#LOVED the white day lines#tokyo debunker#tokyo debunker voicelines
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I feel that during the first coffee date walk through the market, rye has a fraction of a millisecond's kneejerk trauma freakout of '...wait. wait. am I really catching feelings for a rich boy again. with how that went down last time. am I truly that stupid' (once derogatorily referred to quite openly at a party as 'young master anaxas' pet mortalitasi' to which the young master anaxas only grinned and shrugged and STILL you don't break up with his smug controlling ass for good for six more months because you have a desperate bottomless yearning pit where your self respect should go, twice shy lol). and then he actually looks at lucanis standing next to him getting harding spearmint to help with bad dreams and generally being so quietly thoughtful and sweet through the prosaic yet necessary medium of grocery shopping it makes me feel a little unwell to truly contemplate. and rye is like '*the softest fondest eyes anyone has ever turned on anything* ...you know what. I suspect we don't have to worry about that repeating, I think we're probably safe. I am comfortable being this level of stupid. (slowly dawning marital intent even at this stage)'.
(part of the reason rye buys NONE of illario's bullshit at all right from the beginning is that he's basically vaccinated against this exact type of dude after that relationship lol. charming suave guy who in the beginning pays you a lot of lavish attention and takes pains to make you feel special every time you're in a room with him -- but shallowly and mostly, it slowly dawns on you, when there's something he wants from you (and he's often doing it at the expense of someone else, raising you up to put someone else down and you won't believe this... it can turn into a seesaw at a whim. yay). and beneath that there's just a seething pit of resentment and inferiority complexes and bitterness left to fester until he can make it everyone else's problem and that IS going to start to bubble up between the cracks with you too if you stick around for long enough. no thank you been there done that wasted my youth and potential on it and all I got was this lousy shiny set of new emotional intimacy issues haunting me for life! trust me illario I HAVE, as it were, chosen the wrong dellamorte before, which is exactly how I know I didn't this time. go get him lucanis I've got your coffee
hilarious mental image: rye and illario sitting quietly together while everyone else is busy milling about during a cursed dellamorte family dinner (the vibes are so bad. you know the vibes are bad. sitting as still as you can and hoping for calm skies is your best bet without lucanis or teia favourite child privileges to work with) and rye out of the blue gazing thoughtfully into nothing over the edge of his glass with half-lidded eyes to go 'you know. you remind me a lot of my ex. not in a good way' and illario with absolutely no shame and hilariously also something that's the closest he ever gets to real sympathy going 'yeah, I get that a lot'. best talk those two ever had, unironically. their bond leveled up to its final form that day. *soulsborne boss defeated text* MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING REACHED)
#idly trying to decide what nevarran great house rye's shitheel early twenties boyfriend was part of#(possibly as one of the piddliest side branches of that house too b/c between that and the youngest son thing..... bad news)#there would be something especially delicious about him being a van markham of course. adds some Layers#to the baron van markham situation. but maybe that's TOO neat. nobles can just suck as a Class (as they do). I must Contemplate#I do really love the idea I'm going with here that it could be the youngest son of the duke of cumberland (so an anaxas)#(perhaps grandchild? slightly unclear how the numbers work out there we have too little information to go on I think)#who made so much trouble back home in cumberland they basically sent him off to the capital to raise hell over there lol#the classic 'god idk send him off to an aunt and she'll either straighten him out or they'll kill each other#either way he won't be my problem for the duration' move. oh the tribulations of an afterthought of a son no one really needed#(funny headcanon to make that the pentaghasts can't come up with a solid direct heir to king marcus to save his at least#seven-fold resurrected ass. while the duke of cumberland has heirs. maker help him but does he have heirs the house is full of them#where are they all coming from. his wife staring directly into the camera like she's on the office)#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#Lucanis Dellamorte#rook x lucanis#rookanis#illario dellamorte#doing coffee with the crows after the city choice adds quite a bit here lol. among other things it opens the distinct possiblity#that rook has overheard lucanis talk about wyverns in banter and the dagger is a more purposefully chosen thing#much like lucanis' cake choice is dependent on rook's beverage preferences later on. their freaks match#gifts to give your special person to tell them you've done deep research on them but like not in a stalker way#this post went off to places I hadn't expected. but love the rye and illario stuff that turned up here lmao like yeah that feels about righ
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I Do Not, I Do Not, I Do Not
(tw: religious trauma, LDS/Mormonism)
I do not miss the people.
or the way they made me feel.
I do not miss the steeple
or the couch, the walls, the kneel.
I do not miss your doctrine
or the books you made me read,
but every night I think about
the sinners made to bleed.
I do not miss the classes
or the lessons that they'd preach,
but even now I wonder
what pain was really meant to teach.
I do not miss the bathroom
or that place behind the stage.
I do not miss their loving eyes
that promised "love, not rage."
I do not miss the game nights
or the treats they always served.
I do not miss the way I felt
there was nothing I deserved.
I do not miss the bruises
the floor kissed into my knees.
I do not miss the iron rod
or the visions of the trees.
I do not miss the serpent,
the apple so misunderstood.
I do not miss the echo
of the sinner that I was.
I do not miss the people.
or the way they made me feel,
but, by god, I miss the steeple
the couch, the walls, the kneel.
#the thing they dont tell you about leaving the only community you know is that you will start to miss it#the thing they dont tell you about living around the block from a church (utah) is that you will look at it every time you drive past#and you will think “maybe it wasnt so bad”#you will search for other things to fill the spaces they carved out of you#you will go to other churches like a different god will be what heals you#and on your darkest nights you will pray to a god you swear you dont believe in with shaking hands#and the foundations of their prayer still fresh on your mind even a decade later#you will make deals with the devil but the devil was once your god#and he will tell you nothing but you will take his silence as condemnation#the bishop told you you were blessed and a gift from the angels but i promise you there are no angels here#you are no one's gift#you are yourself#and that is enough#religious trauma#exmormon#exmo stuff#religous trauma#religion#mormon trauma
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GUYSSSSS LOOK AT THE CUP MY FRIEND BOUGHT ME WHEN WE WENT OUT THIS SHIT BELONGS IN A MUSEUM LIKEEEEEE
#like I am currently miserable as FUCK over my breakup and a failed talking stage where someone I thought cared for me ended#+ up being super dismissive and invalidating and sort of springing back all these old feelings of my emotions not mattering haha...#BUT#yesterday I was like “you know what fuck it I don't even need a gf or partner like my friends pretty much ARE my lovers atp” LMAO#like in all seriousness I am so insanely grateful for my three close friends they truly dote on and spoil me like I'm their little princess#like yesterday I was with my friend (I've spoken about her before with the name A) because I was buying crafts for my birthday party#and whenever I saw something and was like “ah :( I don't wanna spend more money on that”#she'd be like “do you like it?? let me buy it for you OH MY GOD LET ME BUY IT FOR YOU”#I literally chased her down and ran from her in a craft store because she was trying to buy me these pricey 3D rosebud stickers#and she did! she so casually bought it then she saw this cup and said how she had been trying to hunt down the flower person for my bday#and when I told her I loved her the watermelon one she BEGGED for me to let her buy it for me as the last part of her gift#and she was so casual about both things and just kept telling me she loves me and I always do sm for her and 😭😭#then I got a text from my other friend asking if I'm buying a cake for myself for my birthday party of if she and my other friend should#+ buy it for me#AND BRO I JUST FELT SO GRATEFUL AND TOUCHED LIKE MY FRIENDS DOTE ON ME SM AND MAKE ME FEEL SO CARED FOR#AND THEY SHOW UP FOR ME IN ALL THESE WAYS WITHOUT EVEN REGISTERING IT AS A BIG DEAL AND THEY'RE ALWAYS TRYING#+ TO HELP OUT AND UGH#they've even been so emotionally supportive and comforting w all the shit I've been through lately and yeah I'm so grateful for them#and while I'm still in sm pain it helps to have them here and it reminds me that I don't NEED a romantic connection anytime soon#like friendship itself holds so much weight. not just because they do so much stuff for me ofc but just because it has the same level#+ of love connectivity shared interest and endless support we associate with romance#yeah I just love my friends and I just felt so taken care of#(also I'm dying bc I spent sm more money than I expected bc I spent $30 on crafts materials which ig I can still justify since#+ I'll use it all with future projects and my dyke march poster. but then I also bought medication for my brother and food so I spent SO MU#just ack :((((#anyways#🧿#s.text
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someone in my family bought tortillas from a local company who happens to make really terrible tortillas and i was complaining abt them and my mom was like "i thought you supported local businesses" and i said i dont care abt small businesses and my dad gasped 😭😭
#teamcasper#my mom was like “and you dont support corporations either ” like it was a make it make sense type thing#IM A COMMUNIST#also . i genuinely dont know how that tortilla company makes money bc they sell the absolute worst tortillas ive ever had#they like . dont work. you can heat them up and they'll still snap and the texture at least for the corn tortillas is TERRIBLE !!!!#i cant imagine the type of person who could tell me they genuinely like them w a straight face .#i have to remember that my family is from southern california and that most ppl here dont have any connection to foods that use tortillas#outside of like . restaurants.#BUT EVEN THEN !!!!!! how do you go to a restaurant and eat tacos and think “i want to make this at home” and then get those tortillas#and think theyre good#HOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also the reason my mom said she thought i supported local businesses is bc both my sisters are like that and go out of their way to spend#way too much on stupid shit bc someone is selling it . i just go to craft markets and buy gifts for ppl#and even then it's usually not that much bc most of it is overpriced and stupid#no i dont want to support the lady who sells flannels she got for free for $40 bc she can “pair it with the jeans you're wearing”#<- actual person in my area . deranged behavior#certified casper rant oh my god
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jfc.
#here's an absolute ramble in honorary celebration#welp *claps* thats over. i did it#i'm on the other side and made it in one piece. well debatable. but one piece nonetheless#the thing that felt like it was years in the future happened today#and i guess all i want to say is#*deep pensive sigh*#GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE HIGH SCHOOL OH MY GOD#YOU ABSOLUTELY SUCK BALLS AND I HATED EVERYTHING YOU PUT ME THROUGH DESPITE BEING CONSIDERED “GIFTED”#TO THE POINT WHERE I DIDNT GRADUATE PROPERLY AND WAS AT RISK OF NOT DOING SO MULTIPLE TIMES#YOU CAN ABSOLUTELY SUCK IT I AM FREE FROM YOU#okay but in all seriousness. this helps towards me achieving the goals i really do want to achieve#so there's a quite significant silver lining to it#i can pursue the work i want to put out in the world#and in the end#there is the fact that i did it despite the odds#so yeah. i think thats pretty cool :]#class of 2025#high school graduation#graduation#GED my saving grace sort of that last section was a DOOZY
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first step of spreading the ObiTorouHaya propaganda -> doodles
#akagami no shirayukihime#snow white with the red hair#ans#obi#torou#mihaya#obi x torou x mihaya#obitorouhaya#rarepair#doodles#myart#i cant fully settle on their group dynamic yet#help me choose#also that poly dynamic pic is gift from god#will link the og post when i find it#how we feeling about this one guys?#and yes obizenyuki is still canon here obi just gets two separate poly relationships cause he deserves it#cute and healthy one and whaterver this one is
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animation dump part something I lost count
#these date all the way back from September 2023 and like idk last week? but still guuug!!#some of them art gifts for my friends so if your here you know who you are <:3#also ★M00 FEELLA SHES BACKG#and f1 stuff 🤯🤯🤯 in 2024???? uhh what the ballZ#osc fanart#osc ocs#osc#oc art#once again GOD BLESS IBIS PAINT/GEM!!!!!#my shit#my art#jenson button#lewis hamilton
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Sorry but if Dan Hibiki gives you a run for your money, you're ass lmao
#street fighter#street fighter 6#sf6#capcom#dan hibiki#street fighter rashid#rashid#sf6 rashid#sorry rashid#i really like you but#I can't let this slide#what is Dan doing here of all places?#did i miss something?#surprise appearance from eternity too#sf6 eternity#this comic was the gift that kept on giving#on god i did not expect to run into Dan of all people#Rashid mentioned Menat so it's cool that they know each other#we also get a bit of Aki in this part of the comic too#she says that Rashid is the enemy of her “master”#does that mean fang is still alive then???#oh no ...
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