#''They're ugly and you should feel ashamed for drawing so much attention to something so unsightly''

[sysig]

“It could be that the loss of her children drove the Queen deeper into her darker desires...but, I don’t believe she was fighting against them that hard before that particular tragedy. No monster does.” (Patreon)

Bonus:

Hmm, wonder what he could cover those holes with :3c

[walkedfire-a]

buck gives a scoff , placing a hand over his heart . "you wound me. here i thought i was giving of sexy vampire vibes." still as buck says it he knows their words are true . he's knows how he looks , modern mirrors are a wonder , buck also knows just how run down he can get without regular feeding . the old vampire myth pops into his head . of creatures with pale skin and dark eyes . he's seen himself at his worst . a time before he came to LA when he tested the limits of his abilities .

those months had been dark , ones where he neglected looking into a mirror too long . too ashamed of the monster that looked back . still the idea of feeding of them makes him shift where he sits . he's not sure if its because it makes him uncomfortable or something else .

the sound of their snapping fingers draws his attention back , buck turns his head just a little surprised to find them so close . his senses syrupy slow , a second delayed . which for a regular human would be fine , but there's something deeper and darker inside of back that rears its head . an ugly beast , a predator .

" its been a few years, " is all he says in warning . it feels like giving up , like giving in . "it'll feel like getting your blood drawn , and before you ask no there's no sexy vampire venom to make you horny . seriously why do all movies include that , like what's so sexy about having your blood taken?" buck realises he's rambling , stalling perhaps .

letting out a sigh he takes gen's arm gently between his hands . "also the vein near your inner elbow is better . less chance of nicking something unlike your wrist ." for the first time all night he makes eye contact , the joyfulness from his tone wrong . "if you feel at all lightheaded you tap me okay. i know i compared it to having your blood drawn but its much faster. you're loosing blood. and you're eating after this. no questions asked. i've seen too many people pass out after."

buck moves a little closer , positioning them both so they're comfortable . if his heart was still working he knows it would be beating a mile a minute . pushing away any nerves he leans down . it should be natural for him , yet it doesn't . buck reminds himself its like riding bike , he just needs to get back on it .

his fangs slide out easily , after so many years there's hardly any pain at all . piercing the skin is easy , human skin feels so much more delicate now he's dead . as soon as the blood hits his tongue his fangs retract . people have asked him before what blood tastes like . he always gives the same answer ; like blood . but its never been about the taste . its the feeling . its like standing in front of a fire after spending hours in the snow . its the feeling of a full stomach and finally not feeling dehydrated . the second it hits his tongue buck can feel all his senses coming back . its everything all at once .

and then the tiredness hits him . buck has just enough wits about him to pull back , to use a hand to hold against the pinpricks he's left . it's the only thing he can hold onto . he sinks back against the sofa , head tipped back . and despite his best attempts his eyes flutter close . "what the fuck," is the only thing buck manages to get out before true darkness finds him once again.