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23victoria Ā· 7 months ago
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ā€œWho is she?!ā€
f1 grid x fem!hamilton!reader smau, charles leclerc x fem!hamilton!reader smau
faceclaim: tyla (i love her shes so gorgeous!!)
authors note: i honestly love doing smaus! any feedback is appreciated and please like, comment, and reblog!! hope you enjoy!! also thank you for all love! i appreciate it! and yes there are some typos iā€™m too tired to fix themšŸ˜­ let me know if you want me to start a taglist!!
edit: this has been sitting in my drafts since may 26ā€¦i needed to post it
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life lately >>>>
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yourbff you so pretty babe šŸ¤­šŸ„°
ā†³ y/n_ig i love youuu šŸ˜˜
yoursibling photo credits?!
ā†³ y/n_ig you ofccc! šŸ«¶šŸ¾āœØ
username1 who is she and why did the lewis hamilton like her post?!?
stany/n ughhh your skinnn! your glowing girl šŸ¤§āœØ
ā†³ y/n_ig thank u bby šŸ¤­
username7 uhhh? lewis what are you doing here?!? šŸ¤”
ā†³ username5 right?!? like who is she?!?
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supriseeee!!! new single ā€œwaterā€ out now!! šŸ¤­āœØ
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yoursibling ahhhhh Iā€™m so excited!! itā€™s finally out!!
lewishamilton congrats y/n the song is a banger!!! šŸ«¶šŸ¾
ā†³ y/n_ig thanks cuzzo šŸ„°
yourbff one my fav songs off the album
ā†³ livelaughlovey/n album?!? what?!?
ā†³ y/n_ig @yourbff shhhhhhh!!!
ā†³ y/n_ig @livelaughlovey/n hehe soon! šŸ¤­
ā†³ livelaughlovey/n @y/n_ig OMGGGG!!?!
stany/n bout to blast this through my speakers rn!!
charlesleclerc the song is amazing y/n! youā€™re so talented!!
ā†³ y/n_ig aww thank youu!!ā˜ŗļø
ā†³ lewishamilton @charles_leclerc why are you here?!? šŸ¤Ø
ā†³ username8 lol not lewis gagging charles šŸ’€
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holy fuck. i literally have no words. number 1 in three days is insane! iā€™m speechless honestly, thank you. thank you to everyone who has been here form the beginning and saw something in me. this is for all of us. i love you ā¤ļø
in honor of this huge achievement Iā€™m having a concert this friday in new york, at the barclays center!! tickets are free!! see you there! šŸ˜˜
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livelaughlovey/n you deserve it!! iā€™m so proud of how far youā€™ve come!! šŸ„¹
ā†³ y/n_ig thank you baby!!
zendaya congrats beautiful! it was so nice meeting you last night!
ā†³ y/n_ig thank you! we have to hang soon!!!
charles_leclerc congratulations gorgeous, you deserve it! ā¤ļø
ā†³ y/n_ig thank you charles šŸ„°
ā†³ f1gossip101 oh šŸ‘€
cardib congrats honey!
ā†³ y/n_ig thank you šŸ„°
lewishamilton congrats cuzzo!! couldnā€™t be anymore prouder!! canā€™t wait to see what the future has for you šŸ«¶šŸ¾ā¤ļø
ā†³ y/n_ig i love you lew!!! ā¤ļø
yoursibling beyond proud šŸ„¹
ā†³ y/n_ig i love you šŸ„¹
yourbff no words, the world is yours, i love you!!
ā†³ y/n_ig youā€™re going to make me cry, i love you!
username8 as you should!!! water is the song of the year!
username2 omg!! a free concert in ny!! iā€™m so there!!
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last night, best night of my lifeāœØ! you guys came and showed tf out and Iā€™m behind gratefulšŸ¤§!! the energy was highhh and i had a fucking blast!! thank you for coming and showing love!! I canā€™t wait to do this again!! love youšŸ„¹!!
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charlesleclerc what an amazing show beautiful!! you were amazing!! šŸ„°
ā†³ y/n_ig thank youuu!! šŸ¤­
lewishamilton you came and out did yourself!! the energy was ridiculous! šŸ¤© liked by y/n_ig
sza you were fucking amazing baby šŸ„¹
ā†³ y/n_ig ahhh thank you!! šŸ„¹
landonorris we have to do this again!! best fucking concert ever!!! šŸ˜ liked by y/n_ig
cardib i had a motherfuckin blast girl šŸ˜« liked by y/n_ig
megantheestallion real hot girl shit ahh šŸ˜ liked by y/n_ig
oscarpiastri the most fun i had in a while!! šŸ˜Š liked by y/n_ig
livelaughlovey/n STILL FEELS SURREAL THAT I SAW YOU PERFORM!!! šŸ˜­šŸ„° liked by y/n_ig
georgerussel fuck this was one hell of a show! šŸ‘šŸ»šŸ’• liked by y/n_ig
username10 the outfits are the fuckk downn
ā†³ username2 her stylish never misses šŸ¤­
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thisismeracing Ā· 1 year ago
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hihihi šŸ¤­
Medusa | LN4
ā€•Ā Pairing:Ā Lando Norris x reader (she/her) ā€•Ā Warnings:Ā sexual innuendos. Minors DNI!!! ā€•Ā Summary:Ā The one where Lando's burner account gets exposed, and the internet goes crazy with how funny (or dirty) he could be. ā€•Ā A/n:Ā None of the pictures used are mine, they are all from Pinterest and other apps, but the work is, and I do not allow it to be published on a different platform. I would appreciate it if those things could be taken into consideration šŸ’›
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mothman-supremacy Ā· 5 months ago
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hiii, could you write something about logan fucking the reader in a chokehold in the honda odyssey? if not then thatā€™s totally ok!! thanks for your time! šŸ«¶šŸ¾
sorry if this sucks omg, like i said iā€™m trying to get back into writing and this isnā€™t my usual format iā€™m more of a billet point girl. hope u like it love u
not proofread because i do not want to reread what i have written šŸ˜œ, intended lowercase. fem reader is sooooome type of mutant idk u have some type of regenerative powers (he has his claws in ur side :/)
cw: uh choking, unprotected sex,stab wound, blood mention, use of claws šŸ˜¦ there is no story this is just porn
1.1k words omggggg
minors dni
if u liked this reblog/heart/leave a comment bc i need the validation šŸ„²ā˜šŸ»
youā€™re straddling him in the front seat, the steering wheel is digging into your back and your knife is lodged underneath his ribs. he grunts and tries to push you off of him, ā€œget in the backseat, now.ā€ he growled in your ear, the grip he has on your hip loosening and him retracing his claws from your other side.
you open the door of the odyssey and stumble out and logan follows you, pulling your knife out of his side and dropping it on the ground. He opens the backseat door and slides in beckoning you to him. you slide in after and close the door. Logan is sitting in the middle, thighs spread and knee bumping into yours while you sit there awkwardly looking around the bloodied interior. Logan reaches a hand out and tugs you towards him until you get the hint and clamber into his lap again.
itā€™s a desperate kiss, heā€™s pulling you into him with his hands on your cheeks and itā€™s all teeth and snarls and itā€™s angry. you bite his lip and the metallic taste of blood fills your senses. logan grunts and extends his claws, touching your side just barely so you know the threat is there. ā€œturn around fā€™meā€ he whispers against your lips.
you give him one last open mouthed kiss before turning around in his lap and shimmying out of your pants. before you can get comfortable in loganā€™s lap you can feel his arm sliding up your body before his forearm settles across your throat. you let out a gasp and your hands come up to grasp at his arm.
ā€œthis is what you want right baby?ā€ he leans down and whispers in your ear. ā€œwant somebody to manhandle you, put you in your place?ā€
ā€œoh fuck you loganā€ you spit and try to thrash out of his grip, but heā€™s stronger than you and he tightens his arm around your throat causing you choke on your breath. ā€œdonā€™t worry baby, iā€™m gonnaā€ he lets out a chuckle and kisses the side of your head.
you can feel his other hand sliding down the front of your body and stop at the top of your panties. ā€œyou know,ā€ he starts ā€œi can smell how turned on you are.ā€
ā€œw-what do you mean?ā€ you flush in embarrassment, trying to close your thighs. logan just spread his legs further forcing you to keep your legs spread for him.
ā€œheightened since of smell darling, remember?ā€ he has a stupid smirk on his face as his hand finishes its descent into your panties. he grins wide when he first dips his fingers past your folds ā€œfucking soaked for me.ā€
you feel his grip around your neck loosen and his arm slides down across your chest urging you to lean back against him. you hear the distinctive shink of his claws extending and you let out a small whimper of his name. you can feel the cold adamantium skimming across your skin before your panties are sliced to shreds. he retracts his claws and his fingers resume there original position and slipping through your folds.
head against his shoulder you whine into his ear ā€œlogan- pleaseā€ he hums and looks at you with an amused smirk. ā€œtouch me please, i need youā€
ā€œyeah i know you fucking need me. this pussy needs me, sheā€™s been cryinā€™ for me all fucking day.ā€ he sinks two digits in your pussy and angles them so heā€™s hitting the perfect spot. he scissors his fingers in you stretching you out while his other hand holds you down across your chest.
ā€œoh-oh fuck logan. please please.ā€ you cry out and shift your hips a little trying to chase your orgasm ā€œā€˜m so close, so fucki-ā€œ you let out a gasp at the loss of his fingers.
he releases his hold across your chest and draws his hand away from your pussy to slide his pants down just enough for him to take his cock out. his grip on your hips is bruising and heā€™s rubbing your pussy along the length of his cock now. you gasp a little bit every time he slides over your clit.
logan lifts you up just enough to position himself at your entrance. ā€œgo slow baby, i donā€™t wanna hurt you just yetā€ he murmurs as you sink down on his length. you both let out a groan once he is finally all the way inside of you.
ā€œgo on baby, ride me. this is what you wanted right? this is what she wanted.ā€ he reaches around to the front of your body and his fingers find your clit. you lift yourself up just a little and drop back down and the combination of your movement plus the small lazy circles on your clit makes you shudder.
loganā€™s head falls back with a deep groan when you finally start moving. heā€™s holding your back to his chest again while you angle your hips so he hits deeper inside of you. ā€œgood girl. good fucking girl take what you need from meā€ he growls in your ear and nips at your jaw.
you rock down on his cock hard and whimper because he feels so fucking good and youā€™re getting so close again. ā€œlo-logan please letmecum pleasepleaseā€
you feel his arm come around the front of your neck again as he puts you in a chokehold, and starts to fuck up into you from below. he squeezes harder and the the veins in his arms are starting to pop out. the lack of oxygen is making you dizzy in the best fucking way you itā€™s almost like you can feel yourself floating in bliss. ā€œyeah you fucking like this donā€™t you? like when i take control like this. of course you do your cuntā€™s squeezingā€™ me so fucking hard i think youā€™re gonna explode.ā€ he reaches one hand down while still keep a firm arm across you throat, to play with your swollen clit again. ā€œgo ahead and cum baby, cum on my fucking cock and then iā€™m gonna fill you up.ā€
his words send you tumbling over the edge and with a few more thrusts youā€™re crying out and your grip on his forearm goes lax as you come back down from your high. logan gives a few more sloppy thrusts before heā€™s holding your hips down and grinding into you as he cums inside of you. a loud groan and a huff leaves his lips as he pulls you off of him. ā€œnext time, just ask. you donā€™t have to stab me to get what you want you know?ā€
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zyafics Ā· 2 months ago
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I love your fics šŸ«¶šŸ¾ do you have any recommendations
hi baby!! omg, thank you so much, and i definitely do have recs!
this isn't an exhaustive list, btw, these r just people i can think off the top of my head. i have a rec account where i reblog my fav fics and whatnot w reviews + commentary @zyafics-recs
@nadvs ONE OF THE BEST RAFE WRITERS, she is the reason why i got introduced into fanfic writing and the reason why i actually wrote today! i love all of her series and her entire masterlist has anything u could ever look forā€”from fluff, to smut, to angst. it's all there! personal favorites are cam girl and home before dark!
@itneverendshere MY PERSONAL FAVORITE WRITER AND MY ABSOLUTE LOVELY GIGI, i am her biggest fan (will fight u for this position šŸ”Ŗ) and whenever i feel down, or lacking motivation, she is the reason to help me get motivated! she's such a lovely person, and her prose, dialogues and descriptions are to die for. if u like my written fics, i say gigi and have pretty ~similar~ writing style. she also can have ANYTHING ur cravingā€”from canonverse plots, to aus, to fluff, to smut, to angst, EVERYTHING! my personal favorites that got me invested into her work is her thornton!reader with rafe, the other side of paradise (maybank!reader and rafe, lowkey canon, lowkey not), and love you at your worst. also i requested a lot of hockey!rafe from her, so if you love athlete!rafe, she's definitely ur girl!!
@aliyahwritings my bABYGIRL FRā€”she currently has this series called the contracted heart, which is about model!reader and athlete!rafe and it's to die for. if you love bantersā€”especially if you love witty banter back and forthā€”this is your girl. if any of you read the addicted series, and loved rose and connor, they lowkey mirror that dynamic. on top of her amazing dialogues/banters, she has such rich representation of desi!reader. like she isn't afraid of portraying explicitly BIPOC readers which i admire so much from her.
@whytheylosttheirminds okay listen, NAT has one of the richest descriptions of storytelling that evokes such a personal level to you. whenever i enter her storytelling, she has such details and beautiful imagery, i actually have to stop reading just to admire it. i'm still digesting her masterlist, but my personal recs are: blue sweater, snooze, and i remember everything!
@starkeysprincess one of the sweetest people on this platform, i absolutely devoured her kinktober fics, but one thing about shania is that she writes every scenario of rafeā€”from doctor, to handyman, to stepbrother, etc!ā€”and she does it so well. her smut is so fun, and dynamic, especially with their dialogues, and it's so easy to digest her fics in one setting (be warned fr)
@erwinsvow ok i absolutely ADORE the way shea writes, ok?? like everything she puts out, i eat UP!! especially when she written her long fics, aint nothing better for me (toxic!rafe), all mine, bitchy!reader and rafe, and my heart and soul that i religiously reread every week got what u wanted <3
@ilyrafe one of my favorite writing pieces and introduction to analysis of rafe, is by gabi. she has this wonderful mini series (late night and early morning) that perfectly slows down the relationship of rafe and reader and the intensity of his character. if u wanna read more about how he sees the world, and why his character acts the way it does, gabi does is so successful. she also has a hitman!rafe currently in the progress, which i know just released a pt2, i am gonna to read it soon, promise!
@softspiderling okay ELLE HAS EVERYTHING!! she has smaus, to written works, to series, to oneshots, i'm obsessed with everything she puts out, especially because it's so intriguing and the way she writes just leaves me craving more. i would personally rec ocean blue eyes (smau), illicit affairs (best friends to fwb to lovers) and think youā€™re a genius (you drive me up the wall) <3
if u want more social media ausā€”
@ghostofwriting has one that is the reason why hb:l is alive today. kildare split is about a band au with rafe and reader and they had drama. and she's also currently writing one about biker!rafe and book influencer!reader, which is so fun, witty, and filled with drama. i absolutely adore kildare split, and it will always have a special place in my heart bc it's my first introduction to smaus <3
@sematarygirls ohmygod, i am currently obsessed with salt & secrets. it's actually magnificent, especially the graphics. the efforts sol puts into them is so detailed and telling, u can see it's made with love. but the PLOT!!! the way the story moves, the way it's a gossip site and reader is a huge instigator. this fun enemies-to-lovers feud between them (that i'm still wondering if the reason reader is targeting rafe means something more šŸ¤Ø) and the COMMENTS AND BANTERS!! reader is so hilarious. all the characters are so funny and witty, it's definitely something to read to soothe the angst and tension from hb:l LOL šŸ’˜
@rafeskai i'm also currently reading this smau about reader and rafe having a little thing before she moved away for college, and she came back! it's so interesting, especially because kai mixes multimedia and written work in one place, so u get to experienced both!
lastly, this is for sarah cameron specifically, but @spellewrites! she's currently working on this smau about sarah cameron and f!reader and i'm excited to see how it goes, especially because sarah is dating(?) topper, reader's brother.
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jupwrld Ā· 1 year ago
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okay okay i literally canā€™t get this idea out my head BUT a reader who does a lil dance when they really enjoy their food! and carmen just loves cooking for them because he can always tell how good it is by their dancing.
does that makes sense AHHH IDKšŸ„²šŸ«¶šŸ¾
A/N: This is a safe space for people who dance when they enjoy their food (me). Hope you enjoy, and thank you for the request! And remember: comments and reblogs make the world go round! <3
warnings: literally none it's just cutie (but if ur vegetarian sorry bc reader is fuckin' up some bone broth soup)
Carmen Berzatto x gn!reader
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"Baby, can you taste this?" Carmy calls to you who's sitting at your usual spot on the kitchen counter, and he's already getting you a spoonful of a new soup recipe he's been working on. He blows gently on it as he makes his way over to you skillfully-- years of having a partner taste your food will do that to a man.
"And if I say no?" Slips off your tongue with a grin, and your lovers eyes flash to yours for a moment before they roll, drawing a brief spell of laughter from the both of you. "What is it, Carmy?"
"Remember that beef bone broth I was making the other day? Wanted to try stracciatella with that, wanna know what you think." He says, finally bringing the now cooled spoon to your lips. The moment the soup hits your tongue, you can't help but smile and shut your eyes. While you swallow, Carmy watches you patiently, awaiting the moment of truth.
And he has just the answer he's looking for as he watches your eyes shut, and you do that little dance he adores when you love what you're eating. Your head bops and your hips sway gently on the counter for a moment, a moment of which he always feels is too short lived.
"S'good?" He asks as your eyes flutter open and the bopping of your head changes into a nod, and your hips do more of a bounce than a sway.
"So good." Carmy knows that, he could tell from the moment you did your little dance-- but it always makes him feel good to hear you say it aloud. "Please tell me you made enough for the week."
"More than enough, sweetheart." Carmen says with a gentle kiss to your lips that you can't help but smile against. And he can't help but do the same as your hips that he holds in his hands tenderly begin to sway against his palms.
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I had so much fun writing this! I'm working on the other requests as well, but PLEASE feel free to send in asks! Though theyā€™ll probably be a little slow coming because Iā€™m back in school for the semester. But a drabble is easier to write than fics, so I can get through those much faster :)
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cinamun Ā· 3 months ago
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The reason I never saw the tags in the favorite simblr thread is because the OP has me blocked. Everyone has their reasons I guess.
Anyway, that's why I never got the tags until someone tagged me outside of reblogging the longer thread.
Thanks to everyone who tagged me, I appreciate you, I love you and I hope you stay healthy, happy and hydrated. I hope you smell lilacs somewhere today and I hope your pillow is extra cool tonight. šŸ«¶šŸ¾
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inlovewithpandora Ā· 1 year ago
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Pairing: Sully Family x fem!human!reader || Kiri x twin!sister!reader
Request: [ @avatar4eva ] Hello, I was wondering if I could request a Sully Family x Kiriā€™s Human Twin Sister, where the reader is being raised by the scientists along with Spider. And as she gets older, she starts being jealous of Kiri because she has a family while she doesnā€™t. One day she overhears Neytiri talking to Jake about her saying that she rather the reader stays away from them while she hangs out with her sister and the Sully children. So, the reader gets upset and runs off into the forest and gets violently attacked by a thanator. The ending is to you if she lives or dies.šŸ¤­ Thank you for all the amazing work that you have made, much love to youšŸ«¶šŸ¾šŸ«¶šŸ¾
Synopsis: You were slightly envious of your sister Kiri because she had the life you wanted, a loving family. Neytiri was a mother figure to you but that all shattered when you heard the hateful things she said about you.
Content: Full angst, Hurt w/ no comfort, reader attacked by thanator (descriptive), mention of injuries/wounds, mention of blood, crying, emotional read
Authorā€™s Note: thank you for requesting! Iā€™m sorry it took so long to complete but itā€™s here! This is my first Sully Family work so I was excited to write it (especially since I like angst). I hope it meets your expectations and that you enjoyšŸ©·!
Word Count: 1.7k
Glossary: Palulukan - Thanator || Yerik - Hexapede
Extra: Requests are open! Please read rules before requesting! || Likes, comments, and reblogs are highly appreciatedšŸ©·!
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Being raised by the scientists with Spider wasnā€™t your idle choice. Itā€™s not that you didnā€™t like Spider, Norm, or Max because you do, but you wish you couldā€™ve been raised with your sister and her family. Every time you see Kiri and her family bonding or doing normal domestic things, you feel a little envious because you wish you had a family like hers, just people who are blood relatives and look similar to you. Yes, Kiri is your blood sister, but sheā€™s Naā€™vi, a hybrid. And some nights, you wished you wouldā€™ve been born a hybrid too so you could live out the luxuries she has.
You so love when Kiri and her siblings invite you and Spider to their marui to hang out with them. Itā€™s always fun to be around them because in addition to Kiri, the rest of her siblings treat you as if you are their sister as well. They would look out for you, protect you if anyone ever tries to bully you, and most of all love you.
As of this moment you are frolicking in the forest, taking a break from being in the biolab all day. As you see the Sully family marui from a distance, you wonder if theyā€™re home so you and the Sully kids could hang out. As you walk to the entrance, about to lift open the flap, you hear Neytiri raising her voice, which makes you retreat your hand and listen to what she is saying.
ā€œI do not want that demon in my home, Jake. She is not one of us!ā€ She hisses, her tail thrashing in the air as she tells Jake how she feels about your presence in her home.
ā€œā€˜tiri, we canā€™t just not let her come over. Sheā€™s Kiriā€™s sister and the rest of the kids see her as one.ā€
ā€œI do not care! She is not Naā€™vi, she is one of them.ā€ As you listen to the rest of Neytiriā€™s rant, she talks about how much she dislikes you and that she feels like you could infect her children with your ā€œdemon waysā€. Hearing her talk so poorly about you makes you feel like stones are sinking deep in your heart. Your head is spinning, filled with all Neytiriā€™s harsh words. Instead of walking in and telling her and Jake how you feel about what you just heard, you run into the forest at full speed with tears freely flowing down your cheeks.
You run, and run, and run. The forest is never ending, you always find a different path to turn to. You just canā€™t have any idea that this path would cause you a worse traumatic experience than what you just heard. As you run, the sound of bushes being shaken echoes in the forest. You turn your head and within a split second, your life flashes before your eyes. An angry Palulukan jumps out of its hiding place and pounces on your small, frail body.
You scream and cry out in pain as it attacks you, praying to Eywa that someone hears your loud piercing cry or your screams of pure terror. The Palulukan digs its claws in your skin, scratching every place they have access to, all but the one action that makes your body shut down completely.
ā€”
As Neytiri walks through the forest, bow in hand trying to find a Yerik to cook her family for dinner, she sees droplets of blood along the grass. She tracks the trail, the blood splatters grow larger which makes her think itā€™s just a random animal that got dragged along the ground once it was killed, but that idea was busted once she saw your lifeless looking body sprawled across the forest floor.
ā€œY/N!ā€ She immediately drops her bow and runs over to you. When she lays your body in her lap, she watches your chest slowly rise, indicating the flicker of life you still got, but your shallow breathing worries her. Your body is covered in numerous wounds and you are losing ample amounts of blood by every passing second. She frantically picks you up and runs into the village to get you some help.
ā€œJake! Maā€™Jake!ā€ Neytiri knows Jake is somewhere in the village because today is the day he usually does his rounds to make sure everything is running smoothly. When he finally hears her, he runs up with a worried expression, which turns to terror upon seeing your current state.
ā€œWhat the hell happened?!ā€
ā€œI found her like this in the forest. It looks like she got attacked by an animal.ā€
ā€œWe need to get her to the lab now! If she doesnā€™t get there soon she will die!ā€ Jake scoops you out of Neytiriā€™s arms and runs you to the bio lab, hoping that Norm and Max would be able to save you.
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When Jake brought you to the lab, the scientists immediately went to work, doing everything they could to keep you in the land of the living. They rushed you into surgery and it took hours, they didnā€™t know if you were going to survive due to all the blood you lost and how severe your injuries were, but by the grace of Eywa, you pulled through.
When the Sully Family hear the news that you are going to be okay, a sense of relief and joy washes over them. When it is okay for you to have visitors, all of them swarm by your bedside.
ā€œSister, Iā€™m so glad youā€™re okay.ā€ Kiri is so happy that Eywa spared your life, she didnā€™t know what she would do without you. The rest of the Sully kids and even Jake shows how much they missed you and that they are glad you made it through. Your body is still pretty banged up. Lots of bruises and gashes, but theyā€™ll heal eventually, which you were happy about because you donā€™t want to be bed-ridden for too long.
You talk to them for almost two hours, laughing and talking about fun memories youā€™ve all had together. As you laugh at something Loā€™ak said, the door to your room opens. When you see Neytiri walk inside, your whole demeanor changes. No more laughs or smiles, just Neytiri words playing over and over in your head about how much of a nuisance you are.
Neytiri comes by your bed, asking you how you feel, but you donā€™t respond. Instead you look in the opposite direction, not wanting to look at her pretend she cares about you. As everyone watches the interaction between you and Neytiri they get confused as to why you are acting cold towards her because youā€™ve always been happy to see and talk to Neytiri.
ā€œy/n, I just wanted to see if you were okay.ā€ She genuinely wants to know how you are doing because seeing how brutally injured you were made a feeling of concern rise within her.
You scoff at her words and roll your eyes. You don't want to hear anything she has to say and her talking to you as if she never called you a demon makes you upset. ā€œNeytiri, I donā€™t want you here.ā€ Before Neytiri can respond, you add another sentence to your previous statement. ā€œI heard everything you said today. If you feel so strongly about me, I donā€™t want you standing here as if you care for me.ā€ Neytiri and Jake's eyes widen as they realize you heard their conversation.
Neytiri feels her heart drop to the pit of her stomach knowing that you heard her harsh words. It took this experience to happen and for her to see how much the rest of her family loves you to try and come around to the idea of you being around them, but now itā€™s too late. The seed of her hatred has already been planted.
ā€œy/n, I did not mean-ā€
ā€œStop, Neytiri, okay?! Just stop! You meant everything you said. Saying that Iā€™m a demon, that I could infect your children with my wicked ways, not one thing you said about me was good.ā€ When the kids hear that, you can hear gasps from around the room. They didnā€™t know their mother said those things or felt that way about you.
ā€œYou know Neytiri, Iā€™ve looked up to you for years. I saw you as a mother figure, so to hear you talk so poorly of me hurts to the core. The hurt I feel canā€™t be fixed and youā€™re the one who inflicted it upon me. I couldnā€™t believe you would say those things about me, sometimes I thought you saw me as a daughter like how you see Kiri but I was wrong.ā€ Whenever Neytiri had duties within the village or doing an activity at home like weaving, cooking, or cleaning, you were right by her side watching her as if she was the most perfect woman on Pandora. Neytiri gave you a sense of motherly nurturing that you couldnā€™t get from the scientists which made you glued to her.
Neytiri never knew you felt this way and she didnā€™t know the impact she had on your life until now. As you talk, your tone is cold and sharp, your words twisting knives into her heart. She wishes she could take back each word she said about you, but thatā€™s not the way things work. The words were already out in the atmosphere and have resonated with you.
The whole room is silent. There are so many things said and everyone is trying to get a grasp of the situation. Neytiri tells you that she is sorry and that she finally sees you for who you are: a sweet soul who is a part of their family, but you donā€™t want to hear that, at least not now. A few days ago, if you wouldā€™ve heard that, you wouldā€™ve been ecstatic, but now her words mean nothing.
ā€œLeave. I donā€™t want to see you anymore.ā€ You turn your back to Neytiri and close your eyes, not wanting to cry in front of her and show how much emotional pain you are in from her words.
Neytiri is going to say something, but Jake comes behind her and places his hand on her shoulder, telling her that you need space.
When she looks at her children, each one of them gives her mean glares, highly upset about how she treated you. Neytiri sighs before leaving the room and walking back to her marui. And as she walks back, she prays that you and her children would forgive her, but only Eywa knows if your forgiveness should be given.
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All because I liked a boy | CL16
SOCIAL MEDIA AU
ā€•Ā Pairing:Ā Charles Leclerc x reader (she/her) ā€•Ā Warnings:Ā curse words, Twitter environment, slutshaming, hate comments, mentions of food; itā€™s not proofread. ā€•Ā Summary:Ā Yn fell in love with Charles and secretly dated him for almost a year. She didn't consider, however, how fans would react seeing they used to love and still stan Charles' past relationship. What happens when their hidden love gets out in the open? ā€•Ā A/n: Yes, this is highly based on Sabrina's song and some of the things that went down in her life (and is portrayed in her song). I needed to mention Charles' past relationship to give a base to the story, but please note that I do not hate Charlotte. Everything in this story is purely fictional. ā€•Ā A/n:Ā²Ā None of the pictures used are mine, they are all from Pinterest and other apps. Everything else is made up by me, and I do not allow it to be published on a different platform. I would appreciate it if those things could be taken into consideration šŸ’›
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itsyn šŸ¤šŸ¤  šŸ‘¢ when in Texas
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user0 why are all the pics like this šŸ’‹šŸ’‹šŸ’‹???? does she honestly thinks this is attractive?
randomuser you look awful with a cowboy hat
ā¤· hate12 she looks awful antway šŸ¤£
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sza šŸ˜ enjoy your day, Yn!
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hhuser_ what did you see in Yn anyways? šŸ„“
user00 charles I love you, canā€™t wait to see you and charlotte back!!!!
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Hey yā€™all!
This is an update video on the apartment furnishing situation (excuse my voice, I know I sound like a 10 year old šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚). Itā€™s officially 9 months since I moved to Ghana. I previously made a post asking for donations, this is an update and a continuation of asking for yā€™all support to finish with the apartment furnishing. Please reblog if you arenā€™t able to give. Thank you to all those who have already donated and thank you to all future donations ā¤ļøšŸ«¶šŸ¾
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23victoria Ā· 8 months ago
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Eros āœæ
lewis hamilton x fem!reader smau
faceclaims: h.e.r and other girls from pinterest
album is yoncƩ by beyonce (a masterpiece imo)
warnings: cussing, sexual innuendos
authors note: this is my first smau! any feedback is appreciated and please like, comment, and reblog!! hope you enjoy!! also sorry for any blurriness, tumblr ruined the quality šŸ«¤
šššŸ· šš–ššŠššœššššŽšš›šš•šš’ššœšš
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my album ā€œErosā€ is out now!!! I am so proud of this piece of art work and I hope you enjoy!! šŸ¤­šŸ˜‰āœØ
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standy/n4life omg!!! itā€™s here iā€™m so ready!!
ā†³ y/n_ig are you???
ā†³ livelaughlovey/n what do you mean by that?!?! hello?!?!
lewishamilton iā€™m so proud of you baby! they not ready! šŸ«¶šŸ¾
ā†³ y/n_ig thank you baby! šŸ˜˜
bffusername literally my favorite album!!
ā†³ y/n_ig you say that for all my albums?! šŸ’€
ā†³ bffusername girl shhhh! youā€™re ruining it šŸ˜”
charlesleclerc congrats y/n! i canā€™t wait to listen!
marrymey/n just dropped everything to go listen!!
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wow, #1 globally and in the states. i literally had a week to write something but i honestly canā€™t tell you how im feeling rn! iā€™m utterly speechless and forever grateful šŸ„¹ā¤ļø thank you guys for all the love, your amazing!!
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username1 flawless and 7/11 have been on replay everyday!!
lewishamilton i expected nothing less from the most beautiful woman to ever exist. beyond proud of you my love ā™„ļø
ā†³ y/n_ig i love you šŸ„¹ā™„ļø
oscarpiastri_ congrats y/n! you deserve this!
ā†³ y/n_ig thank you osc!
marrymey/n the album is an absolute masterpiece!! rocket and pretty hurts?!?? it hit me right in the feels šŸ„²
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standy/n4life lol she said stfu thats my man. congrats y/n!!
charlesleclerc finally! this was such a trouble to keep secret! congrats again guys, the wedding was beautiful! liked by y/n_ig
username1 not the lyrics from rocket šŸ’€
username6 sheā€™s letting us know what they did on they wedding day, wouldnā€™t be surprised if that song is based off that day šŸ˜­
ā†³ y/n_ig it is šŸ˜‰
bffusername my girl is a wifeee šŸ¤­
lewishamilton love you forever and always ā™¾ļø
ā†³ y/n_ig till my last breath my love ā™¾ļø
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ā†³ y/n_ig thank you šŸ¤§
marrymey/n no it was supposed to be meee šŸ§ŽšŸ¾ā€ā™€ļøšŸ„²
ā†³ lewishamilton iā€™m sorry?
ā†³ marrymey/n no your not šŸ˜”
ā†³ lewishamilton yea iā€™m not šŸ«¶šŸ¾
livelaughlovey/n um girly, is that a mistake in the date?!?
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ā†³ lewishamilton no šŸ«¶šŸ¾
ā†³ livelaughlovey/n replied to y/n_ig & lewishamilton ALMOST A YEAR?!?!
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asongofmarvelanddc Ā· 2 years ago
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Duty PT6
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PAIRING: Robb Stark X Reader
WORD COUNT: 5642
WARNINGS: none :)
SUMMARY: The Queen considers whether it is time to move on with her life, but the past is not so easily buried.
PART 1 |Ā PART 2Ā |Ā PART 3Ā |Ā PART 4Ā |Ā PART 4 Ā½ | PART 5 |Ā PART 5Ā½
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A/N: All will be revealed in time šŸ‘€ Please reblog, comment or send an ask so I can hear what you think! Really hope you enjoy this one šŸ«¶šŸ¾šŸ„°
The rain up North is nothing like the summer showers you experienced back home. This rain stings and bites at your skin as it falls, but it doesn't send you back inside under the shade.
Today is the first time in a few days that you have been outside, breathing in the fresh air. Your moon blood came particularly harsh this time around and left you bedridden for two days. It was a terrible ordeal, but it allowed you to see another side to your husband.
This morning, you awoke with no pains. Although your body is still tired and weak, here you stand, in the rain, embracing the Northern cold and eagerly awaiting nightfall because surprisingly, you have missed spending your evenings with Robb.
Your thoughts are interrupted by Amiria calling your name.
"My Lady, what are you doing out in the cold?" she sounds panicked as she wraps a blanket around your shoulders, "Seven hells! You'll make yourself ill!"
You chuckle as you welcome the blanket and follow her back under the shade, "It's alright, I wasn't out there for long."
Amiria runs the blanket over your damp hair. "It is a good thing I found you. Any longer and you might catch a fever," she presses the back of her hand to your cheek, "You have just been unwell, you should not tempt fate, my Lady."
"I apologise, I did not mean to worry you," you smile warmly and give her a short hug to reassure her, "Found me? Were you looking for me?"
"Yes, Lady Stark has requested your presence in her quarters."
You're taken aback by this. Lady Stark, though pleasant since the wedding, has never once asked to speak to you alone.
"Did she tell you why she wants to see me?"
Amiria looks up at you and chuckles when she sees the nervousness that has settled into you.
"Don't be afraid," she says in a tone that suggests your anxiety is amusing to her, "She did not seem to be in a terrible mood."
"That is good," you breathe a sigh of relief, but your eyes remain apprehensive.
Amiria smirks and takes you by the arm, pulling you towards your chambers, "Come. Let us get you dry for the Queen Mother."
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As soon as you enter the parlour, Catelyn rises to greet you at the door, embracing you before you even have a chance to curtsey. When she releases you, her smile turns into a frown as she cups your face with her hands.
"You still look a bit unwell, darling," she says, looking between your eyes, a hint of pity in her voice, "Come and sit, let us have some tea. Perhaps it will help you feel better."
You follow her to where a small table is set with all your favourite treats and a teapot to share between the two of you. She takes a seat in an armchair on one side of the table and you sit opposite her on the other side of the table. Without a word she begins to pour the tea for the both of you.
"Does it normally trouble you so?" she asks as she hands you a cup.
You take a grateful sip, smiling when that familiar warmth begins spreading in your chest. "Sometimes the Mother offers mercy and my bloods pass painlessly," you say, "Other times I am confined to my bed chambers for some days."
"Poor girl," her forehead wrinkles when she frowns, "I'll speak to Maester Luwin about giving you something that might take away your pain."
"Thank you, my Lady."
There's a pause in the conversation as you sip the mint tea and enjoy the warmth of the fire burning. Your worries begin to fade away as you relax in Catelyn's company.
ā€œI see youā€™ve been spending much more time with my son as of late,ā€ she says, breaking the silence, ā€œI hear youā€™re with him in his study into the late hours of the night.ā€
It's an abrupt turn from your initial conversation, but you suppose it is normal for her to ask about her son.
ā€œWe talk mostly. Sometimes I sew while he works.ā€
A thin smile forms on Catelynā€™s lips as she hums in response, ā€œAnd what is it that you talk about?ā€
The question catches you off guard. Itā€™s a bit impolite to ask about private conversations, but you would never dare to point out such a thing to your good-mother.
ā€œI tell him about my family, what it was like growing up in the South,ā€ you say hesitantly, ā€œHe talks about you, his familyā€¦his father and sisters.ā€
You canā€™t help but pity her when you see how she deflates at the mention of her lost family. Her eye twitches as she looks away, trying to stop her mask from slipping.
ā€œHe tells me stories about all of them as children,ā€ a tender smile forms on your lips as you think back to the conversations, ā€œIt makes me wish I had siblings of my own to fight and play with.ā€
Catelyn nods again, but her smile seems even more strained than before. Your brows furrow in concern as you reach out to touch her knee.
ā€œLady Stark?ā€
She presses one hand to her lips, taking a moment to collect herself. Not a single tear falls from her eyes, though they come close. After only a few seconds, she blows out a breath and sits up properly in her chair, composed once again.
ā€œHe rarely talks about them with me,ā€ she whispers, eyes downcast.
ā€œI think he finds it easier to talk about them with someone who doesnā€™t know them,ā€ you reassure her, ā€œI assume it feels more like recalling a fond memory to a stranger than it does reminiscing about loved ones heā€™s lost.ā€
She nods her head, though she seems unconvinced. You canā€™t imagine the pain and fear she must be feeling knowing that her son has made an enemy of the same family who have her daughters in their grasp. That he is in open rebellion against the King who took her husband's head.
"He must trust you quite a bit."
You consider it for a moment, "I hope so. I would like to think he does."
"How have you been finding all of this? Being here, married to Robb?"
It is not a simple question to answer. In truth, you did not expect this much time to pass with your heart still refusing to fully open to Robb, nor his to you. Your mother always told you that falling in love is quick and simple, and in the past you found that to be true. But for some reason, it is slow and difficult with Robb.
A month since your wedding and you still hold each other at arms' length, merely allowing glimpses into your souls on occasion.
Instead of telling her an outright lie, you choose to focus on the good. "Your family have been so accommodating, as has Robb," you plaster a smile on your lips, "It has taken some time to adjust, but everyone has been so kind."
Judging by the look on Catelyn's face, she knows that you are hiding something. She doesn't come across as the kind of woman who is fooled easily.
ā€œThis may be crude of me, but I must ask," she begins, leaning forward ever so slightly, "This is your second time on the bloods since the wedding?"
It only takes you a second to decipher what exactly she is asking. You nod quickly, suddenly very uncomfortable.
"Have you and Robbā€“?"
"We have not."
"The marriage is unconsummated?"
You nod again, averting your gaze in embarrassment. Catelyn looks off to the side, deep in thought. Each passing second only serves to make your stomach turn and your palms sweat.
Eventually, she turns back to you, but there is no anger nor shame in her eyes, only determination.
"I truly do not wish to make you uncomfortable, but I must stress the importance of your consummation." She speaks in a matter-of-fact tone that is only slightly intimidating.
"Your marriage is not valid until the act is done. And I need not remind you of your duty to each other as husband and wife, and as rulers of the North."
Children.
"I understand."
"Then why, may I ask, are you waiting?"
This time, there is a hint of frustration in her tone. She looks at you with eyes so piercing that for a moment you forget that you are not a child being scolded by her Septa. Yet, it is somehow worse because the person asking the question is your good-mother.
"We only wish to know each other better before weā€“" you cut yourself off to find the right words, "There is still timeā€“"
"There is no time," Catelyn's patience seems to have worn thin, "Robb will return to the frontline before long. And only the gods know if he will come back."
That thought sends a chill down your spine. Robb may not be some great love, but the mere idea of his demise makes your heart sink to your stomach.
"I have been in your shoes before, Y/N," she says, her tone softer, "I did not know Ned very well when I first met him. I certainly didn't love him either. That comes with time."
Her words are optimistic. Reassuring. And they get you thinking.
"We all have our roles to play. It is time you and Robb started doing your part."
***
"She wants us to consummate."
Amiria sits on a stool beside your bath, washing all the grease and dirt out of your hair while you soak in the warm water.
"But His Grace said that you do not have to if you don't wish to, no?" she asks.
You sigh deeply, "That is true. But I'm starting to believe that she may be right."
The longer you think about her words, the more they cut deep. You have been ignoring the reality of your situation, going through the motions and capitalising on Robb's busy schedule to avoid hard truths.
Robb is your husband now, and the North is your home. That will never change. This is not Kingā€™s Landing where you will have to endure for a time and be rescued. This is your life, forever. And deep down in your heart you know that if you are to start a new life, you must let go of the old one.
Without warning, tears begin to well in your eyes and blur your vision. This is not the life you imagined for yourself. To never experience love, you were prepared for ā€“ you always knew that your marriage would be arranged, and if love never happened with your husband, you wouldā€™ve been content given he was kind and gentle.
But this? To have loved and lost it? To know what it feels like and know that you will never have it again? Itā€™s a pain you would not wish on anyone.
And Robb. He is kind, and he caresā€¦somewhat. But he does not love you. And if he loves Elyse the way you have loved, then you know he will never love you. That is the hard truth.
You bury your head in your hands and let the tears flow. Amiria crouches down beside the bath and wraps her arms around you, letting you sob into her shoulder.
"I hate to see you in such pain, my Lady," she says, her voice thick with emotion.
The day you left King's Landing, your heart was shattered. A part of you has been holding on to him for so long because it is a reminder that what you shared was real. And how could you repay the love he gave by letting it go?
Selfishly, you want him to be happy, to have moved on. You pray that he has forgotten you. Maybe then you would not be riddled with guilt over letting him go. The truth is, you have responsibilities that you can shirk no longer. And you cannot be a good wife with him still in your heart.
With a deep, shaky breath, you pull away from Amiria and wipe your eyes, splashing your face with the bath water to calm yourself down.
Once your heart stops racing and your breathing relaxes, you turn to Amiria, "Could you fetch my robe, please?"
She hesitates momentarily before doing it. You climb out of the bath and slip on the robe, walking to your dresser with Amiria following close behind.
"Help me dress."
Your sudden switch from distress to being resolute is alarming to Amiria. She stares in bewilderment as you begin to get ready. "Where are you going?"
"I always visit Robb in the evenings," you say, "It is the perfect time to raise the topic of consummation."
Amiria places a hand on your shoulder to grab your attention. She looks straight into your eyes and asks sincerely, "Are you sure that you are ready to take that step?"
You know that you are not ready, but you also know that it is time to stop living in the past. It is exhausting, and it hurts you more than it makes you happy. You want to believe that you can be happy here, if you only give it a chance.
"Yes. I'm sure."
***
Itā€™s not a question that Robb has a face any woman would love to look at. You see the way women giggle and blush when he smiles as he walks past them. The way they always seem to crowd when he spars with Ser Rodrik. You understand, you like to look at him too. Heā€™s really quiteā€¦beautiful, but itā€™s more than that.
His guard is never lower than when he is in this solar working, and you like to watch the way he does things when he is not concerned with appearances. These are the moments when you see the truest version of him. His brows knitting together when he reads something particularly unpleasant, the way he occasionally looks up at you and offers a sweet smile. He curses sometimes. It used to shock you, but you find it amusing now.
Your admiration grows the more you see him like this, constantly fighting through mental and physical fatigue to lead his people and be there for his family. When he talks to you about them, you wonder if he has even had time to properly grieve his father, or if that is yet another thing he has pushed aside for the sake of his responsibilities. It breaks your heart to think so.
Most mornings you wake up alone because he is up by the crack of dawn. And at night, you leave him here in this study, working into the late hours. You see the bags under his eyes and the way he pauses every so often to massage his shoulders and neck. He takes onā€¦too much.
Sitting across from him tonight, all you can think about are Catelyn's words. How do you even begin to discuss such a sensitive topic? Especially when he is under so much pressure?
Your mother says it is time we consummated our marriage. Shall we start making love?
Ridiculous.
Robb stops his writing for a moment to crack his knuckles and stretch his back, and as he puts down his writing quill, he looks up and catches you staring. You quickly tear away your gaze, returning to your embroidery and ignoring the rising heat on your neck and chest.
Robb knows you well enough now that he can tell when there is something disturbing you.
"What is on your mind?" he asks, leaning forward to give you his full attention.
This is your opportunity to broach the subject, but for some reason, you are unable to form the words. So you tell him something else.
ā€œJust that I...forgot to tell you something. I went into town the day before I fell ill.ā€
Robb sits up a little, visibly concerned, ā€œAlone?ā€
ā€œNo, Amiria went with me. And a few guards.ā€
He relaxes then, leaning forward once again.
ā€œWe took some food and clothes to the homes sheltering the children orphaned in this war,ā€ you say, ā€œI wanted to be sure theyā€™re being taken care of.ā€
He looks pleasantly surprised. ā€œThat is very kind of you. I had not thought to do that yet.ā€
You wave a hand and shake your head. ā€œOf course not. You already have so much on your plate,ā€ you gesture to his cluttered desk, ā€œI have never ran a household much less an entire castle before, so I leave it to your mother. Iā€™m just trying to do what little I can to support your efforts.ā€
You return to your embroidery, but Robb doesn't take his eyes off you. He knows there is still something eating at you and yet you refuse to say it. Suddenly he's full of regret. Perhaps, if he had not been so determined to dislike you at first, you would not still hide behind your wall.
Eventually, he looks away from you with a sigh, picking up a letter from his unopened pile and breaking the seal. You glance up at him, relieved that he has broken his scrutinising stare.
ā€œWhat are you reading?ā€ you ask, attempting to change the topic.
ā€œA report from our scouts.ā€
You sit up properly, now curious, ā€œHow goes the search for Arya?ā€
Robb puts down the letter a little forcefully and run his hands through his hair in frustration. That about tells you all you need to know.
"Have you thought any more about what I suggested? About the Owls?ā€
This is a conversation that has already been had before. Multiple times. Robb turned down your father's offer, and he has rejected yours as well each time you've brought it up. At this point, he is tired of reiterating his position.
ā€œI have already told you that I have no intention of using them,ā€ his tone is clipped when he speaks, and he attempts to busy himself with other work to end the conversation.
His efforts are futile because you refuse to let it go, ā€œThey would be inside the Red Keep within hours of receiving your letterā€“ā€œ
ā€œI donā€™t want to have this conversation again.ā€
ā€œā€“and they would have Sansa on the road back to Winterfell within days.ā€
ā€œI am not going to use spies.ā€
ā€œSansa is notā€“,ā€ you pause mid-sentence to gather yourself, ā€œSansa is not safe with Joffrey.ā€
Robb sighs deeply and rubs his tired eyes with his hands, "Do you think I am unaware of that?ā€
ā€œI just donā€™t understand why you wonā€™t use them,ā€ you press, ā€œDo you doubt their capabilities?ā€
ā€œNo, I am sure they are very capaā€“ā€œ
ā€œBecause they managed to smuggle me out of Kingā€™s Landing without issue,ā€ you cut him off, ā€œDaenerys Targaryen is alive in Essos today because of them.ā€
ā€œEnough!ā€
You flinch at the sound of his raised voice. Instantly your heart starts racing, the hairs on your body standing on end. For a second, only a mere second, you are back in King's Landing, and you are terrified.
ā€œI am fighting this war with honour,ā€ he continues, his voice now back to normal, ā€œThis is the last time I will have this discussion, do you understand me?ā€
He stares you down for a few seconds until he thinks you have dropped it. You wait until he relaxes some before speaking.
ā€œYour enemy would pay a starving child two coppers and a loaf of stale bread to poison your supper,ā€ you say in the calmest tone you can muster, ā€œSpying ought not be where you draw the line.ā€
You rise to your feet and walk to the door, ignoring Robbā€™s burning gaze. As you place your hand on the handle, you turn to him once more.
ā€œI donā€™t suppose you will be retiring for the night?ā€
He begins shuffling some papers on his desk, ā€œNo, I still have much to do before the morn.ā€
You donā€™t believe him, but you nod anyways. ā€œVery well, then. I shall bid you goodnight.ā€
Once you step outside and close the door, you lean against the wall of the corridor, sucking in the cold air and placing a hand over your chest to slow your heart. Hot tears burn behind your eyes ā€“ not of sadness, but of anger.
It took one word ā€“ one little word ā€“ and you were back there at the lowest point you've ever been. It's a reminder that all the pain and hurt inflicted by that monster is still inside you. And it hurts that Robb was the one to bring it to the surface.
***
When Robb eventually retires for the night, he half-expects you to be waiting for him, ready to continue the conversation from earlier, so he's surprised to find you curled up under the blankets on your side of the bed.
A few of the candles in the room are still lit ā€“ he knows you left them burning for his benefit. He uses the dim lighting to make his way around the room, removing his jerkin shirt as he does so. It gets hot in the room because even with the natural heating from the hot springs, you still insist on having a fire built every night before you sleep. Robb doesn't object to this because he knows you can't sleep in the freezing cold ā€“ but it does mean he now sleeps in as little clothes as possible.
He hears you stir when he walks to your side of the room and blows out the candles there, but he ignores it and returns to his side before climbing into the bed. As always, he turns his back to you, stares into the darkness and listens to your breathing.
Steady.
"I know you're awake," he says after a moment.
He's not sure you know that you snore when you sleep. It's not bothersome at all, the sound resembles the light purring of a kitten. On nights where sleep eludes him, the sound helps to calm his mind and lull him into a slumber.
That is how he knows that you are only pretending to sleep.
You don't stir, and after a while he assumes that you are choosing to ignore him. The moment he closes his eyes, he hears your voice call out to him.
"Robb?"
He hums in response, not wanting to seem too eager to reconcile.
"Don't ever raise your voice to me in that manner again."
Your tone is flat and unemotional, but the words are extremely sobering for Robb. He's rendered speechless, and no other words are spoken by either of you that night.
***
The bridge connecting the Great Keep to the Armoury offers the best view of the courtyard in Winterfell. That is where you go to forget your troubles, distracting yourself with the activities happening below you. But even watching the bustling of people fails you this afternoon. All you can think about is the night before.
Deep down you know that you provoked Robb into having that row, simply to avoid having a difficult conversation. You did not realise that was what you were doing until you had some time to yourself. And yet, you cannot seem to stop yourself from thinking about Robb's reaction.
He has never presented himself as a man who is quick to anger.
Neither did Joffrey. Not at first.
You shake those thoughts out of your head almost as soon as you have them. Robb is not like Joffrey, of that you are certain. He is...attentive, in the ways that matter.
Not a single stew or soup has been served to you since you told him about your unusual diet. He found out you enjoy lemon cakes, and before long there was a lemon tree growing in the glass garden. And not once has he complained about the fire you keep burning in your chambers before you sleep even though you know he despises the heat.
Joffrey was never that way, even before he revealed his true colours.
Perhaps this is all you will ever have, you don't have to love him to bear his children. A kind husband is more than most have. Shouldn't that be enough?
It is at this moment that Robb arrives at the top of the bridge, emerging from the armoury with Lord Umber in tow. He sees you standing there, right in the middle of the bridge, looking out onto the courtyard. There's a distant look in your eyes as you stare down, and Robb knows exactly what is weighing on your heart.
You don't notice him or Lord Umber until they are only a few steps away from you, at which point you quickly stand up straight.
"Your Grace," you curtsey to Robb as you always do around other people.
Lord Umber bows his head to you, "Your Grace."
"My Lady, this is Lord Umber. You might remember meeting him at our wedding feast?"
His face is unfamiliar, "My apologies, Lord Umber, I met quite a few people that night."
"No need to apologise, Your Grace," he laughs heartily, "The ale flowed freely that night, I'm not sure I remember our meeting either."
All three of you share a laugh at that, but before the conversation can continue any further, Robb turns to Lord Umber.
"Lord Umber, might you wait for me by my solar? I would like to speak to my wife in private."
"Of course, Your Grace." he bows his head to you both and walks past you towards the Great Keep.
Robb turns to you once you're alone, but he does not speak. He notices that the smile you put on for Lord Umber has faded, and the sadness in your eyes has returned. Your words from the night before play over in his mind, as they have been all morning. He knows that your upset at this present moment is because of him and only him, and for that, he's ashamed.
After a moment, he turns to face the courtyard, arms resting against the railing. You watch him, curious about his troubled expression, before joining him. Your forearm brushes against his as you stand next to him, waiting for him to speak.
"I'm sorry for raising my voice at you," he says, eyes downcast, "I did not mean to frighten you, and I will never do it again."
You didn't expect an apology, not for this. Many men have done worse to their wives without a second thought, but as you glance at Robb out of the corner of your eye, it is clear that he is remorseful. It warms your heart.
"Thank you," you whisper, "And I am sorry too."
"What for?"
"Picking a fight," you look up at him, "I should not have taken your decision so personally."
Robb nods briefly, accepting your apology ā€“ one he is surprised to receive because he knows that you still believe he is making the wrong choice.
"I'm trying to be like my father," he explains with a heavy sigh, "I want to fight this war in the most honourable way I can. And if I resort to spying and trickery to win, how would I be any different to my enemies? To Joffrey?"
At those words, you turn your head sharply to look at him. Your eyes soften when they meet his.
"You are a good man, Robb. Nothing like Joffrey."
The hint of a smile plays on his lips.
"I know you don't believe this, but I truly do value your advice," he says, "Even if I don't always agree, I would still like to know your opinion on those choices. Don't ever hesitate to tell me what you think."
You stand side by side, overlooking the courtyard. Down by the guest house, a little boy and girl are wrestling in the mud. Within seconds, a woman who you assume is their mother appears by their side and begins scolding them over their spoiled garments. She pulls them away from the scene by their ears, the two children giggling as she does so.
You and Robb both laugh as this unfolds, revelling in the innocence and mischief of childhood.
"They remind me of Arya and Bran," he says, a mournful look in his eyes.
The same urge to console him when he first opened up to you about his father overwhelms you once again. But instead of drawing back, this time, you place your hand over his, and he welcomes it without hesitation.
You lean against his shoulder and give his hand a comforting squeeze as he absent-mindedly strokes the back of your hand with his thumb. A simple touch but itā€™s enough to make you wish things were different.
"Do you think we will ever be happy?" you suddenly ask, "The way my mother and father are? The way yours were?"
Robb doesn't know how to respond to that. Mostly because in the midst of this seemingly endless war, he has been unable to envision life beyond it. But judging by your question, you may have started to, so it may be time for him to start as well.
He looks down at you with a thoughtful expression. "I don't know," he answers honestly, "But I hope so."
That makes you smile. You hold his gaze for a moment, only tearing your eyes away when the deep blue of his begin to grow too intense for your comfort.
You chuckle nervously and nod your head towards the Great Keep as you stand up straight, "Lord Umber must be waiting for you."
Robb blinks as if the fact had slipped his mind. "Of course," he says quickly with a bow and you regret that he chose to be so formal.
You watch him as he walks away, but he stops after a few paces and turns back to face you.
"I'm going into town later, I thought you might accompany me if you'd like," his tone is cheery, "I have some business to attend to, but you can visit the market while we're there?"
It is a kind offer, but you simply want to be alone with your thoughts for now.
"I'm afraid I'm not feeling up to it today," you say apologetically, "But I thank you for the invitation."
Robb is disappointed with your answer to say the least, but he does not let it show. Instead, he nods in understanding with a wistful smile and heads back inside, leaving you alone on the bridge.
You turn your attention back to the courtyard, resting your arms on the railing and letting out a deep sigh. That is when you notice the very familiar silhouette of a man.
His back is to you while he talks to another man just outside the armoury. Even though he's far away and you cannot see his face, he looks too familiar.
There is absolutely no chance.
You lean so far forward that only a few inches more and you'd fall over the railing. The man throws his head back and laughs. Instantly a pit forms in your stomach.
You know that laugh.
Your body begins to move faster than you can think. Within seconds you've hitched up your skirts and ran back into the Great Keep. Your heart is beating out of your chest with every step down the stairs. There are no thoughts in your head. All you hear is that laugh and the thumping of your heart.
In the courtyard there's people bustling about everywhere. You want to scream at them to stop moving so that you can see. To stop talking so that you can think. Your shoes and the bottom of your dress are caked in mud as you run from one end of the courtyard to the other, frantically searching for him.
The armoury. He was standing in front of the armory.
You take off running in that direction, stepping in puddles and all kinds of dirt and muck on the way. Once inside, you stop to catch your breath, panting heavily as you look around, hoping to catch sight of him. All you see are large, oily men carrying pounds of steel, shields, armour and all sorts.
You begin to wonder if you only imagined seeing him. Your mind playing some kind of sick trick on you. It wouldn't be surprising considering everything that has happened recently.
Just as you are about to let it go, a hand grabs your shoulder and turns you around.
The black hair. Those blue eyes.
You forget how to breathe for a moment. Completely frozen in shock. It's like the whole building goes silent and all you can hear is your own heartbeat pounding in your ears. You're sure he calls your name, but you find yourself incapable of doing anything but stare at him in confusion and awe.
This is not real. This is not real.
You cannot allow yourself to believe that this is happening because the devastation if it's not real is not one you will recover from easily. With a shaky hand, you reach out to touch his face. Before you can even cup his cheek, he takes your hand and leans into it.
A stuttered breath escapes your lips as tears start to flow freely down your cheeks.
"Gendry."
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kiss it better - j.m
pairing: dilf!joel miller x babysitter!reader
summary: turns out joel is trained in first aid, among other things.
warnings: SMUT (18+ Minors DNI) oral (f), fingering, masturbation (m), age gap, creampie but not technically p in v, cumplay i guess, squirting? cum eating/swapping(???), praise, an inkling of overstimulation, hair pulling, needy joel, some dirty talk / bad language, nicknames: dove, pretty girl, sweet girl, idk just some down right dirty shit with some feeling, mentions of injury (a scraped knee and elbow), age gap, slight hurt comfort, grumpy bucky, kinda sweet ending. very sorry if i missed anything!
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a little note: hi! this shit is nasty soz xx i wrote this for bucky but changed it to pre-outbreak joel cause yeah, also not proofread cause i donā€™t like reading my own shit, and sarah is like 5 in this, also if u know me no you donā€™t, okay love ya x likes and reblogs appreciated šŸ«¶šŸ¾
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"You, kitchen. I'll be down in 10."
You'd listened of course, planting yourself on the kitchen counter and awaiting his return, but those 7 simple words left you fidgeting for the entire 10 minutes he was gone.
Joel walks into the room without a word, puts the bright red first aid box on the counter next to you and pulls up a stool. You can't help but watch his fluid movements, admiring his grace and precision even in the smallest of movements. All of them are deliberate, calculated.
"This is gonna sting a bit." He rips open an alcohol wipe, sliding a hand behind your knee to keep you in place. "Deep breath for me."
"Joel, I can sort it myself- mother fucker!" You start to protest but he presses the wipe against your broken skin, the sting unexpected despite his prior warning.
"You kiss your mother with that mouth?" Joel smirks, wiping over your knee once more, his fingers digging into your flesh when you try to pull away from him. "Keep still."
"I told you I'd sort it." You mumble.
"Stop being so proud for 10 minutes. Let me help you."
"But..."
He sighs, finally looking up at you. You're not sure if it's the intensity of his stare, or the fact that he's hunched over you, touching you so gently, as though a scraped knee just might break you, but that sigh defeats you.
"Okay."
Silence falls over you again and you continue to watch him work, smiling when he fiddles with small bandage and adds a princess sticker for good measure.
"I'm sorry about earlier. Didn't mean for such a dramatic entrance but you know Sarah, she's..."
"Stubborn and bossy."
"I was going to say strong minded and competitive. Like her father." His brow quirks subtly, but you pretend not to notice it.
"So... stubborn and bossy." Joel smiles, still completely focused on bandaging your knee, "There you go, all patched up."
You nod, unsure of what to say all of a sudden. Joel fills the silence.
"I've missed you." Three simple words, that probably would've had little effect on you if they hadn't come from him.
"You saw me yesterday Joel."
"You know that's not what I mean dove." He glances up at you, just for a second, but a second is all he needs to know you understand. Of course you understand. You've spent the better part of a year trying not to miss him.
"Always so proud. It's okay to let people help you."
"My pride took quite the hit today thank you very much, your kid is way too good at tag." Joel chuckles, and your bruised pride heals a little, knowing that you had made him laugh. The way that his eyes crinkle and his nose scrunches, the almost giggle. You want to commit it to memory. To keep them it your pocket safe and tight for when you needed it. Even as his soft eyes bore into your own, silently demanding an answer to his statement.
"Thank you, Doctor Miller. I'd better be going." It's cowardly, barely even a whisper, almost drowned out by the low hum of the fridge.
But you don't move though and nether does he. Joel smooths the bandage over your knee, his lingering thumb quickly replaced by his soft lips. Joel gazes up at you as he rose from his knees, his hands sliding up your legs with each fluid movement. His hands move on their own accord, across your thighs, skimming your hips and waist, moving up and up until he's cradling your jaw.
"I wanna keep you in just a little while longer for observations, doctors orders" You lean into his touch, hyper aware of how close the pair of you suddenly are.
"Hmm. Okay Doctor Miller, any other remedies... since you insist." You're breathless, the air in the room seeming none existent as you bend to his will.
"I can think of one."
He bunches your skirt up around your waist in one swift motion, urging you to lay back against the cool marble countertop. His lips are full and warm against your skin, lingering on the inside of your knee, his fingers holed in the side of your panties, dragging them ever so slowly down your thighs. Joel's every movement is slow and deliberate, as though he's trying to savour each and every part of the moment.
"Such a pretty cunt." A small burst of cool air against your exposed pussy pushes you closer to the edge of desperation. Joel's hair tickles your inner thighs, his soft shirt brushing the back of your knee
"Tell me you missed me." He's so close to where you need him, practically dangling himself on a string. "Tell me how much you missed me touching you like this."
Joel finally touches you, his thumb circling your hole, watching you clench around nothing desperately spread out on his kitchen counter willing to take anything he'll give you.
"Missed you, Joel. So much." He hums, pride seeping out of his pores, dark eyes flickering when you say his name.
"Fuckin my hand to the thought of you was torture dove. Nothin compares to this perfect little thing." His lips purse and a small burst of cool air brushes over your clit. You grow more and more desperate the closer he gets, you're practically offering yourself up on a silver platter and he chooses now to take his sweet time?
Your fingers thread through his shaggy locks, prompting him to do something or you'll do it yourself. Joel' laugh is quick and breathless, his eyes slipping shut when you lightly scratch at his scalp.
He leans forward, tongue dragging from your entrance to your throbbing clit. Your fingers tighten in his hair and he groans pulling back to speak.
"Just as sweet as I remember." He takes another moment, then his head is between your thighs.
You're not sure if it's been hours or minutes but Joel's head is still buried between your thighs, lapping at your clit and weeping hole like a starved man. Every time you think he'll give you some sort of a reprise, he just gives you more. Fucking an extra finger into you each time he comes up for breath, or simply just toying with your clit, enjoying the way you respond so diligently to his every touch.
Your hands find the edge of the counter out of sheer desperation, too scared you'll pull at his hair too harshly in this marathon of touching, that is at least until Joel's movements stop abruptly, his head lifting from between your.
"Joel, are you okay?" His large hands wrap around your wrists, prying your hands off of the marble and back into his soft hair.
"Don't stop-" he presses a sweet kiss to your thigh "-feels so fuckin' good."
He wastes no time getting back between your thighs, bringing you back to that ledge he'd left you on. The soft point of his nose brushes against your clit, your hands grasping his hair with fervour. Joel's moan is low and deep, vibrating from his lips right to your open cunt. The knowledge that you're giving him just a fraction of what he's giving you makes your chest swell, and you bet that if you had to energy to lift your head and look down on him, his trousers would be uncomfortably tight and his hips Joeling up at nothing.
He curls his fingers, hooking them perfectly against where you need him, his hand moving at an unnatural pace. You try to stay quiet so not to wake the little girl asleep upstairs, but you're being torn apart from the inside out and Joel's muffled sounds do nothing but spur you on. Once his lips pucker against your clit and his fingers rest on that perfect spot, you're finished. Torn between pushing him away and pulling him closer, you simply just let it happen, let him coax your body through a perfect orgasm until you have no choice but to push the gluttonous man away.
"So fuckin' pretty. Look at ya, all mine." He's breathless, supporting your now upright frame between his muscular arm and chest. He presses his soft lips to yours, and it's a mess of nipping and sucking. His tongue brushes up against yours slowly and deeply, the taste of your own orgasm lingering on your lips.
"Just one more. Gimme one more yeah? So fucking good for me dove." You nod, something between a hoarse sigh and a whimper when he asks for verbal confirmation. He slides two long fingers back into you with ease, right back with that bruising pace, watching with dark eyes as you grind your clit on the ball of his palm.
"That's it, I've got you sweet girl. Give it to me." Joel's efficient when he works your body. He enjoys how you clench around his fingers when your orgasm builds, or how your swollen clit respond so well to his touch. He likes it when you push your fingers into his broad shoulders, anchoring yourself to him. He fucking loves it when you muffle the high pitched scream in his shoulder, teeth digging into his skin slightly as you release over his hand.
Dark grey spots linger on the cotton of his joggers from where you'd gushed all over him, but he doesn't care. Joel cradles your face, taking you in, his own little slice of heaven on earth. His.
Your nimble fingers tug the waistband of his joggers until they're just low enough to release him from their confines. His fingers brush over yours, moulding them against him, guiding you to palm his cock in a tight fist. Joel's concentrated gaze flickers between your glistening thighs, your pretty eyes, your half parted lips, your wet pussy spread out just for him. He's frantic, chasing pleasure from your white knuckled fists.
You slip your hand free, tracing over the stubble on his chin, fingers trailing around the back of his neck, until they're locked in his hair again. Your grip is rough when you tip his head back slightly, and he shudders against you, hips chasing his fist.
You relinquish in the small amount of power, the new feeling sending a rush down your spine. His lips rest against yours, his soft noises brushing against your skin.
"You gonna let me make a mess of this cunt, huh? Gonna let me come all on your pretty pussy."
"Joel please."
"Fuck. You're too good to me." He's whining for you. Fucking whining, and it's all because of you. Joel's hips stutter and thrust into his hand, the thick head of his cock bumping against your sensitive nub, extracting every last ounce of pleasure from your already spent body.
"Joel, come inside of me. Please Joel, you're always so good to me, let me be good for you." His hips slow as he takes in your words, your hands on him. He works himself over with his fist once more before he grips himself at his thick base pressing himself against your sensitive clit once again. He slides himself down, down, until the head of his dick is pressed against your waiting hole.
The familiar stretch of him pushing into you has you whimpering, still so sensitive. Joel's breath stutters and his hands grip your hips as he fucks his tip into you. His thrusts are quick and shallow as he gets himself off and you're muttering against his lips how good he feels, how pretty he looks, how much you love it when he takes what he needs. You scratch at his scalp, and grip his hair that little bit tighter and he's keening over, pressing his lips to yours. His eyes squeeze shut and he whines into your mouth as he pumps himself empty inside of you.
He works swiftly, removing himself from your warmth, sliding you to the edge of the counter and falling to his knees.
"Fuckin perfect." He mutters to himself, watching as his spend leaks out of you, fingers toying with the mess he made. He drags his soft wet tongue against you, once, twice, slipping into your used cunt until you're clawing him away beyond over-sensitive.
But then he's up, and in front of you and you're reading and waiting knowing what he's about to give you and you're willing to accept it. He kisses you, the mixture of your slick and his come on his tongue. You take it, the debauchery act pushing you so far past the point of desire. His fingers still move against you, still playing with your clenching cunt until you're seeing stars.
"Joel, too much."
"M'sorry dove." He says, pulling his fingers away from you and sucking them into his mouth.
He moves quickly, reaching for a cloth and some of his pyjama pants from the washing pile on the dining table. He's careful when he runs it over your thighs and in between your legs, holds you carefully when he helps you down from the counter and slips you into the sleep trousers that are far too big. He's soft and warm and careful and everything in between when he holds you against his chest.
"Joel..." He hums. "I don't want to miss you anymore."
You pull away to look up at him, terrified that you'd misread the situation, that your cloudy brain and lingering crush on the father next door has made you overstep the mark.
"Don't wanna miss you either dove." His lips brush yours.
He seems nervous, it's beyond sweet, but you'd never felt so light, so relieved. "Stay?"
"What about Sarah?"
"Please, she's been begging me to date you for months." Oh.
"And what do you want?" His soft thumbs stroke your lips whilst he holds your gaze, soft yet demanding.
"I wanna take you out to dinner. Want you next to me when I wake up in the mornings. I want you to sit on my face til your crying. Wanna give you everything you want, no matter how ridiculous, I just want you, if you'll let me." Oh. Big oh. You pull him close, resting a hand over his quick beating heart, worried it just might give out.
"You already have me."
He flashes a toothy grin, his blue eyes sparkling even in a dimly lit room. He kisses you slow and sweet, pouring every ounce of care an affection into your lips making it certain. You absolutely already have him too.
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nanamin-nah-nanamine Ā· 1 year ago
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could u maybe do megumi headcannons where he has a s/o with anxiety? or maybe his s/o is having a bad day and needs comfort. only if you're comfortable with writing that ofc <3 :3
Hi thank you for requesting this!! I actually really enjoyed writing this because I donā€™t get to write fluff very often. I hope you enjoy šŸ«¶šŸ¾ If you do enjoy leave a comment,rb or come yell at me! I crave interaction
-okay I feel like megumi does not get enough credit for how emotionally intelligent he actually is. Heā€™s quiet and reserved but one thing about him is, heā€™s always watching he get it from his daddy
So if youā€™re having an off day or are feeling more anxious than usual he might not say something until you bring it up but heā€™s going to keep consistent tabs on you, even if youā€™re not with him. There have been a handful of times youā€™ve seen a demon dog or a bunny out of the corner of your eye walking around the training grounds or while youā€™re in class.
-on the topic of his shikigami, gumi is weak for you. Heā€™s not really supposed to but all you have to do is ask and heā€™ll bring out the demon dog or the bunnies for you to cuddle if youā€™re having a bad day. They really like you and he canā€™t help but to be endeared by you cuddled up in his room with them.
-if youā€™re prone to anxiety attacks youā€™re gonna have to walk him through it with you the first time if youā€™re coherent enough for it. But as I mentioned, heā€™s got emotionally maturity and a smartphone, he definitely does his own research and has you doing those breathing exercises. If heā€™s not physically there with you heā€™s going to text one of the others-probably yuuji or panda-to keep on eye on you and make sure youā€™re safe
-if youā€™re got social anxiety? You better believe heā€™s asking blackmailing gojo to be sent on missions with you. Heā€™s got information from gojoā€™s past that gojo wouldnā€™t even admit on his deathbedšŸ˜ƒ
-gumi is more than willing to do the talking portion of the missions. Itā€™s gonna be tactless and rough(his soft spot is only for you,tsumki and reluctantly yuuji) so he could be nicer but that takes way too much energy.
-not a fan of pda but will not hesitate to hold your hand to guide you through crowed areas if youā€™re getting overwhelmed and orders for you at restaurants and stuff. He wonā€™t tell you but it makes him feel important and needed.
-if youā€™ve got sleep anxiety heā€™ll try his best to comfort you but lets be so real heā€™s gonna conk out eventually. While he is still awake though heā€™ll let you play with the cuddlier shikigami and pad his way to the kitchen to make you some of that sleepy time tea heā€™s heard about.
-All in all megumi is pretty good about these things so youā€™re in good hands :)
Reblogs are really appreciated if you like my work :)
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