#🪦Mori

[neon-vocalist]

Inverse syscourse. Endogenic systems are pretending to fake their plurality but they’re actually real. Traumagenic systems remember every moment they’ve never lived. Sources are not their introjects. System members over 18 are not real adults. It is an introject’s solemn duty to become EXACTLY like their source. Caretakers aren’t real

[neon-vocalist]

@wanderingpeonies Evie irl

oh no my pornography is turning into an angst-filled character study

[noirvampz]

Lately everything upsets me

[kroovv]

Memento Mori 🪦

[bewaretheblueskies]

This is just a tag test so I can establish consistent tags for all of the stories/universes I’ll be talking about here it’s. Going to be a text wall I’m so sorry

Believe it or not there are more stories I haven’t tagged but I highly doubt I’ll be bringing any of them up so. They’ll get a tag if they need them. Stuff I didn’t tag is mostly Doomsville side stories but also The Thing Which Should Not Be which is a whole other can of worms both because it contains two rapidly mutating universes running simultaneously and also because I’m not the only person working on it so. That’s a story for another day

[neon-vocalist]

New system name just dropped

[neon-vocalist]

Sometimes being a system is two adult protectors trying to keep up the queue of their teen host’s Warrior Cats gimmick blog and spending 4 minutes arguing in a Starbucks because neither of them know shit about WC

[cryptid-juzou]

🪦🎃 Trick or Treat, pls 🎃🪦

🎃👻Your little 🍬treatie🍬 shall be a skk ficlet where Dazai does what he does best and gets on Chuuya's nerves, but what could his purpose for this be, I wonder 👻🎃

Chuuya ground his teeth together, looking at the clock for the third time in the last 20 minutes, time was moving at a crawl and he could feel a tension headache coming on from having his jaw clenched so tightly. That bastard, like usual, had no respect for timing. This was the third joint mission in the last six months that Dazai had been a pain to work with, always showing up late, talking in that infuriating sing-song way, taking nothing seriously.

Or at least appearing too, as much as he hates to admit it Dazai’s plans never failed to work out, he was always in control of the situation. So he knew that if Dazai was slacking off, he had already decided everything was going to work out exactly as he wanted it to. It was still a pain in the ass to have to wait around until Dazai deigned to arrive.

At the 30 minute mark, suspiciously close to being exactly 30 minutes late, Dazai finally walked through the door of the warehouse they were meeting in. Hands in his pockets, whistling his stupid lovers suicide song, Dazai stood by the far wall and made a theatrical show of looking around in all directions with a confused expression. Chuuya watched this for a bit before, predictably, losing his temper, “Hey, shitty Mackerel, we’re already running behind, what are you fucking looking for.”

Dazai made a big show of turning towards Chuuya, angling his head down and looking surprised, his eyes glittering with mischief as he said, “Oh, there you are! Chuuya is so small I didn’t see him, I thought he hadn’t arrived yet.” 

Chuuya shouldn’t have been surprised, but his quick temper meant he never had been able to stop himself reacting to Dazai’s many attempts to get under his skin. ‘Huhh!! What was that you walking waste of bandages!” Chuuya stomped over into Dazai’s space in a way that was meant to be intimidating, but of course to Dazai, wasn’t. He simply gave one of his infuriating bright but artificial smiles, further enraging Chuuya.

Chuuya’s face was flushed red with anger, his fingers twitching where his hands were in his pockets, itching to grab Dazai’s shirt front and drag him down to his level to yell at him properly. “You show up 30 minutes late, and the first thing you do is insult me! I should leave your lazy ass here and let your agency deal with the repercussions, this mission came from your side, not ours.”

Dazai grinned, his eyes sparkling the way they always did when he knew whatever was about to come out of his mouth would be enraging. “I know Chuuya’s brain is small to match his body, but surely even he knows that refusing to help is disobeying Mori’s orders.”

A distant part of Chuuya that hadn’t completely succumbed to irritation recognized that Dazai was being extra annoying today, he normally wasn’t quite as insufferable as to go for multiple height jokes in a row. But at this moment, he did not think too hard on this, could not, because all his energy was focused on being mad at Dazai, on doing something about the grin on his stupid smug face.

This time Chuuya did not hold himself back, his gloved hands pulling out of his pockets to fist in Dazai’s shirt front, dragging him closer to yell in his face, “Shut the fuck up about my height, bastard. It does get old. For someone so smart, you recycle a lot of the same old insults you know.”

Rather than try to escape Chuuya’s vice-like  grip, Dazai wrapped one bandaged hand around Chuuyas where it was still fisted in his shirt and leaned towards his ear. He lightly whispered, “If i'm so insufferable, then maybe Chuuya should put me in my place,” the warmth of Dazai’s breath on Chuuya’s skin making him shudder.

Dazai leaned back just enough to make eye contact, this close Chuuya could see flecks of varying shades of brown in his irises, and could see just how amused those eyes looked. He could also hear how Dazai’s breathing was slightly heavier than usual, Dazai leaned back just enough to look Chuuya in the eye and smirk.

Chuuya, exactly as Dazai had known he would do, fell for the very obvious bait. He used the grip he had on Dazai’s shirt to walk them the two steps over to the wall to forcefully push Dazai into it. Dazai's head bumped painfully into the wall, but he had no time to react before Chuuya’s lips were on his, taking advantage of his gasp of pain to lick roughly into his mouth. One hand unclenched from Dazai’s shirt and came up to tangle in his hair, tugging harshly to pull Dazai down to Chuuya’s level so he was no longer on his tiptoes. As always, Dazai got his way, and they were both about to be a lot later for their mission.

ask box trick-or-treat (fic writer edition)

[crackedshell]

Happy Halloween // Memento Mori 💀🔪🪦🥀😻

[maidstim]

day 2 of deadboystims event: stimboard based off my favorite song, memento mori by kaya

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[stgsbne]

memento mori 🪦💐

commission for @infurnalyote

[neon-vocalist]

EIEN closing is insane, but honestly, they’re going about it really nicely. I’m glad they’re going to keep helping their talents, and I think they addressed everything very well. Also seems like they’re going to publicly announce the new personas of Zumi and Navi, unless I’m interpreting something wrong? So that’s good, I guess.

I hope I can catch some of Wildfyre live. Speaking of them. Everyone on Twitter has been dropping hints specifically about Cersea as if they all know who she used to be? Do you know anything about that bc I feel like I’m going crazy

Wildfyre debuts happening and EIEN announcing its closure both on the same day what the hell

[ghostwise]

RULES: Post 5 songs associated with your OC, followed by 3 outfits they would wear

Tagged by @the-eldritch-it-gay for this one, thank you friend! I'll do this for Zirahuén. 💖 Tagging @lavampira @isayashai @thedragonagelesbian @creaking-skull and anyone who'd like to yoink this! - if you're up for it, no pressure <3

5 songs for Zirahuén Erandi Acendrar ::

Funeral Bell - PHILDEL - Shadow in black, you are grim from your reaping. Oh, can’t you spare just a day for the weeping?

Abstract (Psychopomp) - Hozier - I will not be great but I'm grateful to get through, the feeling came late, I'm still glad I met you

Rocío de Todos los Campos - Natalia Lafourcade - Enciendes el fuego en la noche, escuchas fantasmas andar, desvistes tu cuerpo y tu alma para en el agua nadar... libre serás, para siempre

Mercy Street - Peter Gabriel - There in the midst of it, so alive and alone, words support like bone... dreaming of mercy

A short reprise for Mary Todd, who went insane, but for very good reasons - Sufjan Stevens - 🪦

3 fits for Zirahuén Erandi Acendrar ::

I feel that her clothing would be quite austere, up until the point where she settles down some and it becomes more practical to have different outfits for various occasions (even feeling pretty!). She still wouldn't tend toward much ornamentation, but I'll cover her in little skulls and velvet and lace anyway!

I struggle to find images that fit her aesthetic, but I'll say it is very eerie-romantic memento mori knight-cleric.

It'd be fun to just take elements of these and elevate or tone them down as befitting adventuring needs. Throw a cleric circlet and sigil of Kelemvor here and there.

[trashiest-person]

people I'd love to know better (???)

uhh i have never done any of these kinda posts ever in my 5 years of tumblr-ing but i got tagged by @thedemises so ig im gonna do this

last song: CLOSET by Yoh kamiyama

this is actually kinda a lie cuz the last song i actually listened to was smth from one of those daily mixes on spotify

BUT is it the last some i added to the playlist of songs i like so it counts??? i guess???? pretty nice song go listen to it 👍🤠👍

also go listen to will wood and tv room (bro has 7.5k followers on Spotify PLEASE + also he made Say It Back if u ever saw it on yt)

fav color: purple, red (except not really)

i used to really like purble but tbh i don't really know what i like anymore

a big chunk my fav characters have red so i like it by association lol (+ red eyes go hard)

last movie: across the spider-verse

decided to go watch it w/ my kid cousins once and now i need to see unspeakable things happen to Spot. i will not elaborate.

sweet or spicy or savoury?

sweet & savoury

tbh all of them r good but my spice tolerance aint strong enough to devour spicy dried squid like id want to :(

relationship status: single and not lookin for anybody (+demiromanic)

id like to get a lover or lovers (i kinda wanna be in poly) at some point but not yet (not sure if i'll ever manage to :/)

last thing i googled: "portal characters"

so context: i suddenly thought of a oc idea and i wanted them to be trans and that they named xemself after a portal character n yeah

meet Wheatley lol (i know nothing abt Portal btw)

(good lorde my style is inconsistent as hell)

(note @ringdabel they're in that prev wb we did if u wanna see thems)

hohhh boy here we go

current obsession: BOOTHILL 🤠👢🪦‼️‼️

bros highkey actin as my will to live rn...AND he got dripped 1 day RIGHT BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY. I LOVE HIM. 250 passes + 40 pity he WILL COME HOME

im fucking insane for this guy

so yeah datz itz i think thankz mori (i think thats ur name???????? i cant remember names)

[fymo-blogs]

Warning for skulls below cut!

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Memento Mori stimboard

Themes: Graves, flowers, skulls

Note: I haven't seen the MV but I love the song :3

Song:

[neon-vocalist]

Genuinely V does this too like the tuna salad is the exact same thing. Slop. Mac and cheese that’s more fish than pasta. Slop. Frozen vegetables aren’t slop I guess but they’re also just kinda sad

all of this damn kid's favorite foods are just slop in varying stages of inedible??