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[babyangelsky]

Today is my birthday! 🥰

I am officially 31 years old which is both existentially horrifying and really great because I have achieved the serenity of knowing what I'm about and what I like in this life.

But today is ALSO the one year anniversary of this post in which I dared to wonder if maybe Fluke Pusit would star alongside Bible in 4 Minutes in a dazzling display of clownery. In true clown fashion I was wrong (but imagine a world where I was right like imagine Fluke as Tyme) but I'm still glad I made that post because that was the very first time I really talked on my blog!

I made this blog two years ago just so I could have a place to reblog Kinnporsche gifs after I watched it and it changed me as a person and in that time this place has become a circus a source of happiness and comfort for me. Like ya'll have always been so lovely and welcoming and say really nice things about my posts and tell me I'm funny.

I love it here. I love watching gay shows with ya'll and talking about them. I promise to be an even bigger clown this year 💜

[beccawise7]

Tuesday Tidbits:

~Finland initially banned Donald Duck cartoons because he doesn't wear pants. 🦆

~The word, "Clitoris" is Greek for divine & goddess like. 😉

~Butterflies taste with their feet. 🦋

~A sperm takes one hour to swim seven inches. 🐌

~40,000 Americans are injured by toilets every year. 🚽

~A pigs orgasm last 30 minutes. 👀

~Researchers consider the skin to be the largest sex organ and the brain to be the most powerful. 🧠

~As of January 2025....

The top 10 kinkiest states are 1) Georgia, 2) Nevada, 3) New York, 4) Texas, 5) North Carolina & Colorado, 6) California, 7) Washington, 8) Utah & Illinois, 9) Maryland, and 10) Massachusetts. 😈

~Kindness is free. 🥰

Have an amazing day & don't forget to laugh a little! ✌️

~beccawise7💜🖤

[theotherbuckley]

WIP Wednesday

Okay so I have finally finished the next chapter of the bucktommy physio fic and it will be posted this weekend!! (Which also in my birthday 🥰) anyway I know it’s been AGES so here’s a snippet to get you through to the weekend 🥰

He goes in for his final scans at the hospital, one week before he’s due to resit his physical certification for the LAFD. It’s nerve wracking, sitting in the hospital waiting for them to determine his fate. The hospital never seems to bring good news, he’s been here too many times for his liking and not many of them have been positive experiences.

The 118 is working, he’d made sure of it when he’d scheduled the appointment, he didn’t want any of them to be there if they told him he was going to have to put off his recertification. He didn’t want them to think less of them when this would decide whether or not he could go back to working with them all. Instead, Tommy sits by him in the waiting room, making cheesy jokes in an attempt to get him to smile, and placing his hand on his knee when Buck starts restlessly bouncing his leg up and down.

The gesture makes Buck feel warm, something he’s been feeling a lot around the older man. Tommy seems to always know how to help, never pushing him too hard or babying him in any way but just being there when he needs him. Sometimes he wonders what Tommy’s getting out of all of this, when he’s not really offering him anything in return. When Buck brought up his insecurities to Eddie, the man sighed, hit him gently in the arm and said that people don’t just like him when he’s useful.

Sometimes it’s hard to understand that, but he’s trying. He thinks he’d love all of his family and friends no matter what, so he tries to accept that maybe they love him anyway too.

No pressure tags for WIP Wednesday: @bidisasterevankinard @diazheartsbuckley @honestlydarkprincess @your-catfish-friend @ladydorian05 @eowon @watchyourbuck @steadfastsaturnsrings @rainbow-nerdss @diazsdimples @wikiangela @underwaterninja13 @aspecbuddie @bucks-daddy-issues @monsterrae1 @tizniz @hippolotamus @actualalligator @pirrusstuff @actuallyitsellie @perfectlysunny02 @bucksbignaturals @loucifersbitch @snarkythewoecrow @lavenderleahy @slightlyobsessedwitheverything @louvemeanyway @buffaluff @weewookinard @xofemeraldstars @hyperfocusthusly @sherlocking-out-loud @desert--moonchild @swagmaster9k @bigfootsmom @livelaughlou @laundryandtaxesworld @buddiekinard @buckhastwohands and anyone else who wants to share 💜

[dreaming-phat-booty]

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[egg-emperor]

MY BOYYY HE LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUUUUL 🥰💜💕💘💗💖💕

[lostbetweenvampiresandmusic]

I'd love to request something then 🥰. A David & Dwayne x fem!reader. She lives alone in Santa Carla after escaping her family and she has a hard time adjusting, bc she's introvert and insecure about herself (chubby, scars due to abusive and SH past etc etc). The boys are attracted to, her darkness if that makes sense (I hope it's fine!!). The boys wanna take her it with them, & David & Dwayne eventually realizing she's their mate? (fluff is fine, even a bit more if you're fine with that!)

I hope you like this! After finishing this, I realise I kind of strayed away from your prompt, but I hope you'll still enjoy it!💜

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The room was quiet. Dark. Cold. I sighed as I turned around in my bed, pulling the blankets over me again. Tomorrow I'd really have to call the water company and the electrician. I had bought this place on a whim, needing to have something to call my own, and I hadn't paid any attention to the details mentioned in the listing.

I wish I had now, now that I felt like my toes were freezing off. Still, I thought as I curled up in myself, it was still not as bad as it was before.

It was hours later when I woke up, the sun high in the sky already. I sighed, grabbing a warm sweater and some thick socks to keep myself warm. I quickly brushed my teeth, deciding to ignore breakfast until after I made the necessary phone calls. I took a deep breath as I walked to the landline, thankful that that one was, in fact, working. Silently, I repeated the rehearsed frases in my head.

"Hi, do I speak with the company? I need some help, because the thing isn't working in my new house."

It would be something like that, I figured. Nothing too complicated. Just two easy sentences. I could do this. I picked up the phone, dialling the number for the watercompany. It rang.

Once. Twice.

Please leave a message after -

Frustrated, I dropped the horn on its hook, redialing the number. This time, I had more luck getting an answer.

"Yeah?"

"You're the watercompany, right?" I asked, my voice more unsure than I would have liked.

"Yeah."

"My house isn't connected, it seems. Can that like - maybe, I don't know, ehm - be fixed? I mean," I laughed, although it was more out of awkwardness and despair than out of actual joy, "I'd really like to have some water here."

"Yeah."

I sighed, giving more of my information. All the guy on the phone said was yeah, as if he had never learnt to speak another word whatsoever. Still, I had been told that someone would be by this afternoon. I then rang the electrician, who was way more pleasant on the phone. He was in the area, offering to come by within the hour.

I'd agreed readily.

The electrician, Henry, a man who reminded me of my late grandfather, was done quickly. It had been a matter of some cables not connecting well, and now I was the proud owner of a house with a working light bulb. Small victories, and all that.

"So, what made you decide to move to the murder capital of the world?"

"I needed a fresh start - wait, did you say murder capital?" I asked with a frown as I walked him to the door.

He nodded. "Lots of people end up missing or dead. We don't know why, but it happens. Hence the name."

"Crap... that's why the house was so cheep."

"Maybe," the man chuckled, "but despite there being some truths to the disappearances, I doubt you'd be in any danger. You don't seem like a party animal to me."

I nodded. "So, as long as I stay clear from parties I'd be fine?"

"Most likely, yeah. Anyways, don't stress about it too much. You're young, go to the boardwalk some time, and enjoy yourself."

He had been gone for less than ten minutes, or some guy from the watercompany rang the doorbell, and went to work without saying much to me.

It was hours later when he was done, but I had water. And electricity. I could cook, shower, bathe - I sighed as I let myself fall on the couch, I was too tired to do any of those things. There had been too many people today, and I just needed some desperate alone time just for me. I was really thankful now that I'd bought some frozen pizzas on my way here, and as I turned the oven on, I couldn't help but wonder if moving here, leaving home and all it's miseries behind, if it was worth it.

"Someone moved into the old Emerson place," Paul stated as he entered the cave. He had a plastic bag in his hand, and couple of boxes with Chinese filling it.

"So?" David looked at him.

"Just thought you should know," he shrugged. It didn't matter much, but every since that night, a couple of years ago, they avoided that area of town as much as they could.

"As long as they don't go digging in the backyard, we have nothing to worry about, " Dwayne shrugged.

"She doesn't seem the type."

"You stayed long enough to stalk her?" Marko chuckled, shaking his head.

Paul threw a carton box towards him, grinning as it hit his head. "Nope, I just don't think that this quiet thing would go outside."

I woke up late the next day. I had only been here for a few days, and I had not once woken up before noon. Before, I always awoke around six thirty, doing my chores and other things that needed to be done. Never, not ever, had I been able to sleep in. So why was I able to now?

Was it because I finally had a place of my own? I finally experienced freedom? Or was i getting sick?

I shook my head, taking a deep breath as I got up. Today, I needed to make a trip to the boardwalk. I needed some paints for my rooms, and maybe it would be good for me to actually leave the house for once. Not that I necessarily liked the idea, but I also knew that interacting with others would be good. If only for a little while.

I spent the rest of the day getting ready. I picked some loose-fitting clothing, warm enough for the autumn breeze that was blowing coldly over Santa Carla. I pulled on some black leather boots, brushing my hair quickly as I decided to forgo any makeup for today. This wasn't going to be a long trip.

It was nearing sunset as I entered the boardwalk, the place more crowded than I would have liked. People were everywhere, pushing and moving, tugging others along. I had no choice but to let myself drift along with the crowd, slowly making my way away from the stream when I saw a small hardware store located near what seemed to be a videostore.

I was thankful to no longer be stuck in the crowd and pushed the door to the store open, right into someone's face. I froze, staring wide-eyed at the man in front of me. He was tall, an almost scary look on his face as he looked at me, his brunet hair falling down his face.

"I- I am so sorry, I didn't-"

He looked at me, causing me to feel flustered. He truly was rather handsome. Too handsome for me, I knew that. But still, one can dream, right?

"It's fine," he said, his voice deeper than I'd expected. I looked after him as he left, shaking my head slightly as I tried to remove his image from my brain. I quickly picked some paints - a dark blue and ocher yellow, a colourmatch I'd loved for ages - and paid for them. I left the store, walking down the boardwalk to the entrance.

It was getting busier and I just wanted to go home. I walked further, the plastic bag with paint cans in my hands as I heard the rumbling engine of a motorcycle behind me.

"You need a ride?"

I looked up and saw that it was the guy I'd run into in the hardware store.

"It's alright," I said quietly, not sure if he heard me.

"You sure? There are not too many houses around here, and it's not a good idea to be out alone in the dark."

I shook my head, remembering how former classmates repeatedly reassured me that I didn't have to worry about that because kidnappers and rapists would pick someone prettier. Assholes that they were. I sighed, looking at the guy.

"Why would you offer me a ride?"

He shrugged. "Why not? Besides, it's already getting late, and I imagine you'd rather be home before morning."

I looked at my watch and realised he was right. "Thank you," I said gratefully as I got on the back of his bike with his assistance. I introduced myself, but he didn't respond with his name. Instead he drove off, straight to my home.

"How do you know where I live?" I asked him confused as I got off.

"This was the only house for sale in the last couple of weeks. And since you're new-"

"Am I that obvious?"

"No," he gave me a small smile, "we just come down to the boardwalk almost daily. We know everyone's faces, just not yours. Not yet."

"Maybe you will," I said quietly, quietly wondering what it was that made me say this. As if I'd ever go back to the boardwalk while it was so busy at night.

"I'll see you around, love," he said, stepping back on his bike.

"Wait, what's you're name?"

"I'm Dwayne."

With that he drove off.

"And?" David looked at Dwayne as he entered the cave last.

"She's sweet. Harmless." He couldn't help but grin. "There's something about her."

"Yeah?"

"She's not just another run away. There's something more. Like she's seen things that she shouldn't have."

David nodded. "You think it is her?"

Dwayne thought about it. For days, the two of them had felt the pull of a third and final mate bond. The bond was forming quickly and steadily, and soon, they'd be able to follow their gut feeling towards their mate. But for now? Dwayne nodded.

"She seemed more level-headed than us, but I am quite certain she can live like we do."

"Maybe I'll meet her tomorrow," David shrugged, standing up. "If i come to the same conclusion as you, we'll need to make her ours."

I groaned as I opened my fridge. All day, I had been working on painting my room, forgetting the necessity of making a trip to the grocery store. Now it was night, I had yet to eat dinner, and all I had in my fridge was an old bottle of coke.

"Guess I'll go to the boardwalk..." I mumbled, taking my paint spattered clothes of and quickly changing into something clean. I didn't stop to look in the mirror before I went, a thing I would regret later on, I'm certain. At that moment, it didn't matter. I needed food, and the only place I was going to get that at this hour was the boardwalk.

It took me about an hour to get there, and I had just enough luck on my side that the Chinese place was still open and serving as I entered. I greeted the owner, placed my order, and sat down on a bench, waiting for my order to be called.

"So you've been painting all day, hm?" I looked up, seeing two men in front of me. Dwayne and some other guy.

"How did you know?" I frowned slightly.

"You've got a blue streak on your cheek."

I tried to stand up to go to the bathroom to clean myself up, but found myself unable to do so as the guy went to sit down next to me. I shoved over a bit, feeling just the slightest hint uncomfortable.

"How do you like Santa Carla?"

"I don't know, it's okay, I guess?" I shrugged.

"You haven't had a chance to see it?" Dwayne asked. I shook my head.

"I've got a lot to do at home, and-" I shook my head. It didn't matter.

"And what?" The other guy, who had yet to introduce himself, looked at me.

"I just don't like crowds," I decided quickly before asking his name.

"David," he said, "and what if we can over you Santa Carla without the crowds?"

"Good luck with that," I muttered, sceptical. As if that was ever going to happen.

"No, you'll see," Dwayne chuckled, "David's right. How about we pick you up tomorrow and show you around?"

I was quiet for a moment, before nodding. "What time?"

"Ten. Things will have quieted down here."

Time passed quickly, and as I woke up the next afternoon, I couldn't help but wonder why i had agreed to this date. I had liked the conversation we'd had, sure. But to go on a date? Later that evening, David had even explicitly called it that, and I hadn't even corrected him. And then a date with the two of them?

I didn't mind that, truly, they were both incredibly handsome and as far as I could tell with how little I know them, kind and somewhat sweet - but still. It was a bit, odd, wasn't it?

The rest of the day, I worked on decorating my house, making sure I was ready to go by ten. I'd opted to wear a dress, liking the way it flowed around my legs. Despite the warmth of the evening, I decided to wear a black cardigan on top, completing my outfit.

"Damn," Dwayne grinned as he saw me, causing me to smile shyly. David stood behind him, waiting on his bike.

"You look nice," he said as he offered me a seat. I got on behind him, and we made our way to the boardwalk.

Just as he had promised, like they'd both promised, the boardwalk was practically empty tonight. I didn't know how they'd done it, but it felt incredible. No crowds to drown in, no people pulling you one way when you wanted to go another... I let the two of them guide me over the boardwalk, taking me on rides. We talked about everything, from favourite colours to deepest fears, from hobbies to pet peeves - it was incredible to get to know them, to see them and to let them get to know me.

Even though I had only known Dwayne for three days and David for two, I felt like I had known them all my life, like they were a missing piece of the puzzle I called myself.

As they said goodbye when it was close to sunrise, I couldn't help but melt in their arms as they both pressed a soft kiss on my cheek.

Yeah, I decided quietly. This was it.

In the days that followed, I kept hanging out with them. They'd stop by sometime during the night, taking me to the boardwalk whenever most of the crowds had left. I had met their friends, Paul and Marko, and I had a hard time admitting to myself that I actually enjoyed their company.

I had known them for a month when they took me to their place, this strange yet almost magical cave. It was there that they told me what they were.

I hadn't known what to do, so I hadn't done anything. It was a horrifying thought, but then again, a part of me truly loved them. A part of me couldn't live without them. So, despite refusing to drink and become one of them, I did accept them.

It just took me a day or two. Three.

But once I did accept it, our bond grew only stronger. No longer could I imagine not spending the night with them. No longer could I stand the thought of not seeing them. I stayed over at their place, sleeping between them almost as often as they stayed at mine. We talked, more deeply than before, them answering as honest as they could when I asked them about their immortality.

It was then, five weeks after I learnt what they were, three months after I met them, that i decided to become like them. I was theirs, and I couldn't live with the thought of letting them wake up one day without me. Nor did I want to wake up without them.

So, when David offered once again, I drank, sealing my fate as their mate.

[jeobrala]

As a trans men yes this is literally perfect and that person has a completely valid opinion 😂💜🥰 never thought I’d see this happen in my lifetime

did we reach peak trans inclusivity?

[glorious-blackout]

Milex/Arctic Monkeys Fic Recs 💖

It's been far too long since I've done a fic rec post - not helped by the fact that I spent most of last year in the midst of a reading slump - but I've been lucky enough to discover some new faves recently and felt the need to share them 🥰

'The Flame and the Moth' by @uhbasicallyjustmilex - Incredible Jamex fic which I know I'll be revisiting 😍 Truly the reigning queen of intricate characterisation. Honestly, there are sentences in this fic that hold more depth and beauty than most novels manage in entire chapters. It would of course be remiss of me not to mention her wonderful story 'Four Walls' which is so good that it single-handedly rescued me from my reading slump and inspired me to finally get on with my own Big Bang fic 😅

'goodnight, my night after night' by @catatonicsx - I'm a sucker for a good vampire fic (no pun intended) and this is shaping up to become one of my faves. Such a dark, intriguing opening that instantly hooks you in and I can't wait to read more 💖

'While We Were Talking on the Moon, You Stole my Heart' by @cheese-danish-42 - Adorable TBHC-based Milex AU that - rather fittingly given the title - stole my heart and made me feel all warm and cozy. The descriptions of the hotel are especially gorgeous.

'Anyways' by @jetskisonyourmoat - Such a gorgeous, intricate little character study detailing a day in Alex's life with a really effective use of flashbacks; I love love loved the portrayal of the Monkeys and Miles in this with regard to how they provide a sense of safety for Alex 💜

'Maybe Tomorrow' by @applysome - Such an intriguing, beautifully written study of Miles and Alex during their EYCTE tour with gorgeous characterisation that feels genuine and a little painful at times (in a good way!). Shout out to 'Our Traditions' as well which was such a perfect, cozy little Christmas fic - I can't wait until I finally have time to sit down and complete the entire 'Our Life' series 🥰

[pransesdp]

Y’know, I always feel weird about posting WiPs for some reason (idk why exactly), buuut just to spruce up this blog’s activity atm, here’s something DxS-related I’ve been working on lately~ 👀💜💙

Part of a bigger piece I was planning to coincide with my current NG-verse, here’s a lil peek into Danny & Sam’s life in my HC (from their first date as a couple of 15 year olds, them reuniting in college (after taking a brief break apart for school/independence-reasons), and then finally tying the knot a lil later in their 20’s~ 🥰💕)

[casualarbiterflower]

Touche-me 💜💙🥰

[egg-emperor]

Sonic Drift Eggman compilation since I did Drift 2 here yesterday

starting with the animated commercial where the mischievous cutie tried to bomb the track, too bad it backfired thanks to that blue pest

his sprites are even cuter than Drift 2

his smile is precious 🥰💜

he's absolutely pissed even to get 2nd place in the Grand Prix, see second sprite

he DEMANDS to be #1, anything else is unacceptable lol

he's so happy when he wins yayyy his sprites are so silly 💕

taunting Sonic hehe how does it feel to lose for once

but then Sonic chases him away for teasing him smh

come on Sonic, accept defeat and let the man celebrate winning for once sheesh!

but both Eggman and Sonic are very displeased when Tails wins too so that's some solidarity XD

look at that adorable little egg!

[casualarbiterflower]

Oh saudades 💜💙🥰

[books-books-smolderinglooks]

Young Royals 1.05 🧡💜

[flamingostalker]

I'm Your Man

[dailynnt]

Oh, my dearest 🥹 Your words break my heart 🥰 Thank you for this 💘💘 There is nothing more valuable to me when my work finds such a response 💗💜 Hugs 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫂🫂

That fic you wrote?

The one about the ship no one else cares about, or the deeply unpopular character, or the extremely unusual AU?

The fic that got no comments or kudos when you posted it?

Months or years from now, that fic might be exactly what someone is looking for in the sea of fics about all the popular characters, ships, and AUs.

Your fic might be the only fic out there that has what someone is looking for. The only fic that scratches the itch that it turns out you and that reader share.

And that's awesome.

[rocketbirdie]

*enters my own password* "i'm in"