#🤩 anon my cute star

[imaginespazzi]

Part 12

- NIVI BBY IM SO SORRY IM LATE😭😭 I’ve been stressed and hadn’t seen you updated 😪😪

- Hey so as we know (the cliffs) I don’t do well with angst so I’m scared

- GOD yes you are family and I’m scared.

- “Please don’t go Miss Buecks,” Stephie wails as Paige clutches the little girl firmly against her chest, her hands brushing through her dark curls as she tries to comfort her, “please, please, please Miss Buecks I don’t want you to go. Don’t go to New York. Please don’t go. Please stay- stay with me and Mama forever. Please Miss Buecks.” Hey so you will be paying for my therapy appointment this week!

- BRUH OH MY GOD HOW DOES MRS. CUNT ALWAYS WORM HER WAY IN GODDAMMMMN also MS. CUNT*** bitch is left

- This is actually tearing my heart in two because I get both sides. Like Paige is so real for being so scared, but I agree like it’s not fair to azzi and stephie to get this attached to an unknown

- UGHHHHHH

- You know right? You know that- that I-” Paige gulps, “you know that I lo-” throwing up violently

- Damn. I feel kinda bad for Azzi abt Tristan but like at the end of the day I’m just happy she got stephie… well goodbye mr. Sperm donor you best not come back ever!

- GOD NOT THEM NOT BEING ABLE TO SLEEP WITHOUT EACH OTHER 😢😢 whores

- HMM SO THAT BROKE MY HEART!

Question time ig…

1. Okay so in the pov that Paige ditches New York will it be easy for her to renew her contract???? I cannot have that cause angst

2. Did Paige or does Paige ever find out abt Azzi going to visit her or did ice keep her mouth shut like the phone call?

3. When you were writing this was the whole plan to destroy me?

4. CAN WE PLEASE HAVE THE OG BREAK UP SOON PLEASE PLEASE (im thankful for everything we get)

5. So I remember it being talked about multiple times previously how private Paige was abt Ms. Cunt and hers relationship, but did it stay like that until the engagement or were they public a bit before that? Ig that’s only a month from ice not knowing to engaged so probs not

I actually don’t have that many questions I’m too sad from the chapter… I still love you even if you’re an evil genius

- 🤩🤩

HI FRIEND I'M SO GLAD TO SEE YOU

- It's so okie lovie I know life is busy af

- DON'T JUMP BESTIE

- I'm paying for wayyyyy to many therapy appointment atp like please I'm just a girl

- Ms Cunt will never not make me laugh lmao you hate that girl with a passion

- I'm not tryna tear nobody's hurt but I do try to make both Azzi and Paige as understandable as possible because everything isn't so black and white so I'm a little pleased that you're conflicted

- Tristan's a coward and Stephie deserves better simple as that.

Answers to your questions

Yeah it should be fairly easy for her to stay. Other than the fact that logistic don't apply in fiction, the only real contract she has is that one-year contract with GSV and if she wants to stay in GSV, no one is saying no to the best pg in the league lol

Ice did not tell her but a couple chapters ago, Azzi does say she went to Dallas once and saw Paige with Olivia but doesn't really expand.

No....well maybe a little

Soon!

Nah I don't think they were ever really public like that until the engagement and even then that wasn't really Paige's choice per say...

[bigfatbimbo]

I know you asked for something with Ford and i’ll request something for him once i brainstorm it up i promise T-T

BUT with the Sub masochist Bill, i can totally see where it’d go. I feel like Bill would be the type of person to never even think about touching himself, because the whole ‘trying to end the world thing’, and he was too busy with all of that and experimenting with pain in the human body it never even occurred to him that pleasure would be as awesome as it was till the [insert reader] showed him

Like literally after he figures it out he prolly wouldn’t even wanna stop. Man could go hours overstimulated and sex crazy because after a while of getting overstimmed it hurts insanely bad, but that’s lowkey more of a reason for him to keep going.

And whenever you’d tell him no to fucking or you’d be busy or something, it’d drive him literally nuts because ‘how dare you reject HIM.’ And he’d think it would just be casual questions of ‘Sooo you wanna have sex now, toots?’ but it’d get the point where he’d just be BEGGING you to touch him.

Speaking of touching himself, like i’d said before, he never really had till his first time with you, and whenever you’d reject his advances he just couldn’t help but touch himself while throwing a little hissy fit about the whole thing. You’d once walked in on him in one of these moments, on the bed, dick in hand while ruthlessly beating himself off. Sometimes he’d even slap himself and things of the sort and imagine it was you doing it and that usually through him over the edge.

ALSO FLUFF 🤩 So i don’t imagine him to be the most open about cuddling or anything but when he’s in the mood he’d get upset when you wouldn’t. Sometimes he just forgets you can’t read his mind. But honestly he seems clingy in the type of way that when he’s not horny out of his demonic mind, that he’d learn to just enjoy your general presence. Even when you guys aren’t having playful banter, he would bask in the silence knowing you’re there with him by his side. Don’t get me wrong, this man is a pest and would never admit any of this outloud, but he also feels as thought you know it so he doesn’t HAVE to tell you.

ONE MORE THING: Star gazing. now i really need you to here me out of this one.

So his dimension (or whatever it was) was destroyed, right? And even when he eventually came to earth, he must’ve been traveling in the stars for a while just tryna find a new home. So sometimes when he’s really feeling it, you guy’ll be on the roof to your place and he’d point out the general direction of where is dimension once was, or even go into detail about constellations he knows you don’t know about. Like i said this man is not a gooshy-ass person and can be a real dickhead to you more or less all the time, but i feel like there would definitely be those insanely rare moments where you could look at him and see a bit of human in that demonic entity (BYW ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE IVE BEEN IN THIS FANDOM SO I MIGHTVE FORGOTTEN IMPORTANT LORE SO LEAVE ME ALONE 😭😭) Anywayss lemme think of some Ford shit to keep you sane pooks 😌🫡

-👻👽 Anon

I love asks like this because you guys literally do all my work for me. Much love Alien anon, much love. Also oh my god??? Everyone took my Bill fic and ran with it and I am LOVING IT, you people are so creative!

The fluff is actually really cute, by the way!! I don’t know how into cuddling Bill would be.. his human form is probably the most likely that situation would ever be. lol, imagine Bill experiencing the foreign need for human touch for the first time. i also like the point about him touching himself anyways-

[rigginsstreet]

Everyone knows.

Its not as terrifying or as humiliating as he thought it'd be. Actually; he kind of doesn't feel shit right now. The good thing about getting hit on the head too hard is it kind of fucks up your ability to function.

So everyone knows, but Billy's just sat there with his legs out the back of the Chief's cruiser, neutrally suspended in some syrupy thick slice of space where his broken ribs and possibly cracked skull are just a background thought, and—

And fucking Harrington is here. Because of course he is. Fucking Harrington is everywhere. School. Random backass houses with underage girls. Billy's dreams.

The front of the Hargrove household, walking up with that stupid little frown on his stupid, pretty face. Billy can't even scramble together the thought power to tip his head back and smirk. Make some quip. Just watches him approach; felled prey.

Steve opens his mouth.

"She's fine."

Harrington stops, blinks, brows knitting tighter as he crouches in front of Billy, elbows resting on his own thighs. He always looks like he has no fucking clue what's going on. Its equal parts kind of cute and kind of annoying.

"Okay," Steve answers slowly, head tilting. "Who is 'she'?"

"Max. Max is fine." And he should stop there. He should. But. "She's always fucking fine. He's never touched her. Hasn't even thrown shit at her. Her door doesn't even have a lock."

Billy's does. But its on the outside. Neil installed it their first fucking night here, after letting Max pick which of the two rooms she wanted first.

"Okay," Steve says again, and Billy kind of wants to kick him, but he's also pretty sure he's too fucked to aim right and he's not sure if he can add that embarrassment on as interest for what's still to come.

"I wasn't going to ask about Max."

Billy blinks.

"I also kind of wasn't going to ask if you were okay, but. Only because its pretty fucking obvious you're not."

Its a point Billy has to concede. Cherry Lane is in chaos; cop cars everywhere, broken glass glittering on the lawn like fallen stars, Billy's blood smeared down the driveway and tracked in bootprints across the porch.

Steve holds out a cigarette. Marl Blue, because he's a rich bitch, but the smoke kind of brings Billy back to life a little.

"Everyone asks."

Steve shrugs. "I've kind of learnt I'm not about doing what everyone else does, anymore. Max is obviously fine. I might not be that smart, but I can still figure some shit out. You're the one sitting here dying in the back of Hop's car."

Billy's kind of hating how many points Steve is scoring right now. As soon as he isn't seeing three of him he's gonna even it out.

"Max has enough people in her corner. She doesn't need me there, too," Steve hums, reaching out to pluck a shard of window pane out of Billy's knee with a quick flick of his fingers.

"I figured its about time someone stands in yours."

FIC ANON EVERY TIME I OPEN MY INBOX TO SEE YOU MY EYES LIGHT UP 🤩

it IS time someone stands in billys corner so true 🤧

[yandere-wishes]

⋆  ⋆ 𝕐𝕒𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕋𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥𝕤//𝔻𝕣𝕒𝕓𝕓𝕝𝕖𝕤 ⋆  ⋆

Yandere drabbles (not fics, but equally as sweet)

Just shorter yandere ideas that me and the anons have come up with. If you're not in the mood to read long format 'x reader' stories then these goodies are perfect for you! Feel free to add/further discuss any ideas you may have regarding these snippets. Full Masterlists Here and Here

💜General

Genie's clothing brand (Melancholy and Pitch)

Yandere x Reader X Platonic!Yandere

Marry Me

If evil why husband?

Why did you start writing Yandere?

The darling with no attention span

Is he mentally unhinged?

They're perfect!!

My favorite Disney prince

My spirit is in the 70's

And now I have become her

My two types

💋💋💋

Just say I love you!!

This one is for the hot girlies

My aesthetic

How I write a resume

Nostalgia

I chose violence

I need more...

I have QUESTIONS

Men...

Fav Authors

Transformers terminology

The sons of sand😍🤩😍🤩

Tanjiro moodboard

Literal "bloodbath"

💜Genshin impact

▹▹General 

Just a dream

▹▹ Wriothesley

Yandere Werewolf Wriothesley

Yandere Werewolf Wriothesley part 2

Wriothesley's cute housewife

Making out with Wriothesley

You're so perfect. You're so scary

Wriothesley's cheerleader

▹▹Neuvillette

Neuvillette and darling at a ball

▹▹Scaramouch

Fluffy Scaramouch

Scaramouche x Ballarina!Reader

💜Barbie

Kens w/ self-harming reader

Kens w/ a Barbie who liked them before

How to love a Ken

Ken w/ a reader who has intrusive thoughts

Ken kidnapping a human

KEN-cerning

Fate

💜Star Wars

▹▹General 

💞Mandalorians💞

Anakin Skywalker and Darth Maul sharing a darling

🥰Head Empty Just Them🥰

An idea (ft. Maul, Anakin and Baby Luke and Leia)

Spoiled sith lords

Domestic life with Darth Maul and Anakin Skywalker

Future Sith lords drabbles

Maul's robotic legs and Grievous' body

A random cheerleader Au (read the comments)

Star Wars Prequel Analysis

Kiss the Mask (Yandere! Sith Lords)

Ancient Sith Lords(Marka Ragnos and Tulak Hord)

▹▹Anakin Skywalker

Anakin falling for his Padawan

Ghostface Anakin

Ghostface! Anakin future ideas

▹▹Darth Maul

Darth Maul taking a Nightsister as his queen

Darth Maul origins

Extracts from Darth Maul's journal

Pain and Pleasure ft. Darth Maul

▹▹Obi Wan Kenobi

"I'm staying with Obi Wan"

▹▹General Grievous

Cyborg lovers unite

The Bride of Grievous

▹▹Boba Fett

Yandere! Boba Fett x reader (Ft. Fennec Shand)

▹▹Clones

Yandere Fives

The clones sharing their lover

▹▹Savage Opress

Yandere!Savage and nightsister darling

▹▹Luke Skywalker

Luke my prince 😍

▹▹Revan

General yandere Revan headcanons

Revan w/ an unwilling and willing darling

▹▹Sol

Sol repressing his emotions

💜Dune

▹▹General

Paul and Feyd being cousins

Feyd my babyboi!!

Chase scene

Emperor Paul Atreides

💜Twisted Wonderland

General

Leona Kingscholar vs Fellow Honest

Dorm Leaders as french expressions

▹▹Fellow Honest

Fellow Honest feeding his darling sweets

Fellow Honest and his Darling (first/initial take)

Fellow Honest buying his darling luxurious gifts

Fellow Honest and his foxy nature

💜Marvel

▹▹ Tony Stark (Ironman)

Do it for HIM!

▹▹ Miles Morales

The prowler and 42!Spidergirl

▹▹Megneto

Megneto my love

💜Important/social commentary

Iranians and the Occupation of Palestine

💜Tokyo Revengers

Bonten!Baji

💜Jujutsu Kaisen

How to get an obsession

💜Honkai Star Rail

Boothill x Housewife!Darling

Never disrupt Boothill's naptime

Yandere!Boothill x Nihility Reader

Yandere!Sunday feeding his darling ice cream

��Marvel

Yandere! Bucky Barnes moodboard

💜Wuthering waves

Somehow, this blew up🤷🏽‍♀️

[hockeychatstea]

the players in dallas don’t get recognized. in highschool for 3yrs i worked at a juice bar and a whole foods located where the majority of them had condos/houses and would see players on a daily basis. thats how i got into hockey bc my friend/coworker was a big hockey guy & would freak out when they’d come by but literally no one else ever approached them. tyler seguin came in alot sometimes twice a day and on sunday mornings he’d always have a random woman with him-either a brunette, mexican or mixed woman and they’d always appear older than him like 30-34. he was always nice. drunk uncle vibe. dad jokes. The dallas Mavs players were the ones to be recognized bc they’re giants. I moved for college came back after grad to work as a nurse at a rehab fitness center. it turns out alot of the Stars & Cowboys players go here. i don’t interact bc i work uptop in the medical part where you get infusions/labs & the NHL /NFL has their own private medical team, but occasionally the older Stars players will come up to get vitamin infusion/hydration infusions or just to yap with my boss who used to work in their medical team. unfortunately none of the stars players past/present have ever been cute or interesting to me nor do i route for the stars-now if it was Toronto or Nashville players i’d freak out🤩side note: most of the cowboy players are rude AF like very entitled. my boss has gotten into it with 3 of them already and the year just started 💀 also the guy coworker from the smoothie shop who originally got me into hockey was the one who introduced me to these nhl gossip blogs in highschool- he was an SMU frat bro and introduced me to puck bunny blogs 😂 these type of blogs have a more diverse audience than you think.

Yeah Dallas isn't a big hockey town so it isn't super surprising that they wouldn't lol

And you never know who is behind the anon so there definitely is a bigger diverse audience on here lol

[m1ckeyb3rry]

LMAOOO nah dw abt embarrassing me it must be done….Id rather you see it than have me send it to someone who doesn’t match my freak and have them think im insane

Omg Karasu in the lead?? Guys…….Mira you’ve fr cultivated Karasu nation LMAOO but no you’re so right I remember seeing a poll awhile ago from someone and ofc there were the fan faves like Nagi Reo Kaiser as options and I was shocked to see Karasu there?? Ofc he was dead last in the results but not unexpected ig….also BAROU THIRD GUYS!!!! Barouism rising too??

No seriously Isagi would be sooo cooked if Nagi wasn’t there….trust I know that Nagi goal in u20 is gonna make him skyrocket I’m imagining all the edits to it now LMAO

It’s just the miraverse of content….new genre it’s called “would Mira watch this?” The parallels do go hard though I wasn’t expecting to find so many LOL

HAAHA SHIDOU lowk that’d be really funny….imagine like a 200k wc fic of Shidou shenanigans and sus quotes

Maybe I’ve been too desensitized because when you said too extreme I was expecting a lot more violence LMAO you got the perfect amount though I think when you said extreme I was thinking of Shidou level oops

NO FR?? Like he’s not gonna ever take the top spot but lowk I’ve grown to appreciate him….youre so right though LOLL closeted sweetheart >>> closeted asshole bro wait the grape candy scene was so cute I forgot to mention….its so funny how he kinda just gives it to her without saying anything about it like how people would do secret deals or something but no it’s just grape candy LMAOOO

THREE bro….the aura is crazy…to the dude who wanted your insta you should’ve been like “if you buy me a $50 cupcake I’ll give it to you” /j lowk investing in a bodyguard does not sound like a bad idea tho

OOOOOOH very excited for everything….also the whole masterlist layout for the oaeu>>>>>>>> the visuals look so CLEAN omg but guys look it’s aiku on Mira’s blog!!!! I saw the poll and have not touched it like wdym I’m supposed to choose???? Let’s see if I can be decisive for once but just know I was debating between tabieitaken and barou….speaking of im kinda curious to see which idea of mine will spark inspiration first LMAO take ur time tho im being so well fed with everything in the lineup so far

Im also laughing missing the cutoff is so funny to me because (unless I didn’t read something) it’s like if you didn’t safely get something in before the impending arrival of aiku you’re in for the long ride LMAOOOO

Ok actually real time update I just put them into a random generator to pick and voted LOL because there’s no way I’m deciding in time but I needed to show some opinion somehow….ok but anyways the main point I came back for was why is Nagi tied with your vote tracking option LMFAOOOOO I’m ngl I’ve never set up a poll here what’s the purpose of that…I just know that people aren’t supposed to pick it but I’m crying why does it have more votes than otoya and yuki

- Karasu anon

HAHA okay that is fair i will def keep you posted on any future typos 🤩 honestly they add to the experience though i mean what is a translator without occasional goofs (/j but also as someone who read a 1.5 million word novel translated online from korean #orv i am very used to wading through odd phrasing to get to the heart of a story so ngl sometimes my mind just skips over typos entirely and i don’t even notice)

unfortunately karasu nation has fallen…he’s in second now (w barou as a very close third) because SAE ITOSHI has a healthy lead 😭 honestly it was expected that man just has too many fans 😓 and most of the other characters on there aren’t AS popular (i’m sure there would’ve been more of a split if rin kaiser or isagi were included but honestly none of them were screaming oaeu to me…sae is kinda in the same category as them for me but he had strong oaeu potential hence why he’s included despite not being a miraverse all star like nagi karasu and barou)

I AM SOOO HYPE FOR THE EDITS PLSSS karasu and otoya edits from third selection?? nagi edits from the u20 game?? BAROU EDITS FROM THE U20 GAME 🤤⁉️ AHHH it’s going to be so good i just know those editors are going to cook up so many delicious concepts i’m actually hype (barely one more month we’re so close!!) and LMAOO no literally iirc nagi scored like four of the five goals against barou and naruhaya or something like if he hadn’t done that isagi would’ve had the naruhaya treatment and been out for good 😭 tik tok fans forgetting who the og goat of bllk was 😢 okay but honestly that’s why i love having nagi AND barou as my favs because one or the other is always up!! truly no losing there (and bllk bros automatically respect anyone who loves barou because most of them are barou glazers as if barou is ANYTHING like them 😒)

i guess part of it is also probably just kaneshiro using typical character archetypes too?? like girly dude white haired dude flirty dude etc etc the nagi dragon art was insane work though like what was the reason for that except to cater to us specifically

nah because yk i’d cook even for shidou 😭 but he would not be my first choice (or my second, or third, so on and so forth) HAHA he’s just a bit too chaotic plus like we’ve mentioned i don’t really find him too attractive even though ik some people do?? LMAOO omg idt i could ever write a character as violent as him especially not kiyora…like he’s chill for the most part just not hesitant to punch someone if needed i guess is how i interpreted it?? whereas shidou would just do it for funsies

I HAD FUN WRITING THE GRAPE CANDY SCENE IT JUST FELT SO HIM like the way he gives her a piece after she successfully swallows a pill as if she’s a dog or smth it’s just so innocent 😭 meanwhile reader is like “wow our tongues will match 😏” FBXJFKDS and him writing his number on the empty box so he doesn’t have to throw it away OR actually give her his number in person for fear of rejection…kiyora my underrated goat fr 🥹

JFNFJDDJSJ PLSSS just drop a quick “erm have i known you since you were four years old?? yeah i didn’t THINK so!!” and move on…i fear writing has made my standards very high hence why i’ve never been in a relationship but you’ll never catch me settling fr 🥱 if they’re not like bfb karasu or peregrine nagi or white butterfly hiori I DON’T WANT THEM 🤣 or ig someone like seabird sae would work too HAHA i’ll sacrifice the pining for a man w money and a sense of humor 🤩

OMG YAYYY I’M GLAD YOU LIKE IT i was inspired by those dollar store self help books as well as rom com movie covers when i was making it and i think it turned out well!! and then i saw one of the graphics accounts i follow had posted the green and purple hearts divider and i was like holy shit this is PERFECT it matches so so well w his entire aesthetic…also peep oliver and aiku being diff colors like his heterchromia 😮 LMAOO genuinely this is probably aiku’s first appearance on my blog (besides his cameo in the last part of fwtkac) but ahhh i’m trying to figure out which req to do next myself!! i have a few to choose from so there’s def a bit of variety…i’m thinking of your requests i’ll probably do chigiri?? because barou is part of the oaeu and idk if i feel connected enough to bachira to write for him yet 🙂‍↕️

NFJDBXSNK no because that’s literally what it is…after the gagamaru req my inbox was pretty stagnant in terms of new reqs so i was like ok let me just get these ones cleared out and then i’ll go back to posting my own things again as well 😭 literally the two hiori requests are from my 500 follower event so from back in JUNE like i need to wrap these up and post them 😭 but idm making the newer ones wait like they can go on the crazy oaeu ride w all of us in the meantime 😩

OMG WHO DID YOU END UP VOTING FOR (unless you want to keep it a secret because if so i understand 🫡) also omg that annoys me sm like fr a pet peeve…basically no one can see the results of a poll until they vote but that includes the creator of the poll?? so if you don’t want to skew the results you just make another option so you can keep track of the poll while it’s still open 🤩 but i absolutely HATE when people pick that option like are you seriously that desperate to know the answer that you pick the option that literally says it’s only for me?? it doesn’t matter what you put people will vote on it but it’s so annoying ughhhh i can’t stop putting it because i’m nosy and like to know what’s going on with the poll in real time but it fr irritates me that people pick it like literally just choose a random option if it’s that deep 😒 i think part of what annoys me is like it so clearly says don’t pick it…and then people still pick it…like were you all dropped on the heads as children or smth…ANYWAYS sorry i feel like i’m so chill normally but there’s random things that genuinely make me crash out for no reason 😭 ALSO POOR YUKI AND OTOYA they’re still behind the FOR MIRA ONLY OPTION (me rn: 🤬😡) atp i’m not going to do polls anymore…like damn sorry i tried to get you all involved why are you being stupid and illiterate rn

actually tbh it’s not that deep idk why it enrages me sm 😰 but uhhh i fear it does for some reason

[hongism]

THE NEW CHAPTERRRR OMG!!!! i’m that anon who isn’t on tumblr much and wants moc as a physical book on my shelf if you remember (if not das aight you’re basically a celebrity here 😩) and after so long i decided hmm lemme check if there’s an update i forgot about this app and BOOM posted 1 hour ago !! timing is impeccable my soul knows and she’s just as excited for updates.

anyways back to thoughts because THERES SO MANY!!! so first things first i for one love love LOVE characters that aren’t conventionally the perfect person who makes no mistakes and would do anything the reader wants. NO. i like grey morals 🤩 i like TROUBLE i like the ones who do things that GET THEM in trouble. make mistakes baddie go crazy get in trouble purrrr.

i’m loving the relationship with mc and jongho/mingi they’re bffs in the making next chapter we’re gonna see them with matching bffs necklaces and bracelets that have magnets and lock into each other i just know it 😩

and the ending bit with saaaaannnnn like ik he says don’t doubt my love and i would never san i would never promise pinky swear….

but i can see exactly why mc feels that way and like word i would too if i was not the reader i feel so bad for her

but now for the star of the show, the one person who i’m sure could beat all of the crew one by one no sweat. the one who could eat them all up without so much as lifting a finger. the one who hongjoong wishes he was cause he gets the respect that he dreams of….. LUCA THE BADDIE

he’s a little gambler aint he with his poker BUT THE WAY HE GAVE SOME CHOCOLATE TO JONGHO AND MC EVENTHIUGH HE WON FAIR AND SQAURE (questionable 👀)

anyways i’m not the best at conveying emotions in writing (you do you have such a talent at this and you’re an amazing writer i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again and again every time) but this was such a good read and i always know i’ll enjoy what you write because even a short phrase has so much talent and poetic notions to it - I HOPE YOU KNOW THIS!! THAT YOURE AN AMAZING WRITER - you’ve got bragging rights go crazy no need to be humble lawl

anyways this ended up being longer than i thought hope it’s not too much stay healthy drink water and take care of yourself!!

- bookshelf anon or sumn idk 😭

p.s. i think at this point you’ve made me a tumblr stan i’ve never written this much before much less AT ALL might be on this app more

ofc i remember omg i love to see that my timing was immaculate 🤓 i too adore grey morals so incredibly much it makes things so much more exciting! having wholly good or wholly bad characters is fine and all but i just, ADORE having morals play into shit too 😎

why doubt san and his love if he says don't doubt then!!! we shouldn't doubt him!!! pinky swear!!!

i love the set up here bc i was like oh hongjoong NOPE we're talking about luca the lil baddie himself KJSDFKJS i love him :( he's cute :(

really tho don't worry about conveying emotions i feel every bit of what you're saying and i appreciate it all so much i'm so thankful so grateful! i personally am not a person who can't brag or talk highly of myself much at all, but really hearing kind words and sweet things about my writing always means so much to me ;-;

it's not too much at all i hope you stay healthy too! drink lots of water and take care be sure to eat lots of good and yummy food <33 !!!

[tonberry-yoda]

Omg how didn’t I see those??? Gonna binge them right away 🤩

So sorry for not seeing those! 😭😭

Ok hereby i request a Full fluff alphabet for sweet Toge 💜

I’ll wait until you finish everything until further requests haha

Aww your writing makes MY day my dear!! 🌻

Srsly I’ve been having a hard time lately because I fell I’ll and I’m still recovering and reading your sweet stories gets me through my boring days

i made those two alphabets towards the beginning of me writing on tumblr here, so i really hope you enjoyed those if you ended up reading them! and i love that you said you'd wait for everything else to be done for this request, but here i am doing it lmaoooo. these are actually easy for me, even if time consuming! so i really hope you enjoy!! love you 🌻anon and im really glad i can help you through a hard time that means a lot and you are such a sweetheart, thank you for all of the support.

now let's stop rambling and get onto the alphabet!

Fluff Alphabet with Toge

Pairing - Toge x reader

Warnings - none!

Notes - (post inspired by this) thank you love! i had a lot of fun doing this and toge is such a cutie! thank for the request and please enjoy! i hope you have a good day today and stay hydrated!!!

A ctivities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?

just spending time outside is a must

whether it be enjoying the afternoon air or the stars above, you two always find yourselves outside when spending time together

picnics are your thing for sure

you make a super cute picnic with cake and drinks and just a ton of snacks and then you and him walk over to somewhere cute and eat together in silence

just because he's quiet though doesnt mean hanging out is awkward

its actually nice

peaceful

especially in the winter time

you still go outside and do stuff like watch the snow, but you're in each other's arms while doing so

what a cutie omg

B eauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?

he loves your voice

the fact that he cant really use his makes him love yours more

he's a fantastic listener and overall just loves hearing you talk

could listen to you all day if you were willing to talk for that long

he thinks everything about you is beautiful, but again, he just cant get over your voice

especially if your a singer, you would kill that poor man

C omfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?

he would just listen

he's not a panicky guy, so if you're in the middle of something like a panic attack, he brings you what you need calmly and then just sit next to you, ready to hear what you have going on

and if you need space, he'll give it to you

cuddles? heck yeah, bring it in

he just wants to be there for you, he would never leave you when you're sad or down in anyway

would rub your back always

D reams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?

he cant see a life without you

whether it be marriage or just there to support you, toge wants you in his life forever

he knows your strong, so he always sees the two of you becoming professional sorcerers

but overall, he just cannot think to live without you

E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?

let's be honest here, since you're the one doing all the talking, you're definitely the dominant one

you literally have to order food for this man

you work really hard to do your best as a sorcerer and toge literally hold you up like you are a god/goddess/deity

he prefers you being dominant because he gets all nervous in situations without you lol

F ight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?

he doesnt like to fight with you, so he will try to avoid that at all costs

but in the situation that you two end up fighting, you just go silent around each other

you let your thoughts simmer before you actually end up communicating

it ends up being an easily forgiven situation and you just end up laughing it off later

G ratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?

this man is so grateful to have you in his life

he would do anything for you and knows that you would do the same for him

you two are like two halves of a whole and without each other, the world would honestly be empty

he is more grateful to you than anyone else (which says a lot because he holds his friends pretty highly)

H onesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?

its hard to share everything when you cant really talk lol

there's a lot about himself that you dont know

you dont really know about his family or how he grew up, but that's because you never asked

he doesnt share everything, but he's not trying to intentionally hide anything from you

he respects and loves communication in a relationship, but that's hard when you dont really have a voice to speak it

I nspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helped them overcome personal problems?

i feel like you both really didnt change

you fell in love with who he was and it was the same for him

nothing about either of you really changed

he's still more reserved, even if you try to get him out of his shell

i feel like the real change or lesson you would learn is how to work better together

whether that be in real fighting situations, arguments with each other, or even just class work

you're just finding better ways to work together

so personal problems are just another bump for you to try to get over together

it leaves you on your toes, so it's actually quite fun sometimes

J ealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?

I feel like he doesnt have a huge jealousy problem

EXCEPT

when you are talking to a guy and your adorable laugh slips out

your voice is reserved for toge and toge only lol

hearing that gorgeous little laugh or hearing you sing for others just sparks a new feeling in his chest that he doesnt like

to deal with it, he just rushes over to you and stands as close as possible so he can hear it first hand while looking the other person dead in the eye

K iss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?

OMG YES

this man has the cutest smallest softest lips ever

its like kissing a soft little cloud or a stuffed animal or something

and he slides his hand behind your ear, moving you hair out of the way

*dies*

it would always be one little kiss and then he'd just press more and more onto your lips

you know the little kiss sesh is over when he places a big kiss on your cheek and smiles at you

the first kiss happened so suddenly

y'all were just hangin out, watchin the moon, and he pressed a kiss onto your cheek, which then became your lips, and then you ended up kissing for a few minutes under the stars

wish that was me omg

L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?

HE WOULD WRITE YOU A LITTLE NOTE

y'all were just studying in the library when he slipped over a note that said:

will you go out with me? :)

how could you say no?

you two ended up passing notes the whole time instead of studying lol

M arriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?

as long as that means he can be in your life forever, then yes

he would pass you a note again just cuz it's so flippin cute

he would pass you the note and then the box

then you'd throw your arms around him crying and he'd let a few tears fall himself

the wedding would be super small

maybe you would just get eloped, idk

it would be a very quiet wedding too

you would just hand each other your vows and read them with misty eyes before you two kiss

i think he would say "i do" in order to really keep you guys married

omg that would be so cute

would shock everyone there lol

even you

N icknames - What do they call their s/o?

at first you didnt think he called you any nicknames since he cant talk

but then you noticed him saying sushi a lot around you which was a new one

so you just assume that he calls you sushi lol

O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?

GOO GOO EYES

he cant help but stare at you

with loving eyes ofc

he always passes you little notes telling you how much he loves you

he cant help it

its actually only obvious to you

a lot of people dont know since he's so to himself

you, on the other hand, can notice it from a mile away lol

P DA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?

HECC NO

its not that he doesnt love you

he would just prefer it if... you didnt touch him in front of a bunch of people lol

he'll gladly hold your hand, but he wont like cuddle you or makeout with you in front of a bunch of people

he just gets too flustered

what a cutie

Q uirk - Some random ability they have that's beneficial in a relationship.

GREAT KISSER

and really good and comforting you

and just like really good at being there

also great cuddles lol

R omance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?

i feel like he would do anything to make you happy, but he's not the super romantic type

like no flowers or romantic dinners

just outdoor dates with the moon and stars chillin with ya

just being close to you is enough for the both of you

S upport - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?

oh absolutely

he is your #1 supporter

you guys support each other and that is super important to the both of you

T hrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?

he doesnt need anything but you with a smile on your face to make the relationship work

he doesnt need a thrill

so in that sense, you are very more routine

you are free together in the relationship, so you dont need to see each other 24/7, but having you there makes him happy

just seeing you once or more in a day is good enough for him

but when you start living together and are a part of each other, you two just do your own thing, but with the other right by your side

U nderstanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?

he knows you super well

he knows what you need when you're sad and knows what you need when you're happy

if you're in a position where you just dont want to talk to or see anyone, he will leave you be, he is super empathetic of your feelings

V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?

this relationship is super important to him

even if he doesnt see you 24/7, just having you in his life means the world to him

this relationship is worth a lot and he never wants it to end

he really thinks he has found the one in you and wouldnt want to give that up for anything

you support him and he does the same, so without that, he would feel empty somewhere in his soul

W ild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.

every night before bed, the two of you cuddle up and watch a movie and then just end up falling asleep together

he just loves sleeping in a bed with you

X OXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?

YES

but not in front of people ofc

he just loves you hug and hold you while no one else is there

i think he would be really cold, so he would warm himself by your warmth under the blanket while laying little kisses all over your face before falling asleep

Y earning - How will they cope when they're missing their partner?

he would feel like something is missing

he gets in a really sad spot and kind of just... waits for you to get back

expect a lot of loving texts from him

he'll just curl up and watch a movie, wishing you were next to him :(

Z eal - Are they willing to go to great lenghts for the relationship? If so, what kind of?

oh absolutely

man would take a bullet for you

he cares about you so much he will do anything, but only if you think the same way about him

he will fight for you and with you

he couldnt imagine a life without you

[hajimescutie]

# — seeing their s/o in their shirt and boxers

includes: k. tsukishima, k. bokuto, h. iwaizumi, & k. sakusa x gn!reader

genre: fluff

warnings: mentions of alcohol in sakusa's

a/n: 💘anon requested this and i thought this was the cutest fucking thing ever. i couldn't decide if i wanted to make this a headcanon or a blurb but we're going with a headcanon 🤩 all boys are post timeskip! and are of age. also feedback is welcome!! also thank you for the continuous support for my posts! it makes me happy to see you guys loving them. enjoy cuties, stay safe out there <3

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TSUKISHIMA:

you stayed at his apartment a little later than usual, not really realizing how late it was until he pointed it out

you were honestly fine with driving back to your place, but he insisted you stay the night

"too dangerous" he says

when you told him you didn't have anything to wear to bed, he immediately threw a pair of boxers and one of his sweaters at you, already leaving the room for you to change.

when you walked out and was done changing, he could not stop staring at you

mans already has a sarcastic demeanor, so when you saw him staring you couldn't help but feel a lil defensive

to be specific, you were wearing boxers with dinosaurs on them classic tsukki and you were wearing his purple sweater with the little star

tsukki thought he would be embarrassed, considering he gave you a pair of his underwear with fucking dinosaurs on them without even realizing

but he thought you looked so adorable, his clothes looking way better on you than him

the boxers were kinda saggy and the sleeves of his sweater went over your hands and gave you lil paws

he wanted to say some witty, sarcastic comment

but no words were coming out of his mouth, only a little smirk creeping onto his face

you on the other hand thought you looked silly and were about to turn around to put back on your regular clothes

he quickly got up from where he was and pulled you onto his lap, leaning in close

"where do you think you're going?"

"to go change, since you obviously have an issue with me wearing this."

"who said i had an issue? dummy"

you sent a glare at him for the insult, about to make a comeback until he stole a quick peck on your lips

"but i can admit that you look cute wearing my clothes"

you hid your face in his neck, gripping his shirt

"shut up kei"

BOKUTO:

PLEASE BOKUTO WAS SO EXCITED WHEN HE SAW YOU IN HIS SHIRT AND BOXERS

you were staying over for one night, but you completely forgot to bring a change of clothes

"it's okay my love!!! you can totally wear something of mine!!!"

you sat on the edge of his bed, waiting patiently while bokuto scrambled through his closet and dresser, trying to find the perfect outfit for you to wear to bed

bokuto was a lot bigger than you, a lot more muscular

you were kinda worried that nothing would fit

he waved you off like it was no problem, still searching for some clothing that he thought would fit you comfortably

he finally found one of his old volleyball jerseys, which he swore up and down was clean, and some boxers he never really wore anymore

he turned around to give you some privacy what a gentleman until you tapped on his shoulder

"how do i look?"

you gave a little spin with a small smile on your face

the jersey was a bit big on you since bokuto had a very broad chest and shoulders

the boxers fit you just perfectly though, which you found surprising since this man has a phat ass

bokuto had the biggest smile on his face, like he just won the best prize of his entire life

"YOU LOOK SO ADORABLE"

"PLS WEAR MORE OF MY CLOTHES TO BED"

you had to calm him down since it was like midnight and everyone in the apartment complex could probably hear him yelling lmao

he immediately wrapped his arms around you so tight, bringing you to the bed since it was late

could not keep his hands off you the whole night

you just looked so cute being swallowed by his clothing

you didn't complain though

11/10 we love bokuto

IWAIZUMI:

ya'll

this man

the love of my life

he went absolutely feral when he first saw you in one of his t-shirts and a pair of boxers

you both were on your way back to his apartment, coming back from running some errands

the weather that day said it would be a small drizzle so you didn't think to bring a hoodie or an umbrella

but apparently not since a fucking rainstorm just popped up out of nowhere, soaking the both of you from head to toe

you both ran as fast as you could back to iwa's apartment, laughing and screeching from how cold it was

when you both walked inside, your teeth were chattering like crazy

iwa wasted no time in finding some spare clothes for you, lowkey afraid that you might catch a cold

he let you change first, handing you a black t-shirt he had lying around and a pair of boxers he gave you ones with godzilla on them intentionally lmfaoooo

just like bokuto, iwa is built af

have you seen his biceps

sorry he's just so fine

pls his clothes smell so good, i feel like iwaizumi would smell like cedarwood with a slight tinge of mint

when you come out into the living room, iwa had already changed and was sitting on the couch scrolling through his phone

you came to stand in front of him, twiddling with your fingers since you were nervous about how he would react with you wearing his clothes for the first time

mans literally did a double-take, dropping his phone in the process

i feel like a lot of people perceive iwa as smooth and charming, which he can be when he wants to, but he literally had no words

he just gawked at you, he knew you were beautiful, but even more so when you were wearing his clothes

he kinda stared for a little too long until you cleared your throat

"do i look that bad?"

"no no no, fuck baby you look so good wearing my clothes"

he pulled at your arms gently, signaling for you to snuggle with him on his lap

you nestled your face in his neck while he caressed your back, warmth and comfort spreading across your body

"if i had known you were gonna look that stunning i would've given you my whole closet a while ago"

you chuckled at the thought, your hold on him growing tighter as you started to succumb to sleep

spare iwaizumi hajime pls 🤲🏻

SAKUSA:

sakusa was actually pretty hesitant on letting you wear his clothing

he's a germaphobe, obviously, so he's always extra cautious when it comes to his possessions

washes his clothes like every 2 days

but one night, you had been out drinking with some friends

you may have had a little too much to drink

sakusa to the rescue!

he was slightly annoyed because you tend to be a little touchy when you're drunk, and sakusa isn't a very touchy person to begin with lmao

he picked you up from the bar you and your friends were at and drove you back to his place

the whole ride there consisted of you trying to touch him, but he sent you one look that just said, "i dare you to touch me rn"

you sat back in your seat with a pouty look on your face, arms crossed and everything

once you finally arrived at his apartment, stumbling in the meantime, he walked you into his room where he gently sat you on his bed

you started to sober up a little bit, realizing you were still in your party clothes

lowkey freaking out because you were scared to ask him since he's never really let you wear his clothes

"uh...omi? i kinda need some clo-"

all you felt was fabric hit your face, interrupting your question

"i'll let you wear something of mine just this once. but go take a shower first, you smell like alcohol"

you gave him a shy smile and walked into the bathroom, clothing in hand

you got a good look at them and saw it was one of his bright yellow t-shirts he wore for volleyball with a pair of black boxers

wearing sakusa's clothes honestly felt like a dream

let's be honest you felt super fucking special to be wearing the sakusa kiyoomi's clothes to bed

after your shower sakusa was already in bed, waiting for you to join him

when he got a good look at you and his clothes adoring your frame, he turned bright red

like i'm talking "holy shit why do they look so good in something so simple"

you crawled in bed next to him, immediately snuggling up to him, taking in his scent from himself and his clothing

sakusa felt like his heart was going to pop right out of his chest

"thank you for letting me wear your clothes omi, i'll take them off as soon as it's morning" you mumbled tiredly

his mind went blank for a second before wrapping his arms around you, your face buried in his neck

"don't worry about it, you look good in them anyway..."

he tried his best to be so nonchalant about it lmao

flustered omi is the best omi

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[xzho-writes]

Hi Ten!! 💕 No because why are you so sweet??? 😭💖 your messages never fail to make me smile everytime :DD

this is your own space too, so seeing you talk about random ideas and posting your own art isn't bad at all 🤩

ooh is that your art 👀 omg??? at first i couldn't distinguish the difference between them until you said that they're actually diff 😳 your art is really neat to me ngl 😍💖 you did so well for an early drawing 🤩 keep it up 😤*gives you a star*⭐

it's important to me to not only let you know about my genuine thoughts, but also to my fellow anons especially if i do have something to say or feel that they might need to hear💞💞💞

i don't mind you sending cake too 😩♥️ you're too kind already so your presence is more than enough 🥺✨ let's eat it together 💗

i'm well aware the bartending event has already ended but i wanna know your thoughts about it nevertheless 👀🧐

— 🍰.

hey 🍰! i just decided to bunch your other ask here to make it easier to answer;

THE BARTENDER EVENT… LEMME COMPOSE MYSELF… i haven’t had that much fun on an event in so long 😭 like it was different from anything we’ve gotten in the past! no fighting or anything, just cute vibes. aNDDD WE GOT TO SEE SOME OF OUR FAVS (cough cough diluc and zhongli and kaeya coUGH COUGH) AUGHHH IT WAS AMAZING 😭 i screen-recorded the scenes for those three like the down bad degenerate that i am

especially diluc’s, he was so adorable oMDSBCOCJSNA

and as for my user, it was very random:

i started tumblr as just a lurker on genshinblr and i wanted my name to be synonymous with genshin. i was like… i also wanna make my name something i love.

i love zhongli.

i also love kissing zhongli.

so

haha

my main user is called “x-zho” because the x is supposed to be a kiss x (like how some people put xxx for kisses) and zho is just the first three letters of his name! i wanted to keep it short :>

so now my writing blog’s name is just “xzho-writes” to lessen the number of hyphens :)))

i am a certified zhongli kisser LMAHAHAOOO

[lathalea]

author appreciation gift:

Imagine writing yourself a story, but words suddenly start moving, the earth starts to shake violently. The earthly literally splits open and you fall, travelling through stars and galaxies (like Giselle did in Enchanted).

You fall onto a soft mattress, more like a huge bed. The door opens revealing Thorin wearing his crown and admiring you. he says, "I hope you enjoyed the ceremony, even with Dis dragging you around and everyone wanting to talk to my queen"

That's when you realize- you look down to see you're wearing your dream wedding dress, a sparkling diamond ring on your hand and that finest beads in your hair. Oh, don't to forget the queen of Erebor's crown placed on your head.

Ohhh, that’s an awesome imagine! 🤩🤩🤩 Thank you so much, Anon 💙💙💙

Cute messages like this make my day after writing new chapters for my fics, so I really appreciate you taking time to do it! There’s no better thing for an author to know they have wonderful readers like you!

[imaginespazzi]

YOURE ALIVE!!!!! hope you’re doing well lovely, u are missed🩷🩷 don’t stress over the fic update your writing is always worth the wait!!!

-🤩🤩

LMAO I am in fact alive 😭 I missed y'all too 🫶🏾

As for the next chapter, I've gotten a few (🤪) asks but if it's not out between 8/9 pm ET tonight y'all have permission to come yell at me. 🥰

[versadies]

💌.

[ Warning: Long Ask Ahead;; I apologize in advance! ]

Dear Dan, 🍰 anon has malfunctioned. The first sentence was already a lethal blow.

Anyways, I have to admit that I never really expected THAT RESPONSE. I literally went SO flustered when I read ur responses😳😭😤

I literally felt like crumbling, melting, evaporating, electro-charging, superconducting, crystallizing, burning, freezing and swirling bc of that. 😭

These past few days after being an anon of yours my heart became filled with excitement for every response of yours 😭 i thought it's because of stress, medications or maybe food but I can def confirm it's bc of excitement and if you'd like me to visualize it, just think of Gorou with star-shaped eyes and a wagging tail, awaiting for his pats and dog food 😭 but instead of those, it's your responses,,

I never knew I'd be looking forward to your responses THIS MUCH 😰🤔🤭

If you are astounded, I am more astounded. Like SO MUCH!! I have to calm my heart down because the EFFECT you have on me is so 😭💝 my goodness. My heart is literally breaking out my chest bc of how sweet you are. 😤👹

If you only know I was ranting so much about "this one nice author" which is you, to my friend yesterday 😭😭😭 At the start, I literally stated that I won't be talking a lot as an anon, but I guess things are different now huh 🤔🤭

I am very glad that you are excited abt my long messages too!! IT DEALT THE FINAL BLOW TO ME!!! 😤😭

It really matters to me to sincerely tell my friends or people I adore my genuine feelings and do my best to put it into words at least :D Just like that sentence of yours, I didn't knew I needed to hear it ! <3 It made my day x1000000 better!! 😤💘But also made my heart beat x1000000 faster !! 😭

If you couldn't get enough of it, I would also say the same for your responses 🥺

I hope you know that I reread your responses over and over again simply because IT FELT SO UNREAL for you to exist,,, since you are too sweet and nice 😭💘💗 Your responses really makes me feel so nice and fuzzy inside 🤩

About the Mona Lisa song, YES!!! My friend LOVES it! Told me it is very cute and they actually expected it to be a melancholic kind of song, but they were greeted instead of a cheerful and cute song. I'm glad to be able to share it to them thanks to you!~ 💕

&!! I always forget to tell you about me actually knowing that you could play music in the sidebar ever since the prev theme layout! However, there is something new that I've found out just recently, which is that there's a total of 3 tracks available that you could play just by clicking the fast forward button <3 I love that there is music that is available to be played to set the mood or to simply vibe while exploring or reading something in your blog! 🤩

And no bc... I am still at a loss of words for you,,,, this is me trying😔😔😔 SO TAKE THIS!!!! 💘💗💓💝💕💖💌❤️❣️ TAKE THIS LOVE BC U DESERVE IT!!!!!! 💓💖💝💕💗💘❤️❣️💌 It is too much for my heart to take, yet please keep being sweet anyways 🥰😘 Everyone loves it!!!💖

Thank you so much for warming my heart so much, Dan! 💗🔥(As well as the people who supports you!) It hasn't been a long time since I became a part of your anon team, but it was already so nice around :D

— the 🍰 anon was too stunned to speak.

AAAAA im quite flattered that you feel that way bcuz you’re really fun to talk to <33 youre a sweet person and im glad that i have an anon like you !! and dont apologize for sending a long ask because i literally LOVE them — esp since you’re rlly genuine 🥺🥺🥺 please continue as much as you like :DDDD !!! im also glad that you like the songs i chose for my desktop theme and the fact that your friend loves the mona lisa song <33

and ofc all of your hearts and wholesomeness are accepted with care, and for payment i shall send lots of hearts as well !!! tAKE IT 💗💖💗💝💓💘💌💝💟❤️‍🔥❤️🧡💚💙💜💕💞❣️💛🖤🥰

[novelnekomata]

TW: mental instability, chatterbox-iness

Hiya, everyone. I miss typing the night away into this app. Sorry for being a bit MIA/half-assing everything for a few days recently—especially to those I promised I’d post for soon :(

I hate talking about myself in detail in all seriousness, but I think my TV show starring depression is going for another rerun 🤩 I also recently returned to a platform that has given me loads of pain before and all I can think about is how much I enjoy Tumblr more :((

I’m an apathetic, tough cookie and I haven’t been feeling anything at all for the past few months. I cried for the first time in a really long time today. But I also smiled so much at checking in to see cute and happy things in my inbox from moots and anons :( Anyway, that’s all! I’ll be fine after I actually sleep more than 4 hours hehe. I look forward to interacting and writing here again. Especially for cutie catboy Kenma, another love of my life. You all mean so much to me. Toodles!

[choerrypuffs]

HI BAE MY NEW SEM JUST STARTED OGMGMOGMOG

the people are super nice!!!!! and the environment is pretty much way better than my last school which is cool as well!!!!!!!!!! the only thing is that . THEY SPEAK INDONESIAN AND I CANT SPEAK INDONESIAN FOR SHIT

idk there was a time i spoke it and a bunch of people laughed and shat on it and i think tahts why i have such anxiety when speaking it i have a fear of my own language NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

but frrr sometimes i want to break tf down whenever i hear that we have to speak indo BUT AT THE SAME TIME IM JUST SO PISSED AT MYSEL FLIKE ???????? its your language bro. learn it bro. this shouldnt give you anxiety it should be motivating you bro.

BUT HTE OTHER HALF IS LIKE ??????? what if you get everything wrong and you get bad grades and you wont get to a good college huh what happens then

2 sides of me i cant believe this

anw !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh my GOD ALL THE CUTE GUYS ARE IN OTHER CLASSES NOT IN MINE LIKE </333 WHY GOD WHYYYY (lowkey moved schools to see the new hotties but . none are in my class what the FUCKCKCK)

AND DUDE OH MY GOD THE MOMENT I START SCHOOL MY WIFI CUTS OFF AND I MISS 3 ANNOUNCMENTS ALR AUUUGHGHGHGH </3333 ITS FIXED NOW BUT I MISSED 3 ANNOUNCMENTS AND 1 TUTOR CLASS :(((((

sorry for completely dumping in your inbox my love!!!!!!!!!!!11 how are you lana gogmgmogomg tell me all abotu your day/week ^^ LOVING THE NEW THEME BTW

-ccsa anon <3

ALSO AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH THE HILICHURLS BEATING YOUR ASS IS DEF NORMAL FOR YOUR LEVEL

frrr traveler supremacy they be the best character

I just pulled for kazuha and got him!!!!!!!!!!!! i was aiming for heizou but got c2 thoma instead T^T

-cssa anon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHH OMFG THIS IS ALMOST A MONTH LATE IM SO SORRY 😭😭😭 congratulations on the brand new semester, my love!!! i’m so happy everyone is nice and they’re making you feel comfortable 🥺omg don’t feel bad about not speaking indonesian well :((( i think those people laughed because they thought you were cute, but i totally get being embarrassed! my relatives laugh all the time at my very americanized chinese 💀 there is nothing wrong with not being able to speak your native language!! i understand that it can make you feel a bit left out but take things at your own pace 💕🥰 you’re super smart so i’m sure you’ll start picking it up in no time 🤩

OMG WAIT CUTE GUYS!?!??!??! 👀👀👀 DOES THIS MEAN YOU’RE GONNA HAVE YOUR OWN FRIENDS TO LOVERS HIGH SCHOOL AU !!!! omg ccsa anon you are literally y/n 🧎🏻‍♀️update me on your future love story <3 it’s ok that they’re not in your class, it’ll be like a star-crossed lovers trope 😍

wtfffff i’m sorry your missed so much :(((( i hope you were excused for all of those since it’s the school’s fault 😡 did you manage to catch up pretty easily? 

NO BC IM SO SCARED OF HILICHURLS AND THE SLIMES I RUN AWAY EVERY TIME I SEE ONE IN THE WILD IM LITERALLY SUCH A LITTLE BITCH 😭😭😭 when i got that domain where you get lisa as a character i died like 10 times i almost had to get cat to log in and clear it for me 💔 but congrats on getting kazuha!! 🥳 i hope you can get heizou next time <3333

omg don’t apologize for updating me!! it makes me super happy when i see you in my inbox 🥰 I apologize for answering so late omg but i just started grad school and i’ve been so busy it’s not even funny 🤧 i’m also a TA so i’ve been trying to balance everything 🥴 ahhhh thank you so much!! i finally did a theme that isn’t pink LMAO but anyways!!! how have you been, my love!! how is school going?

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hii first time sending an ask hihi gusto ko lang sabihin na i love a still day or a hurricane 🥺 as a child of a single mom herself i get oc's plans on not letting jk be in the picture at the beginning kasi i know oc has a lot to handle din, i mean everyone knows how it feels when u planned something for so long and u wish for it to go as u planned but then something gets in the way so u find a way to let it be part of ur plan and oc is so powerful in this story i love her so much 🤩 i wish i could also be confident like her🤧 i love the flow of the story so much, i love how we get to see each side of the characters every chapter 🥰 baby heejin is so cute and i want to have a mini heejin like oc too but sadly, ayoko magkaroon ng anak 😫 and now i'm gonna start reading the light of dead stars, i hope u have a wonderful day!

Hi, anon! There’s always a first time and I’m glad you dropped by 🥰 and thank you for enjoying ASDOAH! It’ll always hold a special place in my heart. Kudos to your mom for being as strong as she is, and to you, too! OC is powerful and strong in her own ways, and I rly wanted to highlight the different relationships and character developments that built her up. But same! Ayoko din magkaanak even if I love children. Kaya I feel like I project in my stories haha how I write the children and how they’re raised is how I feel like I’d raise or want to raise my own children if I ever wanted them.

But Heejin is patterned after my two little nieces so she’s very special to me. I’m just happy you liked it! Hope you like TLODS, too! And I had a very tiring day. Hope yours was better 🥰🥰