#🚦 survivor

[judgmentbytheh0unds]

you. you made me out to be something special, your prized possession, your protégé, and i trusted you with the deepest parts in my mind.

you just left me like everybody else.

i’ll forever wait for you to return with my collar still intact, じま.

[pink-devolve]

why do u use the 🚦 emoji in ur posts abt ramcoa? like is that just ur personal way of censoring it or is that a thing for the community? ive never seen it before

It’s an emoji code for trafficking, I get anxious referring to myself as a🚦survivor due to self doubt, programming, etc, so I often use that emoji instead.

Other people in the community use it, especially on highly censored platforms like tiktok. Some other codes I’ve seen are 🚥 and 🚦💍

[mellozheist]

🚦Babbling Which group are more likely to survive long in limited life🚦

*This is a babbling that I gather from The first session only*

T.I.E.S. Team (Tango Impulse Etho Skizz) 

So many Redstoners!! This season gave them an opportunity to make some serious farm (I think They’ll be the only group have gather mob farm) 

They start with not much luck on cows but I think They have the brain to improve and could gain power from their supplies by trading and make alliance 

(It’s up to the alliance to stay royal tho lol)

most of them might not be good at pvp and have slow reflex but with good supplies and smart redstone traps They could get a win! 

They seems to be a close friends to come as a pack so there’s low chance that They’ll betray each other on purpose

The Mad Sad Bad boys (Joel Jimmy Grian)

Bunch of Idiots That will go along any risky game Then failed and died  (Remember fishing rod game from Double Life?) But There’s two ass crazy guys Who can kill and WILL be a menace on the server

Three of them have a good chance and experience from their MCC that They could clutch a win 

Still, They’re always make highly risk decisions and that could end their series very soon If not careful (Which they’re not really good at lol)

They’re not type of people to betray their friends for Boogey kill but They could do it for content and It’d be funny to kill their friends

Coral kids (Scott Martyn) 

Very soild Team tbh, Scott is pretty loyal to his teammate, Martyn could be a little bit of prankster but I think He’ll stick around  

(His king is not avalible So The Hands has free will Yippee) 

Scott can manage to have gain loads of alliance but Martyn might accidentally break it, Their base can adapt to be defensive(water) and offensive(pufferfish) They also have long time MCC experience for pvp and movement and They both are really good survivors So They could have chance to win!

Not sure If Martyn will betray Scott tho He loves to twist thing :D

C(l)ockers (Scar Cleo Bdubs) 

Builder, Dealer, and Dominant. They have scary vibe for some reasons They could use that power really well 

Lots of people learned from the past so The trading dealing with Scar couldn’t work like before, He still got a charm to drag ppl along tho

They have the most food supplies right now So They have an opportunity to make a deal and trade with every group that could get advantage

They’re not pvpers but They’re pretty close together, I don’t think They will betray their friends...? especially mum 

(I hope Bdubs won’t kill his friends for new clock again cuz they’re clockers)

Nosey neighbours (Pearl BigB) 

Cat lady and Frog guy, Pretty chill vibe 

I hope nothing bad happens to them (It already has)

BigB has history of betrayed but He could grow from that and Pearl can set a scene for boogey kill again 

[voidcat-senket]

Fanfic Writer Ask Game: 💥🚀🍬😎🚦

💥 What is one canon thing that you wish you could change? Finn is a Jedi okay bye. (I don't even go there really. Ask me about my Incredible Uncoolness In Regards To Hating JJ Abrams another time LOL). There are certainly Adjustments to Canon I've made in various fics but... hard to pick just one thing lol.

🚀 Do you like to outline your fic first or create as you go? If I bother to outline it's usually when I'm halfway through a fic and I'm writing down what scenes I need to reach the end. I don't pre-plan the fic paths I let them reveal themselves to me

🍬 Do you write for multiple fandoms? If yes, what is your favorite fic of yours for each fandom? Not usually at the same time but yeah. Also I've been writing for decades so uh let's say top 5 fandoms? -Closing the Space (between us) is my alltime top fic, it's HunterxHunter, Killugon Reunion Fic -Plant Your Roots Inside of Me is my second best fic ever, it's Star Wars: Jedi Survivor, Cal/Bode, Haunted!Tanalorr -Photographs of Dementia is probably my favorite Sherlock BBC fic, it's Moriarty/Moran and at the time was the longest fic I'd ever written. I was a prolific Mystrade writer, but I think the MorMor fic had way more interesting characterization. (I do really like Fantasia too though, that's a Mystrade musicians AU) -Not Unusual is my favorite Star Trek fic, it's NuTrek Academy Era McKirk -Defract: Clear Blue Skies is probably my favorite Stargate Atlantis fic. It's not particular impressive but I love it a lot. John breaks a speed record :P

😎 What fics do you prefer on a scale of canon compliant to wildly original? Eh. It so depends! What I need is solid characterization and similar needs, goals, situations, internal lives for the characters. So if the characters are really on point in a total AU? LOVE IT! If it's 100% canon compliant? LOVE IT! I've seen middling to unrelated characterization in both those categories as well so. Yeah. Canon Compliant Characterization I guess is where I'm going XD

🚦What sort of endings do you prefer to write: ambiguous, bad, happily ever after, etc.? Over the years I've been slowly upping the happiness. It used to be bad or ambiguous. Now it's good or ambiguous! But my line is skewed. For example, Roots apparently didn't have a happy ending?? News to me! ;)

[judgmentbytheh0unds]

i wonder if this is what they would’ve wanted from me,

they’d probably be happy,

i’ve ruined my own psyche and now my thoughts are horrifying,

i’m hardly human anymore,

just an experiment, a dog.

i’d rather be used than thrown away,

i’m glad that i’m being of use,

but my stomach won’t stop turning everytime it happens.

[pink-devolve]

One of the worst parts of being a ramcoa survivor is not having a space to talk about your story, because it’s too upsetting for other people to hear about.

Not only can I not vent about it, but I can’t even talk about the things I went through. I’ve had two therapists drop me because they couldn’t handle it. One time when I was in the hospital, my nurse started crying and had to go home for the rest of the day. One of my ex partners broke up with me because they didn’t feel comfortable being with a 🚦 survivor. And I didn’t tell any of them the heavy details of my abuse. Just me surviving something I was forced into was too much for them.

And that’s not unique, every ramcoa survivor I know that has tried to find help for their trauma has had similar experiences.

I’m lucky enough to have finally found a therapist that knows how to treat me. And a week ago I said something that had happened to me, and idk what happened. He jumped and said “oh my god” like he just watched someone get killed. He immediately apologized, but it hurt. Why did I have to go through something that is so revolting to everyone.

[pink-devolve]

Being a 🚦 survivor is so fucking isolating.

Oh you want a support group? We have one that got shut down during Covid, and another that meets twice a year.

Oh you want a therapist? Here’s one that specializes in EMDR and has never worked with survivors before.

Oh you want community? The only place to find it is online, but it’s also extremely dangerous to share that you’re programmed so don’t.

Oh you want to leave the house? He still lives in your town and hasn’t been caught.

Oh you want to make friends? You’ve felt bad about yourself your whole life, and now you can’t talk to people without thinking you’re fucking up.