#🕯 mod speaks !

[firstclassattorney]

Rockstar and Attorney, Klavier and Kristoph

Small fic for Kristoph and Klavier! If you could call it that? It's 1.4k words, lmao. 

Klavier feels unsure of his skills and whether or not the path he chose was the right one. Not knowing who else to turn to, he calls Kristoph in the middle of the night.

Hurt/comfort except the comfort is temporary. (If any of you make incestuous comments I WILL block y'all. ew.)

umm @jaydovekj you might be interested in this?!?!?!

It wasn't often that my sleep was interrupted before the sun had risen.

The loud ring of my cellphone from the counter jolted me awake. Groggily, I opened my eyes, a wave of frustration washing over me. Who calls a man at this hour? A high-end defense attorney needs his rest. But, well... he also has to consider that random calls in the middle of the night might be emergencies.

As I switched on my phone, the sudden light felt like it'd blind me. I winced and set it down momentarily, reaching for a neatly folded cloth to wipe the lenses of my glasses before putting them on. When I checked the screen again, my vision adjusted to the brightness, revealing the name of the contact: "Klavier." Expected, really; Klavier was the only one bold enough to disturb my beauty sleep. Still, I was a bit surprised.

I hastily answered, stifling a yawn. "Good morning to you, too, Klavier."

"Ach, I'm sorry for waking you, Kris. I didn't know who else to call."

"Is it another song idea you want to share?"

His laugh was dry, humorless, and a bit pathetic. A sound so pitiful it almost made me want to kick him. "Nein, it's a bit silly. I'm not sure why I called."

"Silly?" I echoed, hoping he'd elaborate.

"I'm just questioning a few things. Nothing I can't handle, but... we all have those moments, you understand, ja?"

We all have those moments. How odd. I never quite understood why some people struggled so much with their own minds, why they couldn’t simply snap out of it and see how ridiculous they were being. Klavier- and people in general- were always different from me. It baffled me to no end, a reminder that they were simply too human while I was perfect.

"Anyway, I'm sorry for interrupting you. I know you've been busy and--"

"Klavier." I cut him off before I could stop myself. "Do you want me to come over?"

"...It's too much work. It's late for both of us."

"Answer my question."

A beat of silence passed. "Are you sure?"

"Do I seem like the type to joke about this?"

Another pause. Maybe he realized how ridiculous he sounded, or perhaps the gears in his head were turning. Just as I was about to speak again, he finally responded.

"No, well..." As if remembering he was Klavier Gavin, he corrected, "Nein, you don't. You're right."

"Then I'll come over as soon as I can."

"Okay. Danke, Kris."

I hung up first and rubbed the bridge of my nose. I wanted to leave the topic alone, trust in his ability to "get over it", but he sounded so sorrow-filled I couldn't help myself. Klavier was like a stray puppy when he was sad, so beaten up and so so pathetic you simultaneously want to care for it and crush it between your palms mercilessly. Alas, it's my job as his elder brother to support him despite my own feelings.

..........

I couldn’t believe it. It felt surreal, getting dressed in the middle of the night to comfort my brother. I didn’t spend much time on my appearance; when Klavier visited, our meaningful conversations always happened in the dark, and I doubted tonight would be any different. Still, I wanted to maintain some sense of dignity as I drove there.

The road stretched longer than usual, or at least it felt that way to my tired mind. I tried to push away thoughts about the ridiculous scenario I was in; each time I did, I couldn’t help but think how I probably looked like a lemur with these dark circles under my eyes. Unfortunately, I was my own worst critic.

When I arrived, I knocked twice. The door creaked open, revealing Klavier with a weak smile on his face. It was a poor attempt at reassuring he was okay, given the redness around his eyes and the smudged mascara. I kept any emotions or judgement away from my expression, a skill I’d mastered over the years. Unlike a certain blond man in front of me.

“Ach, where are my manners? It must be freezing out there. Come in.”

I nodded and stepped inside. As expected, the room was dim, lit only by a flickering candle. I never questioned why we always spoke about personal issues in the dark, though sometimes I wondered if it made it easier to connect.

The first time it happened, I had awoken for a glass of water and found Klavier wide awake. We ended up talking until dawn. I never understood how he found the courage to share so much when he usually insisted he was fine. Perhaps, in the shadows, we lost our roles as Klavier and Kristoph, becoming just brothers- free from distance and formalities, able to talk openly when our faces were obscured by darkness.

“Kris?”

I snapped out of my daze. “Sorry. We shouldn’t waste time. What were you questioning earlier?”

“It’s… ridiculous, ja. I’ve been worrying. Wondering if this is the right path.”

My brow furrowed in confusion, but luckily, he couldn’t see it. It *was* ridiculous- he had no reason to doubt himself. I had taught him everything he needed to know; he was more than capable.

“I just…” He sighed, “There’s so much to do, and I have to keep smiling for the paparazzi. It gets overwhelming. You know that feeling, too, richtig?”

“I do." I confirmed, knowing he couldn’t see my nod. “But it’s not about skill. No matter how good you are, mistakes will happen.”

“I know, but sometimes I wish I could avoid them. Like- Like you! You always keep your cool, bruder, and I don’t know how you do it.”

I fell silent, not wanting to crush his spirit. Achieving my level of calmness was impossible for him. Klavier wore his heart on his sleeve, his emotions spilling into his voice and face. He would never be like me, no matter how hard he tried. It was a difficult pill to swallow... for both of us.

“…Klavier, you can’t be like me. Even if we share the same appearance and last name, we’re still Klavier and Kristoph- two different people.”

“Ja, but-”

“Let me finish, please.”

He shrank slightly, like a child. “Okay.”

“The thing is, I might seem put-together, but I have my moments of frustration, stress, sadness… that doesn’t make me any less capable. The same goes for you.”

I took a step closer, placing a hand on his shoulder. I could see doubt and uncertainty swirling in his eyes, and paired with his posture, it made him look like a child again. He’d always clung to me when we were young, asking me why the world was the way it was. I never had an answer, just the reassurance that we had to live in it, and somehow, that was enough for him.

“Klavier, you’re doing great. I’m proud of you. Whatever doubts you have are normal, but don’t let them make you falter.”

I didn’t know if I truly meant those words, but I knew they could provide comfort. I understood that he wanted nothing more than to make me proud and live up to my standards. I wasn’t a fool.

Klavier sniffed and wiped at his eyes with his sleeve. He smiled genuinely- a first for this night- and nodded his head. To stop him from further pestering me with concerns, I hugged him. It caught him off-guard, certainly, but eventually he relaxed and hugged me back.

"...You're much more affectionate today, Kris. I think you're going soft, ja." He chuckled. I felt like he could almost sense me hiding an eye roll. "But... thank you."

We sat there in silence for a few moments. It felt right. As most times of tranquility do, the hug ended and I let my arms fall to my side. Klavier copied.

"Ach." He suddenly spoke up. "I just realized how late it is. Do you want to stay at mine tonight?"

"For once, I'll take you up on your offer." 

"I could get you a plush if you're lonely. Do you remember that bear I had when I was-?"

"Don't push it, Klavier, or I might regret my decision..."

For the first time in a while, I smiled as well. Perhaps taking a break from being 'The coolest defense in the west' more often would do me good.

[thetorturedpoetsfest]

Welcome to Day 5 of The Tortured Poets Fest!

Click the links listed below to check out all of the content our lovely Tortured Poets have created for all of us today! (and go to our bio to access the rest of the AO3 Collection)

✍️ these are the hands of fate by kakumeizenya

Ship(s): Hermione Granger/Draco Malfoy

Rating: M

Summary:

A fall from grace. An escape from hell. A new beginning.

Returning for her final year at Hogwarts, Hermione is still grappling with her new identity. Draco wants nothing more than to leave his past behind and start afresh. They fall in love, drift apart, find each other again, and discover that life is not as simple as they once thought. 🕯 Soliloquies by staringathesun @staringathesunbabe

Ship(s): Regulus Black/James Potter

Rating: E

Summary:

The first person James has to fight is himself.

Right after that, there’s everyone else.

In a world where Voldemort and his followers were defeated before a war could break out, James navigates a life he believes he deserves. He has his friends at his side, and he plays for one of the best Quidditch teams in the League.

People had decided whether to stand with good or evil and were now facing the consequences.

In the middle of it all, in a dark gray limbo everyone’s hatred keeps pushing him into, stands Regulus Black.

🗝 The Existence of You by @elderwanderer

Ship(s): Remus Lupin/Sirius Black, Minor Remus Lupin/Alice Longbottom/Frank Longbottom, Remus Lupin & James Potter & Peter Pettigrew & Sirius Black

Rating: E

Summary:

Marauders. In. Space.

Need I say more?

📜 Your arson's match, your somber eyes, and I'll still see it until I die (you're the loss of my life) by Sagiko_AKA_RegulusBlackKinnieBITFW

Ship(s): Peter Pettigrew/James Potter, James Potter/Lily Evans Potter

Rating: E

Summary:

Truthfully, James had grown quite a lot in the recent year, since the fall out of the prank they still couldn’t speak about.

“And she’s blind if she can’t see that.” He followed up quickly before ducking his head, letting his strawberry blond fringe hide his eyes.

“Thanks, Wormy,” James looked his way with teary eyes. “You guys are going to be my best friends, forever.”

The words felt like a hug and a knife digging into Peter’s chest. He had a feeling he’d never quite be more than one of three best friends, to James.... 🖌 Drowning in the blue Nile by @heartsoncover

Ship(s): Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter

Rating: M

Summary:

Harry has been drowning for longer than anyone has realised. **************

Be sure to check our page for Day 6’s reveals! Until then, Tortured Poets <3

🩶 Your mods, @wolfpadx @multiimoments @heartsoncover @lemonlans @mercurial-witch @steveahoi damagecontrol & shewritesmaybe

[mtkyllene]

Hello! And welcome to the chaos!

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Now that all that’s out of the way let’s

MEET THE MODS!!!!!

Mod Reg

Hello I’m Regulus or Reg. I use they/them and hy/hym pronouns.

I’ve been a practicing pagan since 2018ish. I began working with Hermes in late 2021 when I was traveling both by myself for the first time, and for the first time since COVID lockdown. I was insanely nervous and began to pray to Hermes before, during, and after my trip. As I began to do more research about Hermes I began to slowly realize that he has been present in my life for most of it, and I started to officially work with Hermes in early 2022. As of right now (June 2023) he is currently my primary deity and the only one I’m working with, however in the past I have worked with other deities including Loki, Apollo, and Aphrodite, and I will probably work with other deities in the future as I continue to grow and explore my path.

Fun facts about me: Audhd babie! My current hyperfixations/special interests include Critical Role Campaign 2, autism (lol), Hozier, and Languages/linguistics. I also have POTS and a handful of mental illnesses/disorders that I’m untangling. I write my own music and Poetry (which you may or may not see on here if I write anything related to Hermes/witchcraft). :D

Mod Fern

hello! i'm fern and i mainly go by he/him pronouns :>

i've been worshipping hermes since january 2022, which kickstarted my ACTIVE hellenic polytheist practice, although arguably i've been practicing since 2016. like reg, i started praying to him when my family was stuck at a hotel and unable to get home for the foreseeable future, and when i finally got home and set up what was supposed to be a temporary altar, he didn't want me to take it down! i have since realised he's my patron (with a mix of the neopagan and ancient greek definition of that word) as i'm a cross-culture kid in ib, a writer, a huge language fan, currently working to become a guardian of the dead, and much more.

i also have been practicing witchcraft since early 2020 and am an omnist with agnostic tendencies (but "hellenic polytheist" works just fine too) as well as an animist with a very eclectic folk-based practice

if you'd like to speak to me outside of this, you can find me as @rainbluealoekitten on tumblr, and i'm occasionally but rarely also active on @hellenic-worship, and i'm @/ferns_n_ravens on insta!!

Mod Lav

Hi!! I'm Lav and my pronouns are she/they.

I'm 19, and I got into witchcraft when I was 12. I'm what my friends call a "creature of chaos". Hermes is my patron god and has worked with me for more years than I can recall. He was the first deity to ever reach out to me (it took years to recognise it was him, though). I'm hypersocial and love talking, so please feel free to strike up a conversation!! Feel free to DM my main @vushadoration

Join us on discord! https://discord.gg/ZhtmfqakUq

tags we use:

WITCHCRAFT: 🕯🔮🌒

#witchcraft, #witchy tips, #spells, #divination, #elements, #cleansing, #neurodivergent witchcraft

HERMES AND HELLENIC POLYTHEISM: 🏛⚱︎☤

#hermes, #general helpol, #hermes epithets, #hermes devotion

OTHER:

#art, #goose moment (<— to clarify this is for non-serious/funny posts), #resources, #spoonie, #poetry, #greek

[fictionkinfessions]

Hey mpc! I think it got a bit hard to tell in my third-person speak so no worries, but post 716679124385710080 should have the "misgendering cw" tag since the kinfession is about my own dysphoria of people seeing Pom Pom as a girl while kinning Pom Pom and being a trans man! (I know you would typically add the "transphobia cw" tag to these types of kinfessions as well, but since Pom Poms gender is up to peoples own opinion, and Im not being misgendered directly, I dont feel it fits. But feel free to add it on as well if you think it does!)

Also the "hoyoversekin" tag, while not inaccurate technically, isnt necessary. Hoyoverse is simply the company creating the game, not the source itself! (no need to remove it if you dont want, just saying for clarities sake)

~🕯♟

Ah, the dangers of typing tags for 2 hours straight! You miss the very obvious…. SMh! Thank you Pom Pom friend for clearing that up! I added those tags and took off the hoyoverse one! I thought it was a collective term for your general source, not the makers themselves! Thanks again!

Mod Party Cat!

[kinnies4despair]

This Is NOT A Mod Intro...

SOLVE MY RIDDLES FOUR, AND YOU WILL QUESTION MOD KOKICHI'S IDENTITY NO MORE!!

1 . . .

I Am Gay, 19 Years Old, And Transmasc With He/It Pronouns . . . Who Am I?

2 . . .

What Do You Call A Guy Who's Kindating Mod Shuichi . . . ?

3 . . .

What Only Speaks In Riddles, Rhymes, Lies, And Wingdings And Will Not Change Its Ways For Anyone To Avoid Getting Triggered . . . ?

4 . . .

There Is A Guy With Some Sidekins Alongside His Main Kin (Kokichi Ouma) . . . Who Is This Guy . . . ?

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[softly--speaking]

Softly: Stinger Charm, do double damage at the cost of taking more soul to heal

Once: Safety Charm, when you get the shade back you gain soul

Twice: Rock Charm, Takes two hits to take damage, at the cost of lower damage output

None: Geo Charm, respawn with half the geo you had when you died (shade would hold the other half)

Cyrus: Pollen Charm, allows for a short term effect that makes enemies passive, damage will still take effect and it stops if attacked

Question for your Hollow Knight OC part II:

If they died and left a charm behind, what would it do?

[firstclassattorney]

OOC: I downloaded a few kristoph sprites but theyre too small... augh...

LOOK AT HIM. DAMMIT. ill js use these for reblogs ig... <\3

[firstclassattorney]

Ok so i have a question for the mod-

How does one Run an rp acc? I have been thinking about doing one with Godot and my 2 AA oc which includes some of my au, but i feel uh... Shy and nervous to do one bc what if i mess up and whatevers? Yk-? So uh.. could i maybe get any tips on how to run an rp acc and maybe loose the nervousism and shyness?

OOC:

Yeah, of course! I'll do my best to give advice.

First, the intro post. I usually add an image or GIF relating to the characters. I add a starting message/intro from the character, and under the cut, I add all the information needed.

In the intro, I usually include;

Information about the canon character/OC (name, pronouns, headcanons)

The timeline the blog is set in (optional)

Information about mod (you) such as boundaries, DNI, etc

Your comfortability with ships (because people tend to like shipping characters)

And any extra things you want to add.

I pin the post to the blog and decorate it. Usually I announce the fact the blog is up on my main.

To get more asks, I recommend talking to more well-known AA RP blogs so others can know about yours.

As for your nervousness... you just need to remember that, at the end of the day, its just not that deep. We aren't fully sticking to canon, even if we try our best, because these characters are OUR interpretations of them. Everyone is just a human being having fun. If you're happy, others are sure to be happy as well, and if they're not... they're not worth your time.

[firstclassattorney]

Ooc: getting nots from this blog is hilarious

OOC: He knows what you are...

[softly--speaking]

Softly: y-you think I'm... a knight?

You think I'm strong...

...

...

...

...

Thank you

Softly wiped away their tears and oozed a newfound confidence, if this person thinks their strong, then they must be! That settles it then! Time to find their king! They marched off, but not before giving a quick hug to Quill, as a thank you for the huge compliment

[Ask: ("Hello, my fellow, ah... sibling? Something else? Or... Ah, no, I'd say the answer to that is your own choice, haha. I'd say you're free to choose.") The vessel rubbed the back of their head for a moment. ("What's your destination in your travels, if you don't mind my asking? A place? A person? Or, a state of mind, maybe?") ~Quill, to Softly]

[Softly: Oh uh, hello... I'm Softly... I'm loooking for my king...]

Softly: He's hard to miss, he's pretty tall... But he's also fast... Maybe you've seen him? He looks kinda like me but... taller and a striped cloak with wings? What's your name? Are you one of the heroic vessels I've heard so much about? Are you a knight?

Softly seems to be excited, rambling now that they are being given the opportunity to speak

@voice-of-void

[firstclassattorney]

In light of December slowly approaching, did you and Klavier usually spend Christmas together? did you guys ever do stuff like baking, build a snowman, exchange gifts? do you have a favourite Christmas gift Klavier gave you?

"We did, especially as children. When he was young I'd often partake in the usual Christmas activities to help him feel a little 'holiday joy'."

"Often times he wouldn't have enough money to buy me a gift, but once he saved up enough to buy me this keychain with a dog on it. He said he thought I'd like it since I mentioned getting a dog someday.

...Admittedly, I still have the keychain in my office. Hidden, but it's there."

[firstclassattorney]

OOC: I REACHED 1000 REBLOGS? WHATTTT...

[firstclassattorney]

I only followed these accounts on a whim tbh but they have been brightening my day so much, most of all how everyone around here seems to share a single braincell. Like, Kristoph gets an ask that says 'mommy' and a few moments later he finds himself adopting several orphans. Brody's Apollo gets offered a peeled orange and in the blink of an eye, anons storm his ask box competing over who can peel the most fruits. it's silly, it's great.

OOC: Honestly that's what I like the most about Tumblr rp blogs. No one questions if something is "OOC", all they care about is being silly and having fun.

And honestly? I'm so glad you seem to enjoy these stupid little shenanigans, because I'm having sm fun too <3 love all of y'all for interacting with this blog/p

[firstclassattorney]

OOC: THIS BLOG REACHED 5000 LIKES??? 5000 entire people liked my posts... waow...

[firstclassattorney]

WERE SO BACK

OOC: WE'RE SO BACK!!!!!!!!!111

[firstclassattorney]

Welcome back funny German man! I hope you're ready to live with a minimal number of teaspoons!

(nah fr though we missed you mod)

"N'doooooh! I come back and people are already fiddling about with my organized teaspoons...!"

(OOC: TYSM <333 I cant put it into words but I'm so shocked so many people were panicking on my behalf and welcomed me back when the time came. It means a lot to me and Im so glad I can continue doing my silly thing with y'all <3))