#📼 — all for a bet ⸝ ˚⋆

[jjunieworld]

ALL FOR A BET ⸝ ˚⋆

pairing: choi soobin x fem!reader

featuring — the rest of txt, yunjin & sakura from le sserafim, jake & sunghoon from enhypen

genre: smau + written, non!idol au, college au, angst, slight unrequited love, fluff, eventual smut

synopsis: choi soobin has always been the popular kid surrounded by his popular friends. you... not so much. one night, soobin and his friends make bet that soobin can't get you to date him in a month. unfortunately for you, you're a hopeless romantic.

warnings: swearing, some bullying, drinking/alcohol, sexual innuendos, lots of love confessions, at some point soobin gets on his knees and begs, some blackmailing, lots of fighting (check chapters for warnings!)

status: complete┊schedule: thurdays, sundays, whenever started: 12/16/23┊ended: 2/22/24 taglist: closed. note: inspired by pink in the night by mitski (more of the general vibes than an actual inspiration)

profiles. the romantics┊the it group

00. prologue ⸝ ˚⋆ 01. oh “dear diary” ⸝ ˚⋆ 02. at 6pm tomorrow ⸝ ˚⋆ 03. spongebob character headass ⸝ ˚⋆ 04. tainted ⸝ ˚⋆ 05. white girl wasted!!!! ⸝ ˚⋆ 06. ghosting ⸝ ˚⋆ 07. wtf is your issue? ⸝ ˚⋆ 08. empty ⸝ ˚⋆ 09. more than anything ⸝ ˚⋆ 10. my beautiful y/n ⸝ ˚⋆ 11. coolest kidz on da block! ⸝ ˚⋆ 12. can you fight?? ⸝ ˚⋆ 13. heart eyes ⸝ ˚⋆ 14. analyzed ⸝ ˚⋆ 15. pink in the night ⸝ ˚⋆ 16. i’ve hacked the system ⸝ ˚⋆ 17. sighs loudly ⸝ ˚⋆ 18. in the clouds ⸝ ˚⋆ 19. backup plan ⸝ ˚⋆ 20. icarus ⸝ ˚⋆ 21. half alive ⸝ ˚⋆ 22. safe space ⸝ ˚⋆ 23. spontaneous movie night ⸝ ˚⋆ 24. the beating heart ⸝ ˚⋆ 25. operation: get him back ⸝ ˚⋆ 26. cmon carrie underwood! ⸝ ˚⋆ 27. the elevator ⸝ ˚⋆ 28. i was right ⸝ ˚⋆ 29. a serious chat ⸝ ˚⋆ 30. it’s not love ⸝ ˚⋆ 31. we are so back!!! ⸝ ˚⋆ 32. just ask and i’ll show you ⸝ ˚⋆ 33. cornered me ⸝ ˚⋆ 34. get a room ⸝ ˚⋆ 35. at 6pm tomorrow (reprise) ⸝ ˚⋆

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: ̗̀➛ To talk about my crush because I’m scared everyone else is annoyed with me when I talk about him.

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@lovinglyobsessed = vent account

[sakumasmut]

my brain is rotted from the inside out because of this stupid man, but i wish rinne amagi cock was real and that it was also fucking my throat. not because he would be in control, but because i'd graciously allow him to after edging him for an hour, nearly sobbing, white-knuckled gripping on the sheets, begging to please, please let him cum. oh he's all sweaty and gross from this morning's rehearsal? even better because fuck he would smell and taste so good. idols have to follow strict self-care routines and i bet they have to wax on top of that .. but disheveled, unshaven, musky rinne with his uncut, girthy cock is so peak so let a guy dream 😔 you'd use his headband as a makeshift blindfold and take your sweet time fucking and sucking him. until you don't and then nearly break the bed frame with how rough you ride him. and even with all of that, maybe you'd coax him into wearing a cockring so he's resigned to stay hard for you like a good boy. poor thing will be shooting blanks but still cry for more because no one's ever made him this helpless before. the thought of cooing in his ear about how adorable his loud, shaky, overstimulated whimpers are, "what would everyone else think if they knew big bad amagi rinne was my little bitch?", threatening him that the door was left unlocked and anyone could come in and see how he's being used like a cheap toy, etc.. all his pride and bravado be damned, sometimes he craves being humbled 📼

oh hello new anon! I assume you want to claim the emoji so I put you down on my list

all of this sounds like exactly what rinne deserves. he’s just soooo cocky, thinking he’s in control. turning him into a begging mess should teach him a lesson, one that he won’t be forgetting. edging into overstimulation is always so good, I can imagine teasing him for hours, then finally letting him shoot as many loads as he wants into any of your holes, only for him to be unable to stop because of the cute little cock ring you slipped on him…I hope you bring him to tears by the end of it, it’d be a lovely sight

[tarrenterror25]

TARREN 💕 IM SO SORRY I KEEP FORGETTING TO SEND ASKS FOR SPOOPY SEASON

If it's not too late for the Fear Lounge I was hoping for a smol drabble for Yandere!Alfred (for me and C). Make it as dark as you'd like!!

And what spoopy movie you'd recommend to a newbie horror movie watcher! I'm thinkin of dipping my toes into the pool 👀

🕸️ Caught! - Send in a character with a prompt/theme and I will write a drabble for you! (Less than 500 words) 📼 Scary Movie - I'll tell you what horror/Halloween/fall movie I'd watch with you!

Fear Lounge

Hi H!! You made it just in time and oh dear 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

I had a scene thought out for this request, but as I started writing it uh...took a turn and I know you said make it as dark as I'd like, but I'm still worried this is too much 😩 I went with the more obsessive side of yandere 💀 I was inspired by movies like Prom Night (2008) and The Resident (2011). I hope you and C like it!! 💕💕

Yandere!Alfred Pennyworth x (Implied)F!Reader

Tags: stalking, masturbating (male), yandere, mention of dubcon/noncon actions

It’s as soon as Bruce leaves that Alfred does his own moonlighting of sorts.

As the Dodge Charger roars out of Wayne Terminus, Alfred makes his way to his desk in the open concept foyer.

It’s just a few clicks to pull up what he’s looking for; pictures and videos of you from the Wayne Tower security cameras.

Alfred admits he was ashamed for lusting after you, but he’s in too deep now. There’s no going back.

He lets out a soft sigh as he undoes the button and zipper of his pants.

There’s a camera that overlooks directly above your desk at Wayne Tower, during the day he often watches you work. Sometimes he gets a nice view down your blouse depending on the angle you sit at.

Alfred begins to stroke his cock to the sight of you. He’s always such a well composed man, but you, something about you sets him off, makes him…unhinged.

All the things he’s done to get close to you; finding excuses for him to call you, brushing his hand against yours, or insisting you join him on errands for Bruce.

As he touches himself, his other hand retrieves from his pocket a pair of your panties. He couldn’t help looking through your bag that day when he saw on the cameras that you had left your desk. He doesn’t know what possessed him, but he rummaged through your belongings and found the garment and pocketed it.

He strokes his cock faster now. God, he’s so hard from just thinking about how you make him come undone. He imagines that fucking you would ruin a man to pieces. Oh, how he longs to feel you from the inside; wants to rut into you until you’re full of his come. He bets you’d look stunning underneath him.

“God,” he breathes out before bringing your panties to his face and deeply inhaling your scent from them.

He adjusts them in his hand and wraps that hand around his cock so he’s stroking himself with your panties. He uses his free hand to navigate the pictures and videos.

You make him absolutely insane.

His hand moves faster and his breath hitches in his throat.

He wishes he had more courage to approach you in person, but words fail him when he’s around you. You’re so beautiful and his throat tightens when you walk near him; the way your hips move, the scent of your perfume as you walk by, the way your eyes look from under those lashes.

He comes with a sudden gasp and jerk. He releases his spend into your lacy garment, moaning softly as he watches it soak up his come off his cock.

Maybe he should give them back to you like this. You would never know…or you might. He isn’t sure which idea he likes better.

Alfred cleans himself up and looks to the pictures of you on his computer screen.

His gaze slides over to a file on his desk, a file he asked you to bring to him first thing in the morning. You won’t be able to find it and well, he’d be remissed to not help you.

There are soooo many options in my head for what I would recommend as a horror movie if you're just getting into them, but I gotta go with a classic that (to me) feels well rounded enough to introduce someone to horror!

With you, H, I'd watch-!

It is a SUPER fun and neat horror movie. It has some intrigue, supernatural elements, and some blood and guts, but the tone of the movie is very light and spooky rather than doom, gloom, and gore. One of my besties and I have a tradition of watching it EVERY year because it's just a classic. It's got a little bit of everything! Plus, I think there are some scenes you'd really like!!

[iamthecomet]

JUST had a thought of maybe dew and aether? 69ing and seeing who can make the other cum first and whoever "loses" will do the dishes for the 2 weeks or smth like that ANYWAY that's such a them thing to do

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It's a stupid bet. Maybe the stupidest bet Aether's ever made. He hates that he agreed to it. Hates that he helped come up with it--a fact he will probably deny. Because he is going to lose. Aether's flat on his back on Dew's bed. Eyes clamped closed. Dew's dick in his mouth, spilling precum onto his tongue. Dew's controlling that rhythm with small rolls of his hips. That isn't the problem. Aether's happy to lay back and let his mouth be used. To be sustained on Dew's scent and taste, and the softness of the bed beneath him. The problem is that Dew's also in charge of the rhythm with which he sucks Aether's cock.

And Dew, knows every trick that makes Aether's thighs shake. He usually draws it out, gets Aether trembling and weak-kneed before he lets him cum.

But there are two weeks of chores on the line.

And Dew has never played fair. Dew's stamina sucks, he's usually the first one out of his mind. But he's also usually not in a position of control. He also knows just how fast he can get Aether to cum. They've cut it close time and time again during show intermissions. Dew's honed this skill down to a science.

Dew does that thing with his tongue and Aether feels himself rocket closer. He digs his fingers into the meat of Dew's ass, hoping the sharp bite of pain will make the smaller ghoul falter.

Dew just chuckles around the head of Aether's cock, and shoves his hips down, forcing his cock further into Aether's mouth.

He's all Aether can smell, taste, feel. He's everywhere, warm and wiry and heavy on his tongue. He's swimming in the smell of cinnamon, woodsmoke, and cigarettes. He has his eyes clamped shut. He tries to focus on Dew's cock in his mouth.

On flicking his tongue over the slit, on pressing on that spot beneath that always makes Dew mewl. He shifts his head to take more of Dew into his mouth, letting the head slip into his throat. He swallows.

Dew makes a small pleasured noise. It feels like a victory.

But no matter how hard Aether tries to focus on only the pleasure he's dealing out. Dew's mouth is treacherous. Hot, and sloppy. He can fell scorching spit dripping onto his balls as Dew works out a rhythm that makes Aether's thighs tremble.

Dew squeezes both of them like he knows, thumbs rubbing down the inside of Aether's thighs. Dew slides one hand up to cup Aether's balls, rolling them in his palm, and Aether gives up. He opens his throat, lets Dew use it, but he stops sucking, stops trying to force Dew to cum. Drool runs down his chin.

He's going to lose. Soon. His toes curl against the bedsheets. His back bows, arching off of the bed, trying to push further into Dew's mouth on instinct. He can't focus on anything except the building pleasure, the sudden ache in his gut. Dew chuckles, victorious already.

Dew presses his tongue hard just under the head of Aether's cock, and he's gone, groaning around Dew and spilling hot into Dew's eager mouth.

Dew milks him for every drop, sucking hard on the head and dragging Aether into overstimulation that makes him twitch and whine. He wants to be upset with himself. But as Dew keeps suckling at him dragging the pleasure out for as long as possible and he can't think beyond his own jolting body, and the insistent press of Dew's cock at the back of his throat. Somehow, even though he lost, it feels like a victory.

He'll rescind that thought later. But for now, he's happy to let Dew milk him dry.

[therealdaydreamstark]

Binge Watching / Vi Stark Rant Time 📺

Riddle me this one please 🙏 why is it that the human brain has the capacity to continue a series without stopping? 🧐

First, we have a log line, which is that juicy one-liner that describes what a movie or series is about. We all know this, it’s the summary that captures the reader and peaks the viewer’s interest despite us might not wanting to see the series or film. I bet, we all had that feeling where we don’t know to watch something or not, but it’s that long-line that makes us interested 👀 (it also helps hearing it from the perspective of someone else who had already seen the product before!)

A good log-line answers the “What is it?” question, clearly and enticingly. Most log-lines will state the central conflict of the story and provide some sort of an emotional hook to stimulate interest.

Secondly, the open loops! We are all too familiar with those dang cliffhangers at the end of our favorite TV shows that leaves us wanting more, feeling annoyed or antsy cause we want to know what happens next! What are is rest of this story? What comes next? Is Meredith gonna end up with Derek or not?! Are Mark and Lexie gonna stay how they truly feel?

The human brain is so complex yet captivating as it wants to comprehend and close that loop.

This is why SO MANY people end up binge watching their favorite series til the end in a single weekend. We need the answers! Sometimes it’s not answers, sometimes it’s that simple evoking energy the series gives us that might be comfort, that leads up to keep watching.

Third, the storytelling duh! What do really great TV shows and movies have in common? They have all mastered the art of transporting you out of your living room and into an entirely different world that they’ve created. And they do this through extremely thorough sensory detail and descriptive storytelling. The lighting, the music, the dialogue, the carefully crafted costumes and landscaping, they all play a pivotal role in your cinematic experience.

But all of this can be carefully replicated just as well, if not better through great writing! That’s because great storytelling brings out all of your senses, sounds, taste, sight and even the smells.

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Sooo now I wanna hear your thoughts on this! 🫶 What are some series or movies that have grabbed your attention and why? 📼

Tags: @missstrawbs2001 @cherrysft @gcthvile @rickb-chaos @purpleprincessonfyre @luna-d-marsh @sherloquestea @superspookyjanelle @huskerhale @gaminggirlsstuff @rooster-84 @ask-starrk and etc

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📼 Seasons:

*series are listed here from newest to oldest*

Simply The Best (1/15)

While his group of young friends unravel a series of extraordinary mysteries and secret government exploits in Hawkins, Indiana, Steve Harrington gains supernatural abilities after being bitten by a spider.

A best friends to lovers story | canon with a spiderman!AU twist

My Girl (1/?)

He’s got so much Honey, the bees envy him. He doesn’t need no money, fortune, or fame ‘cause he’s got all the riches one man can claim.

You might ask, what can make Steve Harrington feel this way?

His daughter’s Kindergarten teacher.

A strangers/"co-workers" to lovers story

If You're Wondering If I Want You To, I Want You To (0/3)

It’s summer again, same old same old with your best friend. Popcorn and sticky movie theater floors and after let’s share a strawberry shake and fries - Wait, when did Steve get so…Hold on, hold on, you’re best friends. Here, have a grape popsicle, I know it’s your favorite honey. Oh look, a shooting star, what’s your wish?

A best friends to lovers story | part of the summertime magic universe

Baby, I Can't Fight This Feeling - completed

Steve Harrington could have almost any girl in Hawkins, but a stupid bet makes him realize that the one girl he truly wants, may never give him the chance.

An "enemies" to lovers series

We'll Call It Love - completed

A cynic towards love, you're content with your casual and pain free flings. The universe can send you signs and meddle in your life, but you will not be another lovesick girl in a romantic comedy. No guy is worth that.

Not even Steve Harrington.

A friends with benefits series (modern AU)

[fullusun]

(이해찬) ˖◌ 🐻🖥️ ꒱ 37.5 FULLSUN FM ♡ EPISODE 205 : "debunking you delulus bcs literally stfu it’s haejoo day!" 📼◌ 083124.◞⠀

[ ♡, dedicated to @hrtsjoo ] 🎙️ — STATUS : ON AIR NOW •

🎶͙ ֺ 𓂃 dun dun dun ! this week’s episode was long awaited.. crazy how summer flew over heads just like that, right sunnies? not only that happened, but a lot in general did too, no? since it’s the last day of august, i’m here to break something to all of you because some just.. can’t get it in their heads properly.

(gently laughs, shaking his head while rolling his eyes to the camera)

last summer was my most unexpected event in my life and a special someone came into my life… she’s— very. very. special to me. and today marks our first year together.. a whole year! so this episode marks it very special because..

(drum rolls with his hands on his lap)

i’m going to be talking about my top three favourite memories i’ve had with her, aaall from my perspective… since five seems too many— but i think three’s the perfect number.. do you guys have a favourite number? anyway, this episodes only for her so if you don’t like sap…

(smiles at the camera and points at the door before sticking his tongue out)

⊹ » number one — the conversation we had after our first kiss. in my mind, it felt like i was going crazy.. even if it was only for a few seconds when it happened. i guess that’s when it hit me that i realized you were all mine in that second and from then on, yknow? so much things went on in my head.. but i’m happy we talked about it, i like how we both weren’t scared since we knew eachother; and i mean really knew eachother.. the different smiles we have for each different types of happy, the way i can read your eyes with every mood you had- especially when to make a joke and when not to make a joke.. and when i need to make a joke—

(a smile grows while he talks and he takes a pause to look down at the paper on the desk to push it away)

it feels liberating to know someone and have them know me inside and out, our souls are so intertwined that it shocks me everytime, i bet they knew eachother in some other life, don’t you think? i swear joo, whenever you laugh it’s like you’re scaring all the bad thoughts away in my head. it’s one of my favourite things about you, also how when you smile you have to move your eyebrows up too.. and when your face goes blank, you look like a clueless kid and it makes me smile instead..

⊹ » number two — when you reassured me when i was at my lowest that whole time frame felt like i was being sucked into a black hole and it felt so bad.. it felt horrible to talk about these things even when it seemed so little. for some reason, it felt shaming to be myself and i let it get to me, it still doesn’t click with me how out of all people you chose me and you kept choosing me every single day joo. i think that was the time where i realized that i was truly, deeply in love with you.. i love you so dearly and you’re the most precious thing to me— i love how silly we get when things get hard and it lifts everything off my shoulders.. you’re so comfortable to be with, i don’t ever wanna go anywhere when i’m with you, but go more together in the future.. pfft- just me, you, milo and circe and maybe i know this for sure maybe, just a few plus ones or something..

(he covers his face while yelling into his hands while gulping down a laugh)

i’ll shut up on that part, maybe. jusssttt maybe. on the note of the last one though..

⊹ » number three — circe and milo playing in the snow ah yes, those days where you were getting the bag while i got locked in the basement for a few actions… eugh. i didn’t expect it on my bingo card either, but that happened! i kinda felt useless in that period too, but when i sent you the video of them tackling in snow and jumping around, all that stuff and see you look so fond of it, it made me realize how proud i felt for the both of us. we really were happy with eachother.. i saw it in the sparkle of your eyes and when and how you woke me up in the middle of the night to tell me that. you have no idea how much you mean to me in general and I would give anything and do everything to show you that any and everyday.. just look at how i'm going insane at ten pm in our living room while recording this?

(he looks away from the mic to look at the papers, smiling and chuckling to himself)

it's been an official three hundred and sixty-six days since we've officially been together and it's been the best thing in my life through the hectic things, especially lately joo.. thank you for all the lessons, the laughs, the smiles, the memories and the ones we'll make even more, your hand that holds mine and the heart i get to keep with me forever. same time again next year? aaand every other year? more cats? pfft.. i love you honey, more than anything and everything... don't tell mark!

🎶͙ ֺ 𓂃 dun dun dun ! 🎙️ — EPISODE 502 COMES TO AN END. •

🫂 ALSO THIS IS FOR AANI ♡ !!

boo! it's haejoo day and ... that's literally so freaking cool. like wdym we lasted this long and we've been friends for more than one year its so crazy aani like 😭 I just wanted to tell you that I genuinely love you and appreciate you so much ): we been through a lot together and its so amazing to see that you've been nothing but a real friend to me and you're so special to me, you really have no idea.. haejoo is one of the ships I hold so close to in my heart so I thank you for all the smiles and laughs and late nights you gave comfort too <3 I love u sm and I hope we keep this up :3 I LOVE YOU !! 🫵

[bursonahome]

Welcome to the illness

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L'manbur • [Adam] • He/Him • 🏹

Pogbur • [] • He/It • ��️

Vilbur • [V] • It/He/Bomb • 🧨

Ghostbur • [Pax] • He/They/Ghost/Blue • 🦋

Limbur • [] • He/Scream • 🧳

Deadbur • [] • He/Him • 🧼

Jubileebur • [] • He/Him • 📞

Salinebur • [] • He/It/Sulk • 💊

YSWRbur • [] • He/They • 📹

LosingfaceBur • [] • He/They/It • 🎞️

SISVbur • [] • He/Him • 🎒

LJ+ISBur • [] • He/Him • 🌆

Revivebur • [Rev] • He/It • 🚬

Utahbur • [] • He/Him • 📦

100p/Godbur • [Ethos] • He/God/Angel/Divine • ⛪️

Simpbur • [Romeo] • He/They • 💾

Incelbur • [Juno] • He/She/Love • 💕

IHRMbur • [] • He/Glitch/Code • 📼

Softbur • [Max] • He/They • 🍜

ARGbur • [] • He/Dark/Haunt • 🗞️

PBur • [] • He/Him/His/They • 🍻

OSMPbur • [] • They/He/Phantom/Float • 🕯️

CC!Wilbur • [] • He/Him • 📀

Geobur-?? • [] • He/They/Plant/Bee • 🗺️

YLYLbur • [] • He/Him • 📽️

TP • [] • He/She/Glam/They • 💄

MCCbur • [] • He/Him • 🎮

Hard to explain- • [] • He/Him • 🪣

TipTup • [Charlie] • He/They • 🧸

Highschool!Wil • [Jason] • He/Him • 📓

Royal!Wil • [] • He/They • 👑

Jock!Wil • [Ryan] • He/Him • 🏀

hard to explain- • [Liam] • He/Him • 🩳

i- college? • [] • He/Him • 📚

HO16bur • [] • He/Him • 🚐

onedaybur • [] • He/Him • 🧭

sexsellsbur • [] • He/They • 🔦

Tauntbur • [] • He/They/It • ⚡️

30daybur • [] • He/Him • ⚙️

Passerinebur • [Prince] • He/Peace • 🕊️

hard to explain again • [] • He/She/It • 🪩

sorrybur • [] • He/Him • 💰

zombur • [Maxwell] • He/It • 🐍

cultbur • [Aaron] • They/He • 🐾

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[wellfell]

 shadis wasn't an easy man to get along with , or talk to , or anything at all . akina found it easier to report to commander smith than saying one word to shadis' glaring face . . . akina hates it so much . especially after he once mentioned that she must not look at his eyes when they're talking because she had a creepy glare ; HE WASN'T WRONG . [ @keith-shadis ] his voice makes her jump , almost gasp in fright as she turns around , hiding the plastic bag behind herself . the potatoes she stole from the kitchen , for sasha and everyone else , because she lost the bet to ymir — she puts a hand to her chest to calm her beating heart and mumble breathlessly ; ❛ sir – hi ! ❜

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[firstaidspray]

🦋 📼 Paz Lives AU Tapes 📼 🦋

Questioning Paz: Interrogation 01

(Footsteps as Ocelot approaches a detained Paz)

Ocelot: Name?

Paz: Wh-what?

Ocelot: What is your name?

Paz: Paz Ortega Andrade, you know this. I am a student, an angel of peace. Why am I in trouble?

Miller: Stop the front, we know who you really are, Pacifica.

Paz: I don't know what you are talking about, Miller. What did I do to deserve this?

Miller: We know why you were detained by Skull Face. You know why, too.

Paz: No, I don't! I don't know who Skull Face is! Miller…who is that?

(Incomprehensible murmuring from across the room from DD soldiers)

Ocelot: What do you know about a thing called Cipher?

Paz: Cipher? The one you MSF guys talk about? I don't know much, other than what you have said.

Miller: No! You know exactly what Cipher is, what XOF is. We need you to tell us everything.

Paz: I. Don't. Know. What. You. Are. Talking. About! You're confusing me!

Miller: Ocelot. Try this.

(Brief silence as Ocelot hesitates)

Ocelot: Miller, I don't think we need to go that far. I think she's telling the truth-

Miller: I said, try this!

Paz: Wh-what is that?

Miller: Truth serum. I'm sorry, but if you're not going to tell the truth on your own, we're going to make you.

(Ocelot injects the serum, resulting in Paz screaming in pain)

Paz: Why did you do that?! It hurts so bad, Miller! Why?!

(Footsteps as Ocelot goes to speak to Miller)

Miller: Normally you get off on torturing people. What's the exception with her, huh? Why are you going so easy on her, being so gentle?

Ocelot: You say that like you want me to enjoy hurting her. You want information, but I don't think going about it like this will get it.

Miller: I don't care how you get her to talk, just do it. Paz has been through a lot of pain, but I'm not above giving her more if it means she'll tell us about Skull Face, about XOF, about Cipher.

Ocelot: You don't care if she experiences more pain? Come on now. She means something to you and the Boss, and you and the Boss mean something to her. I listened to her diary tapes, you know. As time went on, she actually cared about you guys at MSF. She even hinted at betraying Cipher to stay with you.

Miller: I heard the tapes, even before Camp Omega. And I cared...care about her. We wrote music together. We were friends...when she was living a lie, at least. I don't want to see her hurt. I just want the truth, so if hurting her is the way, then so be it.

(Paz whimpering in the distance)

Ocelot: I think you're already getting the truth. She has amnesia or something. After the serum wears off, I'm going to have a doctor check her out.

Miller: Fine. But could you go ask her a few more questions just to make sure? Here, show her these pictures. One of these came from a former MSF soldier Snake found in the field; he had it on his person. See if they elicit a response.

(Footsteps as Ocelot approached Paz again)

Ocelot: I'm sorry about the shot hurting you. That's just... a side effect. It should go away.

Paz: I want it to go away soon. Are you here to ask me more questions?

Ocelot: Yes, but just a couple. Here, I have some pictures. Tell me, do you remember taking this?

(Ocelot shows Paz the photo of her and Miller)

Paz: Yes, of course!! Miller and I were writing a song for Peace Day. You know, I haven't seen you around, you must be new, so I bet you didn't know. Miller has an awful voice, so I'm singing. I can't wait to play it in front of everyone!

Ocelot: Okay, good. I'll see if, uh, Miller wants to play it later, but for now we've got a bit more to look at. Here, recognize this guy?

(Ocelot shows Paz the photo of Skull Face)

Paz: Um, no, I would remember someone who looks like that. What is wrong with him?

Ocelot: Uh, well...*scoffs* Hm. So you don't know him at all?

Paz: No, I don't. I've never seen him before.

Ocelot: Paz, do you promise me you're telling the truth? Because if you aren't, Miller's gonna make me use another one of those shots on you.

Paz: Yes, of course I am telling the truth! Why would I lie?! I don't even know why I am here!

(Brief silence, Ocelot bends down and touches Paz's abdominal scar)

Ocelot: Paz, do you remember how you got this scar?

Paz: No...I...I don't know...it was there when I woke up...

Ocelot: Alright. You're doing great, let me go talk to Miller.

(Tape ends)

[jjunieworld]

24. the beating heart ⸝ ˚⋆

↳ half written, half texts. word count: 4.9k

— SOOBIN’S POV —

soobin sighed deeply as he got into his car.

what more could sakura have? what more could she do to ruin his life and hurt y/n even more than she already is? soobin banged his hand off his steering wheel, causing the horn to honk loudly, scaring a group of people walking by. he pulled out of the parking lot and made his way to sakura’s place.

sakura’s place was different in the daylight and without all of the people and security guards crowding it. he pulled up to the gate and before he could even get out to press the button, it automatically opened. he pulled through and parked his car in the roundabout driveway.

soobin slammed his door shut and walked up to the door. he knocked three times and waited.

if there was something else out there that could hurt y/n, he needed to destroy it while he was here. he’s already done enough to her. she doesn’t need more added on to it.

the door flung open and he was greeted with a smiling sakura, ushering him in. she took him to the fourth floor and into her room, urging him to sit on the bed and wait.

“get to the fucking point, sakura. what else do you have?” soobin spat out angrily as he stood near the door. sakura look back at him and sighed, rolling her eyes slightly.

“remember when we use to be friends?” she replied.

“no, i don’t.”

she came up to him and rested her hands on his bicep. “binnie, how many times do i have to say this. it was for your own good! you deserve to be with someone who’s at the same standards as you! not that poor wannabe who can’t tell the difference between a designer purse and a knockoff from the thrift store.” soobin moved her hands off of him.

sakura inhaled sharply and turned to sit on her bed. “you must want me to post the video of her finding out about the bet for everyone to see. imagine how fun it will be for everyone to get another laugh at it.” soobin’s heart dropped. there’s no way a video exists of that, right?

“poor little y/n, couldn’t keep up with the big shots and went tumbling. how sad.” sakura continued, a pout on her lips. it took everything in soobin not to lunge at her.

a thought of realization crossed soobin’s mind. sakura was lying. if she had a video of that night, it would’ve already been posted.

“you’re lying,” soobin firmly stated. the smug smirk on her face faltered briefly, but long enough for soobin to notice. it was his turn for a smirk to cross his face.

“if there was a video, you would’ve posted it already. you wouldn’t be able to help yourself. in your own words, ‘you like putting people in their place.’” anger flashed across sakura’s features as she swiftly stood to her feet. “what am i really doing here, sakura. and cut the shit. looking at you right now is pissing me off more and more by the second. what is your issue with y/n?”

the anger then turned into a sickly sweet smile. “you understand me so well, binnie.” she came up to soobin and wrapped her arms around him. or as well as she could since his arms were crossed against his chest.

“everything i do, i do for you! can’t you see? i did all of this so we could finally be together. we belong together. we always have.” she cupped his face with her hands. “i love you, soobin.”

she reached to pressed a kiss to his lips but soobin harshly pushed her off of him. sakura fell to the ground, landing hard on her butt. a hurt expression paints her features as she stares up at him.

anger buries soobin as he digs his fingernails in the palms of his hands. “you’re fucking delusional if you ever thought there would ever be a world in which i love you, let alone fucking like you. we’re done, sakura. don’t ever contact me again.” soobin stares her down to make sure she finally gets the message.

furious, sakura slowly rises to her feet, keeping eye contact with soobin. “you will regret this.” soobin raises an eyebrow, “will i? i’ve already done the thing i regret the most. this is nothing. once i leave here, i won’t even give you a second thought.”

he could tell his words cut her deep as the furious expression fell flat. all that there was left was pain. soobin didn’t care, it serves her right. he turned to leave and felt as she ran up to him, clinging onto his side.

“she will never be able to love you like i do! she’ll never understand you and know you like i do!” sakura frantically said. tears were streaming down her face, messing up her makeup. “we’re a match made in heaven, and you know it! you’re mine, and i’m yours.”

soobin pushed her off of him again, causing her to stumble backwards. “you’ve never known or understood me at all. can’t you see? you mean nothing to me. and y/n…? she means everything.”

soobin left her there, clinging to the edge of her dresser, sobbing loudly. he made his way outside to his car and drove off. all he desperately wanted to do was see y/n. to wrap his arms around her and hold her close to him.

soobin needed to figure out some way to show y/n how much he was genuinely sorry. how much that video didn’t actually reflect who he is. soobin needed to show y/n how much he truly and deeply loved her.

an idea crossed his mind. he knew just the thing.

it’s been days since your birthday. days since your heart was ripped out of your chest and stomped on. days since you’ve last seen soobin. and it didn’t hurt any less. if anything, it hurt more.

not that you’ve been helping yourself out. all you’ve been doing was looking at old photos and videos, rotting away in your bed in either his sweater or his hoodie. today was the sweater, the one he gave you on your first date. it didn’t smell like him anymore since you’ve washed it, but the fact that it was still his gave you comfort.

you got up from your bed. enough was enough, you at least needed some fresh air. deciding to take a walk, you slip on some actual clothes, deciding to keep his sweater on.

as you made your way out of the dorms, you didn’t really have an idea on where to walk to. maybe around the corner and back? that sounded good. you inhaled the crisp air deeply. the wind flowing over your skin.

you can tell soobin has been giving you space. the way he lingers when he sees you, words on the tip of his tongue. him leaving classes later than usual so you’re not on the same elevator. in the hallways you can feel his stare on you, gently caressing your mind. you just want to go up to him, take him into your arms, and kiss him until you run out of breath. you want, for just once, to close your eyes and see the two of you happily together. instead of that godforsaken night.

sighing, you put your headphones in, deciding to drown out the nature sounds around you.

there’s a deal you can make on a midnight walk alone. look around, listen close, hear it fall from above.

you wish that you could go back to before any of this even happened. to when he was still yours and you were still his. instead, you have this empty spot where your heart use to be.

it will ask what you’d give and what you’d take for it in return. i once went on such a walk and i found that i’d said…

it’s not that you had no idea where it had gone. you knew deep down that your heart was next to his, placed gingerly together, beating for him. maybe in another world you had his heart, instead of the hollow corridors that now occupy your chest.

you inhaled sharply as you tried not to let your tears fall and continued on your walk.

“i want someone to take this soul. i can’t bear to keep it, i’d give it just to give and all i will take are the consequences. will somebody take this soul?”

as you rounded the corner back to your dorms, your body felt extremely heavy. besides the couple of tears you shed, you haven’t really let yourself fully cry. break down and fall onto your knees dry heaving cry. clutching your chest as you try to form words that you know aren’t there, that you know can’t express the pain, cry.

you knew you desperately needed it, but it’s as if your body refused to let you crumble. like some sort of hope was still keeping you glued together, every last little piece. you couldn’t understand it. what hope we’re you holding on to?

the hope that you’ll wake up, still next to soobin in your bed on your birthday, and realize that this was all some horrible dream? a nightmare your mind created? that this was all part of some other elaborate plan and at any moment everyone will pop out of the shadows?

you had to be realistic with yourself. this is your life now. and you will never be able to move on, to take back your heart, if you don’t let yourself fall.

there’s a deal that i made. there’s a deal…

did you even want your heart back?

you step to the door of your dorm room and sigh inwardly. you go to unlock it to find that it’s already unlocked. your brows furrow, but you think nothing of it. it must be my friends, you think.

oh how you were wrong.

you push your door open and are suddenly face to face with soobin. your breath hitches in your throat as you stand frozen. it’s as if you were transported back to that horrible night. those same heartbreaking eyes staring back at you.

your friends were right, soobin’s face does look fucked up. maybe not as bad as it was before, but you can definitely see the remnants of it. his left eye is patchy with green and yellows. splotches of purple cover his nose. yeonjun was disappointed to hear that he didn’t break it, only slightly cracked and bruised it. his beautiful lips had a deep cut in them. all you wanted to do was take his face in your hands.

his eyes were slightly red and there were deep bags under his eyes. his hair stood in various directions and you could tell he’s been running his fingers through it. you just noticed that he was holding a bouquet of flowers. cornflowers, white tulips, and orchids with a singular red rose in the center. you wished you didn’t swoon at it all. you also noticed the brown bag on your nightstand filled with who knows what.

he walked up to you carefully, making sure to stop a couple feet away. “y/n, please just listen to me for a mome—“

“how did you get in here?” you cut him off. you were sure you locked the door before you left.

soobin rubbed his free hand on the back of his neck. “i picked the lock… i watched a couple youtube videos… i’m sorry, i’m just now realizing how creepy this all is.” you take out your headphones and shove them into the pocket of your jeans. he follows the motion, lingering on your top.

you mentally smack yourself. you’re wearing his sweater. your face heats up as you cross your arms, trying and failing miserably to cover the sweater.

“can we please talk?” soobin finally says after a long moment of silence. you sigh and shut the door. you walk past him and sit on your bed, motioning for him to sit across from you on the other. he does just that.

soobin then gingerly hands over the bouquet of flowers. “for you,” he says softly. you hesitate before taking them. you stay quiet as you tuck the flowers close to your chest.

he looks at you, defeated. “will you say something to me? anything? please… i can’t bear your silence.” you look at him blankly for a moment before turning to the bag on the nightstand. “what’s in the bag?”

soobin lights up briefly at your voice and reaches for the bag. “they’re sweets! i made them for you. was up all night making them actually… you like a lot of stuff so i made a bunch of different things since i couldn’t decide on one thing.” he rambled. he handed you the bag.

you took it with furrowed brows. “soobin, what is this?” you can practically see his heart leap at you saying his name. or maybe it was yours, you still weren’t sure. “you think you can break into my room with flowers and homemade baked goods and everything will be okay again?”

he raked his hands through his hair. “no. i know that isn’t going to fix things.” he took the bag from you and sat it back on the nightstand, then took the flowers and placed them in the empty vase on your desk. he sat back on the empty bed and looked down at his hands for a moment.

“i know i said i was going to give you the space and time you needed, but staying away from you is driving me crazy. everytime i close my eyes i see the way you looked at me that night. the way your heart broke right in front of me…” finally, soobin met your eyes, “i would do anything to change what happened. anything. can we please just go somewhere and talk? and after this, i’ll leave you alone forever if that’s what you want. but i can’t go on with my life without you knowing how much you mean to me. how much you’ll always mean to me. please y/n… please just talk to me and let me explain everything.”

you held back the tears in your eyes, held back all the pain and the memories with him being in front of you brought up. anger was the only thing that was left. “what more could you say? what could you possibly say that will explain every interaction between us being for a stupid bet?”

anger clouded you as you tried to push away the pain. “that all of this was just a game to you? to them.” you shook your head at yourself, more in disbelief and disappointment.

“oh, how naive i was! how naive i was to think that you, choi soobin, the golden boy, the boy who everyone loves, would ever fall for me. i should’ve listened to my friends when they tried to warn me about you. when they tried to tell me that nothing good would come out of this and to be careful. maybe i wouldn’t be in this situation right now.”

you clenched your fists at your side and inhaled sharply. “but no, i was just so happy that the guy i was head over heels for would even give me the time of day. i thought, “no, soobin doesn’t seem like that type of guy. he’s different.” how fucking wrong i was.”

“please, y/n—“ you cut him off with a raised hand. “how wrong i was to think that everything between us was real. that the morning of my birthday was real. that you love me.”

“it was real! all of it was real for me, y/n. i swear to you. i love you.” soobin said desperately.

tears fell from soobin’s eyes. he slid to the floor in front of you on his knees. he put his forehead to your lap and desperately held onto your hands. “please y/n… i’m begging you. just let me do this one thing. let me explain everything to you and you’ll never see me again.” you can tell that your cheeks were now wet with fallen tears as well.

you wanted to run your hands through his hair and out of his face. wipe the tears from his face and tell him how much you still love him. but you couldn’t.

you wiped the tears furiously off your face and tried to breathe. it was haggard. you could feel your hands shake under his. it’s been days since you’ve been this close. days since you’ve last touched.

you inhaled sharply. “this is your last and final chance. your only chance… to explain this to me. to explain why you would do this to me.” he looked up to you, his eyes redder and his cheeks wet. you saw the hopeful gleam in his eyes. “to tell me if everything between us was a lie. to tell me if you ever actually loved me.”

soobin rose heavily to his feet, he still held onto your hands. reluctantly, he let go of them. you saw how his hands twitched after. “will you walk with me?”

the two of you ended up walking side by side together for a while. you can tell he was leading you somewhere from the deliberate turns that he made. the sun was just beginning to go down, pink streaks of color breaking through the blue sky.

you were walking through a path connected to the woods. you were by the park he took you to when he first asked you to be his girlfriend. the path broke out into a small isolated clearing and you froze in your tracks as you held your breath.

in front of you was a field of cornflowers, your favorite flower. you put a hand to your mouth as you looked around. soobin looked back at you, noticing the fact that you weren’t beside him anymore, and stopped to watch you take in the scene.

you noticed there was already a small blanket laid out in an empty part where there were no flowers. gently, soobin took your hand and guided you there. you sat down a little bit away from him and tried to focus on the conversation that you were about to have. you played with the end of his sweater as you waited for him to speak.

“i just want to start by saying that i’m really, really sorry y/n. about all of it. about even agreeing to the bet in the first place, about breaking your heart for the first time when i took my anger out on you, and about breaking your heart for the second time when i kept the whole bet aspect a secret from you and ultimately having you get hurt in the end. i didn’t want you to get hurt, i tried everything in my power for it to not happen. but a relationship built on lies will fall eventually, and i kept trying to seal the cracks with more lies.”

he ran a hand through his hair and took a deep breath before continuing. “so here is the complete and utter truth. the day we first spoke, by the elevator, that wasn’t by chance. i waited to speak to you, i even made up a lie about taking a sociology class so i could meet you at the cafe later that day and have you “help” me figure it out. then i proposed the dinner idea so i could get the bet rolling.”

you looked down to the blanket you were sitting on and squeezed your hands into fists to stop them from shaking. you knew it. deep down, you knew it.

“that was the first and last thing in our relationship that i ever did for that bet,” soobin said. you looked up to him to find he was already staring at you. you had a hard time believing his words.

“i know you don’t believe me, but i swear to you i’m telling the truth. when we had our first date, it’s like my eyes were opened. you’re everything that i ever wanted, and i knew from the moment i took you back to your dorm room and we kissed that i severely fucked up. i was already harboring feelings for you and i didn’t understand them because nobody has ever made me feel the way that you do. so that’s when i ignored you and everything at sakura’s party happened.”

your mind flashed back to those events. you drunk texting soobin and asking him why he’s ignoring you. his hurtful words. you telling soobin to meet you at the cafe and him explaining his feelings for you like he’s doing now.

“by then, i was barely speaking to… my friends…” he trailed off. he didn’t have to tell you for you to understand that they weren’t his friends anymore. “i told you, i wanted to keep you all to myself. the way they spoke about you… it made me so angry that if i were around them for any longer someone would’ve ended up dead.”

soobin shook his head slightly to clear the emotions. “for a while, i forgot all about the bet. until one day taehyun asked me when i was gonna stop pretending that i wasn’t in love with you.” he breathed in deeply as if he was reliving the conversation. “it felt like my world came crashing down around me. that was when i truly knew that it was over, that i couldn’t pretend that the bet was never a thing.”

you breathed in shakily. “were you ever going to tell me? or were you going to keep going and let me figure it out on my own?” you asked him.

“the night i came to your dorm, when jake and hueningkai caught us together, i was going to tell you. i was. but the words got stuck in my throat and i just couldn’t. i couldn’t hurt you.”

“you not telling me and letting me find out in front of everyone on my birthday hurt me more. you let me be humiliated all because you couldn’t own up to what you’ve done.” anger laced with the pain in your voice.

he closed his eyes at your words and his eyebrows knitted together. “i know,” he said, low and soft. “i know. and i’ll never forgive myself for letting that happen. and i’ll never forgive myself for watching you get hurt in front of everyone. and i’ll never forgive myself, ever, because i can never take back what happened. and i’m sorry, y/n. i’m so sorry i can't take it back and change the way things happened.”

you didn’t want to ask him, but you had to know. you had to know the truth. “did you ever love me?”

his answer was immediate, “yes. of course, more than anything. i still love you more than anything. i will always love you more than anything. that’s never ever going to change. i love you so much that words can’t express how i truly and genuinely feel for you. everytime i’m away from you my soul calls out to yours and everytime i’m with you it sings from how complete it is. i love you, y/n. and i’m sorry that i ever made you question that.”

soobin scooted closer to you, but stopped himself before he got too close. his body sagged and it looked like the weight of the world was holding him down. “and my words may mean nothing to you, but please know i mean it with every fiber of my being when i say this… i’ve meant every word i told you. every touch, every kiss, every longing look… i meant. and no matter how much i wish i could turn back time and change the past, once again, i can’t. i can’t fix the past, so please y/n… please let me try and save our future. you already have my heart and forever it will beat for you.”

you wanted to stand in front of him so you could look down on him and tell him the truth. how your chest is empty. how the only thing that echos through it are all the mistakes he’s made. how there’s nothing there. but quietly, tucked away behind the door you locked all your feelings in, you heard it.

the beating heart. his beating heart. you couldn’t help the tears that fell from your eyes. the tears that turned into full blown sobs.

and finally, what you’ve felt like you’ve been waiting for for a lifetime, soobin held you in his arms. you buried your face in his chest and heard your own heart beating back to you.

and soobin was right, with him, you felt complete. “and you have mine,” you whispered. he wrapped his arms around you tighter.

the two of you stayed like that for a while, in the clearing surrounded by cornflowers, until the sun went completely down. until only the moonlight could guide you.

soobin walked you back to your dorm and in front of your room you hesitated. you were exhausted and no doubt your eyes were puffy from all the crying you did. you turned to him, running your hands through his hair and getting it out of his eyes. he leaned into your touch and closed his eyes, sighing softly. you brought your hands back to your side and took a deep breath.

“i love you, soobin. and i want us to work, you don’t know how desperately i want us to work. but i still need time. i need time to process everything that has happened today, and i still need to process everything that happened in the past—“

soobin quickly cut you off. “i’ll wait however long it takes. i’ll wait until the end of the world if i have to. as long as you don’t take your heart away from me. let me have it, let me keep it safe. i promise i will keep it safe.”

you sighed and he put his forehead against yours. you closed your eyes as you resisted the urge to press your lips against his. for once in the days since your birthday, you didn’t see painful memories when you closed your eyes.

“this is the last time. you don’t have any more chances after this,” you whispered. “keep my heart safe.” you pulled away and went to turn to enter your room but soobin grabbed your arm.

he placed your hand to his chest and put his hand over it. he looked longingly at you and then took a step back. you knew what he meant. forever.

you went into your room and shut the door behind you, sliding down it as more tears fell from your eyes. you buried your face into your hands and tried to stifle your sobs. ultimately, you decided that after today you needed long, hot shower.

when you came out of the bathroom to get dressed, you were shocked to see more of soobin’s hoodies and sweaters laying with your clothes. there was a note on top of them.

if you decide you don’t ever want to talk or see me again, at least take these. even if you throw them away, i will at least get to be with you in some way one last time.

deciding that you don’t want to shed anymore tears today, you slipped one of the hoodies he left for you on. his scent surrounded you and you had to lean against the wall next to your dresser for support. you dug your hands into the pocket and found that there was another note. it was addressed to you and was slightly worn.

to my beautiful beautiful y/n,

i love you more than there are stars in the sky. your smile shines brighter than all of them combined. with you, i’ve never felt more alive. i’m just glad that i get to call you mine.

— binnie, your love

p.s. sorry if this is cheesy… i can't wait to let you know how much you mean to me.

your hand covered your mouth as you brought the note close to your chest. he must’ve written this when the two of you were still together, but when? you examined the small note further and noticed a date written in the middle of the back of the note.

it was from the day you caught your friends spying on your date at the diner. you didn’t know whether to laugh at how cheesy the note definitely was, or cry at the fact that he loved you all this time. did he mean to leave this note in this hoodie?

as you examined it further, you realized it was the hoodie he was wearing that day. and the note was written on a ripped off piece of the menu from the diner. it had to be by accident.

you gingerly placed the note inside a drawer in your desk for safe keeping. you then laid on your bed and wrapped the hoodie around you tighter. you just couldn’t believe everything that has happened today.

your heart—his heart—swelled in your chest. finally, you nodded off to sleep, dreaming of you and him under the stars in a field of cornflowers.

masterlist.

summary: choi soobin has always been the popular kid surrounded by his popular friends. y/n… not so much. one night, soobin and his friends make bet that soobin can’t get y/n to date him in a month. unfortunately for y/n, they’re a hopeless romantic.

A/N: one thing about me… i’m gonna write a long ass love confession😁 literally was possessed by shonda rhimes herself for it lmao early chapter for all my babygirls, you’re welcome!

taglist: @imagineyour-kpopboy @gothgyuu @carengene @spooksh0wbabe @beargyuuzz @binluvsu (if your name is bold it wouldn’t let me tag you!)

— kipo <3

[mydictionary-yume]

god im so late but 📼🎙🗣 for sakulu for the interview game? :3c

HEY YOU'RE ALL GOOD I'M JUST EXCITED TO HAVE ASKS TBH

📼 — What is a favorite memory you guys share? Least favorite?

UHHHHHH THIS KEEPS SHOWING UP IN ASK GAMES AND I STILL HAVE NO IDEA WWWWW.... A fave of mine is those lil quiet moments after a long day where we can just sit in silence with each other and enjoy the other's presence. He's comfy ur honor. His hair is fluffy. His body is soft. What more could you want in life. Least fave is prolly all of the early stuff with Lu and her first few weeks of existence slkdjfk. It was also just rly awkward between the two of them at that point anyway teehee<3

🎙️— What’s a song you’re picking to serenade your partner/s with during karaoke?

WHILE YOU WERE SLEEPING BY LAUFEY UUUUUU I've yelled about it before i think idk but like....,., I didn't even realize it suited them so well until like. A few weeks ago while I was sobbing seeing this song performed live sklgjls... I'd also just like to tell him every single thing in those lyrics bc man. I can't believe you're in love with me sweet boy you're so... aoughhhhhhhhhhhh. Saku.ya 🥺😭

🗣️ — Were there any rumors about your relationship before you went public? Are there any current ones still? How do you / did you deal with them?

It's kinda a running joke among some fellow a.3! yume friends of mine that man.kai members place bets on who will get in a relationship and when, so of course that applied to lusaku sklfjs(iirc Azu.ma has the longest winning streak). I don't think it was anything serious, just the gossip spreading that they were into each other. As for current ones, such as ones possibly spreading around the company's fans, they're usually quickly dispelled + if things get out of hand we have a whole-ass yakuza<3

Ask game

[lau-faye]

New year’s Eve

📼 : Promise by Laufey

i made a promise to myself before, to never settle for less or kahit let anyone to disrespect me. lolz i really thought i wouldn’t not make it here pero here i am, kaya pa naman. i know i’ve been through a lot, and 2023 gave me a lot of realizations, problems that i have already solved that i thought na hindi ko kaya maresolba. i think 2023 taught me again to overcome any obstacles that will come my way, i just need to hold into it, because at the end of the day, it will pass, as all things do. that’s life e, what else can we do? i just need make every moments special. i hope 2024 will be filled with so many beautiful memories i could keep within my heart, full of love that overflows, i want to survive 2024 na marami akong nagawang kagagahan, tama at unforgettable. minsan lang naman ’yan e, everything is once in a lifetime, you can’t bet on something na once lang mag occure. the setting, the plot, the time and everything. we are meant to live and love, do silly things, be weird, magkaroon ng embarrassing moments, follows our heart, do what makes us happy, be sad (of course). after all, living is not just all about those happy moments or situations, it’s about surviving too, acknowledging our emotions, bring out the best in us, be our better selves, and of course taking a break from everything. living is about being human. be you. open connections. cut people off. as long as you are living, you are surviving.

be gentle to yourself, you are one of a kind. you can do it. everything will pass, so add a little spice to every decisions you will make. it’s okay to lose people, just don’t lose yourself, but it’s okay to feel lost sometimes. take a break, acknowledge it, and find your way back to your self again. do what makes you happy. sacrifice for something that is worth it. always go for it if you want it. it’s now or never.

happy new year! i only allow divine energy and genuine connections to come my way.

[iamthecomet]

aether folding dew in half, making his knees get by his ears, RAILING dew SO HARD, while whispering into his ear "letting me fuck you so dumb you can't even speak, hm? how would you feel like if the other ghouls saw you like this? if Papa saw you like this? folded in half, all obedient for me, getting dicked so good you can't even form a single thought that doesn't involve me or my cock." dew whines and aether chuckles at that. "what? can't think of a smart comeback? you look like a little whore right now, dewy, you know that? letting go so easily. i bet i could make you cum just by reminding you how pathetic you look like this. all whiny, like a little slut. my little slut"

-📼

EXCUSE ME.

I'm sorry.

I have nothing to add.

my brain just melted out of my ears. I'm dew in this scenario. No thoughts. Just Aether's dick. Nodding, sobbing, fingers clawing for purchase over whatever part of Aether he can get his hands on. Just fucking GONE. He doesn't want anyone to see. He wants everyone to see.

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