#📩: zey's inbox

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Hi sweetheart! Can I request a drabble with Armin + Drain You? nsfw or sfw, whatever comes out first <3

Drain You by Nirvana

warnings: nsfw. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT I'LL HAUNT YOU. very angsty. very angsty. be careful. drinking. hate-fucking(?). cheating(?).

Armin was okay.

He was smiling and shiny after tomorrow’s incident when you two broke up. He was… normal. In today’s classes, he was normal; answering all the questions Mr. Smith asked, asking questions when he couldn’t understand a topic, debating with Mr. Smith about the meanings of the elder myths about the Walls. He even did his damn assignment. His eyes weren’t puffy, his face wasn’t flushed. He was normal.

Or so you thought.

There he was in your shared, now his, apartment. Liquor in his hand, he was holding a photo of you two taken at the Nirvana concert you went to in Mitras. The frame of the photo was cute— you two got it from IKEA, it was plain white but had your notes on it saying “NIRVANA FUCKING ROCKS! And we’re cute <3”. It was a beautiful day. You two screamed from the top of your lungs, ended up having sore throats, and losing your voices for two days. It was also caused by the sex you had after the concert. Armin fucked you to the mattress and he fucked you hard. Sloppy kisses, bruises all over your thighs and neck, scratches all over his back… It was a beautiful day and a perfect night.

But here he was, holding that picture, tears falling onto his cheeks slowly. “Fuck you..” he mumbled to himself. Chugging the whole glass of liquor, he threw the frame to the very end of the room. “Fuck you!”

He was angry. Angry at you and your bullshit excuse. “Focusing on your grades? Fuck, my ass!” he screamed to the empty room. “I’m here dealing with your shit and being the fucking top student, you slut!” He was laughing hysterically now. “I do know that you fuck Eren! I do know that you love him! I do know that- I do know-” he sobbed. The lump in his throat was hurting him now, blocking him from screaming. He cried a bit more. Chugged more liquor, throwing more stuff around. He even punched a wall causing his ring finger to broke. Then he took a deep breath and went to study for tomorrow’s quiz.

And now, a couple of days later, after the midterms, he doesn’t even look at you. Doesn’t even acknowledge your presence. He is the top student at Sina University with a 3.98 GPA. He gets all the girls, especially those in the mythology class. He is more reckless nowadays, almost like a narcissist. He doesn’t care about anyone but himself. He was always good as a student but he is the best now. That’s when you realized you were just a stepping stone for him. And he stepped on you, he stepped on you harder than he fucked you.

“I hate you Arlert!” you say as his pretty dick goes in and out of you, hitting your cervix each time and touching all the right spots. “I fucking hate you!”

He laughs, his pretty laugh is the only thing you could never get over. ”I know baby,” he says, kissing your temple and pacing up his speed. “But you’ll cum on this cock like you used to do. Right?”

Your trembling legs are the answer he was looking for. “That’s my good girl.”

a/n: THANK YOU SO MUCH NICOLE <3 I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOU LIKE IT :')

© 2021 sunshinedragonofthewest. All rights reserved. Do not modify, copy, repost my work.

[pockcock]

Hi so don’t take it too personally but you really have to improve your wording in your fics. I get you’re not an English speaker, but if you want to write in eng the least you can do is study hard to deliver good quality content. Some of your sentences don’t make any sense, some words aren’t used in the right way and sometimes I have to read your entire work at least two or three times to really understand. Please put some effort into your drabbles.

oH

this is a bit personal so i'll just put a cut here

firstly tHANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK! It means a lot.

I've been trying my best when it comes to English for mANY years and during those years I'd never tried writing in English. I've been writing fanfiction for almost 10 years in Turkish but writing in different languages is just... different. I know that my writings aren't the best and I know I have a lot to learn before even trying anything big, but at least I'm trying! This is the part where I learn how to walk, not how to run. I'm studying, yes, yet it's way different than just learning new words or re-learning grammar rules. Writing and creating is an art form and unfortunately, you cannot learn that by studying. Though you have a point, I can learn and study by reading more and more. I mostly read from native speakers or try to talk to them so that I get used to the fanfiction part of the language. I thirst with my friends, read theirs, send things to them. Since you sent this after the Eren one, I get your point because it was rushed. I shouldn't have, but I did. When I actually put effort, I get compliments and screams from my friends and people who read my stuff. And when I put less effort (which I truly shouldn't...) I get criticism. Both are equally important. Both tell a lot. Both teach me something.

And please bear in mind that Turkish and English are very different from each other. My mistakes are mostly because I think in Turkish. Words, sayings, expressions... I hate it, it happens.

This will be tagged as my favorite because it's important. And thank you for not sending hate and stating everything you observed with a very polite manner <3

I'll private the Eren drabble and re-write it. I want to post decent things. They may not be perfect but they have to be decent.

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Zey baby, juste un petit rappel que tu es une fille géniale et que je t'aime. Cet/te Anon ne mérite vraiment pas ton attention... And to counterbalance their hate voici plein de chats et d'amour de ma part (your writing is amazing and don't think otherwise<3)

MAIS C'EST PAS JUSTE!!!!!

Marie, tu m'envoies les meilleures photos et les meilleurs mots avec ton amour... J'aime les chats et les lapins parce que iLS SONT TOUS ADORABLES COMME TOI CHOUCHOU!!!!

Since you spoil me with all these love, i'm here to spoil you with my birb and my unconditional love <3

elle aime mes cheveux ehe <3

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Miche is into very realistic pieces. Example

Moblit does his own sketches so he is ultra picky when. It comes to stuff so usually simple line clean geometric

Kenny well I feel like he'd be old school sailor Jerry tattoos or

yep, here you go! THE BIG DICK TRIO <3

but these are just... incredibly perfect like

LOOK AT KENNY'S!!!!1 EXTREMELY HIM

E X T R E M E L Y

Thank you so much pretty Rachel <3 is it okay for me to use these in the hcs? I LOVE YOU AND I'M SENDING HUGSSS

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Shipping you with Reiner - you're super sweet and caring and generous and it's what that man deserves. He needs someone who reminds him daily, just by staying by his side, that he is worth it. He's worth all the care and all the love you'd give him.

Also i feel like his love language is physical touch and you strike me as a person who kinda loves that too?? idk, just holding hands in the street, his hand in your back when crossing the road, taking your hand in his coat pocket when it's cold outside, his arm around your shoulders when there is a crowd, and a kiss on your temple when you're being cute talking about something you like.

He'd love to see you get excited over the thing you like, and even tho he doesn't understand crap about it, he'd support you all the way! If it brings you joy, then it brings joy to him as well. Your happiness is his happiness. Also he needs hugs to survive, and i think you're the best person to provide that.

tw// anxiety

oh my god-

THIS IS THE BEST ASK I'VE EVER GOT!

Thank you so much for shipping me with my comfort character :') although I feel a little bit exposed... hOW DO YOU KNOW MY LOVE LANGUAGE IS PHYSICAL TOUCHH??!!!!

But you're absolutely right. He deserves all the love I have for him. But the thing is that I'm insecure just like Reiner and sometimes my anxiety gets extremely bad and I have 3-4 hours long attacks... But maybe we can work it somehow :')

Thank you so much for thinking that I give the best hugs :') I do and I think this is important. Hugging should be the primary love language for everyone, the feeling of someone else's breathing is priceless. And since Reiner is taller than me (I'm 155cm and he is 188cm) I'd be able to listen to his heart. Heartbeats are my FAVOURITES. It makes me feel alive and kind of soothes my anxiety as well! So YAY HUGS!

I don't know who you are anon baby but I think you're the best and you have the most perfect soul <3 if you ever come off anon please let me know. I'd like to meet you personally <3

MUCH LOVE AND HUUUGGG

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how do you feel about your disgusting country being responsible of the Armenian genocide? <3 rlly wish turkey burnt down a few weeks ago lmfao the cleansing... chief kiss

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i need friends lol, so hello! 💕-charlie

HELLOO CHARLIEE

Nice to meet you :') I'm Zey and here is a huge hug

TELL ME ABOUT YOUR DAY PRETTY!

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YOUR THEME IS BEAUTIFUL MON AMOUR💗

MERCI PETITE AMIE <3

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WHY MAKING ME SHED HAPPY TEARS???

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

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THANK YOU for your reblog and i'm very happy you enjoyed my fic🥺😮‍💨

well you created A MASTERPIECE BABYYY

I beg you to tag me into your future works

please 🥺

also

HUUUGGG

[pockcock]

I'm here to be nosy!!! 34 & 48 please 💗 also, today better be treating you right 😠💗

ask away 💞

34. What’s your coffee order?

Decaf 😶 I'm a weak bitch sorry... also anything that contains ice and caramel 💞 i love caramel

48. Describe your ideal partner.

I don't really have a type I usually just go with the flow but men who have extreme trauma are my weakness sorry

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SARAH I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

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Hey Zey, don't take vile nonnie to heart, they obviously have nothing but bitterness to spare. Being a multi-lingual writer is so fucking badass and impressive, you're so sexy for it. Your fics are always top tier in whatever genre and fandom you write them for. There's always room for improvement for all of us, as long as we keep working on ourselves and putting out the work we love to the best of our abilities these ANONYMOUS condescending pieces of garbage will never win.

DON'T LET THEM RUIN YOUR FUCKING ENERGY, YOU PRECIOUS GIRL.

I'm so mad i could cry.

sending you all my love

I know it's hard but please let my words be louder than theirs, i love you.

Okay first of, Chai is a crystal. She is the rose quartz itself. Most loving, most supporting aND MOST TALENTED PLEASEEEEEEEE

And she is my Chai Tea Latte.

Your words mean so so so much to me baby.... seriously. They are everything to me. You're seriously a friend I wanna meet in real life and I could spend the rest of my life with you. Amazing personality, perfectly beautiful face anD A VERY SEXY VOICEEEEE <3 I love you so much <3

Please don't let that anon make you cry baby <3 we only shed happy tears in this place :') Your words are always louder than theirs baby. Fuck them. I love you so much <3

aLSO AO HARU RIDE??? I need Kou in my life ehehehe

[pockcock]

Hello Zey !

How are you today ?

Don't know if you need to hear this but just in case : you're an amazing and lovely girl <3

some cute animals for you :

MARIE BABY AAAAAAAAAAAA

CUTE CATTOS

CUTE CATTOOOSSSSSS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

THANK YOU SO MUCH <3

I just woke up and started my day lol and I have no idea about what i'm gonna do..... IMMA EAT FIRST THO SIDNSIDJDKDJD

I love you, you're my new mootie and I hope you're doing good <3 a perfect crunchy cloud Marie 💞💞💞💞💞

Here some cute cactuses for you 💞✨🌸🌵

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nahoya kawata and connie springer <3

SMILEY???????? AND CONNIEEEEEE????????

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

YES SIR

YES SIRRRR YES SIRRR <3

THANK YOU BABY <3 THANK YOUUUU <3

ship me!

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I love your header and basically your whole page lol but I’m really glad to see you back and I can’t wait to read more stuff! I saw vampire Jean on the list and I’m looking forward to it!

Also I hope you have been well Angel 🥺🤍✨

I'm-

THANK YOU

I've been dealing with some personal issues so I had to take a small break, sorry :( but I'm better now (i guess-)

vampire!jean popped into my mind couple days ago and I was like "Wait a minute..." so I'm really excited as well <3 I hope i don't mess it up, we'll see :')

MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT