#💜I Won’t Say ⚜️

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Megara Self Ship Art?!?!?

Here’s Megara and a Yet 2 Be Named Self insert

Aren’t They Adorable!!!

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Hi! I want to say you that I love your blog! It made my day every day ❤️ could I ask how would we know that op men are jealous?

Ah thanks, honey! You made my day💛💛💛

Kizaru ✨: it takes him a lot to get jealous so once he stops talking as much as he normally does…he’s jelly

Akainu🌋: he asks his S/O not to talk to certain people

Ryokugyu 🌱: he literally says he wants more attention and becomes a brat

Fujitora 🐅: he pouts and huffs

Sir Crocodile 🐊: he gives death stare

Doflamingo Donquixote 🦩: he smiles less and those veins on his head are more visible

Benn Beckman 🔫: when his S/O asks him what’s wrong, he says nothing…but you know that’s not it

Katakuri Charlotte 🍡: he gets cold and doesn’t want to talk to his S/O

Killer🔪: he wants to leave and go home immediately

Kaido🐉: he gets friends and family involved

King 👑: he just up and leaves his S/O to go home or something

Queen👑: he wants to spend even more time with his friends

Izou🔫🔫: he questions his S/O’s every move

Dragon D Monkey 🐉🐒: he spies on his S/O

Oven Charlotte 🍞: he makes excuses to be around his S/O all the time

Buggy🤡: he acts all tough when he isn’t really a tough guy

Marco the Phoenix 🦅: he follows his S/O around

Eustass Kidd🤘🎸: he’s blowing up his S/O’s phone with texts and calls

Rosinantè Donquixote aka Cora-San💕: he pushes his S/O away

Who’s-Who ❤️‍🔥👹: he flirts with another but doesn’t mean it

Gecko Moria🦇: he wants to end the relationship all of a sudden

Iceburg💜: he won’t talk to his S/O and ignores them

Gild Tesoro⚜️🏅: he tries to show off

Rob Lucci🐆: he’s overly sweet and charming

[marioandsonicfangirl793-art]

⚜️❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷💖💝⚜️ It has been a few days since Bowser, Junior, and the Koopalings, Kamek Mario, Luigi, Yoshi, Peach, Daisy, and King Marcos have their adventure and a quest to find Sheila and rescue her from Fawful and Midbus. For now in the late afternoon until an early sunset, they were both still riding Bowser’s airship to find Fawful’s airship, and all of a sudden, Kamek caught sight of it. Fawful’s airship was parked in the middle of the sky.

“I found it, sire!” he called,

“Lord Fawful’s airship!”

Bowser ran over and peered close, noticing the beautiful party decorations and confettis shooting high in the sky from Fawful’s airship.

 “Fawful must’ve prepared the wedding,” he said in disbelief.

“Bowser, what are we gonna do?” Marcos asked,

“I can’t let those scoundrels take my daughter away!”

“Yoshi! Yoshi! Yoshi!” Yoshi added in agreement with a frown.

“He says that we won’t let that happen to our friend,” Daisy says,

“She doesn’t deserve numskulls like that little green alien and that big fat pig!”

Suddenly, she froze for a moment and asked,

“Those creatures are Fawful and Midbus, right?”

“That’s right,” Bowser replied,

“I saw what they look like since Mario, Luigi, Peach, and the others are in my body.”

“Sounds like Fawful is trying to take control of Sheila’s life!” Peach says in less worry,

“We have to do something!”

Junior and the Koopalings were both sad and concerned at the same time about what’s happening with Sheila.

“How are we gonna put an end to their shenanigans, Papa?” asked Junior.

Bowser menacingly smirked and said,

“I’ll tell you, Junior: we’re gonna crash this wedding.”

Junior and the Koopalings all cheered menacingly as Mario and their friends nodded and grinned in agreement. Marcos smiles in agreement.

“But-a wait!” Mario chimed in,

“How-a do we get to-a Fawful’s airship if the party was-a planned already-a?”

Luigi agreed in a slight worry,

“And who’s-a gonna come and-a help us do-a so without-a being caught?”

Bowser replies,

“I’ll create a diversion with my kids to get the guards leave their station at the airship. You two with Yoshi will distract him. Kamek, you have Princess Peach, Daisy, and Marcos keep autopilot on in my airship and guard on it. And Junior, you and the Koopalings will follow once I take the lead to stop this wedding. Now does everyone know what to do?”

Everyone nodded and replied in unison,

“Yes, Bowser!”

“Well what are you waiting for? Let’s get this over with!” Bowser added.

As everyone continued to fly Bowser’s airship until they get close to Fawful’s airship, Marcos spoke quietly to himself,

“My daughter, we’re coming for you. Please be okay, Sheila.”

Bowser keeps his eyes at Fawful’s airship and he caught sight of the guard.

“Mario! Luigi! There’s one! Quick, let’s pick up the pace!”

Mario, Luigi, and Yoshi both nod and ran over to Bowser. Kamek has Junior and the Koopalings set up a bridge and did so. As the bridge lowered down, it landed on the ground of Fawful’s parked airship in middle of the sky. Fawful’s guard caught sight of Bowser and his gang and panicked, running to get Fawful, but he was stranded by the Mario Bros. and their allies. Junior— with his paintbrush ready— and the Koopalings— with their wands ready— pinned down the guard angrily. Kamek appeared out of nowhere and got his wand ready to electrocute the guard who yelped and saw Bowser walking over those him angrily.

“Alright, you little imbecile, start talking!” Bowser growled,

“Where are Fawful and Midbus keeping Sheila? Unless you wanna be my prisoner.”

“AH! Okay, okay! I’ll talk! I’ll talk!” cried the guard,

“Fawful has set up a wedding for Midbus and Sheila’s just about to be done preparing by now.”

Bowser yelled,

“You better be telling the truth! If we have to find out if she’s there or not, I’ll burn you alive!”

He was so angry Bowser nearly threatened to breath out fire at guard’s face, but his allies calmed him down before things escalate. The guard panicked once again,

“Please, PLEASE! Have mercy! I promise I’m telling you the truth. She REALLY is at the wedding prepared. Just please don’t hurt me!”

Bowser snarled ferociously and continuously but then stopped while glaring his eyes at the guard. Junior and the Koopalings gave the guard space as Marcos stepped up to him with a frown.

“Prove it,” he scolded angrily,

“Take my son-in-law and those mustachioed humans there and we’ll believe you.”

The guard nodded with a gulp and responded,

“Okay.”

He started doing his thing with Mario, Luigi, Yoshi, Bowser, and his gang following— but also Bowser watching him.

Marcos, Peach, Daisy, and Kamek both watched in hope.

Meanwhile…

Sheila was in her black wedding dress, all prepared. She was getting her hair done as one of Fawful’s loyal henchmen walked over with a bouquet of flowers.

“Here you go, ma’am,” he said kindly.

Sheila didn’t respond as she slowly took the bouquet and remained silent. All of a sudden, the doors opened and Sheila took a deep breath. She started walking to the aisle with Fawful’s citizens watching her with smiles on their faces. Fawful was dressed up as a wedding minister, but still in his red cape. He was smiling and chuckling,

“Ooh, here comes the chortles!”

Midbus smiles as he was in his groom’s outfit. Sheila walked over and faced Midbus hesitantly.

Fawful announces,

“Alright, citizens! Let the wedding begin!”

The citizens all cheered wildly in response and they started taking their seats.

Fawful opens up the book and announces,

“We are all gathered here on this beautiful day to announce the lovely marriage of my loyal assistant Midbus and the lovely former Spirit Animal Princess Sheila who is now queen of the koopas, until not anymore.”

He chuckles a little bit and adds on,

“Also a beautiful day of where I’m having so much chortles! Such easiness!”

The citizens laughed a little bit as everything settled down. Fawful clears his throat and continues on,

“Now before we get to the questions I ask them, does anyone have any objections that they should not be married to each other?”

His citizens and subjects remained silent in answer, showing no signs of objection.

“Alright then!” said Fawful and turns to Midbus, questioning,

“Midbus, would you like to take Sheila to be your wedded wife?”

Midbus looks at Sheila who stared hesitantly and worriedly. He smiles even brightly and responds,

“Yes, I do.”

Fawful grins and moves onto Sheila, asking,

“And Sheila, would you like to take Midbus to be your wedded husband?”

Sheila didn’t answer as she dropped down her ears. She slightly nods, but not too much. Fawful stares in confusion, but smiles back and says quietly,

“Well, let’s take it as a yes.”

Then, he announces once again,

“I now pronounce you, husband and wife! You may kiss the Queen!”

Midbus brightens up with joy and asked Sheila,

“Our lovely moment has come! Isn’t that wonderful?”

As he managed to take her paws, Sheila pushed him back and cried out angrily,

“Shut it, you pig monster! I am not in a mood for you.”

She crossed her arms and turned her back on Midbus who stared in confusion. Fawful and the citizens are in confusion. He frowned a bit and said,

“And you’re supposed to be with me!”

Sheila didn’t respond as she remained silent with anger. Midbus then wrapped his arms on her shoulders and said,

“But in fact…”

Midbus leaned in and said,

“Just come here and kiss me.”

Midbus puckered his lips as Sheila bit her lip, refusing to kiss him. All of a sudden, a roar was heard outside. Eventually a male voice screamed,

“I OBJECT!”

After that yell, a muffled sound of banging was also heard. The citizens turned to the back as Sheila and Midbus both stared at the same direction.

Fawful stared in confusion and asked,

“What is that?”

Suddenly, an explosion had occurred, breaking open the doors.

BAM!

A large fire was burning from the entrance. Everyone cried out in fear at the fire which started dying down. Out came of the burning fog was a shadowed figure which now came out. The citizens gasped in disbelief at who it was. It was Bowser! His eyes were glowing pure red in anger as flames were burning from the insides of his mouth.

“FAWFUL!” Bowser shouted aggressively,

“BACK AWAY FROM MY QUEEN!”

With a gasp of delight, Sheila cried in joy,

“Bowser!”

“YOU? YOU AGAIN?!” yelled Midbus angrily,

“YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO SUFFER AND CRY!”

Bowser growled and scolded,

“I’ve shed enough suffering, Midbus. Now is the time to hand back what belongs to me.”

Fawful chuckles menacingly and says,

“Oh, good Lord Bowser! Am I surprised to see you again? You’re still too late! The wedding’s already started!”

“NOT when I have someone who will help me.”

Junior and the Koopalings step out of the fiery fog and got their weapons ready. 

“Super Mario Bros.!” random Italian voices can be heard.

Mario, Luigi, and Yoshi jumped next to Bowser.

“Let’s-a-go!” Mario said.

“Okie dokie!” Luigi added.

Midbus menacingly smirks at Mario and Luigi.

“Muh, muh, muh!” he laughs,

“Red and green here with that little lizard?”

Yoshi frowned and hissed for being called that. Junior and the Koopalings caught sight of Sheila and cried in relief,

“Mom!”

Sheila grins in relief.

“And for the objection I have on why Sheila and Midbus should NOT be married…” Bowser continued on angrily at Fawful and Midbus,

“… My queen will NEVER be around frauds like you.”

Fawful and Midbus stared in confusion at that objection Bowser made. The Koopa king then yelled to his gang,

“Come on! WRECK THIS WEDDING INTO PIECES!”

His gang nodded and they and Bowser altogether began destroying the wedding party as all the citizens cried and ran away from the sight. Midbus and Fawful were in shock and disbelief at the same time. Fawful cried,

“No! NO! My subjects! You can’t leave this special wedding!”

He ran over to get his citizens, back, but it was no use. He looked at the guard and frowned. The guard gulped and said,

“Sorry, Lord Fawful, they demanded me to take them to Sheila.”

Midbus shouted,

“You MORON!”

“You NAUGHTY!” cried Fawful angrily,

“I’ve now lost my chortles!” 

As the guard managed to explain, he yelped at Bowser’s firebreath and ran away once again. Fawful stared and frowned. He shouted to Midbus,

“COME! MIDBUS! Do the thing!”

Midbus quickly ran over and grabbed Sheila, having her face him. 

“No!” yelled Bowser as he tried to get Sheila away, but Midbus kicked him on the stomach. 

“PAPA!” shouted Junior as he rushed over to Bowser’s side. They, Mario, Luigi, Yoshi, and the Koopalings are in shock as they saw Midbus getting a hold to Sheila. Sheila shook herself together, looked at Bowser, gasped in shock, and then looked at Midbus in confusion,

“What are you even doing this time?”

“This is our wedding,” Midbus said with a small hurriedly smile.

Sheila snarled and blurted out,

“I’ll never marry you!”

Then, she punched Midbus on the face, causing him to yell in pain and get knocked out by being hit onto a pole, slipping to the ground. Fawful gasped at that sight and he hurriedly grabbed Midbus.

“I’m out! I’M OUT!!!” Fawful cried as he managed to have himself and Midbus run away quickly.

Then, they both were out of sight and gone.

What now remains on the empty space of the crashed wedding in the airship was Sheila herself. 

Bowser ran over as Sheila did so. They hugged each other.

Mario, Luigi, Yoshi, Junior, and the Koopalings both smiled in relief.

As the hug broke, Sheila said with a smile,

“Thank you, my king! You saved me!”

Bowser smiled and replied,

“I won’t let anything happen to you, my dear Queen. Let’s get you out of here.”

Then, Bowser led Sheila out of the party as Mario, Luigi, and Yoshi followed with Junior and the Koopalings beside them. However, Kamek, Peach, Daisy, and Marcos came over and were both happy that Sheila was safe.

You’ve finally saved her!” Marcos said in relief,

“I’m so proud!”

Kamek grinned and said,

“Let’s get the junk out of there before things get worse.”

Everyone nodded and went back to Bowser’s airship as they removed the bridge, leaving Fawful’s airship to sink down in the sky. An explosion was heard from below after Fawful’s airship fell and crashed down.

Time went by as the sun started setting. Bowser’s airship was being driven its way to the Mushroom Kingdom.

Then, as Bowser managed to make a talk with Sheila, he noticed something weird about her. He heard her voice, but it sounds robotic.

“T—thank y—you for—for s—saving me—me!” Sheila’s voice robotically says. 

Bowser gasped. Kamek turned, stopped, turned on autopilot of the airship, walked over to Bowser, and asked, 

“What is it?”

He noticed Sheila robotically speaking and her fur body was now electronically moving. Everyone saw Sheila’s robotic form now breaking down and they all cried out in shock. Bowser threw her from the airship after a yelp.

“That’s not her!” he cried in shock.

“I don’t get it…” said Marcos in disbelief,

“If that’s not the real Sheila, then where is she?!”

All of a sudden, a laugh was heard from nowhere. Peach looked around, gasped, and cried,

“Look!”

Everyone turned to where Peach saw and there were Fawful— in his normal outfit— standing on the flying UFO. A figure fell from nowhere above and landed on the airship plank with a BAM!

Midbus had rose while standing up. He had gotten Sheila- now in her normal Koopa Queen outfit— who was in Midbus’s arms. Not only that, it was the real Sheila! She was muffling from the bandanna scarf that covered her mouth tightly.

“I have chortles!” Fawful laughs wickedly,

“It is I who secretly made a robotic form out of her to have you assume that she was real right after you crashed my wedding!”

“WHAT?!” Mario, Luigi, Yoshi, Peach, Daisy, Marcos, Kamek, Junior, and the Koopalings shouted in disbelief.

Bowser gasped in shock. Midbus pulled down the bandanna from Sheila’s mouth to let her speak out. Sheila raised her paw and screamed,

“BOWSER!!!”

Midbus then covered Sheila’s mouth soon after, causing her to muffle again but stay silent then.

“Muh, muh, muh!” he laughed evilly at Bowser,

“You are late. Too late! That’s for ruining my wedding and making me suffer!”

Marcos gasped and was in worry for his daughter.

“SHEILA!” he screamed and ran to get her, but Midbus smacked him with his arm.

Marcos howled in pain and hurled to the ground. Daisy shouted,

“Marcos!”

She ran over and had Peach help him get back on his feet. Sheila muffled in tears at her father, but Midbus was in a knick of time of shutting her up.

Fawful turned to Marcos and grinned menacingly,

“Oh wasn’t that interesting?” he hissed,

“I can take you on if you like, just like Midbus did.”

Marcos shook his head in disbelief. Fawful continued on,

“This isn’t over yet, Bowser! We will meet in the final showdown as my ultimate revenge, some time!”

With a nod, Midbus said to Bowser with a sneer,

“And there’s one true thing you ever said to those red and green plumbers about Princess Peach.”

Mario and Luigi raised their brows in confusion, and so did Peach. Bowser raised a brow in disbelief as Midbus approached slowly and stated,

“The princess is in another castle!” 

“What?!” Bowser cried in shock.

Midbus gave space for Fawful who approached. As Fawful took out a gun, he shot the bullet at the plank, causing a small slight explosion, blowing everyone away, but they still remain on the airship. Bowser and his gang both looked up to see Midbus and Fawful laughing evilly. As Midbus ran with Sheila in his arms, he jumped out of the airship with Fawful managing to catch him while standing on his flying vehicle.

“No, no, no, no, no, no!” Bowser shouted as he ran to the fence of the airship, reaching his arm out in disbelief.

“Sheila!” Peach cried out in shock.

“Oh, no!” Mario said in panic.

Luigi panicked in agreement as he reached his arm, too.

Everyone else went to the fence of the airship and saw Fawful flying away with Midbus holding onto its handle and also getting a hold of Sheila. They both have disappeared into the sky; Fawful and Midbus have taken Sheila captive once again. Mario, Luigi, Yoshi, Peach, Daisy, Marcos, Kamek, Junior, and the Koopalings both sadly lowered their heads in shame.

“Mamma Mia,” said Mario sadly and sighed.

“We’ve-a lost-a them…” Luigi added sadly.

Marcos stared, angrily huffed and puffed, and yelled in anger. He ran and slammed the pole of the airship, cursing out words. Kamek sadly ran and managed to comfort him.

“Your Highness…” he pleaded gently,

“Please calm down… we’ll get her back once again.”

As the wolf king calmed down, he let out a small sob.

“I… I don’t know what to say,” whispered Marcos,

“I can’t lose my daughter like I lost Zoey, my beloved wife of a queen. She passed away when our daughter was only 4 years old…”

He sniffled. Kamek sadly reassured him. Everyone else came over and hugged Marcos. He now felt better and said,

“Thank you…”

Bowser, on the other hand, was in angry tears. Junior laid a hand on his father and said,

“Don’t worry, Papa. We’ll get Mama back. We have to stay together.”

Bowser wheeled at Junior and cried out angrily,

“Junior! You saw what that little pipsqueak alien and that fat hog did! They’ve got Sheila once again! I WON’T LET THEM HURT HER!”

Startled by his voice, Junior gasps a little bit, and he starts to cry. Bowser changed his expression and tampered his words out gently,

“No, no, Junior! D— don’t cry… I didn’t mean to shout at you… it’s just—”

As Junior kept crying, the Koopalings went over and comforted him. Ludwig looked up at his adoptive father and said,

“Dad, Lord Junior was just trying to help! Like he said, we’ll find Mom. Our chance is to stay together.”

“Ludwig’s right, Dad. We’ll find her. We promise!” Larry added in agreement.

Iggy chimed in,

“Dad, there’s no need to be upset, we’ll find our mother. We can’t lose hope yet. It can still be there.”

Bowser saw Junior being comforted by Ludwig, he started shedding tears and was on the verge of weeping.

“I… I’m sorry, Junior and everyone,” Bowser whispered in tears,

“I didn’t mean to sound so rude to you. Can you forgive me?”

Junior wiped his tears away and looked at his father giving a sad tearful look. He comforted him.

“It’s okay, Papa. I forgive you!” Junior replied with a smile.

Bowser smiled and hugged Junior, much to their awe.

Wendy walked over and said to Bowser,

“It’s okay, Dad. We’ll do whatever it takes to help you and get our Mother back in our family.”

“And if those two idiots show up, we’ll kick their butts!” added Roy, getting his fists ready.

“Yeah!” Lemmy and Morton said in agreement.

Mario and Luigi walked over and comforted Bowser.

“Don’t-a worry, Bowser. We’ll get-a Sheila back for you and your family,” Mario said.

“You heard-a big bro,” Luigi agreed,

“We won’t-a let Sheila suffer like the times-a Peach did-a when you used to-a kidnap her sometimes.”

Bowser and Peach blushed at that compliment. Peach smiles then and walks over to Bowser.

“You hear my great friends, Bowser. We can’t give up hope yet, and there’s still a chance to save Sheila.”

“Yeah!” added Daisy,

“You have your gang and us as your trusted allies.”

Yoshi jumped up and down in agreement, saying,

“Yoshi! Yoshi! Yoshi!”

Marcos and Kamek came over and nodded in agreement, smiling at Bowser. Marcos said,

“Dear son-in-law Bowser. I know how much you cared about my daughter. We need to come up with a plan first to save her again. We promise that things won’t get screwed up during our rescue mission.”

The Koopa king stared and smiled in tears. He spoke up,

“Thank you very much, guys. You’re all the best. I’m having prayers that Sheila will be okay when rescued.”

“You do, sire,” said Kamek,

“She deserves you more than Midbus.”

Then, everyone hugged Bowser with comfort and support. Seconds later, Bowser started driving the airship and announced to his gang,

“Okay, everyone! To Fawful’s castle!”

Mario, Luigi, Yoshi, Peach, Daisy, Marcos, Kamek, Junior, and the Koopalings both cheered as they faced to where Bowser was facing while driving his airship. They all began discussing about the new plan to save Sheila again from Fawful and Midbus. Bowser made a warp drive on his airship and it dashed through the sky, making its way to Fawful’s castle… to meet again for an ultimate showdown of battle.

⚜️❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷💖💝⚜️

Art/Story; Sheila ©️ Me.

Characters featuring Bowser, Lord Fawful, and Midbus ©️ Nintendo

⚜️❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🩷💖💝⚜️

Mentions: @dragon-fly34

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Art| In Room

Artist| #HDaniel122

Dripping with hate and frustration, I’m not as mature as I’d like to project. Still battling enemies from previous memories, my heart attacks this brain with angst and sorrow. Delivered to be crucified by guilt and shame for not being more believing, this spirituality game isn’t simple. Instead of being presented with a throne of grace, they gossip and judge you behind fake smiles. Rather than embrace your shortcomings, they preach like they wrote the letters. Sound familiar? I’m not blind or stupid. I just don’t waste my breath circulating fake love. The second you fall from their normal, they’ll begin to apply social norms as doctrines. From the pulpit, they’ll preach God and mercy. When you’re not looking, they’ll hold their noses high and question your relationship with our maker. Hurts, doesn’t it? I grew up in religion. I’ve seen them all behind closed doors. HUMAN. So, why continue? They’re trying fam. If you saw them before or without something to believe in here, the alternative is worse. Surprised that they aren’t angels? Me too . . . But, I’ve walked away and done my own thing. I’ll never defend or prosecute. All I can say from experience is that each person is on her or his journey that was started without consent. At the end of it all, each of us must cross the barrier. Do what seems best knowing that I won’t be there to judge you after this life. That’s not my job. But, I’ll be there to experience it too.

- oxiegoeimi

religion 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin #writing #source journey #create #coexist #together 💜🌠🌅🌟

[micjimbles777]

I thought I’d do this Again sense I didn’t do it Right the First Time lol

[micjimbles777]

I May look like I’m Listening on the Outside But…..

I’m Thinking about THEM 💜❤️

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Art| 15/07/19

Artist| rabu-nee

Riding the rollercoaster of time with no safety straps, my heart is launched past the Moon only to free fall back towards Earth. As I gaze upon satellites, airplanes, and sparrows; my lungs are bombarded by air. Feeling the weight of gravity and anticipating terminal impact, invisible hands make sure that my bones aren’t broken permanently. Ready for a nap and silence, the ride refuses my request. Propelled by deadlines, dreams, and social expectations; entropy won’t be allowed to devour me. Frustrated by the throbbing of my soul, I pursue solitude and surrender through any means pragmatic. Theories and philosophies work together to inebriate me with clarity and awe. Experiences laced with conversation inspire this spirit to believe in others. The area that remains gray at best is why we must endure uncertainty and change. Unable to equate joy to anything permanent, we are wanderers seeking asylum from the darkness behind our eyes. The lights surrounding our thoughts and feelings continue to combat hopelessness and alienation. Damn the need for validation and purpose. Existence is by far the most underrated evidence and miracle that we are . . . Loved intentionally and unconditionally, nothing we do can degrade or improve their heart towards us. Why is this such an impossible thing to embrace? Ego, age, and scar tissue. Unfiltered vulnerability is the means by which connectivity and reconciliation carry us. If we are brave enough to strip naked, they will prove themselves to be real. Who are they? Find out for yourself homie. Me being the millionth person to say it won’t substitute for your will and desire. How far along am I? Just starting . . . I still have infinite years to let go of myself into their hold. Crazy? Of course. I thought that was obvious 😑🫣😬🥹

- oxiegoeimi

#children 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin #writing #source journey #create #coexist #together 💜🌠🌅🌟

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Art| #Guilt

Artist| mare-of-night

Senseless disposition, filled with excuses and lies, why do we continue when the fire consumes everything? Castle built in the sands of time, how empty it is to bleed and sweat for a thing that won’t last beyond one lifetime? Age catches up with all of us. Even when we strive with integrity and boldness, critics are quick to judge history. Damn. Even if we escape the vanity of social comparison, our bodies are ticking time bombs. Every page, another piece is wrinkled. Each expression? Another contradiction to someone else’s worldview. Negativity and pessimism come naturally through me. Equipped to teach and help others? Still broken homies . . . Void of objectivity, it’s far more desirable to have open wounds and flaws promoting commonality. Superiority scares people. Anywho, here’s me trying my best not to paint it up for selling. I could easily say or project wisdom. I’ve been fed well past bursting. It’s boring reading the script and breaking fortune cookies open. Love or hate you, my opinion means very little. You’re gonna find your way, experience each change, and transition from here to there. Thank you for sharing this gravity, hour, and plane with me. You’re why I know that it’s impossible to be alone. We’re all broken, tired, frustrated, and faking it to some degree (if we’re honest). Yup 🫣🥹

- oxiegoeimi

wrinkles 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin #writing #source journey #create #coexist #together 💜🌠🌅🌟

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Art| #Sadness

Artist| #GajoTNT

Cyclical depression, with all the pit stops and interventions to keep from being perpetual, isn’t something that makes us lesser. Contracting sadness and exhaustion, I could write 10,000 pages on why it’s normal to fail. Obsessive and compulsive, the aftermath of a good cry and nap is priceless. Locating the unicorns, with their beauty and self-control, it’s tempting to envy and copy their tracks. Impossible expectations, why we establish them is a grand mystery none have yet to solve. Even when it’s all in order, the Change Monster lurks around each bend. Physical or psychological health issues, unless you’re a computer program, you feel the aches and pains of time hitting from all sides. Normalizing pain and suffering? Yep. Buck up and handle your business? I’m not here for that bruh. Expressing humor, anger, irony, regret, and fear? I’m a natural at pointing out the obvious. Why? Because it’s fun and cathartic? Nope. I’m not saying that this experience is void of purpose and joy. I’m emphasizing that it’s yucky underneath the highs. So, explode through pen and paper. Use a piano, treadmill, or psychologist’s couch. Whatever it takes to combat denial, do that. If you’re a unicorn and don’t have problems? I’m happy for you. For the rest of us? I may not feel the exact emotion or understand your specific trouble. But, I don’t have immunity to the numbness and emptiness that hits daily at some point or hour. I won’t share all the details. I merely acknowledge that it sucks. Yup 🫣🙄😑🫤🥹

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huh? 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin writing #source journey #create #coexist #together 💜🌠🌅🌟

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Art| How To Live

Artist| #LunarMythos

It is hard to handle certain changes. Others, we’ve waited too long to transpire. Perspective can only help so much. Disease, addiction, depression, debt, inequality, and being misunderstood are some things which we would gladly rid ourselves of quickly. The empty pillow on our beds, a home void of childish laughter because people grew up, taking the city bus to get food stamps, or sleeping on the doorstep of a church is not confidence building. Then, social comparison has its say. Living in a third world country, getting fourth place, only getting into community college, or being barren can hurt. There will always be the resident optimists who have “something” most don’t. Counselors may seem to have the answers. Pieces of paper can carry prestige, worth, or opportunity. Music may silence or drown out reality. It’s easy to become pessimistic or broken. All it takes is believing things won’t get better. Sustainable happiness is impossible without connectivity and support. The path to enlightenment isn’t solo. Each measuring stick is relative. Healing doesn’t wear a stopwatch. Self-help and wise quotes are everywhere. Photoshop, makeup, and edited scripts can make anyone look like they’re better. I reread and edit everything shared. Vulnerability looks good to a degree, but too much feels heavy. Writing is a way to let out emotion. Sleeping can only go for so long. Without a plot or destination, the psyche will dance forever beyond any permanent state or solution. So . . . dance.

- oxiegoeimi

relativity 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin #writing #source journey #create #coexist #together 💜🌠🌅🌟

[oxiegoeimi]

. Art: Alone and In the Dark Artist: #KeysToEternity69 Opening Pandora’s Box to see what I left behind chasing dreams to drown out reality, I found toys I grew tired of eventually. Each had a story, an allure, and an impression which I took advantage of selfishly. Call it youth or irresponsibility, I used vulnerability to wear down defenses. I convinced myself that willingness to engage excused dishonesty. As my energy ran out, the ability to morph into someone else started failing. With experiences and fantasies fulfilled, I detonated. Convincing each of an inability to heal, I wore them out. When it became clear that they invested in a lie, the exit would come. Each time I succeeded in becoming alone, I knew that damage would linger. Over time, I grew bored with the chase and decided that harm wasn’t worth it. What started as a need to be held and cherished became a phobia. Not that I’m wise, I just don’t want to gamble with others’ emotions. So, I prayed for a life platonic and clear of manipulation. What I found out is that divinity won’t delete freewill. What followed was the realization that isolation only exists in fiction. We’re connected from the start with implications regarding directions taken daily. While I don’t consider myself worse than the worst, I am not innocent. Each day, I must decide how I will impact worlds. I may not be the center of our universe, but my life crosses others’ paths. Whether this is honesty or an apology, my desire is to communicate. Good intentions don’t mean much when actions are the opposite. Gratitude does not make up for wounding those who offered trust and access. Rather than saying sorry, let’s just say . . . I was and may be wrong still. You were and continue to be amazing along with imperfections being no less needed than affection. - oxiegoeimi silence 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin #writing #source journey #create #coexist #together 💜🌠🌅🌟 (at Hope) https://www.instagram.com/p/CjAg7kQrb84/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[oxiegoeimi]

. Art: #fake Artist: #zephy0 Trying to make it through this life has been taxing beyond what I ever planned for as a youth. With deadlines and personal needs to juggle, I have social comparison to balance self-pity and self-worth. There isn’t much to say that would come across as new or helpful. I’ve just come so far with so little joy. It’s not like I chose to be unhappy. Who in their right mind tries to have baggage? It’s safer to zip my mouth shut but completely fake. I do a pretty good job of it verbally. Whatever it takes to maintain the freedoms and respect of others continues to help me rationalize frustration. I can’t say that there was a time and place where the negativity started. It’s just crazy to think about the amazing life I’ve been afforded only to feel this constant emptiness plaguing my mind. I could say the religious thing or list off endless series of advice received over the years. If it has to do with self-help or healing, I’ve exhausted the libraries and moments of silence with divinity. What makes it worse is hearing about all the crap other people are fighting through to keep breathing. It’s hard to justify my emotions when having more than anyone could ever earn. I guess this writing is pointless. The truth is that it just feels nice to take off the mask. Don’t worry though, I won’t forget where and when to do the socially acceptable thing. I wouldn’t want to make us look bad to the wrong audience. Faking calm, intentional, and stable humanity are the ways we extinguish fear. Right? Leave all the secrets to counselors, prayers, meditations, journals, or the grave. If we’re too honest about what we wrestle with internally, the people closest would get hurt or judge us. Better to chalk it up as normal, life, adulthood, and reality . . . Right? - oxiegoeimi exhale 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin writing #source journey #create #coexist #together 💜🌠🌅🌟 (at Hope) https://www.instagram.com/p/CireyULuwmu/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[oxiegoeimi]

. 🎨 Old Story 🧑🏻‍🎨 #mohamedsaberartist . Hummingbirds and daffodils reminding the inner voice to shut the ____ up and listen. Speech run dry and eyes always running, my heart isn’t as firm in its core as I’d like to project. Counting down the hours to a place which many believe in, I can’t grasp why its promises are so far away. Captivated by the picture of a thousand dreams and horrors, my mind falters. Would be easier if memorization could take the place of feeling; would be happier if I was just projecting pessimism onto a fairytale. Such is not the case. Won’t run down the common tale to remind you; it goes without saying that we, all, are hurting. I watch them dress up and play make believe to draw some to themselves, pretending and wearing mascara to hide the deep wounds and insecurity. I wander roads where the same faces are somehow invisible. I hideaway when my soul needs recharging and runaway from the reality that for some of us . . . injustice is all that will be experienced on this side of the moon. I’m not saying that I don’t believe in something. Can I just say it without raising question or concern? Watching something so beautiful be crushed by the tides of cancer, addiction, loss, poverty, or a million other things hurts. How precious to see the innocence of the dreamer? How frustrating to witness the division of our world? Grateful, yet tired; angry, yet loved; imperfect, yet forever; full of life, yet wanting more for the ones I love . . . to include those I haven’t found a way to love, the same. - oxiegoeimi #empath 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin #writing #source journey #create #coexist together 💜🌠🌅🌟 (at Hope) https://www.instagram.com/p/CX-aUQgLOB8/?utm_medium=tumblr