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[j-restlessgeek]

Hello

Happy Halloween 🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃.

Trick 🤡 or treat 🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃🎃

Awwwwwwwww,

*hands out treat 💛💛💛💛

Have this

And happy halloweening 💛💛💛💛💛💛

[russellius]

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[aprilblossomgirl]

Congratulation #WeAreSeriesEP1!!!

screenshot via gmmtv x/twitter post 4.4.2024

[faecaribou]

Is this anything?

YES

[buffyandwillow]

buffy and jenny season six fic prompt? mayhaps?

Alternate Jenny-is-alive s6.

Buffy kicks a stone with her boot, looking anywhere but in front of her, where her friends are debating the best place to stop for takeout to bring back for movie night. They'd planned a whole evening: Scooby patrol, fast food, martial arts movie madness. All in an attempt to make her feel better, to make her think that things are normal and safe and OK.

"What do you want, Buffy?" Willow asks. Buffy glances up just long enough to see Willow's wide-eyed smile, earnest and open and a little bit apprehensive. "We're thinking Chinese, or shawarma?"

"I-I don't know, you guys," Buffy says. She doesn't know. She can't think about this. She can hardly stomach the feeling of the pavement, hard and unforgiving, underneath her feet. "I mean, on one hand you have noodles, and on the other..."

"Big pile o' meat," Xander says with approval. "I know."

Buffy doesn't need to look up to know the way her friends are looking at her: with a mix of concern and hope. No, not hope. Wishfulness. They're wishing she could be the way she was. The way she used to be.

Once they got back it would be another three hours, at least, before she could excuse herself to sleep. It's too much. She can't pretend for that long. She can't--

"You know, I think I saw that last vamp doubling back. I should go check, make sure he doesn't cause trouble."

"Oh... Well, if you think--do you want us to come with?"

Buffy lifts her head slowly, dredging up her last vestiges of energy to force a smile onto her face. Willow's lip has turned downward into a disappointed little frown.

"Nah, I'll be fine." Buffy gives a little shrug. "You guys go ahead. I'll catch up."

After a few more back-and-forths of persuasion, Buffy watches them go.

It's easier this way.

•

Buffy hears the soft rustle of a leather jacket and sighs. "I just want to be left alone."

"I know," a voice that isn't Spike's says.

"Oh--it's you."

Jenny comes to sit on a nearby headstone, using both hands to boost herself up. "You were expecting someone else?"

Buffy points her toes together, looking down at the grass. The grass is much softer under her feet than the paved streets. She feels more at home here. "Not really." They're both quiet for a minute. Buffy breaks it first. "Did Willow ask you to look for me?"

"After six years, I know you well enough to come looking on my own," Jenny says wryly.

"I'm fine," Buffy tells her, more out of habit than anything.

"I didn't ask." Jenny's words have a hint of a smile to them. "I wouldn't. I won't ask you to lie to me, Buffy. You don't need to pretend you're okay."

Buffy doesn't have a rote response to that, so she says nothing. She taps her feet against the headstone. Her mind, never fully present lately, drifts off between the rows of graves.

"Buffy..." Jenny hesitates for a moment, but continues. "You're allowed to not be okay. You don't owe it to anyone to feel okay."

"Don't I?"

Something deep within her twists and turns like a knife. With another kick to the headstone, Buffy turns to look at Jenny for the first time since she'd sat down.

Jenny's eyes are so unlike her friends'. No hope-wish-want-fulness. There is only compassion there.

"My friends brought me back," Buffy says. "They gave me my life back. Don't I owe them something?"

Jenny looks steadily back at her. "Of course not."

Buffy holds her gaze for a long moment, and then--with a shiver--she looks away. This world that was once hers is so much colder than where she's been. She wraps her arms around her, and speaks now to the ground in a quiet voice. "Why couldn't they let me go?"

"They love you very deeply," Jenny says. Her voice is quiet, too. "Sometimes that makes people do impossible things."

"Jenny, I don't think I'm supposed to be here. I feel... wrong." Saying it aloud lets Buffy breathe a little more deeply, a little more easily, just for a moment. "Please don't tell the others."

"I won't."

"I'll tell them when I'm ready."

"I know."

Jenny hops down from her perch and touches Buffy's shoulder, very briefly. Buffy feels a little warmer, somehow. Warm enough to uncross her arms and let her feet come back down to the ground.

"I'm glad you're here," Buffy admits, as they begin their walk back home.

Jenny smiles. "Me, too."

[fujiblackthorne]

grace @ german comic con 2022 💛

[asunasano]

Park jimin

[phoebe-delia]

send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome 💕💕💕💕

[ow1et]

Just wanted to say how much i adore your writing your graphics - EVERYTHING!! 🤍✨ it is a joy to see you on my dash!!

i have literally had this sitting in my inbox forever just because i was afraid i imagined it!! but genuinely this means a lot!! especially, when your graphics and formatting and writing and everything is just gorgeous 💛 the way you've developed felicia is just so fun and refreshing to see!!!!

[j-restlessgeek]

My häärijä merch order arrived yesterday and wow, its all so freaking soft and warm, as if they turned häärijä into a fabric, so nice. Freaking love it. The shirt is soft and the print is so neat and it fits very nicely. Same about the hoodie, big and soft, with the softest fabric inside. The absolute highlight to me were the sweat pants. Damn these are the best sweat pants i ever bought, they have (no idea what the english word is) Bündchen (picture below) around the ankles and middle that make them fit very snug but in a comfy way.

Which is nice cause pants rarely fit me, either they are too tight or too loose in places. But these ohhhh these fit so well and the pockets are deep too. :3💛💛💛💛💛

(Added a picture of the tag (same size in hoodie and sweat pants)

And i got a card too :3

[cable-knit-sweater]

I know we have a couple of hours to go until the new year, but I just want to say a couple of things already because I can’t help myself 😂

Thank you, incredible creators, whether it be gif sets or fics or art or whatever else, for making my heart beat out of my chest, for making me cry and scream, for making me feel all warm and fuzzy, for bringing me so much joy, for making me go completely unhinged. You’re literally the backbone of this fandom, and getting to enjoy your creations this year and actually getting to interact with it & even getting to know some of you, has been the most wonderful experience and I’m so freaking grateful 💖💖

Thank you to everyone who’s read and/or supported my fics 💕💕💕💕. I never thought I’d start writing, let alone this much, and it’s been such a wonderful (although sometimes frustrating lol) creative outlet, and getting to see people enjoy it means SO much to me, and I can’t thank you enough!!!

Thank you to everyone who follows me and reblogs my (sometimes ridiculously unhinged) posts, I love to see all you just as unhinged people in my tags, I see you all, and you’ve made me cackle and scream and cry. Even if we’ve never interacted in any other way, just know how much I appreciate you and how happy I am to know there are people who are just as crazy about these boys as I am 🥰🥰🥰

And thank you, to the people I’ve met on here this year, too many to name (and I’m sure I’d leave people out bc I have literally 3 braincells and at any point in time at least two of them are screaming at me about Seb, Chris, Steve & Bucky) for making being in this fandom such an incredible experience. Some of you have become such important people in my life over such a relatively short period of time, and I can’t imagine my life without you. I wish I had the words to describe how much you mean to me, but I love you to the moon and back 🥺💖🥺💖💖

I cannot believe I’ve only been here for 9 months - it feels like forever, in the best way, and I can’t wait for 2023 and what it will bring all of us. I hope you all have a safe, happy, gentle NYE, and wish you all the very best for the new year. I love you all 💛💛💛💛

[southfarthing]

HIIII SUNNY FIRST OF ALL OUUUGFHNNGJ THE DIARIES. ORDERING ONE ASAP. second of all i looked at them for too long and was seized by the Need to learn hobbiton lettering. here is a picture of my first attempt for ur amusement. oh fountain pen we’re Really In It Now

HIIIIII SORRY THIS TOOK ME A STUPID LONG TIME omg yessss I hope you're having a blast!!! it's so fun I practised by writing stupid sitcom quotes and memes and stuff 😭 q is the worst tbh but I really struggled with d for a long time too 😩😩😩😩

[olberic]

the birthday girl. btw

[raytoroapologist]

you’re the person who made me realise that there are good people in this world! your soul is so bright and warm and genuinely kind!!!!!! you’re a good person and a trustworthy friend. you are loved!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STOP ILL CRY RIGHT NOW I SWEAR TO GOD