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pikafaawork Ā· 1 year ago
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You ARE indeed uniqueāœØšŸ’›
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afterlife-2004 Ā· 4 months ago
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vcrnons Ā· 1 year ago
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hey hey heyy!! i have a question about your first impressions of your moots and anons?
i did a few of my mutuals and my active anons šŸ„¹
@ncteez was literally going to pee myself when she followed me. the first time we talked, we were doing a pc trade and i was lit RALLY so fucking terrified of her but now i love her and i miss her and she makes me feel better when i have an issue with anything. my hon <3
@rubyreduji i rmbr one of our first convos was months after we became mutualsā€” i was really drunk at a party and i told him everything that was happening. heā€™s the only person im not terrified to talk to because i alrdy know he hates me šŸ¤—. fun fact: jj has seen me in my truest form bc he follows my finsta (everyone keep him in ur thoughts)
@agustdiv1ne ashlee, aur my god. my first thought abt tumblr user agustdiv1ne was ā€˜wow, this theme is so cuteā€™ and my second thought was ā€˜wow, ashlee is so kind and chill and i think i would like her to be my best friendā€™ and now i hit her up at least once a week on some bullshit and i make her pick my next read or i tell her abt this bitch that owes me $500 <3 she understands me bc we were cut from the same cloth
@etherealyoungk i thought skyeā€™s account was so cute šŸ„¹šŸ„¹ omfg i remember the first time we interacted was on our birthday (april 30th, nobody forget) and ever since then sheā€™ll come into my inbox and check in on me and itā€™s so endearing and makes my whole day. i also love hearing abt how sheā€™s doing T-T NOW me and skye are lowkey bffls. we just buddy read a book together and it was saurrrr much fun, i love her sm šŸ«¶šŸ½šŸ«¶šŸ½šŸ«¶šŸ½
@majestyjun MILLIE WAS ONE OF MY FIRST TXT MOOTS. i love her so much omfg, iā€™ve always thought she was the coolest ever like šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«šŸ˜µā€šŸ’« i am kinda just her fan at this point like itā€™s so embarrassing. i get all blushy when she replies to my asks
@hwanghyunjinenthusiast i was kinda intimidated bc rj uses punctuation (which is literally fine and normal) and i thought she was mad every time iā€™d be in her ask box. now i think shes the funniest person alive and sheā€™s my favorite person to annoy the shit out of.
@heesbaby MY FIRST IMPRESSION OF CINNA WAS THAT SHE WAS THE SWEETEST ANGEL EVER. i still think this by the way. i will literally get on one knee and propose and love her forever /srs.
@gyuswhore i think i thought em was really nice and quiet and i was so wrong. em is so fucking funny and unhinged in the best way possible. sheā€™s probably the only person that will call me a bitch and an irresponsible spender (sheā€™s never wrong)
@toruro my first thought of mika was adorable and i thought she was a really great writer. literally have her manhandling with chan tattooed on my brain. she is so nice to me and our brief biweekly interactions are very endearing to me <3
@homerunhansol J MY WORLD, i think ive always thought she was an angel in disguise and sheā€™s ALWAYS been someone i want to be happy forever and ever and ever. i also think i thought her love for vernon was so cute bc i dont come across dollyā€™s very often and itā€™s just so endearing when i do bcos they are literally a gift from the gods. i love j ā­ļø
@sunnylovespickles i thought sunny was so cute actually. i remember our first conversation and she was making me so nervous liejwheheb so cute and sweet like iā€™ll never get over the way she flattered me. (how to get to my heart: validate me the way sunny did)
@taekurai MY FIRST IMPRESSION OF MAX IS SO FRESH BC WE JUST BECAME MOOTS BUT OFNSHSBE I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH HER? love at first sight seriously. i thought she was so kind and i love the pink on her theme and i just love her sm fr.
šŸŖ“ dead plant nonnie T-T ive always been obsessed w them. they told me they liked my desk set up and ive been whipped ever since. no but fr, getting an ask from dead plant nonnie is the highlight of my day. they are someone i feel like iā€™d be really good friends with irl šŸ«‚ dare i say bffs
šŸ€ lucky charm nonnie!!! i genuinely think they are my lucky charm bcos every time iā€™d get an ask from them, iā€™d literally get a boost of serotonin and my day would significantly improve :,( i love and miss them dearly and i will kill for them. (and make them tea whenever they lose their voice in rehearsal)
šŸ›¼ roller blade nonnie <333 I THOUGHT THEY WERE SO FUNNY (i still think theyre hilarious ofc) but they reminded me a lot of myself and i felt like every time i received an ask from them, id laugh to myself and be like ā€œthis is some shit iā€™d sayā€ šŸ˜­ i enjoy theyā€™re book reviews and im waiting for them to send an ask so i can talk about acotar with them šŸ¤— (cough cough, come home nonnie im on book three cough cough)
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hitlikehammers Ā· 22 days ago
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PART FOUR: wherein regular-guy!Eddie is āœØfinallyāœØ reunited with his soulmate famous!Steve
He doesnā€™t remember reaching, but everythingā€™s a little bit hazy. ā­ šŸ’›
<<< back to the charity soirƩe // back to the beginning
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But then Eddieā€™s catching sparkling eyes, and his pounding heart-in-his-throat jolts like an electrical stormā€™s striking in all its chambers at once but at different angles, so heā€™s dizzy, heā€™s faint, heā€™s not just tasting his heart, heā€™s holding it whole in his goddamnĀ mouth, ready to cough it out into his hands on the coattails of ozone from the lighting seizing it up, the lifeblood pooling in it fit to fucking burst, heā€™sā€”
"We've met."
Those eyes are everything he remembers. ThatĀ voiceĀ is the only thing he dreams of every night, but now, itā€™s like itā€™sĀ hisĀ dreams and recollections were the knockoff versionā€”though what that makes theĀ advertisements, then, Eddie canā€™t even begin to guessā€”but the genuine article, living and breathing in front of Eddie now puts all the memories heā€™s been clinging to to fucking shame, becauseā€¦
Eddieā€™s maybe died. Probably that makes the most sense. Definitely he is now dead. He slipped looking for Chrissy, hit his head. He had an unexpected allergic reaction to one of the actually-really-simple hors d'oeuvres. Tasting his heart in his throat in the first place was more serious than originally supposed.
And now, at the end of everything: he gets Steve. The real deal.
Which is so much better as an afterlife than he ever expected.
ā€œRemember when I did that charity thing in Indianapolis?ā€ Steve is turning away and Eddie doesnā€™t like that, this isĀ hisĀ afterlife andĀ heĀ wants the totality of Steveā€™s attention and affection and adoration andā€”
ā€œLike I forgot a whole three months agoā€”ā€ and wait.
Wait, because thatā€™s Buckley, and she shouldnā€™t be in Eddieā€™s afterlife. It makes sense that Steve would turn to talk to someone, but why would he be talking to anyone inĀ Eddieā€™s afterlife, and Eddieā€™s hand goes automatically to his own hip and pinches hard enough to split skin, heā€™s sure, and it fuckingĀ hurtsĀ and he can still taste his heart in his throat because itā€™s still pounding and why is itĀ poundingĀ in Eddieā€™sĀ afterlifeā€”
ā€œItĀ wasĀ you?ā€ Eddie rasps, and Steve turns on a dime, his attention zeroing immediately in on Eddie butā€¦Eddie hadnā€™t quite weighed the glaze of distance in those eyes compared to what theyā€™d been that night, that morning; he hadnā€™t clocked it wholly: they were always bright but something was missing, now, and Eddie notices it best when itā€™s gone and all the shine is there again, but itā€™s shifting to a sharp kind of intensity as that gaze takes in Eddieā€™s whole person and seems to findā€¦cause for concern, if the slightest downturn in those lips, the little furrow between those brows is anything to go by.
ā€œIt,ā€ Eddie swallows hard when Steve makes a half-aborted step in his direction, moves the littlest bit closer and thatā€™s the right cologne, thatā€™s theĀ rightĀ glistening pool of subtle shade-shifts in those irisesā€”and fuck.
HoooolyĀ fuck.
Thereā€™s just the slightest curls of chest hair peaking above where his shirtā€™s unbuttoned only the littlest bit. Tantalizing. Perfect.
Goddamnā€¦perfect.
ā€œItĀ isĀ you?ā€ Eddie whispers, the moment, the impossible gift itā€™s promising feeling too precious, tooā€¦delicate, to push, lest it disappear. Lest Eddie drop it and loseā€¦more.Ā Again.
He doesnā€™t remember reaching, but everythingā€™s a little bit hazy, he thinks he can hear the spark that makes his heartbeats, he knows he can hear the blood surging in his veins, he feels stupidly alive inside the hope heā€™s breathing in and thenā€”
Then thereā€™s a hand that meets his own. And EddieĀ knowsĀ itā€™sĀ shape. Everything in him recognizes the weight, the texture, the warmth.
His pulse stumbles at the contact, like something slipping into place where itā€™s been barely connected, a cable for his very being having been hanging half-outside the power socket all this time and now: there. Like the circuitā€™s complete.
Eddie stretches his fingers on instinct, needy, and when Steve responds by slotting their fingers and locking his around Eddieā€™s hand, steady and sure, Eddieā€™s whole fucking body lights up, all sizzling, magneticĀ wonder.
ā€œSteve,ā€ he marvels at this man, because itĀ is this man, and Eddieā€™s chest feels buoyant and his heartā€™s a balloon full of helium knocking wild against the ceiling of his ribcage but all it knows how to do is rise, rise,Ā rise.
ā€œSteve,ā€ Eddie exhales again, reaching his other handā€”like fuck heā€™s letting go with the one already wrapped safe in Steveā€™s graspā€”to graze Steveā€™s cheek ever-so-slightly, needing one more proof of reality against all the wishful daydreams heā€™s been tormenting himself with.
ā€œI thought I was losing my mind seeing you everywhere,ā€ Eddie knows heā€™s gaping, like a man in a desert with a mirage, and he cares not-one-fucking-bit; ā€œbut IĀ wasĀ actually seeing you, it wasnā€™t just me being lovesick and pathetic,ā€ heā€™s a little breathy, kinda gasping and he canā€™t see entirely straight but, butā€¦
WhatĀ ifā€”
ā€œLovesick, you say?ā€
Eddie feels the way he blushesĀ soĀ fucking hard. He canā€™t even try to hide it.
Heā€™s not solid enough in his own skin just now to even try.
ā€œUmm,ā€ he clears his throat, then makes himself make full-on eye contact.
ā€œYes,ā€ he admits a little bashful, but Steveā€™s eyes justĀ danceĀ and fuck, Eddie will humiliate himself in any way necessary in order to earn that look. No hesitation, all in.
ā€œUnderscore pathetic, please. Make sure thatā€™s front and center.ā€
HeĀ doesĀ need to make sure that part isĀ reallyĀ clear.
ā€œWhat if I find it endearing, though?ā€ Steve says like he really means it, not like heā€™s just trying to cushion Eddieā€™s ego from the burn of his honesty; ā€œand not at all pathetic?ā€
Before he can process it fully, let alone think of a response, Eddie feels a hand on his arm that not Steveā€™s, and glances dumbly around to see Robin bustling them pointedly but unobtrusively, with no eyes on them but Steveā€™s on Eddie and Eddieā€™sĀ fixedĀ on Steve, shit sheā€™s good, and Eddie recognizes where they end up, just a side meeting room, a little table with chairs, nothing special.
ExceptĀ SteveĀ is in this room. And Eddie cannot think of a more special thing. At all. Anywhere.
Ever.
ā€œYou really didnā€™t know?ā€
Eddie blinks, because heā€™d kind of been mooning and he needs to snap back to the now, so he makes his eyes focus on Steveā€™s face, Steveā€™s words, rather than getting lost in the all-encompassing spell of him.
Which is hard, for the record. But Eddie perseveres.
It takes him a couple seconds to reorientā€”just the two of them, RobinĀ isĀ fucking skilledā€”and then to put together what Steve must mean.
Like: almost definitely the fact that he wasĀ alwaysĀ the guy on the billboards.
So Eddie just shakes his head, and tries not to get sidetracked by howĀ extraĀ fucking insane and unheard of this all is, with the superstar element tacked on.
ā€œYou were the most beautiful human being Iā€™d ever seen,ā€ Eddieā€™s barely breathes the words, airy and light and not wholly there but honestly heā€™s pretty impressed he manages that much; ā€œand you bought me a drink.ā€ He laughs, shaking his head:
ā€œDid I think you were movie-star gorgeous and then some? Duh,ā€ because seriously:Ā duh. ā€œBut I didnā€™tĀ know, god, didnā€™t even notice until after you left, and before that? I wasnā€™t gonna blab that shit, open my mouth and make you think twice, scare you right off.ā€
Steveā€™s studying him, like heā€™s a puzzle when Eddieā€™s never felt more like an open book in his life, raw and unvarnished and heartsick over it all, andĀ wantingĀ so bad, tender with the suggestion the universe is offering just now that maybe heā€™s allowed. Maybe he can evenā€¦maybe he has a chance toĀ have.
ā€œKinda remember your mouth doing anything but,ā€ Steve shoots back wryly, leaning back on the table before dimming a little:
ā€œYou never texted me.ā€
And Eddie isnā€™t proud of the little whine he gives for the pout, the resignation in Steveā€™s posture; heā€™s notĀ proud, but fuck if heā€™sĀ ashamed.
ā€œI started to by like mid-afternoon the same day, absolutely zero chill,ā€ Eddie tries to steep every syllable in earnestness, in the heartfeltĀ truthĀ of it all; ā€œmy phone didnā€™t save your number.ā€
Steve doesnā€™t seem to be expecting that one.
ā€œSeriously?ā€ he blinks, edges softening a little as he chuckles humorlessly. ā€œI thought youā€™d figured all this out,ā€ he gestures beyond the closed door; ā€œand that was why.ā€
Eddie would like very much to be able to grab that thought out of Steveā€™s head and crush it under the heel of his Docs. Like, not shattered, just pulverized into a stain on the ground. Unrecognizable and insignificant and easily forgotten as all absurd notions should be.
ā€œSweetheart, Iā€™ve created my own dry spell out of sheer misery, over having missed that chance,ā€ Eddie states it plain, lays it out on main between them.
And Steve? Steve just stares some more, a deeper version of the calculating look heā€™s had on and off since they locked eyes again, against all fucking odds.
Like maybe Eddieā€™s been right the whole time. That theyā€™re somethingĀ other, like something fated. That this really looks like itĀ isĀ the great love of his life, and everything in himĀ knewĀ it.
Which: fuck. Of course Eddie was right. He didnā€™t actually doubt itā€”couldnā€™t, not when he felt like something hadĀ died, too big to even mourn.
Until right fuckingĀ now. When it feels like heā€™s breathing with both lungs for the first time in months.
Then Steveā€™s eyeing him up and down, worrying his lip before he says, almost quips save for the way his hand seems to nervously brush back through that gorgeous fucking hair:
ā€œWould you like another?ā€
Eddie takes a second to trace back to what he last said: chances. Missed ones.
Would he likeā€”
ā€œWhat?ā€
It cannot be that simple.
(PleaseĀ be that simple.)
ā€œWanna know a secret?ā€
Eddieā€™s still tongue tied, brain firing randomly and out of any particular pattern to follow, just giddy disbelief and the urge to start fucking bawling for emotional overload and the implications that he might just be entitled here to feel sheerĀ relief: the way Steve tips himself toward Eddie a little from the waist, just enough toĀ noticeĀ himĀ closer, does absolutely nothing to make Eddie more inclined to coherence.
He just nods frenetically, like a goddamn bobble head.
ā€œBeen in kinda a funk of my own, thinking about you, mopingĀ pathetically,ā€ he emphasizes with feeling, and a raised brow to boot; ā€œabout how you never called, according to my best friend,ā€ he cocks his head behind himself again, no doubt indicating Robin and, andā€¦
Is it too good to be true?
Fuck if it is; Eddieā€™s not letting this go again.
ā€œLet me make it up to you?ā€ he blurts out, and watches Steveā€™s eyes widen andā€¦wait.
ā€œWait, wait, fuck,ā€ Eddie says all breathless, because heā€™s taking liberties, isnā€™t he; he wants this, whatever it is and all it can be but Steveā€™s,Ā SteveĀ isā€”
Eddie just propositioned aĀ movie star. His very-likely star crossed lover, but, Eddie canā€™t justĀ assumeĀ that theyā€™re both on the sameā€”
ā€œName the date.ā€
Steve doesnā€™t hesitate. SteveĀ doesnā€™t hesitate.
If this isnā€™t real, if Eddieā€™s reading it all wrongā€¦
Eddie isnā€™tĀ brave, like, thatā€™s a categorical fact. But thereā€™s a primal sense of purpose, not to mention self-preservation, in leaping at this and grabbing with both hands, with his whole heart.
ā€œTomorrow?ā€ he asks, hopeful as hell, but thatā€™s when he sees it: Steveā€™s eyes hadnā€™t widened in surprise. His pupils had dilated.
His eyes are more black than anything, now, when he says with absolute definitive certainty:
ā€œDone.ā€
Eddie canā€™t help but stare, canā€™t tame the childlike dizzyĀ joyĀ bubbling over in him as he asks, wondering:
ā€œSeriously?ā€
ā€œSeriously,ā€ Steve smiles small, emanating like a banked fire on a cold night; ā€œyouā€™re something special, Eddie,ā€ and he tilts his head, looks up through his lashes and holy fuck, but if Eddie is lucky enough to be the target of that look for any time at all beyond this encounter, here and now?
It would be the most incredible way to fall apart on the goddamn daily.
ā€œWe spent one night together,ā€ Eddie feels himself mouth, just, baffled in the brightest way that this can possibly be happening for real, that for all the certainty heā€™s felt in the face of every logical voice of sense, heā€™sĀ knownĀ and now the other half of his equation is standing here, like maybe he knowsĀ too.
ā€œAnd a lovely morning,ā€ Steve leans into his space before his gaze changes, not in aĀ badĀ way, exactly, but whatever the right word for how it changes is?
Eddie doesnā€™t like it.
ā€œYou feel differently?ā€
AndĀ thatĀ would beĀ whyĀ he didnā€™t like it.
ā€œFuck no,ā€ Eddie hisses, aghast at theĀ notion. ā€œJust,ā€ and he licks his lips, tries to straighten out his thoughts; ā€œyou are,ā€ and, hey: looks like he sucks at straightening out his thoughts, wow, okayā€”so he just grabs a clump of hair to hide behind a little, but more like a tether than a shield, and he resigns himself to justā€¦spilling his words all clumsy as shit, willy-fucking-nilly.
ā€œEven if I agreed with you about being special, if I was, then I donā€™t have a word for how out of my fucking league you are.ā€
He drops his hair when thereā€™s no reply for a few beats, and he makes himself look up at Steve properly.
Steve, who is watching him with curiosity, and warmth, and with no small amount of genuine fucking affection, the kind that threatens to make Eddieā€™s heart try to escape out through his mouth again, only this time heā€™d really be aiming for it to land in Steveā€™s hands.
Or Steveā€™s chest, if he was bold enough to hope at beingĀ thatĀ lucky, after all of this already.
ā€œDid you play sports?ā€ Steve asks, weirdly casual, the kind of tone youā€™d expect from someone looking wholly bored as they stared to the side into the distance, which is the opposite of what Steveā€™s doing, tipping his chin the way Eddie remembers from the bar. Considering, but somehow inviting for it. Wholly contradictory.
Fascinating.
ā€œLike in school?ā€ Eddie asks, only a little bewildered, and whole-ass snorts when Steve nods.
ā€œDo IĀ lookĀ like the jock type?ā€
ā€œThen how about you leave the league thinking to me,ā€ he lifts his palm to Eddieā€™s waist and pulls him a little closer, and Eddie is suddenly very aware of just how much he missed being in a close enough orbit to this man to be able to feel when he breathes; ā€œand take me out tomorrow,ā€ and Steve, because heā€™s otherworldly and spectacular and shit, reaches up to tuck Eddieā€™s hair behind his ear and hell if Eddie doesnā€™t shiver from the base of his neck straight down for the featherlight, fragile little gestureā€™s quiet intimacy, goodĀ god.
But then heā€™s pulling back, and Eddie feels his eyes widen and his jaw drop because no, no, thatā€™s not right, thatā€”
ā€œAndĀ you let me put my number in your phone right now,ā€ Steve gestures very close to the clear shape of said phone in Eddieā€™s back pocket, like he wants to grab it himself but isnā€™t sure where they stand yet, or maybe because they are still ā€˜in publicā€™ no matter how much Robin must be making sure theyā€™re not bothered in this side room, but then Steve grins, and itā€™s so soft and itā€™s molten in his eyes and Eddie thinks he gets it.
Steveā€™s hands have been more than his on Eddie ass before, but.
This is gonna retrace some of the steps they had to skip, for circumstanceā€™s sake. Eddie doesnā€™t hate that.
Watching Steveā€™s eyes darken as his lips quirk a little higher, yeah. Yeah: Eddie doesnā€™t hate that atĀ all.
He hands Steve his phone wordlessly, maybe a little desperately as Steve flicks his thumb and starts to type, grinning as he does while he speaks a little sly:
ā€œSo we can both maybe do something about the cases of blue balls it sounds like weā€™ve been fighting?ā€
Eddie chokes on something dangerously close to a giggle. ā€œDoes itĀ countĀ as blue balls if Iā€™ve been jacking off more in the last twelve weeks than I have since high school?ā€
And god, Eddie lights up like fucking chandelier when SteveĀ cackles, and shoves Eddieā€™s bicep, as easy as that morning in the kitchen had been.
Just likeĀ that.
ā€œI think it counts if we wereĀ onlyĀ able to jack off,ā€ Steve raises a brow with a smirk as he passes Eddieā€™s phone back to him, and Eddie only glances away to look down at the screen when it vibrates right after Steve hands it back, just to see the contactĀ S.H.šŸ˜˜, with a simple message below:
fuck ā€˜missed chancesā€™
ā€œYou can take that both ways, just so you know,ā€ Steve says softly, not pushing, but definitely sure. Presumptuous because he can read it seeping out of Eddieā€™s pores, not because he expects it as a matter of course.
Which is really fucking hot, basically. Like.
ReallyĀ fucking hot.
ā€œHow do you feel about Italian?ā€ Eddie asks before he canā€™t think any further, can stumble when his heartā€™s doing all the stumbling necessary for the moment, and in truth: Eddie isnā€™t at all unsure.
Like: not even a little.
Plus, with the way Steve smiles?
WorthĀ allĀ the fluttering happening in his chest, fucking twenty-fold.
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<<< back to the charity soirĆ©e // part three āœØorāœØ on to date night // part five >>>
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keri-mcberry Ā· 9 months ago
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Spring Break šŸŒøāœØ (Part 6)
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Spending time with Muggles was... different... but nice. Definitely a feeling he could get used to šŸ˜­
I had SO MUCH fun with this little series šŸ„¹šŸ’• Lyla and Sebastian are such precious babies, and now I can't wait to do a little family series of their own someday šŸ’›šŸ’š
<< PART 5
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rayroseu Ā· 1 year ago
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Saved by Diasomnia!!
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I really love how the game always makes sure we get a rescue moment with Diasomnia characters in every event if they are on it lol
It supports my agenda that Ramshackle and Diasomnia are connected to each other in lore (like both these dorms have heavy relation with History and Death)šŸ™ŒšŸ»šŸ™ŒšŸ». They are always on the lookout for their Young Master's friend... šŸ„ŗšŸ’–šŸ’•
(Also yeah... Why did I just realize now that Malleus is the one who indirectly introduced us to other Diaso members.....šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ I find that so cute bcs usually the others are *supposed* to be the one looking for a friend for him but Malleus just mentioned us and Lilia was hyped about it and it all domino effect from there lol)
Also, surprise yeeeā€¼ļøā€¼ļøšŸ¤ŗšŸ¤ŗ I drew some of my mutuals OC's šŸ„°āœØāœØ Yuuri Atsuisamui with Silver from @souslesetoilesavectoi and Hana Asteria with Lilia from @hanafubukki āœØšŸ«¶šŸ»āœØšŸ«¶šŸ»āœØ (i hope i did justice for your lovely oc's, sous and hana!!šŸ˜­) And, Malleus is just with my yume oc, CitrinešŸ„°šŸ’›,,, also i need to interact to more sebek yumes... i only had the default prefect for himšŸ„¹
Honestly there are other Diashackle moments that I want to include as well!! But these four are my most preciousšŸ’–šŸ’–
Like that time in Sunset Savanna event, where Lilia pressured Leona to let us go to Sunset Savanna too or else he's not going lol (thank you peepawšŸ’—šŸ’žšŸ’—āœØāœØ) and that vignette with Sebek helping us carry the chairs and him protecting us when the chairs fell ā€¼ļøšŸ„¹šŸ’š
On the main story, Silver is the only one who asks us if we're fine from time to time and the fact he rescued us after Mickey's dream collapsed--- and ofc Malleus indirectly helping us on Book 3 bcs of the Gargoyle Analogy lol--- I LOVE IT šŸ„¹šŸ«¶šŸ»āœØšŸ’—šŸ’žšŸ’—šŸ’–šŸ’˜
Even the events mentions how precious Ramshackle is to Diasomnia so šŸ¤—šŸ¤—šŸ¤— thank you for being the backbone of many Yuu&Grim spotlight, Diasomnia-- Best dorm frfrāœØāœØšŸ’žšŸ’žšŸ’—šŸ’žšŸ’—
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ashwii Ā· 11 months ago
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I hope you don't mind, I drew another Night fan art, LOL! I broke up the tag so you wouldn't be swamped by notifications but YES I THOUGHT ID LET YOU KNOW I DREW THE PRECIOUS STAR BABY SONA GRUMPY MAN. šŸ’›āœØ
EEEWE I DID SEE IT !!!! THANK YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH it's like. Everything to me when anyone draws him KDHEJWJAK IT'S JUST. WILD TO ME THAT PPL LIKE MY STOOPID SILLY SONA AHA
you got his mood down JUST right, the man never gets a day of peace XDD. I feel like I never talk abt him that much and more just throw art of him into the world, so im like *woah* at the fact you got his personality down JUST right heheh. Thank you, i love it -w-
I guess ill throw more arts into the world while im at it u3u
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(^^^Ghostie by @viverrz)
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idkanna-more Ā· 5 months ago
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OH. MY. FUCKING. GLOOOOOOOOOOBBB
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WHIMMY YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME OMFG
LOOK AT HIM HE SO GORGEOUS OMG šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­āœØšŸ’›āœØšŸ’›āœØšŸ’›šŸ„ŗšŸ’›šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„²šŸ„¹
human cosmic owl with a really sharp cupids bow lip to resemble his beak would be so cute
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pearrosite Ā· 1 year ago
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š‘‡ š”œš”¢š”©š”©š”¬š”“ š”Šš”¬š”©š”” š‘‡
Part two of my latest ā€œPrecious Metalsā€ series, ft. Rose Gold in case you missed it. This entire thing was fueled by Lacrimosa and that hot Satan statue those brothers carved, and I regret nothing šŸ˜‚ it was also really fun to experiment with negative space and shape language! I have a few more planned so it will most likely delay my holiday art, howeveeerrrrr I think their theme should still work post-Christmasā€¦. maybe. Weā€™ll see šŸ”±āœØšŸ’›
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jade-green-butterfly Ā· 22 days ago
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BeeJady Under The Mistletoe!šŸ’›ļæ½ļ潚Ÿ’˜šŸ¦‹šŸ’š
An adorably festive commission done for me by the awesome @klaudia96art~ā™„ļøšŸ˜‰ It's been a long while since I asked for my TFA OC, Jadebutterfly with my most fave bot of all time (especially of the TFA universe) Bumblebee~šŸ„°And I couldn't resist in asking for something truly sweet between them for season, and what better way to have them than under the mistletoe!šŸ˜ššŸŽ€āœØ In the words of my dear @kaitlinexe, 'They are PERFECT for each other!' >//w//< And I couldn't agree more, they totally are~!šŸ’–šŸ˜I am also LOVING this precious piece so, thank-you kindly in a million, Klaudia!šŸ„¹šŸ’•šŸ’šŸ’•šŸ¤— You did a grand job, keep it up!šŸ˜šŸ‘šŸ»xoxo.
*~Reblogs are also deeply appreciated as well, so please do reblog as well as like! Thank-you kindly!~*
TFA Bumblebee (c)Ā Derrick J. WyattšŸ’•šŸ™šŸ»šŸŖ½ & Hasbro TFA Jadebutterfly/JadyĀ (c) @jade-green-butterfly (Me~!) BeeJady Commission (c) @klaudia96art~ā™„ļø
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sandyona Ā· 5 months ago
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Wanted to show my crappy cards of Ambrosius and Ballister šŸ’›šŸ–¤
Its a simple project I had made some time ago but it was so fun (I think everything I do is fun to me lol)
Also had made a base cards for Nimona and Doctor Meredith, but I also losing motivation to continue;-;
Idk why but I love doing matchy stuff with my precious boys šŸ’•āœØ
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star-stages Ā· 9 months ago
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Oh boy I have some screenshots for you
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This is a lot so of course you donā€™t have to draw all of them unless you want to, they are just the tip of the iceberg of the images of the goofy brothers I have
Hiya āœØ Thanks for thesešŸ’›šŸ’™
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The hugs are very precious moments āœØ These were some great ones, Thanks for sending them in šŸ’›šŸ’™
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hitlikehammers Ā· 17 days ago
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regular-guy!Eddie absolutely did not expect the emotional gut-punch of the āœØRED CARPET INTERVIEWāœØ from famous!Steve's movie premiere (or: Part Nine)
He kinda already knew that, and sure he feels exactly the same butā€¦
FuckĀ if hearing it out loud isnā€™t somethingĀ else.šŸ’›šŸŽ„
<<< back to the obligatory dose of lingering insecurity // back to the beginning
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Itā€™s a whole eight-and-a-half hours since Steve left, and Eddieā€™s opening the door to a delivery guy whoā€™s holding a box from Eddieā€™s favorite bakery. Eddie didnā€™t even know they did delivery, but likeā€”
He shouldnā€™t even be fucking surprised anymore. Heā€™sĀ notĀ surprised by how his heart fills, and trips over itself for how clumsy it gets when itā€™s a giddy-lovedrunk fool like the rest of him, beatingĀ Steve-Steve-SteveĀ through his veins, stumbling like itā€™s never moved before which is true in a way, maybe the biggest way, because this territory of loving his Stevie demands blissfully, and consumes entirely, all that Eddie is in a way heā€™s never known before, orĀ feltbefore so yeah, yeah his heart can just shiver madly with it as long as it goddamn wants.
(And it wants forever, so.)
And this is apparently who Eddie is, now, what heā€™s be reshaped into for the love of Steve Harrington. AndĀ fuck, but he wouldnā€™t trade it; wouldnā€™t change it forĀ anything.
His pulse does an extra little tumble when he unfolds the note waiting for him in the fold of the box:
youĀ are what my heart is for
for always, if youā€™ll have me
~S <3 <3
He doesnā€™t fight the way his face stretches into a smile, so soft and just, justā€¦so inĀ love, right, and he laughs with the size of the warmth flooding him when he opens the box to see his favorite donutsā€”Boston Cream and chocolate glazedā€”nestled alongside enough varieties of the flakiest, butteriest croissants to feed a small army. He shakes his head and checks the clock: not too late for a coffee, so he goes to the machine andā€”
Finds it all set up, ready to brew. Cup set next to it and everything, complete with a post-it with anotherĀ <3Ā scrawled in the middle, stuck to the handle.
EddieĀ cannotĀ fight the way his eyes prickle as he switches the machine on and takes the note from the mug, holds it to his chest like itā€™s precious.
Because itĀ isĀ precious. This feeling, thisā€¦thisĀ this, is so fucking precious he doesnā€™t know what to do with himself. He doesnā€™t know how he found something this profound, this invaluable andĀ dearĀ to its core, toĀ hisĀ core, heā€™s, he justā€¦
If his fucking coffee gets a couple tears in it, he figures thatā€™s just, like, the taste of true fucking love, so heā€™s actually really goddamn grateful for it.
Maybe it makes him heartsick a little, for how much it already feels like his home isĀ emptyĀ without Steve, just for a few hours now, butā€¦he thinks maybe thatā€™s how itā€™s supposed to be, how heā€™s supposed to feel.
Heā€¦heā€™s not going to willingly sign up for this feeling way again, though. Heā€™s gonna get over his bullshit and give in to what it feels like to love this big and complete, fuck his discomfort and his hangups, heā€™s never letting his world feel this dull and bereft again if he can fucking help it.
Maybe he googles tuxedos, thenā€¦maybe he googles ā€˜what do men wear to the red carpetā€™ because maybe itā€™s just really nice tailored suits, he doesnā€™t fucking know, he just knows heā€™s going to fucking get one, heā€™s going to buy it himself and have it ready for the next time Steve asks him to come with him, so he can show his Stevie that heā€™s in this inĀ everyĀ way, no caveats, no heartbreak, even the little temporary going-to-work kind.
Then he looks at the clock, bites at his lip, and decides no, itā€™s not took early to search for the most unhinged network to have started their coverage of the premiere.
Because seriously. He wasĀ alwaysĀ gonna fucking watch his boyfriend be amazing, and beautiful, and justā€¦
Everything.
ā€”
Eddie nearly drops his pain au chocolat when he sees Steveā€™s perfectly swooped hair peek on-screen in the so-far-kinda-interminable premiere coverage. Likeā€¦Eddie knows heā€™s watching with a deeply single-minded goal, butĀ seriously.
How are theseĀ otherĀ people taking up time that could just beĀ Steve, instead?
Insanity.
ā€œSteven,ā€ the interviewer greets him in that over-friendly way the press has with celebrities, that Eddie always thought was weird as fuck because itā€™s not like those vultures were the famous peopleā€™sĀ friends.
ā€œI hate to say this because it feels cliche,ā€ the woman smiles that sort of apologetic-but-only-because-people-are-watching smile thatā€™s fucking nauseating; ā€œbut youā€™re looking exceptionally striking tonight,ā€ she nods to his outfit, and ā€˜strikingā€™ is an understatement but then she once-overs him head-to-toe andā€¦
Fuck.
Fuck, but Eddie did not anticipate the welling ofĀ rageĀ in his limbs, the protectiveness that surges in him laced with a potent possessiveness he should maybe be ashamed of butā€¦no, heā€™s fucking not, because his Stevie isnā€™t a pice of meat and heā€™ll fucking fight anyone who treats him like a paycheck or a prize or aā€”
But Steve laughs, and it sounds real, soā€¦Eddie can let it slide.
For now.
ā€œAm I?ā€ Steve asks, playful almost, coquettishā€”heā€™s got a handle on this, has these bastards eating out the palm of his goddamn hand and if his masterful command of the encounter from the jump, here, isnā€™t sexy as fuck, leads to something wholly different but just as red-hot as the protective ire in Eddie leaping through his blood all over again? Well.
Fuck him, then, because:Ā dayum.
The interviewer laughs, comfortable, and Eddie gets the impression that maybe theyā€™ve done this dance before; a lot of times, even. There isnā€™t camaraderie, there, but thereā€™s aā€¦collegiality.
Eddie will table his desire to key the interviewerā€™s car andā€¦stuff.
ForĀ now.
ā€œIs it weird to tell you youā€™re glowing?ā€
Steve does what Eddie imagines is the movie star equivalent of the snort that he lets loose so often, so freely, so unguarded in Eddieā€™s home,Ā nextĀ to Eddie and itā€™s like his smiles that donā€™t reach his eyes versus the ones that do.
And Eddieā€™s fucking floored all over again at what aĀ privilegeĀ it is, what aĀ giftĀ heā€™s living, to know the difference. To be able toĀ hold the difference close.
ā€œMaybe,ā€ Steve huffs across the feed, and Eddie watches the little expressive quirks run across his face, framing that blinding smile becauseĀ fuck, the man is kinda radiant, but then: Eddie knows for a fact that Steve is radiantĀ always, so itā€™s not a surprise this ladyā€™s pointing it out.
Sā€™just obvious.
ā€œBut I donā€™t mind at all,ā€ Steve adds as the interviewer ducks her head a bit, a little reticent all of a sudden though Eddie canā€™t tellĀ howĀ much of itā€™s an act, if it even matters: because Steveā€™s a master at reading people, at getting the body language and subtler cues just rightā€”the number of times already that heā€™s picked up somethingā€™s off, from a frustrating work call to a headache from a coming storm, before Eddie even processes it for himself isĀ unrealā€”but Steve alwaysĀ notices, so he leans in kind of conspiratorially as he grins, and invites her to share the energy:
ā€œIā€™ll take it as a compliment,ā€ and he winks, and she chuckles, and Eddieā€¦
Eddie cannot help but imagine what it could be like to stand next to him. To brush his arm against Steveā€™s arm as he works the line of cameras. To smile at this woman and all these bloodsuckers and justā€¦watch as they fawn over the man he loves, who lovesĀ himĀ and who will go home with Eddie, and trustĀ EddieĀ with all the intricacies of him that the world isnā€™t privy to, and Eddie could watch them fall over themselves and justā€¦justĀ know.
He wants that. He wants thatā€¦soĀ much.
ā€œSuchĀ a compliment,ā€ the interviewer confirms enthusiastically, then tilts her head, her demeanor shifting ever-so-slightly:
ā€œAnything different to credit as the cause? New skin routine?ā€ she asks too innocent, and Eddieā€™s struck that this must be how the game is played, asking questions without askingĀ the question.
He doesnā€™t think he could manage that. Heā€™s in awe of Steve all over again if this is whatā€™s demanded of him as a rule, on the regular.
Then heā€™s in awe of Steveā€”all over again,Ā againā€”when Steveā€™s features soften and then, for the most blink-and-youā€™ll-miss-it second, Eddie sees the version of Steve that sits next to him on the couch, that strokes Eddieā€™s hair, that touches him gentle and reverent somehow, that shares his bed.
Itā€™s gone in a second but, the idea that thereā€™sĀ feelingĀ there that, knowing what to look for and how to recognize the known quantity, can leak into the careful public display that Steve allows the world to have of him?
Itā€™sā€¦itā€™s a heady, powerful thing. Itā€™s fuckingĀ intoxicatingĀ to witness.
And then the man he lovesĀ speaks:
ā€œI donā€™t think thereā€™s a product money can buy that makes you glow from the inside,ā€ and he sounds so tender, so genuine and fucking, like, just,Ā luminescentĀ with feeling and Eddieā€¦Eddie cannot handle it.
Eddie needs him soĀ much. Needs to reach for him. Needs to hold him. Needs to hold him to his chest and try to fit him inside, needs to make himself small in Steveā€™s arms to try and fit insideĀ hisĀ chest and make a home there forever, heĀ needsā€”
ā€œOh,ā€ the interviewer is fucking, like,Ā cooing; ā€œoh,Ā Steven,ā€ and Eddieā€™s mouth twists instinctually becauseā€¦okay. Okay, Eddie gets why Steve uses another version of his name for the masses and Eddie thinks heā€™s only going to use it forĀ really really seriousĀ things, if only just to try and salvage the way he suspects this woman isnā€™t the first, or the worst, to simper around it like it has something to give, rather than exists as something to likeā€¦adulate.
Actively.
ā€œYou have to know that now Iā€™m obligated toā€”ā€ she says the words like she knows sheā€™s required to, and maybe,Ā maybeĀ feels some degree of apology for prodding butā€¦not nearly enough degrees.
Not evenĀ close.
But Steve just laughs, cuts into her words:
ā€œOf course I knew,ā€ he waves her prevaricating off with such a deft fucking hand,Ā soĀ hot; ā€œI was counting on it.ā€
And he sounds sly, not quite like heā€™d played her but not exactlyĀ not, like he was pulling the strings all along and she moved exactly where heā€™d planned for her to.
Moreā€¦just more sexy. And Eddieā€™s just really grateful heā€™s wearing sweats right now and thereā€™s no one to judge him, basically.
ā€œItā€™s not something I want toĀ hide,ā€ Steveā€™s saying all soft again, but burning like candlelight and Eddie melts for it accordingly because Jesus fuckingĀ Christ: ā€œbut youā€™re only getting the broad strokes, yeah?ā€
ā€œBroad strokes, excellent,ā€ the interviewer says, nodding like a bobblehead; ā€œthat isĀ perfect,ā€ and sheā€™s clearly excited, and Eddie obviously knew Steve was private where he could be but to get this kind of reaction at the admittedly bare-bones heā€™s laying out as being willing to share?
It has toā€¦mean something big. Has to be a little unprecedented. Maybe Eddieā€™s heartā€™s bouncing in his chest, pin-balling against his ribs more than a little for all the implications in it.
Heady, like he said: andĀ thenĀ some.
ā€œI met someone,ā€ and Eddie, like: okay.
Okay, he probably could have guessed thatā€™s where it was going via context clues, like, Steve was talking about something personal. Entertainment ā€œjournalismā€ was always rooted in who was fucking who, andā€¦well.
Steveā€™s fuckingĀ Eddie, so, yeah. Context clues.
But tell that to the way Eddieā€™s heart damn wellĀ stops still, freezing all itā€™s chaotic momentum in his chest in a fuckingĀ secondĀ once he realizes whatā€™s happening. What isā€¦
Happening, on cable fucking television. On Al Goreā€™sĀ internet. Fuckingā€¦live.
In front of millions. ForĀ posterity.
(If Eddie still trusted himself to follow such thingsā€”which for the record, after the no-Steve-in-your-contacts disaster, he absolutelyĀ does not, okay?ā€”but if heĀ did, he can only begin to imagine the extent of the gifsets, because Eddie found fuckton of a lot of them for the actor-who-he-definitely-didnā€™t-think-was-his-Steve, and he always did have a pretty good eye for the kinds of events that a fanbase would eat up and make like five-hundred-thousand versions of the same 10 seconds from, and now-definitely-his-Steve is offering a goldmine here, butā€”)
But see, evenĀ ifĀ Eddie trusted himself with that sort of thing still, he couldnā€™t care about it rightĀ now, and that would be because his heartā€™s still decidedly in limbo, twitching maybe with disbelief, with overwhelm, with the gravity of whatā€™s happening because Steve is,Ā Steve isā€”
AboutĀ himĀ andā€”
ā€œIā€™mĀ withĀ someone.ā€
And Steve says it with so much feeling, so muchā€¦delightĀ andĀ wonderĀ at the fact of it, the mereĀ prospectĀ of it, that it makes sense that the full weight of it hits Eddie as his heart feels like it gasps for air after being held under water, holding so much more inside it in his moment than Eddie thinks, no: so much more than EddieĀ knowsĀ heā€™s ever felt before and thatā€™s why the way his heart jumps back to beating again is a whole ass the earth-shattering production, because the force of it could crack his ribs or quake the ground beneath him, definitely rocks him where he sits and shakes through his bones because itā€™s such a, like, volumetricĀ forceĀ that cascades through him, that feels like expanding with the breadth of all things and then slamming closed to expel them into the universe to be caught and held by the only person, the only heart and soul that you want, that youĀ needĀ to have yourĀ everythingā€”
ā€œI found this incredible human who is,ā€ Steve licks his lips, and Eddieā€™s hyper-saturated heart probably shouldnā€™t be able to beat faster when itā€™s beating with this kind of unprecedentedĀ forceĀ but it does, somehow, itĀ canĀ because Eddie isĀ thatĀ far in love and maybe that transcends all the probablys in the whole fucking world.
ā€œLike, this is amazing,ā€ Steve pivots, gestures at the spectacle around them; ā€œand itā€™s a privilege, and you know how much I appreciate it, how grateful I am and how much I would never dare to even think about taking any of it as a given.ā€
ā€œYouā€™ve always been,ā€ the interviewer considers for a second before deciding on her words, and delivering them wholly-honest, and Eddie tries his damnedest to process what she says over the deafening rush of his blood in his ears: ā€œprobably the mostĀ graciousĀ of your colleagues that Iā€™ve had the pleasure to speak with,ā€ and she shoots him a little grin as she adds:
ā€œHumble, really, which has never failed to be impressive.ā€
And Eddie feels thisā€¦tinglingĀ warmthĀ come over him, bubbly and magical like champagne looks in a sunset: heā€™s so proud, and heā€™s soā€¦fuckingĀ luckyĀ that this man wants him, that this man loves him, that this man lets Eddie love himĀ back, and is willing toā€¦tell the whole goddamn world.
ā€œThat isĀ soĀ sad,ā€ Steve grimaces at being called out for being decent as something other than a bare minimum, which Eddie gets but he also knows for a fact that Steve is so much more than decent, and he deserves to be celebrated for it whether or not his own coworkers fucking suck.
Eddieā€™s gonna make a point to celebrate him. For all that he is and all that he does, for how he is exceptional in all the ways.
Always.
ā€œBut, like, youā€™ve seen that,ā€ Steve gets back to his point, and perks up, goes back to the blinding brightness that pulls Eddieā€™s heart wide to do the thing where itā€™s trying to defy physics, to pump the whole unfathomable depth of this feeling; ā€œso you know what it means when I tell you I met someone who blows all of this out of the water. Who puts everything this town, this industry,ā€ he glances around himself again, takes everything in in this encompassing way then shakes his head and grins soĀ true:
ā€œEverything this job has to offer, even at its very best? This person puts all of it to absolute shame.ā€
And the interviewer is just staring at him, holding her microphone, looking a little dumbfounded, definitely surprisedā€”Eddie knows Steve doesnā€™t date much, hasnā€™t been attached to someone romantically for years since a very high profile breakup with the lead from the those 80s-throwback monster movies that Eddie refuses to name, out of solidarity with the man heā€™s gonna spend the rest of his life with. But the red carpet ladyā€™s thrown for a loop, maybe largely by the subject itself, but maybe likewise by theĀ feelingĀ Steveā€™s infusing every word with. Unabashed andĀ brilliant.
ā€œTheyā€™re so muchā€¦more, than all of this, any of this, that I donā€™t know the word to describe it,ā€ Steve laughs lightly to himself for a second then tacks on:
ā€œIf a word forĀ thisĀ even exists.ā€
The interviewer seems to shake herself out of her baffled kind of stupor to nod a little, smile a littleā€”not reluctant, but more kindaā€¦confused.
ā€œSounds special,ā€ she says, and itā€™s like she does mean it, but then she adds; ā€œalmost like a fairytale.ā€
And Eddie doesnā€™t think itā€™s just his own insecuritiesā€”difficult to hold on to in the waves of what his pulse is doing, how his entire body is reacting to Steveā€™s every word, to the undeniable revelation of just what lives inĀ Steveā€™sĀ heart in detail, public now and proud of it, kind of fucking unequivocalā€”but Eddie doesnā€™t think itā€™d just be him who picks up the unspoken implication there:
Almost too good to beĀ true..
ā€œI mean every word,ā€ Steve doesnā€™t even pause to consider that implication, fucking unfathomable saint of a man that he is; ā€œand I am so grateful, I donā€™t take a breath spent with them for granted,ā€ and fuck if Eddieā€™s eyes donā€™t sting because yeah, he kinda already knew that, and sure he feels exactly the same butā€¦
FuckĀ if hearing it out loud isnā€™t somethingĀ else.
ā€œBut I found someone who enjoys my company, like, seriously and genuinely enjoys my company, and doesnā€™t mind at all that I am kind of obsessed with them and want to be with them always,ā€ and if Eddie mouths at the screenĀ same, Stevie-baby, exactly the sameĀ with his heart in his throat, no one could even blame him, and he wouldnā€™t give a shit if they tried; ā€œsomeone who supports the fuck out of me, who laughs with me, who lets me be stupid and filled with, like,ā€ and Steve grins so big then and chuckles a little buoyant and itā€™s clear the interviewer is taken aback, had never seen Steve the way EddieĀ always sees Steveā€”
ā€œJust, silly joy at the most random stuff,ā€ and Steveā€™s gaze goes a little distant, a little starry, and Eddie wonders what heā€™s thinking about, which stupid thing theyā€™ve giggled overā€™s filled his head just now and Eddieā€™s chestĀ hurtsĀ for how much he wants to reach out and trace those features, wants to kiss the little space between those brows and feel those impossible lashes brush his skin because he leans so close, because heĀ canĀ be that close.
ā€œSomeone who takes me out, cooks me dinner, writes me songs, treats me randomly for no reason like I just deserve it as a matter of course,ā€ because of course that should be the standard with Steve and fuck everyone who came before and failed to understand that; there wonā€™t be anyone to come after, though, not if Eddie has anything to say about it: and heā€™s never going to forget what it means to treat Steve Harrington exactly how he deserves.
ā€œAnd they let me do the same,ā€œ and Steve sounds soĀ gratefulĀ for the give-and-take of them, the way they meet and match, and Eddie justā€¦he wants Stevie next to him right now, and he really and truly knows that after he kisses Steve senseless and they fuck about how much they love each other?
Heā€™s going to promise this man every movie release and awards show and random event he wants for the rest of their lives, if heā€™ll let Eddie have the honor.
ā€œDoesnā€™t turn it into like a competition on either side, either, itā€™s just us both doing what we want to do most in the moment, any given day,ā€ and Eddie is struck all over again at how little time it took, especially given Eddieā€™s laundry list of hangups, for them both to sink into an established status quo ofā€¦not a millionaire and his management-grunt sidepiece, or some fucked up accidental sugar baby, but two men who justā€¦love. As a rule. And show it.
Eddieā€¦kinda didnā€™t process just howĀ muchĀ that was,Ā is, until itā€™s spelled out: never a competition. Eddie never feels bought when Steve sends him his now-routine gifts whenever heā€™s away. Steve never makes Eddie feels silly when Eddie makes a point to bring him breakfast in bed just because; kinda makes him feel the opposite, makes him feel like a fucking superhero or something, because theyā€™re justā€”
ā€œCherishing each other,ā€ Steve continues, and thatā€™sā€¦thatā€™s it, thatā€™sĀ exactly it; ā€œcelebrating, yā€™know, what it means to feel this way.ā€
And Steve pauses, a soft smile less curling his lips than suffusing his whole body, softening his features and making him so much like a sun, a brighter star than the event can stand and Eddieā€™d called it: the world canā€™t handle that shine all the time. Steve canā€™t smile with his mouth and his heart and the full force of his everything, lest lesser mortals fall in the face of the magnificence of it.
But then he starts speaking again, and Eddieā€¦Eddie, for his part, maybe falls in a wholly different way:
ā€œI found somebody I want to see tomorrow with, but all of them. All the tomorrows, yā€™know? Somebody who wants to make my coffee in the morning, just so we can watch the sunrise,ā€ and Eddie sees it as it happens on the little balcony he has, where heā€™s actually started using the chairs that were mostly for show before but now, now he sits with Steve, and they drink coffee and wake up slow and itā€™sā€¦itā€™sĀ perfectionĀ and Eddie aches at how much heā€™s in love with it, in love withĀ SteveĀ and what they have, what theyā€™re making and building andĀ keepingĀ together andā€”
ā€œKnows just how I like it,ā€ and Eddie does, he makes sure Steveā€™s coffee has just the right amount of milk, is the perfect temperatureā€”itā€™s muscle memory now: the knowledge of Steve held sacred in Eddieā€™s head as much as in his heart; ā€œlets me hold their hand, play with their,ā€ and Steveā€™s fingers twirl a little and Eddie knows:Ā lets him play with Eddieā€™s hair, because fuck if they donā€™t both love that so fuckingĀ hardĀ and maybe Eddie reaches for a curl and itā€™s nothing like having Steve play with it but itā€™sā€¦itā€™s something.
ā€œNever waited to call, because why wait,ā€ he says wryly, and Eddie chokes on something between a cackle and a sob because Eddie had feared soĀ hardĀ that heā€™d lost this, but in truth?
Heā€™d had no idea what he was losing, what heā€™d have gone without, even when heĀ knewĀ deep down he was maybe losing everything.
So yeah: he hadnā€™t fucking wasted any time that second go-around.
ā€œWhy play games when you can, when,ā€ and Steve stops himself, shakes his head ruefully before thinking better of giving more than he wants to the people watching; ā€œand now we, weā€™re like,ā€ and this time when he trials off he just kinda sits with it, stares off camera kinda unfocused for a second, but looking soĀ content.
Eddie loves him so goddamnĀ much.
ā€œYeah,ā€ Steve shrugs, but not in a way that minimizes any of what heā€™s said, or any of the feeling behind it; ā€œsorry if it disappoints your viewers,ā€ but Steve doesnā€™t sound one bit sorry, he sounds sly almost and then:
ā€œBut Iā€™m not sorry at all that I found them, this,ā€ and Steve smiles to himself, private-like again when he stumbles upon a reason to underscore the the reality that itā€™s:
ā€œUs.ā€
Together. Inseparable. A single entity made of equals given wholly to what it means to love, likeĀ this.
Fucking magical, is what it is.
By this point, the interviewer looks a little dewy-eyed herself, and her smile reallyĀ doesĀ read as honest. Like sheā€™sā€¦no one could be as happy as Eddie is, in this. And Steveā€™s feelings seemā€¦comparable, against all odds but undeniable, though Eddie doesnā€™t think anyone could be quite as overjoyed by where heā€™s ended up, and with who.
Like: even if Steve were inexpressibly thrilled about it, and he may well be, the look on his face isnā€™tĀ vague, but then Eddieā€¦well, heā€™d just have to be so inconceivably giddy it topples empires; parts seas.
ā€œYouā€™ll head home to them?ā€ the woman asks, and oh.
Oh.
Steveā€™s smile at thatā€¦it reaches hisĀ eyes.
ā€œLong as I didnā€™t piss ā€˜em off too much, with what Iā€™ve said,ā€ and Eddie absolutelyĀ doesĀ laugh through the heaving sobs of the sort heā€™s not sure heā€™s ever experienced before: like the sheer magnitude of feeling in him just has no option but to crest and burst out of him the only way it can, as he giggles at the absolute absurdity of this man,Ā this man, as if Eddie isnā€™t tempted to sleep in front of the fucking door for however many days between now and Steve coming homeā€”homeā€”so he can leap into those arms and cling and promise him forever, forever,Ā foreverĀ in no uncertain terms, making concrete and certain all that theyā€™ve implied in every possible way to now.
ā€œThey value their privacy,ā€ Steve sobers a little, serious with it and Eddie loves him, he loves him and he loves so much more and bigger than privacy, than whatever fear lives and breathes in him: itā€™s nothing compared to the fact ofĀ Steve.
ā€œOurĀ privacy.ā€
ā€œYou were impressively discreet, even by your own standards,ā€ the woman reassures him, as if itā€™s a question, as if Eddie could ever be pissed at Steve for the fucking declarations heā€™s given, for the care heā€™s infused in the delivery, justā€¦Steve.
ā€œEvenĀ IĀ donā€™t think I could track this person down,ā€ the lady tacks on and Steve chuckles at that.
ā€œThatā€™s pretty good, then,ā€ he compliments lightly, like maybe he appreciates her actual journalistic skills in a sea of stolen photos and who-wore-it-best.
ā€œCongratulations, Steven,ā€ the woman leans in and seems to think twice before patting his shoulder or something, but definitely looks like sheĀ wantsĀ to. ā€œIā€™m happy for you.ā€
ā€œThank you,ā€ Steve tells her then glances over his shoulder, catches something out of sight and waves before smiling not-quite-apologetically. ā€œLooks like Iā€™m needed elsewhere.ā€
And then Steveā€™s off and Eddieā€¦
Eddie starts searching for someone whoā€™s better at technology that he is, and has saved the interview start to finish, so he can watch it again.
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vetochkarowan Ā· 1 month ago
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Ooooough, you donā€™t know how sweet your astarion and Mac comic is to me. Iā€™m always checking to see if there is a new one! Itā€™s just so sweet and precious and wholesome to me, I love it.
awwww šŸ’›šŸ§”šŸ’› thank you, that means a lot to me šŸŒæāœØ
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cool-thymus Ā· 2 days ago
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I made one šŸ˜ŠāœØ
Drawing and painting brings me a lot of joy. I've been indulging myself a lot, drawing my beloved characters and illustrating some of the most precious daydreams and headcanons. That doesn't fully count as "learning" tho... I've been slacking on the exercises and "practice for practice" mostly bc i have limited time during the day when i can sit and draw in peace, and i would rather spend it making fanart. However, i've picked up a thing or two: my biggest game changer was "light first, coloring second", and i think i'm finally getting the hang of cel shading. Other things i've noticed looking at the summary:
in my every obkk art it's Kakashi doting on Obito šŸ¤­
i lean towards cold purple and warm orange a lot
i'm glad Mushishi and GTO characters made it into the summary!
my Kakashi is beginning to look consistent: i always give him a small pointy nose, a small face, and i hate his ninja outfit xD (only traditional clothes... or no clothes at allšŸ˜‹)
Things to work on: everything šŸ˜… what bothers me the most is how helpless i am without references, so i'll try to deal with that as fast as possible. One small goal: there's a local group of artists who raise money for animal shelters by selling their art and merch, and their meetup art sessions are open for anybody to join. So i want to try and participate too! (but only when i'm confident in my skills xD)
In conclusion, i'll just keep doing my thing šŸ˜And i'm grateful to this part of the fandom for looking at my art and being super nice šŸ˜ŒšŸ™ And of course a big warm thank u to my art fairy @maireyart for giving the softest most encouraging critique possible šŸ’›
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ephiesoul Ā· 11 months ago
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Chibi Sir Pentious šŸ’›āœØ
Heā€™s SO precious! I wasnā€™t expecting him to be so much fun to draw, and SO cute!! āœØ
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