#๐ * Self-Indulgent
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Mรค mietin sua / I think about you
Song: Mรค mietin sua by Ida Paul and Kalle Lindroth
Credits: formulatv, latewathen, kaarijasupporters, kรครคrijรคdashcorn, koppitules/2/3, katridogg, jokeroutfi, homeforinfinity/2, sampitar/2, petraceglar, seokoilua, nouroblem, jokeroutmexico, ylex, jokerman, spiuli, tanim, annemarie, safursey <3
#couldnโt get this song out of my head so this was inevitable#my hand was forced#this is the kind of self-indulgent shit i want to make every day#should i start a business?#sad bojere bitches co#them ๐โค๏ธ#ONLY THEM AND NO ONE ELSE#kรครคrijรค#bojan cvjetiฤanin#bojere#sad bojere bitches support group#flashing
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๐ฑ๐๐๐โจOmar Rudberg โจ๐๐๐๐ฑ
#omar rudberg#omar#omar in green ๐#these posts are so self-indulgent#๐๐๐#tbh green is not my favourite colour for clothes (unless itโs pastel/mint) but he pulls it off obviously
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Shang tsung imagine/blurb/hcs:
*note: after some kind words from a mutual. And fellow shang fan. I'm making something to cheer me up and if anyone else feels the same. I'm not gonna let my brain be mean to me. And keep doing what i love*
Cw: i guess maybe warnings of anxiety,mental illness,and or just brain being mean? Either way reader is feeling down. So shang tsung is helping reader cheer up. Angst,hurt comfort? Slightly spicy mention
Reader is technically gn
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Imagine:
You weren't feeling so well and you're sitting down by shang's island shoreline. You often come down to the beach to meditate or think. But usually you're accompanied by a guard or by shang,your lover, himself. But this time,you're alone. All with your thoughts,they ate at you. Doubt spilled into your mind as tears fell. Why must your brain hate you?
Shang was worried when he didn't see you come into the bed chambers you both shared. Usually you're not out this late. Let alone,outside the main palace. Perhaps you're at the private teahouse? Shang wondered.
*(To put perspective,i hc shang's main palace keep,where he lives and is the living quarters for him,his lover and his personal guards,warriors and servents. All of the others usually stay in a separate area and smaller buildings near the dock port. The palace gardens lead to a pathway leading down a staircase behind the main keep,where a beachside tea house is,shang uses this teahouse as a personal one. Instead of the ones used by kombatants during tournaments. This teahouse is secluded,quiet,and peaceful. It is a mix between Japanese,and Chinese architecture. The reason being is him and raiden often do business when discussing anything related to tournaments. Despite being rivals and sort of enemies. They are respectful of one another and often discuss things as would any master of the martial arts would or even as an emperor or lords of their respective domains. In short. They aint always barking at each others throats,so to have them in petty squabbles all the time is boring and pointless. Anyways. You often might come to this teahouse to get away so to speak.)*
Shang tsung got on his silk red robe. A garment that was decorated by images of dragons and Phoenixes. Etched in gold and yellow. The flame patterns danced along with shades of deep purple and indigo at its base. A fine clothing fit for a man such as he. Simple black slippers he wore as he stepped out the doors to the bed chambers. Into the garden. He followed the stone path through the gardens,enveloped in moonlight. It danced through the trees. The warm summer air,not too hot surprisingly despite being an island. But there had been rain recently,so it was much cooler,but not by much. There was sweet smells of flowers. Tropical hibiscus,Asian lilies,and little lotuses in the pond all filled the night air. Soft sounds of crickets,frogs and other nighttime summer creatures also sang. As shang tsung made his way to the staircase,he heard soft whimpers from below,at the bottom. He swiftly but carefully descended the stairs. As he got closer. He saw you on a large rock. Weeping. The rock was adjacent to the teahouse. He carefully approached you.
"My dear? What are these tears? Why are you out here by yourself this late in the hour? Is something wrong?"
Shang asked softly but in a concerned manner.
As you struggle to make eye contact. And in a small cracked voiced stated
"I just don't understand why you love me? Why would you choose to spare me? I'm not the best warrior,even with your training. I'm constantly worried,i second guess myself,I'm a mess,im not as beautiful/handsome as some people,im just so...meh,i feel like I'm not worthy of anything even kindness. I just don't get it. Besides you could find better I'm sure,a better person than boring,average me."
You lay your head back down on your crossed arms,over your legs you propped them upon. Still crying.
Shang was taken aback. Where did this come from?! His beloved? Doubtful of his love? Who would dare put those thoughts into your head!? But shang tsung thought about it. Perhaps it is not of another,but of a troubled mind. One filled with the anxieties and stresses and struggles of life itself. He walked over to you,first removing the slippers as not to track sand. Barefoot he walked on the warm sand. When he got to you he placed his hand under your head,lifted your chin with his fingers and spoke with the most earnest,soft,and loving voice.
"My dear sweet y/n. Why did i spare you? Simply because i chose to,i could have killed you,taken your soul,and that would be it. But i didn't. But in that choosing i found one of the most kindest of souls. A soul so genuine and true. And you never once tried to be anything but what you are. Your training has served you well,as you are alive aren't you? *chuckles* obviously the woes of kpmbat has not forsaken you yet? Why? Because you're warrior spirit isn't one of physical prowess. It is not of duty of honor. It is simply love. And love is the most powerful energy of all. Love for life,love for being,and the perseverance of it despite of the world around you. You study hard,love hard,and even play hard. You have the soul of a champion,regardless of frivolous titles given by gods. You are a beautiful soul. Inside and out. You worry of others before yourself,you always put others before you. Even when it's hard to. You stuck at my side,even when You had every right to leave. But here,you remain. I'm obviously doing something right my dear. I know that the dark clouds of your mind get to you,but they too will pass. And that beautiful bright glow from you will shine once again. Even now as i look at your tear soaked face,red,and all full of sorrow."
You couldn't help but giggle at that,he always knew exactly what to say.
Shang continues as he sits beside you,comforting you the best way that he could.
"My darling,i simply adore you,all of you. Even the messy parts as you said. Hell I'm messy myself, *chuckles* I'm a sorcerer of soul magic and dark arts after all. But even a devil such as i can appreciate a flower that blooms in adversity. It is the most beautiful,and the most colorful and bright. And no matter what your mind may tell you,your soul never lies. Just as you have been there for me,i will be there for you. And you are deserving just as much as any other. Even more so as I'm concerned. And you are already worthy. Words fail me to truly encapsulate how my heart feels for you. But what i adore the most is your company,simply put. I admire your presence,your existence is enough. But i prefer it more when you're filled with innocent wonder,joyful laughter,and full of life and love. A hunger for knowledge and a pursuit for purpose. Your strive for perfection isn't the way. What is, my love,is the strive to be better than you were yesterday. But if words are not enough to show you i indeed love you. Than perhaps this would suffice..."
Shang tsung then placed his hand upon your cheek,and kissed you passionately. With all the yearning and intensity that ached in his heart to soothe the storm in yours.
All melted away,no more worry,all doubt ceased. All that was. Was you and him. The sounds of the ocean waves crashing softly,the crickets nearby the paths end. All was calm. Your tears of sorrow turned to tears of joy. How silly you felt for doubting your lover shang,let alone yourself.
Of course he loved you. And he loved you in his own way. As did you.
You both sat and talked a few more hours in the teahouse over some tea. Laughing at old stories,on occasion making flirtatious comments,thus leading into a spicier moment. And you both fell asleep soundly in the teahouse.
By morning you awoke to being wrapped only in shangs silk robe.
He with just his silken pants and hair pulled back. Sat at the opening,doors slid open. The warm summer sun outside,hot but ocean air came through the teahouse so it was cool enough.
You just sat there admiring the view. Of both your lover,and the sea. You went over to sit next to him. And layed you head on his shoulder.
He kissed your forehead. And as you both gazed at the ocean. All of your troubles were gone,you were ready to take on anything the day offered you.
Shang helped make you stand proud and firm in who you are. And for shang? Well you get to see his softer side,not many get that chance. How lucky are you?
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This was highly self indulgent. Sorry if it's longer than what i originally planned. But i got so sucked in as i was writing it.
Again no matter if others also self ship with shang, i know that my self ship is unique. And i gotta remind myself that and not be discouraged by this. And i love writing for him. And even if its very self indulgent.
I shouldn't be afraid to post my work. Even if one person likes it. Even if it gets zero recognition. I created something,and i need to remind myself. This is how i grow. Both as an artist and person. Those that matter don't mind,and those that mind dont matter,so to speak. And im glad that people do like my work. Even if its super self indulgent and specific at times.
Again sorry for rambles. Ugh.
Admin is in the feels ok?
I feel shang would want me to keep creating. And keep doing what i love. Him. Lol.
Anyways. I hope you like this. And i hope that this could cheer you up too if you're ever feeling down about yourself.
It helped me when writing it. <3
With love as always
๐๐ -mrstsung
Hope y'all have a nice day/night.
#mortal kombat#shang tsung#self ship#self shipping#๐heart and soul๐#shang tsung mortal kombat#mk f/o#x reader#shang tsung x reader#shang tsung x you#self indulgent af but i hope you guys like this#villain f/o#shang tsung is comforting idc what anyone says i say he is#antagonist f/o#villain/antagonist f/o#shang tsung imagine#shang tsung hcs#my hcs#my imagines#my blurbs#shang tsung blurb#even tho i have a hard time sharing him as a f/o this shouldn't discourage me from doing it as my self ship is my own <3#and if all verses exist so does mine uwu ^-^ <3#imma keep writing anyways y'all! <3 <3 <3
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Horror movies ~ โจ๐ช
After an emotional day at the vet-
AU Jax created by @etanow !
#my stuff#everything is fine by the way! Vio did amazing#it was just emotional because of pointless anxieties#of which the vet helped me through -v- ๐#take some zoomed in self indulgence because I attempted a complete background and didnt like it ๐๐ป#ml jax#monster labs au#tadc monster labs au#tree makes an appearance#selfship#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc jax#jax
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I got a cute idea for an AU meeting for Zosan a while ago that I've been playing with off and on for fun ๐๐โจ
Purely sketchy silly ideas and doodle's I'll just put in a tread if y'all want to see~
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The Prince of the Baratie and the guard dog of the Baratie
1st meeting at the Baratie after a really bad storm, Zoro is taken care of by the Baratie staff
Also, Zoro...He has a name...please....
When Zoro gets better he is returned to his home town Apparently he wanted to go fishing and went too far out to sea then got caught in a bad storm...Bad storm + bad sense of direction..a Zoro classic lol
Zoro starts to work there every couple of summers, for some reason he just really likes spending time there, I wonder why???
He still gets the tables wrong and sometimes ends up back in the kitchen.....
Some silly shenanigans and flirting ~
Zoro seems to lose his ties a lot...
Maybe on purpose~
Annnnnd that's all I got for now ๐๐พ๐๐พ๐๐ I hope y'all like this silly little indulgent AU Meet cute idea haha! Maybe ill play around with it some more a bit later ~
If y'all have any ideas let me at em' ๐โจโจโจ
#my art#illustration#sketch#one peice#artist#roronoa zoro#one piece zosan#black leg sanji#red leg zeff#baratie#one piece au#meet cute#๐๐#silly self-indulgent art#doodles#I just want them to be cute and happy okay!?
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7x12 | Say Yes
#i was gonna say this is self indulgent#but everything i make is so....#EXCUSE ME BUT THE NOSEโข#Rick Grimes#*#rg#S7#don't flash your sweaty chest at me you tart#that face is the actual iron throne#i'll start the war to sit there โ#rogue neck fuzzies ๐#the glistening sweat#crows feet ๐#i love me a sweaty man#his n e c k#bram stoker is outside#he wants to talk#the curl hooking into his ear#profile fit for currency#or a postage stamp#rick grimes' face revives the postal service#b e a r d#allow me to write a research paper on beard burn
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TWST Silver Layouts Requested by: No One
#๐ * Self Indulgent#๐ * Layouts#๐ * Icon Set#๐ * Headers#Twisted Wonderland#TWST#TWST Silver#Silver TWST#Disney Twisted Wonderland#Disney TWST#TWST Disney#TWST Edit#Twisted Wonderland Edit#TWST Layouts#TWST Headers#TWST Icons#Silver Twisted Wonderland
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๐ Calico Syrian Hamsterkin Board forโฆ ME!!!
#Finally going yep Iโm hamster#aesthetic#self indulgent#otherkin#kin blog#moodboard requests open#moodboard#therian#Hamsterkin#Hamster therian#๐ฉท#๐
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Herbert West and THE Dale Cooper in the Superheroinr costume from Tomodachi Life
#sometimes u must draw things that are SO self indulgent#they r on my academic planner๐#to motivate me#reanimator#herbert west#re animator#re-animator#reanimator 1985#bride of reanimator#herbert west fanart#dale cooper#agent cooper#agent dale cooper#twin peaks#agent cooper fanart#twin peaks fanart#reanimator fanart#heliojart
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Iโm normal about him, Iโm so so so normal about him.
@certified-handler get your stupid handsom boy.
#Heโs definitely not my special bean who got to be my test subject for new coloring style#goblin bastard art#I am kissing him again#once was not enough#grabbing his waist#I love him๐๐๐๐#thank you for giving us the best boy Cert#art for beloved moots#and for my own self indulgence of course
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Venti approaching my desk as I work, aqua green eyes gazing over the bags under mine, but he doesnt mention it. instead, the archon resorts to reciting a poem, written just for meโmuch to my annoyance as my concentration begins to falter. still, I can't bring myself to tell him to be quiet, for the softness of his voice is too good for me to silence. he notices how I begin to work a little slower, and he smiles to himself, as yet more words smoothly slip past his pretty pink lips and flows straight into my ears, until each syllable is all I can focus on as my eyelids start to weigh down.
once he notices my pen going limp in the loosening grip of my right hand, he chuckles, pressing a soft kiss to my forehead before gently coaxing me awake for a brief moment, and bringing me to the comfort of our shared bed, ensuring I'm snuggled comfortably underneath the sheets before letting his hat rest on the nightstand. "you can rest easy now, windblume. ill take care of you." he promises with a kiss to the top of my nose, just where the bridge began.
#im so in love#๐ venti ๐ฉต#venti imagines#not x readerโ but kinda x reader#this was super self indulgent so#๐๏ธ oli writes stuff
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I think it's really cool of me to be alternating and using a mix of British and American terminology throughout the little things I write involving my British F/Os. Here it's called a flat, there it's called an apartment, that sentence says sitting room, the next chapter says living room, sometimes I use "Y'all" when writing throughout the story, sometimes I only use "Y'all" when referring to something involving Kane, so on and so forth. Dare I say collision of worlds- Cars 2 end credits start rolling
#my over-indulging fans who read into every little detail would love this I just know it. Wherever they may be.#axlerod๐๐#finn๐ฉถ๐#self ship#selfship#selfshipping#self shipping
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*to comfort myself I'm making a self indulgent post*
Yeah sorry guys but shang tsung is a married man,to his wife lady tsung. Sorry bout your luck.
*shrugs*
(The last Two here,are my self ship art i made)
#self indulgent post#mortal kombat#shang tsung#my art#self ship#self shipping#๐heart and soul๐#โค๐the dragon's perch๐โค#srry bout your luck shang tsung is married to lady tsung ๐๐๐
๐ป#my city now nrs sorry boon im taking your sorcerer you don't deserve him#sorry fans shang's mine now ๐
๐ป๐๐คทโโ๏ธ#look I'm coping ok?
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Look i know it's ai. However i still like these pics i found while trying to search for ideas for art.
Shang looks pretty good here.
๐๐Yes daddy๐๐
For fellow shang tsimps
Lowkey looks like outworld armor and clothes. Maybe when he first served under shao kahn or switched sides? Maybe when he transitioned from an earthrealm warrior betrayed/betraying to an outworld courtly mage?
Either way it's pretty dope looking.
#mortal kombat#self ship#self shipping#shang tsung#๐heart and soul๐#shang tsung mortal kombat#mk f/o#antagonist f/o#villain f/o#villain/antagonist f/o#ai generated images#look tho i don't really share shang tsung i still wanna have separate posts for people to indulge#like im just super picky with this character#but yeah these aren't bad#but i found them online so i don't know who made them it's ai generated so we may not know#for ai these are the best ones I've seen#shang tsung tsimps come get some food it's not the best food but it's all i got rn#cary hiroyuki tagawa#cary hiroyuki tagawa shang tsung#they managed to keep carys face and not male it super weird tho it's clearly still ai generated#color me impressed
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Ametheanic - A gender connected to Ame from Needy Streamer Overload, having BPD, having autism, being cinthean, being asexual, and being transmasc.
#mogai#mogai safe#mogai coining#mogai flag#mogai gender#liom#mogai community#liom coining#mogai blog#liom term#liom safe#liom gender#๐.txt#self-indulgent term... haha
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rain + bankita
woo yay my first ever bankita fic! it was so hard to write actually whoops. yu's voice didn't come as easily to me as some of my other little guys, so it took a few tries for things to start feeling right. hopefully this isn't an indication of how future attempts will go!
send me a fall prompt! ๐
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It had started pouring down rain in the early afternoon, seemingly out of nowhere and to most people's surprise. Yu was lucky enough to have an umbrella on him, but he knew there were plenty of others who hadn't been so fortunate. People rushed past him as he walked home, trying to escape the downpour as quickly as possible. Still others crowded under awnings, eaves, bus stops โ anywhere that provided even a bit of cover.
Yu eventually spotted a familiar face among that crowd, pressed up against a building to avoid as much of the shower as he could. With his blue hair slicked down and clothes dripping nonstop, he looked for all the world like one of the stray cats Yu often cared for. Still, there was no mistaking who it was. Yu quickly changed course and headed for his friendโs hiding spot.
He came to a stop in front of the boy and offered up a smile. โMinato, hi.โ
"Oh. Hey." The very corner of Minato's mouth twitched up in response.
Minato looked a little strange without his signature headphones and mp3 player, both instead safely tucked away in his bag out of the rain. He seemed to feel out of place without them too, fidgeting with his collar and shifting his weight from foot to foot. Eventually he leaned out from beneath his cover to peer idly up at the sky, watching to see if the rain showed any signs of letting up.
Yu tilted his head towards the right side of Minato's face, where his eye was now completely obscured behind the bangs plastered to his face. โCan you even see out of that eye?โ
"Not really."
"Here." Without thinking, Yu reached up to brush away the sheet of hair, carefully unsticking it from Minato's skin. Minato went still under his touch, simply staring at the ground between their feet without a sound.
The change in his posture was subtle, but still enough to make Yu aware of what he was doing. He pulled his hand back sheepishly. "Sorry. I should've asked first."
Minato blinked a few times, seeming to reorient himself. "It's fine."
The unusual quietness of his voice made Yu doubt that it really was.
He took a step back and lightly cleared his throat. Heโd nearly forgotten why heโd gone over to Minato in the first place, but this seemed like as good an opportunity as any to bring it up. "Why don't I walk you home? You'll stay drier that way." He raised his umbrella slightly, a physical invitation to join him.
"No, Iโm alright." At least Minato sounded like himself again. "I'd probably bump into you and get you wet too."
"I don't mind. A little water won't hurt me."
Minato considered for a minute more, then nodded slightly. "Okay. If youโre sure." He stepped out from under his shelter and slid quickly into place alongside Yu. โUm. Thanks.โ
โItโs no problem. Iโm glad I saw you so I could help you out.โ
The pair fell into step together easily, making small talk as they went. Yu found himself leading the conversation more often than not, with Minato only chiming in every now and then. It was a weird feeling. He was used to being the quiet one in situations like this, but Minato somehow managed to speak even less than Yu normally would. It seemedโฆsad, in a way, like he felt that he had to hold back like this. Yu started making attempts to engage him more in the conversation. He wanted Minato to feel safe around him, like he didnโt have to hide so much.
They soon came to a stop at a crosswalk, and sure enough, Minato bumped his elbow into Yuโs arm.
"Oh. Sorry." Minato quickly finished crossing his arms, presumably to try and keep himself warm. He peered up at Yu from beneath his bangs and almost-smiled again. "Told you that would happen."
"And I told you it wouldn't hurt me." In fact, the slightly damp patch on Yu's sleeve was nowhere near as concerning to him as the actions of the boy by his side. It hadnโt occurred to him that Minato was likely to get chilled from his earlier drenching. They probably needed to get him someplace warm soon. "Hey. My place is closer than yours. Why don't you come over for a while? You can dry off and maybe wait out the rain.โ
Minato turned his head to properly look up at Yu, sporting his usual impossible-to-parse expression with his mouth slightly open. Yu wondered if heโd actually managed to catch him off guard with the sudden invitation. He smiled, hoping it would be encouraging. Minato watched him for a moment more, then turned and stared down at the pavement.
โSure.โ His voice was soft again, but in a completely different way than it had been earlier.
Yu fumbled for words for a few seconds. "Oh. Um. Alright. Good." He hadnโt realized just how much heโd wanted Minato to say yes. He hadnโt expected it to be so easy to convince him, either. Minato had always been the kind of guy to just go with the flow, but he was also notorious for keeping his distance from pretty much everyone. Maybe heโd also decided it would be best for his health. Or maybe heโd actually wanted to come over?
Yu was pretty sure it was the first thing, but just the thought of the second made his chest feel funny.
They set off together once again, now headed towards their new destination. It might have just been Yuโs imagination, but Minato seemed more willing to talk on the way. Maybe this whole thing really had let them get a little closer to each other.
And if not, there would still be plenty of time before the rain stopped.
#narukami yu#arisato minato#bankita#persona#fanfic#my fic#thank you for letting me be self indulgent!#even though i struggled with it i'm happy that it exists#i made a thing! about a ship not many people like!#i'm creating the content i wish to see in the world! or something#anyway ๐ i appreciate you#roch#(also i have chosen to ignore canon entirely with this fic)#(who needs canon when you can have minato looking like he's been freshly dunked in the p3re menu)
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