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[sebsxphia]

the motel sex with Rhett brain rot is taking over I fear

You woke up to the sound of a lighter flicking. Rolling over you see Rhett, hair disheveled and sweat glistening on his chest with nothing but a thin sheet covering him.

He rested his head on the headboard letting out a ring of smoke. He thought he’d never seen such a pretty sight. His little Bambi, tangled up in motel sheets with swollen lips and hickeys littering their body.

“Rhett,” you look up at him.

“Mornin’ sweet girl.”

You roll over once again, straddling him, taking his cigarette out of his mouth and putting it in your own. He could do nothing but stare. Stare at his little Bambi whom he’d corrupted so far beyond return.

Without saying anything you start rocking your hips against his. Rhett grabs the cigarette from your mouth and puts it in the ash tray, because he wants to ruin you properly.

“Oh little lamb, how far you’ve strayed from the Shepherd.” He says in a low tone.

MY DEAR ANON THIS THOUGHT HAS COMPLETELY TAKEN OVER MY BRAIN AND THE BRAIN ROT FOR THIS THOT IS TAKING ME OVER!!!! I SERIOUSLY CANNOT WITH THIS BEAUTIFUL AND INCREDIBLE PIECE OF WRITING, PLEASE LEMME KISS YOUR BRAIN!!!

the imagery you have created for this truly makes my heart swell and gives me a million and one butterlifes. when i think of rhett, this is what i see and feel so fuckin’ clearly.

the smoking of the cigarette, taking it from rhett, the sight of his disheveled hair and sweat glistening on his chest, “his little bambi” tangled in motel sheets with swollen lips and hickeys littering their body, “mornin’ sweet girl”, THE CORRUPTION KINK BUT YET HIS LOW TONE STILL SHOWING HE LOVES YOU, wanting to ruin you properly, i just- oh my fucking god.

(also the fact you used they/them is so personal to me. i truly love you so much 🥺)

seriously, dear anon thank you so, so, so much for this. i’m going to re-read this every single day. you’ve captured something truly perfect and spot on and i’m so grateful you’ve sent me this!! i hope you have a wonderful rest of your day and i’m sending you so much love and forehead smooches, mwah!! 💖💗💓

[sebsxphia]

heheh you’re so cute dear anon 🥹🥹🥹 can confirm i’ve had a very comfy sleep in a bed and have petted and held their cats multiple times. we’re going out for rainbow bagels today!! <33

omg I meant to send that to seb but I copied it so I could go to your blog and check I'd spelt your name right AHAHA clearly didn't go back onto seb's page - I still mean everything i said <333

aweee thank you for checking!! that’s so thoughtful 🥺🥺🥺im also terrible with names and mix up people and misspell their names horribly so I don’t blame you at all hehe

sebs literally coming in less than 24 hours I’m screaming 🥴

[pathologicalreid]

always, i'll wait hurt but in a good way?

I definitely don’t want to trauma dump so I won‘t dive too deep into how much I love this fic but I really really enjoy how you tackle more difficult/sensitive topics with such care!!

“Baby, you’re warping your need for independence into a reason to push me away. Why?”

yea. that’s just yea.

but I really love how reader did let spencer take care of them at least a bit and the little reference to caretaker! he did make a valid point how reader took care of him and now it‘s simply him returning the favor

hurt/comfort will always be top tier (I know it‘s categorized as angst, which it is, but we got a ,,happy“/hopeful ending sooo-) <33 💐

this fic is so near and dear to my heart. i find delving into topics like dissociation to be extremely cathartic and i feel very fortunate that i have an outlet to share these topics on tumblr.

the reference to caretaker was not on purpose! but i realized after i wrote it that they just worked together - hence why they were published on back to back days.

i have yet to post angst with anything other than a happy ending, but we shall see (for margotober is just beginning, my beautiful bouquet anon)

[avocado-writing]

8 anon here! I'M FREE TO COMMENT!!! My reactions when you're not sure how to comfort them request is so good! I love it especially Astarion loves that they're as awkward as him 🤭, it's both endearing & amusing to see them squirm & trying to find they right words but failing 🤣, the fact they're trying so hard is more than anyone else has done for him though 🥹, he would hold them close & whisper to them thank you 😊, his soul softens from them telling him he's worth the world to them 🥹, Gale is shocked because they're normally have a way with words 😲, he couldn't help but laugh when they struggled to find the words to say...to pat his shoulder instead 🤣, he apologised as he didn't mean to be rude just not what he expected, it got him smiling at least 😊, Wyll could see them struggling & took their hand, he kissed their knuckles so they can feel when he talks 😘, he reassured them that them being here is enough to help 🥹, he felt them relax while stepping into his arms 🫂, Halsin stop their awkward small talk by placing a hand on their knee 👍, he told them that it's enough that they're here & to let them be together 😊, both of them are just enjoying the flowers he sought out quietly 💐, he was serious when he said them being there with him helps 🥹, Haarlep is being melodramatic but it doesn't last long thankfully 😅, he laughs at how awkward they are 🤣, he's playful again as he held them close with his tail around them when they cleared their throat noisily 😠, he told he was just playing & to move on from being sad 😏, Dammon does his best to not show how upset he is because he prides himself on being strong 😞, he found it sweet of how heard they're trying to comfort him & they're willing to be vulnerable with him 🥹, he smiles again from how sincere they were 😊, Rolan is just teasing them & they're not amused 🤣, the fact they're happy enough to just bicker again though 🤭, Zevlor is pained at how uncomfortable they are 🥺, he held them close while pressing his face to their shoulder, he apologised for leaning on them which they reassured him there's nothing for him to apologise, and he felt better after they held him 🥹 I know you already mentioned about my harem before but I laughed again when I saw the first tag 🤣 Thank you so much for calling me dear 🥹 and for doing my request because I love it so much :)

Heehee I'm so glad you enjoyed it! You always give lovely prompts <33

[halucynator]

💌 Dear Lucy 💌

If you were a waiting room, I’d never see a doctor, I think you’re everything I’ve wanted, and I don’t wanna look at anything else now that I saw you. I had nothing to lose, til you came into my life, so if you rewrite your life may I still play a part? because, life without you: I never wanna find out.

I love you as Laurie loves Jo (well, if it worked out), as Ravi loves Pip, as Adrien loves Marinette, as Luke loves Lorelai… as much as one person loves another in any great love story.

Really, you are a wonderful person, effortlessly funny, kind, and you bring much joy. You deserve the best and should take today to appreciate all the incredible things about yourself. It’s important to be your own greatest admirer sometimes!

Here are my gifts to you:

💐 🍰

And could we spend the evening in and watch a movie? How about Little Women again?

💌 A secret (goose) admirer 💌

💖 💖 💖 L 💖 💖 💖 💖

💌dear secret admirer💌

this is soooo cute omg i love this and you soo much <33 the lyrics mixed together thank youu 🥺💖 this means so much to me you dont even get itt!!!!!

ive loved you ever since i've known you jo i couldnt help it and i tried to show you and you wouldn't let me we're just fine but i must make you hear now and give me an answer because i cannot go on like this i gave up billiards i gave up everything you didnt like im happy i did its fine and i waited and i never complained because i... you know i figured you'd love me jo... like i love you (thats not in the scene but idc it shouldve been /lh)

sdalshdlajsdh this is so 🦋🦋🦋 im literally sobbing you dont even get itttt it makes me feel very special that you used my interests in that sajdhaskjdhash and just know i love you to the moon and to saturn (and neptune and all the way back to the sun and to the earth)

awww this is sooo sweettttttt (sweeter than✨cotton candy✨) im so glad you think im funny its totally not effortless tho it takes so much work i reallu do try /j /lh and YOU bring me joy, right now and like this whole ask probably made my entire week <3 and by the looks of it you seem aawesome, kind, sweet and anything else thats good <33 also this gave me such a huge ego boost so thats your fault djasldhsaj

i will forever cherish these gifts thank you beloved anon

yes we should totally do that and yes little women is a great choice you know how to win my heart over dont you anon? (but i will warn you i wont shut up during the jo and laurie scene so yeah sjkdha)

i love you secret (goose) admirer

HONK

also is that L for me or is that L your initial lmao bc im very confused lsdhsalj

[ffriluftslivv]

hiiiii

nothing is really happening in my life BUT I wanted to make you smile so I need to confess that I have an entire folder on my photos app only dedicated to your responses and you can't even image the happiness it gives me <33

I thought this would be a cute thing to say and now I'm overthinking it but I'm not gonna listen, fuck off brain

ANYWAY

love you lots dear😚🧡🧡💫

-toothless🐈‍⬛

PLSS???? THIS MADE ME SMILE SO MUCH I'M GOING TO LITERALLY CRY THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺💞💞💞💞💞💞

love you❣❣❣

[sebsxphia]

Hi seb, i have the bobby feels right now 😭 do you have any fic recs for me?

Also i just re-read your navy ball fic and my cheeks may or may not be heating up

hi my dear anon!! i’d absolutely love to share these recs with you and i’m so pleased to hear the navy ball fic is still heating up your cheeks hehe 🥹 <33

these are four fics/series i will swear by till the day i die.

‘amidst field trips and books’ & ‘tonight you belong to me’ by @withahappyrefrain

‘teddy bear’ series by @thesluttyarchivist

‘picture perfect porcelain’ by @coyotesamachado

‘return to me’ and ‘before the devil comes for you’ series by @lt-bradshaw

i hope you enjoy my dear anon!! 💌💖

[sebsxphia]

omg sebby i'm sending you the prologue of jake and lieutenant commander wife (the part i'm sending you is about how they recruited jake's wife being the other teacher alongside mav). i told you i will send this a month ago but i forgot *runs and hides* i'm so sorryy!!! i hope you haven't forgotten me. also i'm so sorry if there are any mistakes, english is not my first language. enjoy:

The warm Hawaiian sun kissed your skin in a perfect way as your eyes continued to read the book open in your right hand.

The sunglasses you stole from your husband rested on your eyes, blocking the light. For a moment you rummaged through the beach bag next to you for your earphones. But then it came to you. Your husband mistakenly took them as he had to cut short you guys’ holiday three days ago.

One of the negative sides of being in the navy. Usually your and his vacation days don’t match up but when they do one of you two get called for a mission.

You tried to talk to him about you also returning to main land but he wasn’t having any. He just smiled and made love to you the night before flying back to California.

A few moments passed as the book in your hand was getting even more interesting you heard a cough on your left, “Married and not interested,” you voiced. This was probably the fifth man approaching you only today.

God, how much you missed your husband.

“Lieutenant Commander Y/N ‘Cheetah’ L/N,” you sighed, eyes closing in defeat, lowering the book on your lap.

“You know I’m on vacation,” you sat on the lounger, eyeing the two men in front of you. Both of them were so out of place with their military khakis. People were staring like they have seen two monkeys doing something inappropriate in their zoo cages. “This better be good, Rain.” You turned to your fellow Top Gun graduate. “This is my first vacation since my honeymoon,”

He chuckled, shaking his head, “I’m sorry, Cheetah,” you took the file he’d given you, “Admiral Kazansky’s orders,”

Edward ‘Rain’ Richardson watched as you put the sunglasses on top of your head to read the file in your hands. The anticipation was bubbling through his veins as you flipped the pages through the candidates and then you stopped.

The icy look you shot at him didn’t make the dark haired man flinch, “You’ve gotta be shitting me, Richardson.”

“Nope.”

“You know I can just decline. There are other good pilots with pristine records,” you tried to explain.

“But you’re the fastest pilot who came out of TOPGUN in the last 20 years.” You nodded, “You literally kicked our asses in Miramar and Fightertown, Y/N. Also you are the only aviator who’s shot three enemy aircrafts since Maverick’s three kills over 30 years ago.”

Lieutenant Heyes’ eyes widened, “Oh God, it’s you!” he quickly straightened his back, “Ma’am you’re a legend in TOPGUN.” He shook your hand, “It’s a pleasure. Ma’am, I’m honored to be in your presence,” he was smiling like a boy on Christmas day.

“See what I’m talking about, Cheetah,” Rain chuckled, taking the folder from you.

“Does he know?”

Richardson’s eyebrows furrowed, “Your husband?” you gave a curt nod, “No, they don’t know who’s gonna teach them.”

You chuckled, getting up and picking up your beach towel, “Well, it’s gonna be a hell of a surprise.”

Rain made a face to which you sighed, “Is there anything else I need to know?”

“You’re going to have a partner,” you nodded, silently telling your friend to continue, “It’s Pete Mitchell.”

“Maverick?!” you unceremoniously yelled, other people who were still ogling the two men turned to look at you as you moved a hand through your hair, “How am I supposed to not feel intimidated by him, Rain?”

“Come on, Cheetah, you will fly circles around him with your F-18 before he can even register you’re there.” Lieutenant Heyes nodded like crazy, still smiling like a little boy, “If you want my humble opinion I think the admiral has made a fire duo by choosing Maverick and you.”

“I hope you are right, Rain.” You mumbled and put on your husband’s aviators over your eyes before walking to the hotel.

AAAAAH MY BELOVED ANON!! OF COURSE I REMEMBER 🥹🥹🥹

please don’t apologise one bit!! i absolutely love this and i love how the younger pilots know you so well for being so!! damn!! cool!! (and just being amazing at your job ofc). you know jake would be so proud of you too.

thank you so much for sending this to me my dear anon, i’m so grateful for you to share this with me and i’d love to read anything else you send!! i hope you have a wonderful rest of your day, mwah!! 💖💓💗

[sebsxphia]

seb youre literally one of my comfort persons in this app i hope ur always reminded how loved and appreciated u are each day! i wish u the bestest day and week and month lysm 😮‍💨🩷

baby! dear anon! my sweet angel! a comfort person?! me?! lil’ ol’ me?! 🥹🥹🥹

dear anon, i need you to know how sweet and wonderful this message was to receive! i’m so, so incredibly honoured to be someone’s comfort person, i mean!!!! i just!!!! like that’s just!!!!!!

goodness, bless you so much dear anon and thank you so, so much for this message! this has made my whole day, week, month and year, i hope you know that! 🥹

and i hope you know how much i love and appreciate you, and i wish you the most wonderful day, week, month and year ahead! ilysm, MWAH! 🥹🥰💗💓���🏻💐

[sebsxphia]

I love you and your writing. Here, have some sea otters holding paws:

https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cn2ytjRDXaG/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

awh!!! my dear anon!!! i love you!!!!! 🥹 thank you so much for your kind words and the wonderful lil video. that’s me and you holding hands, real!!!!!

i hope you have a lovely rest of your day my dear anon, mwah!!!!! 💗💗💗

[sebsxphia]

SCREAMING AT YOUR HC ABOUT FAVORITE POSITIONS AND NOW IM JUST GOING AROUND WITH NO THOTS EXCEPT BOB IN A MATING PRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The way he’d just keep you full of him - always!!!!!! 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

AAAAAAAH THANK YOU SO MUCH MY DEAR ANON, IM SO PLEASED TO HEAR YOU ENJOYED THEM (and agree hehe) 🥹

exactly my thoughts! bob always wants to keep you full of him and he’ll do anything or any position to achieve that! 💌

[sebsxphia]

https://on.soundcloud.com/mtZVx5THtGu7njFe6

This would go so well with “freezer bride, sweet divine” fic!!

FIRSTLY!!!!! the fact you listened to this song and thought of my fic??? 🥹🥹 this is the sweetest compliment ever, pls lemme kiss you!!!! <33

SECONDLY!!! I COULDN’T AGREE MORE OH MY GODD especially with these lines in particular:

“you and i are not in love, we are just the same. two children in a motel, making love in our own grave. we are not embarrassed but we’re filled with worms and dirt. we were better off dying with her at birth.”

i can of course imagine rhett and the blood kink occurring in a motel room because the motel room brain rot is so bad!! the imagery is crystal clear for this line, but there’s something about the symbolism of you both making love after drawing blood from one another that makes me think of you both making love in your own grave. furthermore, all your fears of embarrassment to how rhett would react to this fantasy of yours is gone. you know rhett would still find you attractive even if you were covered in worms and dirt in your own grave.

“you’re the only one i’ll let touch me. cause no one makes me feel safe like you do. all these dreams of violation starting to come true. deep down i dont wanna say no to you.”

this speaks for itself. your unspeakable connection to rhett runs deep and you trust him with every inch of your body. your blood kink fantasies are coming to life and how could you ever say no to rhett engaging in this with you.

i’m absolutely in love with you my dear anon!!! thank you so, so much for this incredible rec and idea, and i hope you have a wonderful day, mwah!! 💖💗💓

[sebsxphia]

strangers by Ethel Cain makes me physically fucking ill (in the best way possible) because it’s so beautifully done. I’ve never heard an album so personal to me. I feel absolutely nothing except when I listen to this fucking album 😂

aaaaaaaaaahhhhh i’m so, so happy to hear you’re loving the album and the song my dear anon!!!

literally, right tho!!!! i fucking love strangers. it’s a lovesick love song in my eyes and its beautifully done and the perfect ending to the story that the album tells.

and i couldn’t agree more. all of ethel cain’s music has felt so personal to me for such a long time, but this album in particular has knocked me off my feet. it’s truly incredible how she’s created something that resonates with so many different people for so many different reasons.

she’s a work of fucking art <3

[sebsxphia]

Sebby, I have the migraine to end all migraines rn. I need bobby and roo to take care of me :(

oh my dear anon, bless you!! i’m so sorry to hear that, i know exactly how that can feel and it is just horrible 🥺🥺

sweet bobby and roo would know exactly what to do and how to take care of you. they’ve had themselves, especially after being thrown around in a jet all day. they’re letting you lay on either of them in complete silence with the lights dimmed. perhaps a cool pad on your forehead, but to the side of your forehead they’re massaging their fingertips on your temples to soothe the ache as much as they can. and if you eventually fall asleep? they’ll carry you to bed and one of them will still with you.

i truly hope you feel better soon my dear anon and i’m sending you so much love and forehead smooches, mwah!! 💖💓💗

[sebsxphia]

The doc has been found! @gigisimsonmars found it. Thank you so much! It's "Writing on the Wall" by Sawlala. It's on AO3 so I've got it bookmarked now.

aaaah fantastic!!! i’m so pleased to hear my love and i hope you enjoy reading it!! 🥹 i’m super excited to read it myself!! <33

for anyone interested, here’s the link!! 💌

[sebsxphia]

Hi Sebby qhekekekff tbh i just need a big hug from Bobby rn:( it’s so so so so awful when your “friends” make plans without you and exclude you :( and it’s even worse when you’re the one who has to chase them to invite you to things and you have to pretend like it doesn’t hurt that you’re not an option for them :((

Whats even woooorse is that my parents Tell me it’s my fault :( i just wanna curl up in my bed or cry in Bobby's chest:( i know he would hold me tight and whisper sweet nothings in my ear to make me feel better

my dear anon bless you! i’m so sorry to hear about that and how your parents reacted. that sounds absolutely horrible and it’s not a nice feeling at all :(

i can promise you it is never your fault and clearly it sounds like your friends aren’t very nice people my dear anon. i hope it gets a little easier for you and you’re able to find some people who truly do love and care for you, you deserve it 🥺

i know sweet bobby would be there to console you when you needed it. i’m sending you so much love and forehead smooches and i hope you feel better soon my dear anon! 💗💗