mamabirbsnz

[mamabirbsnz]

SCREAMING AT THIS TUMBLR AD I JUST GOT WTF IS THIIIISSSSS???? 😭😭😭😭🙏

Warning: Nightmare fuel below the cut

[mamabirbsnz]

hiii i really love your wavs and especially the one you did with borrowing the hanky. can you do one where someone is taking care of you please?

Hi, Anon! Thank you so much for your kind compliments! I hope this is what you were wanting~ 💕

POV: You're over at my home, taking care of me while I have a very sneezy cold.

Contains: Gentle caretaking, sneezing, hitching, sniffling, some embarrassment

[mamabirbsnz]

Am I the only one that absolutely melts when someone says "awww you poor thing!" 🥺

Sometimes just being a pathetic sick blob is worth it just to hear that phrase from a caretaker. Or not even in a sick scenario, but just like someone comforting you. Something about that phrase just... idk it just does it for me 😳🫠

[mamabirbsnz]

SwH scenario where the sneezer actually wants to give away their position. Maybe it’s a couple where one person wants to keep the relationship a secret and the other doesn’t, or a team member who’s a double agent/traitor and wants to alert the enemy but make it look like an accident.

A specific idea with the couple that I like is if they both know that the sneezer isn’t keeping as quiet as they could be but is trying to maintain a level of plausible deniability or the sneezer deliberately letting their breath hitch in order to tease their partner with the possibility of getting caught.

[mamabirbsnz]

What if there was an app that had a voice to text feature, but for snzfuckers?

Like what if you could sneeze into a phone microphone, and it just spells out in text what the sneeze sounded like? That shit would go CRAZY for snz writers/rpers.

(Unless that counts as AI, which in that case is CHEATING and UN-EPIC 😡 lol)

[mamabirbsnz]

Update: This break miiiight still be on the table? But for now, I'm alright.

I've been speculating that I might have BPD because just reading the symptoms clicked with me a lot, but of course I want to get a professional opinion from my psychiatrist first. Abandonment issues, anger issues, rejection sensitivity, and switching my opinions on people (thinking they are perfect one moment, and then suddenly thinking they are cruel or not caring enough the next moment) among other symptoms are all things I've struggled with, and I think if I do have BPD it would explain so much about my life, and I'd be able to better control it and live a stabler life.

I've already requested an appointment with my psychiatrist, so I'm hoping I can figure out what's been going on. But speculating has helped me become more aware of my feelings and I'm better able to understand myself that way.

I'll be okay, guys. I'll still try to post snzarios and wavs and maybe even art! Thanks for all of your support guys, I appreciate you all so so much! ❤️

With much love, Macaw

Feeling a bit better today, but I might take a break from posting for a while, or at least stop posting my face, since I've had to deal with so much bullying in the snz community over the past few months. People saying I'm ugly cuz I have a big nose, people saying my voice is annoying, people making me feel like I'm inferior just because I have small tits, people not taking me seriously because of my autism... etc.

I think I need a break for a bit. I'll be sure to post something special for Valentine's Day (might be a few days late due to scheduling) but I am planning something. But I need a break because I am this close to going on a Joker arc.

[mamabirbsnz]

Picture, if you will, someone taking a feather and just... swirling, not entering your nose, but just twisting around and flopping about the edges of your nostrils. Almost as if they were painting a picture.

Fast light strokes, followed by a gentle fluffy tip slooooooooowly traveling down the bridge of your nose. Dotting the nose with a dabbing motion of the feather.

They notice as you start to hitch, your jaw trembles and your nostrils flare uncontrollably. As your face scrunches up with a sharp inhale, your upper lip is met with a finger pushed firmly against it, stopping the sneeze in its tracks. You look up at them with glazed-over, teary eyes. They continue "painting" your nose, and won't let you go until the masterpiece they portray in their head is finished.

You are the canvas. They are Picasso. And what a fine piece of art they'll make out of you~

[mamabirbsnz]

Feeling a bit better today, but I might take a break from posting for a while, or at least stop posting my face, since I've had to deal with so much bullying in the snz community over the past few months. People saying I'm ugly cuz I have a big nose, people saying my voice is annoying, people making me feel like I'm inferior just because I have small tits, people not taking me seriously because of my autism... etc.

I think I need a break for a bit. I'll be sure to post something special for Valentine's Day (might be a few days late due to scheduling) but I am planning something. But I need a break because I am this close to going on a Joker arc.

[mamabirbsnz]

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[mamabirbsnz]

Dealing with really bad RSD (rejection sensitivity dysphoria) rn... could really use some hugs and kind words in my dms rn...

[mamabirbsnz]

I think we snzfuckers need to start calling our mutuals "snootuals." That would be funny and cute and epic I think 😊

[mamabirbsnz]

🗣️ Employee of the fucking month 🏆

[mamabirbsnz]

High pitched squeaky kitten sneezes (probably the squeakiest I've ever had lol)

One of my snootuals (snz/snoot mutuals) said I sounded more like a mouse than a kitten with this level of squeak going on here 😭😂

[mamabirbsnz]

Big strong stoic characters with adorable kitten sneezes that always make them embarrassed. Their petrifying glare has less of an effect with watery eyes and a twitchy bunny nose.

[mamabirbsnz]

my bf has a cold rn and after sneezing cutely and blowing his nose he deadass said to me "damn, I'm having a heavy flow day."

HELP 😭💖

[mamabirbsnz]

You cannot convince me that he didn't get a cold from being in the rain for too long and that Julie hasn't been treating him with medicine, blankets and a nice warm bowl of soup while also tending to his injuries.

...Though she's gonna leave the catching snot and sneezes to the Goose. Maybe. Either way, the sparks between then continue on...

Fun fact: Drawn over the traditional sketch below (grayscaled it bc I ruined it via coloring it with highlighters)! I forgot the injury deets, but ngl, I like the way this looks now. Also thanks to my bestie @ticklykisses for helping me with posing Julie's hands in the digital piece!

[mamabirbsnz]

I caught a really sneezy cold and this has been my everyday life for the past few days so I thought I'd record a few bits of it. Hope you enjoy !