#💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 hoping i pass this one exam tho
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Gon watch dungeon meshi tmrw ☝️😩 OH AND READ BLUE PERIOD
#like i was reading blue period but like it seemed real good so i put off reading it#its hard to get into another good thing if youre obsessed with one good thing for a long time#ye so i read the first few chaps of blue period yesterday#bc i was hella bored#and boy oh boy the desc of art and how to do art >>>>#im def gon learn 💯#dungeon meshi#i have heard so much about it but i havent watched it#oh and i also gotta watch that one donghua#dang it i forgot the name#anyway im planning on reading blue period first and then going into dungeon meshi#😩☝️☝️ one day to go really#post#💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 hoping i pass this one exam tho#argh whatever
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CPC CHAPTER 159+160
I had exams for 1 week and 3 days so I can only do this now (and now i also have remedial...bruh)
Y'all is Leland secretly a bookworm or something? Because—
"Fairytale", "Trope", all of those books in his office, one of his to do list is buy more books...is he also a bookworm like Frederick???
PREZ VS BLAINE!!! PREZ VS BLAINE!!!
YES PREZ!!! GET TO HIM!! I seriously hope Blaine will SNAP out of it and go to a path of redemption. Seriously bro I love him and i really want him to redeem himself.
I should make Blaine a separate post cause i'm speedrunning writing this :') i've been busy and cpc is going to update in one hourrrr
EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE APPRECIATION!!!! I DO ENJOY SOME EMOTIONALLY INTELLIGENT PEOPLE (tho i must admit i am not one of them sadly)
THE THEORY. THE DAMN THEORY. This is also a huge step towards the theory that the portrait Leland stole is a portrait of Leelathae. Which is also why Leland punched Blaine for calling Gwen ugly and then not understanding why he did that.
Wait. A theory just came to me.
If we think about it, isn't Gwen just visiting the places in the old chapters chronologically?
First, she was in bed. Then, the waffle room. Then the forest where she met CPC. We can assume the little red's grandma's house is the cpc place. Then she was in the sugar room and finally, the gala. I'm going to theorize that the next room will be maybe... back to her room? The gala room but destroyed? The carriage?
BRO LELAND GOT BEAT UP BAD LMAOAOAOAOAO. MAIDS! MAIDS! MAIDS! Bro got hit by an IRONING TOOL. I KNOW THAT HURTS. Too bad he managed to throw a FUCKING SOFA at the maids tho... but fr ARE THE MAIDS OKAY??? MOLY, IS SHE OKAY?? I WILL NOT HAVE BELOVES MAIDS DYING YOU HEAR ME.
M'dude ;)
Orson and Monika my beloved nerds. I hope Monika's trauma will be addressed more ngl cause she clearly has trauma.
REAL REAL REAL!!!
LANCE!!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! I wonder what he's planning? Maybe he's going to order the troops to clear the door? Please tell me he's going to reunite with Frederick :(
NOOOOO PREZ ALMOST GOT THROUGH HIMMMMM.
OH NO. OH GOD OH MAN. OH GOD OH MAN. Welp, I suppose arachnophobia alert for the next chapters....
I had suspicion that the pills shouldn't have side effects as THAT bad. And oh well. Too bad we didn't get any arachne Prez tho :(
...can someone help Blaine like damn man is just passed out there 💀
Okay that's it for these 2 chapters because damn i am SPEEDRUNNING.
Mono out! (But still in to hear your thoughts)
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Hello there, I recently took an interest into Niji X Cosette duo to fan art. But I still have mix feeling about it because of the canon but they are kinda cute together. So how do you deal with your feelings towards this ship?
Also, before you saw their fan art. What’s your opinion of these two when you first saw their interaction in manga/anime?
Hey there anon bud!! 🥰🫶🏼
FIRST ...I sincerely apologize for the late reply 🤦🏻♀️ it's been AGES since I've opened this app 😭
That's a good question 👀 and apparently, it's a FAQ for me, given the fact I've been rambling about them for 6 years and counting 👀💀
TBH with you anon, it all started back in 2017-2018 when I rewatched and reread OP again after hearing Sanji's getting married to Pudding in WCI 👀 I stopped because I was in highschool and getting ready to review for college entrance exams that time.💀So I need to take a break from long-running animes and focus for my exams.
I tried to keep up with both the manga and the anime, and apparently, my TL on twitter back then passed a NijiCose fanart and got spoiled before reaching the actual episode 800-802💀😭 that fanart was from @ovaCkuyuri... Here's a pixiv log of the said NijiCose fanarts:
At first I already knew they're problematic based on how they're interpreted on the fanarts (like Niji being a Tsundere to Cosette, and her acting nervous and flustered around him). But as I continued to watch and reread the manga... I noticed something interesting as well on Niji's character on manga that was documented on his profile page in OP wiki:
So far, he has the most "redeeming qualities from his modified brothers 👀 I know it says that his values totally contrast against Sanji, but I still have hopes for him.
In the series tho, I wish for a closure and reconciliation for both Niji and Cosette once the Vinsmoke siblings' modifications have been reversed. I want Niji to genuinely apologize to her and pay her back for everything.
Also, to answer your question how do I deal with this ship, I simply view them as problematic and angsty, yet a redeemable ship.
For sure, Cosette is traumatized deeply from Niji, and for sure she's totally aware of the modification story of the Vinsmoke siblings when she was hired in Germa. She knows what she's getting into when she was hired as their Royal Head Chef. Hopefully we got some backstory of how she got there in the first place 👀
I always daydream of them getting slowburned from Niji's existential crisis as humanity regains from his senses as he feels horribly guilty about his wrong doings as a warmonger, not just to Cosette; and Cosette knowing that he's not born to be evil in the first place, tolerating and slowly tries to understand him.
Disclaimer: I don't and NEVER patronize abuse and Domestic violence IRL.
NijiCose is fiction. One Piece is fiction. My condolences if you can't separate your views from fiction to reality.
‼️Feel free to block this account if you're uncomfortable with my ships.
Addendum:
I recently sent an SBS letter to Oda about some origins of Cosette like how she got there working under Germa.👀 Hopefully that would be answered and clear some things up
#one piece#Vinsmoke Niji#vinsmoke niji#vinsmoke siblings#germa 66#One Piece cosette#cosette one piece#NijiCose#Niji x Cosette#jazzy writes
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CHEM RANT #2 (?)
Honestly fuck you I hate you SO SO MUCH ESPESXIALLG THERMOCHEMISYTY BOND ENTHALPY LIKE I THIUGHT IT WOUOD JUST VE SUSBSTITUTION BYT IM STUCK ON THIS ONE QUESTINS AND I DINT YNDERSTAND MY PROFESSOR’S WORKING OUT ARRGRHHHFJFN
k and my friend attempted the mastery practice test n she said she failed and kind you she’s a disciplined, smart girl who gets good grades alr. If she did bad, I’m gonna do worse 💀💀
The exam is worth 40% of the course so even if I fucking flunk that shit I’ll still pass cos I did good in the other sections
Bro like I full on thought this term would be my HD era (got hopes for anat tho I love love anat) and honestly what a clown I was to think I could do well inthe mastery exam, not to mention I’ve left things to the very last minute (once again !)
Abyways wish me luck I hope I get some kind of tenma oppenheimer epiphany and ace the exam (not going to happen but might as well gaslight myself)
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OMG ARE YOU KIDDING?!?? MATH AND SCIENCE? sweetie you are so hardworking and smart- I COULD NEVER😭 i loved science but i will not take them as only your grade is required, not a final! don’t have science I mean I’m gonna be honest idk how it works in your country? but here we have to take compulsory finals from literature and grammar, history (that’s my second A level), and math (these are from all 12 years of studies+the language one aswell). There’s also one final of a chosen language (I did my English A level back in october) and one freely chosen (My subject needs a long ass essay as a final work). So yeah I took math aswell on an A level course like history, tho i will only take an A level that doesn’t count that much bc it’s a plus thingy
Huh this is so long, sorry😅so this is how it works for me, 5 finals in order to apply for uni:)
- wjj, love and hugs<3
Ahaha I’m NOT smart 💀 it was pure luck & efforts tbh and do you know WHAT uni I applied to? Med uni hahaha </3
Let me tell you why I call it traumatising 🥲 all my classes started in 2021 and ofc due to the covid, they were ALL ONLINE. All institutions including school and tution centres were off in our entire country, and I’m really not someone who gets anything in online classes. I can’t understand stuff, and my attendance was next to 0. (0.5% to be exact) generally, we all assumed exams would be cancelled that year due to our country’s condition but all of a sudden, it was announced exams WOULD BE PHYSICAL?! I had no idea what the syllabus WAS too😭 and I had FOUR SUBJECTS ALL MATH & SCIENCE and in 4 months with no knowledge and no prior studying, I made it work with HELL LOT OF EFFORTS.✋🏻
and that too all the time knowing I have no time and my life depends on this exam LITERALLY, bc I’d get into uni getting these grades and let me tell you..my uni lowest acceptance grade is a B IN A LEVELS, AND I HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT A B GRADE IN A LEVEL SCIENCE MEANS😭💔 I won’t elaborate, I was in PURE HELL those 4 months, praying to god every second to MAGICALLY MAKE IT WORK.
But well, like I said, I did it and you can do it bc hard work never goes to waste my love 💖 in the end I passed with B grades in my required subjects (yea minimum results bc I don’t have very smart learning skills and have 0 talent when it comes to academics) and got the most refreshing 8 month vacation! 🥺💕 now, I’m gonna be an international student and will move out in 6 days so yaay! I’m sure you will ace all hurdles that come your way too my sweetie!! <3
And yeah it smh works in our country like that too,,maybe? Bc we don’t have any compulsory subjects or subject limit tbh..2 is min and max is 4/5. And we too; can take parts in giving exam and choose to give some subjects first then the other. Whatever it is, even if people give me a million dollars I’m never redoing A levels ever again. 🏳️
It doesn’t matter if it’s long, I talk A LOT anyway, it was so nice talking to you and I can’t wait to interact more! Take care, mwuah😘🫶🏻
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BELLEEEEEE!!!!! I’ve missed you so much 😭😭😭😭😭!!!!! Typing this as I’m sitting in my car after getting out of my last class. FINALS. ARE. FINALLY. OVER. And I passed all my classes with As!!!! Final exams went really well too!!! I feel like I’m gonna fall and pass out for 12 hours. Which I actually did yesterday because I had finished all my exams/classes but I had one more class to go to today.
BUT ENOUGH ABT ME HOW ARE YOU MY DEAR SWEET BLUE PUNK FAIRY FRIEND??? Have you been eating and drinking water?? Resting??? Taking breaks??? Isabelle. If you haven’t. *gently bonks head* Oliver would reprimand you too yknow? And not the fun bedroom scolding. TAKE BREAKS LOVE!!!! 😭😭❤️ Taking regular breaks is a responsibility to yourself that everyone forgets sometimes when they get lost in all their other responsibilities. Multitasking writing different works too much can cause headaches, speaking from experience sweetheart. And going to the gym is great but your body needs to relax and rest too. Water and a good meal and a hot shower/bath do wonders after a long session do wonders trust me. So please rest okay?
CONGRATULATIONS ON 1.6K 🎉✨🥳!!!! The numbers keep climbing so fast and all these milestones are amazing!!!! I’m so proud of you love 🥹✨❤️!!!
I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHOS WATCHED KUROKO NO BASKET. Seriously the fandom is almost completely dead 😭😭💀. I knew it was a oldie but a goody but I didn’t think it was dust and tumbleweeds out here 😭😭. So glad you like it too!! Haikyuu will always be my favorite sports anime and one of my top favorites in general, it holds a really special place in my heart, but KnB was still a really fun watch.
ASFKKFFKJFHKHJG. THAT OLVER ART. Pls he’d hate getting out of bed and just become a complete octopus in the mornings. You gotta wake him up for practice and it’s such a chore. He’s such a big baby pshhhh. But there are some upsides like him saying the only way he’s gonna get up is if you place exactly 100 kisses all over his face, more than half of them end up being on the lips when he actually starts to get up, and you relent every money with a roll of your eyes and and huff and a fond smile he misses cause his eyes are closed. The first thing you do is wipe off that smug smirk from his face. Also hc that Oliver is actually really ticklish and it’s your weapon. Don’t get up even after the kisses? His sides are looking very open rn. Wont get off after flopping on you on the couch? You’re in the perfect position to reach his armpits. Wont stop clinging to you while you’re trying to do a new eye makeup style for your guys’ date? His neck is literally wide open cause he loves smushing his face into the crook of your neck.
What video? Did you post it on your other account? Because I couldn’t find it. Dangit I wanted to simp for Oliver too 😭😭.
Seriously I’m an introvert what are you gonna do? Lock me inside your house? Great free access to your clothes. Still me seeing friends? What friends babe? Take me everywhere with you? Nice let me grab my book and coffee and we’re good to go. Adjkgfhnjhhhv 💀💀.
That girl shoving into you was so rude. All it takes is a simple excuse me dude. And ISTG PEOPLE WHO SPOIL THINGS WHEN NO ONE ASKED 😤😤😤. They seriously piss me off and ruin the experience. See it’s different when I intentionally spoil myself because I’m too impatient. Someone else doing it? Oh heck no. Its the same feeling as someone taking the last of your favorite snack from the vending machine.
Also just a heads up. I’m gonna sending in multiple asks cause there’s just too much I wanna talk abt and breaking it into parts sounds better. So this is the first one. *sends aggressive virtual hugs that feel like they squish all the exhaustion out of you*
- ✨ anon
Starry! Omg- All As! That's great! And it's a good thing you took rest too- ik that i'm bout to pass out when i finish exams. I hope you're doing alright tho! Sorry it took me long to get to your ask; tumblr is being weird cause i can only see it when i get on my pc... and not on the app. yeah no I'm moving to ao3. i saw the rb of which character i would interpret the best and you said- Oliver Ofc. he's my husband but he doesn't know it yet ૮꒰ ˶> ༝ <˶꒱ა Well, I've been doing pretty good! I finished a jar of nutella (in 2 days) and i'm planning to buy a bigger one; i did drink a lot of water, ate some pasta, taking rest too made a wedding playlist for me and aiku and lowkey enjoyed it *the way i laughed when i saw : And not the fun bedroom scolding.' I'd like to see Oliver reprimand me (truth : he can't. Cause he knows at the end of the day even if he's bigger and stronger than me, he is gonna be beneath me) but yeah he'd probably say something like "you're gonna get sick, doorbell." But yeah i've been taking rest, dw starry! i'm actually giving myself a treat. with ao3 i can take things slow and easy tbh, which is another reason i'm moving there. The blog will be up ofc; to answer asks and for anons who wanna talk to me abt my work, but yeah my activity on ao3 is gonna be very irregular... THANK YOU!! 1.6k is such a big number, past me would have been like 'huh... never thought i'd make it this far.' BUT YEAH I DID ! T.T But actually it’s you guys who got me there so thank you everyone 💓
I think everyone thought that they were the only ones who watched knb; me included. I used to have the BIGGEST crush on aomine, i even found an asmr of his. (and yeah i do listen to asmrs btw) And yeah the fandom is almost dead (。 ́︿ ̀。) and I didn’t even get to read that many aomine works too…but yeah I really liked that anime! Haikyuu made me cry after clannad and also made me laugh the hardest, does hold a special place in my heart as well, Bokuto was my fav and rn… no one really. I like all of them cause they’re so unique yk?
As for the Oliver art, pretty sure he would hold you down to the bed. He would demand kisses! He is such a smooth talker- but since I’m me. When he expects a kiss *places hand on his lips before you kiss* “good morning. It’s time to get up” and he just groans when you have a tiny smirk and walk out of your shared bedroom, and his brain just going ‘god woman. You’re gonna be the death of me.’
How- I think I’m getting too predictable with my writing cause I do have something to do with eye makeup in Ocean hues… 👁️ *but we don’t talk abt that cause no spoilers!*
The video! Starry. I BLEW A FUSE CAUSE OF THAT REEL. so story time, I was checking my insta in the morning after I woke up and this gym based reel popped on my feed. And the moment I saw it - I thought of Oliver. Like alright fineeeee this is a guy Idek on the internet just doing his own thing and posting fitness reels but his body. IT LOOKED. LIKE. OLIVER. AND HIS HAIR WAS LIKE AIKU’S TOO! I’m not even joking - The shaggy hair down at the back minus the green highlights - it’s like the way I imagined Oliver’s body to be like. And- I really wasn’t expecting to see THAT in the morning. So it was a really great start to my day- and I couldn’t stop thinking about it for a whole day so I had to save it. I posted the link for a bit so that blue (💙 anon) and other Aikuists could check it out and we were just fawning over this guy. I took the link down soon after cause I didn’t want anyone reblogging it and creating chaos. I’ll put the link again and take it down in 10 mins. I’m telling you though. IT. WAS. FUCKING. HOT. (i'll be putting up the link in a bit and taking it down too you should totally take a look at it- cause the content is not mine neither do i know the guy but FUCK. THAT LOOKED LIKE OLIVER.) The free access to clothes 😭 Happy relationship = yandere bf + a very introverted partner oliver stealing my oversized clothes in the corner I'm an introverted person as well introverted enough to terrify a yandere as well istg- idk who that was, but it was rude to push shove someone and not apologize for it or even an excuse me. and the girl who spoiled wednesday, never saw her again. i get that someone's enthusiastic about a show, but at the same time... some consideration for people around you 😭 anyway, that times gone and i got a lot of better things to move onto like movies, working out and just overall, making myself happy and having a good day yk? *Sending hugs back*
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Anyways..
I still need to read frankenstein lol for my class but I shall do that during next week as I have a psych exam on Monday.
Understandable, I'm not rrly a fan of gothic either, I find it quite boring.
Yeah poetry is always quite difficult, although I hope it's slightly fun.
Same haha I get so nervous going on holiday and not knowing how to speak their language.. especially when you try and talk to them and they are super judgy 😭.
Damn.. period's are horrid, especially the first two days cus the cramps are so bad.
It's so inhumane but there's not much i can do really, I was contemplating just walking out at one point honestly.
Glad your feeling better!! I am too <3
- 🎹
omg how was ur exam???? i had to check the date u sent this and check my calendar to see when you sent this lololol
ugh i have exams and an assignment coming up too... the assignment is a day late and i have one on the 9th and two on the 13th! im so excited to be over this semester, tho i rly have to try hard to pass my classes
im on................ academic probation 💀 i should actually talk to my advisor
have u done any poetry yet??
oh yes but they were always rly nice, but because i mostly talked to ppl at the resort and my uncle's wife's family so they're not very judgemental ! personally whenever i learn languages im always super insecure ab my accent
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As my best friend likes to say, 'Cs get degrees.' We're all just here to pass 💀 Whenever I finally scrounge up some ingredients, I'll hit you up for some recipes. I think I've been particularly wanting to try my hand at some muffins and brownies so, any recipes relating to those are extra extra appreciated. I've also been wanting to treat myself to drinks one of these weekends so, maybe I'll bake and create some cocktails too lol.
I- what would possess anyone to record audio of themselves talking about picking shit up with their feet?!?!? 😭 Maybe he wants to appeal to the foot fetishists????? Yeah no, dating is so much energy. I feel like I need to work my way up to finding the desire to redownload the apps again lol.
I need unlearn my anxiety and hatred for driving one day lmao but, until then it's me and cabs against the world! They're not too expensive but, the costs definitely pile up. It's also been disgustingly hot here, which doesn't make running around the city any more enjoyable.
My plans for this weekend were to write and fill in some forms for admin stuff I need to do but, between the mini heatwave that hit and fighting off a migraine, it wasn't gonna happen lol. So, I've been mostly catching up on Drag Race! Which has actually been fun. How about you? Get up to anything fun this weekend??
omg rj i am SOOO canceled sorry for getting to this so late! i had an exam last week and unfortunately i am back to the grind </3 i hope you had a good week/weekend tho!! hopefully less busy than you've been lately :)
please YES do hit me up if you need any recipes!!! i make a lot of brownies :) muffins i don't make As much but i bake a lot of blueberry loaves so maybe they're similar?? cocktails and baking sounds like the perfect weekend imo & i hope you can do it soon!!
stop i have the most ridiculous dating app stories... foot guy is only the tip of the iceberg. manifesting us to have a meet cute so we don't have to put up with any more shenanigans </3
this may be surprising but i actually have never watched drag race!!! i really need to but i never get around to it. it sounds like a lot of fun tho!! last weekend i was in the kitchen a lot because i had a potluck with some friends and i watched a few movies! i hope you had a good one too :)
#honestly i would loveee to have a cocktail night w u ... we could put on silly tv and get drunk#ask#mutuals#rj#<3 mwah mwah love u
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hi!
wow.
omg, its been so long since i spoke to you but a lot of happened in my life kinda (as well as yours from what i saw)
first of all, CONGRATULATIONS on finishing uni!!!!!!! im proud and happy for u!!! u worked hard and it paid off!! and wow, bakery?? that sounds so amazing!!!! like straight up bakery/coffee shops au!!! must be super fun and probably always smells rly good there!! i hope ure having tons of fun!!! and that ure eating lots of cake duh
for me, idk if u remember but i passed that oral exam!!! i did it in the beginning of september!! and i felt relieved and euphoric about it! and now the new semester (so my second year ) starts soon and…… i feel so anxious about going back, talking to people, all the stress and constant anxiety, and the fact that im still questioning whether this was the right thing to study and the lingering feeling that all my friends have it figured out already with the life and im kinda stuck. like when its right u know? but idk ??
but on a more positive note? my summer was rly great overall so i hope urs was too!!!! im no longer a teenager tho 20 hits hard - especially after olivia rodrigos new album lmaoo
hee has purple hair now and he looks soooooo good!! ALSO i read jakes and jays fics u posted and they were so nice, omg like??? :((( like made me realize how much i missed ur blog and u!!!!!!!!!!!
i love you, wishing u all the best always!!!!!!!!!!
-beloved anon wow it feels good to write it again!! <333
OMG HELLOOOO 🥺🥺🥺 it's been so long, i missed you so much. how are youu <333
please i'm so happy about finally finishing uni, it felt so long and annoying in the end. but now i already kinda miss it 😭
working in the bakery is.. interesting. it's definitely what i want to do in life, the other day i spent the whole workday just making cakes without anyone bothering me and i loved it so so much, but it's also hard and really stressful (which is why i am replying so late and i'm really sorry, first i got sick and then i got hit with a workload again 🥲). i have to do work that's supposed to be for like 4 other people and it's something 😶 let's manifest that they will find more workers soon because this is way too stressful for me (and my coworkers, i haven't seen them smiling in the past two weeks anymore, it's a bit scary). but enough complaining 🫡 the work itself is fun and the food is so good 🫠🫠 apart from onion cake/pie, i have to do it all myself and i swear i haven't stopped smelling like onions those past few weeks 💀
okay but now to you! CONGRATULATIONS ON PASSING YOUR EXAM 🥳🥳🥳 you did so well and i hope you're really proud of yourself 🥺🩷 and best of luck for your second year, i'm sure you will do as amazing as before 🩷
i'm sorry that you feel so nervous about it though. i have to be back in school to become a baker too now and i was so nervous on my first day, i got sick like right after 💀 and my class really is something (not necessarily positive but there are really nice people too). buuut i hope that your classmates are the nicest people you have ever met and that you will have lots of fun this year, you deserve it. and of course lots of amazing grades in your exams 🩷 i think if this bakery thing has thought me one thing is that it's okay to not know what you want yet. i think i have found my place now (although not necessarily in this bakery) but it took me a while to figure it out too. and in our bakery we have two people who tried lots of different stuff too before they settled on training there. so please try not to worry too much for now, i'm sure it will all work out well for you 🥺🩷
but i'm so glad your summer was nice <33 mine was full of job applications and moving but i still enjoyed it a lot (oh i miss the time where i could stay up all night and sleep in and not start work at 4am 💀) and happy belated birthday, omg <33 welcome to your twenties, it's a wild ride 😍
i missed you so so much too, i'm glad you liked my stories but even happier you had time to check in 🩷 but yes, hee 🫠🫠 wow. i love him (although he's not the only one anymore, can you believe?? jay has been bias wrecking me so hard i am so close to making him my second bias. that guy has me BLUSHING)
i hope you are doing well despite it all and will continue to do well 🩷 you deserve the best and you should get it. i love youuu 🩷🩷🩷
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Sh*tting my pants rn
Today is the day we get results from uni/schools you’re accepted/admitted into but I probably will barely make it LMAOOOO
I’ve done 5/7 exams and failed one BUT my grades takes a good part of what matters in my file to get admitted and uhh...let’s just say I really BARELY made it. I’m sooo average I’m the type of student profile that easily gets discarded/forgotten I hate this ughhh
Two more exams to go through but I definitely won’t pass one of them (it’s an written exam about a class...where I slept every class so much that the teacher gave up trying to wake me up) and the last exam is like in start of July but errr it’s an oral exam...and umm I kinda didn’t prepare what you had to prepare honestly the chances of me getting the average grade are pretty low. 💀💀
Other than that I’ve been in debt towards my friend who kindly payed to order for my merch..and it costed..a lot...hoping my booth at this convention I’m participating to will be able to pay him back 😭😭
It’s been great tho I’m still a loser and planning a small REALLY cute comic of Brioz you guys aren’t ready (i wish i could draw more bowuigi but idk what i can draw tbh :/)
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I ACTUALLY YELLED SEEING LIEBESTRAUM WAHHHHH;-;-;;-;-;-;-;; THANK U SO MUCH FOR WRITING IT I CANT WAIT TILL JUNE;-;;-;-; i cannottttt tell u how happy u actually made me with that wahhdhfjf
OOO MAN☹️☹️I HOPE UR MENTAL HEALTH WILL GET BETTER!!!! AND U DONT SUCK!!! TAKE UR TIME WITH IT u shouldn't listen to them when ur not in the mood for them it will deff ruin the vibes so take all the time u need!!!!
i agree with that the only good noise music i listen to now is all from nct and when i hear other bgs' i'm just����😟😟 IM SURE HE WAS AMAZING CUZ ALL OF THEM WERE🤌🤌 the song genuinely slaps so i'm not surprised if it makes it in there
well idk people said i study a lot so i just accepted the fact but i never feel prepared enough so;-; tbh the percentage is lower just to pass💀 but i need the plus point for uni and that's the limit for getting it but yeah i feel like it shows that hungary does not go for making people smarter lmao💀 I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE POINT LIMITS FOR GETTING INTO UNI wahhh the whole thing is dumb🫠 thank u!!!! i have three more speaking exams so i'm shitting my pants rn😃OH NO☹️ i hope u passed the second one exams suck so i hope it didn't hit u hard!!!! GOOD LUCK WITH THEM!!! IM SURE U WILL DO GOOD ON THEM!! MANIFESTING SO HARD!!!! I HOPE U ARE DOING WELL AND ARE TAKING CARE OF URSELF!!!! (liebestraum anon💓💕)
(the review reply: art sucks for that reason sm;-; but i deff learned after a few times of that happening with me as well to just sleep on it and throw it out after but it still amuses me how can art have this effect in a way (idk how to explain what i mean rip) AND THANK U FOR NOT HATING IT U JUST MADE ME THE HAPPIEST PERSON ISTG!!!)
IM REPLYING TO THIS ASK LITERALLY SO LATE THAT THE FIC IS DROPPING TOMORROW LMAO ADJSK i have to warn u tho its quite different to the original draft i had and the teaser i posted from it 😶😶 hope you still end up liking it !!!
SJSJ thank you thank you 😔😔 you are always so sweet and understanding ily mwah.
nct noise is the only good noise in kpop. there i said it. 😶 (this is a joke there are a few more good noise songs from diff groups pls dont jump me im targeting one fandom in specific w this yes) like nct could do any of your favs songs but could your favs do sticker? no. thats right.😌 AHHH im glad u liked my babies cix i was told by spotify that they are my top listened to artist of the last 4 weeks so. 😃 yeah. they also had a comeback like 2 days ago if u wanna check that out cough cough
if people tell u that, its probably true AHAHA 😭😭 me and my friend were talking the other day like i dont even study that much like i get to the 2 hour mark and i go well 🤷♀️ thats it for the day ig. like i dont have any more brain capacity LMAO. Oooh i do get you w the uni points stuff!! me being a straight A student was what got me into uni too bc switching from business hs to psychology was actually kind of insane coming from me LMAOOO i had no bonus points from biology or anything so my grades helped a TON since i fucked up the entrance exam too lol 😭😭😭 im rooting for you !!!! I feel like slovakia doesnt really care abt that either ?? there are definitely better and worse unis tho and i unfortunately attend the one thats one of the best so they kinda care..😔 SPEAKING EXAMS ARE THE WORST THEY SHOULD BE CANCELLED LIKE THATS 3 TIMES THE STRESS U HAVE WHEN TAKING A WRITTEN ONE. i hate those sm omg i am PRAYING for you (i have only one speaking one this semester and i am mentally preparing for it for the last few weeks) i actually passed the second try (with an E, but i still did it....) and i have another exam w the same professor this friday so..🤞
i am trying to learn how to be patient w art (and life) so it prevents me tearing everything out and throwing it out.....so you are right abt that AHAHA thats a good advice to take
as always i hope youre doing good, taking care of yourself and having a good time!! mwah
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WAAAAAAAAAAH opening the game first thing in the morning is rlly something to get you energized today ;_____;💖 the previews have me crying tbh
#1. bc shu just came back from paris and is like smh its so disorganized here hfjfjdjfkkf#and 2. bc hhhhhh mika bby pls dont stress too much 😭😭😭😭 i hope everything turns out well 💖💖💖#seeing him in distress hurts me ⚰️#and i was right!!! it starts tomorrow aka saturday. normally its at 20 but bc of the clock turning stuff#its now at 19#i have 4 green 5 stars and one of them is a lvl65 mika so i should get pretty okay points#from the event song ^.^#better than the last event at least 💀#hhhhhhhh i wonder how many dia ill have to spend..... arashis fs is on december 5th 😬#but like ive said lichrally anything for shu#also i just found out that i actually passed my course and got a 3 somehow LMAO#even tho i took the complete wrong notes for the exam essay thing 😬 good thing i apparently#remembered a good bit of ancient greek temples meanings and functions somehow 🤨#so all in all its just a rlly good morning. esp bc im going home today 💖#the thought of getting to see our pets again makes me tear up even tho it hasnt even been a week hdjfjdjfjfj#our older dog looks so gigantic nowadays bc our new dog is so much smaller than were used to 😭♡#anyway what a mess of a post LMAO getting into 8 days of non stop grinding this rhythm game#after just being sick is gonna be tough but im so excited bc its valk 💖
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SF9 as best friends
Pairing: SF9 x reader
Warnings: This is fiction, some of the situations desbribed in this post might not be what you expected. This is not meant to mock the mebers in any way as well.
Genre: fluff
A/N: It's been quite a long time since I made a reaction so here I am 🤭hope you enjoy it ❤
Taglist -> @ailoveyuta @jaysbestie (let me know if you want to be added!)
DISCLAIMER: NONE OF THE PICS USED IN HERE ARE MINE (except the banner) CREDITS TO THE RIGHT OWNERS.
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Inseong
The intelectual bestie.
You met him in middle school
And he has been the reason why you passed your math exams ever since then
At first you thought he was a nerd
But ended up loving him like he was your brother
Older than you but probably more childish than you
Cafe dates at Thursday's at 6pm are a must for him
Organized af kid
Also tries his best to convince you to organize your life
Helps you out whenever you ask him too
A simp for books
He made you become a simp for books as well
After you two had a beautifl day at a library reading such interesting books
He's literally the reason why you love cultural things
Super proud mom whenever you achieve something on your own
Even if it's a boyfriend/girlfriend 💀
Not the kind of bestie to get too jealous about you getting a boyfriend
Unless you forget about your Thursday dates
"I have no reasons to hate that guy/girl unless he/she makes you go back to the dumb self you were 15 years ago."
Youngbin
The protective bestie.
Probably was besties with your brother/sister before he met you
But then he started to spend more time with you and ended up being closer to you
Your second older brother
Spends more time at your home than you
Takes you out on random trips to random places
Your parents cosider him part of the family
Protects you quite a lot from absolutely everything
Doesn't want to see you feeling bad because it hurts him
He literally raised you up and taught you everything you know about life out of your little bubble
At some point, you see him more than you see your own family
Night escapes to go watch the stars (of course with your parent's permission until you become adult)
Car rides to heal your heart whenever it has been broken
Has been there for you in every single break up you have had
He's not jealous when you talk about other boys/girls or when you tell him you want a boyfriend/girlfriend but he's scared
Will literally prepare an interrogatory just to make sure that he's leaving you in good hands
"If you hurt her/him, I'll kill you."
Jaeyoon
The fit bestie.
24/7 on the gym
And trying to convince you to go with him because is good for health
Mocks you when you get tired after running 5 km with him on a Sunday morning
Sends you pics of his gym achivements just to hear you nagging at him for doing that
Thinks you will never get a boyfriend/girlfriend because you already have him so, why would you want a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Thinks all boys are jerks and lowkey tries to protect you from dumb people
Doesn't want to see your heart breaking because of someone else
Says he's the only one with the rights of mocking and teasing you
He's actually right tho 💀
Becomes your personal trainer with a wide smile
Really serious and strict when it comes to doing exercise
Tells you to send him your achivement pics just to tease you
Will treat you healthy food after every training
"Look at you! You're going to look even better than my ex if you keep working like that!"
Dawon
The annoying yet supportive bestie.
You've known each other since you were kids
Calls you every day and night to check on you
Or maybe just to tell you a dad joke because he says texting is not the same
You both share the same half braincell remaining in your brains
24/7 asking you if you're free to spend time with him
And when you're actually around him, he doesn't stop asking and doing stupid things just to see you smiling
Your number 1 fan and supporter
Whatever you want to do, he'll be there in the front row to support you
Even if he's the only one
And even if they're stupid things like buying a new plant
Would go to the end of world for your happiness
But will never admit it because he likes playing hard
Both of you are really stubborn so little fights happen quite often
But they don't last more than 5 minutes because he feels bad for fighting with you
Though when you were kids, both of you were the hell to the neighbor
24/7 shouting at each other and wanting to kill each other
But missing each other so much whenever you couldn't be together
Has been there for you in every single hard moment and so you have for him
Doesn't get too jealous about you dating someone else but will make an exhaustive interrogatory to be sure that you'll be safe
Probably making the boy/girl in question to run away because of his inapropriate questions
Leaving you once again alone with him and only him
"It wasn't that bad, it was a normal question! He/She's not worth of your love."
Rowoon
The flirty bestie.
He was your neighbor in middle school
You have had a crush on him ever since then
But then it slowly turned into a beautiful friendship as you notice you liked someone else
Flirts with you 24/7 just for fun and because he feels comfortable with you and only you
Whenever he has a problem or an issue he needs to fix, you'll be the first person he thinks of to help him out
Late night calls whenever he can't sleep or you can't because you both feel safe in each other's presence, even if it's just through the phone
Exams coming means him being locked in your bedroom with you as you both study for your respective exams
Everyone thinks you two are dating but actually none of you are in love with the other
You both just enjoy the other's presence that much
Watching movies and dramas together are your favorite ritual, specially during holidays
You both would probably become roommates when you started university
He's the first one to know that you have a crush on someone
And even though he likes to flirt with you in a joking way, he will help you get that person's heart
Even if it means that he won't be able to flirt with you from now on
"But I swear that if he/she breaks your heart I will go back to the pick up lines after healing you with ice cream and movies."
Zuho
The cold outside but cutie inside bestie.
He has been your bestie ever since you entered high school
He was the typical quiet and shy boy that gave cold vibes and so you were
Your friendship started after you had to do a project together and found out how similar both of you were
The only person he feels comfortable with is you
And you're the only person that could see his true and cute self
Even of you nag each other 24/7
Cat cafe dates are a must for both of you
If you ever end up being roommates, the first thing you will get (even before a damn couch) would definitely be a cat.
Study dates are also a must
You both just enjoy sitting there for hours in complete silence, just admiring each other's presence
Enjoys night walks with you because of the cooler weather
You're the only one with who he can joke around
Actually, deep inside, he's really protective over you because you're his only true best friend and he's too afraid of loosing you
If you ever mention you like someone or you're dating someone he will make you sign a contract saying you will never leave his side, no matter what
"Just sign this and I'll let you go with him/her."
Yoo Taeyang
The aesthetic bestie.
Loves to take you out with him just so you can take aesthetic pics of him
But will pay back doing whatever you asked him to do
The type of friend you can trust to tell him all your secrets and know he will never talk about them again unless you start the conversation first
Gift him a camera for his birthday and he'll be the happiest human being on earth
Falls in love with your best friend and ask you to help him out
Spoils you a lot just to convince you of helping him win your best frind's heart
You end up helping just to not hear his complaints over and over again
Your favorite night talks are always with him, because it doesn't matter how tired or upset you feel that he will always make you feel better
If you have an upcoming exam that is making you feel kind of anxious, he will pack a lunch box for you to make you feel better
Feels kind of bad for not being able to do anything else but tries his best as always
"I can't help you study but I can cook you delicious food."
Hwiyoung
The inseparable bestie.
24/7 with you
Ever since you were born
Your parents being besties not helping to both of you get away from each other
And he being a few minutes older than you was not helping either
Knows absolutely everything about you and so you do about him
Summer trips together are a must
Likes to tease you from time to time because now he's taller than you
Your friendship was the perfect example of what soulmates meant
Whenever you weren't together, you felt empty and even sad sometimes
Promised you he would never have a girlfriend because he had you when you were 5 years old
Never treats you because he says you're yonger so you have to pay
Which always lead to a small discussion because you literally were born the same day
Disturbs every single boy/girl that apporaches you because he enjoys seeing your annoyed face
And when you actually tell him that you like someone, he gets even more cocky and annoying
Only to end up helping you confess your feelings because he just wants to see you happy even if he never admits it
"You win, but just because you are younger."
Chani
The teasing bestie.
Known each other since kindergarten
You have both always been fighting against each other
But both of you ended up being inseparable
Nagging each other 24/7
He literally lives for teasing and pranking you and so you do
Have a bet on going about who would make more teasings/pranks when the year ends
The prize for the winner being a 691666 won dinner (578 $)
Both of you loved betting on things because of how competitive you both became when it came to betting with each other
Can you hear his devilish laugh? Because I can 💀
Made you set his voice calling you 'babo' (stupid) as a ringtone because you lost a bet
Deep inside his heart, he loves you quite a lot and won't know what he would be doing if you weren't part of his daily life
May confess you that kind of stuff at late night talks when you're feeling down
But then will deny every single word the next day, just to tease you
Will act all fine about you getting a boyfriend/girlfriend but inside he's panicking because he thinks you will leave him forever
Secretely makes an interrogation session with the said person you're dating just to make him/her scared about hurting you
"Listen you bastard, she/he is my bestie. No!! My little sister/brother actually! If you hurt her/him, I swear I'll go find you."
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Chapter 24 - thoughts.
Long overdue behind-the-scenes post! I got super busy the last two weeks of the last update, but now that I have a bit more time, here is the insight for chapter 24!
Also, as expected, no don’t read this post if you haven’t read chapter 24, which you can find on ao3, on this link here. Because you’ll just get a bunch of no-context spoilers (but if you want, go ahead 😏)
Now, without further ado, I hope you enjoy these behind-the-scene comments!
So, the long-awaited return—the prodigal son, is finally home.
Getting to this point was both exciting and nerve-wracking for me 💀 exciting, because it’s something that I’ve been planning since the beginning of the story, and nerve-wracking because I believed the expectations for this chapter were high, and I feared to disappoint lol
But I stuck to my guns, and here we are!
Let’s start with Naoya.
To bring him home was something that was going to happen eventually, of course. But the most important part if how.
It was easy to assume that he was going to get home, hear from Ranta or anyone else what happened with his wife, and snap.
BUT.
I decided… I want to explore another side of him—also, I was getting tired of him getting angry all the time, when we’ve also seen this bastard’s cocky side so, that’s what I decided to do.
It’s been noted various times throughout the story that Naoya is basically obsessed in getting this grade 1 promotion—whether because he thinks he’s a great sorcerer and he wants to prove that officially with for the rest of the community, or because it’s a requirement for the heir of the clan, it doesn’t matter. Naoya is going to get it.
And because there’s no information about this, asides from the sister event, I decided to take some… creative freedom :> Although that’s not really an exam, though it seems that it does influence the possibility of getting assessed for promotions.
I wonder who promoted Naoya—or did he pay off someone? LOL. I mean, he probably got a promotion without even requesting it because, you know, Zen’in shenanigans. Heir to the throne. All that stuff.
Well, for the promotion I took the liberty of separating it into two exams, the typical written one, and then, the practical.
The theorical one would be about curses and seals. Things that sorcerers should know at this point, but because it’s a higher level, maybe the community will test them in more difficult knowledge? It has to be. I don’t think many get to learn about grade 1 curses and how they work, asides from the basics, you know? OR DANGEROUS CURSES AND WHERE THEY ARE LOCATED AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I wish we would know more of the jujutsu system, maybe someday.
Also, Idk if Naoya is to be a studious person on its own, but since he wanted to pass, I assume he spent many hours with his nose in the books to ensure he would turn out successful (kind of a funny image to relate him to now that I think about it).
The practical one is well, a piece of cake I guess for someone as talented as him lol. That’d be something for next chapter tho :>
Anyways, now that his exam was done (also, shoutout to Hinata!!) there were 2 things that I wanted to do for his arrival.
Sure, he was going to arrive and be supposedly received as some kind of messiah because apparently, he did very good in his exam and secured a safe future for the Zen’in clan and whatnot, but even if he was focused on getting the promotion and all that it conveys, his mind was obviously with his wife.
This time away was great for him to cool down and well, make peace with her? As if he weren’t the one instigating but ok Mr. Zen’in, we’ll amuse you. Anyways, Naoya wants to be with his wife as some kind of reward for his performance. The elder’s words were good, but not as good as being in the arms of his wife so…
How is he going to scratch that itch? More so when there was obviously something going on with Naoaki?
At first, I intended to have Naoya so drunk in his arrogance that when Ranta would attempt to inform him about the happenings of his wife, he would just skip over them and head straight for his wife, under the excuse that he’d “rather see it through his own eyes” a.k.a whatever Ranta might or might not say, it doesn’t matter, because he’ll get the truth out by himself.
BUT I know it wouldn’t be that satisfying as having him hear the confession about the relationship that was growing between his wife and his brother coming straight from Ranta’s mouth so, that’s what I ended up writing :> besides, I think it was going to be more impactful towards all that was coming next.
However, his delusional ass was still going to be present, thus, him maniacally laughing when it was finally revealed was the result of that. Poor Ranta was like “this man just lost his mind” serves to show how… out of touch he is.
Now, onto what happened that night.
It was cruel how Naoya intended to have fun out of Y/N, as well as attempting to act as if this were nothing more than an intimate night between the two? I really don’t know what was going on inside Naoya’s head, but in a way, because I wrote it… I do hahah
I just wanted to show how… out of touch he truly is, easily manipulated by his need to be appreciated, I guess. He wanted his wife’s attention, but at the same time, he wanted to use her as some kind of toy? Like it was all twisted to me :/ maybe if he actually got along with her then maybe she would’ve been willing to play along but nope. (Was he thinking on performing Master and Servant? Maybe)
It’s just… evident that to him, even if he “wants” her, it’s not in a respectful way. Women to him are objects for his pleasure, Y/N’s is just a little bit higher up the ranks or whatever.
Thus, leading towards Y/N’s reaction.
Now, writing her initial reaction to when Naoya arrived was something easy. It’s no secret that Y/N heavily dislikes Naoya, but after being distracted by the presence of Naoaki and her staff, it just came crashing down onto her, heavier than she would’ve liked, that’s she’s still locked away in the Zen’in estate.
I don’t think Y/N thought much of Naoya during this time, (or more like she didn’t want to) probably as an attempt from her subconscious to distract her from her harsh reality, but it’s finally here, and there’s no denying that that was her truth all along.
I do think it was almost cartoonish how she reacted, but considering all that she had to go through, it makes sense. To say that she wished Naoaki would’ve stayed was an understatement. But even then, what could he do?
Now, what happened next, was somewhat difficult. Mainly because I got a comment about it on earlier chapters!
I know that Y/N is arguably in a position that she could use to influence those around her to a better situation.
However, it’s never that easy. Considering that the only way that she is heard is through humiliating acts towards one of the many men she hates… but even then, after all the pain she had endured, she was willing to do so, thanks to her finally coming to terms with Mariya, and all that her staff has done for her.
She felt responsible for their safety, as well as the twin’s and Junko’s. She knows Naoya to be an extremist when he doesn’t get what he wants, and fearing that since she already faced his wrath once and she’s already received what she considers the worse of the punishments… the possibility of him turning his sights onto others to create a bigger impact was something that wouldn’t allow her to live.
Thus, she lowered herself to his level and planned to entertain him, something that didn’t happen in the end… because she also came to the conclusion that going straight into his grasp would diminish the efforts of those who tried to protect her!
Now this, is something that I believed many would find conflict with. It might be interpreted as selfish in a way, pushing others into the danger that she wanted to avoid, but the thing is… it’s humiliating what she had to do. Y/N, or anyone else for that matter, shouldn’t have to go through this in order to enact some change.
Sure, sacrifices must be made, and in this case, Y/N standing up to Naoya is a sacrifice on its own. Even more when she’d already done before and she regretted it immediately. But she doesn’t fear him anymore, at least in the sense that she will start standing up to him.
In the end, Y/N deserves to face her own suffering, if that makes sense. Pushing her down in order to save others is something that I consider… well, cruel in a way. Like she’s not allowed to live her life without having to think of others, you know? And while she’s aware of the rest, and wants to do what is right, she also has her own life to defend.
Even if Naoya disliked it, and was more than ready to punish her, but that’s something that she’ll have to deal with later.
Now, finally, into the juicy part!!
I have always intended, in one way or the other, to bring Toji and Jinichi into this story. Like, I don’t think you can talk about the Zen’in clan without Toji being involved.
The first time I dropped a hint about Toji’s existence was during Junko’s tour of the house, where she notified Y/N of a room that was off-limits to everyone. From there, it would be her visit to the library, where many jujutsu-related books were missing.
It’s interesting to me to see how Toji’s departure was handled, considering that everyone feared him lol Did they satanize his room? Throw away everything that had to do with him? Act as if he never existed? Naobito sure remembered Toji well enough to strike that deal about Megumi (although… I don’t remember who approached who. Probably Toji)
Taking us to Jinichi, his brother.
The only time we get to see about Jinichi and Toji is when Ranta reminds him that the Zen’in clan is alive thanks to Toji’s whim… and I think that’s about it 😒 However, taking into consideration the way he behaved in the manga, and the kukuru unit’s review about him, I headcanon him as some kind of… aloof, yet understanding character. Probably too tired of his relative’s theatrical ways, but too afraid to go against the system.
He probably has allot of internalized feelings regarding his brother—after all, people aren’t born evil, they’re raised that way. And I think that Jinichi, as much as he cared for his brother, probably had to do allot of things towards him just to please his family, things that he ended up regretting doing (I tend to believe that the scar on his forehead was inflicted by Toji) Leaving allot of unspoken/unresolved issues to when he finally left.
So, to see Y/N walking into the room of his brother that had been effectively blacklisted from the rest of the world, it brought him some kind of… nostalgia, regret to him, as well as curiosity for he doesn’t believe Naoya, even though supposedly a great admired of his brother, would’ve spoken to Y/N about Toji (that would imply the presence of conversations and let’s be real, not allot of talking goes between the two) less from Naoaki. Do you even know who Toji is? Or was this just a coincidence?
There’s really nothing more to say except that Jinichi was genuinely reminded of his brother, and wanted to hear the opinion of someone outside the clan about him. Someone that doesn’t know about all the things that happened and prove that maybe… it was just his family that thought ill of him.
Of course, I don’t know what he was expecting from a startled, frightened Y/N but she did what she could. Toji is a complete mystery to her, asides from being the sorcerer killer, a statement she just learned that very night. So, it was allot to process, but before she could even do so, Jinichi’s words made her think of Naoaki and she got angry.
This is a thing I was like I’m sorry Naoaki, not to call you useless but let’s be real—Y/N is following the info you gave her lol. Only to be taken aback when it was revealed that Jinichi never referred to him, turning detrimental to both her sentiments, and her knowledge of the Zen’in clan. Toji’s existence showed her a new side of the Zen’in clan, a darker edge of their cruelty, the limits that he had to be pushed through in order to publicly denounce the clan to the extreme of wanting to kill all sorcerers, and… the fact that Naoaki might’ve been lying or intentionally keeping certain things from her. A critical blow towards her trust for the man who made her evidently very happy the past few days.
To think that he was lying to her is enough to break her heart, leading her to wonder if he had truly done such a thing, and why?
And… that’s how the chapter ends :>
For Jinichi to say that well… who knows? But there’s no denying that such implications would rattle anyone’s foundation regarding a certain person. Y/N was so… enamored I guess, by Naoaki, that to think that he could even do wrong just seems like an impossible feat. Even if they’ve already gone through a rough patch.
It’s the second time Naoaki would’ve done something that hurt Y/N in one way or the other, and that’s all her fault in a way? Because she’s been hurt so much, she’s been holding onto the smallest beacon of hope she can get, thus, blinding her to the reality. But you know, that’s how friendships sometimes go, especially if they’re nurtured in a hostile environment like the Zen’in clan. More so when she also has to deal with her environments :/ Ah, there’s so much going on unnghhh and don’t forget, she really hasn’t spoken about these things to anyone else.
However, because Naoaki has proven to be human (and not a monster like her husband) I believe any misunderstanding will clear up soon :> but we shall see.
tldr; Naoya is arrogant enough to lose thought of reality. Hinata hasn't been receiving Y/N's letter's cause she busy acting as a proctor for different promotions, Y/N is afraid of Naoya—but also knows her worth. Jinichi is, deep down that rough exterior, is kinder than many would believe. Naoaki is mysterious. And the Zen'in just can't get any worse (don't try me)
That was all for this chapter’s thoughts! As always, if you have any questions, want to know more about certain things, you’re more than welcome to let me know ❤ I’ll do my best to respond without any spoilers :>
Once again, thank you so much for your support!! I hope to see you all soon, take care, and have a wonderful way ❤
#thought series: first it hurts—#sorry for the delay woooo#questions about anything on the series are always well received :>
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💜💜💜likes, shares, shares to stories, saves/bookmarks and comments are greatly appreciated!💜💜💜 💛suggest me which country i should draw next!💛 9AM POSTING?????????????? HUH????????????????????????😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳 For those who know this is a repost pretend it isnt 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 THREE OF THE REQUESTS DONE AAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No the rain was such a pain to do hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......... England looks dead inside 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 sorry @qao.juu couldnt make him somewhat hot 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 (Fun fact in my AU he has rain powers bcs lol that one cursed line abt england anyways) I did most of the CH micronesia in the car... yes. THE BACKGROUND WAS SO FUN TO DO THO HELP Tysm @princedoesstuff for requesting! Prob my personal fav ngl 🤌 Last slide is kind of a... shitpost @kailoweenie have this to wish ya luck for ur exams!!!🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃 sorry it was so plain aaaaaaaaaaa Singapore tho..... Uh 🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿 I swear kale they were in much more cursed positions in the sketch it's horrifying The june holidays have started for me- time to not do homework lol 🕴✌ Expect me to try to draw more often now btw! More content heehehehehehehehehhehehhehheee Hope yall enjoy today's breakfast! Look forward to next week's :DDDDDDD (Somebody help idk how to make captions longer 🕴) 🐕wenomechainsama 🐕tumajarbisaun 🐕wifenlooof 🐕eselifterbraun Have a great day/morning/afternoon/evening/night ahead yall! Tysm for passing by love yall! 💗💗💗 /p 💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝 Tags (ignore if u wish, unless): #countryhumans #countryhuman #countryhumansengland #countryhumanengland #countryhumansuk #countryhumansunitedkingdom #englandcountryhumans #ukcountryhumans #countryhumansbritain #countryhumansmicronesia #countryhumanmicronesia #countryhumansoceania #countryhumansindonesia #countryhumanindonesia #indonesiacountryhumans #indonesiacountryhuman #countryhumansmalaysia #countryhumanmalaysia #malaysiacountryhumans #countryhumanssingapore #countryhumansingapore #singaporecountryhumans #countryhumansart #countryhumansdrawing #countryhumansfanart #art #digitalart #medibang #medibangpaint #artistsoninstagram (at Felling Happy and Wonderful) https://www.instagram.com/p/CeFWcZQJqI2/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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HELLLAAAUUUURRR BESTAAYYYYY GUESS WHO'S BACK FROM THE DEAD??? ADA THE WEIRDO YAYYY
OK BUT OMG I AM REALLY SO SO SO SORRY FOR VANISHING AND I JUST SAW THE POST WHERE YOU SAID YOU MISSED ME AND OMG YOU'RE SO NICE MY HEART 😭😭😭😭
I have these really important exams and they're gonna last for an entire month! Like I'm not even kidding the education system got messed up cuz of covid and they're ruining everything for us. All the new norms are straight up unfair and unnecessary but as students we gotta deal with it 💀 usually academic year ends by the end of march or first week of april and the next one starts right away but this year it's gonna end by the time may is over. This means that we have 2 months less for the upcoming grade but rhe syllabus is same. Covid messed up the previous, this and the upcoming academic years for us lmfao. We have no sort breaks and will only be provided with national or festive holidays 💀💀 love this for us 😇😇😇😇
Yea if you read all of that thank you very much i love you life is shit ♡
But anyways i hope you're doing well. Ik i say this every single time but I'll try to be more active and not let all the pressure get to me (I'm literally typing this at 2 am)
ALSO ALSO ALSO THE WONKI PERFORMANCE??????????? THE MIX AND MAX ONE???? GAWD THE TEASER WAS SO GOOD I'M SO EXCITED KWKSKA JAYWONKI ARE KILLING ME NOWADAYS FR
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AHHHHHH ADA OMG HI BFF WELCOME BACK IM SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR EXAMS :( I didn’t even know Covid screwed up other peoples schools so bad… ours just went online and they got rid of the exams and stuff for the 2020 year so everyone passed but our school year and stuff is all the same. THEYRE NOT EVEN GIVING YOU LIKE WINTER BREAK?!?! OR SPRING BREAK?!? SPRING BREAK IS A VITAL PART OF THE EDUCATION YOU CANNOT CHANGE MY MIND 😤 ilyt bff… I hope school and life gets a little easier 🙁 ik it sucks being so overwhelmed. Don’t stress about having to be active or anything tho okay? Real life first! and as for the wonki performance I only have one thought: AKXHISNOWDJUSSKDNI.
THEY LOOKED SO GOOD AND THEIR PERFORMANCE OMG LITERALLY LIKE THE PRESENCE AND POWER THEY HAVE WHILE PERFORMING IS SO LIKE 🤯
#ada my future bff <3#pls they killed Jungwon like six times I was so concerned 😭#ngl the part where they held the coat up and it looked like he rotated his head 360… I got the heebie jeebies a lil bit 😭#caras love notes 💌#a fic for you exchange
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