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beesfairlyland · 11 months ago
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hiii bee, it’s 👿 again!! thank you for clearing it up so well. and you’re right i understand self intellectually and to actually apply is confusing but i got it today. each time i got intrusive thoughts, felt like every little thing that this illusion is experiencing is real, doubts all that i asked myself who’s this “i” who’s trying to change? who’s trying to escape? it’s this illusion. but it’s so very limited that i can’t do anything. i’ve been so laid back, this illusion has a quite some problems maybe serious ones as well BUT I CANT TAKE THEM SERIOUSLY ANYMORE 😭💀. i just shrug my shoulders but at the same time a doubt comes up like oh why is this illusion i’m seeing so hard, i just want everything to be easier, effortless, not even lift a finger to get anything. LIKE YES I KNOW it’s the illusion’s desires and i understand since i’m awareness itself, i be aware of it -> i experience it.
also these days i don’t even think of the past like i actually don’t even remember anymore after knowing all that’s true is now. i don’t think of future at all as well 🧍🏻‍♀️ because all we have is now.
is identifying with character same as thinking like “oh i’ve to get up tmrw and do this/that.” but obviously it’s the illusion thinking yet sometimes i think if i’m aware of certain thing WHY did the opposite happen. and even when it did, i didn’t panic 💀 but my career depends on it then i’m like who’s career? this illusion’s 🧍🏻‍♀️. so not my problem, yet I CANT AT TIMES it’s just creeps up to me “why didn’t anything change?”
~👿 (can i just drop by in your inbox to input my thoughts and ask you things (not ND related))
Hii!! 👿💜
Omggg i am soo proud of you!!🫶🏻 You are literally doing soo great. And yes it's this simple just don't identify with anything except I AM. this ego can't grasp that anything can be this simple that's why it has to always doubt if it's doing everything right (guess there's nothing to do at all). Even when the ego feels like there's no 'progress'..... it's always there... every moment you are getting closer and closer to HOME. Just don't give a fuck about what this ego thinks or wanna do. It's problems ain't yours. Why would you worry about a illusionary characters problems right!
And yess thinking about what you'll be doing tomorrow...what work you gotta do it's all from the ego obviously. And uk what that do? It makes the dream same for tom coz you are expecting the same dream tom....so you are thinking about it's stuff. Try to be present in the NOW as much as possible. Sleep as if there's no past no future. Don't think about what you gotta do tom. Yeah these thoughts gonna come so what? Don't pay them any attention....by time(illusionary) it's gonna go away. It's just the ego thinking that nothing's changed. Would you care about it huh? NO. Let this ego think whatever it wants to.
And ofccc i would love to if you drop in ny asks anything you like!! You are always welcome here...ilyy🫶🏻💜
-Bee🧚🏻‍♀️✨
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pjsk-headcanons · 6 days ago
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tsukasa makes either the best food on earth or the shittiest tasting things ever . like theres no in between
— 👿 (if some1 already submitted smt like this mb ;;)
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tonycries · 26 days ago
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Tony what if, WHAT IF, Gojo was actually just ugly the whole time??? what if gege was right and he actually was just ugly???
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sourgummiis · 3 months ago
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Ohhh my God it's my time to shine.
So Delta Sans comes from a Genocide run, where in the final battle against Chara, receives and absorbs the Bravery Soul last minute. They win the fight against Chara, and now Sans and Bravery have combined to create Delta.
His creator's YT channel is called 'Animated Zorox', and I'd highly recommend watching the videos.
He has two AU names, Ultra!Tale and Vital!Tale. Ultra!Tale was the earliest record of Delta, while Vital!Tale is his reboot that Zorox didn't finish.
@howlsofbloodhounds made a Google doc about Delta, so I'd recommend checking it out. The title is 'Delta's tale'.
There's also another explanation made by @signanothername , which both they and Howls can explain his character better than I can lol. Here's the link to the post:
https://www.tumblr.com/signanothername/758820362516676608/i-know-next-to-nothing-about-delta-sans-lol?source=share
GUH THANK YOU ANON!!
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alastorrpblog · 4 months ago
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(Ignore if not okay) Hello, Alastor~ I must say, you guys aren’t very good at protection, are you? I have your precious human child Cassidy~
-👿 anon-
... I'm sorry....what did you say? Bring. Her. Back. Now. (20/40)
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*Alastor can hear her distant sobs of fear*
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totallytimtastic · 1 year ago
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Oh I hear all of the Wayne kids are absolute babies when it comes to being kidnapped. Good luck
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It's so boring being kidnapped, fml
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drunkass-husk · 3 months ago
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Your little precious human is still captured by me~ Is it driving you mad, Husk~? Wondering where that precious Cassidy is?
👿 anon
Don't ya dare fuckin hurt her....I'm warning you now....
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welcome-to-green-hills · 1 year ago
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Holy shit! A Twitter Takeover without Shadow?!
👿👿👿
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demonsfate · 1 year ago
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devil ijn can i huave sex wiht yuou
❝ you can't ! goodbye ! ❞
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plutoprophecy · 10 months ago
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Most babygirl hetalia character?
iceland 🙏🔥
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beesfairlyland · 11 months ago
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heyy bee!! i’m south asian too lmao. plus i was the one who asked the doubting ask!
is knowing you’re not the current illusion but awareness enough? like i don’t want to even lift a finger to do anything quite literally, i’m so you know done lmao. like i don’t want to try and work, do anything to honest. if i become aware of different illusion my current one asks “oh but nothing changed” so obviously it doesn’t see a change BC i chose one of many illusions in my stream of consciousness. but it’s all instant for awareness. so as soon i become aware of something? i (self) already has it. hope i’m correct
thank you!!
(can i be your 👿 anon)
Heyy cutiee!!💗
Ooohh glad you are south asian too!! Omgg i have soo much to speak about this lmao😭. Less goo!!
'is knowing you're not the current Illusion but awareness is enough?'
That is only what you have to KNOW....not just current Illusion but Everything in this world(unreal) exists because of YOU. There's no seperation between 'current Illusion' or the Illusion you become aware of when you close your eyes. It's all dream.
ONLY SELF IS REAL. Self is the observer.... experiencing this dream world.
'like I don't want to try and work, do anything to be honest'
Who said you have to do work or try anything huh? This is what your ego thinks that it needs to something to realise SELF.
Lemme tell you a secret.....YOU ARE NEVER NOT SELF!!
There's nowhere to reach...coz you are realised alreadyyyy. Only thing you have to do is drop all the labels you identify with. I promise it's this easy! All these thoughts are not yours. Whenever you have the urge to 'try' ask yourself who's the one thinking that it needs to do work? Does self need to do work...when it gives existence to Everything huh? NO....So just sit back and relax don't identify with this body or mind. Pay no attention. They shut up on their own.
'if i become aware of different Illusion my current one asks ...oh but nothing changed'
If you know that both are Illusions both are unreal...how can you rely on them huh? It's ego that feels like nothing changed. Uk why it didn't change coz you still identify with this body and mind. May be you just intellectually understand what's SELF but you don't KNOW yourSELF yet!! I'll tell you there's no shortcut to it. Ofcc the 'realisation' can be instant....but we've been identifying with this body and mind from yrs soo it's kinda 'hard' for us to let go if it completely.
You can never see yourSELF that's why you have to see/know what you are not! Peel off all the labels you've been identifying with. Drop every thought that you don't like.... it's your choice if you wanna be stuck in this loop of getting THERE. Guess there's nowhere to reach coz you ARE ALREADY THERE!!
Okayy lemme tell you about the ego that im experiencing rn.
Soo I've been dropping the identification from every thought. At first it was difficult to dis-identify with this ego. I was worried about her problems her misery. But slowly she realised that these are not of the SELF. she has been feeling neutral towards Everything. Few days ago this ego was feeling stuck she was like when the 'realisation' gonna come.... where's the 'progess'...when this dream gonna end...will i be stuck here forever bla bla but that too i knew this ego was feeling i let her but then i dis-identified with those thoughts....NOT MINE SORRY....I GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU SOO BETTER BE QUIET IDC.
I kept dropping Everything which i didn't want...but just today she realised that the past memories the horrible flashbacks she used to get... they've gone Completely. I don't even think about my past anymore. And today only i had two 'success stories' (eww I don't like this word but didn't have better to tell that I had that 'progress' even when the ego was thinking she's stuck)
Soo i just wanted to tell you that even when this ego feel stuck you are still making that 'progress' just don't care about what ego thinks. I promise there's nothing more to 'do'.
Hope i helped you!🫶🏻(ofcc you can be my 👿anon)
-love, bee🧚🏻‍♀️💗
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pjsk-headcanons · 9 days ago
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I like to think that at some point, Mafuyu loved psychological horror. Was obsessed with it. Anything scary with a deep meaning about depression,bullying, or worse.
I'm projecting because I relate heavily to her and one thing about how I am is psychology, whether it be in horror media or not, attracts me, but always the darker aspects about psychology. So I like to think it'd be fitting for Mafuyu
-🫀 anon if it's not taken
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cowboyhorsegirl · 1 year ago
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Multiverse Steves and the Social Media platforms they primarily use:
Ults:Twitter
MCU:Reddit
616:Facebook/Insta
Avengers Assemble: Tumblr
Avengers Academy: TikTok
1872: livejournal
Thought? Swaps? Additional Steves?
correct on all accounts except 1872!Steve uses the Pony Express lol 🤪🤠
i think you hit the nail on the head with all of these, but esp with MCU!Steve who wakes up in the future teamless and friendless (💔💔💔) and was probably constantly consulting reddit on all things 2012 :(
Gotta include EMH, but unfortunately (or maybe fortunately?) EMH!Steve does not trust/believe in social media so the closest thing he has is Substack
I also think AA!Steve exclusively uses tumblr to collect aesthetic pictures and art inspiration and to that end he also uses Pinterest
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tickletastic · 1 year ago
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nooo never delete your old fics! you might not like them (and trust me i get it) but it might be someones favourite!!
I will try not to! Some of my old writing just physically pains me when i see it in my timeline, i didn’t know until i was like 17 that fics are supposed to be in character, i had zero internal dialogue in my head about what i thought characters sounded like
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sirensplayhouse · 2 years ago
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HIII siren, it’s been so long omg. how have you been? i missed u on my feed lmao. ALSO update, i’ve been in my desired state and don’t look for confirmation in the 3D and MOST THINGS like i just think hopefully my mom/dad doesn’t shout at me (like they do be screaming at me for anything and everything 😭💀)
AND GUESS WHAT?! they don’t, it’s so peaceful 😍. I JUST KNOW ILL BE LIVING MY DREAM LIFE real soon. okay LUV YA BYE 💁🏻‍♀️🤍
(yep i just came to ramble things here, im sorry 😭✋🏼)
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ommggggg hi my love i missed you ! i’m so happy for you🥰and i know you’ll be back soon to drop your success story🕺🏾 i love hearing about y’all’s life updates 🥺
my emoji anons need to check in with me more often like✋🏾😮‍💨
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alastorrpblog · 3 months ago
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Your little precious human is still captured by me~ Is it driving you mad, Alastor~? Wondering where that precious Cassidy is?
👿 anon
I'm only giving you one opportunity to return her or I'll be going to hunt....
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