#👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾 because I'm tired of it

[eldrichthingy]

I love Wyll but like. As an average evil Dark Urge enjoyer.. he's living in a camp almost all the time in act 2 & 3 👍🏾👍🏾 as well as Halsin, but surprisingly... Halsin is much more calm about my decisions? Skjsj I DON'T KNOW HOW IT WORKS but he's just like -yeah okay I don't like it but go on. Even Karlach, although she is quite disappointed, doesn't act this dramatic?..

[creatingblackcharacters]

Thanks so much for your hard work, it’s always great seeing in-depth conversations about doing Black people justice in media 😊 If you haven’t answered this before, what made you decide to start this blog?

I have a bunch of answers to this lol so I'll just bullet point them:

Two things I sincerely hate are willful ignorance and bystanders. And so often when it comes to antiblackness in life, media, and fandom, people go "well I didn't know!" when asked why they allowed or participated in racism. Okay. Well let's address that problem! Now you've been presented with the resources. Now you have the ability to Know. Now, if you choose to do nothing, you are making a Willful Choice to allow and/or participate in antiblackness. I made this blog because I wanted to remove that excuse of "not knowing" as a reason for being racist. We've normalized antiblackness and it's time to stop acting like it's because "people don't know" rather than "people don't feel the need to do anything/are happy to benefit". Now that you know, what are you going to do?

As I have been told many times, I have the patience to do it! I don't expect my Black peers to constantly answer or want to answer these questions, because I know everyone is tired of hearing them. But I like discussing these things, and I've said it many times- as long as you are willing to learn, I am willing to speak. So... I figured I'd do it so no one else has to. 🤷🏾‍♀️ I won't say it doesn't upset me sometimes, but that's what I signed up for and I'm allowed to say that. Bc my Black peers are not crazy! We're all seeing it. So I want YOU to see it.

It's my way of contributing to the war. I've always been the one willing to point out the elephant in the room if need be. If nothing else, I go into this knowing that I had a particular skill set to contribute to fighting against antiblackness and that's what I'm doing.

I enjoy information lol. Teaching helps keep me sharp too. I've had to notice my own issues as well. So it was a bit of self challenge as well- can I communicate to y'all what I am seeing in these spaces? Can I find the dots and connect them on screen?

I think that's bout it 👍🏾

[numberonedukethomasapologist]

I love the domestic batfam fluff especially the ones we're everyone is just sleeping in Bruce's bed because of nightmares or thunderstorms

But I've only seen one or two fics of Duke and Bruce cuddles?! And I'm to lazy to make a full fic so ima yap bout how I think it would go👍🏾

-Duke most likely would have a nightmare about his parents or have a dream about his mother comforting him and he would wake up yearning for physical touch or words of affirmation

-Bruce has an open door policy since almost all of his kids have can to get in his bed or cry in his presence so he

-It takes Duke a long time after waking up to get the courage to go find comfort in Bruce because I feel like he'd have some imposter syndrome after learning about all the family has gon through together. After awhile he's just so tired an in need of comfort that he gets up and slowly walks to Bruce's room

-He stands in the doorway for a bit just staring at Bruce starting to feel a little bad about waking him up (Bruce woke up the second the doorknob rattled)

-Bruce lays still for a bit hoping that Duke will come on his own but after awhile his sits up and lifts the covers for Duke encouraging him to get in

-Duke takes the invitation and climbs in the side of Bruce and immediately scoots into Bruce's side to receive the warmth he'd been craving

-Bruce rubs Duke back and fixes his bonnet before laying down closer to Duke and pulling him into a tight cuddle (Bruce has that sixth since for what all his kids need in the moment)

-I headcanon that Duke curls into himself when sleeping so imagine Duke scrunched up I to Bruce chest and stomach and Bruce pulling the blob of Duke into a cuddle wrapped around him

-Duke like the feeling and sound of breathing and snoring since his father had the loud father snor and his mother was a soft breather and feeling their chest rise and fall against his head is comforting

-Duke melts at backrubs and yk Bruce's large hand gives the best back rubs and since Bruce has that dad sixth since he rubs duke's back and Duke relaxes into the blob ball even more eventually falling asleep

-Bruce doesn't ask why Duke needed comfort he just kisses into his hair, rubs his back, and whispers to Duke about how everything is ok and that everyone loves him and to go back to sleep

-When Bruce wakes up duke's bonnet is nowhere to be seen and Duke has unscrunched himself and is asleep on his stomach head under the pillow and Bruce just smiles down at him with all the fatherly love he has for the kid

-When Duke wakes up he cuddles closer to Bruce a bit longer as a thank you before going to get breakfast

[destinyc1020]

Confessions:

1. The BET awards made me realize that im tired of twerking as choereography 😭 its boring and seems like a dance move when the performer cant really dance or mayb their managment doesnt beleive im them. Please bring back real choreograpjy (victoria monet is a great dancer!)

2. I hope Ayo continues to succeed! The bear is a great tv show, bt i hope she is known as a movie star too (sjes great in bottoms). Ik she got a film with Luca comign out which seems to b interestin. Bt its nice that a popular young monoracial black woman is popular and booked and busy!

3. Speaking of Luca, I like that hes one of the few directors who has WOC as the lead/colead. Z, Ayo, Taylor Russell and apparemtly kiki layne in a short film. A lot of these popular directors tend to never cast WOC in their films 🙃 and its nice that i almost always see a woc in his films.

Whew giiiiirlllll.....

You spoke some truth in this confession lol. 😅

1. I totally agree. Twerking is kind of played out as far as I'm concerned. 👀 It's fine if you want to incorporate that into your dance routine, but when it seems OVERplayed, that's when I have some issues. Another confession of mine: I'm kind of sick of women (especially woc) being hypersexualized in the music industry all the time now. 🥴 It's almost as if you're not dancing half-naked on stage or singing about your "p*ssy", the music industry just doesn't even have a need for you anymore... especially if you're a black woman! 🙄 Whatever happened to black female artists who kept their clothes on? What about the MUSIC? What about artists like Aretha Franklin? Tracy Chapman? Lauryn Hill? Alicia Keys? Let me tell you, as a little black girl who grew up listening to classical music and playing piano 🎹 myself, I looked up to artists like Alicia Keys so much! 😊 I wanted to be her lol 😆 It was great seeing a black/ biracial woman playing music like that. I saw how she played piano, wrote her own songs, etc.... she kept her clothes on. She let her MUSIC speak for itself. I loved that. Still love her music to this day! 🥰 We as black girls and women NEED to see diversity in how we are presented. 😔

2. I'm rooting for Ayo also Anon! 😁 When I saw her episode on SNL, I was like wow! She's extremely talented. I hope she goes far. 🥰👍🏾❤️ I don't mind her doing film OR TV, but if she prefers TV, then I'm fine with whatever she feels she prefers to do tbh! 😊

3. You know what Anon? You're right about Luca! 😃 I had not noticed that before, but you're right. I love that he gives black women some lead roles in his films, because goodness knows, not too many directors do. 😞 I like Kiki and I really hope she goes far!

[izicodes]

Hey! I started wanting to code relatively recently, and while i still have to fully dedicate i saw some artwork you blog and beforehand i want to say i can see your dedication and skills for everything you put your hard work into, both in art and in code. i personally have found joy in creating things that are functional the same way ive found them when creating art in a way. art is more technical than people tend to assume. i graduated a designer and ive found way more fun in coding than designing with the limiting standards most companies tend to have. Id like to say your content is really motivating and i learn a lot about it, ill scavange your blog a bit more, you have great resources,,, i had a down in winter but id like to get back in track and learn! thanks for the everything and have a nice day!

Wow... Just wow. Thank you so so much!!! I read this like 10 times, a really nice message 💗✨💗✨💗

I'm really happy you like my posts! That's good, everyone has been commenting that recently so I must be doing a good thing! I'm so happy!

Art is very technical, I can agree with that for sureeeee. I don't have "natural talent" I had to teach myself art via videos and online courses and it was tiring but totally worth it! I only drew as a pass time activity, I only made a blog for it because I wanted to like "archive" my art online! I haven't drawn in a while because I've kind of traded art for knitting/crocheting 😅 but even that takes time to learn~! However, I do want to go back to digital art but only after I finish my night classes and my apprenticeship completely ☺️👍🏾

Thank you for the ask and you too have a nice day/night! And good luck on your studies in coding!! 🥰❤️✨❤️✨

[far-from-fran]

I don't think hcs should be seen as representation. That turns this into a completely different conversation.

I hc Janus as fat for personal reasons. Mainly, because I got tired of the "jolly = fat" thing. I'm not going to hc the others sides as fat just to avoid stereotypes. Yeah, I try my best to avoid stereotypes, but I'm in fandom for fun. Not representation.

I'm personally annoyed by tss fans only making Patton fat, but like, I don't think that represents fat people as a whole. Or even how tss fans see fat people as a whole.

I don't really know how to end this, so. You do you, I'll do me, and we won't do each other. /ref Take care!👍🏾

alright my controversial take is just that I hate it when people headcanon Patton—and only Patton—as fat. what is it about his personality that reads as fat to you? is it that he’s you’re uwu soft squishy baby boy? look me in the eye and give me a reason that isn’t infantilizing towards fat people.

[yallmakemyassitch]

Alright, I'm back!

Here's something for a part 2 of the Tabi x Ayana request~ (hopefully it's decent enough 😅) So...

Ayana is absolutely loving the reactions she's getting from her boyfriend. She could feel his chest tremble and shake with laughter while he squirmed helplessly underneath her.

Even for her, it was rare to hear the Russian laugh this much and in this manner. Usually it would just come out as a derisive scoff or a sinister sounding chuckle (usually at someone else's expense), not guffawing like a child watching something funny on tv or being told a silly joke.

Regardless, it was the most endearing thing she had ever heard from Tabi, and she wanted more~

When she planted a few more pecks higher and higher up the neck to where his ear was, it made Tabi let out a particularly loud, almost feminine sounding sqawk noise & his hysteric protesting increased.

(Tabi was forever grateful for the fact that Agoti wasn't there because if he had heard that he'd NEVER let him live it down. 😣)

She decided to take a break after that to let him catch his breath, looking down at him lovingly all the while.

. . .

But right when Tabi thinks the worst of it is over, he sees Ayana take in a deep breath and lower her face back down (at an agonizingly slow pace). He knows exactly what's coming and his white skull pales even more. He tries to plead to his girlfriend for mercy but it was already too late; she blows a succession of big long raspberries along the side of his neck, from shoulder to ear, even one under his chin. Tabi was completely done for after that; he couldn't even speak anymore. By the fifth one his body lays limp as his booming laughter slowly fades into silent wheezes.

Ayana knew it was time to stop after that. She leans back a bit as she watches him gasp for breath again. He puts his arm over his face to wipe away the tears that had fallen; he could still feel the tingling aftershocks of the tickling lingering on his neck, so he rubbed that away as well.

Caressing Tabi's cheek, Ayana asks, "You okay Tabi baby~?"

He opens his eyes again, "*panting softly* ... That.. that was evil..." he says while trying to glare at her, but with how worn out he was it probably looked more like a tired frown.

Ayana could hear the hoarseness in his voice, and he looked like he was too exhausted to even get up from the couch, she kind of felt bad.

"Aww... Would some warm milk make it better?"

Tabi thought about it. As embarrassed as he was about the whole thing, he couldn't find it in himself to stay mad at Ayana for very long, not when she was being this motherly and caring. And he could definitely use a drink right now.

"hm.... maybe. Can you make the vanilla milk?"

Ayana smiles and gives him a soft kiss on the cheek (making sure to avoid his tickle spots this time) "Of course~ ".

With that, she gets up and walks to the kitchen, returning with a warm cup of vanilla milk sprinkled with nutmeg not long after. Once Tabi finishes, they return to their previous snuggling position on the couch and they fall asleep content.

The End. ♡

Oh good grief I ended up writing a whole one-shot. 🤦🏾‍♀️ Sorry if I overdid it. 😅 But hopefully this will help serve as enough inspiration for what you need to draw.

I hope you like it. 😊👍🏾(stay tuned for part 3)

I've been sleeping on this for months, it's finally complete!

They made out at the end

Anyways, holy shit fellas, this took a minute to create (⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠;⁠) I wanted to add more but I wanted to get this out asap and needless to say, I had a baller time.

As my previous post suggests this is gonna be my last post for a while. I want to expand my audience and focus on other fandoms other than fnf (when I branch out, I tend to attract a lot of attention)

Stuff like Villainous, Spooky Month, Pokemon, Murder Drones, Mandela Catalogue, and OC content are some ideas I have. This won't mean I won't have fnf content (I'm especially working on my fics over my hiatus.

I don't wanna be a one trick pony anymore, I need more diverse content on my account. Anyways see y'all then, I suggest not sending anything until I return. Byeonara for now~ (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)

Part 1

[sirensplayhouse]

I've been since April and I think I'm going to leave it now, it's very tiring and instead of helping me it's destroying me, I prefer to leave it here before it ends with me, I'd like to continue because I really want it, I've made an effort, I've persisted, I've affirmed, ignored the 3d, mental diet, EVERYTHING, but I'm really tired and I prefer to leave this here :(

uhhhhhh ok ? I’m guessing you’re talking about the law , but uhhhh you can’t really ‘leave’ the law. it’s literally always working and you’re always manifesting . but ummm you should definitely take a break 👍🏾

[thundergrace]

Are you caught up on good Sam? I’m getting more disappointed with it as it goes on :/

I'm feeling just the opposite! I think it's hit its stride. Hope it can keep up the momentum!

The only thing I'm put off by is Joey and Tim's relationship. I'm disappointed in the cheating because I just don't think tv has earned that yet with queer men. I think the amount of prominent mlm relationships are still just too far and few in between and there's still a need to represent healthy romantic mlm relationships. But I'm not a queer man so I could be misreading the room on that one.

I just know that for a long long time when we finally started to get wlw relationships with screen time, they were all toxic and usually involved infidelity. Now, at this point today, it doesn't really bother me when there's cheating in a wlw pairing as a lesbian - it just bothers me as a 34-year-old tv viewer who is tired and wishes writers would have literally any other idea for romantic conflict (like, you know, Sam and Malcolm).

But yeah, these last two episodes were great to me! I just love Sam. I love that all of her relationships are complicated in a way that doesn't feel exhausting. I love that she still tends to make professional decisions with everything going on. She's very focused and fights to remain level-headed. She's also very competent and sure of herself as a surgeon and she's a natural leader. I didn't think she'd be that way because I thought this whole thing would be her finding out she is not prepared to take over her father's position and the show's run would be dedicated to her becoming ready. Emotionally, that may still be the case as she backed down because she didn't like what their competition was turning her into but it won't be because she lacks any necessary skills, that's for damn sure 👍🏾.

Joey is so deeply unlikable to me and it just hurts me when I don't love the one queer main character a CBS show is usually going to give me. But he's unlikable in an Alex Karev way that usually grows on me. Like Alex, I do understand Joey. But will I ever like his personality? I don't know 🤞🏾. But I'm fully invested in his competition with Isan now. Their last scene was hot with all the anger and posturing and I think they should have hate sex about it.

Anyway, as usual:

Sam and Malcolm 😍

Sam and Caleb 😴

[wondercourse]

i coincidentally made a vent post about this exact thing on my main. how it's just hard to be because of how syscourse bleeds into the community in every possible way. like there's so few pockets of System Spaces that don't feel like a club you have to have the right opinions, the right system, the right WHATEVER to get into that it's almost impossible to find them.

personally i don't find this to be derailing because like. yeah. these problems seep into what's meant to be the general community, so even with in it, there's people sending friendly (😒) reminders that there are acceptable targets.

syscourse just amplifies it tenfold because that's the thick of it. it's not even discourse as in discussion, it's just exhausting. even from a distance.

idk now i'm derailing a little and i might be talking in circles?? tl;dr god this tag is fucked and i'm tired 👍🏾

I wish everyone in syscourse a nice go do something that isn't frying your brain. play a game or read a book or take a niiiiiiice breath and think like 500 times before posting anything in this godforsaken tag.

[tragicxensemble]

hi, it's the anon who freaked out at finding out that you write for preston burke from grey's anatomy. i hope that you're having a good day

✨🌨️ pronouns ✨🌨️ ~ female reader please.

🤍🌌 scenario 🤍🌌 ~ reader coming home soaking wet because they helped calm down a patient that refused to go into the hospital. and reader was already on-call for like three days so reader is almost asleep on their feet but like preston takes care of them, you know, putting them to bed and changing them into something warm. (nothin smutty, just pure fluff please)

💕❄️ thank you ~ theichabbieclub 💕❄️

I enjoyed writing this! Please ask me to write more! It inspires me to improve my writing skills every time I write. 😎👍🏾 My Own Gif!

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    Sleep. It was something that I craved every second of the hour. Something that I neglected for the past three days in a row. I had already been told off by Bailey to go home and get some sleep but every time I tried to leave someone needed to be assisted. Preston was already home waiting for me and here I was wandering around the hospital when I didn't need to. I had already changed out of my scrubs for the night and was about to walk out the door when Derek called my name.

   "R/n! Before you go," Derek ran over to me, I stopped in my  tracks, "Don't forget this!" Derek handed me a paper that looked unfamiliar. "It's the case that we'll be working on together soon. But don't worry about it now. I'll tell you later. Good night " Derek spoke before leaving. Free from talking to Derek, I resumed my journey home. "Damn it..." I muttered as I forgot that it would rain soon. It looked like it was coming down hard. Sprinting in the parking lot, I tried my best to navigate my way to my car. Suddenly I heard screaming coming from the other side.

   Thinking poorly, I went over to investigate. I saw a woman holding her head and sobbing. "Are you okay?" I yelled, the rain dimming out my hearing. "He... Hit me again! I can't believe he'd do it when he said he wouldn't!" The woman cried out. I asked if I could take her int the hospital but to no avail, she refused. "I'm a doctor and I can help you! Let me help you!" Another attempt and she still wouldn't budge. "I can help you! Please, your hurt! I promised you that you will be okay!" This seemed to convince her, as she let me hold her and walk her into the hospital.

   After getting her checked in I once again resumed my journey back home. Stepping into the freezing rain I quickly rushed to my car. Rushing home, I eventually made it home. I huffed as I fumbled with my keys, then sighed when the key finally went in. I walked into the apartment and was greeted by Preston walking out of our shared bedroom. "I thought you were never gonna make it home. You told me that you were gonna be here around 8:30 and it's already 10 pm," Preston walked up to me and observed me talking my shoes and coat off.

   "Oh, gosh! You're drenched! C'mere let me take you to the bathroom and get you some new clothes. You'll catch a cold." Your heart fluttered at how adoring and caring your boyfriend was. Preston did everything for you. He ran your bath water for you and made sure to not get your braids wet because it wasn't time for you to take them out yet. After bathing you, he grabbed a nice and cozy pair of pajamas for you to wear, with the addition of matching socks. He also went out of his way and made you a cup of tea, knowing that it would help you fall asleep.

   He then brought you to the bed where you noticed that he was reading a book on his nightstand. As soon as you got in beg you snuggled up in Preston's arm. "I love you," Preston says while he held his book in one hand and rubbed my shoulder in the other hand. My snores were evident and he chuckled as he had realized that I was really tired and quickly fell asleep. Preston made sure his book was marked and he placed it on his nightstand, turning the light off in the process, as well as taking his glasses off for the night.

He got under the blanket and got more comfortable, you still in his arms. Preston let out a sigh before kissing your forehead. "I love you." He recited once again. "Mmm..." You responded as you snuggled closer to him. Preston finally closes his eyes a drifted off to sleep.

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[blkgrlchasingfit]

14 Days to Start: Doing a 1-Day 1/2 Day Juice Fast😄

I ordered a bunch of green juices (5) from Amazon's grocery delivery service + other groceries.

Time to get these insides cleaned out & ready for January 1!

I'll rate them based upon taste as I go through the day.

• Juice 1 (10am) - Greens with Envy 👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾

The pear is a lovely cover for stronger flavors (such as kale & broccoli 🥦). It's smooth for those who are seasoned green juice drinkers but a beginner wouldn't find this drink unpleasant. I give it a 3/3 thumbs up rating🙂

• Juice 2 (12:30pm) - Belly Rub Juice

This juice is spicy! They went a little heavy on the ginger but I get that it's for digestion so it makes sense. I'm going to have to sip this juice intermittently with water. I don't taste any cabbage (the "green" in this juice) simply because it's overpowered by the ginger, pear and pineapple. Not a terrible tasting juice, but going forward one I will only drink when I have indigestion. I give it a 1/3 thumbs up rating 😐

Sooo...it's 1:30pm and my stomach is fighting me😕 I feel a little bit like a loser because I couldn't make it through a 1 day juice fast😔

I feel bad but I'm not giving up! I'm going to eat a salad or have some soup then do another 1/2 day tomorrow. Despite how my ego and pride feel right now, I'm determined to make these lifestyle changes...no matter how slowly 🐌 I have to start.

I'm tired of being overweight & exhausted 😩 and I know giving up meat, dairy, soy, and grain won't be easy. But it's necessary for me to live the full life that I want.

[destinyc1020]

I guess it's concern trolling but according to these stans criteria of success ("prestige", awards. filmography) he's nobody and apparently isn't anyone's competition so why discuss him and his career choices at all? they don't rate spiderman highly and don't want their faves to do those kinds of projects so why have any feelings about someone they don't like doing it? I'm just confused at where the energy comes from when it comes to him cause he does not do anything and really isn't anywhere. He's one of the most low key young celebrities I've seen. I guess it's just hater shit but as someone who also has celebs I don't like, I would never discuss them to the extent they do him.

Same girl. I don't concern myself with people I don't like. I certainly don't go out of my way to tweet about people that I don't like on the regular.

That's why I say that most of these are low-key fans of Tom lol. 🤭

Granted, a lot of the people complaining ARE so-called fans of Tom, or came to like him and be his fan due to Spiderman, but now have grown tired and weary over the years (mainly due to comparing him with other actors 😒), and are losing their love for him because he's not performing (in their minds) to the level that they THINK he should be performing at during this stage of his career. 🙄🤷🏾‍♀️

Idk about others, but I usually never compare the actors that I like to other actors. I recognize that every actor has their own career journey.

While I might wish and hope that one of my faves gets the chance to work with a certain director, or do a particular genre of film, I'm not losing my sh*t anytime another casting announcement comes out of it doesn't fit what I wanted for them. I just go with the flow!

While I don't like seeing actors getting typecast, and while sometimes Marvel films can be a hindrance for some actors, at the same time, I DO LOVE Marvel films just in general, and if that's how I'm able to see my faves on the big screen, then so be it! 😅

As long as my fave is happy in his/her career, I am perfectly fine 😁👍🏾

If Tom were UNHAPPY doing Spiderman and hated doing the movies but was just doing them cuz that's all he's able to be getting, then THAT would be a totally different conversation to have, and maybe I would feel differently on his behalf.

But as far as I know, Tom LOVES these films!! 😁👍🏾And why wouldn't he? He gets to work with his friends and his fiancée gf all in one film! 😅

[destinyc1020]

I’m actually really tired of people imposing things on Z. That YouTube video anon sent actually pissed me off because the person that made the video commented that Z is not prioritising acting and she should take more indie roles. Why tf does she need to that? To please who exactly? She can do whatever she wants? We don’t know her goals and priorities, we literally don’t actually know what she is going through in her life, so stop comparing her to other people. Let her do what she wants and works for her. If it bothers these people so much, go and follow those people who are doing what it is they want. Like it’s not that hard.

I didn't even bother copying the link or looking at the video honestly 🙄

I totally agree with you Anon. 👍🏾

Zendaya is doing WAY more fine than most other actresses who are her peers around her age... just saying. 🤷🏾‍♀️

She's also ambassador to several high-end brands.

She also models on the side.

Like, if anything, I'm not worried about her AT ALL.

Some of y'all need to go outside and touch some grass or SOMETHING lol 😆 😂 This catastrophic way of thinking about everything (especially smthg as unimportant as someone's acting career) is going to end up giving some of you all high blood pressure when you get into your 30s and 40s geez. 🙄