#👈 struggles
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it may be the middle of the night but I'm trying to find ateez concert fit inspiration
#im struggling between my normal gothy style & dressing as ddeongbyeoli#a little worried about wearing bunny ears because im already tall & will probably wear platform shoes so the person behind me will HATE me#ateez#towards the light: will to power#concert outfit#👈 struggles#i recreated outfits of my biases for txt & p1h so maybe i should start looking at matz fits from the last 2 cbs 🤷♀️#FIN posts
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Ford loves Stan’s tits. On the Stan O’ War he’ll ambush Stan from behind and slither his hands under Stan’s shirt, past his gorgeous stomach and up his ample chest. Stan could be doing anything. Fishing, cooking, on the phone with the kids, it doesn’t matter to Ford. He’ll grope and squeeze and flick at Stan’s dusky nipples till his twin is painfully hard in slacks. Then he’ll walk away like nothing happened, leaving Stan alone with a boner he now has to take care of by himself, cursing his twins name under his breath as he jacks off to the ghost sensation of Ford’s large hands playing with his breasts.
Anyways, that’s it, that’s the post.
#stancest#can you tell my creative juices are struggling#I have so many ideas but I just can’t get myself to write them :((#cooking up a stancest heart flower au and for someone I just can’t sit down and start writing#if anybody wants to hear me yap about it let me know 👉👈#life is hard 😔😔
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Can I be real honest and admit how much it saddens me that Instagram doesn’t even let me check if my friends or mutuals liked a post or story without slapping me with “insights” and how good or bad I’m doing regarding my content. I? Don’t care? God forbid I just want to share drawings or funny stories just for the heck of it . why does everything have to be about your account’s performance.
#pix habla#being a people pleaser and struggling with being good enough makes this worse for me#not right now I’m doing so much better really#but it makes me sad to the point of tears this is all that matters#I miss simpler times when it was just about sharing stuff with friends or people who’d enjoy it#I also made the mistake of opening comments on popular posts and it’s all just ? complaints ? people asking for more and complaining when#it doesn’t cater to what they want#I’m really tired 👉👈 idk#it just feels like keeping up with the algorithm ruins art and even just people’s feelings in general#it shouldn’t be about that#Eugh#anyway I can’t even check who likes my stuff it’s just a number now#a number attached to an analysis about performance and account activity#again… that’s so incredibly depressing#but I digress pffft#:’> I’m ok just had to get that off my chest#it’s been bothering me#I see artists I look up to struggling to stay in the algorithm and it shows their art has suffered for it#it kinda hurts to see it yknow#but again. I digress!!!#-sad shimi dance- Shakira Shakira…
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This art is doing things to me
#Are they... You know......... 👉👈#atsushi nakajima#osamu dazai#dazatsu#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd s1#mine#Yesterday I spent one hour cleaning this but I'm really nowhere near to done#The canvas is just too large (834px of width) and the image way too grainy.#I can't redraw stuff if it's this grainy and even cloning wasn't getting me anywhere#Not even noise correction works...#After sleeping over it‚ I resolved that it's probably for the best to reduce the image size.#Hopefully then the lineart will be compact enough for me to draw over it#It's just. WHO HAD THE INSANE IDEA of putting illustrations under text.#Not only it's a huge shame it covers the art‚ but also... When reading the novel‚ I was seriously struggling to read the text–#that overlapped with black areas#That's such an incredibly poor editing choice I have no idea how it could get through publishing.#Publishing houses are truly insane the only way something like this could have happened is by overworking and understaffing. It's crazy#THERE'S NOT EVEN A WHITE OUTLINE. C'mon peoples.#Alright sorry rant over. Dazatsu is SO real tho ♡♡♡
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eclipse if he slayed
featuring shoe appreciation
#the girlies on dti twt said they liked my shoe layering👉👈#the sun and moon show#eclipse and puppet show#tsams eclipse#eaps eclipse#sun and moon show eclipse#sams eclipse#dress to impress#dti roblox#actually super proud of this one. kinda simple but i was struggling so hard before i scrapped it and started over#tsams#eaps
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As nice as it is to be like wow I'm so lucky to have f/o(s)! You also gotta remember that your f/o(s) feel the exact same way! They feel so fortunate to have you by their side and often think to themselves I'm so lucky to have s/i!
#pan rambles#To my dear pals and moots you are struggling rn for a multitude of reasons#Just remember that your f/os love you so so much! And I hope that you all have better days soon <3#but yeah-afjsnfjsndj#My f/os are real lucky <3 My s/is are quite the catch if I do say so myself#They're cute and funny and smart and so much more!#Quite tired bc it's getting late so I might go rest soon#But I just wanted to make that lil post#Can't wait to think about cuddling with my husband <3#Hehe! I can't help but get all happy when I remember that he thinks I'm the cutest person he's ever seen👉👈
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just found out that jungkook interacts with people who aren’t me
#cold cruel world out there tsk tsk#also lil life update friends !#working full time n going to school full time n also doing extracurricular activities is really not the move#i struggle w toxic productivity and it’s really really destroyed my mental and physical health#so ive busted my behind to save up enough money#to be able to support myself on a part time work schedule until i graduate woohoo !#hoping to have more time to indulge in hobbies#which includes being on here and writing and interacting#i miss you all dearly#ty for everything#like the fact that yall still send sweet things in my inbox when ive been p inactive for like this whole year is super nice and sweet and ye#im sorry i haven’t been responding#but i read them and they do make my day and i love you#and i hope to pick things up again soon#glimpse of us is going to be a banger i fear#ive sat on it for so long that ive perfected this storyline#from metaphors to small details to foreshadowing to non linear storytelling that all forms together in the ends yep#just need to write it which is the hard part 👉👈#but im excited#this the type of story to leave you in a funk for a few days lol and im so excited to share#hope you’re all doing well#and you are also prioritizing your health and well-being#you deserve time for yourself#not even deserve tbh#it’s legit a necessity like pls#you deserve it
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In LGP:
Does Jayce ever find out what happened to his Naruto shirt? (As in Viktor has it, cus it's just mentioned) In my head it goes like this:
Jay: Dude, I think the dryer actually ate my shirt, I can't find it anywhere :(
Vik: Oh the Naruto one?
Jay: Yeah, Y/N said she put it to wash but I can't find it
Vik: Um, I actually have that one, she gave it to me
Jay: Oh, that's great! Can you give it to me?
Vik: Yeah... Just have to wash it first...
Jay: :D... :/... Why?
Vik:...
Jay: Ew, it's fine you can keep it
(Also, I'm the anon who asked if we could ask questions, I just reread it and my brain is on fire 🔥🔥 like I even got back to drawing stuff)
Ah, but asking after the specific shirt right off the bat would be incriminating! Jayce's laundry complaints would earn a dismissive hum that forces him to specify what shirt he's looking for. A little more like:
J: Dude, I think the dryer ate my shirt, I can't find it anywhere :( V: Mmhm. J: Have you seen it? V: You have many shirts. J: The Naruto one. V: Just pick another. (said while looking at him like this is a stupid problem to have; translation: no.)
Viktor's perfectly sneaky when he chooses to be and knows what he can get away with. He's alone often enough. Smells leech out and get replaced by that of their surroundings pretty quickly. Post nut clarity is a thing. And their stuff gets mixed up sometimes. It'll turn up eventually 🤫
#point blank: he'll give it back#but whether or not he dies with that secret? hm. we'll see.#tbh that's probably exactly how the off screen conversation goes tho#anyways thank you for being patient!#in my brain it'd been like 2 weeks... I didn't realize I'd sat on this so long :')#and congrats on getting back into art!!!!#the struggle is DEEPLY familiar lmao#I hope you're having fun with it and it's not giving you too much trouble#I don't want to be presumptuous but if you have anything to show me I would love a lil poke or tag 👉👈#bri answers#lgp asks
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btw the Libertines Song Network in my head is ENTIRELY involuntary like i hear "this is not a song for lovers" & im like yeah no shit mate this is not the wolfman&bilo chart-climbing single "For Lovers"
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It may be 1:30 am for me as I'm posting this, but I'm on that grind so here's an updated bitch boy
#Ronnie Dot#my character(s)#my art#kirby series#kirby oc#chibi's kirby au#t;w eye contact#t;w eye strain#<---- putting those tags here just in case#also I may or may not be struggling on his shoes again 😅👉👈
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scammers trying to swindle artists and creatives deserve to get their head smashed in with a rock
#like bestie. i am LITERALLY living off of 140 euro a month lmao and 138 of that goes to my healthcare#everything else i have to scrape by from commissions (got zero so far!) or kind people that donate money to me (which by the way ilysm#forever and ever isaac and rei and everyone else you truly all mean the world to me)#but i just had someone try to scam me on instagram :/ and it started out so so so normal as well i almost fell for it#luckily i only take commissions through ko-fi so they immediately backed off and went oh but through paypal ill pay extra blah blah blah#whatever#if YOU are interested in a commission maybe check out my ko-fi? 🥺👉👈 links are on all my art posts!!#sjonnie.text#art struggles
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does anyone have any python experience and if yes, may i bother you please?
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Yoooo you have been improving your art sm!! It looks amaaaaazing❤️ especially the previous artwork of the trio *^*
OOHHH THANK YOU THANK YOU 😭
#that means so so SOO MUCH to me....👉👈🥺#I'll be honest I've been struggling a bit with getting motivated to draw :(#i appreciate y'all for still sticking around--even if im not doing a whole lot#asks#anon ask
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I'm so desperate for attention rn I want people to reach out to me, but also it takes me FOREVER to respond because. depression XD
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fictalkfictalkfictalk
#like the clown i am i spent half the night awake trying to come up with a way to make the olli/allu modern-day royalty AU work out#my first idea was to try and make it similar to my college AU with POV chapters and shit#but i quickly realised it wouldn't work out for the same reason i'm still struggling with the gran hotel AU:#unlike with the college AU i don't have a clear character arch for everyone#e.g. i can't for the life of me think of a way to link the joel/niko side plot to the main plot to make it make sense#and idk what joonas' role would be other than to occasionally hook up with olli and fangirl about aleksi and pine for joel#soooooo it thought i could instead make it a series of shorter stories? if anyone out there is seriosly interested in reading this AU? 👉👈#like. the first one would obviously have to be a little longer since it's the establishment for the whole AU#so far i have an outline for a 6-chapter story from olli's and allu's povs. basically just them getting together#and the rest of what i have planned for the AU would be standalones or shorter establishments?#because if i were to include EVERYTHING in one fic it would most likely end up being +20 chapters lol#and no way in hell would i have the patience for that 💀#that way i could just time-jump to the scenes i want to write the most lol#instead of having to try and weave them together to form a longer coherent plot#i mean i looooooooove slow burn and all that but i don't want to overwhelm myself by starting to write something#only to realise 32k words later that i have no idea where i'm going with it D:#(my ski jumping rpf fic says hi 🙃)#but by writing individual shorter stories it would be much easier for me to handle the plot while also advancing it#because the storyline in my head is so extensive that i feel like i can't fit it all in just one fic#at least in a way that i would be satisfied with 😭#i can make them get together in 6 chapters with no trouble#but for them to actually form a secure relationship and get messed up in all that tabloid drama and face the prejudice of the royal family#until eventually getting their happy ending? yeah nope. gonna need at least 20 chapters for that lmao#and if i wanted to advance all the sideplots on top of all that? yeah nope 😵#with individual stories i could just write all the joonas/tommi and niko/joel (and unrequited j/j) as spin-offs! yay problem solved! 😇#pls don't get your hopes up though lol i may love planning fics but writing is another story entirely 😂#but yeah. watch this space?#or maybe i'll just continue writing random pointless olli/allu standalones whenever i get a burst of inspiration. we'll see 👀
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Good morning gamers!! Hope you're all doing well! As for me, I'm thinking about this bastard again-
#pan rambles#He looks good-I MEAN HAHA DID Y'ALL HEAR SOMETHING?#Jokes aside though. Knowing what a fashion disaster S.anji can be... I'm pleasantly surprised his egghead arc outfit isn't awful#I was fully prepared to have some awful color combo but it's actually nice#Blue and Yellow... That's also my s/is color scheme ahem-#talking about anythind related to the end of Wano or anything past that makes me 👉👈 A bit#Bc Panchi/S.anji officially start dating at the end of Wano#“Panchi did it really take over 1000 chapters?-” YES IT DID#They're both stubborn idiots who struggle to put their emotions into words! especially feelings of affection!#They'd sooner take a deadly hit for the other than admit they like each other! and the fact the two are so stubborn doesn't help#They're both incredibly flawed but they both grow to the point where my s/i can finally confess-#Ahem that was long ny apologies!#Ask me about S.anji/Panchi and you'll get a whole essay and sometimes even some of my writing-#I'm so normal about these two (Lying)
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