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liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell

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the reason I read fanfics

how does conan say it ah yes:

I'm only looking just to live through you vicariously. I've never been in love seriously

picture this

me, you, one of us sits on the others lap

I place my arms over your shoulder, our foreheads meet

a song we both like plays in the back, and you have a fond smile on your face

leaning in and there is a peck

we wake up, it is just a dream

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picture this

me, you, one of us sits on the others lap

I place my arms over your shoulder, our foreheads meet

a song we both like plays in the back, and you have a fond smile on your face

leaning in and there is a peck

we wake up, it is just a dream

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I fear your adoration as much as I love you

am I just on the aromantic spectrum or do I fear to be tied down, do I fear commitment ?

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I wish I was like Ink

There to leave a mark

perhaps a stain - perhaps something pretty

yet I know with who I am I'll never manage that

perhaps I am fine with it now, learned to be used to it yet I still wonder what if I wasn't

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And every fibre of my body wants to erase what it once was and disappear from the memories of others to restart it all again in the hopes next time it will be better

it won't...

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when Pinterest poetry and you have the same idea

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— nipuna (via @nipsyyy)

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I get sad in the sunmer

then I remember I do so aswell in Spring

in late March and early May

then I remember that also the cold months give me the blues

What about Fall

Perhaps the stress of school and what will come keeps me distracted

but I think I am sad there too

I am often sad

I think I am depressed and I don't know how to quit for I don't know anything else

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It is 8pm and I am sitting in my room with you giggling on the other side of the world and I can't stop grinning at how pretty it sounds

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Michael x Mike (TMA FANFICTION)

updates slowly (very slowly pls yell at me to update it again)

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Well jokes on all of them I'm all of them

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"how do you get stuff done?" bitch with tears in my eyes 😭

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Guysssss

Funniest thing ever noticing you pretty much live off, validation and words of affirmation aswell as confirmation is pretty much a killer to stay satisfied bout one's works

Aka I'm more codependant than I thought.... help

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When your humor wanders into the "help I'm mentally unstable" and the "cyno kind of jokes" bad

....like that's when I noticed my humor is wack