#🐍( DEOK-SU ) this is hell. what are the rules in hell?
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 2 years ago
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❝ you are a lot smarter than i look. ❞
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--- it was admittedly true that jang deok-su had had a little bit too much to drink. he could feel his thoughts start to blend together and he started to sweat lightly under his shirt. that was how he knew that the alcohol was doing the trick. the phrase that left his mouth deserved to be recognized as a streak of absolute genius. you are a lot smarter than i look. if he’d been in a better and clearer state of mind, then deok-su might have recognized the blunder, but he did not this time around. in fact, he found his statement to be downright too funny for words. a laugh erupted from his mouth, as he asked the nearest person: “i’m just a goddamn genius tonight, aren’t i?” 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 2 years ago
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❛ how are you fine ? how are you just completely fine? i am ruined, ok? i am dead, i am wrecked ❜  (mi-nyeo & deok-su)
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--- now that mi-nyeo was further into her pregnancy, deok-su was spending even more time at the home that they--- and their daughter--- had created together. however, deok-su also enjoyed spending time with gi-hun and sang-woo, and right now, he was leaving their place and headed back to his. when he opened the door, he was ambushed with a wave of anxiety from his partner that he had not expected. it did not seem like this wave of emotion could be chalked up to his beloved’s increasing pregnancy hormones either. “hang on, hang on. try to talk slower, aein. take some deep breaths, would you? we’ll figure this all out, yeah?” deok-su pulled mi-nyeo into a tight embrace, and he held her there in the space of his arms until he heard her trying to breathe like he had instructed. “now, try to tell me what is going on, all right? i’m right here, and i’m not going anywhere.” 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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--- “my god, you are ONE HOT MAMA!” deok-su never failed to make an entrance, that was for sure. pretty much the whole night, at gi-hun and sang-woo’s wedding, he was attached to his wife-to-be by her hip. he was whipped for her, he was smitten with her, he used to hear the whispers; now, he didn’t shy away from them. all of those claims were true, and he felt no shame. how could he, when he was going to marry the hottest woman in the world who also happened to be fucking smart, downright hilarious, and always interesting? some men grew bored of their partners; that was never going to be a problem that jang deok-su would have to face. “i feel like we’re two hot parents, out on the town! thank god we got that SITTER, right?” deok-su grinned, reaching for his date’s hand, so that he could kiss the back of it. as much as he missed their daughter, it was much-needed for the two of them to get out and to have a little fun on their own. at least, as much fun as mi-nyeo could have without being able to DRINK. that had to suck. “i won’t drink, if you don’t want me to,” deok-su suggested kindly, out of solidarity. “we can both be SOBER at a wedding. not words that i ever thought that we would say, but, hey... IT’S BETTER FOR THE BABIES, so we can both LIVE WITH IT, right?” 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 2 years ago
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--- deok-su was in the midst of one of the most important moments in his life, and, unlike his FORMER self, he actually recognized it as such. his twins were minutes or hours of being born. he already had a gorgeous daughter, and a FAMILY that felt next to perfect. sang-woo and gi-hun were still in the waiting room, helping to babysit, as was ga-yeong. within some time, deok-su was able to take a break, heading into the waiting room so that he could deliver his guests with an update. ga-yeong was the first person he reached, and he wanted her to be in-the-know about what was going on. “the twins should be here within a couple more hours, the doctor says,” deok-su said, the wide smile on his face unmissable. “i’m going to have THREE CHILDREN, ga-yeong,” he continued, emphatic in his all-too-visible JOY. “can you believe that?” 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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--- DEOK-SU WAS GRINNING LIKE A FOOL. he could not remember the last time that he’d felt so giddy. it was possible that he’d never experienced this level of joy. he’d deny it, if asked about it, of course. because he was meant to detest the woman who was DANCING with him now. the strobe lights and loud music flooded the club that MI-NYEO had dragged him to. several sets of eyes were staring at them, but he paid them no mind: all that he cared about was the woman whose legs were wrapped around his waist, while he hoisted her into the air. “you know... i don’t think that this is how a person is supposed to dance,” the man teased, referring to the fact that only HE was guiding their movements, since she was wrapped snugly against his midsection. deok-su took a moment to SPIN HER AROUND, chuckling as he admired just how carefree and adventurous his companion was. he bit his lip, hesitating for a few seconds, before he said what he did. “i think that you’re BEAUTIFUL, you know.” he’d never told her that before. “no matter your age. 49, 39, 19. it does not matter to me.” he preferred a WOMAN over a girl, anyways. 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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--- deok-su’s grin was far too wicked for the romantic scene that he was planning. it was as if flames consumed his black eyes, before a spark had even been lit. the man was standing before a FOREST, looking into its depths, sharing a smoke with the man who was becoming... his best friend? was it possible that... that was what CHO SANG-WOO was becoming to him? he could not be too far off about that speculation, because it was sang-woo whom he’d informed first about his plans to propose to HAN MI-NYEO. “look at this place,” deok-su said, grinning mischievously. “get this... i am going to arrange a bunch of tree trunks into the message: MARRY ME, MI-NYEO?” deok-su gestured with his hands from the trees to the sky, before meeting sang-woo’s gaze again, to get a sense of what he was thinking. “this whole damn forest will come down with that message of MY LOVE FOR HER...” 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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“Sometimes, I miss that giddy optimism.”  (deok-su & ga-yeong)
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--- deok-su nodded. he didn’t know what it was like to ever have been all that optimistic. ironically, it seemed that he and ga-yeong might have inverse experiences. she’d felt more optimistic during her childhood. during his childhood, he remembered being miserable. that was true of most of his adulthood, too. now, he was happy; and mi-nyeo was making him far more optimistic than he used to be. “i hear where you’re coming from,” deok-su tried to empathize, even though he hadn’t had a happy childhood. “i bet it was hard NOT to learn some of that optimism, growing up with the dad that you did.” it was a quality that he admired, within certain contexts, from seong gi-hun. “still, you’ve always known better judgment than your old man,” deok-su complimented, and it was something that he would have told his friend himself, to his face, without regret. “as lovable as he is, he’s too trusting. you don’t suffer from that problem, ga-yeong, and that’s a GOOD thing, in my book.” 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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--- DEOK-SU LEFT THE HOSPITAL FEELING ASHAMED OF HIMSELF. he climbed into his car and drove home ashamed of himself. and he felt ashamed of himself now, too, standing where he was: in front of MI-NYEO, who must have been waiting for him in the kitchen of his apartment, where she often spent the nights. “i... went to the hospital,” he began to explain, staring at his feet while he spoke, too embarrassed to meet her eyes, at the moment. “the doctor there told me that i had a panic attack.” the diagnosis still did not make sense to him, but... he figured that doctors weren’t wrong as much as they were correct, right? deok-su forced himself to look up then. “it wasn’t right of me to run. i... have a hard time with things like this.” he didn’t know how to put it into words, having never been the loquacious sort, but he hoped that mi-nyeo would take mercy on him, if she would not take pity. was it possible that she would try to understand where he was coming from? “i... never had a FAMILY of my own.” his own folks had kicked him out as a child, and ever since then, he’d learned that he needed to grow a hard exterior in order to survive. on the streets, he learned that being loved did not put bread on the table: only FEAR and deception did that. “i’m sorry. the doctor lady talked some better sense into me, and...” deok-su felt his heart skip a beat again, out of fear, but he forced himself to work through it. “i... would like to meet your DAUGHTER, mi-nyeo.” if it was important to her, then it was important to him, too. 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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❛  the  idea  you  had  of  me ,  who  was  she ?  ❜  ( mi-nyeo & deok-su )
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--- “you sure that you want my honest answer to that? seriously?” deok-su chuckled, before he nodded, as if to say ‘all right. you asked for it.’ “i thought that you were really goddamn annoying. you wouldn’t shut up. not even while we were fucking. i would’ve almost been impressed, if i wasn’t so goddamn annoyed with you.” even though his words were harsh, his tone was light, and there was humor flashing across his dark eyes, as he looked across the bed at the woman whose hand he’d asked for in marriage. “but, more than that, i thought that you were fucking smart, so when we were on a team together, i knew that we wouldn’t have to worry.” that was why his screw-up, in the games, had been so royal: he’d underestimated her, and in the end, it costed him his life. both of their lives, it was true, but at least she’d lost hers due to her own AGENCY. “my less thoughtful answer is that when you told me that i was good-looking, i was like... ‘is she being for real? because she’s goddamn gorgeous.’” deok-su grinned, admiring mi-nyeo, even now. “i still think that LAST PART about you, you know.” 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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sender sprained their ankle so receiver sweeps them into their arms to carry them to get treated. (deok-su & ang) 
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--- deok-su hadn’t thought twice about it. once ang had confirmed that it hurt too much for her to walk, jang deok-su simply scooped her up into his arms and started walking. it would take them at least ten minutes to get back to his car, so that he could drive her to a clinic, but that shouldn’t be too much trouble. HE WAS AS STRONG AS HE LOOKED, and he could feel his friend LOOKING at him, as he carried her as if it was the easiest thing in the world and she didn’t weigh any amount more than a feather did. “what?” deok-su asked, meeting her surprised wide-eyed gaze, assessing her expression, before the reality of her thoughts dawned on him. deok-su SMIRKED, clearly amused, because he could read angie’s mind--- that she was realizing just how STRONG he was--- seamlessly. “don’t go and FALL IN LOVE WITH ME, captain garza,” deok-su teased, following the path and minding the loose stones under his feet. “if you do, you’ll have a VERY POSSESSIVE pregnant korean woman on your hands, and believe me, you don’t want to piss off MY HAN MI-NYEO.” 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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--- “well... this is the most embarrassing moment of my life.” deok-su relented a sigh, his cheeks burning red, before he buried the reaction, running his fingers through his hair to diffuse the tension that he was feeling inside. he was seated on a table in one of the exam rooms in the local hospital. the attending doctor was a young woman with silver hair. she had a kind voice: not that he trusted people who presented with such innocence. “are you sure that i did not have a HEART ATTACK?” deok-su barely understood what the words ‘panic attack’ meant. all he knew was that he felt like a royal pussy, spineless and weak, for needing to go to the hospital because of something going on in his head. “my chest got all tight and... i swore that i couldn’t breathe. my vision got blurry.” she was going to ask him WHY he thought that his symptoms had set in, deok-su realized, feeling his heart clench. what kind of prick was he to admit that it was because mi-nyeo had informed him about a BABY that his body flipped out and started to malfunction? he couldn’t stop the reaction if he’d wanted to. 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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--- DEOK-SU could not believe that he’d been killed. AT ALL, in truth, let alone by some pathetic, desperate, hooked little woman. a woman who had gotten her claws into him, in more ways than one. he hated MI-NYEO with all that he was. he despised her. he wanted nothing but eternal suffering for her, wherever she was in the universe. but at the same time, part of him respected her for what she had done, even if that involved murdering him. it took guts. it took gall. it took all that she had, because it killed HER, too. he had wanted her once, he knew. he could want her again, if she came back. could she? he wondered. would he KILL HER or KISS HER, if she did? he didn’t know. he really did not. when he encountered the person on the street, he immediately puffed up his chest, and got into their face, when he noticed them beginning to size him up: or was that his own paranoia rearing its ugly head? “listen here, sunshine,” deok-su started, turning his tattooed neck, so that the other could get a good look at the symbols that lined his skin. “you do not want to start with me today. because your blood would look good smeared on the pavement.” 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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--- “do you know WHY i brought you here? i mean... why i chose this place specifically?” of course, it would have been too easy of an answer to claim that he’d only brought mi-nyeo here because it was VALENTINE’S DAY. deok-su shifted where he sat on the blanket that they shared at the top of a steep set of hills-and-trails. where they currently sat, they were overlooking a vast SEA OF FOREST: up ahead, trees looked like ants, and the blue sky seemed endless. “i brought you here because this location REMINDS ME OF YOU.” deok-su gave a soft, romantic smile, as he squeezed his pregnant partner’s hand and gazed ahead of him again. “whenever i come to this place, i feel at PEACE, which is the same feeling that YOU have given to me, ever since we were first together.” no one else had been able to surface such feelings of CALM in jang deok-su before han mi-nyeo did. “all that i have, all that i am, I OWE TO YOU.” the man’s eyes were watering during this rare moment of his vulnerability. “i am a better man because of you. i am a husband and father because of you. YOU ARE ALL, in my eyes.” if he didn’t have han mi-nyeo, then he didn’t have a damn thing that was worth fighting for, he was certain. 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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--- following his meeting with cho sang-woo, deok-su had rushed... HOME. the residence that he shared with mi-nyeo and his adoptive daughter was a home. that was a striking realization that needed to be set aside, for the moment, so that the man could prioritize PROTECTING his found family. as he hurried through the door, he was relieved to find mi-nyeo sitting on the wooden floor of their living room, smiling as cho-hee rolled and played. the briefest of smiles twitched to life on his lips, before the look faded. not wanting to frighten their child, deok-su approached his partner as nonchalantly as he could, but his eyes gave him away, as they always did: there was FEAR swimming there. it was a look that resembled the one that he’d given when he’d realized that mi-nyeo’s iron grip was not going to budge from his hips, and that HE WAS GOING TO DIE. “mi-nyeo,” deok-su began, swallowing hard. “i just saw sang-woo. he told me something troubling. we need to talk about... WHAT WE WANT TO DO.” deok-su was speaking like a changed man: he was transforming from one who was wholly self-focused to someone who valued the collaboration and input and help of the woman he loved. 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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--- deok-su could have cried at the purity of this moment. in fact, he knew that he wasn’t dry-eyed, as he positioned cho-hee against his hip, and hoisted her up, so that she could see her mother better, where mi-nyeo was laying on the chair in the examination room. “mommy deserves better pillows than these ones, doesn’t she, pumpkin?” deok-su asked their daughter, half-prepared to shout for the doctor to return, but that was when he noticed a more precious and important opportunity. “do you want to try?” deok-su asked cho-hee, after having received permission from the radiologist tech. “daddy did this last time. see, you take this WAND here,” deok-su gestured, placing the object in cho-hee’s little outstretched hand. “and you put it on your mama’s BELLY. be gentle. if you move it around a little, you’ll be able to see your BROTHER and SISTER, on the screen, over there,” deok-su shared, pointing in its direction. he locked eyes with his bride-to-be and offered her a tender smile. 
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drunkcnsunlight ¡ 3 years ago
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--- there were several people over sang-woo and gi-hun’s place, and other than having mi-nyeo and cho-hee around, he felt like he stuck out like a sore thumb. deok-su did not think that he wanted to be here, even if it was a holiday. still, where mi-nyeo wanted to go, he would follow. all of the guests had been given glasses of fine RED WINE, and deok-su did not know what to do with his glass. he eyed the beverage inside of it warily, looking ahead to see mi-nyeo chatting away gladly with gi-hun. that was when he saw sang-woo hesitantly approach him. “hey, man. you can relax. i’m not going to attack you or anything.” deok-su did not blame sang-woo if his first instinct was to fear or hate him. he had not exactly set up a stellar reputation for himself in the other’s eyes. “hey, listen... do you happen to have something stronger than this?” he eyed the glass of wine in his hand. “maybe some WHISKEY?” 
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