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[the-kinfesssional]

reading kinfessions is so comforting in a way cuz like its all anonymous but just knowing that theres other kins/id's like me with similar issues is so comforting in a way.

like im very sorry to say that when i see someone post about feeling bad for what they did in media, i feel quite validated because i too did some rough things. but its nice to not be alone(in a sense) =)

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That's also kind of why I started a blog for this.

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Was it ever really love?

Summary: You break up with your fiancé, and right after you throw your engagement ring at him, you go to Toto's room... 

Pairing: Toto Wolff x fem!reader 

W/C: 6.3k

Rating: +18, age gap, size kink, dirty talk, light dom/sub, oral sex (fem receiving), squirting, edging, choking, drooling, biting, breeding kink

TWs: dubious consent in the end (the reader is so consensually fucked out that TECHNICALLY she's not in the right state to agree to anything)

A/N: I mean... So that happened. Exactly what's in the rating. You are responsible for the media you consume, so if you're not into it - please scroll away :) Oh yeah, and it's like 90% smut.

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- Isn't it enough that I am telling you that I've never cheated on you!? - you were sure everyone in neighboring rooms and the corridor heard what you were fighting about.

- Apparently, it's not! How can I believe you if you're always with him!? You always run to him to sign something, pass the documents, and make sure he remembers about the meetings! For fucks sake, you do that even in the middle of the night, when you're in bed with me!

- Yes, BECAUSE THAT'S MY FUCKING JOB! IT'S LITERALLY IN THE DESCRIPTION BECAUSE I'M HIS FUCKING ASSISTANT!!! - you couldn't help raising your voice, because it definitely wasn't the first time you were fighting about it.

- OH, AND YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT YOU'RE THE ONE ASSISTANT NOT FUCKING THEIR BOSS!?!? - this conversation wasn't going anywhere, but neither of you was going to stop now.

- YES!!! THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I AM TELLING YOU!!! - the stress of another lost race was getting to the both of you, and it was just too much. - Wait. Is that what it's all about!? You don't believe me, BECAUSE YOU'RE FUCKING YOUR OWN ASSISTANT!?!? - it suddenly hit you, and you started to connect dots in your head quicker than Sherlock Holmes. - Oh my fucking god, you are... - you had to sit down not to fall over.

- What gave you that idea? - he asked much quieter but equally angry.

- And you're not even denying it... How the fuck I could have been so fucking blind. Maybe you're right, maybe I was spending too much with him to notice that you are SUCH A FUCKING BASTARD. YOU MOTHERFUCKER!!! YOU CHOSE THE FUCKING DATE! - you stood up again and with a speed and intensity of a tornado, you started throwing your things in your bag. - YOU CHOSE THE FUCKING VENUE!!! – fortunately, you didn't have much to pack, since it was supposed to be just a weekend trip. - YOU STARTED MAKING A GUEST LIST!!! - you moved to the bathroom to get your things from there, and he didn't even try to stop you. - ALL THAT, WHILE YOU WERE FUCKING SOPHIE!?!? - he still hasn't denied that, and that was all you needed. - You know what...? - you closed the zipper of your bag with such vigor that you almost broke it. - We're fucking over, I'm done. And just so we're fucking clear - I never slept with him. Not even fucking once, you motherfucker. - it wasn't the best of your insults, but you no longer cared. You took off your engagement ring and threw it at him. - Here, give it to Sophie, I bet she'll love it since she took you second hand. - he didn't even try to stop you when you took your things and left. You were still fuming, and you honestly didn't know what you were supposed to do.

If anyone looked at you, they would be hit with a ricochet, and that wouldn't be good for anyone if you wanted to get another room in this hotel. And then it hit you. You knew exactly what you were going to do.

You marched down the corridor to the suite you were in so many times and with determination on your face, you knocked at the door. It was already late, but you knew he wouldn't be sleeping just yet, so you weren't afraid about waking him up.

- Y/n..? What do you need? - the door finally opened, and you had to look up to look Toto in the eyes.

- Funny you should ask. I need you to fuck the anger and frustration out of me. - you surprised not only him but also yourself with your boldness.

- I'm sorry, what? What about...? - he was clearly meant to ask about your now ex-fiancé, but you cut him off.

- We just broke up. - you motioned to the bag hanging currently on your arm. - So? Are you going to do it, or will I have to find someone else? - the adrenaline from the fight was still running high in your veins, that's why your voice wasn't shaking.

Instead of responding, your boss grabbed the strap of your bag and used it to pull you closer. You couldn't help but smile when you kicked the doors closed and he pushed you against it. You didn't even notice that the bag landed on the floor because he was already kissing you hungrily as his life depended on it, and you gave in... Well, at least for now.

His arms caged you against the door, which with his much taller figure meant that there was no way you could get away without him allowing you to do so. While the kiss was frantic and impatient, his other moves were much more calculated, because he put his knee in between your thighs, and started rubbing your crotch through the thick material of your jeans, but even that was enough to make you moan into his mouth, which only made him smile.

- If I knew you were such a horny pretty little thing, I would have done that much sooner... - he growled, bit your lower lip, and pulled on it, and you had no choice but to follow. And you did…

You kicked off the shoes off your feet and grabbed the front of his shirt, stopping him from moving further toward the bedroom, and while your bottom lip, was still locked in between his teeth, you aggressively sucked and bit his top lip, while reaching for his hands and putting them under your ass. You didn't have to say anything more, because he lifted you exactly when you jumped and locked your legs around his hips, which also meant that your faces were on a similar level now and he no longer had to crook his neck at the uncomfortable angle just to kiss you.

While he was walking in the direction of the bedroom, you started to unbutton your Mercedes-branded shirt, revealing a soft, see-through white bra, which left very little to the imagination. It didn't have any complicated lace pattern, but as soon as Toto saw it, he stopped kissing you and with his teeth grabbed one strap and pulled it down, and then the other, making it easier for you to take it off completely, but you knew he did that just to indulge himself because he didn't break the eye contact even for a moment and gave you a cheeky smile right after.

When the top part of your wardrobe landed somewhere on the floor, you finally moved to his. Due to the position of your hips, you couldn't unbutton it all the way, but he was already ahead of you. Sure, he could put you down, but the other option seemed much more fun, so he tossed you a bit higher into the air and moved his left arm, so now your ass was resting against his forearm, while his right was snaking under the white material. You pulled the shirt up just as his hand was on its way back to your butt cheeks. You maneuvered the material around his head and down his right arm, so he could take it off completely, and when he did, you were finally able to feel his hot skin clashing against yours. You could almost hear the blood rushing through your veins when you rubbed your whole torso against his. which got you a low growl deep from his chest.

You rested one hand on his shoulder, while the other found its way to the back of his neck, and you pulled him closer, catching his lips in yours. It was scarily easy to lose yourself in him, but right now you were far beyond caring and there was no time or space for any feelings between you two right now.

Only a few seconds passed since you kicked the doors closed, yet somehow it felt like a small eternity filled with so many sensations... The taste of his tongue on yours... His natural scent filling your nostrils and making you lightheaded... His hot skin under your fingers and against our body... His hands, kneading your ass while gently moving you up and down, forcing you to grind against him... His rough kisses leaving your lips puffed and oversensitive... It was like he knew exactly what you needed and was giving it to you without any questions.

- Be a good girl and unbutton your jeans... - he whispered in between the kisses, and you happily obliged, sliding your hands over his naked torso, until you got to the band of your trousers and undid both the button and the zipper. He slowly moved first one hand under the material and then the other, so there was another point of skin-to-skin contact, and you realized you were finally in his bedroom with his legs touching the edge of the bed.

He gently put you on the sheets; the tenderness in this move was contrasting so much with everything both of you were doing up to this point, which surprised you a bit. Especially when he slowly started pulling your pants and underwear down, kissing, licking, and biting every new patch of skin that showed up on your right leg, and it somehow turned you on even more. And when you were completely naked in front of him, he went right back up, marking every part of your other leg, until he stopped on the inside of your thigh, so close to your core.

- Are you sure you want this...? - he asked quietly, giving you one last chance to back out. And you knew that if you chose to do that, he would have never mentioned whatever just happened. But you not only wanted it… You needed it. You needed to get rid of all emotions, to forget, to throw away all the stress and anger currently bubbling under your skin.

- Yes, I am sure... And don't hold back, I need to feel anything but emotions. - you added, although based on his actions leading to this moment, you suspected you didn't need to.

- Your wish is my command... - you couldn't help but smile at the sight of the devilish grin that sprawled on his lips, but instead of being rough and messy, like he was just a few minutes ago, he started gently licking your slick from the outside part of your folds... You could feel the scratch of his unshaven five-o-clock shadow on the inside of your thigh and his warm breath just where you wished his tongue was, but he was merciless and meticulous as if he wanted to savor every little part of you. And with every lick and every gentle suck, you were getting more and more sensitive, so when he finally dove in, you were already panting, grasping the sheets in your hands, and you simply couldn't stop squirming and bucking your hips, even when he bit the inside of your thigh as a warning.

So instead of following your unpredictable moves, he wrapped his arms around your thighs in an iron grip so you weren't able to move your hips even by an inch... And he went right back down, pulling you flush against his mouth and keeping you there, no matter how hard you tried to react, to move even closer, or away from the sudden overstimulation. His tongue was circling around that sensitive bud, focusing a little bit more on the place just above it and it made your vision go white.

- Ffffuck... Just like that... Don't stop, don't stop, don't stop, don't stop, don't stop... - and he definitely didn't. He also didn't slow down or sped up, because he was experienced enough to realize that when a woman was telling him not to stop, it didn't mean to change anything, so he did just that until your whole body curled up. You squeezed his head with your thighs and grasped his hair with your hands so hard, that it actually hurt, but even then he didn't stop completely, licking your juices while you were trying to catch your breath, and when he felt your body relaxed in his arms, he picked up the tempo again, determined to make you forget everything but his name.

The sounds his tongue made in between your soaked folds were lewd and obscene, but you didn't have time to focus on any of that, because you could feel the second wave approaching much quicker than the first one. This time you looked down, and your heart skipped a beat when you saw his piercing dark eyes drilling into your soul with such intensity... You realized you won't be able to walk straight after the things he'll do to you, and just the thought of it was enough to push you over the peak and you couldn't help but to break the eye contact, because your eyes rolled back...

You could feel the electricity running through your body until it reached every single nerve ending, sending you into such an overstimulated state, that even the slightest touch hurt. His arms locked around your hips felt as if they were made of metal, his tongue was made of fire, his 5 o'clock shadow became rough sandpaper, the sheets under your back were made out of tiny spikes, the air in your lungs felt like steam and yet... He didn't stop. And what was more important - you didn't tell him to stop... You wanted him to pull you to the top and push you over it again, and you knew he was more than capable of doing so. And he did just that... Only this time you almost blacked out from the intensity of it, but you could still feel the release of the accumulated pressure deep inside you. You didn't process why, but you felt him chuckling against your skin, and only then you realized that he was actually swallowing your release. Which could only mean...

You almost immediately hid your face in your hands from embarrassment... It was supposed to be a quick one-night stand with your boss, an act of revenge towards your ex-fiancé. But here you were. In his bed. Squirting.

Toto finally released his grip on your hips, so you could move again, but before you were able to do anything, you felt the weight shifting on the mattress, and you could tell he was crawling up.

- Such a tasty little pussy you have there... You've been holding out on me, dear. - he said in a voice deeper than you've ever heard him use, while slowly moving your hands from your face above your head, where he held them both in only one of his, while the other found its way under your chin and forced you to look at him. - Here, see for yourself... - he growled and leaned down to kiss you. Technically you could turn your head away, and tell him to stop, but after coming three times in a row, most of your inhibitions went out of the window.

You could taste yourself on his tongue... And honestly - you were pleasantly surprised. It was a bit sour, but not overwhelmingly so, with a hint of actual sweetness. You didn't know what you were expecting, but it wasn't this. And even though the taste quickly faded away from both of your mouths, you couldn't stop kissing him, while his free hand slowly traveled down your body, taking a short stop to gently squeeze your nipples, but when you bucked away from his touch there, he stopped and pulled slightly away so he could look at you, his eyes instantly full of familiar softness.

- Are you in pain? Tell me. - he demanded, and you wanted to hide your face again, but it would be hard at the moment. He didn't know you well enough to know what your boundaries were, and he didn't want to assume anything.

- I am not in pain... - you whispered. - Well, not like that. I'm fine, I promise. It's just... They're really fucking sensitive when... - you could feel your cheeks heating up.

- When...? - he urged you to finish that sentence.

- When I'm ovulating. So, if we could skip touching them, I'd be grateful. - you wanted to end this conversation as quickly as possible, but his devilish grin told you that he already had a plan.

- No touching it is... - he echoed. - At least for now... And tell me if anything I'm going to do will be too much. - you nodded, and as soon as you did, he moved a bit lower, so his face was lined up with your breasts. He very gently blew on one of your nipples, the cold air making it slowly tense and rise, which made you blush. No one ever showed you this kind of attention, so it was completely new.

You couldn't take your eyes off your boss, who was currently letting his saliva drop from his mouth directly onto your nipple, and as soon as it touched your skin, you felt the soothing coldness, which made you rapidly suck a substantial amount of air through your nose. Just as you did that, he gently blew on your wet skin again, and you couldn't stop a soft moan that escaped your mouth.

He continued doing that to your breasts until both were covered in a cold, slick mess, and you were squirming under him, because it just felt so good... You knew it shouldn't be, but somehow, he found a way to make it hot.

- I am going to touch now, but as soon as you tell me to stop, I will. Do you understand? - he asked, and you nodded enthusiastically, hands still above your head in his iron grip. He started on the outside of your breasts, gathering what was left of his saliva, and the contrast between your cold skin and his hot tongue made you arch your back, pushing everything closer to him, in search of that sensation again.

He was using just his tongue and his lips, making sure not to accidentally scratch your skin with his cheeks or chin currently covered in a rough stubble, since you've said you were sensitive to the point of pain. Your body was asking for more in such a pretty way that he couldn't say no, so he tested the waters and very gently run his tongue directly over your nipple, and when he heard the loud, obscene moan that left your lungs... It went straight to his cock. But tonight, wasn't about him... It was all about you. And he wanted to spend time getting to know your body better; to see how it reacted to his touch, where to push, press, where to pull, and what to do to get a reaction out of you.

You didn't know that, but he thought about having you for so long... All the long evenings together, you always being so close, the white branded shirt hugging your every feature so nicely... How could he not? There were times when his fist was closed around his cock as soon as you left the room, your subtle scent still present in the air, and he honesty couldn't count how many times he thought about you in the morning, under the shower, in the garage, in his office... So many places to fuck you, but you were unavailable… A forbidden fruit hanging so low, that he could practically taste it... But you were happily in love, and even though he knew he could make you much happier than that idiot, he didn't dare to do anything. Until you fell from the tree right onto his lap, and you were all his to take, to mark, to...

He let out a low growl to stop his thoughts from galloping where they shouldn't, instead focusing on your beautiful moans while he very gently sucked on your nipples, blowing on them from time to time to soothe the pain with coldness, and never spending too much time just on one... After all - he didn't want to hurt you, just to test your boundaries. And by your reaction, he could tell that he was far away from breaking you, so he slowly moved his hand down and gently rubbed your overstimulated clit, making your back arch into his touch.

You were relaxed enough from the previous orgasms, that he could start stretching you with not one finger, but with two, dividing his attention equally between your breasts and filling you in search for this sweet spot on your front wall, and when he found it... Music to his ears...

He would have never suspected that you would be so vocal, but here you were, moaning, begging, pleading, screaming for more, and he just couldn't refuse, so he added the third finger, filling you up more. There were tears streaming down your cheeks, leaving behind light streaks of mascara that was supposed to be waterproof. Gentle pain was mixing with extreme pleasure, his soft tongue and his rough fingers, his hot body and cool air... All the extremes were colliding with you in the exact center of it all. You were ready to fall apart, just to be built up again, and as if Toto was in your head, he began to put more pressure on your clit with his thumb, and that was enough to pull another orgasm from you, and you suddenly found yourself sitting and tightly holding his head against your chest, with your face in his hair. You didn't register when exactly he let go of your wrists, but you were finally free to touch him, to feel him, and you took full advantage of that, letting your hands run over his back.

- Fuck you're good... - he didn't say anything, the smirk on his face telling you everything you needed to know, and you shook your head with disbelief because you couldn't believe the cockiness. He knew he was a confident man, but this was different... - Thank you for that... I should... - you started, but the fingers that were still inside you started slowly moving again, making a beaconing gesture against your wall, and you inhaled sharply once again.

- Oh, darling... I'm just getting started... Have you honestly thought that I will just eat you out, stick a few fingers in your pussy, and that will be it...? - he teased you, playing just the right chords on your body. - Now that I finally had you, tasted you... I'm not letting you go so easily. - if his thumb wasn't putting constant pressure on your clit and his long fingers weren't filling and stretching you so nicely, maybe you would have been able to form coherent thoughts and say something. - And it would be a shame if your pretty little cunt missed out on something else stretching it and filling you to the brim, hmmm...? - you dug your nails in his shoulders because that was all you were able to do. He was learning your body so quickly and skillfully applying that knowledge in practice.

You were a perfect mess... Panting, too exhausted to even moan, and he hasn't even properly fucked you yet. Your hair was sticking to your face, and your whole body was covered with a thin layer of sweat, which was supposed to cool you down, but the fire he lit inside you was too strong, too hot, too overwhelming... It engulfed you whole, and there was no coming back; not when you knew how he could treat you... Just before he made you cum for the fourth time, he stopped, and the needy cry that left your lips was music to his ears. It was right then and there that you realized there was no chance that you wouldn't be back for more. And he was more than willing to give you everything you needed...

- Toto... Please... - you whispered against his neck, your hands holding to his body for dear life, so desperate for him to finish what he just started, but the devilish grin on his face told you that he had other plans. He gave your body a moment co calm down just enough so his next touch wouldn't push you over the edge again, and he started to tease you once more, this time purposefully missing that sweet spot on your front wall, while his fingers were still filling you ups so nicely, the burn of stretch almost completely non-existent. His thumb was grazing your clit from time to time, just enough to keep you on the brink of orgasm, but not enough to give you the release you so desperately wanted. And he kept you in that state for so long, that all the thoughts slowly started to disappear from your head, leaving behind only flaming heat and want.

- Oh, look at you... Such a desperate little slut and just for me... I bet he never got you to that state, didn't he...? - you could only shake your head, his words barely reaching you. – You’re so cock starved that you would let me do anything with you, just to have me inside you, wouldn’t you...? - you nodded enthusiastically and tried to reach down to unbuckle his belt, but he swatted your hands away. - Tell me first... - you weren't in a state to make any decisions... When your friends told you that they sometimes felt like a feral animal in heat, you thought it was just a figure of speech, but here you were... So overstimulated yet so filled with a specific need that your thoughts weren't your own; all that mattered was getting filled. - Would you let me cum inside of you...? Fill you up so much you would be leaking for days...? - you had no control over your nodding head, but everything he was saying sounded amazing. - Put a baby in you, mark you in every way possible so everyone everywhere will know that such a perfect little cunt belongs to me? - you weren't sure if you even stopped nodding in between questions when he was peppering your neck with soft kisses that felt like butterflies made out of fire, and you could have sworn that every little kiss left behind a bright red mark, but that wasn't possible... was it...? - You truly don't know what I'm talking about, don't you...? - his devilish smirk only made you giggle. - Oh baby, we're gonna have so much fun... - he growled and finally got his fingers out of you, brought them to your mouth and you started to suck on them eagerly, chasing that newly familiar taste, while he undid his trousers with one hand and freed his cock, but you were too focused on the fingers in your mouth to even realize what just happened.

Only when you felt something smooth running slowly in between your folds, you realized that you were finally about to get what you needed. You gently bit his fingers from excitement, because you had no other way to release all the emotions bubbling under your skin, and as soon as you did that, he took the fingers out of your mouth and roughly grabbed your jaw to the point of pain. He forced you to look him in the eyes while he was slowly entering you, with your lips parted in the shape of a perfect "o".

Even though you were drenched, and he took his sweet time preparing you, there was still some pain. Not enough for you to ask him to stop, not in the state you were in, but enough for you to need a moment to adjust, which he seemed to understand because instead of moving, he leaned and placed a soft kiss on your lips, such a contrast to the words he said just a couple of minutes ago.

You wanted nothing more than to grind against him, but being pinned down under him made that difficult, although he seemed to read your thoughts, because his hand slipped down your body until it reached your knee, brought it up, and pinned it to the mattress, opening you up even more, making the burn a bit more manageable. And then he slowly started to pull out... At first, there was still that uncomfortable feeling, but as soon as the head of his cock run over that sweet spot on your front wall, your whole body twitched.

- There it is... There is my greedy little slut... - he whispered with a satisfied smile on his face. If you were able to think, you would probably wonder how the hell he managed to stay so composed while you were a leaking mess with nothing behind your eyes, but all you managed to do was moan when he entered you again, slowly picking up the pace, and moving his eyes down. - You're taking me so well, darling... Your pussy looks so beautiful all stretched out around my cock, I really wish you could see it in all its glory... - his words were entering your brain with one ear and almost immediately leaving with the other, but that didn't matter... What mattered was the fact that you were so close you could almost taste it, and every time he dragged his head in and out, he was getting you closer and closer. - One day I'm gonna fuck you in front of a mirror just so you could see up close how perfect your cunt looks with me inside you, but for now... - he moved his hand from your jaw to your hand and brought it to your abdomen, covering it with his own there. At first, you weren't sure why he did that, but then you felt it... Your skin was bulging and stretching every time he entered you; you could feel the outline of his cock and now you regretted you haven’t seen it before he started fucking you.

And then he caught your gaze, and put more pressure on your hand, and by extension - himself and this simple thing were enough to send you rushing in the arms of another release, while he was holding your hand in one place with an iron grip. He didn't even slow down when you squirted again, wetting the bedding and his trousers with your release, he just pushed and pushed, and pushed, until you had nothing else to give, and yet he still managed to take even more.

He changed the positions a little bit, wrapping his arms under your shoulders to find more leverage, and started hammering into you at a brutal pace, while you were still high on your last orgasm, and you weren't even able to form even a simple "please". With your walls still spasming around him, it didn't take him long to finish, and when he did, he pushed deep into you, holding you in an iron grip, so there was no chance you could escape even if you wanted to. He harshly bit the place where your shoulder met your neck, leaving behind a mark that would definitely bruise soon, and just as he did that, you could actually feel his warm cum spraying against your wall, which ticked just a little, but that was the last thing on your mind.

He was still panting when you moved your hand to his neck and pulled him into a deep kiss. No words needed...

Eventually, he turned around, pulling you on top of him, careful not to slip out of you... His arms were wrapped tightly around you, keeping you in place, while your legs were spread around his hips.

Slowly but surely, your brain started to become your own again… You placed your hands under your chin and started thinking about the consequences of what just happened.

- Toto...? - you eventually said, your voice deep, raspy, and almost broken from all the moaning, screaming, and crying.

- Hmmm? - he asked, not even looking at you, but his thumbs started gently caressing your skin.

- Do you really want a kid? - he raised his head and looked at you with his eyes barely open.

- Not just any kid... - he replied. - I want you to bring our child into this world. And I don't want to stop just on one... - he smirked, and you smiled in reply. He knew that about a year ago you tried to get pregnant with your fiancé, and how excited you were to be a mum. A few times he was the one to actually drive you to your appointments, but even though everything was ok with you, you never managed to get pregnant with your now ex, which - from today's perspective - was more than fine.

- Then we better make sure it will take... - you knew this was crazy, but you actively chose not to think about it too much, which wasn't that hard with Toto's hands gently turning you around, switching your position and moving both of you from the wet patch of your doing, so both of you were on your side with your back pressed tightly against his torso. He finally kicked his damp pants off completely, so both of you were naked.

Even before he started slowly grinding against you, he was already growing inside you, which was a sensation you’d never felt before. You could feel your juices mixed with his release slowly dripping out of you and around him, but he did his best to fuck it right back into you. His left hand was on your abdomen, so he could feel himself through your skin, and he gently wrapped his right around your neck, putting a small amount of pressure. Not enough to cut either air or blood supply, but enough so you could be always aware of its heavy weight there.

This time he moved much slower, savoring every feeling, and focusing more on himself than on you, but you honestly didn't mind. Even though your thoughts were much more coherent there were still stumbling in that pleasant fog filling your mind. You moved your hands to cover his because you needed to hold onto something, and it seemed like the most logical option to not let go of reality because everything felt like a perfect dream. His moves were hitting all the right spots, forcing the air out of your lungs, the warmth of his breath pleasantly hugged your neck, where he put his head, while your own was currently resting on his shoulder, your lips so close to each other, that one turn from either of you would be enough for a kiss.

His movements were sloppy and irregular… You weren't able to predict when his hips snap again and the tip of his cock would grind against your g-spot, so you couldn't prepare for it and all you could do was react to whatever he was doing to you. This time both of you were much quieter... No loud moans, no screams, no desperate cries, it was much more... intimate - with barely audible whimpers, deep breaths, and unspoken pleads and promises.

It took him a while to widen his movements so more of him was leaving your body, which made you hook your feet behind his calf in involuntary reaction because you honestly didn't know what you wanted or needed to do. You just didn't want this moment to stop...

You finally turned your head and caught his lips in a messy kiss, while his movements quickened, and his fingers put more pressure on both your abdomen and the artery in your neck, slowly restricting the oxygen supply to your brain, making it even harder to think, but in the end... wasn't it exactly what you asked for...?

You weren't sure if he was able to manipulate your body to that degree or control his own so well, but he squeezed your throat harder and pushed on your lower abdomen at the same time he reached his peak, so the two of you came in the exact same time. As soon as you felt your walls spasming around him, he released the grip he had on your throat, allowing a fresh dose of oxygen to flood your brain, making your orgasm much stronger. You felt the muscles in your legs tense up, and your hips pushed back, taking his cock even deeper. Your back so hard, that he actually had to use his muscles to hold you in place...

And then you collapsed in his arms while he held you flush against his body, gently rubbing your abdomen with his fingers, like he was trying to ascertain if he was able to already get you pregnant. Logically he knew it wasn't possible to tell that fast, but it didn't stop him from imagining a new life already growing inside you, the mere thought of it making his cock twitch.

When you finally came down from cloud nine, you reached back and put your hand on his neck and pulled him into a sloppy kiss, trying to turn around, but he didn't let you, because he didn't want to risk even a drop of his cum leaking out of you.

- You did so well... - he whispered straight into your ear. - Your pussy took me so perfectly that nothing in the world could compare, and I'm never letting you go... From now on - you're mine. Do you understand? - the growl in his voice should scare you because even so fucked out you could tell that there was something dangerous behind it, but somehow... His claim on you made you feel... safe. So instead, you smiled and nodded in reply, and he started to leave deep red hickeys anywhere his mouth could reach in that position.

Your whole life had just changed...

And you couldn't help but love it. 

A/N 2: Please don’t feel obligated/pressured to reblog, because I write mostly for myself. A comment would be appreciated though :)

Love,

G.

[toooster]

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[roryculkinluvr]

Don’t know if you’ve written about this before, but I saw your recent post abt tying Danny up and wondered if you could write a fic about that? You’re my fav Rory writer 🫶🏻🤍

𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐃 𝐔𝐏 ˚ ༘♡ ⋆｡˚

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: sub dan cooper x mean fem dom reader

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆: smut, sexual themes, oral sex (m receiving), bondage, mommy kink, humiliation kink, overstimulation, darcyphilia.

𝐍𝐎𝐓��𝐒: thank you for saying i’m your favourite rory writer that literally made my day, you’re so sweet! i really hope you like this, idk how to feel about it, please lmk your feedback ♡︎

“what are you doing?” danny asked as you pulled a strand of duct tape out of the roll, ripping it whist making eye contact with him. you walked towards your boyfriend who sat on the couch and kneeled in front of him.

“you’ll see.” you teased. “put your hands out danny.” he obeyed you hesitantly. you wrapped the tape around his wrists, looking up at him innocently. his eyebrows furrowed as anxiety flooded his senses.

“you’re scaring me.” he croaked, trying to break free from the restraint. his frantic movements caused his hair to fall out of place, which you found attractive.

you tilted your head to the side. “want me to stop? was gonna make you feel so, so good.” you purred, rubbing his thighs.

“no don’t stop.” he shook his head. “please.” danny studied you, trying to figure out what you were going to do next as you stood up and slowly removed your clothes. the look of you in just your bra and underwear made his mind run wild.

you kneeled back down, resting one hand on dan’s thigh and unzipping his pants with the other. “good boy…” you said in a low, sultry voice. “are you gonna be a good boy for mommy?” you asked him.

“yes momma… i’m always your good boy.” dan answered. his nerves almost turned him on even more, all he wanted was your mouth on his cock.

“then lift your hips for me baby.” he did as you said, you pulled down his pants, revealing his obviously hard cock which was covered by his boxers. “you like that, not knowing what i’m gonna do next, not having control.” you teased, brushing your hand over his clothed dick.

“yeah i do momma.” he responded, you smiled up at him before pulling down his boxers. danny was painfully hard, his cock wet with pre cum.

“so hard for me.” you purred before placing a kiss on his inner thigh. “y’look so pretty with your hands all tied up.” you pecked his skin again, he hummed in pleasure.

your sloppy kisses so close to his throbbing cock made him incredibly desperate for your touch. “momma please.” dan whined.

“hm? i thought you were scared baby, now you’re begging?” you taunted.

“stop, just touch me please. it’s too much teasing.” dan begged.

“i am touching you… do you want me to touch you somewhere else?” all he did was nod. “well if you want me to touch you somewhere else… i’m gonna need you to use your words.”

“want you to touch… my cock… please.” he told you.

“good boy.” you replied, biting back a smile. dan sighed in pleasure as you began to stroke his shaft whist leaving light licks on his tip.

“thank you.” dan huffed. you took his tip in your mouth, swirling your tongue on it, making his breath shudder.

you took your mouth of his tip, making him whine in annoyance. “could probably make you cum so fast just by touching your tip.” you scoffed before taking bobbing your head up and down his shaft, hollowing your cheeks.

loud high pitched moans and whimpers left his mouth almost immediately, danny was always very vocal.

you looked up at him and his head was tilted back, not looking at you. noticing this, you replaced your mouth with your hand. “what, what are you doing? why’d you stop?” dan whined, fumbling his words. he looked down at you, finally meeting your eyes.

“you gotta look at me danny.” you ordered, slowing down the pace of your hand on his cock.

“i won’t be able to last much longer with you looking at me like that.” he admitted, cheeks pink from shame.

“really? you can’t even take my mouth alone? so pathetic.” you mocked.

“no m’not pathetic, i can- i can take it.” he said, more speaking to himself. you nodded before placing your lips back on his cock, making sure his eyes met yours.

“feels so good mommy...don’t stop…please.” dan spoke in a whiny voice, filled with desperation. drawn out whimpers left his mouth as he struggled to keep his eyes on yours. you began bobbing your mouth up and down his cock faster. “ugahhh fuck thank you, feels so fucking good, fuck momma.” he cried. dan’s chest rose and fell quickly, embarrassment filled his brain as he couldn’t take it for much longer. you felt his dick twitch inside your mouth before warm cum spilt down your throat, you swallowed every drop.

“can’t believe you came so fast, you’re so sensitive today. does being scared turn you on or something? you like being tied up like this? huh?” you taunted. he nodded shyly. “what did i say about using your words danny? thought you were a good boy.”

“yeah i like it and i am.” he revealed, his voice quiet and breathy, still calming down from his high.

“you’re what?” you questioned. you knew exactly what he meant but you got off on making him feel pathetic.

“i’m your, i’m your good boy.” he replied. his eyes widened as you stroking his shaft at a rapid pace. after a couple minutes, poor danny was so overstimulated that he could feel himself about to cry. you were being so rough with him. “ahhh, don’t know how long i can last momma fuck fuck fucughha.” with that, you just started going even faster making tears stream down his face. he was so shaky, hips jolting into your hand.

“are you crying danny? really can’t take it?” you asked him.

he shook his head, unable to form an entire sentence. “i- ahh i can.” was all he could say.

second later, he came all over your tits. you took two fingers and picked up some of his cum off your chest and sucked it off your fingers, whist looking him in the eyes. that alone could’ve made him finish a third time.

“did so good for me baby, such a good boy.” you cooed, before standing up to kiss his forehead. you stroked his hair whilst praising him for taking it so well.

“thank you, thank you so much momma.” he panted, smiling at your compliments. you gently removed the tape from his wrists before cleaning him up.

[xxpurplebunxx]

AHHHHHH💋

[darlingofvalyria]

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[ofdemonessence]

Girls's Night of Demon Summoning

[Img: From left to right, Jo, Jas, Mina, Trin, Ellyn, Delia, Elysia, & Greta]

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[philosophicallie]

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🫀 𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒏 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒏; ahga 🧠 they/them/their/theirs/themself; siya/siya/niya/nila/kanya 🫁 22 years old; leo sun / leo moon / leo rising 🎀 pinay bakla; biliterate tagalog writer 📌 plural; disabled; autistic, pots, pmdd (a cyclical disorder) 🪭polyamorous bisexual queer, genderfluid nonbinary �� taken x2; (closed relationship) 💞 fiancé (𝐟𝐫𝐲)

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[bunnyrafe]

i’m sorry someone quite literally labelling themselves as a slut for older men & complaining about daddy kinks is taking me out😭

ohhhh kitty. thank you for saying it so i didn’t have to.

[the-kinfesssional]

im trying to figure out kintypes right now and im having a hqrd time and i just feel so eugh not being able to put a proper ' label ' on it but all of my identities/kins are so different but i still feel like theyre all connected and like i have at least ONE kintype, like idk bro

like how would cody, mal, raj(tdi), nina hopkins(slenderverse), hajime, ibuki, possibly celestia(danganronpa)and streber(spooky month) fit together in any way

maybe im misunderstanding kintypes or smthing but like, idk i just FEEL like gheres smthing connecting at least some of them cuz theyre all me but its like ugh

-💋🐇(could i claim this combo??)

Yeah sure

And dude. You don't need to have everything connected, maybe find tropes in common? Like, me with ice power dude's YK.

[h-c-u]

List of tags

Here you will find a list of the most common tags I use on this blog with a short explanation.

Below the cut, there are specific kinks and trigger warnings. If you'd like me to start using a specific TW in the future, please reach out. If the TW or a specific kink is not listed here, there is a very high chance, that it wasn't used on this blog yet.

#private stuff - relates to me as an author or a person. So anything a long absence, my takes on things that are unrelated to fandoms, etc.

#my writing - in short - stories, POVs, elaborations on suggestions, etc

#ask G. - any post that includes an ask that was sent to me via this blog. I will also try to remember to tag the person who sent it, of course, if they weren't anonymous.

#prompts - story ideas that didn't come from me. (ex asks, challenges, etc)

#music - posts that contain links to playlists or songs

Because we all know how Tumblr is, I gotta get a bit creative :)

#🧸 - aftercare #🖤 - age gap (explicitly stated) #🏴 - anal sex #⛓ - bondage of any kind #🐇 - breeding kink #🔌 - butt plugs #🔇 - choking #🍦 - creampie/unprotected sex #🧰 - daddy kink #🎤 - dirty talk #🥪- dom/sub #💕 - double penetration #👓 - exhibitionism #💋 - marking (hickeys, bitemarks etc) #💄 - mommy kink #😛 - oral sex #⛔ - orgasm denial #🔨 - pegging #📞 - phone sex #🎀 - praise kink #🎖- rank kink #📏 - size difference #🔥 - smut #🖐 - spanking #📐- threesome #🔴 - usage of gags #👀 - voyeurism|

CURRENT TAGS TRIGGER WARNINGS:

#TW: Blood #TW: Cutting #TW: Depression #TW: ED #TW: Grieving #TW: Miscarriage #TW: Panic Attack #TW: Rape #TW: Scars #TW: Self-Harm #TW: Stalking

[iincantatorum]

delia tags

[roryculkinluvr]

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐋𝐊𝐄𝐑 𝐅𝐋𝐔𝐅𝐅 𝐀𝐋𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐓 *ੈ✩‧₊˚

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: charlie walker x fem reader

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: brief mentions of smut and perv! charlie without detail.

·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒: i changed a few things from the original template that i used, i hope you all enjoy this! also should i start a tag list?

𝐀 = 𝐀𝐃𝐌𝐈𝐑𝐄 ┆what do they admire about you?

charlie admires everything about you. he genuinely thinks you’re perfect despite your “flaws” or “imperfections.”

if i had to choose something specific, i’d say charlie admires your ideas and opinions. he loves the way you think and express yourself, and the way you word things.

𝐁 = 𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 ┆what’s their favourite body part of yours?

he’s obsessed with your entire body, obviously. but he especially loves your eyes, stomach and your boobs.

𝐂 = 𝐂𝐔𝐃𝐃𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 ┆do they like to cuddle?

he doesn’t like it, he loves it. charlie is huge on physical touch and could lay with your body intertwined with his for hours. even just hugging you makes him feel so safe.

𝐃 = 𝐃𝐀𝐓𝐄𝐒 ┆what is their ideal date?

charlie’s ideal date would be taking you to a drive in movie but instead of new movies, it would be a marathon of all of your favourites.

𝐄 = 𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 ┆how do they express emotions their to you?

he’s very expressive when it comes to positive emotions but charlie gets embarrassed when he’s upset. he’d probably try to hide his negative emotions until it all hits him at once :(

𝐅 = 𝐅𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐘 ┆do they want a family?

charlie has a dream of growing old with you. maybe you’d have kids, maybe you wouldn’t. he would never pressure you into wanting to have kids if you didn’t want to, but he’d probably want one or two when you’re older.

𝐆 = 𝐆𝐈𝐅𝐓𝐒 ┆how do they feel about gift giving and what are their habits regarding gift giving?

charlie adores gift giving! he wants to let you know that he thinks about you and that he pays attention to what you like. he’d be so nervous giving you the first gift, afraid you wouldn’t like what he had picked out for you. after you assured him that you loved the gift, he didn’t stop giving them to you.

like i said, charlie pays close attention to what you like so if you mentioned a certain food you love, he’d bring it to you. if you told him about something on your wish list, he’s show up at your door with it the next day.

𝐇 = 𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐒 ┆when do they like to hold hands?

charlie will hold your hand anywhere and anytime. not only does he just love having his hands on you at all times, he also wants everyone to know that you two are dating.

𝐈 = 𝐈𝐍𝐉𝐔𝐑𝐘 ┆how would they act if you got hurt?

he would hate seeing you in pain and try his best to take care of you. he’d lay in bed with you, watching a horror movie that you’d both seen way too many times and constantly check up on you, making sure you’re okay.

𝐉 = 𝐉𝐎𝐊𝐄𝐒 ┆do they joke around with you?

all the time. he’s so sarcastic with you, especially when he’s flirting with you. charlie lives for banter.

𝐊 = 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐒 ┆how do they like to kiss?

if it’s in public, charlie will give you short, shy pecks on your lips or your cheek — he also loves when you kiss his forehead when you’re saying goodbye.

but when you’re in private, he’s so passionate. he’d kiss you so slowly with his hands all over your body. he’ll trace sloppy kisses down your neck and chest, leaving marks all over your tits.

𝐋 = 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 ┆how do they show their love?

he shows his love through acts of service and physical touch. emphasis on physical touch, he always has to be touching you in some way, even if it’s just your shoulders touching as you sit beside him.

𝐌 = 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐎��𝐘 ┆their favourite memory with you.

charlie’s favourite memory with you is the first kiss you both shared after admitted your feelings for each other. it was so refreshing to kiss you after years and years of waiting. that kiss quickly turned into making out, you lips were so desperate for each others as you both gasped for air between kisses.

𝐍 = 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐄 ┆what’s their worst fear?

charlie’s worst fear is hurting you, mentally or physically. he does everything he can to avoid it. even if he hurt you by accident he would feel completely and utterly horrible.

𝐎 = 𝐎𝐃𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐘 ┆what is one quirk they have?

charlie secretly bites his nails when he’s nervous and thinks it’s embarrassing.

𝐏 = 𝐏𝐄𝐓 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 ┆what do they call you?

i don’t think charlie is huge on pet names, probably just “beautiful” or “baby”.

but if it’s in bed, oh he’ll call you all sorts of names

𝐐 = 𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐘 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 ┆how do they like to spend their time with you?

charlie likes kind of just existing in your presence, if that makes sense. you could just be studying or reading, not paying attention to him at all and he’d love just being there, with you.

that being said, obviously his favourite thing to do with you is movie nights.

𝐑 = 𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐌 ┆what music would they listen to?

charlie walker is a alternative rock/grunge music lover and no one can change my mind. he’d listen to the smashing pumpkins, deftones, nirvana, weezer, i think his favourite songs would be as follows:

silverfuck by the smashing pumpkins

mascara by deftones

drain you by nirvana

undone - the sweater song by weezer

𝐒 = 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐒 ┆how open are they with you?

because you and charlie where friends before you got together, he’s pretty open with you. but when it comes to his perversions, he keeps most of those to himself…

𝐓 = 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 ┆how long did it take for you two to get together?

a longgggg time, like years. charlie definitely had a huge crush on you since you both met. as we know, he’s not too good at making first moves, so he’d be far too nervous to ask you out or even flirt with you before you gave him hints that you were interested too.

𝐔 = 𝐔𝐏𝐒𝐄𝐓 ┆how do they act when you’re upset?

even if the reason you’re upset isn’t his fault whatsoever, he will apologize. he’ll wrap his arms around you, rubbing your back and letting you cry into the crook of his neck. “i’m so sorry baby, you don’t deserve to feel like this. i wish i could make it better.” he’d whisper.

𝐕 = 𝐕𝐀𝐔𝐍𝐓 ┆do they like to show you off?

YES YES YES!!! charlie will always show you off. he’ll brag about your achievements when you’re too humble too. he’ll walk with you hand in hand, so everyone knows you belong to each other.

𝐖 = 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐑 ┆would they fight for you?

obviously yes, charlie would do anything for you. even before you started dating, he’d defend you.

when guys would say perverted things about you, he’d threaten them (which is kinda hypocritical lol).

𝐗 = 𝐗-𝐑𝐀𝐘 ┆how well are they able to read you?

charlie’s not stupid, but he’s clueless. the majority of the time, you have to tell him everything straight up or he won’t pick up on it (especially when it comes to flirting).

𝐘 = 𝐘𝐄𝐒 ┆how would they propose?

after you had been together for years, he would drop ┆ hints on wanting to get married. he’d have this huge grand gesture planned and he would always wait for the ‘perfect’ day to ask you to marry him. poor charlie would put it off constantly due to his fear that you’d reject him. eventually, you’d pick up on his hints and you’d be laying beside him in bed, about to fall asleep and you’d be like “do you wanna get married?” and he would be like “are you serious.” and you’d nod and he’d get all frustrated with himself cause he didn’t get to suprise you.

to make charlie happy, you’d tell him you would “forget.” and let him go through with his plan.

𝐙 = 𝐙𝐄𝐍 ┆what calms them down?

when you play with his hair. he’ll lie his head on your chest when he’s overwhelmed and you’ll stroke his hair or run your finger through it. it makes him feel at ease.

he also has on oral fixation lol

[xxpurplebunxx]

AHHHHHH💋

[darlingofvalyria]

alright my loves, so I thought I could really overcome this slight icky feeling I've been having for days, that turned into a cough, then runny nose, but now it's developed into a full fever so sjdhjshd, I won't be able to write in the couple of days, so sorry! Hopefully I feel better soon because my head is pounding but I've been craving writing for days now.

Queued posts of my reading is still live on @witchofthevale! I might slow it down if I still feel like shit.

Have better days, mi luvs 💗