#🎀: Cassie Howard

[fallnfaery]

cassie howard they can never make me hate you

[midnightpsychos]

“Just leave him Grace, he’s always like this; he’ll eventually come to his senses and trust me it doesn’t take him that long to make up his mind” Cassie to Grace as she looked up at Nate being his usual self, yes she did want them both but she would never force either of them into a relationship with everyone of them.

When Nate got to Cassie's house I pulled him aside before going to Cassie. "Look she's like really broken up about this. She's scared Nate she doesn't want to lose us. I think we need to be there for her show her we love her and we will do whatever it takes to be with her. And in all honesty I'm not opposed to being in a throuple with the Nate Jacobs I'll admit it your hot as shit I just never liked you because I knew Cassie did and I didn't want to lose her to you. " Grace spoke softly so Cassie didn't hear. "We need to go in there and be strong for her even if you don't like this Idea I know you love her."

[slowthunders]

‘we need more problematic and complex characters’ you guys couldn’t handle billy hargrove, cassie howard, nancy wheeler, mickey milkovich, karen jackson and skyler white

[midnightpsychos]

I’m here to cheer up @predatorymaniac with a euphoria starter from Cassie

What was she thinking when she invited her best friends boyfriend over after Nate told Cassie that he had some news or whatever about him and Maddy to which it sparked Cassie’s interest to know what exactly was going on with them after finding out that Nate had came into Maddy’s house and held a gun to Maddy’s head unexpectedly.

Her door bell ran and because her mom was flat out sleeping on the couch, it was more or less a good time for Nate to come over so they could ‘talk’ about Maddy and hoping they nothing would progress between the two of them alone in her room together. Cassie was dressed in some pink pj’s as she walked down the stairs trying not to wake up her mom from the deep sleep she was having.

She opened the door and greeted Nate normally, whenever an incident happened between Nate and Maddy, Cassie would always get two completely different messages from the both of them and what happened between them and in all honesty - she was sick of hearing Maddy saying “he’s a jerk but I love him and he can be so sweet at times”

Cassie picked up some clothes that were left on the floor before letting Nate come into her room. Lexi wasn’t in either because she had gone to hang out with Rue and Jules, so it was just her, Nate and her mother in the house - Cassie closed the door to block out any snoring that was coming from downstairs.

With both of them sitting on her bed the silence was the worst feeling ever, it was just the clicking of the clock that that was left in Cassie’s room while she was growing up. There were pictures of when Cassie once was happy stashed up on her makeup table of her family looking like a real family but when people took a closer look at the Howard’s, they realized that the family as a whole was just a mess built up on lies. 

Cassie had to learn the hard way of not being able to get whoever you want and that’s when she met Maddy, Cass looked up to Maddy as someone who was a goddess compared to the likes of Cassie herself which really shook her confidence. Basically long story short, Cassie wanted Nate - no - she craved for his touch but she could never saw that to either Maddy or Nate due to them being the ones in an on and off relationship throughout high school. 

Considering that they were just about to graduate, it was like everyone’s body’s were trapped as the kid versions of themself, Cassie looked like she had been dragged through hell and back while Nate managed to stay hot but was broken as all shit inside to which he masked it up by being the ‘jock’ everyone thought he was destined to be. After a massive debate on whether to break the silence or not, Cassie decided to break it but little did she know that her and Nate would began a secret relationship while he sorted out who he wanted (either Cassie or Maddy) because he simply couldn’t have both. 

“So, what was this thing you needed to tell me? It did seem important because you’re meant to be hanging out with Maddy and you’re with me which is not weird at all” Cassie asked Nate as she tried her best not to jump all over him and make him hers once and for all, she was in the mindset of being ‘fuck it’ and decided to go for Nate just doing it via baby steps. What could be the harm in having some fun? Cassie thought to herself.

[kobiksplayroom]

Agere Headcanons: Cassie Howard from Euphoria

Thank you to @regressor-wicked for the prompt list. Moodboard is mine but pictures are from Pinterest.

Tw: talk of trauma

🩵 how did they find out about age regression? did they stumble upon it online? did a friend tell them about it?

Cassie learns about it in therapy. Her therapist mentions that she thinks it would do her some good and at first she brushes it off. But later on she does some research and decides to try it out.

🎀 do they have a specific age or range they regress to, or do they just go off vibes?

I'd say she regresses to ages 2-5! Sometimes older like to 10 but it depends

🩵 why do they regress? is it trauma or stress related? do they regress to go back to simpler times, or to create new memories? what causes them to regress?

It is definitely stress and trauma related. She wants to go back to the happiness she felt being an ice skater and not like an object for men. But she also wants to create nice memories, memories with a safe father figure. Memories where she feels loved.

🎀 is their regression more voluntary or involuntary? do they ever regress without realizing it?

It can be both, when she's upset and having a meltdown it is involuntary. It's usually then that she doesn't realize she's regressed. But she also likes to intentionally unwind with a cartoon and some milk in a sippy cup.

🩵 do they ever find themselves only regressing partially, or do they fully drop when they regress?

It depends how upset she is, sometimes she can be fully regressed. When she's doing it voluntarily it is usually partially.

🎀 are they a stuffie or a blankie kid? both? neither?

She still has a bunny stuffie she had as a kid. Now as an adult she gets herself an ice skating bunny stuffie. And a nice cozy blanket in blue.

🩵 do they have a caregiver? are they a caregiver/flip?

At the moment no but she gets one. I like to think maybe her bestie (and gf) Maddy is her caregiver/big sister. And eventually they get a shared caregiver so they can both be little at the same time and someone is there to supervise them.

🎀 in what ways are they different when they're regressed? do aspects of their personality or interests change at all? are they similar to how they were when they were an actual kid, or completely different?

She's pretty similar to how she is when she isn't regressed. Cassie is naturally a pretty sweet and innocent person. I think it takes a while for Cassie to get her passion for ice skating back but when she does it's like she lights up and that same little girl from all those years ago are back.

🩵 do they identify with any specific labels (regressor, flip, pet regressor, etc.)?

She's just a regressor! I can see her liking being a bunny sometimes too tho.

🎀 do they have any regression gear (teethers, pacifiers, diapers, specific toys or outfits, etc.)? do they try to hide it from friends/family?

She has soooo many pacis and sippies and toys. So so many. I think she'd try diapers. At first she hides it but when she moves in with Maddy she doesn't hide it anymore.

🩵 do they fall into any 'regressor stereotypes' (baby talk, loving disney movies, liking pastels, etc.), or do they diverge from the 'norm' (liking horror media, regressing to an older age, etc.)?

For sure, I can see her baby talking and she does like Disney and pastels. She's like a stereotypical little girl tbh but that isn't a bad thing at all!

🎀 do they have any specific nicknames for when they regress? how about nicknames they've given to their caregiver(s) or friends?

Maddy calls her little bunny, Cassie Cass, Ice Princess, Sissy. Cassie calls Maddy Mads, MooMoo, and also Sissy.

🩵 what do they like to do when they're regressed? do they like to play pretend, watch tv/movies, color, etc.?

It takes her a while to be comfortable playing and stuff. In the beginning she sticks to watching cartoons and other kids shows. But once she's comfortable she plays with her Barbie dolls and stuffies, color, dress up. She loves dressing up in costumes and having tea parties.

🎀 what kind of snacks/drinks do they gravitate towards when regressed? do they use a sippy cup or bottle? how about those little divider plates/trays?

Cassie likes warm milk with some cinnamon at bed time and those fruit punch on pouches during the day a lot! She usually uses a sippy cup but when she's extra little she enjoys it when someone feeds her with a bottle. And yes she loves those divider plates! She has a Cinderella one.

🩵 what do they wear when they're regressed? do they have specific clothes, or do they just wear whatever is most comfortable? do they have a comfort article of clothing?

She pretty much wears the same things as when she's big. Sometimes she'll enjoy a onesie at nighttime.

🎀 where do they tend to regress? do they mostly regress at home, at the park, at a specific friend's house? do they have a specific place they like to go once they're regressed?

When she's alone at home is when she most often regresses. And when she's with Maddy. Those are the places she feels the safest to regress.

🩵 do they prefer to play indoors or outdoors? do they get upset when it rains?

During winter she loves to play outside because it means ice skating on the lake! And she in general likes playing outside. She likes to do her cheerleading tumbling. But she isn't too upset when it rains because it means she can get all cozy and snuggle with Maddy.

🎀 do they take naps? if so, do they take them at a specific time, or just nap whenever they feel like it? do they get fussy over having to take one?

I can see her being a little fussy when it's nap time, but she does enjoy taking her naps. It's always in the afternoon after lunch that she'll lay down for a nap 🥹

🩵 what kind of things do you associate with their regression? is their a specific aesthetic or general 'vibe' you think suits them and their regression?

I definitely see a dollette/dollcore aesthetic for Cassie. She likes being a pretty princess and when she's little that doesn't change. Lots of dresses and bows. Those kinds of things make her happy.

🎀 what is age regression to them? what do they like/dislike? are they proud of their regression, or feel a bit more insecure about it?

She does feel insecure about it sometimes. I picture her exploring agere after high school so in her head she's an adult, why does she need to act like a child in order to feel safe? Which just causes her to regress more because of the stress. But over time with her therapist and Maddy she starts to accept it. She likes that it lets her reclaim her childhood and heal her inner child. The only thing she dislikes is that she gets triggered easily into the headspace.

[fallnfaery]

old barbie movies are healing my inner child

[fallnfaery]

we need to bring this era back asap

[fallnfaery]

morning routine

[midnightpsychos]

@thechaoticcform

“still I’m sorry, it’s just that I’ve never been here before and I’m just trying to find my way I guess. I’m Cassie, what about you?” Cassie held out her hand to shake the strangers hand and hopefully make at least one friend here while she was new to town

Cassie was new to this suburban lifestyle but thought it would be a good idea to get away from the life back in east highland, on her way, she stumbled upon another human being - or what she thought was one and started to apologise like crazy, “I’m so, so sorry sir! I should’ve watched where I was going..” Cassie exclaimed.

@prettycutepsycho

Ethan was wearing a hoodie, trying to be inconspicuous in a big city. So, when a girl bumped into him, he didn't make a fuss. "You don't have to apologize, I wasn't looking where I was going either."

[midnightpsychos]

I’m not like ordinary girls

~~starter call for @predatorymaniac

Cassie wasn’t like any other girl, there was a hole in her life where she chose to forget about it - especially high school and all the shit she had to go through with her family. So she decided to move to Woodsboro where she would start her new journey alone, somewhere where no one knew her past and all the drugs and smoking she done to erase it all because of how toxic her family were towards her and her sister, of course, Cassie kept in touch with Lexi even though she didn’t want her sister to reveal to their parents where Cassie was now living.

There was this one boy who she had met whenever she went out partying who had a very similar background to her and shared a massive fascination with the Woodsboro massacre’s and how it was all related to this girl called Sidney Prescott so with Nate, they made a plan that involved both of them getting bloody just to reenact the original massacre but with the originals children/great children that were linked to Sidney - all this was just to get her and Gale back into Woodsboro just to kill them. 

Cassie never fully spoke to Nate because it was all just killing and washing off the blood then acting as if nothing had happened even if Cassie tried to persuade Nate to move out his house and come live with her but Nate thought that it was “too dangerous” in case they got caught and the whole plan would go to waste with both of them getting locked up. 

One of the good things about about Cassie was not only that she would always get away from all the mess she got involved with but she knew how to gut someone/give them a bloody kill and she wanted to teach Nate how to do just exactly that but he also was the one who’d nearly get them caught due to his anger issues and whenever they’d have an argument, he would always threaten to get just Cassie locked up.

First thing was first, Cassie had to make friends with her old friend’s sister and the friend group before Nate and her could began their plan of attacking Tara first just to lure Sam and Nate into Woodsboro from Modesto. Nate cloned Cassie’s number while pretending to threaten to kill Cassie just to get Tara to play a trivia game while Cassie was waiting at the door just to attack Tara - the plan was to kill her but Cassie wanted to make it more interesting so she kept Tara alive.

Cassie successfully cut into Tara deeply while breaking her leg and stabbing the knife through the girl’s hand before leaving the scene and going back to her ordinary life, she was on her way to call Nate to tell him that she had done what he needed to do but she couldn’t reach his phone. “You piece of shit - you told me that you would have your phone on when I done what you needed me to do but here we are and I can’t get through to you!” Cassie grunted while pulling out a cigarette and lighting it before seeing Nate in the shadow. 

[midnightpsychos]

23. 3 songs you listen to while cleaning {Cassie}

@brooklynislandgirl

Cassie:

Sex on fire ~ kings of leon

Californiacation ~ red hot chili peppers

Smells like teen spirit ~ nirvana

[midnightpsychos]

starter call for @predatorymaniac

Cassie was a girl who had a bad past which she managed to get away from by the skin of her teeth. After finishing rehab, Cassie moved on with life and now she owned a hotel company. She was flicking through the TV channels when she stumbles onto a breaking news channel where they have a missing person who was the head cop and that they had ran away to escape his life. “Why do people think it’s easy to run away from all your problem? I’ve been through it myself and I’ve come back stronger” Cassie said to her assistant – Sherry. 

[swoftbambi]

spoilers S1 episodes 1-7 of euphoria under the cut!! 🎀🦢

1. fuck nate jacobs i hate him i hate him i hate him. does he just pick who he wants to manipulate cause why jules. to be fair i kinda know why jules she sent him pictures and he can easily use that for his own selfish game. but fuck nate jacobs.

2. maddie perez. i love her mentality if i could do nothing for the rest of my life i would 100%. i love her attitude and i love how she dumped the jacobs family chili. but free my girl from the shackles of nate jacobs please she should not have been going every friday to a fucking motel just to meet this scum

3. cassie howards. i feel so bad for her because i kinda relate to her, but not the nudes, and sex part. but i love her and she deserves the world. her and mckay are perfect for each other. listen cassie stop tryna get with daniel, even though your stopping yourself from getting to the next level please. ALSO IM WATCHING EPISODE 7 RN AND SHE JUST ADMITTED AHE PREGNANT OMG. I HOPE MCKAY DOES SOMETHING GOOD CAUSE OMFG.

4. rue bennett. my dear dear rue. now i never saw anyone say this but i did think that her and jules were a lil toxic. she only wanted to get clean because of jules and that’s a bit toxic IN MY OPINION. she should’ve started getting clean for herself. but besides that i do think her and jules would be great!! i hope she gets out of this depression because i can’t stand to see rue like this

5. KAT KAT MY DARLING. i love how she got her confidence. i fucking love it!! but the whole pornstar thing she’s too young but i understand why. i love how she grew into herself she’s kinda a man eater and i love that.

6. jules. miss it girl. i love her but. please please please stop going on dating apps. i just want her to be safe. but besides that i love seeing her explore herself. but i fucking love jules. now there are flaws with her.

7. fez!!! that’s my dude!!! i love how he’s looking after rue. and ashtray is so cute. fuck nate jacobs rn because i think he just fucking called the cops on fez and i’m not about to have it. i’m fez is a drug dealer but tbh i don’t th ink he wants to be maybe i’m wrong but that’s what i think. he’s just doing it for his grandpa.

8. stingray mckay is so good. fuck his fraternity. we hate them on this blog we hate frats. swear to god him and cassie are so good togeyrjr. i do hate how he referred to him and cassies relationship as ‘jus chillin’. if my boyfriend said that to me i would never talk to him again. dont fucking play with me.

honorable mentions! 🥥🧸

cassies sister, lexi: what a goofie goober she is i love her. her bob ross outfit was too cute. she genuinely loves her friends and rue. love it

gia: girl what the hell is you doing smoking weed at the carnival parking lot, and go to a highschool party with roy/troy. but i feel for u, i feel bad for her. i truly do, having to see your sister OD and her leaving to go to rehab would traumatize me.

daniel: get a fucking hobby omg. you wanna fuck cassie so badly get a grip just cause you didn’t get your corndog sucked your gonna act like a bitch. anyways cassie did lead you on tho

ethan: you and kat would be perfect. but kat’s a bad bitch so you prolly will never be with her lol.

watching euphoria🏹🧜🏾‍♀️☁️

[midnightpsychos]

Open Please"

✴~ ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɢɪʀʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪ ᴀᴍ ~✴ 

This is not the way that Cassie wanted Nate to know about how she never wanted to enter this relationship with him. She thought that it was wrong going behind Maddy’s back and repeating history again with lying, she couldn’t afford to fall back down that hole for the millionth time. Cassie felt the bittersweetness of her breath as she breathed out as she was getting ready to speak, “Nate... I’m not the girl you think I am, I’ve never wanted to enter this relationship because not only is it hurtful to Maddy but we’re toxic” the vulnerability in her voice became more apparent as she was ready for Nate to be a bitter pill about what she’s had to get off her chest. 

[midnightpsychos]

📲 message sent: ] ugh, i have to go to some boring event. will you come with me to make it fun? Nate x Cassie

[ text sent from Cass to rockstar N ] : what? Are you bffr, you want me? Your ex? To go to the same premier of the songs you wrote for me? [ text sent from Cass to rockstar N ] : I mean yeah sure I’ll come, but wouldn’t people be questioning why I’m there? Since, you know, you literally wrote THE song about me?

[ text sent from Cass to rockstar N ] : alright, what time do I need to be ready? Also; would you prefer if I wore a dress that I like or a dress that you like?

@predatorymaniac

[midnightpsychos]

"Why should I apologize for the monster I've become? No one ever apologized for making me this way." {{Ethan to any girl}}

I’m going to do Cassie because her and Ethan are good together: @thechaoticcform

“Look, I’m not asking you to apologize and especially for being a monster because you’re not a monster, you’re really amazing and I love you just the way you are and if people can’t see you for you then fucking kill them. You don’t need people like that in your life - you’ve got me” Cassie could see Ethan’s temper rise and she was worried that all the negativity people had been saying around town would cause ethan to become his werewolf self and even hate Cassie because she loves Ethan so much