#🍄.nyx’s random thoughts/posts

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Maybe I am extremely high but I need to yap about this discovery (or maybe someone had thought about this too but shhh

so remember in steven universe where andy comes to visit and it’s revealed that he’s sad because his family started moving away after greg and he wanted to stick with tradition?

i was rewatching steven universe future and we gain more insight on why greg moved away from home and changed his last name from demayo to universe.

got me thinking what if the reason the family started to move away because greg was the first one to get away from a bad situation? maybe they were all aware of how toxic it could be, but no one wanted to disturb the “peace” they had until greg had enough and left and hasn’t been in contact since?

and the reason andy is so fond of holding onto tradition is because that’s all he knows and that’s all he was taught. maybe i am reading too much into it

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miraculous spoilers under the cut

so, y’all mean to tell me that felix, the dude who WILLINGLY worked with a terrorist, harassed ladybug, manipulated his “darling” cousin, knows that his uncle is a terrorist, and that his aunt is dead in a basement, can be redeemed because he had two angsty scenes with sentimonsters and his dad is a piece of shit, but lila and chloe are irredeemable monsters who are unlovable, and they are pure evil even though they have the almost exact same writing as felix? feminism my ass

and before some of y’all come in with nathalie, that is ONE female character that was redeemed (and had a shitty redemption). we still have audrey and andre, who the latter gets redeemed even though he ACTIVELY abused and neglected chloe. then we have gabriel, who was an active abuser who can get redeemed, but sure, bring up ONE redeemed female go try and disprove my point that miraculous is actively misogynistic and isn’t the feminist-inclusive show it claims to be.

Adding on because of my tism brain, it’s not even like I’m mad that Chloé isn’t being redeemed. I can live with the villain or whatever they’re trying to go with Chloé and Lila, but it’s just really odd that He Who Shall Not Be Named, will say that characters who do xyz actions cannot be redeemed, but redeems two male characters who have done said actions, while demonizing two female characters.

I could even live with the Felix redemption if his actions weren’t as horrible as they are, but I cannot change have canon. Some one rip this show from my hands before I actually lose my mind (it’s been seven fucking years)

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Can we talk about how the miraculous fandom and show will villainize characters who have noticeable POC features (examples being Alya, Kim, possibly Lila, Kagami)?

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coming back to the miraculous fandom with a ddlc au

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I don’t trust people who ship Lunter and erase a canon sapphic relationship so easily. Yeah Luz is bisexual but she is in a canon sapphic relationship and that’s just weird.

EDIT: wow I pissed off the little incest shippers with this one. They have spawned in my dms and asks. 

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fanart will be so good and bam, i go watch canon and have to realize that luka, adrien, and chloe are, in fact, not mixed

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AINT NO DAMN WAY—

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Crybaby, Hypnotized, and Prom Queen (horromantic on AO3)

All three stories have been discontinued and will later be archived. The plot and story was dragging on, and I was just sick of writing it (plus, I was not interested in writing long stories for that fandom anymore). Thank you all who supported me for the five+ years i was writing those fics, but I am putting that mf down like old yeller 

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what if i trip and fell into your arms, and we kissed?

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I love being a hater on main, until a good artist blocks me after I sobbed while stumbling upon their masterpiece. (I’m literally screaming, “Please, I’m a star!”)

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when i don’t get to talk to my fp all day (i am actually sick to my stomach and gonna cry)

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I love harassing my mutuals. Like yes, I will absolutely terrorize you. What do you mean that you didn’t sign up for this? You’re the one who hit the follow button.

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wow, what if i changed my username? but to what tho?

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i will be cleaning up this account and deleting a lot of posts; this account is just super messy

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i always think that i am annoying my other mutuals who post more mature content, and then, they’re stuck seeing my autistic ass post about some dumb ass cartoons

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new blog is @horrmantic

making a new account for my nsfw/dead dove content! please be 18+ before you follow