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tadpolesonalgae ยท 1 month ago
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just saw your reqs are closed and totally respect that, i just need to drop this little idea off before i forget it ๐Ÿ˜ซ, feel free to ignore
okay so iโ€™m imagining like innocent!vanserra!reader x azriel, maybe she like was raised utm, mainly by eris, and was essentially protected by him throughout it, and maybe eris struck a deal with rhys utm when reader was like a young adult, where basically in return for information about beron/autumn, rhys just had to take reader in/find a spot for her to be safe away from beron/marriage suitors/amarantha. once feyre saved them, reader was taken to velaris as part of the deal, and azriel is like,, enamored by her. on one hand, heโ€™s entranced, sheโ€™s so kind and sweet and lovely, but on the other hand he knows sheโ€™s erisโ€™ sister, and he wants to basically just ruin her as payback and totally not because theyโ€™re like mates or something and he wants her all to himself
dark!pervert!azriel who sneaks into your bedroom at night to jack off ๐Ÿ˜ถโ€๐ŸŒซ๏ธ he puts his spymaster abilities to good use, being entirely quiet as he pulls your covers down, taking in your half naked form ๐Ÿ™ youโ€™re wearing only a shirt (one of his) and white cotton panties, legs slightly spread and bent at the knees because itโ€™s hot, and azrielโ€™s just looming there over you, gently ever so slightly caressing your form with his pointer finger, just taking in the smooth expanse of your skin. then he gets the horny brilliant idea to pull down your panties as heโ€™s jacking off, putting his dick right at the entrance to your pussy, not entering, just letting it rest there, the head of it slotted nicely between your lips, enjoying the warmth and slick gathering there, and azriels panting a little bit, and then heโ€™s cumming right at the entrance of your pussy ๐Ÿคญ after the high wears off a bit, he panics and realizes thereโ€™s literally evidence all over and in you. he goes to try and scoop some of it up, but ends up getting distracted by his work of art, and his instincts take control and he just starts shoving his cum farther into you, fingering it in until youโ€™re cumming in your sleep, and you wake up a little, confused and horny, and yeah, iโ€™ll leave it there
i was rereading cbmthy and the angst started taking over my brain so i converted my sadness into horniness
-๐ŸŒ
Iโ€™m very happy to tell you this has been completed in the form of an 8k fic, titled Salt On My Tongue[***], and will be being uploaded tomorrow, at 21:00, English time ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›
Below is a short section from the ficโ€”I hope you enjoy it once itโ€™s up!
Warnings: somnophilia; cum play; noncon is included though not evident below; dark Azriel, please take care ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›
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Youโ€™re thrown off by the encounter. Heโ€™s so contradicting.
Why be so cruel about your brother only to turn around and offer you a warm meal? Why the cold attitude only to allow you to sleep peacefully at his side? Why so threatening when he lets you so close?
And now this, too.
You donโ€™t know how to feel, and it scares you.
Laying atop your bed are three folded shirts, a cut of square paper laying atop the stack.
โ€˜Use these for now. More will arrive next week.โ€™
You remain at the edge of the bed, fingers turning slack as you stare at the small script, blanket sliding down one shoulder. Blue, dark blue, and black. Itโ€™s easy to tell theyโ€™re far too large. Itโ€™s easy to tell theyโ€™re probablyโ€ฆ
The blanket pools on the floor, shaky fingers raising the dark blue fabric from your bed, the shirt unfolding. You bring the collar to your face, pressing your nose into the material, inhaling softly.
Theyโ€™re his.
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Azriel presses deeper, fingers sliding in further, curling lightly, pushing and rubbing at different parts untilโ€ฆ
You flinch in your sleep, a softly startled moan slipping from your lips.
He curls the pads of his fingers into that spot, bending them at the knuckle so the digits slant into the part thatโ€™s dragging these reactions out of you. He pushes against it, hungry for more, thumb habitually settling on your clit, oscillation made easier by the slippery cum splattered across your cuntโ€ฆthat heโ€™s feeding back into you.
Azriel bites down on a groan as he scoops more of it up before pressing his fingers back to your entrance and shoving it in, pushing what was already released inside further, tucking it away as he searches for that spot again. He needs it to be kept inside of you. Itโ€™s not enough to have it coating you, he needs you to unknowingly have it within your body, perfectly storing it away. A secret shared between him and your cunt that youโ€™re oblivious to.
The rise and fall of your chest is much more pronounced, and he wants to push the shirt out of the way so he can lay his mouth over your breasts, flick his tongue over your doubtlessly sensitive nipples. How would you react to that? With his fingers hitting that spot, his thumb over your clit, his tongue and shadows pinching and licking at your breasts?
Youโ€™d come on the spot.
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redcomet-stims ยท 1 month ago
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A deathly Titanic themed Stimboard, based off of thalasaphobia, and an anxious inducement whilst also having either broken metal or fog referenced
Alright! ^w^
Content warning: thalassophobia
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๐ŸŒ๐Ÿšข๐ŸŒŠ Titanic-themed stimboard with thalassophobia, broken metal, fog, and feelings of anxiety for anon :-)
Thanks for the request, hope you like this :3
I tried my best to include everything...there weren't many gifs about breaking metal/broken metal I could find, so I just used the best ones I could find and edited them a little bit to fit how this looks more. Everything else was good though, and compliments this theme/topic :)) Even though I'm not like, an expert on the Titanic or anything or I'm not crazy into that kinda stuff, it's interesting, so yeah. Also I found shipwreck gifs and that absolutely fits so I just had to include them-and also, I tried my best to spread the kinda feeling of anxiety across this full thing ^^ Anyway, I hope this is good :33
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lifesteal-headcanons ยท 2 years ago
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(not a headcanon)
im so sorry to that one grian fictive who thought this was a mcyt/hermitcraft headcanon blog. crying
- ๐ŸŒ (cloudy anon, on mobile)
Frrrrrr like i thought it was about the watcher branzy stuff lol
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blueprint-han ยท 3 years ago
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It seems like you support casteism and propagandas ๐Ÿ‘€
Nope! I just support people calling out assholes using the term โ€œreligionphobe/racist/supremacistโ€ for anyone who argues against them for something that doesn't involve their religion/race/social position. ๐Ÿ‘€
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hypixelsblade ยท 3 years ago
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DSMP RP Winter Gala || Official Prompt List
here it is: the official prompt list for this event! i've tried my best to make it specific enough to the event that it'll be helpful, but not so specific that it can be never used again, y'know? anyways, i hope you all enjoy! - hb!mun
* โ€” ๐€๐‚๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐๐’ [ action starters to send alongside a dialogue prompt or as a standalone (& can be reversed)! if your character isn't super verbal, then this could be the section for you >:3 ]
[ ๐Ž๐…๐…๐„๐‘ ] your character offers something to my character
[ ๐๐‘๐€๐๐Š ] your character pranks my character
[ ๐…๐ˆ๐†๐‡๐“ ] your character starts a fight in some way with my character
[ ๐“๐Ž๐€๐’๐“ ] your character toasts my character with a drink
[ ๐Œ๐ˆ๐’๐“๐‹๐„๐“๐Ž๐„ ] our characters are caught under a piece of mistletoe together
[ ๐“๐Ž๐๐†๐”๐„ ] your character sticks their tongue out in front of my character
[ ๐‘๐”๐…๐…๐‹๐„ ] your character ruffles my character's hair
[ ๐Œ๐„๐’๐’ ] your character ruins my character's outfit
[ ๐’๐๐„๐€๐Š ] your character sneaks up on my character
[ ๐’๐ˆ๐‹๐„๐๐‚๐„ ] our characters are just standing next to each other in dead silence
[ ๐„๐๐‚๐Ž๐”๐๐“๐„๐‘ ] our characters literally bump into each other in the middle of a hallway or in a doorway
[ ๐๐”๐‹๐‹ ] your character pulls my character towards them
[ ๐‰๐Ž๐Š๐„ ] your character attempts to tell my character a joke
[ ๐‡๐”๐† ] your character wants a hug from my character
[ ๐‘๐„๐€๐‚๐‡ ] your character needs help reaching something
* โ€” ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐€๐‹๐Ž๐†๐”๐„ [ sentence starters to send alongside an action prompt or as a standalone! great if you don't know how to approach a certain character that you would otherwise want to rp with :D ]
โ i didn't think you would be here. โž
โ well, well, someone cleans up nicely! โž
โ hiding at the snack table? that's just like/unlike you. โž
โ how long has it been since we've heard this song? โž
โ do you still remember the steps to this dance? โž
โ let's get out of here. โž
โ oh, wow. โž
โ where'd you get this piece of jewelry from? โž
โ who are you? โž
โ ... you're not exactly well hidden behind that pillar, you know. โž
โ seems kind of lonely out here on the balcony. do you mind if i join you? โž
โ so did we all just decide to show up at a random-ass ball, or what? โž
โ if i didn't like my outfit so much, my sword would already be through your neck. โž
โ what's the point of all this, anyway? โž
โ fuck, it's cold out here! get back inside! โž
โ you're beautiful tonight. โž
โ i've got something to ask of you. do you have a moment? โž
* โ€” ๐„๐Œ๐Ž๐‰๐ˆ [ ask prompts for anons! feel free to send these in if you don't roleplay as a canon character or oc & still want to participate ^^ ]
๐Ÿฅถ - how dressed for the weather is your character? are they too cold, too warm, or perfectly comfortable?
๐Ÿ‚ - can your character dance? if so, what kind of dancing?
๐ŸŒฒ - does your character celebrate the holidays or do they lack the holiday spirit?
๐Ÿ”๏ธ - what challenges has your character overcome to be here in the moment?
๐ŸŒ - does your character prefer the noisy bustle of the event, or would they rather be outside on the balcony? why?
๐ŸŒฌ๏ธ - who makes your character breathless?
๐ŸŒ‚ - is your character superstitious?
โ˜” - when was the last time your character went to an event? did they enjoy it? why or why not?
โ„๏ธ- does your character like the cold, or do they hate it? why?
โ˜ƒ๏ธ - who does your character want to spend time with the most during the event? why?
โ›„ - who does your character want to spend time with the least during the event? why?
๐ŸŽฟ - what's the one thing that will automatically force your character to leave?
๐Ÿงฃ - what accessories does your character default to when dressing for a fancy event?
๐Ÿงค - what is your character trying to hide the most? what secrets are they keeping?
๐Ÿงฅ - how much trouble does your character have picking out formal clothes?
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epikulupu ยท 3 years ago
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fuck it here's my pronoun hoard. warning for some gore + bug related ones. didn't put the full sets bc JFC that would take so long and it would make this ask 10000x longer -๐Ÿงฎ
he/it/h3/1t/that thing/kitty/nya/mew/.exe/.txt/.com/pop-up/advert/pipis/tem/honk/clown/fun/silly/pitter/patter/luv/love/wah/huh/what/cute/crash/boom/bang/lol/lmao/lmfao/ghost/kill/death/bot/halloween/sparkle/zzz/snore/brain/heart/blood/gore/bone/skull/eye/look/pupil/iris/anon/cringe/vamp/zombie/wilt/rot/mush/trollface/swirl/dizzy/glitch/cartoon/cloud/rain/weather/rainbow/space/star/planet/frog/slime/otter/seal/squid/meat/burger/candy/bug/snail/knife/scare/scary/grr/hiss/cation/radioactive/danger/hazard/alarm/red/ufo/circus/night/abandon/celebrate/game/gamer/die/dice/joker/joke/fool/jester/silly/dvd/cd/hack/virus/tv/television/vhs/film/comedy/mirror/plush/laboratory/mad/science/experiment/test/infect/dna/color/coffin/gravestone/fantasy/shuffle/pause/play/contaminate/think/click/tap/wow/woah/yahoo/yippee/yay/static/scam/odd/trend/web/arcade/cabinet/violence/steampunk/omega/mart/save/hack/hologram/pillbug/critter/scitter/parasite/soda/goo/gunk/sludge/fuck/funky/bruh/scrimblo/skrunkly/blorbo/hour/uncanny/404/spooky/spoopy/mii/meme/cheezburger/plinko/pog/awesome/derp/jazz/punk/portal/snax/friend/pop/roblox/srs/wtf/[redacted]/[data expunged]/error/qwerty/asdf/123/<3/?/ยฟ/?!/!/.../:3/:0/:]/o_O/-_-/^_^/x_x/ ( ๊ˆแด—๊ˆ) / (๏พ‰โ—•ใƒฎโ—•)๏พ‰ / เธ…^โ€ข๏ปŒโ€ข^เธ… / (^._.^)๏พ‰ / ใใ‚ณ:ๅฝก / (๋ˆˆโ€ธ๋ˆˆ) /๊™ฎ/โ™ก/โ˜…/โ˜†/โ€/โ™ฉ/โ™ช/โ™ซ/โ™ฌ/โ˜ป/โ›/โก/แดดแดฐ/โ„–/โˆž/#/@/โ„ข/%/&/๐Ÿœš/๐Ÿœ›/๐Ÿฎ/โ˜/โš€/โš/โš‚/โšƒ/โš„/โš…/โš›/โ›€/โ›/โ›ค/โ›ง/โŒซ/โŽ˜/๐„ž/๐Ÿ‚ฑ/๏ฟผ/๏ฟฝ/โ–ˆโ–ˆโ–ˆ/๐Ÿฅณ/๐Ÿ™ƒ/๐Ÿคฏ/๐Ÿ˜ด/๐Ÿ˜ต/๐Ÿคก/๐Ÿ‘ป/๐Ÿค–/๐ŸŽƒ/โœจ/๐Ÿ’ค/๐ŸŽ‰/โ™ฅ๏ธ/๐Ÿ’˜/๐Ÿ’–/๐Ÿ’•/๐Ÿ’Œ/๐Ÿง /๐Ÿซ€/๐Ÿซ/๐Ÿฉธ/๐Ÿฆ /๐Ÿฆด/๐Ÿ’€/๐Ÿ‘๏ธ/๐Ÿซ‚/๐Ÿ‘ฅ/๐Ÿ‘ค/๐Ÿง›/๐ŸงŸ/๐Ÿฅ€/๐Ÿ„/๐Ÿชจ/๐ŸŒ€/๐ŸŒ/๐ŸŒฉ๏ธ/๐ŸŒง๏ธ/โ˜”/๐ŸŒˆ/โ˜„๏ธ/๐ŸŒ /๐ŸŒŒ/๐Ÿช/๐Ÿฑ/๐Ÿธ/๐ŸฆŽ/๐Ÿฆ•/๐Ÿข/๐Ÿ/๐Ÿˆ/๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ›/๐Ÿฆฆ/๐Ÿฆญ/๐Ÿฌ/๐Ÿฆ/๐Ÿฆž/๐Ÿฆ‘/๐Ÿฆ‚/๐ŸŒ/๐Ÿชฒ/๐Ÿ›/๐Ÿชฑ/๐Ÿง‡/๐Ÿฅž/๐Ÿฅฉ/๐Ÿ–/๐Ÿ”/๐Ÿฅจ/๐ŸŸ/๐Ÿฅซ/๐Ÿฅ/๐Ÿจ/๐Ÿฆ/๐Ÿฐ/๐ŸŽ‚/๐Ÿง/๐Ÿญ/๐Ÿฌ/๐Ÿฉ/๐Ÿฟ/๐ŸงŠ/๐Ÿง‹/๐Ÿงƒ/โ˜•/๐Ÿฝ๏ธ/๐Ÿ”ช/๐Ÿšง/๐Ÿšจ/๐Ÿงญ/๐Ÿ›ธ/๐ŸŽข/๐ŸŽก/๐ŸŽ /๐ŸŽช/๐Ÿ’’/๐Ÿฉ/๐Ÿš๏ธ/๐Ÿ™๏ธ/๐ŸŒ†/๐ŸŒ‡/๐ŸŒƒ/๐ŸŒ‰/๐ŸŽˆ/๐ŸŽ€/๐ŸŽ/๐Ÿ†/๐Ÿ›ผ/๐Ÿ›น/๐ŸŽฏ/๐ŸŽฑ/โ™Ÿ๏ธ/๐ŸŽฎ/๐Ÿ•น๏ธ/๐Ÿ‘พ/๐ŸŽฒ/๐ŸŽฐ/๐Ÿƒ/๐Ÿช„/๐Ÿ“ท/๐Ÿ“ธ/๐Ÿ–ผ๏ธ/๐Ÿชก/๐Ÿงต/๐ŸŽ›๏ธ/๐ŸŽ™๏ธ/๐Ÿ“ป/๐Ÿ“บ/๐Ÿ“ผ/๐Ÿ“ฝ๏ธ/๐ŸŽฅ/๐ŸŽž๏ธ/๐ŸŽฌ/๐ŸŽญ/๐ŸŽซ/๐ŸŽŸ๏ธ/๐Ÿ“ฑ/โ˜Ž๏ธ/๐Ÿ“Ÿ/๐Ÿ“ /๐Ÿ”Œ/๐Ÿ”‹/๐Ÿ’ฝ/๐Ÿ’พ/๐Ÿ’ฟ/๐Ÿ“€/๐Ÿ’ป/๐Ÿ’ฐ/๐Ÿงพ/๐Ÿงฎ/๐Ÿ•ฏ๏ธ/๐Ÿ’ก/๐ŸชŸ/๐Ÿชž/๐Ÿงธ/๐Ÿงฝ/๐Ÿงผ/๐Ÿงฆ/๐Ÿงค/๐Ÿงฃ/๐Ÿช–/๐Ÿ‘‘/โ˜‚๏ธ/๐ŸŒ‚/๐Ÿ’Ž/โš—๏ธ/๐Ÿงซ/๐Ÿงช/๐Ÿงฌ/๐Ÿ’‰/๐Ÿ’Š/๐Ÿฉน/๐Ÿ”ญ/๐Ÿ”ฌ/๐Ÿ“ก/๐Ÿ›ฐ๏ธ/๐Ÿช“/๐Ÿชš/โš™๏ธ/๐Ÿ”—/โ›“๏ธ/๐Ÿ“Ž/๐Ÿ–‡๏ธ/๐Ÿ“/๐Ÿ“/โœ‚๏ธ/๐Ÿ“Œ/๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ธ/๐Ÿ–Š๏ธ/๐Ÿ–‹๏ธ/โœ’๏ธ/๐Ÿ“”/๐Ÿ“–/๐Ÿ—ƒ๏ธ/๐Ÿ—‚๏ธ/๐Ÿ“‚/๐Ÿ“/๐Ÿ“Š/๐Ÿ“ฆ/๐Ÿ“จ/โณ/๐Ÿ•ฐ๏ธ/๐Ÿ“ฃ/๐Ÿ”/๐Ÿ”ฎ/โšฐ๏ธ/๐Ÿชฆ/๐Ÿ’ฃ/๐Ÿชค/๐Ÿ“œ/๐Ÿ—ก๏ธ/๐Ÿ—๏ธ/๐Ÿ”/๐Ÿ”’/๐Ÿ”“/โ—/โ“/โ‰๏ธ/โ€ผ๏ธ/โญ•/โŒ/๐Ÿšซ/๐Ÿšท/๐Ÿ”•/๐Ÿ”‡/๐Ÿ›‘/๐Ÿ”€/โ–ถ๏ธ/โธ๏ธ/โฏ๏ธ/๐Ÿ”ˆ/๐Ÿ”‰/๐Ÿ”Š/๐ŸŽผ/๐ŸŽต/๐ŸŽถ/โ˜ข๏ธ/โ˜ฃ๏ธ/โš ๏ธ/๐Ÿง/๐Ÿ’ญ/๐Ÿ—ฏ๏ธ/๐Ÿ’ฌ
ALL OF THSE ARE SO GOOD
some favs ;; pipis / trollface / contaminate / experiment / blorbo / plinko / (^._.^)๏พ‰ / โ–ˆโ–ˆโ–ˆ / ๐Ÿงพ / ๐Ÿ—ฏ๏ธ
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stranger-nightmare ยท 2 years ago
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Iโ€™m kind of laughing over the late 20something people commenting that theyโ€™re old.
Going by thatโ€ฆbeing in my late 40s, Iโ€™m apparently dead or a dinosaur? ๐Ÿ˜‚๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ
Anyway - I love your writing! Iโ€™m so late to the whole Stranger Things fandom, but not too late for Steddie or Ronance. ๐Ÿ˜€
๐ŸŒ Anon
haha honestly anyone is welcome here so as long theyโ€™re over 18! <3
but yeah you joined the stranger things fandom just in time for the steddie and ronance ships, that good shit
- hope
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y0itsbri ยท 3 years ago
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Hiii <33
1. What are your fav animated movies? ๐ŸŽ ๐ŸŽช๐ŸŽก 2. Rank these weather scenarios that i made up while procrastinating doing my math hw: (from most to least favorite) ๐Ÿฅฐ
cloudy but not moody, just in a pretentious wayโ˜€๏ธ๐Ÿ•ถ๏ธโ›…๐ŸŒฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒค๏ธ
Cloudy AND moody AND windy, bc fuck yeah ๐ŸŒช๏ธโ˜๏ธ๐ŸŒ
Thunderstorm. Bitches. โ›ˆ๏ธโšก๐ŸŒฉ๏ธ
Blue and sunny and hopeful ๐Ÿ”ตโ˜€๏ธ๐Ÿ–๏ธ
Soft clouds during soft afternoon rain when everything is soft, just like your bed that's calling you ๐Ÿ›Œ๐ŸŒฆ๏ธโ˜”๐ŸŒˆ
Snowy, mystical, too romantic for freezing temperatures but also too perfect for bingeing holiday movies you know by heart. ๐ŸŒจ๏ธโ„๏ธโ›„โ˜ƒ๏ธ
hi anon you're so so sweet omg!!! such fun scenarios! i'm making us both a nice post-sleepover brunch as we speak -- maybe some waffles and orange juice? ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ
1) okay i only watched it once, but luca was SO cute and i would totally watch it again <3 also a childhood classic is the strawberry shortcake mermaid movie! ooh and moana and aladdin!
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2) most to least fav weather!
Blue and sunny and hopeful ๐Ÿ”ตโ˜€๏ธ๐Ÿ–๏ธ -- a wide open blue sky is just like. wow. this IS the human experience.
Snowy, mystical, too romantic for freezing temperatures but also too perfect for bingeing holiday movies you know by heart. ๐ŸŒจ๏ธโ„๏ธโ›„โ˜ƒ๏ธ -- snow is MAGICAL. as long as i'm all warm and bundled up, let me have at it
Cloudy but not moody, just in a pretentious wayโ˜€๏ธ๐Ÿ•ถ๏ธโ›…๐ŸŒฅ๏ธ๐ŸŒค๏ธ -- absolutely perfect walk weather. the sun coming and going so you're never too hot or too cold for too long
Soft clouds during soft afternoon rain when everything is soft, just like your bed that's calling you ๐Ÿ›Œ๐ŸŒฆ๏ธโ˜”๐ŸŒˆ -- hmmm this makes me want to crawl back under the covers. after-school chill vibes
Cloudy AND moody AND windy, bc fuck yeah ๐ŸŒช๏ธโ˜๏ธ๐ŸŒ -- love the moodiness bc ~twilight vibes~ but also wind makes me worry whether or not trees will fall onto my home and i don't want to deal w insurance or the clean up if that happens sdfjsdklh
Thunderstorm. Bitches. โ›ˆ๏ธโšก๐ŸŒฉ๏ธ -- 'Bitches.' LMFAO. storms keep me on edge. survival of the fittest, bitches. <3
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noodledesk ยท 4 years ago
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hello!!! I'm the same anon that a rant a while ago idk if u remember (it's totally fine if u don't!) but do u have any tips for reducing/controlling anxiety? living in central CA is NOT the best atm bc of the fires (one of which is getting too close for comfort). thank you sm! I love ur blog -๐ŸŒ
hello :) i remember u !!! i donโ€™t have many tips but i do have a couple that were given to me by my counselor that may be of help:
identifying what makes you feel more anxious (like thought patterns!) and saying STOP out loud to interrupt yourself & to recognize when u r thinking in ways that arenโ€™t helpful to yourself
mindfulness & finding ways to be in the present tend to help me! so when i find myself feeling really anxious i try to sit with that feeling and think of it as separate from myself. if that makes sense? for me when i canโ€™t find a reason to explain why iโ€™m feeling anxious it gets worse so i try to just be in the moment with it and not explain it to myself
there are couple ways of grounding urself that might help. like 4-7-8 breathing or naming 5 things you can see, 4 things you can touch, 3 things you can hear, etc.ย 
things that require a good amount of focus help me as well. recently piano has helped me very much!! my mind canโ€™t wander very far when iโ€™m playing music
i hope that helps :) this is by no means an exhaustive or even proper list but i hope it might help u or anyone else!
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tadpolesonalgae ยท 5 months ago
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โ€œmaybe itโ€™ll turn out to be a wonderful meal they all bond over ๐Ÿฅณโ€
now tabby, you know damn wellโ€ฆ
anyways, thinking about the next chapter, and thereโ€™s something iโ€™d like to chime in on. when i was 14, i attempted suicide, and for me, being around family make me super uncomfortable, to the point where when i was around them and they were asking me questions iโ€™d just go non-verbal. like full on armadillo into myself, under a table, refusing to say or do anything. i feel like reader and i are SUPER alike (or at least i used to be super like her) so i think itโ€™d be interesting to see what here reaction will be when sheโ€™s surrounded by everyone at a family dinner, essentially forced to socialize. iโ€™d also like to say that in the immediate few weeks after i was let out of the hospital, i was sort of hot and cold with how i was feeling. like one day iโ€™d wake up feeling like death itself was sitting on my chest, but then the next, iโ€™d be awake at 6am, hop out of bed, and immediately start doing things to better myself. and on some of those days, iโ€™d do and say reckless things (iโ€™m like 95% sure i was basically just manic). one time, relatively soon after the incident, i was being lectured by my dad about schoolwork and i snapped and called him an asshole straight to his face; something i NEVER would have done before, and everyone in the family was just in shock because everyone, including myself, had never expected me to act in such a way. immediately after i said it though, i reverted back to my usual self and ran away and hid under a table locked in my room and didnโ€™t speak to anything for a while after that. i guess the point iโ€™m trying to make here is; suicide attempts can do weird things to peopleโ€™s emotions, everything has essentially come bubbling to the surface, so iโ€™d sort of like to see reader acting in a few unexpected ways. i donโ€™t want a 180 degree spin on her character, i just want some of those unexpected snaps to come out. like i could totally see mor saying something vaguely bitchy-ish and reader saying โ€œoh fuck youโ€ on instinct or something, completely blindsiding everyone at the table, even herself, and essentially breaking down and reverting back to her timid manner immediately after like โ€œoh my gosh iโ€™m so sorry i donโ€™t know where that came fromโ€
anyways, yah, i love the story, youโ€™re doing such a great job expressing everyoneโ€™s emotions, like the whole situation is just super nuanced and youโ€™re doing a great job at showing it, i truly just love your writing <3
-๐ŸŒ
โ€˜now tabby, you know damn wellโ€ฆโ€™
๐Ÿซฃ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
I have no idea why anyone would be concerned about what could unfold over a family dinner with Mor and reader sat so close to one another
โ€˜to the point where when i was around them and they were asking me questions iโ€™d just go non-verbal.โ€™
Okay, first of all, I am so sorry you ever had to experience a low like that and you have all my respect and any warmth I can offer for managing to make it through to where you are now, I canโ€™t begin to imagine how difficult it was to get past that and live, but Iโ€™m happy youโ€™ve made it to now and will continue onwards ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›
Second of all though, I wanted to mention that I havenโ€™t heard anyone else experience the silence like that? I think fourteen is also hands down the worst age to be for a lot of people for some reason, and while mine was from anxiety and not depression, similar moments happened? Just kind of shutting down in social situations specifically around family and being unable to respond? I do wonder if itโ€™s some kind of coping mechanism, or a form a dissociation to distance oneself from the present to feel safer?
โ€˜iโ€™d also like to say that in the immediate few weeks after i was let out of the hospital, i was sort of hot and cold with how i was feeling.โ€™
Even in day-to-day life, I have to admit I find it strange how swiftly emotions can change? Or even just waking up in a bad mood that you canโ€™t shake no matter how many hot meals you have, or how clean your room is, or how many showers you take? And it just kind of clings to you, waiting for something bad to happen? Itโ€™s so unhelpful and difficult to cope with so Iโ€™m sorry you had to go through those likely turbulent emotions :/
โ€˜(iโ€™m like 95% sure i was basically just manic)โ€™
So was it similar to rapidly swinging between depressive and manic episodes? I mean, to an extent I could see why after having been through such intense emotions that it would take a while to begin feeling semi-like yourself again?
โ€˜i guess the point iโ€™m trying to make here is; suicide attempts can do weird things to peopleโ€™s emotions, everything has essentially come bubbling to the surface, so iโ€™d sort of like to see reader acting in a few unexpected ways.โ€™
I agree with emotions becoming pretty volatile and unpredictable after a suicide attempt from a logical standpoint, however I would like to say(?) theorise(?) I feel like those โ€˜snappyโ€™ moments weirdly tend to come out around people youโ€™re close with, so I couldnโ€™t see it happening with Mor? That being said, I do have some ideas in mind for some stuff that relates to these slightly out-of-the-blue behaviours
โ€˜anyways, yah, i love the story, youโ€™re doing such a great job expressing everyoneโ€™s emotions, like the whole situation is just super nuanced and youโ€™re doing a great job at showing it, i truly just love your writing <3โ€™
I really appreciate your reassurance, but I do hope it isnโ€™t bringing up any bad memories for you :/
Obviously there are heavy spots in the story, and inevitably I think because emotions can manifest in different ways in different people, there might be some parts that resonate with you, while others that seem strange or out of character, but I hope that for the most part the story is fairly fluid and maybe (Iโ€™m hoping) for some people it may turn out to something to find some semblance of comfort in? Maybe Iโ€™m getting ahead of myself though ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›
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tadpolesonalgae ยท 5 months ago
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***go ahead and ignore this if you donโ€™t want to talk about the political aspects of the books***
can we talk about the fact that sjm made a story in which ireland (hybern) colonized britain (prythian), under the control of a cruel queen????? like, she could have so easily flipped it so that prythian was ireland and hybern was britain, and it would have made so much more sense considering the long history between the english monarchy colonizing and tormenting ireland??? under the reign of cruel monarchs (sometimes even female monarchs like amarantha queen Victoria)??? like?? the story would have written itself!!!!
i know this would lead to problems with โ€œthe wallโ€ since hyberns whole thing was they wanted access to humans to eat/torment or whatever, but couldnโ€™t because the closest ones were in pythian below the wall, but honestly, iโ€™ve hated the concept of the wall since i first read the books because it makes no sense. (sjm has a really bad habit of taking preexisting storiesโ€” fiction or nonfictionโ€” flipping them on their heads, and calling them her own). if all humans live below the wall and all fae above the wall, then humans own the vast majority of land on their planet??
like, fae would basically just have northern europe, russia, canada, and greenland, whereas humans would have the entirety of africa, lower asia, middle east, australia, the us/mexico, and south america. aka where the bulk of the worlds resources exist. why on earth would the fae agree to that??? how would they have things like gold and all their precious jewels when both those things are predominantly mined in the US/africa and south america?
and donโ€™t get me started on how they seem to have access to things like pre-canned food, indoor plumbing, and presumably spandex leggings, ALL products of the industrial revolution?? like it implies that thereโ€™s factories out there creating these things, yet thereโ€™s no mention of them??? or any other effects of the worlds semi-apparent industrial period??? the world building in these books is the bane of my existence.
i fucking hate the way sjm wrote these books, yet they still manage to eat away at my brain until all i can think of is azriels dick thighs
-๐ŸŒ
Note: thereโ€™s a diagram below explaining what parts Great Britain, United Kingdom, British Isles, and Ireland refer to for anyone unfamiliar!
โ€˜can we talk about the fact that sjm made a story in which ireland (hybern) colonized britain (prythian), under the control of a cruel queen?????โ€™
RIGHT??? Can you imagine also how interesting the story might have been if Rhysโ€™ court was the one set on โ€˜Irelandโ€™ and Amarantha had been a queen from โ€˜Englandโ€™?
Also the whole thing with Hybern being the one to cut off trade routes when Iโ€™m fairly certain that historically England was the one to ship out/take Irelandโ€™s food that left them with potatoes, and then when the blight set in there was no food left for the people of Ireland which is how the Great Famine happened??? But SJM chose to write it so Hybern kind of caused his own people to starve? But also had enough food to feed soldiers and keep them ready for war? I really donโ€™t think it was the best choice on her part ๐Ÿ˜
(Also I saw a video a while back talking about how that part of history just isnโ€™t really mentioned/taught in English schools which I think is true? I certainly never learned or even really heard about any of that in History class so my knowledge about it is a little iffy)
โ€˜if all humans live below the wall and all fae above the wall, then humans own the vast majority of land on their planet??โ€™
I suppose technically we donโ€™t know what the rest of the world looks like? But with how the human lands seemed to be pretty cold it sounds like theyโ€™re even in the same position as the British Isles? And I canโ€™t imagine the fae drawing borders that would leave them with so little land? The majority of which looks like it would be fairly cold and barren since itโ€™s so north?
โ€˜like, fae would basically just have northern europe, russia, canada, and greenland, whereas humans would have the entirety of africa, lower asia, middle east, australia, the us/mexico, and south america. aka where the bulk of the worlds resources exist.โ€™
Haha I was actually just looking into this and was going to mention it but then saw youโ€™d kindly already pointed it out!
Iโ€™m by no means great at or familiar with geography or history so I donโ€™t think it stood out to me as much? But looking at a map it looks like most of the fae land would be ice and tundra? And I get magic could theoretically solve those problems, but they would still have little land comparatively?? Unless they havenโ€™t yet discovered the rest of the worldโ€”in which case praying nobody attempts to get to the equivalent of India or tries to sail west and โ€˜discoversโ€™ America ๐Ÿ’€ Especially with how SJM mentioned the possibility of Rhys becoming High King. I would genuinely stop reading the books if she pulled something like that ๐Ÿ˜ญ
โ€˜ how would they have things like gold and all their precious jewels when both those things are predominantly mined in the US/africa and south america?โ€™
I guess we do assume then that perhaps the world expands beyond what little land of the continent weโ€™ve been shown from the acotar maps? Maybe further east itโ€™s more common for fae to trade with humans? Through the holes in the wall that were mentioned???
This is just making me realise how many plot holes there are ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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tadpolesonalgae ยท 5 months ago
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โ€œa/n: I want to get a nice pair of silk pyjamas so badly but theyโ€™re so hot in the summer ๐Ÿ˜ซโ€
i feel this so much. iโ€™m from california where itโ€™s currently 105 degrees (Fahrenheit), i literally feel like iโ€™m melting. i was sleeping in a super thin tank top/underwear last night, no blankets, and i felt like i was having a heatstroke. iโ€™m actually going to the uk in a week to visit my sister at college and i am so excited for the weather, because itโ€™s gonna feel so cool to me๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ itโ€™s set to be similar weather to our late autumn/winter weather here in CA and itโ€™s literally surreal
p.s. i love your writing, i always perk up the second i find out you posted, especially when itโ€™s an azriel fic (i need that man biblically.)
-๐ŸŒ
Babes I am so glad you clarified Fahrenheit because my brain would have genuinely thought you meant centigrade despite saying youโ€™re from California ๐Ÿคฆ
โ€˜i was sleeping in a super thin tank top/underwear last night, no blankets, and i felt like i was having a heatstroke.โ€™
Girl I am so sorry ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Itโ€™s not that hot over here thankfullyโ€”in fact Iโ€™ve had the heating on recently because most of the time Iโ€™m freezingโ€”but I used to like sleeping with the window open during hotter nights until a spider snuck into my bedroom ๐Ÿ˜ญ (I named him Michael)
He just lurked in the far corner for an entire day then snuck somewhere when I was sleeping (hoping he took the window since I left it open for him and he hasnโ€™t secretly crept behind my books or is hiding behind a plant ๐Ÿ˜ญ)
โ€˜iโ€™m actually going to the uk in a week to visit my sister at college and i am so excited for the weather, because itโ€™s gonna feel so cool to me๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซโ€™
Oh I hope you have a great time here!!! And seeing your sister!! ๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›
I think for my area we๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝre due to still just have rain for most of the time and clouds but hopefully youโ€™ll get some clearer skies minus the heat ๐Ÿ˜ญ
โ€˜p.s. i love your writing, i always perk up the second i find out you posted, especially when itโ€™s an azriel fic (i need that man biblically.)โ€™
Babyyyyyy Iโ€™ve been working on that idea you dropped off with the Vanserra reader ๐Ÿซข๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ˜ฉ
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blueprint-han ยท 3 years ago
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HHHhhhH i just saw this but mini max is doing good!!!!!!!!! shes ignoring me, the brat๐Ÿ™„ /j -but shes okay! leo was telling me she keeps coming to him for help on homework๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ˜ญ THeY dOnT evEn gO tO tHe sAmE sCHoOl????! but how are you dawnie? ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’• ive literally missed you so fraCkIng much >:(( ๐Ÿ’•โœจ (oh!! and i forgot to tell you but guess whos joined a junior program for their hometown police๐Ÿ’• its a student program because im still in school but :D) -๐Ÿˆ
Kskskskks mini Max is adorable u may not call her a brat <3 also that's what I'd expect out of mini Max, full comedian energy ๐Ÿ˜Œ
Also I'm doing well !!!!! I've missed u too >:( I'm currently wrapped up in exam prep sksjsjs what about you? ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’•๐ŸŒธโœจ๐Ÿ’—
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stranger-nightmare ยท 2 years ago
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Hi there!
Iโ€™d sent in something asking to use this emoji ๐Ÿช†for my Anonymous, but itโ€™s apparently taken!
Can I use either ๐ŸŒ or ๐Ÿชข? (Iโ€™m well over 18 ๐Ÿ˜ฌ - she/her)
Love your stories and look forward to reading more!
Cheers ๐Ÿ™‚
hi my love!!
yes of course! Iโ€™ve added you as my ๐ŸŒ anon! welcome to my nightmare realm darling <33
and tysm <3
- hope
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lifesteal-headcanons ยท 2 years ago
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(not a headcanon in the slightest) #wassup sanon!#<- get it#cuz your tag is the golden gate bridge on my pc it looks like a cloudy city LOL also u can call me cloudy anon if thats cool :3 ANYWHO. have an awesome day mod nix - ๐ŸŒ
pog!! hello cloudy anon!! hope you have an awesome day too :D
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hypixelsblade ยท 3 years ago
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heard there were accessibility issues with the first list, so here's the list without the fancy text! sorry for the inconvenience y'all!
* โ€” ACTIONS [ action starters to send alongside a dialogue prompt or as a standalone (& can be reversed)! if your character isn't super verbal, then this could be the section for you >:3 ]
[ OFFER ] your character offers something to my character
[ PRANK ] your character pranks my character
[ FIGHT ] your character starts a fight in some way with my character
[ TOAST ] your character toasts my character with a drink
[ MISTLETOE ] our characters are caught under a piece of mistletoe together
[ TONGUE ] your character sticks their tongue out in front of my character
[ RUFFLE ] your character ruffles my character's hair
[ MESS ] your character ruins my character's outfit
[ SNEAK ] your character sneaks up on my character
[ SILENCE ] our characters are just standing next to each other in dead silence
[ ENCOUNTER ] our characters literally bump into each other in the middle of a hallway or in a doorway
[ PULL ] your character pulls my character towards them
[ JOKE ] your character attempts to tell my character a joke
[ HUG ] your character wants a hug from my character
[ REACH ] your character needs help reaching something
* โ€” DIALOGUE [ sentence starters to send alongside an action prompt or as a standalone! great if you don't know how to approach a certain character that you would otherwise want to rp with :D ]
โ i didn't think you would be here. โž
โ well, well, someone cleans up nicely! โž
โ hiding at the snack table? that's just like/unlike you. โž
โ how long has it been since we've heard this song? โž
โ do you still remember the steps to this dance? โž
โ let's get out of here. โž
โ oh, wow. โž
โ where'd you get this piece of jewelry from? โž
โ who are you? โž
โ ... you're not exactly well hidden behind that pillar, you know. โž
โ seems kind of lonely out here on the balcony. do you mind if i join you? โž
โ so did we all just decide to show up at a random-ass ball, or what? โž
โ if i didn't like my outfit so much, my sword would already be through your neck. โž
โ what's the point of all this, anyway? โž
โ fuck, it's cold out here! get back inside! โž
โ you're beautiful tonight. โž
โ i've got something to ask of you. do you have a moment? โž
* โ€” EMOJI [ ask prompts for anons! feel free to send these in if you don't roleplay as a canon character or oc & still want to participate ^^ ]
๐Ÿฅถ - how dressed for the weather is your character? are they too cold, too warm, or perfectly comfortable?
๐Ÿ‚ - can your character dance? if so, what kind of dancing?
๐ŸŒฒ - does your character celebrate the holidays or do they lack the holiday spirit?
๐Ÿ”๏ธ - what challenges has your character overcome to be here in the moment?
๐ŸŒ - does your character prefer the noisy bustle of the event, or would they rather be outside on the balcony? why?
๐ŸŒฌ๏ธ - who makes your character breathless?
๐ŸŒ‚ - is your character superstitious?
โ˜” - when was the last time your character went to an event? did they enjoy it? why or why not?
โ„๏ธ- does your character like the cold, or do they hate it? why?
โ˜ƒ๏ธ - who does your character want to spend time with the most during the event? why?
โ›„ - who does your character want to spend time with the least during the event? why?
๐ŸŽฟ - what's the one thing that will automatically force your character to leave?
๐Ÿงฃ - what accessories does your character default to when dressing for a fancy event?
๐Ÿงค - what is your character trying to hide the most? what secrets are they keeping?
๐Ÿงฅ - how much trouble does your character have picking out formal clothes?
DSMP RP Winter Gala || Official Prompt List
here it is: the official prompt list for this event! i've tried my best to make it specific enough to the event that it'll be helpful, but not so specific that it can be never used again, y'know? anyways, i hope you all enjoy! - hb!mun
* โ€” ๐€๐‚๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐๐’ [ action starters to send alongside a dialogue prompt or as a standalone (& can be reversed)! if your character isn't super verbal, then this could be the section for you >:3 ]
[ ๐Ž๐…๐…๐„๐‘ ] your character offers something to my character
[ ๐๐‘๐€๐๐Š ] your character pranks my character
[ ๐…๐ˆ๐†๐‡๐“ ] your character starts a fight in some way with my character
[ ๐“๐Ž๐€๐’๐“ ] your character toasts my character with a drink
[ ๐Œ๐ˆ๐’๐“๐‹๐„๐“๐Ž๐„ ] our characters are caught under a piece of mistletoe together
[ ๐“๐Ž๐๐†๐”๐„ ] your character sticks their tongue out in front of my character
[ ๐‘๐”๐…๐…๐‹๐„ ] your character ruffles my character's hair
[ ๐Œ๐„๐’๐’ ] your character ruins my character's outfit
[ ๐’๐๐„๐€๐Š ] your character sneaks up on my character
[ ๐’๐ˆ๐‹๐„๐๐‚๐„ ] our characters are just standing next to each other in dead silence
[ ๐„๐๐‚๐Ž๐”๐๐“๐„๐‘ ] our characters literally bump into each other in the middle of a hallway or in a doorway
[ ๐๐”๐‹๐‹ ] your character pulls my character towards them
[ ๐‰๐Ž๐Š๐„ ] your character attempts to tell my character a joke
[ ๐‡๐”๐† ] your character wants a hug from my character
[ ๐‘๐„๐€๐‚๐‡ ] your character needs help reaching something
* โ€” ๐ƒ๐ˆ๐€๐‹๐Ž๐†๐”๐„ [ sentence starters to send alongside an action prompt or as a standalone! great if you don't know how to approach a certain character that you would otherwise want to rp with :D ]
โ i didn't think you would be here. โž
โ well, well, someone cleans up nicely! โž
โ hiding at the snack table? that's just like/unlike you. โž
โ how long has it been since we've heard this song? โž
โ do you still remember the steps to this dance? โž
โ let's get out of here. โž
โ oh, wow. โž
โ where'd you get this piece of jewelry from? โž
โ who are you? โž
โ ... you're not exactly well hidden behind that pillar, you know. โž
โ seems kind of lonely out here on the balcony. do you mind if i join you? โž
โ so did we all just decide to show up at a random-ass ball, or what? โž
โ if i didn't like my outfit so much, my sword would already be through your neck. โž
โ what's the point of all this, anyway? โž
โ fuck, it's cold out here! get back inside! โž
โ you're beautiful tonight. โž
โ i've got something to ask of you. do you have a moment? โž
* โ€” ๐„๐Œ๐Ž๐‰๐ˆ [ ask prompts for anons! feel free to send these in if you don't roleplay as a canon character or oc & still want to participate ^^ ]
๐Ÿฅถ - how dressed for the weather is your character? are they too cold, too warm, or perfectly comfortable?
๐Ÿ‚ - can your character dance? if so, what kind of dancing?
๐ŸŒฒ - does your character celebrate the holidays or do they lack the holiday spirit?
๐Ÿ”๏ธ - what challenges has your character overcome to be here in the moment?
๐ŸŒ - does your character prefer the noisy bustle of the event, or would they rather be outside on the balcony? why?
๐ŸŒฌ๏ธ - who makes your character breathless?
๐ŸŒ‚ - is your character superstitious?
โ˜” - when was the last time your character went to an event? did they enjoy it? why or why not?
โ„๏ธ- does your character like the cold, or do they hate it? why?
โ˜ƒ๏ธ - who does your character want to spend time with the most during the event? why?
โ›„ - who does your character want to spend time with the least during the event? why?
๐ŸŽฟ - what's the one thing that will automatically force your character to leave?
๐Ÿงฃ - what accessories does your character default to when dressing for a fancy event?
๐Ÿงค - what is your character trying to hide the most? what secrets are they keeping?
๐Ÿงฅ - how much trouble does your character have picking out formal clothes?
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