#𓏵⠀gendererism box⠀♡

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need a gender for this asap on cod

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MEMXOGKKEKWR

Homo On Ice!

Made by me

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10 american queer exclusionists VS a brazilian inclusqueer and a bangladeshi inclusqueer. Absolute bloodbath

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oomf i was looking through a dni list and came across this... 😭

the contradiction is insane helpme

Fuckkkkk you can tell they dont know their own community history with the last one too 😭

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transfemneu icon... the pokemon CRESSELIA!!!!

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im going to fucking kill someone

Not to be dramatic but this is a massive fucking deal and I legitimately hope every single politician dies.

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about (link) 。⠀terms (link) 。⠀warnings (link) 。

important (link) 。⠀taglist (link) 。⠀ links (link) 。

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im a dude in the way guzma from pokemon is a guy, and a girl in the way Pheromosa is feminine while being a sexless creature

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Answering prompts from the @radiomogai experiences event (link) ♥︎

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【 O5 】 — Talk about some sort of transition you've had or would like to have!

i'm intersex (hyperandrogenic PCOS), so personally i feel like my body is already sort of in a "transitioned state", since i don't pass as cis (and not as trans, either). i'm pretty comfortable as i am currently, despite having crazy sudden episodes of dysphoria-- namely towards not having a penis-testicles (more based on genitalist transfem stereotypes), or the fact i have huge humongous titties. but they don't last long! so i think this is a W.

since currently have an IUD, it greatly calms my testosterone levels down, so im not as masculine as i usually would be-- that being said, i honestly think i would love to take testosterone! low doses, just enough to keep me in the middle of where ive always been.

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【 O4 】 — How do you express your identity through your behaviour or clothing? How does this relate to your identity? If you don't currently, would you like to in the future?

honestly, currently its extremely hard for me to use my physical presentation for self expression; brazil is incredibly hot + the world is heating up, so certain kinds of attire would have my autism sensivity kill me way before i could kill myself. currently, i wear a lot of genderless clothing since i use shorts and green shirts-- military shirts, since the brazilian expeditionary force is my special interest. (can you tell i hate nazis and love brazil?)

for mannerisms, i think my chillax and kind of jackass way of speaking and putting myself out there is pretty GNC by itself. i swear like a sailor, spread my legs like a dude, im extremely grouchy... and more stuff i can't pinpoint right now. most of my friends/close peers see me like this, a "macho girl". which ive come to enjoy a lot recently! very nice, very me

i would love to express myself through my real life appearance more in the future. i think moving to europe or a colder area would greatly help me, but also my autism would still have high expectations for fabric and textures, so its not easy to tell. butch presentation, unisex clothing, androgyny, ouji fashion, emo/scene[mo], goth... there's a lot to think about, i'll have time to see what i enjoy and what i tolerate :)

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Answering prompts from the @radiomogai experiences event (link) ♥︎

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【 O3 】 — Talk about either your favourite identity term of yours, or a random one that applies to you! Why is it a part of your identity, how does it apply to you?

i don't think i could ever possibly choose a single favorite, or otherwise miss the opportunity to talk about important aspects of my life and how a label has helped me, so i will cite a couple. i hope its no issue..! they're gonna be in a somewhat chronological order ^,.,^ hopefully it makes sense?

NIJUXERA — the combination of "juxera" (link) and "nixera" (link); nijuxera (link) is one of the many labels that posed as hefty progress unlockersin my journey of self understanding.

nixera was the one i found first, and it perfectly described my experience with feminity/womanhood, and the lack of it. id always have to say "im a girl, but im not a girl, but im still a girl, but also not at all, but also yeah the shoe fits, only on sundays, but once every seven blue moons" -- now i can just say im nixera, and its WAY easier for my internal cataloguing of myself.

i discovered juxera not long after nixera, and i suppose these were the terms that got me into MOGAI identities. juxera easily described my experience with feminity/girlness, in the sense that it was so detached from the average lass' experience with being a gal. it hasn't a good connection (similarly to wifi when a storm approaches) to womanhood/girlhood in usual ways, and its so far away, like a exoplanet light years far from our earth. and that sentiment was perfectly captured by this label, i believe.

(i would also say i also identify with pronixvir (link), but thats assimilation ever since i discovered im ambi-binary/binary-bigender. it wasnt as big as a label attachment)

FUTCH — unironically speaking, this label saved my gender. for the longest time of my life i had sensations and experiences that i knew not how to label, describe, or perceive; ive felt like a vridge between two extremes from the early years of my life, being tossed between "boy" and "girl", "masculine" and "feminine", "big" and "small", "this" and "that". i had one of my feet in both extremes, always, and i still do.

this label greatly helped me realize that i did not have to just pick one, i did not have to constantly be one, i did not have to force myself into a spot i didn't want to be in all the time (albeit wanting it sometimes). it helped me realize i wasn't just a girl, i was a dude too, despite my gender being a mere mirage-- and that genuinely helped me understand myself, and accept myself, and love myself.

SAPPHILLEAN && GAYBIAN — beware of the pipeline! i started identifying as pansexual, then bisexual, then sapphillean (link) — this one namely throughout my time as a "exclus"/covert inclus, and began feeling more and more comfortable with gaybian. this has been a label ive been fascinated with for the longest time, and from the start something about it spoke to me, even if i couldnt quite tell what exactly was the deal. i am still bisexual and omnisexual, those labels are kept close to my heart, but i also am gaybian, velaurian (link) and jaustenian (link)!

i am gay for men, and lesbian for women. i am also a gay girlypop and a lesbian dudebro -- and if the gender nonconformity/perceival allows it, i am lesbian for dudes and veldian (gay) for lasses. i am all of the above and something else (diamoric [link], enbian [link]) when it comes to nonbinary folks, and im also double-hetero sometimes when the stars align for such.

my orientation has inherent ties to queerness and genderfuckage/gender nonconformity, so it should be no surprise its confusing and caught in multiple crossfires. and ive come to love it all the same as ive come to love other things about myself; embracing it as it is, instead of making myself easy in the meet of prying eyes at the expense of my authentic existing self.

its a two-in-one package, but its not just two. when you open the box, ripping theough the "DO NOT SEPARATE" warnings, you realize its so much more than just two. the one isn't even one, either! its a complicated maze where sometimes im the pathetic little guy, or the femme fatale, or the aroace voyeur watching myself fall in love

additionally; its all for my beloved wife, of course -- there could be no other. they don't do labels, and his mannerisms + appearance[s] make me crash out in ways that i can't even begin to be called slurs for. her mystery and multiple ways of being have stolen my heart, and this machine of flesh and bone cannot have me tweak any harder than i already do for it.

i am not normal about my partner. they're gnc. he has no gender. she's transgenders. pronouns? never met 'em. he's transfem. they're full of gender. she's transmasc. he's a femme fatale. she's a cowboy from brokeback mountain. they're nothing, and everything, both at once. all of this makes my attraction fucking explode and rise from the ashes and explode and rise fr-- you get the sentiment.

FAGDYKE + TRANNY — this one will be short and sweet; reclaimal, defiance, love. i am a dyke in fancy boots and ouji fashion, im a faggot with casual and eccentric attire, im a tranny that you wont clock as anything because i can break your jaw. these slurs, albeit having a obvious connection to queer hatred and villification (if not dehumanization), have found a place in my heart upon seeing them used in reclaimable contexts.

the "cocksuckers for muffdivers" image (link) is one of the many great examples, but so is that one hundred-answer list with the many ways queer people identified and identify as to this day. it genuinely saved me.

INTERSEX — you can argue that this isn't solely a label-- and you're right, its not just a label, it has to do with one's natural body characteristics. but intersex isnt just the new term to replace the outdated, inhumane term of "disorder of sexual development"/"DSD", its also walking toward including other conditions that indirectly affect the big 3 sexual characteristic sections: organs (not just genitals!!!), chromossomes, and hormones.

needless to say; i have hyperandrogenism, caused by PCOS. while PCOS has ties to digestive issues, it also indirectly affects a person's production of testosterone-- too complicated to explain further, so take this as a dumbified explanation. anyways, i grew up experiencing intersexism (and other attached forms of hatred, such as transmisoginy, andro-villification, transvestigating, etc.) — but that's not the point.

finding the meaning and related experiences surrounding this word, this label, and this community of people who grew up with experiences like mine (or worse, since i did not experience medical abuse) gave me a sense of hope. i always felt bodily broken, like a body that didnt come out right, but the intersex community made me see so much about myself that i didnt appreciate out of internalized dichotomies and binaries.

the intersex label && community helped me find myself in ways i cant even explain to you as they are to me. i feel proud to be a maned lioness, an antlered doe, a girl of which a droplet of their own blood would save diabetics and transmascs alike (high testosterone and insulin)-- i finally am myself, within my body. i feel full, whole, i feel meant, i feel planned, and that's a feeling i cannot ever describe as anything other than paradisiac.

regardless of how my hormones have calmed down with the help of an IUD (which i decided to get alongside my guardians because of a six-month long period. yes, thats right, six months with no pause), i still love my hairy and macho-y self. when my voice drops deep down as i wake up, when i have to shave my pits two days after shaving (autism preference), or when i rub my legs/arms and feel all the hairs going up and down-- it all comes to me.

maybe in previous lives i alternated between perisex male/female, then intersex somewhere between the two, and so on... its all so familiar, warm, and welcoming. i was, and am, finally all of me. i am all i am.

heavens above, that was a lot. i'd add more labels, but they're more "micro" and i feel like these already sum it up pretty well. anyways, have a good one!

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Ahm hii

I wanted to ask something, How would someone present themselfs through a color?? /Genq

Would it be wearing things only in that color or something? I know it varies from person to person, but I wanted to know from your point of view or in a more general way.

Ahm and sorry if you dont respond to these kind of things, but since I saw you reblog something about it I got curious! ( Im new to MOGAI comu)

HELLO!!! namely from what ive seen its connected to the clothes you use (and similar things), but i believe it may also have to do woth profile settings, personality, actions, and other stuff. a person's presentation being connected to a certain colour and potentially its symbolisms!

i personally present a lot through olive greens, black, and spiky/odd silver jewelry :)

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butches and studs and gnc people who happen to be masculine are also very fucking disturbed and affected by the hatred of masculinity! So

Look, Ms. Punkitt. You seem like a nice person and all, but how you handled that original post was awful. You had a bad take, fine! That happens, and I won't hold that against you. But then other trans women show up to inform you of their experience, and why your take was bad, and you act like they've insulted you. You effectively plug your ears and say "This doesn't happen to me, so obviously it never happens", and then go right into insulting them. It's an assholish thing to do, to say the least. Like I said, you seem(ed) cool, so maybe you'll be able to get past this, but it was a bad showing from you.

My take of "I think certain specific people in my community having a bizarre hatred of masculinity is harmful" is bad?

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big fan of you too!! :D nice to see a queer blog that supports lesboys, turigirls, mspec monospecs, etc :3

OUGHH <3 <3 <3 it's my pleasure!!! my fellow queers deserve respect regardless of "odd labels". i am a mspec mono && turigirl myself, so :D

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【 O2 】 — What are your experiences with names, pronouns, and other referential language? How does it relate or not relate to other aspects of your identity?

hard to put into words, but most of my gender labels have direct connection to my very self and my history as a person. the same applies to my pronouns, names && titles/other stuff— they're all based on things that revolve around the core of my existence.

so, in a sense, my pronouns DO correlate with my gender, but it's through a common factor that unifies them without them being interconnected directly. gender/orientation is on side A, terminology is on side B, and the bridge that connects these sides are the themes of my very being.

extra: i feel like my general labels are vast and mkre diverse in their connections with myself, whereas my referral terminology is more closely related to me as a person (and my "lore")

i do, however, have intricate ways of linking my terminology and gender, mental illness/trauma, neurodivergency, alterhumanity && orientations together — i am buggender, and i go by bug/buhgs pronouns. i am AuDHDtistic, and use the title "It who questions All" (since my audhdism makes me super curious). i am a nonhuman, and i use It/Its and nonhuman terms. i have BPD, and i am under the limerencial neogender umbrella (link). i have OSDD, and i use the amazing mirror plural term (link).

these are good examples of direct connections between the two categories, and i think its kind of a regular experience for me (& many others). i suppose its not really anything special, but its still there, so i'm explaining it!

【 WARNING FOR MENTIONS OF INTERSEXISM AND TRANSMYSOGYNY 】

i think the only thing that i don't think i can connect to myself at all is the normative He/Him/His/He's/Himself pronoun set; this has to do with a prolongued history of intersexism and transmisoginy, and so i suppose it does still have to do eoth the question. my history as a person forbids me to have any connection to it— though pronouns like Hy/Hymm/Hym's/Hyrself {or similar} are easier to link back to me.

i experience a similar thing with terms like "boy", "man", and "father/"dad", but not with terms like "dude", "guy", "uncle" or similar. its very hard to explain, and even i don't fully understand it, but i suppose its for the same reason as thr He/Him pronoun set.

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Oomfie you wont believe what i just did . . .

I turned an anti contradictory labels person to be pro contradictory labels

It started from me finally getting brave enough to explain what lesboys actually are to it

And then the convo ran from there

From here to there it now supports good faith identities

Im proud of myself

( that person is the host's QPP )

- @floraeth

OOMPHIE U COOKED!!!! U DID VERY GOOD!!! THE COOKER!!!!! thats very lovely to hear, information and understanding will always overcome hatred and disdain :3