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k-zuzu · 4 months ago
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seo changbin 𖹭 gn!reader
dating scb.
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content: headcanons, eventual smut mdni, sucking him off, mention of pda, changbin courts you, me simping, kinda weird timeline i was too lazy to fix, not proofread, lowercase intended.
zuzu's note: purely for self indulgence. main masterlist.
i have been so obsessed with him! he's my ult bias but he's just been hitting different lately, especially in the recent lollapalooza concert. his hair, his lines in the ATE album, omg, he's so hdjakskzkkwe!!!@;#&@*
the video of him with chaeryoung was sooo cute, it was so nice to see him being so chill in a different way, u get me? also chaeryoung was so cute and funny there 😭😭😭
he would be such an amazing best friend but at the same time such A GREAT BOYFRIEND!
imagine dating him? you'd literally got the best jackpot ever. he's literally the perfect boyfriend. he's so mature and such a charming, gentle, lovable soul!!!
he's known for always being the one people go to for comfort and advice and i just love that about him<33
he'd prioritize you sooo much! he's a kind man, but the type where he can distinguish romantic and platonic interactions. for some other people there isn't much of a line so you can't tell if they like you
to changbin, you're special asf.
if you're into pda: wrapping an arm around your waist, feeding you some of his chips or fries while you're using your phone/distracted, hand holding, visiting your workplace/last class, and such.
friendly bickers with him would be so funnn! i do not limit him as a sweetheart (even though he is) he is SOOO loud. i thought about this while watching the skz code where he and hyunjin debate on whether the egg or the chicken came first, or if the butt was one or two butts. idk why changbin argued it was two. a butt is clearly one and has 2 cheeks! hyunjin's argument when he compared a butt to an ear was actually valid — if a butt is two then, an ear would just as well be two because what they had in common was that a hole seperated them.
he always takes you out on dates! it's important to him to keep the romance alive. gym dates, amusement park dates (never on a rollercoaster), history museum dates, candlelit dinners, studio dates, picnic breakfasts, bed breakfasts! he also feels kind of like a little academic library date kind of guy. sidenote: taking pics of each otherrr!!!
also, 3racha wrote the lyrics of the song "I Like It" and changbin was very passionate while defending the definition of the lyrics againdt hyunjin and seungmin on spot-on. so it's a given that changbin is no stranger to the concept of romance regardless of his lack of experience (at least to our knowledge).
so it doesn't take long for changbin to realize that his feelings are all but platonic. the question is; what would he do about them?
well, personally, i think changbin is the type to pursue. he's a little shameless (in a good way): all of the members know about his feelings for you and he doesn't hide them!
he never pressures you at all. he makes sure you're comfortable before making any advances. of course you allow him to court you.
he does everything, gift giving (buys you anything he sees that reminds him of you), acts of service (he's such an acts of service man!!!), quality time (plsss), physical touch (PLSSSS!!!!), words of affirmation (OF COURSE HE WOULD). everything.
one time, you noticed he was slowing down and you wondered if he was getting tired of waiting, but when you visited him at the dorm you realized he was sick. (why didn't he tell you?) you stayed and you took care of him.
immediately, he was better the next day. (maybe you were a magic cure for him).
the next week, you visited him in the studio and he was really stressed about his recent project. you offered to distract him and he accepted it (if it was even possible).
what he didn't expect was for you to kiss him. why did you kiss him? everything he did for you was building up to the moment he could kiss you.
a kiss turned into a make out session, into you grinding on his lap, into you sucking him off so he could relieve some of the stress he was feeling.
his words were adamant on not letting you because he wanted to be able to make you cum first, but his body spoke otherwise as his hands gently met with the top of your head and his legs spread wider.
he let out small whimpers and sighs, trying his best to stay silent because he might do something embarrassing but you were so good and you took him so well. you were moaning louder than he was as his fat cock went deeper down your throat and he finally met his release.
he tried to pull your head off of him, but you insisted he came down your throat.
"fuck." he whispered. too tired to fight you as his balls emptied, he came wayyyy too much and it was taking a little too long until he was done cumming.
finally pulling his dick out with a soft pop, you stood up, kissed his cheek and left like nothing happened.
well, it's safe to say he was done courting you and you finally started dating after that.
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coldsharkbiscuitmaker · 8 months ago
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ph. 서 영호
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04skyblue10 · 2 months ago
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불안의 서
불안의 서를 조금씩 야금야금 읽고 있다.
단어 하나하나 곱씹으며 읽을 때는  내용이 크게 와닿고 이해한 것만 같은데 막상 책을 덮으면 뭐랄까 책의 내용은 휘발되어 버리고 느낌만 남는다. 마치 커피 마시고 입안에 남은 텁텁함처럼. 근데 이 텁텁함이 기분 나쁘지는 않다.
요즘 꿈을 많이 꾼다. 책에서는 꿈이 현실이며 현실이 꿈이라고 하는데 어느 정도 동의한다. 최근에는 현실에서 억누르거나 말하지 못했던 것들을 꿈에서 쏟아내는 것 같다.
꿈에서 엄마랑 두 번이나 싸웠다. 현실에서는 정말 사이좋게 지내는데 내 마음에서는 조금씩 쌓인 게 많았나 보다. 싸운 주제는 자유였다. 일년만 자유로워지고 싶다고, 다 때려치우고 일년만 아무도 모르는 곳으로 가서 자유롭게 살고 싶다고. 그게 말이 되는 소리냐는 엄마와 서로 목청 높이며 싸웠다.
그러다 어김없이 4시에 깬다. 셔츠는 땀으로 젖었고 가슴은 물 먹은 솜이 폐에 가득 찬 것처럼 답답한 채. 난 일어나서는 벌써 5개월이 되어가는 불안의 약을 집어 삼킨다. 약은 줄어들지 않고 오히려 많이 늘었다. 약을 계속 먹는 게  과연 맞을까 이것조차도 불안으로 가득하다.
모든 게  불안하다. 이렇게 사는 게  맞는 것인지. 누구나 이렇게 고통받으면서 살고 있는 것인지.
꿈에서처럼 만년필, 잉크 한 병만  챙��고는 아무도 나를 모르는 곳으로 도망가고 싶다.
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bunnievr · 2 years ago
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⠀. ( 💌 ) 𝗌𝗎𝗇𝗈𝗈 : 君に埋め尽くされた 𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖽 ✿
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protect-namine · 10 months ago
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I need to read and write more carefully, otherwise I might end up saying "I tried to kill myself with poison" instead of "I read a book"
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nanichi0 · 1 year ago
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Dwaekki doodle for Changbin’s birthday!
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wandasam · 10 months ago
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Hello! I'm writing a fanfiction about Seo Soojin.
I have all the parts posted on my AO3 which I will also link.
Here is a brief description:
In a world of dreams and stardom, where the pursuit of success often overshadows personal desires, Sam finds herself caught in a whirlwind of emotions. Constantly striving to debut in the cutthroat world of K-pop, she yearns for recognition and acceptance. But it is on one fateful day, when she least expects it, that she stumbles upon the hope and light she had been searching for all along.
As fate intertwines their paths, Sam and Soojin become members of the captivating girl group, Twostar. On stage, they shine like stars, but behind the scenes, a secret love story unfolds, hidden within the melodies of Sam's heartfelt songs.
Sam's heart beats in sync with every word she pens, each melody a testament to the love she harbors for Soojin. Yet, fear holds Sam captive, preventing her from confessing her feelings directly. Instead, she channels her emotions into the songs she crafts, using music as a vessel to express her unspoken love.
Will Sam find the courage to reveal her true feelings to Soojin, risking their friendship and the harmony of their group? Or will the songs remain a bittersweet testament to a love that could never be?
In this journey, the melodies of Sam's heartfelt songs will serve as a backdrop to a story of love, sacrifice, and the indomitable spirit of those who dare to dream.
CHAPTER ONE
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kdram-chjh · 2 years ago
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Kdrama: Gu Family Book (2013)
Gu Wol Ryung and Yoon Seo Hwa reencounter
【TVPP】 Lee Seung Gi - Tragic meet, 이승기 - 승기(강치) 가족 20년 만의 슬픈 상봉 @ Gu Family Book
Watch this video on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5SEKhWbqzbk
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caritalastima · 1 year ago
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love being a girl (i have detailed databases of every guy i've liked since i started hs)
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k-zuzu · 4 months ago
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Hiiii can you do idol changbin x idol reader and the reader is uncomfortable that male idols are hitting on you while seated
장빈
seo changbin 𖹭 gn!idol!reader
sos.
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synopsis: changbin defends and comforts you when he noticed that you are uncomfortable at an award show bc stranger idols are flirting with you.
content: fluff, comfort, reader is uncomfy bc of men, not proofread, lowercase intended.
zuzu's note: hello, anon! thank you so much for being my first request !!! and it is also my bias fufufufu i am so happy that i decided to write it immediately. i wasn't entirely sure what you were looking for specifically, so i wrote for a gn!reader at an award show, and i hope you like my interpretation!<33
you and changbin have been in a content and joyous relationship for several months, with both your companies approving of your romance. despite this approval, your overzealous managers keep a constant watch over your interactions, leaving little room for privacy. this evening, you're both at an awards ceremony, but your seating has been arranged such that your groups are seated at tables apart from one another.
you and changbin would occasionally steal glances from across the room, exchanging subtle smiles and a few texts. as the hours pass, you and your respective group members become absorbed in your duties and you forget about changbin as he did you. (at least, for the evening). suddenly, however, an unexpected whisper breaks your focus when a male idol with tanned skin and soft black hair from the table next to yours leans over and murmurs in your ear.
"the show is pretty dull, isn't it?" he inquired, noticing you fidgeting with the hem of your shirt, clearly uninterested in the performers on stage. surprised, you turned to look at him, puzzled by his remark.
"hm? oh, yeah. i completely agree..." you responded without much enthusiasm, your energy levels currently low with how long the event is lasting. however, you didn't want to appear impolite, especially with the ever-present cameras lurking nearby, ready to capture every interaction. despite not being familiar with this man or his group, you couldn't help but consider the potential consequences if his fans caught wind of any perceived disrespect from you.
the boy's determination to engage in small talk continued despite your increasing irritation. with an air of arrogance, he mentioned, "my name is qz. my group wasn't even planning on attending tonight." a sense of superiority seemed to linger in his voice, as if his relatively lesser-known group had more important matters to attend to.
a stifled laugh escaped your lips as you averted your gaze to your group members, seeking a distraction from the awkward exchange. despite your attempts to downplay the tension, qz remained unfazed like the man he was.
"may i ask for your name? or can i just call you sexy~?" it takes every fiber in your body not to physically cringe at his poor attempt to flirt and you so generously offer him a pity giggle, but before you could reject him kindly, before you could even formulate a response to him, another guy abruptly joined the conversation. this young man, sporting pale skin, towering height, and golden hair, scooted his chair closer to both you and qz, interjecting himself into the conversation.
"what are you chatting about~?" the second guy inquired, eagerly joining the conversation. you strained not to let out a frustrated sigh, finding this interaction to be more agonizing than enduring the tedious award ceremony itself. "hi, y/n~! you're so talented!" the blond-haired man continued, lavishing you with compliments that didn't align with your current mood.
you muster a polite smile and nod, expressing your gratitude. however, as you look over at your group members, desperately hoping for a rescue from this awkward interaction, they remain oblivious, engrossed in the performance and the male idol on stage taking his shirt off, eliciting screams from the audience. frustrated, you glance back at changbin from afar, only to see that his attention is elsewhere as well. left with no choice, you let out a defeated sigh and resign yourself to endure the situation, hoping that it would end soon.
"ah, so it's y/n? i see... what a beautiful name." qz mumbles.
the blond member exclaims, hitting qz's shoulder lightly. "seriously, you don't know y/n?! i've told you about them several times!" qz raises his hands, surrendering playfully. he then turned to look at you, assuming a mock guilty expression as you sipped your water, pretending to be uninterested.
"so, y/n, are you dating anyone?" he asks abruptly, you look at him, almost spitting your drink.
"excuse me?!" you exclaimed, a mix of shock and offense in your voice. however, you tried to remain professional, placing your glass down gently. "no! no one..." you attempted to deny it, but the defensiveness in your tone betrayed your words. instead of buying your denial, the two boys chuckled and high-fived each other, causing you to look at them with raised eyebrows.
"so, who's the lucky person?" the blond-haired man inquired, a smirk playing on his lips. frustration welled up inside you, but you forced a laugh and shook your head, refusing to engage further.
"i told you, there's no one!" you reiterated with a strained smile on your face, trying to politely end the unwanted conversation. however, the blond and qz remained undeterred, persistently refusing to take the hint and continue to intrude into your personal life.
"come on, y/n, don't be like that..." qz places his hand on your shoulder, and that was the last straw for you. frustrated and ready to speak your mind, you firmly pull away from his touch. just as you are about to give him a piece of your mind, a hand suddenly obscures your view of him. changbin, your one and only, appeared before you, his hand aggressively ruffling qz's messy black hair. relieved, you look up as changbin stepped in, diffusing the tension and giving you a sense of comfort.
changbin forced a cheerful tone as he addressed qz, masking the anger beneath. "hey man, it's been ages! can we chat outside for a sec?" he then turned to the blond, addressing him as well. "i'd also love to catch up with you, dani. mind if we step outside for a moment?"
"hm? okay." qz takes a brief glance at you before shifting his focus back to changbin, who then wraps his arms around the two boys and he lifts them up from their chairs, squeezing them with a bit too much strength for comfort. the three men proceed towards the door, leaving you behind at the table, attempting to regain some semblance of normalcy from the uncomfortable, and quite frankly, scary situation that happened just now.
as time passes, you can't help but feel a little anxious at the fact that changbin hasn't come back yet, and so you decide to check on the boys outside. you excuse yourself from your fellow members and as you peak your head through the door, you see the three of them and they are distracted in conversation. you decide to stay hidden and eavesdrop on them.
changbin scolds the two boys sternly, his voice firm and calm. "you guys really need to learn some manners. the way you behaved back there was downright unprofessional... when you're unfiltered, that's when you slip up. had i been unfiltered, i would've knocked some sense into you by now." he pauses for a deep breath before continuing, a scolding finger pointed at them. "y/n is a very special friend to me, and it bugged me seeing the way you treated them. imagine how they felt when you kept pushing despite their clear signals!"
"yes, changbin-hyung... we're sorry..." they would repeat with every scolding word that came out of his mouth.
changbin had an air of wisdom and charisma about him that captured people's attention and made them want to listen to what he had to say. whether he was scolding someone, offering advice, sharing his thoughts, or simply carrying himself, he always possessed a natural ability to command respect and authority in any given situation. people were naturally drawn to his presence, often viewing him as a reliable source of knowledge and insight.
your chest fills with warmth and you can't resist the smile that creeps on your lips at the words that come out of his mouth. you are also glad that he didn't reveal your relationship while he was at it. (although partially, you hoped he did so he could give those boys a little more shame! he was letting them off too easy.) you just let out a sigh of relief at how fast easy the situation de-escalated when changbin handles it.
as soom as the two boys are dismissed, they rush past the door and don't even notice you — you enter the empty corridor and see changbin leaning against the wall. once he catches a glimpse of you, he gives you his full attention and approaches you, his hands carefully treading at your elbows. "hey! are you alright? what happened?" you just smiled and leaned up to kiss him.
"thank you for being so hot." you say, arms around his neck and he just looks away blushing — he purses his lips, trying to contain his flattered smile but it doesn't do anything.
"what's with you~" he whines as he holds your waist and kisses your cheek. "we should go back out before anyone notices any monkey business." he says and you nod curtly. "wait, are you sure you're alright?" he asks once more.
"yes, i was a bit uncomfortable but it's fine now." he nods and gives you a reassuring smile, rubbing your back. "thank you so much, again... i missed you all night, you know?" you whisper.
"i missed you, too, baby..." he says softly and captures your lips in a tender kiss. "let's go back now? i'll be sure to treat you to something nice when we finally get out of here."
"deal."
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ferventime · 2 years ago
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모브 여캐 얼굴 낙서
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cude-lim · 2 years ago
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실업급여 구직급여 신청한 분들이라면 면접확인서 양식을 사용을 자주 해야하는데 무료 양식 어디있는지 잘 모르는 분들이 많습니다. 이번 시간에는 실업급여 면접확인서 양식 다운 받법 자세히 알아보겠습니다.
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bunnievr · 2 years ago
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   ⟡  ㅤㅤㅤ𝗌𝗐𝖾𝖾𝗍𝗌ㅤ۪ㅤ𝗋𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖿𝗅𝗈𝗐𝖾𝗋𝗌. ⟆ : ♥︎ ⟡  
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t1ny-untitled · 11 days ago
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TILL X GN!READER
「 ✦ ‧₊˚ 🎸 ⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ
- in this au, Till is in love(?) with the reader!yn and sang a different song in Round 2 in where he thinks you like (the aliens don't know it was someone else's song). He feels unsure of his feelings for gn!reader until he sang the song. -
- Warning; Till might be ooc(out of character) so I apologize if it is. If anything, feel free to give me some tips or things to improve this or any of my future fics, thank you! -
「 ✦ ‧₊˚ 🎸 ⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ
날 스치는 그대의 옅은 그 목소리
(That faint voice of yours that grazed me.)
내 이름을 한 번만 더 불러주세요
(Please call my name one more time.)
얼어버린 노을 아래 멈춰 서 있지만
(I'm standing still under the frozen light, but)
그대 향해 한 걸음씩 걸어갈래요
(I will walk towards you, step by step)
Still with you
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Still With You - Jungkook
‧₊˚ 🎸 ⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ✦ 」
[Reader] has always been the person that Till admired a lot. Watching them from afar with admiration. Through his journey of learning the guitar, they were his inspiration and motivation to continue on. For him, his education, and for them.
You were his childhood best friend he never wanted to let go. You were too kind to him. To people. To everyone. He likes that about you. He couldn't even believe that he met someone so caring like you. It felt so unbelievable.
He just wishes to at least hold your hand, wipe your delicate tears when you cry, let you sleep on his shoulder for as long as you can, and talk to you for countless hours.
It breaks his tiny heart whenever he sees you with someone. He had always tried to impress you. He wanted you to be proud of him. To notice him. To care about him. He had always dreamed about that.
And this is finally the time that he can impress you. And he won't mess it up. He can't mess it up.
‧₊˚ 🎸 ⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ
Till was now against a guy—Acorn. A short brown haired boy who is just the same age as he is. He looked at the audience with confidence. He knew he was gonna win this round. With this song he prepared. For you.
Surely, the music started to play, giving a somewhat soft but electrifying memory with his guitar. He tried to do it as softly as possible but also enough to maybe impress you.
He struck a few tabs and some chords, bringing the microphone to his mouth as he sang, giving a slightly blocked sound to impress the audience as well
"날 스치는 그대의 옅은 그 목소리."
"내 이름을 한 번만 더 불러주세요"
"얼어버린 노을 아래 멈춰 서 있지만"
"그대 향해 한 걸음씩 걸어갈래요"
"Still with you"
He sang in a soft tone before striking a slightly louder and improvised melody. The boy looked at him, not even knowing where to start singing until he continued.
"어두운 방, 조명 하나 없이. 익숙해지면 안 되는데 그게 또 익숙해"
("Dark room, no lights. I shouldn't get used to it but I'm used to it again.")
He sang, looking at the ground for a brief moment to think about all the things he had with you before when the two of you were still kids.
"나지막이 들리는 이 에어컨 소리. 이거라도 없으면 나 정말 무너질 것 같아. 함께 웃고, 함께 울고. 이 단순한 감정들이 내겐 전부였나 봐"
("This quiet sound of the air conditioner. I feel like I'd really fall apart without this. Laugh together, cry together. I guess these simple feelings were everything to me.")
A gentle smile creeped up to his face, looking up. He felt conflicted by his unknown feelings for you. And he wanted to be sure...
"언제쯤일까 다시 그댈 마주한다면? 눈을 보고 말할래요."
("When will I ever see you again? I want to look you in the eye and tell you")
"보고 싶었어요"
("I missed you")
Suddenly, he felt a switch in his heart turned on. A feeling of his heart racing as he continued on the lyrics with passion. He hasn't felt something like this until now... It felt so nice, even.
The brunette looked at him, slightly panicking as he looked at his score compared to the gray haired one. He looked back at the gray haired, seeing how he was smiling genuinely. His collar was green, showing his positivity. Or even, motivation..
He really hopes you like it...
‧₊˚ 🎸 ⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ
"Till!"
A young child said, running towards the young boy—Till "Look what I made!" The young child said, showing him a little bouquet of flowers. You were smiling like a little kid, giving the bouquet to him. "It's for you!"
Till looked at the bouquet, feeling his cheeks burn beet red by the sudden gift. "W—why me?!" He exclaimed, looking up at you with surprise.
The young child looked at him, confused but also upset, thinking he doesn't like it "Why? Is it ugly?" You asked, looking a bit saddened as you looked down at your bouquet. He didn't like it when he saw you like that. He quickly patted your head, trying to calm you down "I—I'm just asking! I didn't say anything negative about that!" *He protested, hesitantly grabbing the bouquet and hiding it up to his chest "H—happy?!" He says, looking down at you and hoping you would be happy again
The little child looked up at him, and your face brightened. "Sing me a song" You stated, looking at him with a smile. You knew he couldn't say no... "A—ah... Hrgh..." Till grunted, feeling his face heat up and looked away, looking timid. "Fine...!" He said making you smile brightly and jumped up and down.
You sat on the floor beside him, looking at him as if waiting for him to sing. He couldn't concentrate properly on how focused you are to him but eventually, he started to sing.
"황홀했던 기억 속에"
("In the ecstatic memories")
"나 홀로 춤을 춰도 비가 내리잖아"
("Even if I dance alone, it rains")
"이 안개가 걷힐 때쯤 젖은 발로 달려갈게"
("By the time this fog clears, I'll run with wet feet")
"그때 날 안아줘"
("Hug me then")
‧₊˚ 🎸 ⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ
He didn't even realize that he was zoning out and his opponent—Acorn was already singing while he was distracted. He felt angered to the point he slammed his guitar on the floor. He wanted it to be him he's impressing you. Not the flat haired guy.
It still made him mad despite him still winning over the brunette. Now he had just killed his alien guitar. Ahh... But all he wanted to know is if you liked it or not.
He goes back to where he was, trying to find you to see if you paid attention to his performance. He just hoped that you weren't sleeping that time since you are a heavy sleeper... But luckily, when he came back, you instantly greeted him with a soft smile and waved at him. The only thing that filled his mind is that you liked it based on your small interaction with him.
Till looks at you, his face burning and his lips curling into a nervous and awkward smile before waving back. Now he finally knows what his feelings for you are now.
He wants to stay still with you
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CHAPTER ONE: HELLEVATOR.
In the bustling streets of Seoul, i made my way here seven years ago, i have also been a traniee for those seven years. Who would've thought i could feel this much rejection and loneliness. i didn't think it would be this difficult; i didn't know i could be stuck in one place, in one spot for so long.
all it has ever been is me trying to debut with a group but ending up cut out, or like today, i attempted to go in solo, i did my own music, and i was good but not good enough to debut. JYP said i should at least find someone, even one person who wants to debut with me, that i can't do this alone. He said if I get someone he will give us another chance to perform to see if we can debut.
Easier said than done.
No one even talks to me, let alone wants to work with me. I'm a freak here, just like back at home. Why did I think it would be different just because i moved?
I decided to go out for a walk and clear my head.
or at least try to clear my head.
With so much doubt beginning to creep in, i just kept questioning if I should give up on my aspirations. If this was or will be worth it. I feel like maybe It's a sign, maybe I should just quit.
i rubbed my eyes in frustration letting out a sigh.
Can i just get a good sign? Can i get a reason not to quit my dream? i thought to myself.
as I wandered through the city, lost in all my thoughts, not fully paying attention i happened to accidentally collided with someone. I almost fell over but she grabbed my arm to stop the my fall and her drink fell onto my hoodie, then the floor.
shit; i hope shes not too mad I made her lose her drink. i thought.
"Are you alright?" she began, but as soon as I looked up at her, I was struck with awe and couldn't focus on a single word she said.
In that moment, time seemed to stand still as i looked up and found myself captivated by Soojin's presence.
Is it really Seo Soojin? I had heard about her, thought she was stunning when I saw her on TV, but now, seeing her in person, I'm completely mesmerized. Out of all the people, I was fortunate enough to run into her?
She tilted her head slightly and asked, "Hey, are you okay? I'm sorry I ruined your jacket. Let me make it up to you by washing it for you."
Snapping out of my daze, I replied, "No, it's alright, really." I glanced down at the spilled drink in front of us. "...I'm sorry for causing you to lose your drink," I admitted.
She shook her head. "Still, let me make it up to you. I'll get this cleaned for you," she insisted, tugging at my sleeve, indicating she meant my hoodie.
I bit my bottom lip as I pondered. Could this be a sign?
"Well," I began, "what if you make it up to me in a different way?" I suggested, an idea forming in my mind.
She looked at me with confusion. "What way?" she inquired.
"Would you perform with me?" I asked.
"Perform with you? Are you an idol?" she questioned.
For some reason, in that moment, I felt compelled to tell her everything. I shared how long I had been training, how I struggled to debut because no group wanted me or how I would be kicked out right before a group's debut. I poured out my heart about what happened today and how they refused to accept me moving forward, even as a soloist. No matter how hard I worked, how much I tried, or the kind of song or performance I put together, they wouldn't give me a chance. Once I finished speaking, she paused, deep in thought.
"...Would you at least listen to my demo of a song before you say no?" I asked, interrupting her thoughts.
Soojin looked at me, puzzled yet intrigued by my proposal. We found a nearby café, where I nervously played the demo I had prepared. The heartfelt lyrics and the melody that flowed seamlessly through the speakers resonated with Soojin, stirring emotions she couldn't ignore.
I think in that moment she realized that this unexpected encounter was more than just a coincidence, just like me. It was a chance for both of us to fulfill our dreams together. With a newfound determination, Soojin looked at me and said, "Let's do it. Let's debut together as a duo. I believe in you, and I believe in us."
Her words filled me with a surge of excitement and relief. I had been hoping for her support, but hearing her say those words out loud made it all feel real. i had both been chasing this individual dream for so long, but now, it seemed like fate had brought us together for a reason.
As we sat in that cozy café, surrounded by the aroma of freshly brewed coffee, we began to discuss our plans. We knew that the road ahead wouldn't be easy, but we were determined to make it work. We brainstormed ideas for our performance of this song, what parts would be Soojin's and Soojin decided to be the choreographer for the song. we spoke there until the café closed.
As we stepped out of the café, I made up my mind to accompany her home. We engaged in a conversation about how we would commence our practice sessions and her potential inclusion in our group.
"So, have you come up with a name for our group?" she inquired.
"I'm still pondering on that. I never imagined I would reach this point," I chuckled nervously. "Do you have any ideas?" I prompted.
She tapped her chin with her index finger, humming as she contemplated. "Well, since there are two of us, maybe we could incorporate that number into the name to symbolize our unity."
I pondered for a moment before a thought struck me, causing me to halt in my tracks. "What do you think of Twostar?" I asked.
"That's adorable, I like it," she replied, giving me a smile.
Before we could delve into further discussion, we arrived at her house. "This is me," she stated, coming to a stop and turning to face me. "Give me your phone," she added.
She swiftly typed something into my phone, and a ringing sound emanated from hers. She handed my phone back to me. "So now we have each other's phone numbers. Call me in the morning, and we'll start from there," she said. "Also, text me when you get back to your dorm, okay?"
I nodded and responded, "I will, and thank you for this opportunity. I won't let you down."
She smiled at me. "I have a feeling you won't. See you soon," she said.
"See you," I replied as I watched her walk into her house. Once she disappeared inside, I made my way back to my dorm. I sent a text to Soojin and then allowed myself to sink into my bed.
This was real. It wasn't just a dream. I had contemplated leaving everything behind, but now I didn't have to.
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no1likejoongie · 2 months ago
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✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ HORNYTOBER MASTERLIST ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧
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༯ Day 1 - 최 수빈 SOOBIN ღ Size Kink ༯ Day 2 - 아이엔 I.N ღ The priest and the demon ༯ Day 3 - 서 창빈 CHANGBIN ღ Ropes ༯ Day 4 - 정 우영 WOOYOUNG ღ Praising ༯ Day 5 - 황 현진 HYUNJIN ღ Precious art ༯ Day 6 - 최 산 SAN ღ Family dinner ༯ Day 7 - 김 홍중 HONGJOONG ღ Studio sex ༯ Day 8 - 강 태현 TAEHYUN ღ Gym partners ༯ Day 9 - 박 성화 SEONGHWA ღ "Sit on my lap, darling" ༯ Day 10 - 필릭스 FELIX ღ Ab riding ༯ Day 11 - 송 민기 MINGI ღ "You want it?" ༯ Day 12 - 최 범규 BEOMGYU ღ Friends ༯ Day 13 - 휴닝가이 HUENINGKAI ღ "Look at me" ༯ Day 14 - 방찬 BANGCHAN ღ Scratches ༯ Day 15 - 리노 LEEKNOW ღ Pictures ༯ Day 16 - 최 연준 YEONJUN ღ Ribbons ༯ Day 17 - 정 윤호 YUNHO ღ "You belong under me" ༯ Day 18 - 김 승민 SEUNGMIN ღ Collars and leashes ༯ Day 19 - 최 종호 JONGHO ღ Tie ༯ Day 20 - 강 여상 YEOSANG ღ Voice kink ༯ Day 21 - 한 지성 HAN ღ Hentai ༯ Day 22 - 김 홍중 HONGJOONG ღ After concert ༯ Day 23 - 강 여상 YEOSANG ღ Under those sweet looks ༯ Day 24 - 정 윤호 YUNHO ღ Hands ༯ Day 25 - 강 태현 TAEHYUN ღ Stronger ༯ Day 26 - 최 연준 YEONJUN ღ "Deeper" ༯ Day 27 - 최 산 SAN ღ Skirts and stockings ༯ Day 28 - 김 승민 SEUNGMIN ღ Vibrator ༯ Day 29 - 정 우영 WOOYOUNG ღ Beg ༯ Day 30 - 송 민기 MINGI ღ Lazy sex ༯ Day 31 - 박 성화 SEONGHWA ღ Candy
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