#풀어

[girlsndboys]

PLEASEE just hear me out.

smau where the men contact the reader after seeing them at a club for the first time in months 😈 (and maybeee they cheated, regret doing so)

not 100% sure how i was meant to interpret this, but i delivered what i could 😭

-‘ the jjk men messaging you after seeing you at the club

+*:ꔫ:*﹤toji, gojo, geto, choso & sukuna

(slooowly working on requests ! you all have so many good ideas, trying my best to get them done<3)

[7wuliy]

얽매인 끈을 또 풀어

(pour up)

[gyuzoh]

“풀어 POUR UP” KIM MINGYU—°

summary: bartender kim mingyu, who you have the undeniable hots for— denies your advances due to your promiscuous reputation as seoul’s newest and upcoming hottest female dj.

therefore you make it a mission to prove your god-sculpted eye candy, wrong.

playlist: pour up (dean), you know (jay park, okasian), 2nd thots (jay park), freak like me (camo), btbt (b.i)

warnings: swearing, mentions of alcohol, smoking/vaping, drugs and sex.

next

prologue.

there you stand, the headphones wrapped around your neck were connected to the dj deck as you play one top track after another through the speakers of the nightclub. the flashing of lights making the crowd look like a velocity edit from tiktok as they sway their hips side to side, drunk off the liquor they paid way too much for.

men were by your side, sticking to you like super glue while you played, trying to catch your attention. that only made your ego grow a bit more. you’re not one to lie. you knew you were good looking, and you loved to flaunt it.

however, these men were not your type. they smelled of body odour and their breaths tainted with the stench of alcohol made you hurl inwardly.

you had about 10 minutes left of your set, and by god you wished it would go by quicker. the hot bartender you set your eyes on an hour and a half earlier in the night had caught your attention. the dark brown hair and his high nose bridge that had a beauty spot adorning the tip of it, that man was sculpted by god himself and you wanted a taste of him, so damn bad.

jungkook, a fellow dj and a close friend of yours stands beside you as he pulls out his own usb full of his own playlists. he starts mixing in his own tracks to start his own set as you finish yours, and you pack up your equipment all the while ignoring the ugly men trying to hand you shots of vodka or tequila.

making a bee line to the bar, you whip the long strands of your dark brown hair over your shoulder and fix up your mini dress, making sure to flaunt the beauty spot that adorned the area just below your left clavicle.

as you stand at the bar, you radar the bar for the tall man you were aching for, seeing him finish up with serving the drunken girls swooning over him—too. he walks towards you and asks what you wanted to drink. alize lemonade, you respond and he nods in acknowledgement, picking up the glass bottle of the blue liquor and pouring it oh so sexily into the glass.

there was no way in hell you thought you’d find the action of pouring attractive, yet here you were like a kpop fanatic gawking over his muscles as he made you a drink.

“ten dollars,” he says passing you the drink. you pull out the free drink card you had been gifted by the night clubs manager and held it out for the godly man to retrieve. he reaches his hand out to grab the card, and you place it in his, letting your fingers graze his for a second longer than needed to.

as you do that, you take a look at his name tag that sat on his chest. mingyu.

“hey mingyu,” you say loud enough for him to hear you over the music. he looks up from your touching hands and tilts his head in question to you calling out his name. “can i get your instagram if i tip you?”

it was a bold move, and by god you were begging to just hide in a hole in fear of rejection, though you were never once rejected.

mingyu eyed you up and down, his eyes gazing a second longer on your beauty spot. with a smirk on his face, he revealed the canines he had, his tan skin was glowing in the dimly lit room. he opens his mouth to respond to your question with his own, but before he could even mutter a ‘why should i?’, his blonde co worker calls him over and cuts him off.

inwardly rolling your eyes, you glance towards the high pitched voice of your cockblocker. somi, is what her name tag read.

it’s okay, you still have a few hours before the club closed, and you weren’t in any rush to go home. sharing a glare towards the blonde girls way, you grab your drink and down it, roughly slamming down the glass on the bar before turning and making your way back to the dj booth, ready to initiate plan b.

wait out the next three hours of the night.

mingyu turns towards somi, raising an eyebrow at the sudden call of his name. the blonde girl smiles sweetly at the six foot something boy, showing off her perfect pearly whites.

“nothin’, just thought i’d save you from the hassle of rejecting her,” she says. mingyu raises his brow.

“why would i reject her?” he asks, curiousity evident in his deep voice.

somi shrugs, wiping her hands down on the rag that hung below the house liquor. “she’s pretty well known for toying with a lot of boys, especially those younger than her.”

the blonde girl leans forward to collect the glass you had slammed before strutting away, and placed it in the sink gently. “i’m quite surprised she’s decided to go for an older guy like you.”

“why surprised, have you seen me?” mingyu responds with a smirk on his face. he knew he was hot, he’s reminded every few minutes by the desperate girls who frequent the bar just to throw seductive looks his way in prayers for just one chance. you being one of them.

“i’ve seen all of you, gyu” she answers, a smirk on her face, replicating his own.

you stand outside in the cool breeze, your face flushed from the liquor you had downed. the cigarette in your fingers being thrown to the floor as you step on it. the air was cool but not cold to the point you had to wear three jackets to avoid hypothermia.

you’d decided to wait out the last three hours of the night in hopes you catch mingyu on the way out without being cockblocked.

the club has closed and you stay outside as the crowd dissipates and everyone takes their ubers to their designated homes and hotels.

you hear somi laughing as she exits the club with another man, waving him goodbye. she stands besides you and gives you a small smile which you find incredibly irritating, not a symptom from the alcohol.

you were planning to just ignore her, but she sparks up a conversation with you. “you know, you shouldn’t bother with mingyu.”

you look up from your phone in your hand, blowing out the last of the smoke you had hiding in your mouth. cocking your head to the side, you reply.

“and why shouldn’t i?” you were becoming warm, unsure if it was the alcohol or the anger from this girl telling you what you should or shouldn’t do.

“well for one, he’s not into-“ somi gives you a look up and down, disgust evident on her face, “-whores.”

you gasp, how dare she.

“and two, he’s with me.” you roll your eyes, the liquor you had drank was making it easier for the taller female to rile you up.

you take a step closer towards her, lifting your arm ready to make contact with her cheek, but a larger hand stops yours and pulls you back.

your back is leaned up against a broad chest, and you look up to see who it is.

barely anyone knew you had a brother other than a few close friends. lee heeseung. not only that, but he was incredibly clingy and overprotective of his only older sister.

“who are you to talk to her like that?”

heeseung wraps his arm around your shoulder as he pulled you closer to him, throwing a scowl at somi who had utterly disrespected you.

heeseungs friends walk up behind him and ask if you’re okay, handing you their jackets and assessing the situation. you question why they were here and they respond saying they had just come from dinner and spent the rest of the night out at karaoke, now on their way home.

the door to the night club opens up and mingyu walks out, taking notice of somi and what he assumes to be the dj and her minions picking on his coworker. he takes a stand behind somi, wrapping her with his own jacket, which makes you roll your eyes.

somi smirks at your reaction, before opening her mouth again. “your boy toys?”

wonyoung, one of heeseungs close friends who was stood beside you, walked forward. having heard enough of the conversation that had taken place seconds earlier, she extends her palm, landing a straight hit on the older girls face.

“don’t talk to our older sister like that,” your eyes widen at your brothers girl friend’s feistiness and cover your lips, stifling a laugh.

“wonyoung, it’s fine.” you say, pulling her back to you and your brothers group of friends.

somi looks up to you with a shocked expression, before turning to mingyu and sobbing. you eye him as he babies her and pulls her away, sending a glare your way.

“take your boy toys and their little girlfriends home.” mingyu says.

you scoff in response before turning the other way with your younger brother and his friends, making your way back home. it’s been a long night. a long night of no progress with your eye candy for you.

[tohaneul]

편지라는 건 신기하다. 소중한 사람에게 받는 편지는 별 대단한 내용도 아니어도 눈물이 주르륵 흐른다.... 스스로도 왜 눈물이 나는지 이해 안 되게

난 편지를 그다지 좋아하진 않는다...라고 생각한다.

결국 종이 쪼가리 쓰레기가 될 뿐이라고 생각하는데 이건 아마 내가 소중한 상대에게 편지를 많이 받아보지 못해서 심술 난 걸지도 모른다

4년 전 연애할 때 글을 잘 쓰던 남자친구를 선망했다. 나보다 나이도 훨씬 많고 예쁜 문장을 잘 적던 사람이라 그에게 편지 한 통을 꼭 받아보고 싶었다. 연애하기 전 한창 가까워지던 시기에 나를 생각하며 쓴 글들은 마음에 일렁일렁 기분 좋은 파동을 만들어줬다. 그래서 그 사람을 만났던 것 같다. 그 사람은 외모도 잘난 편이 아니고 능력이 좋지도 내게 특별히 엄청 잘해주는 사람도 아니었지만 나는 그 감수성을 사랑했던 거다

하지만 막상 만나고 나니 그 사람에게 받은 편지 한 통 없더라. 기념일 생일 크리스마스 같은 날에 소소한 선물은커녕 편지 한 통 못 받아봤다

그때 정말 그게 많이 서러웠는데 시간이 지나면서 내가 편지를 받고 싶었던 사람이란 걸 잊고 지내왔다

그러다 이번 크리스마스는 평범한 편지 한 통을 받게 됐다. 특별히 멋지고 감수성 짙은 문장이 있지도 않은... 있어 보이는 말 어려운 말 미사여구는 찾아볼 수도 없는 투박하고 담백하고 평범한 편지 ㅎㅎ

그래서 더 기분이 묘했다.

안정적이고 편안한 사랑이라는 건 이렇게나 긴장감 없고 행복한 걸까..... 되게 특별하지 않은 행복함이다.

행복이 특별하지 않음은 행복이 당연해져있다는 뜻이다

나는 지금 이 행복이 당연하구나... 당연하게 행복한 사람이구나. 되게 소소하고 가끔은 심심하지만 언제나 불안하지 않고 나른한 평범한 사랑이구나

이런 감정을 지금은 어땠다고 글로 풀어 적을 수 있지만 당시엔 정리가 되지 않은 채로 벌컥 마주한 느낌이었다... 그래서 내가 느끼는 감정이 뭔지 어떤 기분인지도 잘 모르겠는 느낌? 슬프면서도 (지금이 슬프단 건 아니고 과거의 나에 대한 일종의 자기 연민적 슬픔이다) 행복한 묘한 기분이었다

아무튼.... 편지를 읽다 눈물이 똑! 떨어지는데 민망해서 얼른 닦아버린 크리스마스 날.....

의식의 흐름대로 쓴 내가 행복하단 걸 새삼스럽게 실감한 날의 일기... 😅

[goyangi]

when you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers <3

thank you for the ask cutie! 💗 it's hard to list five songs only but these have been on repeat recently ( =＾ω＾)

[cho-yongchul]

해마다 요맘때면 겨울을 이겨내고 나온 보리순을 만난다

이 보리싹을 걷어다 멸치육수 내고 된장 풀어 끓여내면 봄보리국

우리가 생각하는것 보다 더 거칠고 투박하지만 혹독한 겨울을 이기고 올라온 강한 생명력을 입으로 느끼기엔 충분하다

이맘때 꼭 먹어야 할것은 봄보리국 쑥국 쑥개떡 쓱 버무리 . 그리고 진달래화전

여기서 어려운건 마님은 그런거에 노관심 .. ㅡ ㅡ ; ;

그래서 그건 그냥 마음한구석 어딘가에 챙겨놓고 때가되면 한번씩 들춰보는 오랜 사진첩 같은 메뉴들이다

#광명전통시장 #광명시장 #전통시장 #추천맛집 #광명왕족발 #광명할머니왕족발 은 #광명소셜상점 #광명8경 #광명동굴 #광명시 #LocalGuides 와 함께 합니다

[nabillera]

어머니의 진실과 만나기 전, 코르도나에서 미처 해결하지 못한 일들을 정리하는 셜록. 이번에는 운명의 숙적을 상대할 차례다.

자, 그래서 오늘 셜록의 발걸음이 향할 곳은

지도에 단 한 글자 'M'이라고만 적혀 있는 이 곳, 스칼라디오 북동쪽 시청 근처의 건물이다.

출발.

그동안 길을 생각만큼 샅샅이 훑고 다니지는 않았는지, 새 위치 알림을 만나는 일이 아직도 있다. 방금 지나온 교회는 형님의 남은 의뢰로 가게 될 곳일까, 아니면 그 근처 다른 장소를 찾기 위한 단서일 뿐이려나.

그리고 이어서 나타난 이 조각상은 혹시…?

그���나, 내 기대와 달리 이 조각상은 코르도나 보물 찾기와 아무 상관도 없었다. 수첩에서 본 것 같았는데 착각이었나 보군. 열심히 찾고 있지만, 오히려 그 때문에 문제의 장소가 눈에 더 안 들어오는지도 모르겠다. 그냥 코르도나 여행 사진 찍는 기분으로 다니는 편이 나을까. 이럴 때 사진 찍기 모드가 게임에 따로 있었으면 더 좋았을걸.

이윽고 M이 기다리고 있는 장소에 도착. 도착하자, 두 번째 새 위치 알림이 뜨면서 이 건물이 항만 관리소임을 알려 준다. 어라, 그런데 여기. 방금 수첩에서 본 보물 찾기 장소 아닌가?

역시나. 사진 속 화살표 방향에 마차 두 대가 주차돼 있고, 그중 하나에 감추인 보물이 보인다. 사진에서 동그라미 표시된 마차는 건물 앞마당이 아니라 오른쪽에 있는 것. 집중 모드 아니었으면 또 헤맬 뻔���네.

​그럼, 다시 건물 입구로 돌아와 M의 꿍꿍이를 알아볼까.

(가능성은 낮지만) M 본인이나 그의 심부름꾼이 아닐까 했더니, 여기서 셜록을 기다리고 있던 것은 형님의 수하였다. 동생이 요즘 어쩌고 있는지 뻔히 알면서, 안부는 무슨 안부?

비딱한 셜록의 반응에 당황하면서도, 그는 상사가 분부한 대로 용건을 전한다. 그 용건인즉, 최근 사고를 당한 자신의 요원 대신 그 요원이 전하기로 했던 기밀 문서를 찾아 갖다 달라는 것. 셜록은 형님의 일방적인 지시가 여전히 못마땅한 모양이지만, 기댈 언덕이 동생밖에 없다는데 뭐 어쩌겠어.

설명에 따르면, 요원은 스칼라디오 북서쪽 바스커빌 가와 리드 가의 교차로에서 사고를 당했다. 지도에서 위치를 확인�� 보면, 대충 이 언저리?▼

경찰서에서 지척이군. 마침 가는 길목에 상점도 있으니, 산책 겸 장도 볼 겸 느긋이 걸어가면 되겠다.

상점에서 집안 물건 몇 개 택배 보내 놓고 현장으로 이동. 사고 지점에 구경꾼 몇 명과 경찰이 모여 있다. 시신이 그대로 있는 걸 보아, 사고가 일어난 시각은 그리 오래 되지 않은 듯하다.

우선 현장을 지키고 있는 경관에게 정보를 얻어 보자.

셜록을 본 경관은 그의 얼굴을 아는 듯 대뜸 팔라쪼 델 루소 사건을 언급한다. 음, 팔라쪼 델 루소 사건……이 근데 뭐였지? 셜록은 바로 "아, 그거" 하는 눈치인데. 내가 게임을 너무 오래 쉬었나.

현장 조사 허가를 요청하는 셜록에게 경관은 사건이 이미 종결됐다며, 여자를 죽인 인력거꾼을 체포하겠다 한다. 코르도나 경찰이 자신만만하게 나올 때는 항상 억울한 누명을 쓴 누군가가 있는 법.

하지만, 셜록은 그의 믿음에 딴지를 거는 대신, 적당히 비위를 맞춰 주는 방법으로 허가를 얻어 낸다.

그건 두고 봐야 알 일이죠, 경관님. 아무튼 협조해 주셔서 감사.

이제 시신을 살펴보자.

하녀 옷차림. 평소 코르도나 어느 귀족 집안에 위장 잠입이라도 해 있던 걸까.

사인은 후두부에 입은 상처로, 셜록의 말에 따르면 거의 즉사했을 것이라 한다. 경관이 앞서 인력거꾼을 언급했는데, 인력거꾼은 아닐 테니 단순한 교통 사고였을지도. 물론 제3자가 저지른 살인일 가능성도 아직은 염두에 둬야 한다.

시신 오른손 근처에 열쇠가 하나 떨어져 있고, 열쇠고리에 숫자 '2'가 새겨져 있다. 아마 그녀의 은신처나 문서를 숨겨 둔 장소의 열쇠가 아닐까. 챙겨 놓고.

시신의 목에 걸린 원통형의 펜던트. 셜록의 짐작대로 안에 뭔가 들어 있다. 빈 쪽지? 옷에 주머니가 없지도 않은데 내용 없는 빈 종이를 은밀한 장소에 넣어 다닌다고? 흠… 아무래도 시약이 필요한 때인 것 같군. 이따 수첩을 확인해 봐야겠다.

시신을 살핀 뒤 다른 현장 증거도 둘러보려는데, 어디선가 수상쩍은 대화가 들려 온다. 아니, 저 경찰 양반이 지금 무슨 소릴 하는 거지?

정의감 넘치는 절친은 이번에도 그냥 지나치지 못하고, 인력거꾼을 위해 사건의 경위를 제대로 밝히자 한다. 그래, 셜록의 경력에 오점을 남기지 않기 위해서라도 이런 일은 그냥 넘어갈 수 없지. 그럼 다시 집중 모드로…

면밀한 조사 끝에, 셜록은 길을 걷던 피해자가 비탈에서 빠르게 내려오던 인력거를 피하지 못해 난 사고라고 결론을 내린다. 피해자가 인력거꾼을 못 봤을 리 없다고 존은 의문을 제기하지만,

어쩐지 처음 현장에 들어설 때부터 저건 뭔가 싶더라니. 셜록은 피해자가 때마침 떨어진 화분에 놀라 고개를 돌리는 바람에 인력거를 보지 못했으리라 추측한다. 그런데, 정말로 우연의 일치였을 뿐일까? '그 남자'가 어떤 형태로든 이 사건에 엮여 있을 게 뻔한 상황에서 말이지. 흐흥…

아무튼 이��로 인력거꾼의 누명은 벗겨 줄 수 있겠다. 경관에게 돌아가자.

셜록은 자신이 알아 낸 사건의 경위를 경관에게 전하며, 살인이 아닌 단순한 사고였을 가능성이 크다고 한다. 그러나 셜록의 추리를 헛소리로 일축해 버리는 경관. 뭐라고요? 사실 관계가 다르다고요?

사실. 사실 관계라.

진짜 사실을 앞세운 셜록의 반박에 결국 경관은 인력거꾼을 풀어 주기로 한다. 진작 이렇게 나올 것이지. 꼭 망신을 당해 봐야 정신을 차리나.

​불쌍한 사람을 구했다고 순수히 기뻐하는 존. 반면, 셜록의 태도는 다소 냉정하다.

그러니까, 인력거꾼이 불쌍해서 도와 줬다기보다 진실을 위해 행동했다는 건가. 뭐, 진실을 우선하는 탐정으로서 충분히 나올 수 있는 반응 같기는 하다. 한편으로는 셜록답기도 하고.

​자, 요원의 죽음에 얽힌 진실을 밝혀 낸 것까진 좋은데, 형님이 원한 기밀 문서는 어디서 찾아야 할까. 참, 그러고 보니 좀 전에 시신에서 수상한 쪽지를 발견했더랬지.

화학 분석을 마치자, 예상대로 빈 쪽지에 감추인 내용이 드러난다. 스칼라디오 북서쪽, 라이헨바흐 가와 허드소네티 가의 건널목. 새 표시를 찾아라? 분명 이것이 그녀가 기밀 문서를 숨긴 장소를 가리키는 단서일 것이다.

스칼라디오 북쪽, 라이헨바흐와 허드소네티… 출발 전, 지도로 대강 위치를 점찍어 두고,

가 보자.

[slowlydiving]

What is "Conatus"?, you may ask

just saw someone's tags wondering about the whole "conatus" thing on the teasers, which I was curious about as well

on a website that sells a.c.e's album, the explanatory text translates to: "In addition to deep considerations of the 'reasons for existence', this album portrays 'Conatus', which is the essence and core power[/energy] of all beings, as a love story and releases[/unwinds] it through A.C.E's characteristic comfortable music."

more details under the cut

as for how they got this idea: idk, but if you look for the Korean word 의욕 (=drive, willingness to work, motivation) on Naver dictionary, you get 'ambition' and 'morale' as English translations first (which are both p vague) and then there's 'conatus', so maybe beat's people decided this matched their intended meaning the best

if you look up the English (/Latin) word 'conatus' itself, you'll encounter a philosophical term that was interpreted in a fairly wide variety of ways over the centuries but apparently boils down to persistence, self-preservation and/or drive

here's the original Korean text from that website that I translated above:

"이번 앨범은 ‘존재의 이유’에 대한 깊은 고찰과 더불어 모든 존재의 본질이자 핵심적인 힘을 의미하는 코나투스(Conatus)를 러브스토리에 담아 에이스 특유의 편안한 음악으로 풀어 내었다."

[zhaozi]

pull up, pull up, i'm coming girl. 풀어, 풀어, 네 경계를, girl

[theonlyone-moa]

┊ ˚➶ ｡˚ 🕰 내 방식대로 풀어 live my life *. ★

[pearlzier]

This is such a beautiful song, it's been my favorite for a while now and I thought you might like it pookie🩵

OOOH ILL LISTEN TO IT NOW

[jussst-lurking]

tag game 🎲!

got tagged by @xiaoluclair 💜🌟💫💕🎇✨🖖

rule(s): get to know you better game! answer the questions and tag 9 people you want to get to know better 🌟

last thing i listened to? - 풀어 by Dean and Zico

currently watching? - just finished "house of ninjas"

currently obsessed with? - MXTX novels and MXTX cross-over fanfics (they're so good, srsly), though you could probably say danmei as a whole, seeing as i'm about to venture into the larger world of danmei novels beyond MXTX

tagging: (if you've already been tagged or don't feel like doing this, ignore me) @fueledbyremembering @itsgoingdutchin2021 @track-terror-apologist @f1-giuki @maxcuntstappen @sweeety17 @matchtaco @here-to-be-here @justheretoship

[doranproject]

"이유"

*이유

꼭 특별한 이유가 있었던 것은 아니었다.

그냥 그 날의 그 분위기가 재밌었고, 약간 덥고 습했던 공기가 살짝 가시는 계절이라 선선한 바람이 스칠때마다 기분이 몽글거리곤 했었다.

아주 조금 오른 취기에 오랜만에 만나서 꺼내는 추억같은 것들, 이런저런 이유가 있었겠지 생각하면서 찾아봐도,

너를 만나게 된 꼭 특별한 무엇인가가 있었던 게 아니었던 것 같다.

하고픈 말이 많아서 눈동자를 굴리고, 횡설수설하던 네가, 그날따라 유난히 더 웃겨보여서라고 하면 황당하겠지.

널 좋아하는 이유를 꼽으라면 그냥, 그 때의 너가 퍽 마음에 들어서 그래서 였던것 같다.

열심히 내게 쑥쓰러움을 덕지덕지 묻히고 내 기분을 살피던 네가.

그랬거든.

-Ram

*이유

1. 내가 고민 끝에 내린 결정이라면 (그게 불합리하더라도) 어떤 이유들을 다 붙여서 합리화시키기 때문에 아무리 타인이 잘못된 판단이라고 이야기해도 씨알도 안 먹혔다. 대신 내 결정으로 인해 내가 불행한 상황들을 맞닥뜨린다면 그건 내가 감수해야 할 문제고, 어떻게든 풀어 나가겠지. 중요한 가치들을 맞바꿨다면, 내가 선택한 가치들을 잘 지켜나가는 것이 가장 중요한데, 아무렴 나도 사람이라 조금씩 흔들리는 순간들이 온다. 그땐 내가 왜 이 결정을 했는지에 대해 다시 한번 곰곰 생각해 볼 필요가 있다. 아무리 뒤돌아보지 않는 나라도.

2. 왜 좋았냐는 질문이 많았는데, 새침한게 좋았고, 군말이 없어서 좋았고, 능청맞지 않아서 좋았고, 여지를 두지 않아서 더 좋았고, 부담을 주지 않아서 더 좋았고, 나에게 있어선 거의 결정하지 않았을 만한 방향을 선택할 수 있는 사람이어서 더 좋았고, 이미 지난 과거에 집착하지 않아서 더 좋았고, 잘 걸어서 좋았지.

-Hee

*이유

내가 태어나기도 전에, 그러니까 엄마가 아빠를 만나기도 전에 순천 시골에서 사셨을 때 친하게 지냈던 이성 친구를 몇십년 만에 다시 만나게 된 일이 있었다. 낚시가 취미라던 그 아저씨. 여전히 순천에 살고 계시면서도 한 달이 넘게 매 주말마다 부산 집으로 엄마를 찾아오셨었다. 직접 잡은 생선을 깔끔하게 손질해서 담은 아이스박스를 들고서 말이다. 반가움이 좀 지나친 게 아닌가 싶을 즈음에 발길을 끊으셨지만 그 후로도 종종 전라도에서 많이 잡히는 박대, 삼치 같은 생선을 집으로 보내주시며 안부를 전해주셨었다.

연재가 결혼한다는 소식을 전해 듣고서 왠지 그 아저씨가 떠올랐다. 부산 가면 종종 걔를 만나곤 했었는데 이제는 그러지못할 것 같아서일까. 어쩌면 정말 가끔 하던 안부 연락도 하지 않게 될 것 같아서일까. 안타까운 마음이 잠시 스치곤 지나갔다. 이유는 잘 모르겠지만. 그저 행복하다니 앞으로도 행복할 일이 참 많았으면 좋겠다 싶었다.

-Ho

*이유

Why do we live our lives, what is the reason? Do we live our lives for others or ourselves? We find the reason within ourselves. Someone can’t give you happiness but it is something you can find within yourself first before you let others into your life. Once you learn that reason then you can find that special someone who you can share that happiness with.

Once we share happiness in our lives together then our future will be bright, the reason for life will be clear and our stars will align as the sunset goes down in the nights sky. Always together and never apart.

-인이

[gyuzoh]

“풀어 POUR UP” KIM MINGYU—°

summary: bartender kim mingyu, who you have the undeniable hots for— denies your advances due to your promiscuous reputation as seoul’s newest and upcoming hottest female dj.

therefore you make it a mission to prove your god-sculpted eye candy, wrong.

playlist: pour up (dean), you know (jay park, okasian), 2nd thots (jay park), freak like me (camo), btbt (b.i)

warnings: swearing, mentions of alcohol, smoking/vaping, drugs and sex.

previous or next

chapter two.

warning! this chapter includes slight mentions of spiking, if this will make you uncomfortable i inform you not to read!

aka i didn’t realise how angsty i like to write my stories ;-; but our ship will finally make some progress.

last night was a fucking nightmare, you’re currently sat on the floor of your bathroom reconsidering the choices you made only less than twelve hours ago.

you had ended last night on the floor of the women’s restroom on your knees— unfortunately not in a stall occupied with mingyu, but rather puking up all the blue and gold liquor you had been handed by the other dj’s you acquainted who had also played that night.

“you gotta be shitting me,” you say as you held your own hair back, crouching over the toilet bowl. you’re not exactly one to get drunk, but you felt as though you needed some liquid courage to make some progress with mingyu.

that however, only lead to liquid terror. memories of last night continued to replay in your mind, the way you abruptly told mingyu to basically talk to your hand after your little argument as you ran with your hand on your mouth, gagging as you try to hold back the puke coming up. leaving mingyu, completely dumbfounded. “i’m never drinking ever again.”

it seems you would never be able to prove those rumours of yours false.

the door to your bathroom opens and heeseung emerges with a plastic bag in his hands. leaning down beside you, he places the bag on the ground and gently pulls your hair aside for you, replacing your hands with his so you could focus on throwing up with full force.

“nuna, you know you can’t handle your liquor,” he whispers, remembering how grumpy you got at him a long while back for speaking too loud whilst you were suffering from a hangover.

you groan in knowing frustration, sitting back up. heeseung lets your hair fall down on your back as he stands up-right, walking toward the sink and wetting a hand towel with warm water to wipe your face.

you stay slumped with your back toward the bathroom wall and wait for your younger brother to wipe your face for you.

“i bought you hangover soup and some supplements,” he tells you as he finishes up with wiping your lips, “i’m going out with beomgyu soon, so make sure to shower and eat.”

if it weren’t for the fact that heeseung was two years younger than you, you’re sure people would assume he was the older sibling with the way he was babying you.

you roll your eyes with a small smile, “i got it, just go.”

heeseung does a little grimace, moving back a couple of inches and covering his nose with his free hand.

“your breath stinks.”

it had been a couple of hours since heeseung had left home to go out with his friend. beomgyu was a year younger than you, and had made it increasingly obvious about the little crush he had on you.

you were flattered ofcourse, but being your little brothers friend, he was an immediate no. you did find him quite adorable, but in your eyes he just seemed like another younger brother to you— albeit less annoying.

you had just finished eating and was about to wash up when a ding and the vibration of your phone went off. you pick up your phone from the bench and turn it on, looking at the notification that lit up your screen.

an instagram message from wonwoo. you unlock your phone and open up the message to be greeted with a long paragraph of more information about the party for his friend that you were now going to be dj’ing at.

kwon soonyoung, you knew of him. soonyoung; or otherwise known as hoshi was a popular instagram influencer, and a well known underground ‘krnb’ artist. he gave you dean vibes if anyone were to ask you how you’d describe his music.

you were looking forward to this gig, being a small fan of his work and all. the party was planned to take place a week from today which meant you had work to do if you wanted to leave an impression on the partygoers. so you got to work.

“dude, i think i know my sister-“ heeseung says as he unlocks the door to your shared apartment, “she is so not interested in you.”

beomgyu sighs, knowing the inevitable. “like not even a slither of a chance?”

“no way.” the two boys enter the home and take off their shoes, making their way through the hallway and into the living room, where you sat on the ground infront of the couch.

your headset was plugged into your laptop and your eyes glued to the screen. beomgyu strides to the couch and takes a seat quite close to you, heeseung follows suit, throwing his feet on your shoulders as he sits down right behind you.

“hee, your socks reek.” heeseung rolls his eyes and gently kicks your shoulder as an act of pettiness. the two boys peer over your shoulders and watch you as you produce some new remixes for the upcoming party, incredibly stressed out.

beomgyu leans forward in curiousity, “where are you playing next?” he asks.

you remove your headset that was blasting music, turning toward the long haired male who was now inches away from your face. you cock an eyebrow asking him to repeat himself as the melodies were too loud in your eardrums to hear him the first time.

“oh, i was invited to play at a friend of a friend’s party.” calling wonwoo a friend felt awkward as it left your chapped lips, but it was the only thing you could describe the spectacled man as.

“you know hoshi?”

beomgyu and heeseung both perk up at the mention of the rhythm and blues singer, “you mean the one that works with producer woozi?” your brother asks, suddenly interested in your work for the first time.

you nod your head, placing your headset back on ready to continue your work as you only had less than a week to prepare. heeseung and beomgyu glance at each other in hopes you would be able to invite them with you, though you had no intention of doing so.

it’s the night of the party, and you’re clad in another skintight backless dress currently having a back and forth with your younger brother. “no hee, i’m not bringing you with me, you barely know anyone and neither do i.”

“that’s exactly why you should bring me, i’m company and in any case something goes wrong i’m right there with you!”

you roll your eyes at your brothers lame excuses and shake your head in disagreement, slipping on your black heels, you open the front door and walk outside to catch your uber, yelling out a quick and firm “no means no, nothing bad is going to happen and i’ll be home by 3am latest”.

the ride to the party was quiet, saying you were nervous would be an understatement. you’d never done a private gig before and especially not for someone with this much influence, though you couldn’t deny the offer— this would help your upcoming as seoul’s newest hottest dj.

the uber comes to a slow halt, you hop out of the black vehicle with a small thanks and strut to the front door of the two story house, the nerves kicking in.

upon opening the door, the loud music booms in your ears and you push through the intoxicated crowd, getting caught in between grinding couples once every five steps.

finally reaching the dj deck that was set up in the abnormally large lounging area, you scan the room for a familiar face, catching a glimpse of wonwoo speaking to the host of the party, hoshi.

you take a few more strides past dancing individuals and stand behind the taller men, tapping wonwoo on the shoulder.

wonwoo turns back to face you, throwing you a small smile. “hey, you made it,” he says.

you return his smile with your own and greet him with a small side hug, flashing a grin at the blonde haired male opposite you.

“hello, i’m soonyoung,” the blonde male extends his palm for a handshake which you return gratefully, responding with your own introduction.

“thanks for letting me play tonight, i really appreciate it,” soonyoung shakes his head and smiles at you widely.

“nah, thank you for accepting the offer, i’ve seen you around and you’re pretty good for a newcomer.”

you thank him and the three of you exchange small talk for the next couple of minutes before you feel a familiar sensation of needing to go to the toilet.

“where abouts is your bathroom?” soonyoung wraps his arm around your shoulder and guides you towards the restroom located at the other end of the house.

you thank the blonde male, and he offers to wait for you but you shoo him away, telling him not to worry and to go back to wonwoo.

as you twist the doorknob, the door opens from the opposite side and to your dismay, emerges an all too familiar face. your smile fades as you take in the appearance of your incredibly sexy, cheating ex-boyfriend. kim taehyung.

you must have a thing for the kim’s.

the two of you make eye contact, leaving you speechless. it had been a year since the two of you had even set foot in the same proximity, and your happiness is immediately overshadowed by the immense feeling of dejection.

you try to ignore the male, forcing your way past him and nudging his shoulder but he grabs your wrist as you pass him, spinning you to face him again.

“i miss you,” he whispers, but it was loud enough for you to clearly hear his deep voice. liar, all he does is lie.

you snatch your hand back, throwing him an intense glare and you shut the door in his gorgeous face. you were over him, so incredibly over him— but the sadness was still evident.

that man was your first love. in fact, he was the one who had introduced you to the life of dj’ing, as he was a well known dj himself.

mingyu walks into the party, accompanied by somi who was wrapped around his biceps. the couple push through the crowd and make their own way to the lounging area, greeting friends they knew.

“you’re here!” soonyoung says, pulling mingyu into a bear hug. the taller male grins at the main character of tonight’s event and ruffles his friends hair, the flowery shampoo filling mingyu’s nose.

“i wouldn’t miss your parties even if i was on the brink of death.”

soonyoung hands mingyu a cup of liquor, which he gladly accepts and takes a sip before handing the drink to somi.

the music that was blasting comes to a halt with the sound of the dj disc scratch, “are you ready to have some fucking fun?”

your voice booms through the microphone as you twist the discs of the dj deck, pressing a few buttons and playing your first track of the night.

mingyu looks up toward the lifted stage get-up as he hears your voice booming through the speakers. soonyoung throws his hands up in the air and yells a ‘fuck yeah’, following the crowd who was doing the same.

you stood there clad in a headset once again, spinning the disks as you mix tracks for the crowd to get hyped to, dancing drunk on liquor, the bass vibrating the walls, which you hoped were soundproof for the sake of the neighbours.

taehyung was at the back of your mind as you played, distracting you, and it didn’t help that he was staring holes into your forehead as he sat on the leather couch, only a few ten metres away from you.

remember when you said you were never drinking again? that was a lie, you needed some strong liquor right now to distract you from the distraction of him.

for the first time, you gladly accept drinks from the intoxicated men who had hoped to get under your dress, downing them one by one in hopes you’d be able to forget you had seen your ex-boyfriend for the first time since the breakup.

your set time was over, and your mind was all fuzzy, though not just from the liquor you had accepted. you didn’t know what it was but it wasn’t just intoxication from alcohol.

the music blasting was becoming muffled, and your vision was going blank as you felt hands on your body, guiding you to a secluded bedroom. you try to resist and push the male away you don’t recognise but your body felt weak, way weaker than it usually did.

you were scared, having some sense left in you.

“what the fuck are you doing?” you hear, and then the heavy weight of the unfamiliar male was lifted off you.

you open your eyes and see taehyung holding onto you, glaring at the man who had tried to take advantage of you only moments before. the male cowardly runs off leaving you with taehyung, who you wished to avoid the rest of tonight.

“are you a fucking idiot?” he exclaims, holding you up, “why do you just accept drinks left and right, you were almost fucking taken advantage of just now.”

you hated his voice, the concern in it especially. he wasn’t so worried about how you’d feel the night you walked in on him with another female in his bed.

“who are you to worry about me?” you slur, pushing him back away from you. the strength you had left over in your legs gave out, and taehyung leans forward to catch you.

your ex-boyfriend sighs in frustration, “come on, i’ll take you home.”

you shake your head no and with the last of your strength you push him away again, and you try to run away from him, but he grabs your wrist again in which you yell in pain. “get the fuck away from me!”

mingyu and somi were on their way to the bathroom, their hands all over eachother and ignoring those they bumped into on the way, but mingyu pulls away from her body when he hears your loud voice only a few steps away.

he looks towards your direction, where you’re actively pushing away taehyung and to him, he sees a helpless female and an aggressive male.

mingyu quickly rushes over to the two of you, ignoring somi who actively tries to stop him, and pulls you into his broad chest. he throws daggers toward taehyung, who glares back at him. “who are you?”

taehyung rolls his eyes, “who am i? i’m her ex, who the fuck are you?”

before mingyu could open his thin pink lips to respond, you lift up your hand to clench the sleeve of his tee that wrapped his biceps, making him look down at you.

he takes notice of your fast breathing and disheveled state, his blood boils as he realises what’s happened to you.

“did you spike her?” mingyu was angry, and this man barely ever felt that emotion. taehyung’s eyes widen at the accusation, vigorously shaking his head no, but mingyu didn’t care.

the man holding you was about to get violent, and with the little sobriety you had left in you, you grip his shirt tighter, now shaking your own head no.

“i just want to go home,” you whisper, your voice hoarse.

mingyu nods and gently holds you, asking you where your bag and phone was, which you inform him was with wonwoo at the deck.

somi was fuming, the sight of mingyu holding you with so much care in the world made her want to puke. “gyu, can’t you just leave her?”

mingyu looked back at somi with a shocked expression, “how can you just say that when someone you know can barely mutter a sentence under the influence of drugs she wasn’t aware she was given?” he continues to hold you as he guides you back toward his friends, slowly.

“how do you know she’s not just faking it?” somi exclaims, sure of the fact you were just seeking for attention from her man. at this point, mingyu was flabbergasted and had enough.

“find your own way home,” he spat.

“whoa, what happened?” wonwoo questions his roommate, who was grabbing your things in one hand while his other arm was occupated with holding onto you.

“i’m going to take her home.” wonwoo nods in understanding once seeing your state. soonyoung gasps once he realises what’s happened at his party, feeling guilty. mingyu assures his friend it’s not his fault, and not to worry about it.

the two of you make your way outside, the fresh breeze allowing you to breathe freely, and mingyu hands you a water bottle he claimed from the fridge in the kitchen on the way to the front door.

you sip the water slowly, eyes still drooping as mingyu asks you where you live, to which you don’t respond. you didn’t want to go home and allow heeseung to see you in such a state, knowing he’ll tell you he was right to come with you.

mingyu asks again, being patient with you. “i don’t want to go home.”

he shakes his head and tells you he has to get you home, and reaches for your phone in your bag that he held, which was once again flat.

the screen was unresponsive and the power button was pressed multiple times in attempts to turn it on, which it obviously does not.

mingyu had no choice but to order an uber to his own place.

the driver arrives in a silver car, and mingyu gently lifts you and walks you to the vehicle, careful to not shake you.

the ride is quiet, mainly because you were snoring softly with your head on his shoulders, your arms wrapped around his bicep in comfort and hair sticking to the sides of your face because of the sweat.

mingyu pushes your hair behind your ear with his free hand, gently as to not wake you until the drive was complete.

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[coma-1975]

8년전 신도림 근처에 사는 부부 초대남 다녀온썰

당시결혼 4년차의 부부가 잇습니다.남편은 관전이벤트에서 자주 봤던 사람으로 아내분을 드디어 설득했다는것입니다.사전 모임에서남편분과 제가 같이 안고 아내분이 맞은편에 앉았는데 이번에 허락하는 조건으로 대신에 아내분이 요구한것은

"남편 없이 섹스하고 싶어요 그리고 촬영 금지.그리고 다시는 이런거 부탁하지 말것"

세가지 조건으로 아내가 수락했다는것.남편은 아쉬워 했지만 약속 장소인 약속장소에서 만났습니다.남편은 현장에 없었고 아내분만 있는상황.남편은 약속장소까지 데려다 주고 집으로 갓다는 것입니다.

저희 두사람은 아무말 없이 러브호텔로 향햇습니다.��시간대에 러브호텔에 들어서자마자 저희는 키스를 했습니다.사실 전 그녀와 이미 알고 잇던 관계입니다.

그녀가 결혼전 남편과 결혼에 불안감을 느끼고 있었고 우연히 같이 이야기를 나누다가 딱 한번이지만 그녀와 섹스를 했습니다.그때 이후로 4년만에 만난거 사전 모임때 서로 얼굴을 봤을때 세상 참 좁다 생각했습니다.이미 그녀는 저랑 섹스할 생각으로 기대가 폭발해 애액이흘러 넘첫습니다.

그때도

"아저씨가 지금까지 만난 남자중 제일 섹스도 잘하고 자지도 제일커."

그여자는 남편앞에서 자신의 본성을 숨기기 힘들었다고 합니다.

그냥 남편은 자기 아내가 처녀 졸업후 다른남자가 손도 댄적 없는 여자라 생각하지만 사실 그녀는 이미 여러 남자와 섹스한여자였다는거

제가 그중 제일 나이가 많은 남자였답니다.

키가 169센치에슬렌더한 몸 그리고 갈색머리를 올린 머리를 풀어 해첬습니다.섹스가 시작하고 남편에게 영상통화를 했습니다

남편분이 영상 녹화는 안되더라도 처음 섹스할때 5분간만 영상통화 하게 해달라고 부탁햇습니다.

"사모님과 섹스 시작햇습니다."

전 침대위에 대짜로 누워잇었고 아내분은제위에 올라탄체 허리를 흔들기 시작했습니다.

"벌써 시작했어요?"

"네 아내분이 오늘 섹스를 무지 기대했나 보더군요 팬티도 입지않은체 와서 이미 애무도 필요 없을정도로 젖어 잇었습니닫."

아내분을 비춰주었습니다.

저와 섹스하는것을 말하면서

"당신보다 더좋아 "

5분동안 섹스를 하며 남편분은 아내분에게 내가 어디가 좋고 얼마나 끝내주냐 물었고 자세히 설명 시작 5분 시간이 되고 영상 통화를 종료했을때 아내분이 자신의 보지에서 자지를빼더니 장착한 콘돔을 뺀것입니다.

"그래도 되나요?"

"이게 좋아요~!"

3시간동안 섹스에전념했습니다.처음 만난 장소에서 남편분이 기다리고 잇었고 아내분은 자신의 치마를 살짝 들어 리는 것입니다.아내분의 허벅지를 타고 흐르는 제 정액을 남편에게 보여준거.

"대단해."

그것으로 끝냈어야 했지만 남편 몰래 2020년초 까지 이어지다가

그이후 연락이 되지 않고 있습니다.

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