#费渡×骆闻舟

[mynameisemo]

第二起事件：少女绑架谋杀案

事情的起初谁也没有上心，是刚好被费渡亲身遇上了一回（朋友邻居小孩）才揭露出事情的一角。

这事还牵扯出廿几年前的一桩莲花山学童绑架案！当时陆续被绑的都是女孩，共六名受害人，都是普通人家，普通父母，普通女孩——甚至都不是个漂亮孩子——都过着循规蹈矩的日子，和大街上随便走过的人一样乏善可陈，彼此间也没有交集——不！这六名失踪儿有个共同点：「都穿着碎花裙子！」当时都以为是勒索绑票，可是一直没等到勒索电话，亦没有任何联络或只字词组寄给失踪儿童的家长（只有一名家长收到一通号称是他女儿的尖叫哭泣声，及铁铅笔盒中的铃铛撞击铁盒时所发出的声音）；一转眼廿几年过去，依然没能找回这六名失踪儿童。

整个燕城就像一条河，虽然能一眼看到河底的泥沙，似乎一目了然，清澈而安全，可是总有湍急处，总有暗流……

经过骆闻舟等警员锲而不舍的排查，及费渡从旁分析、帮衬，终于撕开绑架案的遮羞布，进而将廿几年前那宗莲花区离奇悬疑的诱拐绑架案（真正说法是贩卖雏妓——让嫖客直接参与诱拐少女的活动，以刺激嫖客性欲）之一角端倪给顺带揭露出来！

事实上，从莲花山学童绑架案开始，到近期出现的模仿绑票案，其真面目正是骇人听闻的贩卖雏妓案！

当众人合力还原事件真相时才发现：原来那条在命案中时时出现的「碎花裙子」是一个少女求而不得的演出服，在她的灵魂里就这样被打上了一条「碎花裙」的烙印，那原来并不是寻欢客们的执念，只是一个泥沼中的女孩再一而再、再而三地重复着自己灵魂沉沦的过程………

[yinyuworld]

He wanted to love him, wanted to take care of him, wanted to slowly unwrap his convoluted, unknowable heart like opening a beautifully wrapped package. Luo Wenzhou had started on a path with his one-sided declaration, had made his preparations for a long and arduous journey, carrying a traveling bag of patience on his back.

📌 Zhang Xincheng and Fu Xinbo in Justice In The Dark

✨ this quote is from book Mo Du/Silent Reading by Priest

[apolocya]

Teaching a senior citizen about social media

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[yukacchi]

something something abyss abyss abyss

[mejomonster]

Modu chapter 5: fei du blew him a kiss

两位大爷谁也得罪不起，陶警官只好冲着无辜的夜空翻了个白眼，快步跟上骆闻舟。

走了几步，他下意识地一回头，果不其然，看见费渡正一动不动地站在原地目送他的背影，见他回头，费渡好像早料到这一幕一样，倏地一笑，伸出两根手指，在自己嘴唇上贴了一下，然后冲陶然轻轻一弹。

陶然：“……”

So the thing is. I read edanglartranslation's english translation of modu before. And I remember that while early in the story tao ran seems more like he cares for fei du... the more you learn, the more you realize Tao Ran is a realist and Luo Wenzhou's actually the one who is more open to believing Fei Du can't be capable of truly monstrous things... even when evidence implies otherwise. Luo Wenzhou acts like he assumes the worst, but hes trying very hard to push fei du onto a good path and be a good person. Knowing (some) of where fei du came from and some of the reality of his still cruel at times behavior. Whereas Tao Ran sees the fruits of fei du being influenced by luo wenzhou in a good way, and has hope for the kid, but when fei du does or seems to be involved in dark stuff well Tao Ran is less unfailingly in his court. The little girl who kills in case 2 is, as always, my favorite fei du parallel. Shes done similar to what he has done, and tao ran cant imagine saving her after all shes done or how she could even be this cruel. Luo wenzhou saw a fei du much like that little girl, and tried to help him grow into someone better than his surroundings (his dad etc). Luo wenzhou found a victim he failed to save, failed to help in time (and failed even as an older kid regarding fei du's own self harm versus what luo wenzhou didnt know), and still tried to help. And in just trying to helo, he did help fei du heal to some degrees and ultimately make some good choices and have a much better idea of his own internal morals and confidence in them.

Its always interesting to me the roles tao ran and luo wenzhou played in fei du's life abd as the story shifts what it lets you know. And as like an age gap relationship story, it actually uses that aspect to explore some really interesting perspective stuff about responsibility and blame and delusion and naivety. From luo wenzhou seeing fei du as His Responsibility to care for/help/save/fix as more than you'd ever see an adults choices (until of coursdl luo wenzhou learns to see him as an adult who now is responsible for himself), to fei du assuming unrealistically high blame and self hatred for things he isnt the cause of (because children tend to blame themselves more for tragedies in their lives and things they had no control over). Those two aspects make them very much savior/victim and hero/monster in each others eyes when they arent thinking clearly. To fei du, at his most irrational, hes a monster and its all he can be and luo wenzhou is a hero. At his most emotional, luo wenzhou sees himself as a failed savior and fei du as a victim he desperately wants to prove he can save.

They can both think clearly, but meeting when fei du was so young meant fei du took personal hatred of himself for his own trauma (and put luo wenzhou on a pedestal that luo wenzhou FELL off of by failing to help), and it meant luo wenzhou naive young detective faced the reality he cant save innocents and cant protect even if he tries and he reacted in a very controlling parent/cop way to try and fix by controlling (an interesting parallel and reverse of how fei dus dad acts - luo wenzhou punishes in ways fei du finds soothing and non threatening, luo wenzhou pressures him to be Nice, luo wenzhou lets him throw fits and hit and be a brat and be Anything versus his actual father who was terrifying if fei du actsd out even a little. Luo wenzhou is the "safe" outlet where fei du actually gets something close to a healthy upbringing, and by extension tao ran - who helps with that healthy modeling of safe authority figures because luo wenzhou pushes him to help give fei du safety and support).

Their ages when they meet develops this very particular way of using each other to heal and lean on, and then the relationship cant really bloom as romantic until luo wenzhou faces the fact fei du is an adult responsible for his Own Choices now and that luo wenzhou Cant Protect. They cant be together until fei du stops seeing luo wenzhou as a replacement for his mom - a precious person who loves him, who he fears he'll hurt or kill because his dad made him believe people he loves will die like his mom and itll be Fei Dus fault (in his head). They both have SO much baggage with each other by the time they start to try a romantic relationship. Because theyve already had each other to serve various roles and supports (and to support their own deluded way of hating themselves) for years.

Tao Ran, the realist, has had the least lies built up in his own head and least relying on those two (versus luo wenzhou who sees tao ran as a proxy wife/partner/beloved trusted person which Luo Wenzhou tends to NEED to fully trust in someone, and fei du who uses tao ran as a safe outlet to csre about... since luo wenzhou is too beloved like his own mom, too parental like his own dad, too precious to risk being close to lest fei du harms what he values). Tao Ran has his own delusions, mostly that he hurts ppl by being in their life, that he has to take on risk alone, and a lot of self sacrificing biases that are typical of a lone detective mold. If luo wenzhou is a optimist who hopes good people exist, and fei du is a pessimist who believes everyone is a monster, then tao ran is a middle view of believing its up to him (on his shoulders) to try and keep the world FROM being all monsters. And his failures crush him (where luo wenzhou can bounce back better), his hopes are fragile. As a trio the 3 of them make for an incredibly interesting story exploration.

[liberty-or-death]

There was no one at the ferry in the wilderness; save for a small boat that lies on the water leisurely. "野渡无人舟自横" - The meaning of Fei Du 费渡 and Luo Wenzhou 骆闻舟's Name. (Wei Yingwu 韦应物- Chuzhou’s Xijian 滁州西涧）

I’ve never analysed a priest related meta so here’s a first for me I guess.

It’s a known fact that Fei Du and Luo Wenzhou’s names were censored when the Modu adaptation was released.  The names just stuck out to me so I did some research and WOW, their names were from the same line in a poem (OBVIOUSLY).

And it's a very famous poem too, which is probably why their names were changed because everyone knows what Priest was trying to imply.

So anyway here it goes ~

Their names arise from from Chuzhou’s Xijian 滁州西涧 written by the Tang Dynasty Poet Wei Yingwu 韦应物 (lmao this dude's courtesy name was Yibo XD) .  Chuzhou’s a city located in the Anhui Province. 西涧 Xijian refers to a river located west of Chunzhou. When the poet was the governor of Chunzhou, he frequently visited Xijian and thus, it inspired him to write this poem.  Wei Yingwu has a reputation for writing poetry based on scenery so here's one of them!

独怜幽草涧边生，上有黄鹂深树鸣。 

The only thing I like is the lonely grass that grows by the stream that runs through the valley, and the orioles that cry out in the deep undergrowth.

T/N: 独怜 is a very interesting word. 😍. It can be broken down to 独 (unique, alone) and 怜 (pity, love).  So in this case, most people would interpret this as something was so unique and the poet loved it, or it could also mean something that was  lonely and pitiful 🥲

春潮带雨晚来急，野渡(DU)无人舟(ZHOU)自横。

In the evening, when the spring tide rises and the rain drizzles, the water in the Xijian river becomes increasingly turbulent.  There was no one at the ferry in the wilderness; save for a small boat that lies on the water leisurely. 

"野渡无人舟自横" is a very famous line (Tang 300!) and it has inspired many to draw based on this line alone.

Drawn by Zhang Pin in 1963.

And another painting by Pan Tianshou in 1964

To fully understand this poem, we have to start from the poet’s background. Wei Yingwu came from a rich family, and when he was 15 years old, he was the aide of Emperor Xuanzhong.  In the early days, he was unruly and the villagers under him suffered.  During the An Lushan Rebellion, Xuanzhong fled and Wei Yingwu lost his job. Wei Yingwu then put his mind to studying and eventually, he became an official.  It was said that his past turbulent experiences in his life (the An Lushan Rebellion in particular) inspired his poem. 

As a bonus point, you’re absolutely right  if you’ve read modu and found the vibe of this poem to be very familiar.  Because Priest has used similar imagery throughout the novel.  For example, in Chapter 95:

He was like a traveler walking through the desert, his body utterly broken. And Luo Wenzhou and this tiny house was like a bottle half filled with water that fell from the sky.  Even if it contained arsenic, or if the cold broke apart his fingers one by one ... he could not give it up. - Translation by yours truly. 

[rigelmejo]

Finished modu chapter 8.

短暂的异常关注过后，按理说人们很快会对此失去兴趣，但是这时候，张东来又牵扯进去了。”费渡站了起来，走到骆闻舟身边，错身而过的时候，轻轻地说，“是巧合还是有人在整你们？”

骆闻舟眼神一凝。

“不用谢，我是冲陶然。”费渡拎起雨伞，不再看他，径自离开。

“费渡。”骆闻舟突然说，“是下个礼拜吧？七年整了，你也该重新开始了。”

费渡没理他，保持着均匀的步伐，头也不回地走了。

[neuxue]

where some authors would give you an unremarkable scene transition, priest likes to keep it interesting by giving you an existential crisis

负责处理这起事故的交警姓邱，又是骆闻舟的熟人——骆队的熟人满世界都是，遍布三百六十行。// The traffic officer responsible for handling this accident was a Mr Qiu, an acquaintance of Luo Wenzhou — the world was full of a wide range of Luo Wenzhou's acquaintances. 费渡冷眼旁观，认为骆闻舟这样的人，一定是从小成长在一个非常宽松且开明的环境里，年幼的时候，享受过毫无保留的宠爱和关注，才能在他经历了风霜雨雪、见识过人心险恶，甚至出于职业需要，变得精明又敏锐之后，骨子里依然对整个世界敞开着怀抱。// Observing from the sidelines, Fei Du thought someone like Luo Wenzhou must have grown up in a highly open and comfortable environment, enjoying unreserved love and care. Only then could he — despite the storms he had weathered and the darkness he had seen within the human heart, despite becoming keen and shrewd as his career demanded — still face the world with open arms. 有时候往大街上一站，看那些经过的男女老少们，感觉每个人都差不多，你穿着衬衫长裤、我也穿着衬衫长裤，低头一看，路边散步的退休老人和金发碧眼的外国人踩的是同一个牌子的运动鞋，几乎让人有种“这是同一个世界”的幻觉。// Looking out at the street full of people passing by — men and women, young and old — it can sometimes seem as if everyone is more or less the same. You're wearing a shirt and trousers; I'm wearing a shirt and trousers; and when you look down, the retired elderly out for a stroll wear the same brand of trainers as the blond blue-eyed foreigners. It can create the illusion that 'it's all the same world'. 活在阳光下的人想象不出旁边磕牙打屁的小伙伴遭受着无法挣脱并习以为常的折磨，抑郁深重的人不能理解那些呼啸而过的人竟真的不是强颜欢笑。// One living in sunlight cannot imagine the constant and inescapable torment of the friend chatting idly beside them; one caught deep in depression cannot comprehend that those who pass by are not forcing their laughter. 就像此时，[费渡]和骆闻舟站在一起，乍一看，好像他们来自同一国的。// Just as now, [Fei Du] and Luo Wenzhou stood side by side, seeming at a glance as if they came from the same place. 皮囊往往把真相藏得滴水不漏。// One's outward appearance was often a watertight seal wrapped around the truth.

and then blithely continuing on into lighthearted humour as if everything is fine and there's nothing at all here to unpack.

[ittybittyhuac]

"Kill them with kindness" Wrong. CURSE OF QIN SHI HUANG

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“kill them with kindness” Wrong. CURSE OF RA 𓀀 𓀁 𓀂 𓀃 𓀄 𓀅 𓀆 𓀇 𓀈 𓀉 𓀊 𓀋 𓀌 𓀍 𓀎 𓀏 𓀐 𓀑 𓀒 𓀓 𓀔 𓀕 𓀖 𓀗 𓀘 𓀙 𓀚 𓀛 𓀜 𓀝 𓀞 𓀟 𓀠 𓀡 𓀢 𓀣 𓀤 𓀥 𓀦 𓀧 𓀨 𓀩 𓀪 𓀫 𓀬 𓀭 𓀮 𓀯 𓀰 𓀱 𓀲 𓀳 𓀴 𓀵 𓀶 𓀷 𓀸 𓀹 𓀺 𓀻 𓀼 𓀽 𓀾 𓀿 𓁀 𓁁 𓁂 𓁃 𓁄 𓁅 𓁆 𓁇 𓁈 𓁉 𓁊 𓁋 𓁌 𓁍 𓁎 𓁏 𓁐 𓁑 𓀄 𓀅 𓀆

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钟鼓楼凶杀案——

疑似彷效15年前卢国盛的327国道连环抢劫杀人案——这回案件发生在育奋中学的几个寄宿校生身上！他们（四男二女）留书一起集体离家出走（留书出走表示：是为了欢庆圣诞节），结果却在鼓楼区（旅游景点）发现两名育奋学生，一男一女，男的是冯斌，被戳掉双眼（死人眼里有个‘镜子’，能照见最后看见的人，所以必需戳掉）和砍掉四肢；女的叫夏晓楠，被发现时吓的整个人直哆嗦，状态很不好，逢人靠近就尖叫不断……。

死者冯斌，家里开间小公司，母亲就是家庭妇女，家里应该有点钱，但也不算富二代，父母在生意上有没有得罪过人，可排除仇杀；夏晓楠，一个眉清目秀的小姑娘，在校学习成绩佳，但资质平平，优异表现全靠勤能补拙。据说个性十分懦弱，从出生到现在，整整十五年，只活成了一个大写的“不敢”—— 不敢挺身而出、不敢开口要求分担部分家庭的重担、不敢为别人出声、不敢为自己说话、不敢反抗一切毫无道理的欺凌……好像只要不去面对，就可以当一切只是噩梦，一切还未发生——好像也是因为这样才躲过凶手的屠刀……

经查：

这群出走的育奋学生以课业压力过大为由留书出走，表面上说的是“为了放松心灵顺便去欢度圣诞节”，实际上深挖之后才惊觉��这是学生们自己私下里玩的名为「打猎游戏」，实则为霸凌游戏！育奋中学的学生们自成体系，把人分三六九等（主人→平民→奴隶→猎物），在特定的时间里举行活动，让低阶（被霸凌）的学生有机会进级为高阶者（成为霸凌者可取得不被霸凌的资格）。霸凌者的小团体在学校里掌握话语权，普通学生就像是暴君暴政下的百姓，想过平静的生活不被莫名其妙的被欺负，就只能顺从……

而冯斌只是想将这畸形的校园型态公布出来，就惨遭国王（魏文川）买凶，直接灭口兼毁尸……而那幸存下来的夏晓楠则是国王留下来扰乱警方侦办方向的障眼法……这〝国王〞可真是非比寻常的存在——其父魏展鸿为达到不法目的，借由蜂巢（龙韵城正和科技生态园正）等高级消费场所，窝藏通缉犯，非法伪造大量身份信息，行谋杀干非法买卖等事…——才十五六岁的孩子就懂得效法其父行径买凶杀人，其背后究竟是谁在替他出谋划策？

扒出这件校园霸凌事件的同时也把「327国道连环抢劫杀人案」圆满处理了——惊人的是骆闻舟他们还拔出萝卜带出泥的发现：之前苏家贩卖雏妓案、周氏遗产（洗钱）案牵扯出的死亡车队、被豢养的通缉犯…等事态，让人忍不住怀疑他们是寄生关系！ 所谓的寄生关系就是我给你提供养分、碳水化合物，你来给我提供保护和微量元素……以合作名义给的利益输送、虚假阴阳合同、巨额海外洗钱资金……他们用这种方式悄无声息地养着一个蛰伏在暗处的怪物，不涉及明面上的资金往来，比低级的买凶杀人要隐秘无数倍。

而明面上所谓的“公司”只是个壳，像百足蜈蚣的一只脚，蜘蛛网上的一个环，没什么价值；而在这件事情上，费渡的父亲费承宇正是豢养这群「怪物」的起头人！就是他定期给他们（通缉犯、死亡车队等「势力」）捐助和利益输送的人，养着他们这群上不得台面的「寄生虫」（怪物），而这些人则会无所不用其极地替他扫清障碍。费承宇大概作梦也没想到自己终有一日会被自己养的〝寄生虫〞给反噬（在我看来就像是报应），更不会想到他一手养大的怪物早有了自己的心思，懂得自己给自己找更多的依附者（金主），让自己继续壮大下去………

感觉好像有什么即将浮出台面了…… 钟鼓楼凶杀案中莫名的出现了个神秘的「A13」、「向沙托夫问好」让我有点摸不着头绪，不知道他与已故的刑警顾钊是敌是友，总让人有点放心不下；整件事的过程给我的感觉，就像是有人刻意引导重启调查罗浮宫（又称塞纳-马恩省河右岸）大火案的案子——眼下面对的，至少有两股势力，一拨是魏展鸿他们一样的〝寄生关系〞，还有一拨隐藏在其间，不显山不露水地神通广大，他们似乎是想要挖出旧案，和“那些人”（内奸）做一个了结！

[yinyuworld]

Fei Du sighed gently. “Shixiong, I’m going to love you until you can’t escape.”

📌 Zhang Xincheng in Justice In The Dark

✨ this quote is from book Mo Du - Silent Reading by Priest

[apolocya]

[ID: A digital drawing. Luo Wenzhou is holding the cat Fei Qian while Fei Du is holding the cat Luo Yiguo. End ID.]

-🐱🐱-

[miraenbi]

tao ran may have stumbled upon zhoudu about to make out and luo wenzhou probably signalled him to go away shoo idk AHAHA

[kitsunebishake]

night picnic + morning picnic

[lieonarch]

fun fact of the day with my darlin’ oc (he/him) in other words, me projecting my music taste on him.

he is a big 伦桑 and 奇然liya stan. ppl say ‘this is so sad alexa play despacito’ but he goes ‘this is not right alexa play 天地为笼 by 伦桑‘ or ‘oh how pog, alexa play 游侠十七年 by 伦桑‘

if he’s really sad he goes to play 以沫 and i believe the emotional damage that song gives is big oh i love 以沫 so much. 

my darlin’ oc before meeting sam, with 以沫 playing in the background: i will never find someone who loves me the same way 骆闻舟 loves 费渡 

[sixteenthshen]

silent reading 默读；luo wenzhou 骆闻舟 (gong jun) x fei du 费渡 (zhang zhehan)