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1.07, “Hook Man”
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Postal Dude Graphics 𖣨★
Requested By:ANON F2U with credit ! Like/Reblog if save/use⋆.˚𖦹⋆✮⋆.˚.ᯓ★ Strawpage/info ! Dividers not F2U ! Extra B grade graphics under the cut
#When I tell you i SQUEALED#I Love Postal#First dude is my fave#Postal#Postal dude#Postal 2#p2 dude#rentry#request#rentry gif#rentry graphics#rentry graphic#graphic#graphics#carrd graphics#gif#blood#gore#ask to tag#guns#I could tag so much do not be afraid to ask 😭#queue#flash warning
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I didnt even know DB Daima dropped bc life shit but @peridotite has informed me that they just casually drop that namekians apparently originate from [checks notes] the demon realm
Yk everyone's favorite and most memorable DBZ setting ..... The Demon Realm .......... ..
#skit yells#me ages ago: man i wish there was more namekian lore stuff in modern db#*monkeys paw curls*#dbz#dragon ball daima#THESE BIFCHES ALL AFRAID#TO MAKE THEM DRAGON FURRIES#i actually had a lore for their species but i cant remember chunks of it rn#too tired#dragon ball z#i just#bro not everything has to be secretly connected fo everything else 😭#nameks are cool and mysterious enouvh on their own just develop the lore within the constraints#it doesn't even make thematic sense to have them be demons like o yeah the pacifist vegan farmers who go to dragon church every sunday#they were demons all along actually#also way to weirdly rob the poignance of piccolo realizing he's not a supernatural force of destruction but just Some Guy#who has free will like anybody else and just had metaphorical generational trauma out the ass#ik this is 30% furry malding but srsly why on earth is a show with dragon in the title so uninterested in dragons 💀 💀#how do you not focus on that very much it's so cool#and theres already lots of unknowns#so to pull new shit outta left field is ://#ok my thumbs hurt now im gonna queue this#goodnight tri state area
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There I was minding my own business, rewatching Fleabag... I am losing my mind over this🫠
#colin bridgerton#luke newton#nicola coughlan#penelope featherington#Bridgerton#polin#queen nicola i need a word with you#and to give you flowers#out of the black and into the queue#a thing has been exposed I'm afraid lol
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Joel + Text Posts
#joel miller#the last of us#hbo the last of us#hbo tlou#joel text#what if i cant ever get over queue? show my grandkids pictures of us two. im afraid to miss you for that long.
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Whoa :O I can't believe Violet sees Amogus in Elanor 😳 /silly
(my beloveds 💕 also looking through the relationship chart is so much fun hehe)
✦゜ANSWERED: AMOGUS????????!!!!!!!!!! If it's Violet saying that, then I 100% trust her hgjdjsh
#Sowwie Elanor T_T /j#I'd also trust you Aine <3 1000000%#But lmao there's also people in my inbox asking for another '14DWY bot among us' game in the server#As much as I'd love to answer them.... I don't know what they're talkin about and at this point I'm too afraid to ask /silly#I'm glad y'all are having fun in the server though#💌 — answered.#💜 — 14dwy memes.#🖤 — shut up sai.#💖 — 14 days with queue.
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Thinking about Orchid and her connection to my take on Gender (because this was meant to be about her and the Crew but it just devolved into a character analysis kinda??? More trauma-dumping maybe???) This is very much an oc/personal rant so feel free to ignore it 🫡
So, Orchid started off as a character I didn't really think much of (hear me out this is going to be relevant) because I wanted to add a 'girl' character but didn't know what to *do* with her, y'know? She was always going to be the strongest one there, she had the odds stacked in her favor with her parents. She was always going to be the gloomy side-character to match Reset's energy. But I think she's gone through every stage of Generic Woman I could possibly find.
At first she was angry and abrasive (think Fell!Sans) where every other word was a curse and she was likely to throw the first punch then laugh as she kicks her enemy while they're down. This was when Reset was a cartoonishly self-centered villain whose goal was simply to prove others wrong. Then Orchid became a sort of sisterly figure. This was short-lived, but she was the one comforting people who Reset would torment, but would ultimately follow his orders, because at this point he was actually a danger and sadistic. And then there was the phase where the story mellowed out and she became the token Goth Girl who, yes she was strong, but was heavy on the 'whatever' energy. Then there was her Era of deep self-loathing and anxiety about her worth that held her back and made her a much more timid and meek character who would only lash out on occasion.
Now, Orchid is the best of those iterations I've written yet. She's calm, level-headed, and a natural leader. Her father raised those traits into her. But she's very reactive, and can be silly, and when she's comfortable it's likely that air of importance transforms into something more comfortable and familiar. She laughs loudly and grins wide, she likes loud video-games but loves to read in the quiet. She's extremely disciplined, and normally no one can get through her tough exterior besides her best friend, Reset. She does what she does for her own enjoyment, sure, but she's thought of every angle and makes her choice to help Reset and control the others with her whole chest. She still worries she won't live up to her invisible expectations, and that and her loyalty are her two driving forces.
I know that Orchid is important to me because she's the longest-running female oc I've had. I have a rough relationship with womanhood/girlhood and I know looking back that Orchid recieved every ounce of my distaste for being a woman that I could shovel into her. That never made her less of a character, she was actually always one of my favorites, and rarely was she a 'punching bag oc'. I just... projected onto her a lot. And she's a good sign of how I've learned who I am. I've decided that my own femininity is something I could live without. I'd rather not associate myself with it, and I'd like to leave it in my past, focusing on a future where I'm not tied down with any gender roles or expectations. That won't happen, but I've come to terms with it myself. Orchid though? I figured out through her that I don't have to hate women characters. My own distaste for my circumstances doesn't mean I have to push it onto my characters (on God I've never expressed anything rude to actual people, that'd be rude as hell and uncalled for, but I have a bad habit of disliking fictional women in media). So, Orchid is a well-roubded character finally. She has motivations abd goals and a *lot* more depth than I ever expected her to. She's happy with being a woman, she's content. She's not treated differently for it in unfair ways by those she cares about, so she doesn't mind it. She likes to wear pretty outfits and lets Reset add bows to her ribbons. She doesn't let being a woman hold her back in the slightest.
So, yeah. Orchid is one of my babies. If I ever leave this Fandom behind for good, she's one that's coming with (Ichor, Orchid, and Pretender all have human designs I can use elsewhere lol-) but in the meantime I'll just rotate her around in my brain for a while longer.
If I'm right, she's been with me for nearly 5-6 years and I went through a *lot* with her as an outlet. So, she's kinda just like an old stuffed animal. A lil ripped, matted fur, maybe a stain or two, but there's a story there and that makes it important beyond belief.
#spotatalk#i'm just gonna drop this in the queue I guess?#but I'm writing this on the last day of june so....#whenever this rolls around will be a jumpscare abd a half I guess?#I think honestly I coukd do a full breakdown of the Crew and why they're all expressions of me but like#quick summary is#Reset: Wants approval from people but mostly clings to the past. is afraid of losing his brother and acts on it to bring him back. i#<- I lack that conviction to do whatever you have to to get your way. i worry my brother and I have a weird gap between us we wont repair#Orchid: Uhhh woman. lots of pressure that she had at one time that's now no being pressed but she still tries to live up to it also.#<- I don't like the pressure of being a woman. also gifted-kid who cannot move past the pressures imposed to be 'perfect' and it's screwed#Stereo: Pulled into a situation he doesn't want to be in initially. it's bad for him but he likes the people so he decides to stay#<- I see the good in people. even when they hurt others around me. I was a bystander often and should've left the situations. paralelling.#Monochrome: Afraid. No purpose or preperation in life. soneone offers to guide him and he takes that offer because it's better than home.#<- Kinda self-explanitory but I've got little direction and feel lost a lot of the time. If I'm given a path I usually walk it no hesitation#and... for fun let's do some others!#Haphazard: Cleaning up after others since childhood. he's never really gotten a break and sees any sort of mess as an enemy#-> He's fixing rifts in universes I gotta patch relationships. there's so much conflict and I'm always so overwhelmed by it#Lost: He's got amnesia. no clue where he is. where he's from. who you are. who he is. he'll know when he gets there. he's sure.#-> I've been hsving minor issues with my memory for years. i coukd be forgetful but sometimes it just escapes me and that's spooky#Teddy: Isolated in her universe for years. she self-mutilated until she liked herself. when she finally met people she compulsively lied#-> Much more extreme version of how isolated I sonetines feel. hobbies can't replace human interaction but it's hard#oh and Ichor: God who loves mortals but cannot seem to find ones who will prove hin right for his trust and care#<- I've got a big heart. i express it often but the sentinent is scoffed off a lot. I get beat down about it and just keep moving forward#Pretender: Knows who he is. however the world doesn't like it much so he acts how they expect him to or isolates away#<- I still present femme when I'm nb/agender. i bend and break to people's perception of me. if I can't solve something I run.#okay I feel more insane than when ai started but these stupid skeletons have helped me through so many mental health problems it's only a#little bit funny 🙏
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hello! ur posts on the vagus nerve and its connections to digestions have encouraged me to do a lil mini dissertation thingy kinda focused on it/around it, ur big thread on PVT and everything really piqued my interest when i read it and i just held onto it for like a year or smthing until like last week when i started the project. Ik u said recently in one of ur posts i believe that ur not going to post the big dirk PVT post and im not here to be like yo post it because i also think u said that ur kinda moving away from like hs/dirky stuff rn ?? (im forgetting if i saw that sorry) but yeah i just wanted to say thank u etc etc, like ive never done an ask before so sorry if this is phrased weirdly but ur blog is just like one of those blogs that fundamentally changed how i view certain things in life for the better lol, like whether its ur beautiful representations / depictions of mental health in like just beautifully painted art (seriously the way u make it look like idk how to word it cartoony/really 2d but then it stands out against the background + if u zoom in and see the tiny pixel details == it makes me mad) or just like the huggeee long form posts that i like to chew on and save cuz theres so many details that AFFAAT like the way you talk abt the topics u portray has made me concious of how i would want to do so in the same way ig u get me. anyway this got really long and idk if i come across coherently, but ur just a random person on the internet whos art and written thoughts that u decide to share makes me happy when i see it == makes me pace around my room and distract me from this fat essay lmao so tldr: i really appreciate what u do + i hope like that ur doing well and that u keep arting and thoughting no matter what it is that u choose to focus on
(uve made me comitted to reading jthm, playing psychonauts and giving jjba w/ dio another go lmao) 🫶🫶
Hello! I’m sorry this reply is coming so late, this ask in particular is very sweet and has stuck out to me.
I’m really happy to have introduced you to PVT, this is something I’ve heard from a few different people on here and it’s very sweet… I did my thesis on it in college and the time really flew by while working on it, things you don't think could possibly attributed to "nerve issues" being nerve issues is always an eye-opener, isn't it? being able to research things that interest you & access information in general really is a privilege in this day and age.
“The topics [I] portray” are very important to me, so it’s heartening when others take interest in spite of the obvious deterrents. A lot of what I love making art about is unpalatable to most, and while I do understand the reasons for that on principle, it can make things feel a little insular. I genuinely believe there’s a lot of value in depicting tableaus of misery.
The last year has brought a lot of very unforeseen changes, and my life is quite different from when I initially made this blog to post about him! That’s also part of why I’ve been so sparse here…though I’m working to change that quite soon. I love sharing my work, and I’ve had the privilege of meeting some truly wonderful people through this website. That said…with where I’m at now, I’m not sure I’ll be posting the Dirk essay anytime soon, I’m afraid.
I’ve undertaken a few ongoing projects, one of which in particular is an original project I plan on sharing publicly here hopefully within the next month or so. I hope it’s something you & anyone else who’s stuck around with me here will enjoy, but failing that, I’ve really enjoyed working on it thus far.
Thank you for the sweet ask, take care, and good luck with your project!
#ask#I'm not afraid to admit that my fondness for dio is entirely contingent on things I made up about him in my head over the years.#there's a draft here filled with thousands of words about him that I started writing up in response to some ask I got earlier this year#but I never finished it... :( and I also never posted the dozens and dozens of pictures I frenetically drew of him either. maybe someday#on another note: I did my yearly reread of johnny the other month. I'll do something big with him one day but this year is not the year#similarly sasha answers in the queue. I'm glad you enjoyed psychonauts it's one of the greatest games ever visually and re: gameplay. etc#lucy art
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yogtober week 2; nnnnot very polished this week oops. Sometimes Its Like That. runs into the woods
#no time for day 14 im afraid i have to go see fucking family!!!!!#midterms next week i will let you guys know if i bomb it or not ✌️#okie enough rambling lookat guys#yogtober 2023#my art#firealpaca#i love queue ✉️
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𝗘𝗠𝗠𝗔 𝗠𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗜𝗡 𝗠𝗢𝗢𝗗𝗕𝗢𝗔𝗥𝗗 : 3 / ∞ featuring andrei lupei ( @razorfst ) - soldier verse
— 𝙢𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙨 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 / 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙞𝙛 𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙙 —
#{ it's the tree climbing one for me lmfao }#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ › razorfst › ⌗ emma and andrei .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ in love with being noticed and afraid of being seen ⌗ visage .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ do you remember drinking in the parking lot by the trailhead ⌗ scrapbook .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ and your eyes blood red ; the high helps a little ⌗ aesthetic .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ your sense of the world lay in your little home by the harbor ⌗ moodboard .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ you’ll always be a flower on my skin and the pain that i am in ⌗ mentions .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ let’s pretend we never met so i can disappear a moment ⌗ queue .
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…This is a joke, right? Someone tell me this is a joke. If this isn’t a joke, someone needs to hold my DS while I start throwing hands.
#you put Hotel Dusk#a multilayered story about grief and regret and feeling haunted by ghosts who are still alive and learning how to move on#and not be defined by the things you hate or are afraid of or that haunt you in the middle of the night#and how to live and let live without letting go#as no depth#but then aa6#who’s main message is “’even if your biological family sucks ass you still have to honor and respect and even die for them’#as actual depth and nuance?#someone fucking hold me back I’m about to go into goblin mode#queue takumi defense squad
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the convenience of exam week gave him the excuse to avoid johnny. now that it's adrien's last night before graduation, he can't avoid him anymore.
adrien: i think we should put an end to whatever… this is
johnny: seriously, adrien?? you’re doing this over text? can’t we just meet up and talk?
adrien: i know you’re not interested in me the same way i am with you, and i’ve made up my mind not to waste anymore time on this. i’m leaving for sulani soon, anyway. let’s just end this now.
#ts4#ts4 gameplay#sims 4 gameplay#postcard legacy challenge#ending your ambiguous relationship over text bc you’re afraid you won’t want to let go if you see him in person 😞#he sent the final text and immediately turned his phone off#finished packed and went to bed with his eyes shut real tight. willing himself not to shed any tears#packing *#i think he feels a little silly for catching feelings for someone he knew from the start wouldn’t like him back#feels even sillier for telling him#postcard: gen3#queue#sim: adrien herrera
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Psst hey #lesmisletters friends... Are you Sad about Fantine?
Don’t you wish she could be happy? Don’t you wish someone would punch Tholomyès in the face? Don’t you want to turn the narrative around before it gets (so so much) worse?
I do! So allow me to introduce you to:
~✨💖Fantine/Bahorel💖✨~
She needs a friend who’ll respect her, he’s ever ready to punch assholes in the face (for Justice) and Hugolian math sort of allows them to be in Paris at the same time. What more do you need? (For baby Cosette to get a happy healthy childhood growing up with her mother, that’s what we need).
Have some delightful fix-it-fics:
Liberty and Libertines by @amarguerite
Canon era | T | 3 | Bahorel/Fantine | 3k (unfinished but delightful)
Bahorel meets Fantine in 1816 and is conscious of two things: how much better it would be if Fantine was his mistress, and how much Tholomyès needs to be punched. Things change dramatically as a result.
Une Liaison Dangereuse by @badassindistress (me)
1700s AU | G | Bahorel/Fantine | 13k (complete)
Felix Tholomyès, like any self-satisfied 18th century gentleman, thinks it only natural he hides his mistress away at his hunting lodge. Bahorel, who stumbles upon Fantine and her adorable daughter on his way home to see his family, disagrees entirely. He thinks Fantine should be free to make friends and enjoy herself, preferably far away from Tholomyès. Fantine just wants a safe place for her daughter to grow up and make friends. Cosette just wants to find worms with the chickens…
A mid-1700s adventure of wigs, silk dresses, respectful friendships and daring flights to freedom.
Under a Moonlit Sky by @badassindistress (me again)
Canon era | G | Bahorel/Fantine | 19k (complete)
The year is 1817. After Félix Tholomyès' little suprise, a despairing Fantine thinks she might go to her hometown of M-sur-M to find work. Instead, she decides to find Tholomyès and make him acknowledge Cosette. Enter a young man who would love to have an excuse to travel South (as far away from the law faculty as possible) and is uniquely suited to hunting down terrible men...
And lastly, some delightful art of the True OTP by @everyonewasabird
And another wonderful one on the same excellent theme by @pilferingapples (who opened my eyes to this excellent ship)
Enjoy!
EDIT: I found the other fic I was looking for:
Angels and Devils by Bobbiewickham
Canon era | G | Bahorel &Fantine |2k
Fantine goes out to a dance with Tholomyès, and meets an angry young man.
#les mis letters#FantineFanFest#fantine fic rec#self rec because i'm paddling this poolfloat gdammit#fix it fic#les mis fic rec#les mis daily#should be getting to the Suprise somewhere today#so i'm queueing this for my night#you're gonna need it#tholomyes/getting punched#there was also an historical pirate au but i'm afraid it's been taken down because the main story got published#i was so sure there was another canon era bahorel/fantine story in the same vein as liberty and libertines#but i cannot find it anywhere#i am trying to lure people into this pool noodle of a ship#is it working?#if you know of anything else for this ship please please let me knwo#a queue is very similar to a bumroll
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New Squint
| muse: Seeley Booth | open to: anyone, canon or oc | sexuality: heterosexual | suggested connections: new forensic scientist (squint), Bones, anyone canon
“Any progress on the bendy bones?” Booth wondered walking into the lab “You’re new.” He stopped looking down at the body then up at the new Squintern. “Who are you?” He wondered cutting right to the point rather then attempting to get a better look at their badge.
#open rp#open starter#indie rp#indie open rp#bones rp#th: new squint#【 seeley booth ❖ thread 】#【 seeley booth ❖ starter 】#【 are you afraid of ❖ the queue? 】
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hihihi can i get a black cat arcade themed moodboard?? 💛💛💛
blue n yellow vibes too if its not too much to ask 👉👈 no worries either way (i love the moodboards sm)
Black cat arcade + blue and yellow vibes !!!
●●♡ Requests are currently open ●●♡
#i love making these so much yall#so like dont be afraid to Spam requests#genuingly i have so much fun with it#black cat#literally send me anything you think of#black cat moodboard#alterhuman#otherkin#pet regressor#petreg#barkyboycreates#pet regression#duck barks back#barks at queue#felinekin#cat therian#cat theriotype#catkin#cat moodboard#arcade aesthetic#therian#therian community#therianthropy
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message within the leaves: 𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒 | @samayo-tamashi : ❛ i thought you’d like some company. ❜ (from Yukari to Miles Morales) I 𝐀𝐂𝐂𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆
━━ ❝ 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐧𝐲. ❞ Miles said as he scoots on his seat, giving the adequate space to join him. "Just got a lot of my mind, like I dunno if you've got any doubts about YOUR future but when it comes to mine..I'll be straight with you..my mind's a mess."
#❛ mail ━━ look inward for what you want for this path is your own.#❛ chr: miles ━━ annihilate i’m wide awake be very afraid.#queue
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