#「headcanons.」 “i am multilayered; nothing static.”

[yasashihanyou]

Love as a Threshold.

Your love does not ask for much. Your love does not take. Your love is free, and unquestioned, and here for wherever needs it. When you fall in love, it is as gentle as a breath in the night. It is quiet, and it is effortless. It is tender. If your love was a house, it would readily welcome all who come through. If your love was a hearth, it would warm the hands of whoever stopped by, whether for a day, a month, a year, or forever. When you fall for someone, it is without strings, without conditions, without need. You love for the sake of loving, for the sake of caring for those who need it. You love with a giver’s heart and a giver’s hands and are made so much stronger for it. Being loved by you is to always feel at home. Your love may not always be well-received by those unprepared to linger, but it is unforgettable all the same.

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[yasashihanyou]

Which creature are you within the Enchanted Forest?

Giant,

While you were never exiled from the kingdom, you left it with hardly any other choice. You’re a bit different from everyone around you. The lens you look through is softer, more contemplative. While those around you run about, you like to walk a little slower. Study the world. Lend a hand. You know you’re a bit odd. Maybe not how exactly, but you know. People can clam up around you and while you want to soothe their anxiety you also feel no pressure to change. After all, you’d never ask anyone else to. But with corruption spreading rampantly in a once seemingly just court and your oddball nature, the kingdom turns its back on you. Different is deemed dangerous. Those closest to you recommend you leave for your own safety even though you could easily defend yourself. But for their peace of mind, you do.

You enter the Enchanted Forest with a reverence for it. It’s so much more than the mere protection it provides for you. You hope to find a purpose here. To help others, to help yourself. With your quiet strength, keen observation, and warm nature, you navigate the forest with ease. It works with you, rather than questions you. Upon reaching the opposite side, you are introduced to the Giants, who recognize you as one of their own. A gentle people, they use their wisdom and strength to protect the forest.

Despite their imposing size, the Giants more often than not disarm intruders with their compassion and unique insight. Understanding becomes your greatest weapon as you help unite the peoples of both kingdoms once the corrupted kingdom is overthrown. After the war, you become a guide for the forest. Preserving its beauty and sharing it with all those who seek to explore it. You have found where you belong. Everywhere, just as you are.

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[yasashihanyou]

what type of love do you attract?

you attract: comfort. waking up to the sound of singing chickadees perched on your windowsill by your sleeping lover; giggling by their side as you watch the sky, laying on a picnic blanket with small sandwiches and juice boxes near you; slow dancing late at night to no music in the middle of your kitchen floor. you attract comfort. falling in love with you is like going home. it's like breathing in and basking in the familiarity of it all. those who search for you find that they are at their happiest when they finally find you. your beauty is a breath of fresh air, a painting that soothes, a melody that you recognize. your love is so gentle, so kind, so soft to the touch that it eases the hearts of everyone around you. people find themselves relieved even at the sight of your mere smile, and they don't even know why. you bring warmth to this world, my angel. keep shining.

[yasashihanyou]

HOW DO YOU NEED TO BE LOVED?

like a child loves the rain. you need to be loved in happiness and foolishness. a puppy love, a love so purely good, so full of happiness it makes your stomach ache. you need to be loved in a way that reminds you of the childhood you didn’t get to have. you need to be loved as if you’re feeling the rain fall upon your cheeks for the first time. refreshing, and clean.

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[yasashihanyou]

your muse’s vibe check?

“Oh!” why was Chaotic so high? Was he really that spontaneous? “Does a clown mean I’m funny?” he didn’t really get this, quiz thingy. What does an UWU mean???

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[yasashihanyou]

what soft romance cliche are you?

/oh./  the italicized oh. often seen in romance novels and fanfics. when a character looks at someone, wondering why their chest tightens when they're near, why their heart beats quicken at the slightest touches, why they lose their breathe at the sight of them and suddenly realization dawns on them— oh. they've been in love for a long time now. you are soft and quiet, probably the most overlooked. though when you love, you fall deeply. i'm sure you have a lot of anxieties when it comes to love, and you're more inclined to fall in love with a long-time friend than a stranger. though, your love is pure. and maybe if you have someone in mind, this is your sign to tell them.

[yasashihanyou]

THE LAYERS OF ONES SELF.

REPOST, DON’T REBLOG!!

LAYER  001 :   THE  OUTSIDE.

NAME -   Sora .

EYE COLOR -  Chocolate brown .

HAIR STYLE / COLOR -  Dark black in colour ; very long, reaches past his mid-back, long side & front bangs as well .

HEIGHT -   5′11″ ( he’s gotten taller ^w^ ).

CLOTHING  STYLE -  He’s switched into a more modern style of clothing.

BEST  PHYSICAL  FEATURE -  His eyes, probably because of how gentle they can look . That or his smile .

LAYER  002 :   THE  INSIDE.

FEARS - People dying ; losing faith in others ; being forgotten ; being abandoned ; losing control ; failing ; not being good enough ; not being smart enough ; being judged ; being ignored .

GUILTY  PLEASURE - Violence .

BIGGEST  PET  PEEVE - Being called a hanyou ; being called a defect ; bullying of any kind ; being pre-judged ; people assuming things about him ; being treated like he’s some incapable & purely innocent kid ( sora is nice and patient , but he doesn’t like being infantilized ) .

AMBITIONS  FOR  THE  FUTURE -  Ensuring peace & stability for everyone ; all the worlds & all the people Sora’s met along the way .

LAYER  003 :   THOUGHTS.

FIRST  THOUGHTS  WAKING  UP -  “Sure am hungry , wonder what I should have for breakfast? I hope everyone slept well last night . ”

THINKS  ABOUT  MOST -  “What can I do to help? What if I can’t do anything? Am I really able to do this? I have to try. I have to believe.”

THINKS  ABOUT  BEFORE  BED -  “I hope I did my best today.”

WHAT  THEY THINK  THEIR  BEST  QUALITY  IS -  He’s too humble to really say so nowadays but Sora honestly thinks his best quality is his ability to believe in others . Even if he struggles with self-belief , he’s almost stubborn in his inability to give up on other people due to his own experiences with being abandoned & watching his other selves ( kazama & asahi primarily ) suffering and causing each other agony .

LAYER  004 :   WHAT’S  BETTER ?

SINGLE  OR  GROUP  DATES -  Sora’s never been on a date but he thinks single dates would be nice ! Groups are fun , but he’d want to devote his time solely to his significant other :3

TO  BE  LOVED  OR  RESPECTED -  Both naturally !

BEAUTY  OR  BRAINS -  Someone’s heart .

DOGS  OR  CATS -  Cats cats caaaats !! ᨐᵉᵒʷ

LAYER  005 :   DO  THEY…

LIE - He used to lie a lot ; to himself, to others primarily out of fear of being abandoned or bullied or mocked . Nowadays , Sora’s almost too honest and open-hearted . Not to the point of naivety ( even if he plays that up a bit ) , but more-so because he has a fear of giving up on others the way he himself had been given up on time & time again . Sora does his best to be upfront with people , even if the truth is sometimes tough . Still , he does know when to be patient and tasteful with his honesty .

BELIEVE  IN  THEMSELVES - This is a mixed bag ; Sora doesn’t consciously realize it , but he’s gotten pretty good at believing in himself . The years of bullying & neglect and abuse are still there and haven’t gone away , but lately he’s been able to acknowledge that on some level and keep going . So while he believes in himself , it isn’t out of any conscious effort on Sora’s part? He’s just living life & tends to power through whatever that brings!

BELIEVE  IN  LOVE -  Yes ; Sora wants so desperately to believe in the goodness of others ; in the light in other people . He always has, which is why all that bullying & abuse hit him particularly hard & why he spiralled due to it . His mother believed in her love for Inuyasha so much that she sacrificed herself for him & that can’t have been wrong .

WANT  SOMEONE -  Maaaaaybe .

LAYER  006 :   HAVE  THEY  EVER…

BEEN  ON  STAGE -  I think he’s probably gotten roped up into doing a drama for the school Michiru , Kagome , Usagi attend because he just couldn’t say no to helping out with a school festival last minute . I’m sure Sora was nervous but ultimately had a lot of fun!!

DONE  DRUGS -  Nah .

GOTTEN  DRUNK -  Once , he doesn’t drink actively nowadays but won’t turn down a good drink if it means being socially polite .

CHANGED  WHO  THEY  WERE  TO  FIT  IN -  Yup yup yuuup! He did this a lot when he was younger & on some level he forced himself to again when he started being kinder and more gentle after changing his name to Sora . Not to say that the way Sora acts now is faked ; it isn’t , but some days are harder than others to keep up that happiness and that positivity .

LAYER  007 :   FAVORITES.

FAVORITE COLOR -  Yellow , pink , orange , brown , blue .

FAVORITE  ANIMAL -   Cats & also birds .

FAVORITE  MOVIE -  Sora loves the movie ‘ The Fox & The Hound ’ .

FAVORITE  GAME -  Probably hide & seek . Or tag .

LAYER  008 :   SLEEP.

HEAVY  OR  LIGHT  SLEEPER -  Light ; although Sora feigns heavy sleep , he’s had to learn to keep an eye & ear out constantly in case of danger . Old habits die hard ; but once he’s comfortable in a setting or a place then he’s out like a light .

WHAT  SIDE  OF  THE  BED  DO  THEY  SLEEP  ON -  Mostly on the right-hand side or whichever side is closest to the wall if it’s near one . Elsewise Sora’s usually sleeping on his side or his stomach .

WHAT  DO  THEY  WEAR  TO  BED - Loose fitting short sleeved t-shirts & sweatpants . Sockless because Sora’s feet sweat no matter the weather .

WEIRD  THINGS  THEY  DO  IN  THEIR  SLEEP - He tosses some nights , due to worries or nightmares . He’ll also talk in his sleep at points .

LAYER  009 :   LOVE.

BIG  DECLARATIONS  OR  SMALL - Small ; it’s the little gestures and kindness that means the most, to Sora . The cherished fond memories . He’d much rather kiss someone on the forehead or hold their hand , than shout to the world that he loved them . Besides , that kind of thing is private .

OPEN  OR  CLOSED  OFF -  Open . He might be shy about it at first & giddy due to nerves but once Sora’s comfy then he isn’t at all worried about being affectionate with the one he loves ; expect him to hug constantly , to want kisses , to go on romantic dates , to stare and smile like a big doofus!

LOVE  AT  FIRST  SIGHT  OR  SLOW  BURN -  Slow burn ; Sora’s kind of oblivious to feeling crushes or romantic affections tbh . He cares very very deeply for every single one of his friends for various reasons, so it can be difficult for him to recognise that difference between platonic and romantic love .

ONE  TRUE  LOVE  OR  A  STRING - One true love ; although this varies depending on verse .

LAYER  010 :   FINISH  THE  SENTENCE.

I  LOVE -  The world .

I  FEEL -  Happy , excited yet scared .

I  HIDE -  a lot , but I promise I’ll be fine .

I  MISS -  my mother .

I  WISH -  for true peace and happiness for everyone .

[yasashihanyou]

why did the author kill you off?

Pure Shock Value. Nobody wanted you to die, except maybe the author, once they realized how much the audience loved you. Something about you sparked joy, be it your smile, your sense of humour, or your dashing good looks. Everyone thought you were safe, simply because no one could bring themselves to imagine the story without you in it. Which is, of course, exactly why the author killed you. Chances are you died mid-sentence, with a smile on your face, oblivious to your fate. Impaled, crushed, decapitated, whatever gave your friends (and the audience) as little time to intervene as possible. They might not even get time to grieve- the story will move on, rushing away, no time to even say goodbye. People will talk about your death scene in hushed voices, wary of spoiling others, teary eyed and tongue tied.

[yasashihanyou]

"you always seem happy. doesn't the world ever get to you?" Cloud takes the time to ask while they sit on the abandoned playground equipment in sector 5. they were just gazing up at the stars - or what could be seen of them from underneath the plate. it reminds him of the night before he left Nibelheim. there was something special about this night. "it's like you're never worried or down cast. nothing ever phases you. you know, I put up a tough exterior but ... what I don't tell people is I care so much it hurts. but you? you're always positive. since you stumbled into Midgar, I feel like, maybe, I can be a little more positive too. but, sometimes I wonder if you're so happy to cover up things much darker."

"You always seem happy. doesn't the world ever get to you?"

Sora blinked, glancing over at Cloud where he was swinging on that swing, or trying to. It was hard given the playground hadn't been kept up in so so long, but he was trying. At most it swayed just barely, his shoes digging into the dirt a tad because Sora wasn't short enough to actually swing properly. If only they made playgrounds for adults in mind too....!!

His gaze narrowed gently, a soft, almost pained smile crossed Sora's expression very briefly. By the time he glanced away from Cloud, staring up at what little of the stars they could see, that expression had ebbed away from Sora's expression.

But he could still feel it, in his heart; in his mind. That pain. All the time, he felt that pain. Every single day, he felt scared. His hands gently tightened their grip on that cold link chains of the swing handles. For hundreds of years, he had lived in nothing but fear, confusion, self-loathing, anger, longing, yearning.

No child should have to wish they'd never been born.

No kid should have to wonder why just existing meant they were wrong.

He'd cried so much growing up, he hadn't thought he had any tears left to shed. Boy that had been wrong; it'd all been there. Just buried. Just pressed down so far that some part of him had numbed to it. He had to. To live, to survive, he would've broken otherwise. He'd grown 'stronger' by shutting off everything, by shutting out everybody.

He had been so alone, and it had hurt so bad, but at least he'd survived, right?

Doesn't the world ever get to you?

All the time. Every waking second, he could feel it, acutely, maybe because he'd suffered for hundreds of years. Sora was so painfully aware of the minute reactions of others, whether he showed it outwardly or not. He was observant that way, had to be in order to get as strong as he had. To live as he'd done until he'd met all his new friends.

Some days, he wondered, would his parents be proud of him? Could they look at every single choice he'd ever made, and say, "that's my son". His heart beat quickened slightly, chest shaking in that ache, that consideration.

"it's like you're never worried or down cast. nothing ever phases you. you know, I put up a tough exterior but ... what I don't tell people is I care so much it hurts. but you? you're always positive. since you stumbled into Midgar, I feel like, maybe, I can be a little more positive too. but, sometimes I wonder if you're so happy to cover up things much darker."

"...It took a lot," he flashed back; to Kikyou pinning him to that tree for 60 years & him being in stasis but consciously aware of everything just unable to speak or move; to Kagome freeing him and his struggles with opening up to her because of the guilt, that anger; to thinking that Kagome, Sango, Shippou, Miroku had died and weeping over losing his only friends; to meeting Kazama and Asahi and learning they were alternate selves of him and how deeply they had suffered to; to Asahi choosing another way and murdering Kazama; to Sora watching Kazama dying right in front of him, and on and on and on, "to get to where I am now." & even then, Sora knew he still had a lot of growing, learning to do,

So many more things could go wrong. So many more hurt people could suffer more because he was around, because he dared to be nearby -- on some level, Sora blamed himself. If he had just been stronger, if he had just been smarter....

"It's not always, easy, for me to be the way that I am. It's a real struggle, some days. There're times that I wake up and I.... I just want to cry." days where he had woken up already crying, because of dreams, because of thoughts, because of that looming sense of dread and uncertainty that crushed in on him, "but then I remember, everyone I've ever met. And how they made me smile or laugh so hard it hurt, and how I made them happy just by being myself...."

It was still so strange to think about. That people would actively choose him as their friend. That he'd be loved just for who he was, faults and silliness and all. Sora smiled here, and it looked so grateful, and yet for a split second, he did look like he wanted to cry. Part of himself wished that his younger child self could see him now.

He hoped he could make himself proud too.

"and then, it's kinda like my fear.... well it doesn't go away. It's still there, but I want to protect you, n'Midgar, n'your friends. I wanna make sure everyone and everything has a chance to keep living. Cause, cause I know what it's like to be alone, to feel like you can't keep going. So I dunno. Maybe someone might look at me and think it is fake, or I'm hiding something.

That's okay. I can't and wouldn't wanna change anybody's mind. I'm just, me. And I just, do my best, you know?"

[yasashihanyou]

@thuganomxcs​

“ insta-hero Sora ”

“Me?! Awh shucks!!”

( kravitz vc: that’s totally going in his ‘nicknames’ bit of his profile when i get it filled out XD!! )

[yasashihanyou]

i kinda wanna make a fake branded star...bucks solely so sora can work there LMFAO.

like wacdonalds.

he’s def the guy that works the til & greets everybody w/ a smile. knows all your orders by heart & if not then he’ll memorise until he does!!

gives puppaccinos to every single dog he sees ( + sneaks some for himself tbh XD )

[yasashihanyou]

“I’m so lucky we met.”

“feh. where the hell’s this comin’ from?” he’s side-eyeing her. squinting as though he doesn’t believe her when she says it. & some part of inuyasha doesn’t: but he’s been alone for decades now. learned to distrust humans and demons alike. why should it matter what some stuffy, up-turned priestess thought of him??

lucky? how was anything either of them had gone through ‘lucky’? in any way, shape or form? inuyasha didn’t believe in luck: luck had done fuck all for him. where was luck when his father had been attacked the night he’d been born? where was luck when his mother had been attacked that day in the field? where was luck when his half-brother had abandoned inuyasha to fend on his own?

these bitter thoughts gathered and weighed on him so heavily, that any attempt from kikyou to praise him and make him feel better with her words had failed spectacularly. maybe he was just too jaded to truly appreciate what it was she meant. too young to grasp. too blinded by anger and self-loathing and self-pity to really hear her.

in fact, inuyasha sneered at her next, eyebrows furrowing and lips turning downward into a snarled frown. he reached out and grabbed at her wrist, harshly and fiercely. his pupils were dilated in that growing anger. unblinking as he stared across at the priestess,

“lucky?” his grip threatened to tighten, his fingers shook. if he wasn’t careful he’d break a bone. realising this, inuyasha hurriedly released his hold on her and turned away. a scoff left him as he pivoted so his back was towards her, hands resting in the sleeves of his fire rat robe, “whatever.” he didn’t want to bother wasting his words with her.

he doubted she’d ever understand him anyway.

[yasashihanyou]

3 TESSAIGAS:      ASAHI   //   SORA   // KAZAMA

MAKER HERE!!

[yasashihanyou]

what colour is your love language?

Lavender;;

Key words: pure, affectionate, innocent. Your love is the love of childhood crushes, secrets told in the dark between two best friends and long car trips with your favourite sibling. You're a sweet person with a soft heart and a gentle way of showing your affection. A pure, idealistic love, yours is the love of intertwined pinkies, butterfly kisses, and rubbing noses. Best matched with: Fern, Canary.

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[yasashihanyou]

WHAT COLOR ARE YOU?

yellow;;

you act, you move. you laugh and you conduct light with your bare hands and you are so, so sweet. honey comes from smoke, and so do you. your jaw clicks in and out of place when you smile, and you are a prop for other people's lives. you don't blame them. you don't think you know how.

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[yasashihanyou]

“ how could they do this?! after everything we’ve been through… “ (From Hana, no doubt taking about Asahi.

that was.... sora felt his stomach clenching, and he breathed out gently. how to word this in a way that didn’t invalidate kagome, but also didn’t condemn asahi?

his expression serious, yet still gentle, sora gave a little nod. eyes were blazing with that same confidence as when he’d sworn to hana that he would help her husband.

“...i don’t agree with what asahi’s done. not at all. but.... i understand it. kind of.” it hurt to, admit to, but... sora lifted a hand, rubbed at the side of his neck. his eyes darted away from kagome, roaming the air as though searching for some invisible answers or meaning, “i think, if things didn’t end up changing... if i never met you, or miro, or sango, shippou, sa-chan, kazonii.... i might’a ended up just like asahi,”

probably worse.

expression softening, sora continued, “he’s struggling too. suffering too. that doesn’t mean he should get to just do as he wants, but... asahi deserves to be helped too. it wouldn’t feel right to me, if i only protected my friends and no one else. i wanna protect everybody.

no one deserves to be left alone, to be hated, or to suffer.”