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#𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒. 〞 ❝ i hate it here so i will go to secret gardens in my mind. ❞

« original , independent portrayal of evangeline white, an original character primarily set in the descendants verse. literate rp. my verses and the biography for eva can be found via my carrd, which is linked below. »

♡ scretgardens ♡ evangeline "eva" white was born to snow white and prince florian years after her father woke her mother from a sleeping curse due to the evil queen's poison apple. after all of the villains were safely locked away on the isle of the lost, her parents decided that they'd have a child. her father hoped for a boy while her mother didn't mind what the baby was. when evangeline was born, her father and mother agreed that she would be named after snow white's mother, eva. though eva never knew her grandmother, those that did, such as her mother, audrey's grandmother, and even the evil queen had told her that she was just like the late queen eva. though she was grateful to hear this about her grandmother, it put a pressure on her to be a certain way as a young age, wanting to be just like her late grandmother for her mother's sake. evangeline was raised in their kingdom, attending auradon prep when she was old enough to start. ♡ more info in my carrd ! ♡

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hi besties ! i'm summer ( she / her ), i'm twenty-five years old and i've been writing since i was like twelve, but i only started writing on tumblr like this earlier this year. you may know me from my lucy gray account ( @songbirdreaped ). you can either refer to me as summer or sunshine, i don't mind either way ! you'll figure out pretty fast that i have an obsession with taylor swift & rachel zegler of course. this is a side blog, so i cannot follow back, but please feel free to message me & send me memes !

VERSES - a list, full info for each on my carrd.

main / descendents - daughter of snow white and florian the hunger games / the ballad of songbirds and snakes - twin to lucy gray, raised by a family in the capitol percy jackson - daughter of apollo once upon a time - daughter of snow white + the huntsman in another realm (the same realm jacinda and ivy are from!) tvd / to / legacies - witch bridgertonmore tba !

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[endlessymphony]

in another lifetime, i will love you again.

harry potter x reader

summary - (based on a request that i altered) reader unfortunately is injured and passes away in the wizarding war— but before they do, harry reminisces on all the memories he has with them

warnings - tw for death, injuries, war, blood, existential questioning, loss of a loved one, heart wrenching pain.

a/n - i am going to bawl my eyes out. (update; i bawled when it was finished.)

the air was thick, heavy. the smell of sulfur and smoke seemed to linger whilst the nearly black storm clouds swirled up above. the sky, or at least what was visible of it, was grey and sunless. the dark mark no longer hangs heavily amongst the clouds, as the death-eaters had long retreated, but not without leaving a mess first.

you had always been apprehensive about hogwarts, ever since your first day of first year. a bad gut feeling, some would call it, but you ignored it the best you could and learned to call the castle a home away from home, perhaps even a sanctuary. but all you felt now was the stone ground beneath you, the cool breeze nipping at your exposed skin.

your breaths were shaky, unstable. hot tears pricked at your eyes as you stared up all the bleak sky, the voices around you muffled by the high-pitched ringing that tormented your ears, head feeling heavy- full, like you were weighed down with rocks. wreckage filled the courtyard in the form of stray bricks, broken glass, and bodies- your’s soon to join them.

blood steadily dripped down the side of your face, pooling underneath you, starting to dry in your hair- but that wouldn’t matter soon enough. you had been crushed by falling debris, pinned down by what used to be the west wall of the courtyard. from that moment on, any person would understand, and accept, that it was likely their time to go.

you wonder if anyone knew you would all be saying goodbye for the last time? you didn't wake up this morning thinking that you would be laying in a pool of your own blood, but you suppose that life works in mysterious ways. death would be sweet relief, a kiss that would take away all the pain and take you by the hand far, far away from here.

“humans, if nothing else, have the good sense to die.”

we live for destruction, devouring any chance to be in power like a pack of starved dogs. children build sand castles just to knock them down, and men start wars to quench their thirst for blood. they think they’re running at each other, but they run directly into the face of death. what does death look like? not a skeleton, or a tall figure with a scythe and a void for a face, instead- death looks like all of us, as we are all capable of it.

the ground rumbled underneath you, footsteps, was the best guess that you could come up with. “y/n! oh, fuck. fuck!” that was harry’s voice, full of panic. well, guess the situation was a lot worse than you originally thought. he dropped to his knees beside you, trying to dig you out from the wreckage, bruising his hands in the process. “harry.” your voice was hoarse, he turned to with fear in his face, eyes already filling with tears.

you gave him a sympathetic look, “my love.” your throat was dry, you tried to swallow, wincing in pain- your saliva tasting metallic. you coughed, whole chest rattling as harry scooted over to rest your head on his legs, brushing hair out of your face. “y/n…”

“that’s my name, don’t wear it out.” a weak smile made its way onto your face, “i don’t think i’ll make it, harry.” a tear slips down the side of your face, finding a new home in your hairline near your ear. “you.” he started, struggling to find the words. “you can’t say that, no, you can’t say that.” he looks around, frantic, trying to see if he can wave someone down to help.

“harry. look at me.” you tried to laugh, but just ended up sputtering and coughing into your arm, blood dotting your sleeve. “i can’t feel my legs, merlin, i can’t feel nothin’.” you reached up to grab his face, hands shaking as you smoothed your cool fingertips against his hot face. a teardrop ran down his cheek, the first of many that would follow.

“but you need to survive.” harry began to sob, “what… what am i supposed to do without you?” his words were slurred. sentences seeming reduced to just one long, unintelligible word. “live.” you reply simply, attempting to bring your arms back down but harry holds your hands in his, keeping them against his cheeks. “you live, harry, for me.” “but what is life without you? all my best memories include you.”

“tell me…” you cough again, blood staining your lips a deep crimson. “can you talk about those memories? help me relive ‘em?” he nodded, chewing at his bottom lip.

“the first time i saw you, y/n, i was dumbfounded. you had me absolutely speechless, i knew i loved you then and there.” he smoothed over your cheek with his thumb, brushing away some of the dirt. you stifle a chuckle, “don’t give me an ego.” “i’m not kidding!” harry protests, “truly, you were the most beautiful person i’ve ever seen.”

“let’s see what else… the yule ball. merlin, you looked incredible. we had such an amazing time dancing, i bet we looked absolutely ridiculous- but that was the best time that i ever had.” he chuckles, looking down at you. you had shut your eyes, listening to his voice- it was like liquid morphine, coursing through your veins and removing the pain. “can you tell me about our first date?”

“yeah, yeah.” he stumbled over his words, putting your arms back down to cross over your chest, so that you weren’t wasting energy holding them up. “i think that was the nicest weather that hogwarts has ever had, don’t you agree? or maybe it was just you who made the sun shine brighter, and the breeze a little sweeter.” harry leaned over to press a kiss to your temple, “it was the perfect day to lounge by the lake, getting sick off of sweets and laughing until our stomachs ached so badly, we could barely stand.” you struggled to keep your eyes open, every moment a fight against the darkness, and you were finally beginning to lose.

“harry, do you think that we’ll meet again in another life?” you were curious- childlike innocence dripping from your lips like venom, making it all the harder for harry to understand that he would no longer have you, or hold you. “i think we will, y/n.” he sniffled, finding himself awfully choked up as he attempted to hold back the tears again. “maybe.. maybe we’ll be married, have kids, be a family. what do you think?”

“you know i love you, y/n, right?”

“i love you too, harry.”

and that was it. the world fading to black. there was no longer a fight, only the sweetness of relief. death had embraced you into its arms, holding you, you found home- the one that had been waiting for your return since the moment you were born, counting down the years. months. days. hours. minutes. seconds. and it welcomed you home with open arms. there was no blinding light, no guardian angel sweeping you off of your feet and carrying you away, just nothingness. a comfortable nothingness.

why are people so afraid of death? is it just mostly a fear of the unknown? humans are curious by nature, and most can’t help but wondering ‘what comes next?’, sometimes the answer is not entirely clear. it’s murky, and distorted, almost like looking at your reflection in a puddle. if you are always afraid of death, you will never learn to live.

your body went limp, eyes stuck half-lidded as you made your ascent to the afterlife. harry sobbed violently, whole body shaking as he screamed to the sky, begging the universe for you back- another chance, another lifetime, an alternate timeline where the two of you could still be one. his throat felt raw, air tasting metallic- just as you had tasted earlier.

the universe did not listen.

it did not bring you back, no matter how hard he begged, nothing could.

he cradled your head to his chest, your voice ringing through his head.

‘i love you too.’

“in another lifetime, i promise we’ll make more memories, y/n. and, i promise that this time i’ll actually protect you.“ harry’s chest shook with each sob, shoulders hunched over and tense, your blood staining his shirt, and the ground below you.

“in another lifetime, i will love you again.”

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˗ˏˋ verse & otp tags: 5sos edition ˎˊ˗

hello honey! in celebration that the 5sos boys ( my babies!! ) are finally back in the game and have released their new single ‘Want You Back’, i thought it would be a good idea to create a giant list of lyrics that you can use as verse, otp and/or other pairing tags. 

the lyrics range from their debut EP ‘Somewhere New’ to their sophomore album ‘Sounds Good Feels Good’. all of it is organised into categories but you don’t have to stick to what i categorised the lyrics as. feel free to change it up if you wish. please like/reblog if this helped you in any way!

otp (24):

we’re taking on the world

let’s do something new and unpredictable

to the beat of our hearts at the same time

that’s what love is all about

so wrapped around your fucken finger

she/he gives me a feeling that i can’t fight

she/he looks so perfect standing there

your lipstick stain is a work of art

you’re the reason; the only reason

found my sweet escape when i’m alone with you

you’re like perfection; some kind of holiday

i’m loving what you got

you got me tongue tied; i can’t escape it

my strung out heart needs your angel eyes

i’m lost in reality with you

falling and falling until i fell for you

can’t face the fact that nothing is better than you

without you i’m a lost boy/girl

when the lights go out she/he is all i ever think about

i need your love to guide me back home

tell me what else can i do; i bought my fake ID for you

this is our reality; crazy stupid you and me

just a sucker for anything that you do

the darkest night never felt so bright with you by my side

toxic relationship (18):

we can make it out alive i swear

i really like the games you play

when we try to say goodbye; you can cut the tension with a knife

time stops; i wish i could rewind

jealousy keeps containing me

if you don’t know then just let me go

go ahead rip my heart out

i need you to need me to stay

so wrapped around your fucken finger

a road that leads to nowhere but i want to go there

not ready to start again; not willing to make amends

a tragic story starring you and me

everyday it’s the same love and games that you play

i’m addicted to your fix

always running back to me to call it quits again

we’re as close as strangers

this is broken love in the first degree

you sound so sweet when you lie to me

exes (21):

i’m always gonna want you back

i wish i was beside you

time stops; i wish i could rewind

my heart wants to come home

you can talk at me but i’m not listening

i don’t know how to say good bye

the daylight is dangerous and it’s much too late for us

it just ended in a bad dream

how we gonna undo all the pain

is it too late to bring us back to life

tell me this is just a dream cause i’m not fine at all

holding onto the things that we can’t replace

trying to find a way back to yesterday

because of you i’m gone for good

we’ll safety pin the pieces of our broken hearts together

this is the story of another us

nothing last forever; nothing stays the same

we’re as close as strangers

here is everything i didn’t say

holding onto a broken and empty heart

just me and your shadow and all of my regrets

one sided (14):

you’re just a little bit out of my limit

never want to be that guy/girl that doesn’t even get a taste

i got this friend who is crazy about you and it’s me

i’m always too late

just saying you don’t need him/her

i’m trying too hard again

seen my face around but doesn't even know my name

this is heartache on the big screen

she/he won’t get out of my head; she’s/he’s kinda hot though

every night i almost call you just to say it always will be you

are we wasting time talking on a broken line

i dedicate this song to you heartbreak girl/boy

stuck in the friend zone again and again

i will wait for you to love me again

slow burn/friends to lovers (16):

never want to be that guy/girl that doesn’t even get a taste

let me be the one to save you

let’s do something new and unpredictable

in time you will see just what we could be

when you change your mind i’ll be waiting

don’t stop cause you know that i like it

my strung out heart needs your angel eyes

hey hey baby; won’t you save me?

let’s forget who we are and dive into the dark

falling and falling until i fell for you

no more waiting; we can save ourselves from falling

this is the story of another us

an epilogue before we’re done; a sequel to what we’ve begun

can’t face the fact that nothing is better than you

i can’t change the world but maybe i’ll change your mind

a love lost and buried here comes to life

brotp (6):

you have never lead me wrong

they say we’re losers and we’re alright with that

we are the leaders of the not coming back’s

two wrongs make a right

the darkest night never felt so bright with you by my side

carry on and let the good times roll

muse/others (17):

haven’t even seen the best of me yet

it’s not a secret that i’m just a reject

looking like an angel dressed in disguise

good girls are bad girls that haven’t been caught

king/queen of the new broken scene

that’s me over and out

i got a jet black heart and there’s a hurricane underneath it

all the way to the back row killing the game

princess/princes getting naked and falling on their faces

don’t let the colours fade to grey

catching fire like kerosene

don’t wanna be just another social casualty

the voice of the new generation

setting off like fire in the wind

who am i when i don’t even know myself

i won’t fade into darkness

one foot in the golden life and the other in the gutter