#「 ♘ 」 study | headcanon

[nogenderbee]

Wonderland x Showtime Masterlist

ღ fluff | ☆ platonic | ☪ angst | ♤ one-shot | ✄ headcanons | ♘ talks | ✉ ordered | ♬ favorite

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All of them with people pleaser!reader ღ ✄ ✉

All of them with ginger cat-like!reader ღ ✄ ✉

VBS(+reader) meeting them on camping ☆ ✄ ✉

New Vocaloid in their SEKAI ☆ ✄ ✉ ♬

He with reader who has abandonment issues ღ ♤ ✉

They with reader who has body dysphoria ღ ✄ ✉

Drawing symbol on their hand ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They with overworked!reader ღ ✄ ✉

confessions with them ღ ✄ ✉

Them with magician!reader ღ ♤ ✉

They on reader's concert ღ ✄ ✉

They with idiotic!reader ღ ♤ ✉

taking care of sick them ღ ✄ ✉

They with a doll collector!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Them with reader who fakes their high esteem ღ/☆ ✄ ✉

Them who forgot about the date with reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

He and reader go skating ღ ♤ ✉

Them accidentally confessing to reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

Them with reader who has lots of older siblings ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Them x dark vocaloid producer!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Baking for Tsukasa ღ ♤ Tsukasa birthday 2024

Them saying "If you loved me you'd understand" during argument ☪/ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Being twin of them ☆ ✄ ✉

Them with reader who spaces out while talking ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

blind!reader seeing them for the first time ღ ♤ ✉

Him with no.1 fan!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Him on stargazing date ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

Them with emotionless!reader ☆ ✄ ✉

Night Ride with Emu ღ ♤ Emu birthday 2023

They on reader's concert ღ ✄ ✉

Her with delinquent!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Mafuyu's little sibling!reader meeting them ☆ ✄ ✉

Taiyaki date with her ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

Them x dark vocaloid producer!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Being twin of them ☆ ✄ ✉

They on reader's concert ღ ✄ ✉

Her comforting jealous!reader ღ ♤ ✉

Them singing "Therefore you and me" with guitarist!reader ღ ♤ ✉

Them accidentally confessing to reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

Them x dark vocaloid producer!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Baking for Nene ღ ♤ Nene birthday 2024

Her with reader who loves cooking ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has body dysphoria ღ ✄ ✉

Drawing symbol on their hand ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They with overworked!reader ღ ✄ ✉

confessions with them ღ ✄ ✉

Him with Akito's twin!fem!reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

They on reader's concert ღ ✄ ✉

taking care of sick them ღ ✄ ✉

They with a doll collector!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Them with reader who hugs them often ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Them with reader who fakes their high esteem ღ/☆ ✄ ✉

Amnesia Trope ღ ♤ ♬

Them with idol!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Them who forgot about the date with reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

Them accidentally confessing to reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

Him with flirty!reader ღ ✄ ✉

They see crying blind!bullied!reader ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Them helping easily distracted!reader study ღ ✄ ✉

Them x dark vocaloid producer!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Them saying "If you loved me you'd understand" during argument ☪/ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Them with reader who spaces out while talking ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Baking for Rui ღ ♤ Rui birthday 2024

Him giving reader Robo-Rui ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

blind!reader seeing them for the first time ღ ♤ ✉

Him with sweet model!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Them with motherlike!reader who loves kids ღ ✄ ✉

Them with good singer but insecure!reader ღ ♤ ✉

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[devilsxson]

character info sheet

tagged by @absumpsi​

name of your muse: Thomas B. Crowder

aliases:  Tommy, Tom, Thomas Dawson

one picture you like best of your character’s fc: GREENEST OF EYES THO.

two headcanons you have for your character that you never told anyone:

✘ During his childhood all to his teenage years he suffered a lot because of the whole Satanic Panic. It didn’t help that there was already rumours of his family being Satanists. He wasn’t bullied at school but he was shun and isolated, and often targeted by the police and the adults around him. It pushed him to drop out of highschool and turned him into a very angry kid who ended up embracing the image everyone had of him.

✘ He started to have nightmares again, he dreams about a white horse standing the remnants of a battlefield. Dreams of blood and war and the end of the world. It gets bad and violent and he wakes up screaming, covered in sweat and terrified. It scared him so much its what made him leave Jay, thinking he was putting him in danger somehow.  

three things your character likes doing in their free time:

✘ reading non-fictional books. History, Mythology, Theology. Loves da greek tragedies. ✘ training. ✘ listening to J/ohnny Cash & drinking himself into oblivion.

seven people that your character loves/likes:

I don’t think he likes that many people.

✘ @opheliaavery​

✘ @overdove​

✘ @cosmicwar​

✘ @monstricidal​

✘ @noprodigalson​

& a bunch who aren’t around anymore

two things your character regrets:

✘ leaving Jay. ✘ making his son go through the pain of being known as the son of The Crowder Butcher. 

two phobias your character has:

✘ werewolves are triggering af ✘ becoming his grandfather

tag ten people to do the same:

idk man, everyone who wants to, do it. Also those tagged you should do it too I wanna know.

[honest-moth-of-silver-grove]

Yandere headcanons for a nokken x female reader?

Ask: Yandere headcanons for a nokken x female reader?

A/N: Nokken’s are perfect for ‘yandere’ because the myth is they legit lure you to your watery death with their hypnotic music playing. So yeah, major trigger warnings here. [P.S.One or more exophilia posts then I’ll be back to finishing up those Castlevania asks in my askbox.)

TW!: Yandere, Death Mention (you get the drill) 

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The first time you heard their sweet song, you were instantly hooked. Nothing you had ever heard could compare to the lovely music they would perform.

You heard the call from some distance off, but because a distant part of you recalled the stories, you stayed away. You weren’t about to fall for a trap, and a watery death didn’t sound like a pleasant end to you.

Still, at the moments your heart yearned the most; you’d hear that ethereal melody and your yearning would grow stronger. How they knew when you were feeling most vulnerable you didn’t know. You wanted to find out. You needed to find out. You needed to go and…

No! No! No! You’d tell yourself over and over again. You weren’t going to fall for it. You wouldn’t be taken advantage of. Still, chances were an encounter was inevitable. So if you were to meet this trickster spirit, you needed to be prepared.

So you studied. You read up on water spirits and the tactics they used. You bought countless earbuds and noise-canceling headphones in an attempt to block out their misleading siren song. You ended up finding one combination that worked best. The headphones were expensive, but they remarkably achieved what the box promised: no outside noise could penetrate them. It goes without saying, it never hurt to be safe rather than sorry, so you kept a pair of those rubber earplugs in as well.

You knew these kinds of creatures, Nokkens, some folklore called them, mainly called after mothers and children. And while you absolutely weren’t a mom, or even mom-like in any regard, you supposed you were still very much a child. Although a legal adult, your heart was young and wanted more than what awaited you. College, a job, marriage… none of that seemed to command your attention. Not the way art did; not the way travel did, not the way music did. You wanted to experience life, not just go through the motions of it. Deep down you were longing for something more… something deeper… something beautiful.

His song was it. It had to be it. But it couldn’t be, you mustn’t seek and record it, or try and capture him. It was dangerous, the books said. Nokkens, just as any spirits could be tricked if you played your cards right; but what those cards were, you had no idea.

You were not a young maiden with a farm plow, nor did you possess the strength to hold the reigns of even the fiercest of stallions. You were nothing but you. Was it enough? Would it ever be enough?

Your resolve had begun to crumble. You were missing a piece of yourself. That song manifested it. You felt deep down, if you were to listen to the charming song in its entirety, you’d become whole somehow. You’d be free. You wanted to, no, you needed to hear it.

So you set out.

He had known you would come eventually. Others had trespassed upon his form in the meantime, but it was nothing a menacing hiss and splash couldn’t take care of. He didn’t desire them the way he wanted you. He had never felt as strongly in his attraction to anyone. In all the years he had guarded this spring, in all the seasons he had sent his song out into the fresh spring air, never once had he come across a creature as beautiful and enchanting as you.

And oh, he could just sense it: the way you needed more, the way you were searching the same as he. You were both looking for meaning, for validation, and he recognized his, in you.

His beautiful, silly, little human. How naive and open-hearted you were, even at your age. At first sight, he feared your age would make you exempt from his seductive powers of persuasion, but thankfully your immaturity left you vulnerable. He liked that even more.

Sure he had fun luring those who challenged his existence or outright denied it even. But the most candied fruit was the often ripest; a bite of the fruit which offered itself up presently and willingly was almost sickeningly sweet.

He knew his call was working when the mail carrier visited your house more and more frequently. It was some distance from his spring, but it was nothing a handful of his helpful fairies couldn’t fix. They were endlessly fascinated by the packaging you’d receive. He’d permitted them to ramble on about what was it again? Oh yes, bubble wrap and tissue paper and the like. What mattered was you were gearing up. You were going to approach and confront him; it was only a matter of time until he saw your sweet features again. Only a short while until he could do more than just see your body.

He knew that once you'd come within range, you wouldn’t be able to resist. His song was extremely passionate, overwhelmingly so, for a mere mortal. But he was a trickster after all, and playing games was in his nature. So why not play a little bit with you? He saw no harm in it. One particular talent he was rather fond of using was his ability to change up the intensity of his allure. And so, that’s what he did.

As you tried more and more expensive and higher-grade devices, as relayed to him by his loyal fairies, he lessened the strength of his prowess. He wanted you confident enough to make your move sooner than later. He had grown tired of waiting. He wanted, no needed, you soon.

He desired for you to be only and fully his. Sure, it wasn’t going to be the easiest adjustment for you, but he knew you’d manage it well enough. You weren’t like the others. They had given up too quickly, so easily. They drowned with such dread, so unaccepting of their fate. Too often their refusal disenchanted him. But not you. Not this time. This time, he was certain. You would be his, willingly. You idolized him, craved him even. You needed him - it mattered little that you weren't aware of it yet.

It would be overwhelming for a moment; all deaths were. He knew his lover would struggle. But it couldn’t be lessened, he was afraid; tradition was tradition after all. Oh but the rebirth, the rebirth would be so worth the pain, so worth the lonely millennia he had to wait. You could withstand it. He knew you could. You were so much stronger than the others had been combined. You wouldn’t rise as another disappointing corpse, oh no. Your spirit would rise as his one and only; his one true love.

He knew you would come investigating any day now. Sooner than later, his bride would walk herself down their aisle, into their watery tomb.

He could scarcely wait.

[nogenderbee]

Project Sekai: VIRTIAL SINGER Masterlist

ღ fluff | ☆ platonic | ☪ angst | ♤ one-shot | ✄ headcanons | ♘ talks | ✉ ordered | ♬ favorite

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Night Ride with Miku ღ ♤ Miku birthday 2023

N25!them comforting reader ☆ ♤ ✉

Baking for Miku ღ ♤ Miku birthday 2024

Painting each other nails with them ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Night Ride with Rin ღ ♤ Rin birthday 2023

They with reader who gets nosebleeds ღ ♤ ✉

N25!them with flirty!reader ღ ✄ ✉

N25!them comforting reader ☆ ♤ ✉

MMJ!them with reader who hugs them often ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Night Ride with Len ღ ♤ Len birthday 2023

N25!Len with Emu-alike!reader ღ ✄ ✉

MMJ!Them with flirt!reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

Painting each other nails with them ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Night ride with Luka ღ ♤ Luka birthday 2023

N25! Them confronting reader ☆ ♤ ✉ ♬

Baking for Luka ღ ♤ Luka birthday 2024

N25!Them with flirt!reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

N25! Them confronting reader ☆ ♤ ✉ ♬

Night ride with KAITO ღ ♤ KAITO birthday 2023

N25! Them confronting reader ☆ ♤ ✉

N25!them with flirty!reader ღ ✄ ✉

N25!them with reader who hugs them often ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Baking for KAITO ღ ♤ KAITO birthday 2024

Mafuyu's little sibling!reader meeting n25!them ☆ ✄ ✉

L/n!Them helping easily distracted!reader study ღ ✄ ✉

VBS!Them with reader who spaces out while talking ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

WxS!Him as your newly wed husband ღ ✄ ✉

VBS!Them with flirt!reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

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[nogenderbee]

Project Sekai: Wonderland x Showtime Masterlist

ღ fluff | ☆ platonic | ☪ angst | ♤ one-shot | ✄ headcanons | ♘ talks | ✉ ordered | ♬ favorite

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Nene x Rui relationship headcanons ღ ✄ ✉

Reader is Polish and don't understand word meaning ღ ✄

Their reaction to your SEKAI ღ ✄ ✉

Boyfriend!Tsukasa headcanons ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Study date with them ღ ✄

Mizuki tells him how you truly feel ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

Giving them a flower crown ღ ✄ ✉

Having a crush on their sibling ღ ✄ ♬

Them with shy and affectionate s/o ღ ✄ ✉

Comforting Tsukasa ღ ♤ ✉

Them comforting reader ღ ✄ ✉

They with s/o who was lonely while growing up ღ ✄ ���

He comforts crying!reader ღ ♤ ✉

They getting caught by their parents ღ ✄ ✉

Yandere headcanons ✄ ✉ ♬

They with reader who loves crows ღ ✄ ✉

Tsukasa comforting overworked and anxious reader ღ ♤ ✉

They with reader who has cold hands ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has strict parents ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They with fem!reader who's a WxS fan ღ ✄ ✉

Him comforting loud!reader ღ ♤ ✉

They with fem!reader who can only drink soy milk ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who's in punk rock band ღ ✄ ✉

They are the reason for readers first song ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

They with half-Qilin!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Mafuyu-Emu alike relationship with reader ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Kisses with him ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Accidentally revealing surprise gift for them ღ ♘ ♬

Chapstik challange with them ღ ✄ ♬

They with reader who's in Visual Kei band ღ ✄ ✉

Them with reader who has overprotective younger sibling ღ ✄ ✉

Them with reader who wears their clothes ღ ✄ ✉

They comfort non-binary!reader ღ ♤ ✉

Then with fem!reader who dresses as a male ღ ✄ ✉

Bubble bath with him (non-nsfw) ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They discover vtuber!reader SEKAI ღ ✄ ✉

They with witch!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Night Ride with Tsukasa ღ ♤ ♬ Tsukasa birthday 2023

They with composer!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Them meeting readers parents ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They with reader who's too emberrassed to tell them about accident ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who loves sweets ღ ✄ ✉

Yandere!They are suspicious of you... ☪ ♤ ✉ ♬

They with reader who learns slower ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who loves PDA but is nervous about it ღ ✄ ✉

They with Hyperhidrosis!reader ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who hardly shows emotions ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who gets nosebleeds ღ ♤ ✉

They with reader who's low stamina ღ ✄ ✉

Their reaction to your SEKAI ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who loves art ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who hardly shows emotions ღ ✄ ✉

Their reaction to your SEKAI ღ ✄ ✉

You reject them because of they shyness ☪ ✄

They with reader who loves art ღ ✄ ✉

Accidentally revealing surprise gift for them ღ ♘ ♬

Night Ride with Nene ღ ♤ Nene birthday 2023

Reader is Polish and don't understand word meaning ღ ✄

Their reaction to your SEKAI ღ ✄ ✉

Rui keeps his feelings a secret ☪ ✄ ♬

Study date with them ღ ✄

They with short reader ღ ✄

Giving them a flower crown ღ ✄ ✉

Them with shy and affectionate s/o ღ ✄ ✉

Them comforting reader ღ ✄ ✉

They with s/o who was lonely while growing up ღ ✄ ✉

They getting caught by their parents ღ ✄ ✉

Yandere headcanons ✄ ✉ ♬

They with reader who loves crows ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has cold hands ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has strict parents ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They with reader who has family problems ღ ✄ ✉

Enemies to Lovers with Alchemist!Rui ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

They with fem!reader who can only drink soy milk ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who's in punk rock band ღ ✄ ✉

They are the reason for readers first song ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

They with half-Qilin!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Accidentally revealing surprise gift for them ღ ♘ ♬

Chapstik challange with them ღ ✄ ♬

They with reader who's in Visual Kei band ღ ✄ ✉

Them with reader who has overprotective younger sibling ღ ✄ ✉

Them with reader who wears their clothes ღ ✄ ✉

Them with physically affectionate!reader ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Then with fem!reader who dresses as a male ღ ✄ ✉

They with anti social!reader ღ ✄ ✉

He receives handmade crochet gift ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

Jealousy with them ღ ✄ ✉

They discover vtuber!reader SEKAI ღ ✄ ✉

They with witch!reader ღ ✄ ✉

They with composer!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Them meeting readers parents ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They with reader who's too emberrassed to tell them about accident ღ ✄ ✉

Night Ride with Rui ღ ♤ Rui birthday 2023

They with reader who learns slower ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who loves PDA but is nervous about it ღ ✄ ✉

They with Hyperhidrosis!reader ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who hardly shows emotions ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who gets nosebleeds ღ ♤ ✉

Him with claustrophobic!reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

They with reader who's low stamina ღ ✄ ✉

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[nogenderbee]

Project Sekai: Vivid Bad Squad Masterlist

ღ fluff | ☆ platonic | ☪ angst | ♤ one-shot | ✄ headcanons | ♘ talks | ✉ ordered | ♬ favorite

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Reader is Polish and don't understand word meaning ღ ✄

You reject them because of they shyness ☪ ✄

They with reader who loves art ღ ✄ ✉

Night ride with Kohane ღ ♤ ♬ Kohane birthday 2023

They on reader's concert ღ ✄ ✉

Reader is Polish and don't understand word meaning ღ ✄

They with reader who loves art ღ ✄ ✉

They tell reader they're proud of them but reader strats crying ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

Accidentally revealing surprise gift for them ღ ♘ ♬

Them with physically affectionate!reader ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They with heterochromic!reader who gets bullied ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They with reader who dreads summer ღ ✄ ✉

Night Ride with An ღ ♤ An birthday 2023

They with reader who has body dysphoria ღ ✄ ✉

They on reader's concert ღ ✄ ✉

Reader is Polish and don't understand word meaning ღ ✄

Boyfriend!Akito headcanons ღ ✄ ♬

Their lover is sick ღ ✄

Study date with them ღ ✄

Having a crush on their sibling ☆ ♤ ♬

They with s/o who was lonely while growing up ღ ✄ ✉

They getting caught by their parents ღ ✄ ✉

Yandere headcanons ✄ ✉ ♬

They with reader who owns a dog ღ ♤ ✉

They with reader who loves crows ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has certain amount of time left ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has cold hands ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has family problems ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who loves gaming ღ ✄ ✉

They with fem!reader who can only drink soy milk ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has strict parents ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who uses them as bed ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who's in punk rock band ღ ✄ ✉

They with half-Qilin!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Kisses with him ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

Chapstik challange with them ღ ✄ ♬

Them with reader who has overprotective younger sibling ღ ✄ ✉

Them with reader who wears their clothes ღ ✄ ✉

Him with popular idol!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Then with fem!reader who dresses as a male ღ ✄ ✉

They with anti social!reader ღ ✄ ✉

He thinks you're in love with Toya and not him ☪ ♤ ✉ ♬

yandere!Akito is all you need~ ♤ ✉ ♬

He with reader who's Toyas twin ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They discover vtuber!reader SEKAI ღ ✄ ✉

They with witch!reader ღ ✄ ✉

They with composer!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Them meeting readers parents ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They with reader who dreads summer ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who's too emberrassed to tell them about accident ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who loves sweets ღ ✄ ✉

Yandere!They are suspicious of you... ☪ ♤ ✉ ♬

They with reader who learns slower ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who loves PDA but is nervous about it ღ ✄ ✉

They with Hyperhidrosis!reader ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who's low stamina ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has body dysphoria ღ ✄ ✉

They on reader's concert ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader with fake high esteem ღ ✄ ✉

confessions with them ღ ✄ ✉

Them with magician!reader ღ ♤ ✉

Reader is Polish and don't understand word meaning ღ ✄

Their lover is sick ღ ✄

Study date with them ღ ✄

They with s/o who was lonely while growing up ღ ✄ ✉

They getting caught by their parents ღ ✄ ✉

Yandere headcanons ✄ ✉ ♬

They with girlfriend who's insecure about their appearance ღ ♤ ✉

They with reader who loves crows ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has cold hands ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has family problems ღ ✄ ✉

Meeting his father ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who loves gaming ღ ✄ ✉

They with fem!reader who can only drink soy milk ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who has strict parents ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who uses them as bed ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who's in punk rock band ღ ✄ ✉

Baking with him ღ ✄ ✉

They with half-Qilin!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Chapstik challange with them ღ ✄ ♬

Them with reader who has overprotective younger sibling ღ ✄ ✉

Them with reader who wears their clothes ღ ✄ ✉

Then with fem!reader who dresses as a male ღ ✄ ✉

He going to a party with globophobic!reader ღ ♤ ✉ ♬

They discover vtuber!reader SEKAI ღ ✄ ✉

They with witch!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Night Ride with Toya ღ ♤ Toya birthday 2023

They with composer!reader ღ ✄ ✉

Them meeting readers parents ღ ✄ ✉ ♬

They with reader who's too emberrassed to tell them about accident ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who loves sweets ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who learns slower ღ ✄ ✉

They with reader who loves PDA but is nervous about it ღ ✄ ✉

They with Hyperhidrosis!reader ღ ✄ ✉

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[devilsxson]

Developmental Psychology

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Building Blocks

Name:  Thomas B. Crowder.

Age and Birthday: 42 years old, August 2nd.

Ethnicity(s): Caucasian. 

Hometown(s): Orange, Texas.

Religion: Has no faith in any greater power.

Class: Family used to be upper class, but fell into working class before his birth.

Sex and Gender(s): Male, male pronouns (Conquest doesn’t have a gender)

Basic Personality Classifying (from newest to oldest)

Moral Alignment: Changes from chaotic good to neutral & is capable to switch into evil, currently Chaotic Good.

Myers Briggs Personality Type: INTJ.

IQ:  132 (watch me yell how smart tom is even though he has no formal education)

Temperamental Humor: Melancholic.

Zodiac Sign: Leo.

Classification According to Esteemed Psychologists

Erikson

Trust  or  Mistrust

Autonomy  or  Shame and Doubt

Initiative  or Guilt

Industry  or  Inferiority

Identity or  Role Confusion

Intimacy or  Isolation

Generativity  or  Stagnation

Integrity  or  Despair

Maslow

At which stage of the Hierarchy of Needs are you currently?:

Physical ~ Safety ~ Love ~ Esteem ~ Cognitive ~ Aesthetic ~ Self-Actualized ~ Transcended

Freud

Oral Receptive  or  Oral Aggressive

Anal Expulsive or  Anal Retentive

Phallic Compensative or Phallic Aggressive

Classic Hysteric  or  Retentive Hysteric

Fixation:   Oral ~ Anal ~ Phallic ~ None

Miscellaneous

Right Brained or  Left Brained

Right Handed  or  Left Handed

Black and White or  Gray

Optimist  or  Pessimist

Introvert or  Extrovert

Better to be Feared  or  Better to be Loved

Looking Out for Others  or  Looking Out for Yourself

Trauma?:  Severe, from unresolved traumas from his childhood and adolescence to more recent traumas of his adult life and his time isolated in prison. 

Obsessions?:  Tends to hyper-focus on a task to the point that sometimes he forgets to take care of his basic needs like shower, eat, sleep.

Addictions?:  Cigarettes. Relies too heavily on alcohol to sleep even though he doesn't consider himself an alcoholic. His work itself is an addiction to him, he just can’t quit it, even when it continues to destroy his personal life and his relationships with other people = addiction.

Parental Issues?: Has abandonment issues both from his father and his mother, but most of his trauma comes from the parental figure of his grandfather who is the one that raised him. He always carried a confusing mix between admiration, the desire to please him and make him proud which he confused with love  and a deep hatred for all the pain he endured under his tutelage. 

Trust Issues?: Yes, so many. He always assumes the worst of people, low-key expects them to hurt him.

Goals?: Do his job, being a part of his son’s life.

Fears?:  Going back to prison, becoming his grandfather, being exactly the kind of evil people assumed about him, his son having the same shitty life he had, werewolves.

Anything Left to Declare?:  Tommy needs a nap and some careful, consensual cuddling.

[devilsxson]

CASE OF STUDY: CONQUEST

So let me babble about Conquest for a little while because even though Tom and he are one (I say he to simplify explanation even though I don’t think of Conquest as really a He), he’s a being that’s been around for a long time, trapped inside the Crowder’s for generation, waiting for his time to come.

Conquest was first attached to Nicholas Crowder when the ‘curse’ was placed & trapped by him. Since then he’s been jumping around from one Crowder to the next as their mortal bodies did what mortals do best. He lived their lives and he remembers all his reincarnations, which is why Tom sometimes has vague memories or strange dreams of things he hasn’t lived.

Whenever he refers about Conquest Tom always alludes at the dark thing inside of him, as if Conquest were inherently evil, because for him it feels that way. The truth is he’s no more evil than Tom himself, but he is in pain, trapped, angry, much like Tom. They are one and the same, they feed of each other’s darkness and light, their suffering and happyness. Conquest isn’t the one trapped, they are, they carry with them all those centuries of imprisonment which is why Conquest feels like a dark presence to the Crowders. They were told the animal was dangerous so they caged him, then the animal turned feral because it was caged. In their defence though, he is meant to bring on the apocalypse once he’s free so there’s that.

Now Tommy is Conquest final incarnation & they both can feel it, which is why he has been having all these apocalyptic visions that leave him terrified and shaken. You see, I don't think of Conquest as this being that is called upon by Satan to lay waste on the land. I think its more interesting to think about him as a creation of "God", a kind of very old testament fail safe he created for when things go sideways. Like the flood coming to cleanse the land. Think of him as the golden boy who wants to achieve that bright future he was promised, except he doesn't realize that he's actually destroying that future. He was never meant to achieve some bright victory but to just devastate everything.

[devilsxson]

CASE OF STUDY: BODY IMAGE

Tom has a complicated relationship with his own body. Ever since he was a child he has been taught that it was nothing more than a TOOL for him to use and forge to exploit it’s maximum capacity.  His body never felt like his own, always branded and used by others. 

When he was 12 years old he was dragged out of his house by his own relatives who then proceeded to shave his head and tattoo his body with the Crowder markings. It wasn’t supposed to happen until he was an adult, but for him it happened being only a child, right after taking a life. The violence of it, the abuse on his body forever marked on his skin traumatized him so deeply that he never quite felt like his body belonged to him after that. His mind still wasn’t capable of understanding what had happened, it felt like a punishment but at the same time his family acted like it was the greatest honour. 

Then he met Jamie, and this relationship deformed his own relationship with his body even further. Jamie said he was his friend, he said he loved him, he said he would be the only one to care about him like that. He had no experience with being intimate before that, not even a first kiss, so he simply accept it as the rule, he thought that was what being with someone should be like, even when it hurt and left bruises. What had he to compare with but except a grandfather who would only show any kind of support whenever he came back home battered and bruised after completing some near impossible training. Hurt was tied to love in his mind. He had to hurt his body to please those he cared about. 

This distortion followed him through life, never quite knowing how to own his body. Even after meeting Jen and learning that being with someone didn’t mean hurt, he still couldn’t accept his own body. He felt UGLY, he hated the markings on his skin, the scars, none of it done at his own will. His body felt tarnished and used like ragged clothes he couldn’t take off. So he grew used to covering it up, always a jacket, always long legged pants, always hiding the tattoos and scars as much as he wanted, never feeling comfortable to have sex unless the lights were off. 

Prison didn’t change things. He spent ten years locked in a little box without any kind of human interaction apart from the guards or crossing path with the other prisoners now and then. He came to forget what touch or pleasure even was. He came to feel almost incorporeal and was sure he would die in there. But then he was let out without a warning. Out in the scary real world where the sounds were loud and even the wind felt too rough on his skin. But he was free, and he began to WAKE UP.

It was a slow process, and it took him meeting new KIND people to soften up his edges. He went from violently reacting to any kind of touch to accepting it, remembering what it was to be HUGGED.  It was like being born again and having to learn how human interactions worked, that not everyone was a predator out to get him. 

Then he met Jay and the relationship with him helped him come to terms with his own body. A touchy, hug-a-lot kind of person but who was still patient enough to learn Tom’s limits and allow him to cross them whenever he was ready. Tom had to do the work by himself but his support still gave him the confidence he needed to do so. 

A lot changed in two years and it gave Tom the impulse to go and get a tattoo, one he chose, one that was in a way his reclamation of his own body. So he got a small Robin bird in honour of his son, a reminder of what was important to him, to always carry with him, to always remember when he looked in the mirror. Not that which was forced onto him but his choice, HIS body. 

[devilsxson]

Has Tom's personality changed / evolved through the years ? What's the ideal ending you wish he got ? And is it the most realistic ? What kind of music does he listen to ? Does he have any inside jokes with Robbie, or family traditions?

CURIOUS ANONS // ACCEPTING YES

Has Tom’s personality changed / evolved through the years ?

It has! Mainly through his first year of writing him. He started like this mechanical, control-freak. He literally never laughed or smile, and more often than not his attitude was rude and intimidating. It was as if he had found the switch of emotions and turned it off as a way of coping with trauma. Now he still puts a lot of effort in controlling his emotions but its like his grip has loosen, he can actually put more than two words together and have a normal conversation without being on that fight or flight state. He simply just realized that alone isn’t a good thing to be.

What’s the ideal ending you wish he got ? And is it the most realistic ?

Some peace and quiet at the very least? Him being able to get to know his son, finding a way to settle down or maybe keep travelling but not on his own. But his story was always meant to end with his death.

What kind of music does he listen to ?

Johnny Cash always, he has a soft spot for old country songs, some Hank Williams. Yes to Bob Dylan, Leonard Cohen, Nick Cave and Bruce Springsteen. Probably forgetting some but those are his faves.

Does he have any inside jokes with Robbie, or family traditions?

He doesn’t really know his son that much, he went to prison when he was 1 year old and then spend around 12 years without seeing him. But he sees a lot of himself as a young angry kid in Robbie— does ironically wearing satanist shit to scare people count as a family tradition?

[devilsxson]

Aesthetic

What are your muse’s aesthetics?

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[ COLORS ]

red. brown. orange. yellow. green. blue. purple. pink. black. white. teal. silver. gold. grey. lilac. metallic. matte. royal blue. strawberry red. charcoal grey. forest green. apple red. navy blue. crimson. cream. mint green.

[ ELEMENTS ]

fire. ice. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. frost. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops.

[ BODY ]

claws. long fingers. fangs. teeth. wings. tails. lips. bare feet. freckles. bruises. canine. scars. scratches. wounds. burns. spikes. feathers. webs. eyes. hands. sweat. tears. feline. chubby. curvy. short. tall. normal height. muscular. beards. piercings. tattoos.

[ WEAPONS ]

fists. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staves. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. kitchenware.

[ MATERIALS ]

gold. silver. platinum. titanium. diamonds. pearls. rubies. sapphires. emeralds. amethyst. metal. iron. rust. steel. glass. wood. porcelain. paper. wool. fur. lace. leather. silk. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. asphalt. brick. marble. dust. glitter. blood. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. shadow. carbonate. rubber. synthetics.

[ NATURE ]

grass. leaves. trees. bark. roses. daisies. tulips. pansies. lavender. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. sand. rocks. roots. flowers. ocean. river. lake. meadow. forest. desert. swamp. tundra. savanna. rainforest. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains.

[ ANIMALS ]

lions. wolves. eagles. owls. falcons. hawks. swans. snakes. turtles. ducks. bugs. spiders. birds. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. horses. cats. dogs. foxes. bunnies. praying mantises. crows. ravens. mice. lizards. werewolves. unicorns. pegasi. dragons. rats. doves. hellhounds.

[ FOODS/DRINKS ]

sugar. salt. candy. bubblegum. wine. champagne. vodka. hard liquor. beer. ale. cider. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. apple. orange. lemon. cherry. strawberry. watermelon. vegetables. fruits. meat. fish. pies. desserts. chocolate. cream. caramel. berries. nuts. cinnamon. burgers. burritos. pizza. ambrosia. soup. cheese. meat pie.

[ HOBBIES ]

music. art. watercolors. gardening. smithing. sculpting. painting. sketching. fighting. writing. composing. cooking. sewing. training. dancing. acting. singing. martial arts. self-defense. electronics. technology. cameras. video cameras. video games. computer. phone. movies. theater. libraries. books. magazines. cds. records. vinyls. cassettes. piano. violin. guitar. electronic guitar. bass guitar. harmonica. harp. woodwinds. brass. bells. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. motorcycle riding. eating. climbing. running. parkour. spinning.

[ STYLE ]

lingerie. armor. cape. dress. tunic. vest. shirt. boots. heels. leggings. trousers. jeans. skirt. jewelry. earrings. necklace. bracelet. ring. pendant. hat. crown. circlet. helmet. scarf. brocade. cloaks. corsets. doublet. chest plate. gorget. bracers. belt. sash. coat. jacket. hood. gloves. socks. masks. cowls. braces. watches. glasses. sun glasses. visor. eye contacts. makeup. cane. suit. leather pants. nail polish. plaid shirts.

[ MISC ]

balloons. bubbles. cityscape. light. dark. candles. war. peace. money. power. percussion. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. hugs. dreaming. nightmares. daydreaming.