#⠀⠀⠀ ❝chaos is a muse — personal.

[chaoticmvse]

#CHAOTICMVSE: caught in an endless spiral that only seems to realize the downward path, a predominantly innocent rose does not know how to assert itself. Even if the thorns promise a certain protection, what can you do when your muse is nothing but chaos?

JOCELYN KAINE EDWARDS born Morozova: ⸻ she’s a maneater if we believe the headlines. did she really murder her husband? the perfect balance of danger, fun and charm, she was at the same time fascinating and inaccessible, distant because of her demonstrated flawlessness, and possessing such strength of character that she was dismaying and at the same time utterly attractive in an enticing and forbidden way. happily taken by alexander wolkow.⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ german and english preferred, no triggers, 21+, fandomless story character, always in chara (no pb feelings + talk, otherwise it’s highlighted), selective-active, get in touch right here and if you‘re interested into plotting follow me here.

rules to follow: reply according to muse and vibe, blogging almost daily. Please don't take it personally if I'm obviously online but don't reply. + please be patient, everything is still under construction.

alternative faceclaim: sydney sweeney

[tophthedaydreamer]

extremely self indulgent au where instead of being destroyed, chaos sonic is reprogrammed by nine to be loyal to him. keyword him.

so when things fall out between nine and sonic, chaos goes along with nine and becomes his lackey. the roles are reversed, now a "tails" is the leader and a "sonic" is the follower.

and because I'm a rabid shard the metal sonic fan, maybe nine gives chaos a black coat of paint so he looks less like sonic (oh the painful memories!).

[cybernatedbeholder]

Send a 🐛 in my inbox and names of 2 ocs, (at least one has to be mine) and I'll doodle a grub out of them!

Remember to specify for multi muse blogs and keep in mind not every submission will get a grub.

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

*When asked about Sonic*

Chaos Sonic: Hah. So we're still talking about that blue pitstain? Whatever. He can be fun to toy with, sure, but he's old news. Last year's model. A failure of a friend and a passable hero. Nine wants him alive for "some reason"—that involves his "intense attachment"—so I won't kill him or anything. I'll leave him alone in a room with Nine over my dead body—or my best friend's wishes, since I cannot bear to refuse him. If I could, though, I'd love the chance to "play" with him some, "rough him up" a little as payback for how he treated my best friend.

Alpha Grim Sonic (answering via writing it down, sign language, transmission, whatever because he's mute): You refer to the blue hedgehog. Once upon a time, my master, Nine, seemed to be troubled when thinking of him. There was a time when Sonic brought a fight to our doorstep, but no matter how Sonic may have hurt him in the past, he has chosen to preserve my master's life. Nine seems to trust him, and Sonic has not threatened his life. So, as I do not have the capacity to experience such things as "emotions", and they would not matter even if I did have the ability, I do not mind if my master associates with Sonic the Hedgehog. If Nine is happy, and the hedgehog does not intend harm upon him, then all is well.

ㅤ

*When asked about Shadow*

Chaos Sonic: Oh, he's that black hedgehog, right?! Seems cool! I'd love to race him sometime. Of course, I'll fight him too if he intends to lay a finger on my best buddy, but all is well if he plays nice.

Alpha Grim Sonic (answering not by speaking, because he is mute): Shadow the Hedgehog. You do refer to the black hedgehog, do you not? If he intends to bring harm upon my master again, I will not hesitate in removing him. He has not received forgiveness for trying to kill my master during the war. Nine surely allows him to live because he is gracious, but if he so commanded me to I would rip the hedgehog him limb from limb. It is my duty to do what my master commands, and I will be ready should the hedgehog try anything or should my master finally revoke his trust in him.

[mad-hunts]

it's tuesday, and today, i am thinking about posting about completely random things. so who would let barton be an actually semi-good dad friend for once and let him teach their muse how to fish... then, have him be proud of them like this when they do catch something:

[warhammer-fantasy-muses]

// Okay but since we got a canonical title for Nurgle, which is "Grandfather/Grandpa" Nurgle... would that make the other Chaos Gods the following;

Father Khorne

Uncle Tzeentch

Father/Mother Slaanesh

Thoughts?

[lvgrdn]

now here me out: grand line university au

- devil fruit biochem classes are mandatory to take to graduate and they are the bane of everyone's existence — especially for those that never consumed one to begin with

- extracurricular clubs have zero basis; you can get away with anything as long as you don't get arrested for it or end up on the news

- set in a modern day universe as well — typical profile of law being a pre-med student with a side interest in astrology & mythology / zoro being a wildcard to most but he's a diligent arts student that has a minor in mathematics / luffy (un)ironically being fast-tracked into the physiotherapy masters program has someone like law stunned stupid every single time because what (luffy is every prof's best student and worst nightmare)

- the ladies run the campus grounds from end to end, sorry, i don't make the rules

- scenarios of kicking it at the 24-hour library study hub with the asl brothers ... parties on friday nights that always end up having everyone go to the local hole-in-the-wall restaurant owned by a ma & pops to drunk munch on fries and homemade dumplings ... being project partners with your friends despite conflict of interests (literally) ... student club rivalries and campus wars ... the possibilities are truly endless!

[yeonban]

It's interesting how Tobias is practically in limbo because he doesn't fit in with Wammy's ideals & doctrine (it's clear from the few orphans we've met that they are/were genuinely good people at heart and easy to impress/groom as children, which is why they were so quick to lay their lives down for Watari's cause of "greater good" without so much as a second thought) but he also doesn't fit in with the underground entirely (he doesn't feel anything at all about murdering people and taking advantage of them, and he certainly does find it fun to get revenge on those he deems deserving/those who can challenge him, but he's the odd one out nevertheless because he gets no "ego boost" nor pleasure of any kind from simply getting richer or from having power over the powerless like the typical dons or criminals do; and in certain cases he even considers their preferences to be in poor taste).

[aeterna---amantes]

|| The feeling of being able to post 💙Connor💙 and not feeling guilty about it oh my fucking gods I'll only look at the bright side of this situation like thank fuck i am allowed to feel happy

HHHHIIIIIIIMMMMM 💙💙💙

[chaoticmvse]

where should you go when your own four walls feel like a prison?

Locked up where you should feel at home. In the USA, more than 10 million people are abused in their own homes every year. And my team and I want to offer these people a refuge, a place where they are understood and supported. A place of well-being, of arrival; a safe haven - and that's exactly where the name comes from. So follow me around as I give you the first glimpse of the residential complex that has been disrupted so that people can feel safe again.

I really wanted to create something good from my own trauma, something better - to give people what I had been missing all this time. It's incredibly difficult to get out of a violent household and/or relationship, because there's usually no real place to escape to. But with Safe Haven, that's history: with the help of four building complexes connected by a spacious inner courtyard, people are given the opportunity to live a quiet, communal life. Passionate therapists and psychiatrists are available at all times and there is a timed program to lead a routine life or to be reintegrated into it. Everyone is welcome here - except those who advocate violence. I can't wait to see where this journey together takes us and I am beyond proud to say that we will officially welcome our first lost souls in early August.

So if you’ll ever need help or know someone who needs to escape, let me know. I will help you to get out.

⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ xoxo, jocelyn.

[kocch]

thanks for the tag @foodiewithdahoodie @magentamee <33 i don't think i'm enough of an album person, so i'm gonna pick just my top 10 albums as the albums i obsessed over through the years (no skip album)

in a sort of chronological order as i loop from one genre to another (and i'm back full circle in my rock era)

imagine, john lennon (my kid days)

american idiot, green day (2004 what a year)

under my skin, avril lavigne (she was it for the emo kids)

born to die, lana del rey

palette, iu (great representative of my kpop days)

meteora, linkin park (as a rediscovery yrs later)

dirty computer, janelle monae

aromantic, moses sumney

ungodly hour, chloe x halle

toxicity, system of a down

taggingggg @heartsinsync @applepiips @rizblogs @anderwater @eccentric-ocean @howtobecomeadragon (pick your top 10 albums)

[hesy-bes]

you paint my soul,

one color at a time,

stroke after stroke,

line after line,

until a kaleidescope of colors appears,

forming my heart,

my passion.

o’ muse,

you guide my pen,

my fingers are they hit the keys,

forming thoughts to words to poetry,

form into form,

and further beyond.

[monstershearts]

alt

Send me "alt!" and I'll introduce you to a character I've rped in the past, want to play in the future or are currently playing somewhere else! | @handful-of-muses

(Ooh, I haven’t played him in a few years, but I’m kinda back on my Star Wars kick, so I wouldn’t mind playing Ben Solo/Kylo Ren again! He’s always gonna have a place in my heart. I’d have to rewrite a lot of his story, though, just because I don’t think the movies did him or Rey justice. I’d love to write him going through a proper (and very long) redemption arc.)

[holified]

1. When are you usually online?  My working schedule has been so awfully overwhelming that the only free time I have is on the weekends, but sometimes I’m so exhausted I cannot even write anything, although I’m often lurking here on Saturday and Sundays nights.

2. What verses are you involved in outside of this page? I have a blog for Sakura Haruno, so every once in a while you can catch me there, but it usually depends on whether my friends there are online or not. As for my verses here, I most use my “alive” verse, and I have recently been able to use my Yu Yu Hakusho verse thanks to some amazing new friends! I also have a special verse in which Kikyo and Kagome are sisters with my beloved Rarity, and a Sesskik verse that I absolutely love.

3. What is your biggest RP pet peeve? I’m a pretty laid back person, so it’s hard to anger me (or so I believe). But I suppose I could say my biggest pet peeves are when people try to pressure me into writing/doing something or when people start drama over small things. I have seen so many people arguing over stuff that’s just... so stupid! Dunno, I’m just too tired to deal with people right now.

4. Are you drawn to specific types of muses? Hmmm, maybe I am? I think it has changed over time, but I LOVE an angsty/misunderstood character. Powerful, complex women that are often mistreated by their writers bring out my fire to write. I need to like and find the character interesting to write it. Oh! And I don’t write male characters, dunno, I just don’t feel comfortable, I’ve had blogs for male characters before but they were always short-lived.

5. Are there recurring themes in your writing that people might not notice? I don’t know, maybe? I LOVE shipping threads, like, omg I’m a hopeless romantic and all the romantic love I don’t have in real life I seek in my writing. But I also love an adventure and I LOVE angst so... I’m not sure which theme could be considered “common” in my writing.

6. What are your favorite RP trends? Hmmm... I think the return of big icons, some time ago it was SUPER cool to have tini tiny icons that were overly saturated and were just a blur of colors that was impossible to decipher. I never understood this trend tbh, to me icons provide a visual reference to your character’s expression, the scene or to focus on a particular aspect of your character’s face/body language, so those impossible-to-understand icons were absurd! Anyway, but enough complaining about old trends! I think the new aesthetic trends are pretty great!

7. What is your process for starting a new story with someone? Good question, I usually just IM them or we start writing and go with the flow. I like this organic kind of writing, where ideas pop up and you move along with them. Planning is great, and having a general idea of where the thread will go is amazing, but discovering HOW it will get there is so... rewarding! 

8. How do you feel about duplicates? I’m incredibly insecure, so I avoid duplicates not to compare myself and end up abandoning the blog for thinking I’m not good enough :|

9. How long have you been involved in roleplaying? Oh my, here is where you discover I’m a dinosaur on Tumblr. I’ve been writing on tumblr for around 10 years, and I’ve never written outside of this website, I think I wouldn’t be able to roleplay outside of tumblr at this point.

10. Is there a muse or verse you wish you could write in, but haven’t? Oh, quite a few! But alas, I have no time to write the muses and verses I do have, imagine writing new ones! But one day I want to make a couple more blogs for one or two muses I’d like to give a try!

tagged: @thuganomxcs​   — thanks so much! ♥♥

tagging: literally anyone who sees this!

[whats-in-a-username]

disquiet

A piece of me is always missing, Like the last block of lego that I can never seem to find One empty space right in the center of the jigsaw puzzle. I'm not sure if I lost it along the way. I'm not sure if I'm yet to find it. But lately, the gap seems more blatant. I'm anxious that it's visible to the people around me. That when they look at me, they see half a person. It's almost like I'm mimicking a being While I'm on the quest for the missing elements.

Sometimes, everything is wholesome! Golden skies, daisies, moongazing, Dusty libraries where ghosts of dead poets linger, Tight hugs, acts that mean "I'm thinking of you.", I look at my picture with my friends, smiling ear to ear And the jigsaw puzzle is complete. (or it was, then.) Some memories in me are so perfect that, The missing lego piece starts to feel like an extra piece From the table, you're trying to put together. It works fine without it, and there's nowhere to put it.

Then I'm back in my bed, back in my head. And I cannot remember how to be a whole person again I eat chocolate until I'm nauseated Or I never draw the curtains open and let the light flow through. I want to live life to the fullest, I never want to be seen in public again, I want all-consuming love, I want to believe I'm worthy of it, I want to feel complete when I'm alone, I want someone to feel complete with.

I want and I want and I want… Socrates said, (Yes, I went there) "He who is not contented with what he has, would not be contented with what he would like to have." What about, She who is never content with who she is? What about me?

[fellow-traveller]

There's a few Japanese fanartists in pixiv that truly carried all the weight of making fanarts of the von Stroheims, including Fritz. And they captured Stroheim's over-the-top, chaotic nature perfectly in each drawing.

And I also liked that they gave names to the German soldiers Stroheim surrounded himself with.

Need more Stroheim fanart. Seriously.