#❝ —— script 》 the recruiter ; silas.

[thewcllingtons]

Silas would admit to being a complete flirt around Violet, but standing underneath the mistletoe is complete happenstance. He tried to play it easy. They had been hanging out regularly, going out for dinner and drinks from time to time. She is still working out the divorce on her end. The last thing he wanted to do is push his luck. Except, something about tradition might be the excuse he could make. He had been dying to kiss her for weeks now. He just never figured out how to get away with asking until now. ❝ See, I'd be okay if you said no, but I don't want to risk catching bad luck... How about we do it for traditions sake? A harmless little kiss isn't going to kill anyone. ❞

send “🌿🍒” (or "mistletoe") for my muse's reaction to standing under a mistletoe with your muse for @kiillerqueen

[thewcllingtons]

TIME SKIP

A leap year baby. The pregnancy had already been a miracle enoughf for the both of them, but for their child to pop up on a day that hardly exists just cemented the timing for him. Silas knew this wasn't easy on Agatha. She had gone through a lot in such a short time. The respect he had for her was on all-time high and he was there every step of the way. Forgoing his usual selfishness to be involved; Silas finally had a chance to make things right. To do the one thing he had always dreamed of doing, being a father, to his beautiful baby girl. Words of encouragement felt numb on his tongue. He didn't even recognize himself. Tears pooling in the corner of his eye. Silas never cried, but the pang in his chest from hearing his daughter burst into the world made him emotional. It was a crazy few hours with the nurses bustling in and out to check on the pair. Finally, they were able to get a moment to just themselves. Silas held their daughter sleeping on his bare chest while he looked over at Agatha. Smile in tow before he took her hand to kiss the back of it, ❝ Not to be weird, but you did a great job. I'll take the brunt of the night so you can get some rest... It's been a long day. ❞

THEIR EXPERIENCE WAS VERY DIFFERENT, but in a way, Agatha understood him. They grew up quickly, and lived life on other people's terms. Then there was the longing for their children. The only difference was she was able to build the family, filling the void of her loss. "I'd say the same thing to you." Compared to her, he had the short end of the stick. She was starting to understand why Silas was determined to be in their daughter's life. She felt a bit bad for being hard on him. "What? I'm telling the truth. I've seen progress." She knew that he was trying. She truly had no intention of making things difficult or complicated for him. His failure would have a domino effect on her. "I really don't want you to fail, but doesn't mean that I should be complacent. I only want what's best for our daughter."

[daja-the-hypnokitten]

Jukebox reviews part 44! For context, see my post “A Project” under  this same tag. If you want to see a full list of his EMCSA stories,  they can be found here, sorted alphabetically.And if you want to see some of his drabbles, check out his blog at @jukeboxemcsa

Messy

 date uploaded   date updated     Tags

1/19/2019                                     mc ff

This is a fun bit of consensual brainwashing, even if the tone isn't quite the way I tend to lean with brainwashing. The particular flavor of brainwashing in play leans just a little into what strikes me as humiliation (though obviously that's subjective), and I prefer to avoid that, personally. But even with that, it's just a hot story. If you like stories that lean into brainwashing and control and behavior modification, this is a good one for you. 9/10 spirals 

 Lazy Boy

 date uploaded   date updated     Tags

1/26/2019                                     mc mf fd

Awww, romantic mind control is always so much fun. And this is so very romantic. Also plenty of heat, though it's a little too much "sex is the point" for my personal preferences. But seeing how our narrator melts into hypnosis, how aware of it he is and how well it works despite (or because of) that? it's right up my alley. There is a bit where a paragraph is mostly repeated a couple paragraphs later, and there's a reason that makes sense, but also it made me do a doubletake, and if you're the sort of person who's sensitive to stuff like that (and I know some folk are), be aware it does happen. 8/10 spirals 

 Art Appreciation (Jukebox)

 date uploaded   date updated     Tags

2/2/2019                                       mc md ma

This one is interesting, but not quite ... it doesn't get me invested enough to suspend my disbelief. Maybe it's just 'cause art isn't my thing either - I agree with Michelle, a musical would have been better than this. But all the same, seeing the mental effects on Michelle as she examines the different paintings is good! I just can't see still visuals being *that* engaging, at least not to me. 7/10 spirals 

 Girls Are Always Right

 date uploaded   date updated     Tags

2/9/2019                                       mc mf fd rb

I feel like a world in which Girls(tm) existed would be a world where the APA would have standards on using Girls(tm) in therapy. Unless the folk running the show at the APA (and other associations) got Girls(tm) pretty early... regardless. This is an interesting use of the Girls(tm) hypnosis skill, though ethically it's more than a little ... questionable. But hey, I assume the Girls(tm) do understand how pharmaceuticals work on humans, otherwise she wouldn't be talking about a prescription, I think? Even if it's the human psychologist who's officially writing the script.  It's a good story, just I get very distracted by the logistical concerns. 7/10 spirals 

 Of Course We’ve All Seen the Sun

 date uploaded   date updated     Tags

2/23/2019                                     mc mf md

I recognize the story she was dreaming about! Even if she doesn't. And there's a fair bit to love in this story, though the serial recruitment twist at the end isn't my favourite. But if I ignore the last couple of paragraphs, it's a story I really can enjoy. Seeing someone so happy in their slavery that they can't imagine the end of The Silver Chair as a happy ending ... well, there's a number of hypnokinksters who I'm sure understand that approach. 9/10 spirals 

 Zzzonked

 date uploaded   date updated     Tags

2/23/2019                                     mc mf md cb

I love Jukebox's superhero stories, and this one is no exception. Even if I'm over here being *extremely* ace and baffled by a sex dream being all that compelling, actually. Still, it's a lovely story, and I love how Madame Macabre manages to break out of Silas's power and save the day. 9/10 spirals 

 Brain Freeze

 date uploaded   date updated     Tags

3/2/2019                                       mc ff

Well, that's one use for a botany degree, I suppose! I do wonder what the ice cream would taste like (ideally without the mind control effects, as I'm quite happy with my life as it stands :P ) but mostly this story just doesn't hit any of the things I look for in an MC story. Still, if you like science-as-magic, give it a read? 5/10 spirals 

 4 U 2 B Free

 date uploaded   date updated     Tags

3/9/2019                                       mc mf ff md fd

Huh. This is going ... somewhere. And I can't imagine it being a happy somewhere, either, but I suppose I just have to wait and see. Poor 4U, dealing with so many conflicting impulses, though. I do hope she gets some time to let her Master smooth those conflicting impulses and thoughts and believes out later - she sure needs it! Still, the plot remains the main draw of this series, and the sex portion is just kinda ... there. 7/10 spirals 

 Keep Looking Where Your Eyes Are Looking Now

 date uploaded   date updated     Tags

3/16/2019                                     mc mf fd

This is a really cute scene that could be real - and folk new to the kink should absolutely read it for a sense of how it can go, even if both folk involved are inexperienced with hypnosis. Seriously, this is just good, solid hypnokink and absolutely adorable. 10/10 spirals 

 No Time for Boys

 date uploaded   date updated     Tags

3/23/2019                                     mc mf md rb

Ick, ick ick ick ick ick. I know we're actively supposed to dislike the Boys when compared to the Girls(tm), but this is *waaaay* too close to corrective rape for this ace gal, thanks. I'm not even going to try giving it a fair rating, because of that.

[theanatomyoftuesday]

FIRST JOB APPLICATION

As of today, 2 job posting na ang inapplyan ko since I woke up carrying the pressure na ayoko na hawakan ang business namin at mag start na mag trabaho on my own.

The company is a recruitment and manpower agency. May job opening sila na nakita ko sa PESO Facebook Page. I sent them the email including my resume. It was around 12 in the afternoon ako nag send ng email. I wasn't expecting they will immediately call for a short interview. At around 2 pm, their HR called me via phone. Funny part - nagpapaligo ako kay Bruno at that time. Nasa kalagitnaan ako nang pagsasabon sa kanya. Sinagot ko naman agad yung call. From there, nag ask na yung HR for basic infos and my OJT experience. Medyo aligaga ako kasi malamig ang panahon ngayon at naiwan si Bruno doon sa cr nang basa. Ginising ko yung mother ko na natutulog at that time para siya na mag asikaso kay Bruno. After the phone interview, I felt nothing. No regrets, no nervousness. Hindi ako kabado o yung feeling na I could have done better. Wala pa akong pressure na naramdaman. Around 5pm nag email na si HR sa akin for my final assessment and interview. Hindi ako kabado or excited. Ewan ko, I just felt na "okay interview, sige punta ako" ganon. Kasi at that time magkikita rin kami ng tropa ko kaya siguro wala din yung focus ko sa interview.

1st - HR Recruiter / Marketing Staff

The day itself. January 10, 10AM. Medyo kabado na ako kasi 9:30 am na nasa printing shop pa ako kasi wala ako extra print ng resume. Siguro around 9:45 ako nakarating sa place. 2 jeep kasi ang need sakyan. Nag play pa ako ng hillsong, deep breathe sa labas, at nag pray before enting. Hindi agad ako na interview dahil may meeting yung marketing officer. So medyo kinakausap muna ako ni HR. Ang soft nya magsalita tapos ang hinhin. Ibang iba sa way ko nang pananalita. Help huhu. Ayun na nga around 11am ako na interview.

Results? How was it? Dito na nag simula yung self doubt ko. Simpleng SWOT Analysis lang hindi ko pa nasagot. Wherein fact, alumna ko pa yung nag interview sakin. Yung instruction nila sa akin - they would set a date kung saan may last and final interview pa ako sa Makati for the position ng marketing offficer. Yung explanation naman sa akin ng HR, tanggap na daw ako sa HR doon sa company pero need ko pa ma-interview muna sa Makati. Pero kung hindi raw palarin ay pasok pa rin ako as HR recruiter dito sa Santa Rosa. Medyo hindi na yung nag sink in sa utak ko kasi sobra ko nang sinisisi yung sarili ko na napaka bobo ko samantalang marketing graduate ako.

Bumili muna ako nang tubig sa 7-11. Tapat lang kasi ng company ito. Alam mo pa mas nakaka down? I saw someone I knew na graduate ng Industrial Engineering na siguro papasok na sya sa trabaho nya. Nag pakalma muna ako sa 7-11 tapos ayun I run some errands na for our small business before going home.

I waited until Monday, January 16. Wala akong update na nakuha from them. Kaya nag message na ako sa 2nd job na inapplyan ko para sa initial interview.

Kasabay nang mag apply ako sa 1st job posting, nag submit din ako ng resume dito via LinkedIn. Na-review naman nila ang application ko the same day pero Thursday January 12 ako naka receive ng message from them. Hindi ko pa yun agad nireplayan kasi I was really hoping and expecting na tanggap na ako sa una kong inapplyan. Ayun, kahapon ko lang naisipan mag reply kasi the pressure is really eating me straight to the stomach. From Monday, sobrang down ko na kasi nakita ko yung recent job posting ng PESO which is ayun yung 1st job na inapplyan ko. I see it as - maybe I wasn't good enough for the position that's why they are looking for more applicants. Kaya it pushes me to respond to this position. This morning, agad akong nareplyan ni HR and nag set agad ng virtual interview via Google Meet.

2nd - Purchasing Officer

Backstory lang. Yesterday night, I was watching a lot of job interview tips sa youtube. Nag compose pa ako ng script ko in answering typical interview questions. But then, I woke up around 7am feeling empty and feeling like a big burden and disappointment. Kasi yung ate ko nag bibihis na for work samantalang ako eto nakahiga pa rin sa kama at the age of 24. Sobrang numb talaga ng pakiramdam ko kaninang umaga. Para bang hindi ako nakatulog kasi nagising ulit ako nang malungkot at parang pagod na pagod na sa buhay. Around 8am nag message si HR ng 2nd job. Ayun na nga nag set sya ng meeting at 1:30pm. Dali-dali na ako kumilos kasi need ko pa mag linis ng bahay. Bandang 10am ako natapos. Kaso biglang tumawag yung pamangkin ko saying na walang bantay si Lola. Hindi raw pumasok yung taga bantay. Medyo nainis ako sa sitwasyon. Ay oo nga pala add ko lang, habang nakain ako ng almusal biglang may nag order ng plants suki na namin. Tapos habang nag lilinis ako ng house may 2 nag walk in customers. Tangina. Naguluhan na talaga ako. I kept on asking God ano ba plan nya sa akin, ano ba dapat kong gawin, should I continue our business or aim for corporate job.

Sobrang gulo nang isip ko umaga pa lang. Nagsasabay-sabay na naman yung mga pangyayari. Para bang sinasabi sa akin na I need to choose, I need to sacrifice. Naalala ko yung post na nabasa ko kagabi na "if you want something to achieve you need to sacrifice something". Ayun na realize ko na I need to sacrifice handling our business to jump in corporate world. Kaso I was left with choices kanina. Hindi ko naman pwedeng hayaan na lang kay nanay yung naorder kasi need pa yun i-ship. Buti na lang at pumayag si customer na sa hapon na i-ship ang order nya. 10 am na siguro ako nakapag simula mag prepare for interview. From 10am to 1pm nag memorize at nagbabasa lang ako ng script ko.

Ito na. 1:30pm na. Nag send na si HR ng google meet link. Nag simula na niya ako tanungin. You know what I love most dito sa 2nd interview ko? Sobrang calm and she's speaking taglish. Hinayaan n'ya ko to speak kung saan daw ako comfortable. Ayun nag taglish na lang din ako. Natapos kami around 2:40 pm. Kaso alam mo.. kahit I feel satisfied with my answers sa response ni HR ako nalungkot. I don't really feel na qualified at may chance ako. Wala siyang sinabing exact time or time frame when I should wait. Sinabi lang nya na she will inform the Accounting department about my application. I emailed my thank yous. But no response from the HR.

Sobrang iyak na iyak na ko. But then I remember may need pa ako i-ship. Buti na lang at natapos agad. Umalis muna si nanay para bumili ng paso. Ako lang ang naiwan sa bahay. Ano pa nga ba ang gagawin ko? I cried my eyes out. Sobrang familiar ng feeling. Ito yung naramdaman ko before graduation kung saan iyak ako nang iyak dahil sa halo-halong emosyon na kahit ako ay hindi ko maipaliwanag.

Ang OA ko lang siguro. Emosyonal lang siguro ako. Kaso pati sarili ko gina-gaslight ko. Pakiramdam ko I wasn't really enough - ito lang siguro talaga ang kaya ko. Hanggang dito lang talaga ang best na kaya ko.

Iniyak ko na lang nang iniyak hanggang sa ako na mismo ang mapagod.

[justliikeanimals-a]

tag dump dos

[thewcllingtons]

❝ Some people can only hear it from someone else, unfortunately, it's kinda pathetic in a way. ❞ He couldn't understand being too low to not depend or count on yourself. That sort of life seemed more terrible than the upbringing he was forced into. Silas listened to every word Violet told him. She seemed to need an ear. Someione to vent to who wouldn't be offering her advice in anyway. He didn't mind since Silas rarely could put himself in someone else's shoes. Besides, their lives were vastly different. He couldn't offer her much except affection and she had been hellbent on not going in that direction... For now. Silas felt that it would change at some point, and he was okay with playing the long game with her. ❝ When you have two sons, it seems that one is going to be like their father and the other one a bit different. That's my experience at least. ❞ Mason happened to be his carbon copy, but worse somehow while Rex is everything he wished he could've been at his age. ❝ I am too... I'm used to getting shit for it for it though. I was called a deadbeat for a while, but the truth is, is that I wanted to raise them myself... My circumstances didn't allow me. I wish that I didn't care about what others thought when I was younger. If I could go back in time, I would've just raised them myself, but what is done is done.... ❞ He never spoke up about that period in his life, but he felt comfortable that Violet wouldn't weaponize that against him.

❝ I am not into that whole paying someone to feed you what you want to hear bullshit. If I was than I would just look at myself in the mirror every morning and feed myself those lies. ❞ Violet avoided any type of professional that is meant to help with someone's problems. She had watched her parents pay a professional to try and help fix their marriage and in the end it did nothing but make the marriage and abuse worse for her mother. It had been the main reason her mother never agreed that her husband was good enough for her when they first got together as teenagers. Her relationship with her mother had taken a lot of damage when Violet made the choice to marry her husband when she was pregnant with their first son. ❝ Sure being a lawyer hasn't always been super easy and there has been late nights spent on prepping a case to go to court , but I was still able to be home most of the time. Simple I didn't have a choice but to carry a career and being a mother on my shoulders. My ex did the best he could to a father to our sons but he could never create those bonds. He and my son Gabriel are so much a like it is scary. Image what it was like to walk in on your son being roughed up by his own father and I don't be lightly but roughly. Than there is Lincoln and he wants to be exactly like his father. Something that my ex doesn't want for him , but he is on this mission to prove his old man wrong. ❞ Violet's children are her everything and she'd put her life on the line if it meant to protect them. The blonde finds it ironic that they both picked different life paths when it came to parenthood. ❝ Well I am glad that everything worked out for you and your sons with your choice. There is nothing wrong with allowing them to be raised by others if you know that you're not able to. There is too much negative stigma surrounded parents that make that choice.❞

[buffythecomicslayer]

Buffy the Vampire Slayer #31

Publication date: November 3, 2021

Can Buffy get by with a little help from her friends in this second chapter of We Are The Slayer?

If Buffy is to thwart the Multiverse's Big Bad, she'll need to recruit across the Multiverse for allies, including from very unexpected sources!

Meanwhile, will an unexpected group of friends be able to rescue Faith from Silas before his terrible revelations about her past break the Slayer?

Script: Jeremy Lambert; illustration: Marianna Ignazzi; covers: Frany, Vasco Georgiev, In-Hyuk Lee.

[s1nk-o]

[MOVIE REVIEW]

Ang Pangarap Kong Holdap

1st time kong gagawin ang isang movie review at mga tol disclaimer lang, ito'y isang movie review ng isang hamak na fan at isang hamak na film enthusiast na wala naman talagang gaanong alam sa filming. CHAROT. Irereview ko ito sa wikang Filipino dahil doon ako mas komportable, dehins ko kailangang ipilit ang sarili ko sa Ingles pero wag kang mag-alala inaaral ko rin nang husto ang Ingles. Chill. Darating tayo don.

Rating: 9.2/10

Storyline: 8.2

Umpisahan natin sa storyline ng pelikula na 'to. Obviously, sa pangalan pa lang medyo nakakapagbigay na ng ideya kung anu ano ang aasahan mo, hindi lang ito basta cliched Filipino comedy. May kakaibang istorya ang pelikulang ito. Isang anak ng isang pinakamagaling na holdaper sa kasaysayan ng Baranggay Husay ay hinahanap ang sarili upang mapunta sa pedestal na kinalalagyan ng kaniyang ama, sunod sa yapak ba, bilang susunod na tagapagmana ng titulong "pinakamagaling na holdaper" ng baranggay. Kasama ang dalawang kaibigan at isang bagong recruit, susubukan nilang matupad ang pangarap ng tropa nila dahil ang tagumpay ng isa ay tagumpay nilang lahat. Ngunit, ang hindi ko lang nagustuhan ay may mga oras sa pelikula na medyo gasgas na at mukhang hindi na masyadong napagisipan (linya at mga lugar).

Casting: 10

Kung kilala mo si Pepe Herrera, Jerard Napoles, Jelson Bay at Paolo Contis ay alam mo nang saktong-sakto sila sa mga character nina Eman, Toto, Carlo at Nikoy. Isama mo pa ang Legendary actor na si Pen Medina. Si Pepe at Jerard na mga Theatre Actors ay nakitaan ko ng kagalingan sa pag-acting sa Big Screen, well, syempre napanood ko na si Pepe sa ilang mga Theatre act ganun din si Jerard, sa lagay naman ni Jelson ang natural niyang pagkatao bilang isang natural na komedyante ay sobrang galing, well ano pa ba masasabi mo sa isang standup comedy na hinubog na ng experience at panahon, Paolo Contis? Isa sa mga solidong komedyante ng panahon natin, hindi ko na ididiscuss yung ibang sub characters dahil sa ayoko na masyadong humaba pa to. So basically, pagdating sa casting ay perpekto para sakin. Nakuha nila ang mga aktor na magbibigay ng diin sa bawat pagkatao ng mga bida ng pelikula.

Overall: 9.4

Isang oras at apatnapong minutong halakhakan, mediocre comedy? Pasok na pasok, sobrang nakakatawa kasi halatanv natural at hindi ang bawat linya at portrayal ng bawat character, at kudos kay Jerard Napoles sa sobrang galing ng pagkuha ng Bisayan Accent sa character ni Toto, mga linya niyang "gusto mo wasakin ko puwet mo" "tite ang deputa" pati iyong pagtatalo ni Toto at Carlo kung ang nilalagay ba sa Tinola ay Papaya o Sayote HAHAHA "eh bobo pala ng mama mo e! Naglalagay ng prutas sa tinola" ibang komedya ang hatid neto, hindi lang siya bastang komedya na naghahatid ng pagkabusog lang ng tiyan mo, bukod sa title na mukhang mga masasamang mga tao sila, sa likod noon ay ang mensaheng hatid ng pagkakaibigan, pagiging isang mabuting anak at ang kagustuhang magkaroon ng marka sa lipunan bukod lahat yan sa plot ng kwento na dapat siya ang magiging isang pinakamagaling na holdaper. Isa sa mga solidong character development ay si Ka Paeng(Pen Medina) tatay ni Eman, na kahit gaano kaliit ang tingin ng lipunan sa anak niya ay hindi niya tinignan ang anak niya bilang ganun, lalo na yung dulo noong tinawag ni Badjao(kontrabida) na bobo, walang utak at sintu-sinto si Eman, yung linya ni Ka Paeng na "Putangina mo Badjao, pag ako nakawala dito papatayin kita, wag na wag mong pagsasalitaan ng ganyan ang anak ko! Putangina mo!" Bukod sa tawa, solidong mensahe at ang gandang mga linya ang bitbit nitong pelikulang ito.

PANAPOS

Overall, isang pelikulang bumasag sa matagal nang hinaing mga manonood dahil sa ginawang lamat ng mga pelikula nina Vice Ganda, Vic Sotto, Coco Martin sa industriya ng komedya sa Pinas. Sana buhay na lang panghabang buhay mga gaya ni Dolphy ano? At sana magsulat uli ng mga script pangpelikula si Joey De Leon.

Susunod na review.

ML

[thewcllingtons]

Silas had to admit he enjoyed the added challenge of how they were sneaking around. It made the moments they were together, that much more special. ❝ That's exactly what I told them and they laughed me off. I never thought I'd see the day where people would be upset that I'm not around. ❞ He had to joke. Truly, the only one who seemed to be happy with his appearance happened to be the femme. Maeva got the sweet side of him. While working, he could be a bit brutish, but it was due to his need to be a perfectionist. ❝ I'd say till the end of the year maybe... I don't know. Your father didn't give us specifics. ❞ Silas almost despised the idea for grinding during the holidays, but if it meant keeping his job, he'd do it. ❝ Whenever you want to see me... Breakfast or dinner. That would make my life a little easier. ❞

Things between them were complicated, perhaps more so than it needed to be, but they both knew it was for the best. The last thing she would have wanted was to complicate his life further than she already was by sneaking around with him like this. Maeva grinned happily at him, whatever label he was to her; secret lover, secret hook up, maybe secret boyfriend? They all sort of seemed to fit. “I hope they all considered it a blessing considering more food for them.” She chuckled softly, eyeing the food a little before helping herself to some of it. She was starving, though she could always eat later. Her focus right now was him. Her smile saddened at the reminder, nodding slowly. “Yeah, I heard..” She said, sighing a little under her breath. “Do you know for how long?” She added out of curiosity. “And yeah, we can try figure something out. Breakfast, lunch or dinner.” As long as she got to see him.

[migalexc-blog]

Late to expect Earlier to be surprised

Minsan magugulat ka nalang kung gano kagaling magpatakbo ng buhay ang buhay mo. Mga bagay na nangyayare nalang bigla bigla sayo ng hindi mo inaasahan. Pakiramdam ko ganun talaga kasaya mabuhay eh, kasi madalas mangyare yung mga bagay na hindi mo talaga expect. Lalo na sa pag-ibig. Hindi naman parati hawak mo yung script ng buhay mo. Mas madalas pa yung mga plot twist na minsan gusto mo pero minsan ayaw mo din. Taon taon siguro nakakaranas ka nalang ng mga ganyang bagay. Minsan masaya, minsan malungkot. Pero yung plot twist ng taon ko yung pinaka matindi sa lahat. Nakaramdam ako ng lungkot, pighati, saya, excitement, lahat na siguro ng matitinding adjective na mababasa mo sa dictionary, kaya eto muna tayo sa 2018.

2018

Sinira nito utak ko eh. Para bang ayaw ka ng bigyan ng chance na magbago or iimprove sarili mo. Kaso bilang isang Miguel Alex Cunanan, nagawan ko ng paraan ang lahat. Muntik nakong bumagsak sa ilang subjects ko dahil sabay sabay ang lahat. Di ko nabigyan ng oras ang pag-aaral. Plus may mga problema ako sa sarili ko sa health (na isang bagay na hindi ko naman dapat sabihin dito kaya let’s hide it). Mga problemang pag-ibig at kaibigan. Sige let’s hash it out.

Nung 3rd year 1st sem and 2nd sem ko ang naging pinaka mahirap na part ng college ko. Kasi syempre sabi nga nila, “the hardest part of college is the year before 4th year and graduating”. Totoo nga naman yon kasi totoong nasira ang ulo ko. Sabay sabay ang mga videos na kailangang ipass na ako lahat ang nag eedit. Gumagawa ako ng scripts for those and nag-aaral para sa mga quizzes and major exams. Kaya talagang nasiraan ako ng bait. Having this problem, sumasabay pa yung health ko which really made me push myself to unknown limits. Akala ko I have enough problems in my hands. Kaya ko naman lagpasan tong mga to since I’ve been polished from raw steel to a fine coin (the reference tho) pero sumabay pa ang lovelife. I did not expect everything. Lalo na yung samin ng ex ko. Di ko siya sinisisi. We just had a huge misunderstanding at sobrang naka apekto saming dalawa. Nagbitaw ng masasakit na salita hanggang sa nahirapan na kaming ayusin yon, including myself. I was literally in pieces. Para bang buhangin nako sa sobrang pino. Again, being me ang bilis ko lang nakarecover (I don’t really know around that time pero sure nako ngayon). Actually hindi na to part ng 3rd year ko, nasingit lang. 4th year days na to

Being alone with everything that I feel medyo hindi ko alam kanino ako sasandal. Sumandal ako sa isang taong sira din ang sarili kaya most of the time tinetend ko siya sa scars and battles niya, leaving alone my feeling and state. As in at war ako outside and inside myself, nawalan nako ng time sa “inside”. I kept on fighting for someone else where in fact I should have been fighting for myself. Nakalimutan kong mahalin sarili ko para mahalin yung iba. Kasi feeling ko mas kailangan nila ako kesa kailanganin ko sarili ko. Surprisingly enough, yung mga kaibigan ko for 4 years hindi talaga ako kilala holistically. Pero I trust them enough para maging kaibigan ko sila for that long. Mahal ko sila, pero I set boundaries na feeling ko nakasama samin at sakin. Sobrang rough ng 3rd year ko as in sa lahat ng aspects. Pero walang nakaalam at nakarinig kasi hindi ako nag reklamo about it. I just stepped ahead and not looking back. Kasi wala namang mag tetend sakin kundi sarili ko and what lies ahead. I was scared. I was fighting an unknown battle from outside and within my self. Di ko naman dinedeny na sinubukan nila akong tulungan. They did, pero most of the time it reverts back to themselves. Para lang akong tangang nag share tapos after nun sakanila babalik. Sobrang rough diba? Nagwwonder parin ako pano ko nalalagpasan every problem I face.

Surprisingly enough again 4th year nako. I stepped outside of hell and said “hello” to another chapter of life. Gradwaiting na talaga ako. Last sem ko nalang sa academe and then internship na!! New faces syempre nameet namin yung mga 1st years from the K12 program. Ang tagal naming hinintay na magka juniors kami. Ultimate pangarap namin yung mag alaga ng mga juniors talaga. Tapos nagulat ulit ako! Kasi on the spot, ako ang naging editor-in-chief ng publication namin sa college. It is called the Lifeline and nafeel ko ang huge responsibility. Pero kaya naman! So syempre first step is to recruit members. Nameet ko na yung mga first years from different majors. May mga nakuha ako from MT and NU, pero halos lahat ng members ko from MT nag quit kasi priorities daw. Pero nag stay yung mga members ko from NU. We all became good friends with them hanggang sa ayun, family na din turing namin sakanila as me the father of them all. Mahal ko mga kids ko. Tapos one time nameet ko tong isang maliit na girl from NU na classmates ng mga anak ko. Di pa siya member ng pub ko (eventually she became one). So far di pa ako nagreveal ng names no? So yung pangalan ng maliit na girl na to is Thea. Maliit talaga siya, tapos cute, tapos ang ganda ng eyes niya. Nagdream ako one time ng typical girl ko pero yung sumusulpot lagi sakin si Shizuku Mizutani. Anime character na pinapantasya ko. Tapos nung nakita ko si Thea nakita ko si Shizuku sakanya kaya nasabi ko sa sarili ko na, “siya yung typical na babaeng iggirlfriend ko”. Ayun, hindi ko naman masyadong inentertain kasi wala naman talaga siya sa priorities ko that time. So expected na minsan okay naman ang life saatin. We are happy, we enjoy things. We go and have fun with fun people pero syempre minsan nagiging shit din. Naging shit ako around this time din. Tapos nakakagulat nanaman, si Thea yung nandun. We share stories. We shared pain. We shared happiness. Hanggang sa ayun she really became a good friend. In a split second bigla niyakong nakilala, higit pa sa pagkakakilala sakin ng mga kaibigan ko. Eventually naging someone siya na ittreasure ko for life. A friend like her is so rare, why not keep her. Kaya ayun I decided to keep her. Tapos hindi ko expect na magiging higit pa dun ang lahat. Dumating yung time na nahulog na yung loob ko sakanya. Totally. Parang from 0 to 100 real quick. I was able to tell myself that I’ve fallen in love with her. Kaya nag evolve siya from the person I want to keep to a person I really want to love and keep and I don’t to lose her forever. Hoping na sana gusto rin niyako (you’ll know soon). So ayun, 4th year 1st sem really ended fair enough. Medyo masakit na medyo masaya. I met new persons na may unique personalities. I met Thea. I love them all. About sa health ko? Hmm, let’s just leave it with the words, “I am better now”.

So 2nd semester came. Naghihintay nalang at mag iintern sa isang government hospital malapit saamin. Supposedly outside the province ako kaso I chose this facility kasi feeling ko mag iimprove ako drastically since this facility has been known to be so toxic in dragon level (one punch man reference). Dragon level yung ultimate level ng danger don. Iniimagine ko yung mangyayare sakin dun nung di pako pumapasok. Feeling ko mawawasak ako physically and mentally. May something new sakin. Nag uusap na kami ni Thea. I mean on the level na araw araw na kaming nag uusap. Yung pag di ko siya kausap parang may something wrong sa araw ko? Kumbaga sa isang araw, I wake up, cook breakfast, prepare for work, work, eat, go home, rest, watch anime/kdrama, play games, sleep, wake up again, naging I wake up, message Thea tell her good morning, cook breakfast, prepare for work, tell Thea I’m going to work, go to work, work, tell Thea what I’m working on and how I’ve been and how she’s doing in school, go home, tell her I got home and tell her to take care whilst going home, so on la la la. Naging ganon na? Nasama na siya sa routine ko na pang araw araw. Around this time alam ko di parin niya alam na mahal ko siya in the level na I want to keep her for myself. So ayun, sinabi ko sakanya na yun gusto ko. Pero nabasted ako. Manliligaw lang yun na indirect. Hindi ko alam talaga pano sabihin yun. So nabasted nga ako, kinabukasan biglang pumayag ang ate niyo. Nagulat nalang ako. Yun yung risk na tinake niya na hindi niya normally ittake kaya mas lalo ko siyang inadmire. I’ve fallen in love all over again. Back to square one nanaman feelings ko sakanya. Since then everyday laging nagrereset yung pagmamahal ko sakanya. Parang everyday I wake up, the fresher it gets. So ayun, wala namang bago sa lahat ng nangyari sa buhay ko except sa nag iintern nako, and minamahal ako ng isang extraordinary and loving girl. Naturally ginigive back ko ng double yung binibigay niya sakin kaya I’m proud to say na “I’m lucky I’m in love with someone like her”. Sinalubong ko rin yung Christmas and New Year with her. So naturally again, siya yung naging matinding plot twist ng 2018 and ang best start ng aking 2019. Gusto kong ispend yung mga susunod ko pang holidays and new years kasama siya. Basically I want to be with her for the rest of my life. Ay oo nga pala, naging kami nung November 24. I think that was a month or two after nung inask ko siya kung pwede ako manligaw, inask ko kung pwede ko na ba siya maging girlfriend officially. Umoo ang ate niyo so.... Oo sige girlfriend ko na siya. Proud ako. Promise, sobrang proud.

2019

January 27, 2019 (9:02PM) nakarating na rin ako sa part ng 2019 ko kasi natigil ako sa pagttype dahil umalis kami kanina para kumain sa MQ. 2 months na kami ni Chi. Same same, everyday I wake up the fresher it gets. I love her more than I loved her yesterday the other day a month ago and a sem ago. I am doing good, never been better in my life. Appreciating things and still practicing an optimist point of view of life. This time around pinapractice ko naman na maging normal lang and wag mag expect too much sa tao. Just learning to appreciate and always being kind. O dito nalang tayo? Sa susunod na taon naman. You’ll be seeing more of my writings niyan. Writer’s POV back next year! (or you’ll never know)

[thewcllingtons]

An arrange marriage wasn’t uncommon in his world. Often people tied the knot for financial and professional reasons, and it didn’t mean much for him to follow suit. She would be provided for when it came to wealth like her parents desired. He would have someone who would make him look... Better? It would take sometimes, but he wasn’t too concerned. Silas could tell that she was mourning a part of herself with this whole thing. ❝ Look, it’s not going to be that bad. I promise, people do it all the time. It’s just for the public. You can date around and do that stuff as long as it’s lowkey. I won’t nag you about it. I’m just your husband in name only, and I’ll continue to keep up appearances for your parents too. So they don’t nag you either. It’s like a job. We both show up to certain things and everything else can just be normal. ❞  // starter for @enchantedwritingdesk​

[fire-emblem-strategy]

Is there a list somewhere of characters that can be obtained on both routes (such as Faye)? I really want a good Dread Fighter from Celica's Route on Alm's

We still need to test this. Although there's no way for Alm to recruit units from Celica's route, in Gaiden you could intentionally let a unit fall in battle in one group and then revive them by using a spring with the other party, effectively jumping one character between parties. With many characters now having some degree of plot relevance this time, I'm now a little concerned that certain scripted scenes could break if this is done with the wrong characters (like Saber or Clive).-Silas

[thewcllingtons]

❝ We actually are. ❞ Now that she was divorced, he would've liked to added but he knew it wouldn't go over well. Typically, Silas would push the relationship much further than he had with Violet. He just knew it wouldn't be possible with the type of woman that she was and in no way was that a compliant on his end. He liked the chase she gave him. ❝ And I'm actually friends with plenty of lawyers. How do you think I've gone all my life with a clean record? ❞ The manor had a ton of serious lawyers on their end. Due to the nature of his job, he had to speak with them quite regularly to keep himself on the good side of the law. ❝ No. We don't talk about you, actually, we talk about grown up, adult things that don't involve personal matters. Which is nice. I wouldn't bring you up anyways. Aren't we not supposed to know each other?! ❞ Reminding the male that their agreement originally hinged on that foundation.

There is no way that Silas actually believed that Lincoln is going to by the excuse that they're only friends. Sure the male hadn't known Silas that long but in the short period of time he had noticed that the male doesn't do things for no reason , and with that being said he can't help but worry that the outcome is to get even with him for his behaviour. ❝ Oh come on you really expect me to believe that the two of you are friends? A man that is mixed up in the shit that you are being friends with a lawyer like my mother? I ain't buying it. ❞ Lincoln doesn't see the point in lying about how he views the whole situation. He is sure that Silas is already aware of the fact that Lincoln wouldn't take his statement that easily. ❝ Oh so my mother is aware of the fact that you had one of her son's doing your dirty bidding? ❞ Lincoln almost challenging Silas with his question knowing that if his mother knew then there is no way she'd be surrounding herself with such a person.

[silagroup]

Capitalizing on LinkedIn for Recruitment

Capitalizing on LinkedIn for Recruitment

When do you think about a professional network, a complete B2B platform, which is the first name that comes to your mind? LinkedIn! Besides helping you largely for building connections and networking, it also serves as a huge platform for recruitment. Let’s look at a few measures through which you can make the most of it.

Company Profile –

Your company page should be completely updated and active. This is where your company introduces itself to its potential candidates. Besides sharing all the basic information with respect to the company on the page, I also share recent updates and insights on the industry. The company page serves a dual purpose – gives a brief understanding of the company and also helps the candidate measure if the company is a good employer as per his/her parameters. Ensure that the company’s values are reflected in the information and posts shared.

Database –

LinkedIn has over 150 million users which gives you numerous possibilities for a single position. LinkedIn profiles these days are quite accurate; they help you narrow down the candidates as per your criteria such as location, previous companies, job title and more. Along with the individual profiles, LinkedIn also gives you options of being a part of industry-specific groups that a recruiter can use at its advantage to scout and hire. The biggest advantage of LinkedIn is that the database is authentic and verified.

Employee Referral –

The most effective and quickest form of recruitment is through your employees. Employees these days are quite active on LinkedIn, and it is easy for them to connect to other employees/colleagues in the same profession or leverage on their existing network to look for the right candidates. You can ask your employees to connect and build relationships with certain candidates that you are looking to hire eventually turning them into employee advocates.

Job-Postings –

It is quite simple to share and distribute current openings on this platform; besides the normal job-postings, you can also use LinkedIn job postings for active candidates. Add an ‘Apply with LinkedIn’ option in your job posts. Some organizations have already started substituting LinkedIn profiles in place of regular resumes when it comes to hiring the right candidate.

Recommendations –

You can gather additional information about your candidate through the recommendation feature; though this is subjective it does provide you with insights on the candidate and what experiences others have had from working with him/her. It also has an additional option called endorsements which highlights your candidate’s skillset for your understanding to check if it’s in alignment with the skill set required for the current open position.

Communications –

LinkedIn gives you an ‘InMail’ option which lets you send an email to connect to your potential candidates; though these emails need to be scripted correctly to receive a correct response. As a part of the communications strategy, LinkedIn also allows you to place your company banners/ads describing the product or the service to the right audience.

Data Analytics –

LinkedIn gives you a detailed analysis in respect to every post that you share helping you comprehend your reach accurately. Another helpful feature is that when someone follows your company page, all the company updates are shared with them – New products, services, personnel changes, and job opportunities. And at the same time, it gives you data analytics of every information/post shared in terms of its visibility and reaches, making it easier for the organization to understand and gauge the potential candidates and their interest in the organization.

We are past the days where it was about reaching multiple job portals in order to find the right candidate which used to be quite time-consuming. Thanks to platforms like LinkedIn, the recruitment process is now more streamlined and simpler. The measures shared above are just a few basic steps, the platform is an extensive one that is inclusive of many important aspects – Employer branding, Networking, and Recruitment helping you capitalize through this platform in many different and productive ways.

SILA has made its space in the business of Facility Management by providing Facility management services, real estate advisory and project management.

Visit our website-: https://silagroup.co.in/facility-management-services/mumbai https://silagroup.co.in/facility-management-services/bangalore https://silagroup.co.in/facility-management-services/pune https://silagroup.co.in/facility-management-services/delhi https://silagroup.co.in/facility-management-services/jammu-kashmir https://silagroup.co.in/project-management-and-advisory/mumbai   https://silagroup.co.in/project-management-and-advisory/bangalore https://silagroup.co.in/project-management-and-advisory/pune https://silagroup.co.in/project-management-and-advisory/delhi https://silagroup.co.in/project-management-and-advisory/jammu-kashmir https://silagroup.co.in/sila-interior-contracting/mumbai   https://silagroup.co.in/sila-interior-contracting/bangalore https://silagroup.co.in/sila-interior-contracting/pune https://silagroup.co.in/sila-interior-contracting/delhi https://silagroup.co.in/sila-interior-contracting/jammu-kashmir https://silagroup.co.in/ https://silagroup.co.in/about-us https://silagroup.co.in/facility-management-services https://silagroup.co.in/sila-interior-contracting https://silagroup.co.in/project-management-and-advisory https://silagroup.co.in/real-estate-development https://silagroup.co.in/blog https://silagroup.co.in/news https://silagroup.co.in/resources https://silagroup.co.in/clients https://silagroup.co.in/case-study https://silagroup.co.in/careers https://silagroup.co.in/contact

[doctorwhonews]

The Seventh Doctor - The New Adventures Volume 1 (Big Finish)

Latest Review: Written By: Andy Lane, Steve Jordan, Alan Flanagan, Tim Foley Directed By: Scott Handcock Cast Sylvester McCoy (The Doctor), Yasmin Bannerman (Roz Forrester), Travis Oliver (Chris Cwej), Liz Sutherland-Lim (Maratuk), Vikash Bhai (Sydyck), John Heffernan (Honos), Mina Anwar (Forsetti), Janine Duvitski (Alpha Wheeler), Leonie Schliesing (Zsa Zsa Straus), Franchi Webb (Eleanor Blake), Rupert Young (Binkum Fray), Silas Carson (Arbuckle), Sara Powell (Contessa), Olivia Morris (Green), Connor Calland (Blue), Jacob Dudman (Cannon), Melanie Kilburn (Hooley), Rhian Blundell (Isabel), Elaine Fellows (Annabel), Ellie Darvill (Willis). Other parts played by members of the cast. Producer Scott Handcock Script Editor Scott Handcock Executive Producers Jason Haigh-Ellery and Nicholas Briggs I missed the "Virgin New Adventures" era of Doctor Who.  That strange time when the show was off the air, and the biggest thing keeping the show alive was a series of novels that continued the adventures of the Seventh Doctor and Ace following the shows cancellation.  Eventually Ace moved on, and he gained new companions, most notably Bernice Summerfield (who continued the book series after Virgin lost the rights to Doctor Who, and was actually used as the test pilot for Big Finish to prove their worth and GAIN the Doctor Who license), but also a couple of future space cops named Roz and Chris.  But while I was too young tto really experience the Virgin line at the time, I've long had an interest in it.  So when Big Finish adapted some books into full cast audio plays a couple of years ago I sampled them. Two of the adaptations starred the afforementioned Chris and Roz...and now Big Finish has launched a new boxset starring the Seventh Doctor with these two characters...but instead of just adapting books, this time they are exploring these characters in brand new original audio plays. The set begins with The Trial of the Time Machine, Doctor, Roz, and Chris debating law and order...discussing whether certain laws are constants, or whether laws on arious worlds are unjust...but they must face these questions head on when the TARDIS crashes into another Time Ship, and because of it's own sentient nature, is put on Trial for the crime.  I really loved that premise...it isn't any of the occupants of the TARDIS on trial for an odd crime, but the TARDIS itself. I also found it interesting that a time travelling being within the story also has the Doctor question his own relationship with the TARDIS.  Does the ship enjoy their travels together, or has he just enslaved her for his own galavanting across the cosmos. It's really a small moment, but I found this introspective pause from the Doctor to be really well done. The second episode, Vanguard, involves the TARDIS landing on the Planet Vangard, and find that a war between two factions has lead to the destruction of most of the planet's occupants.  The TARDIS team are all separated, and must do their best to end the War and bring the people together, in order to be reunited themselves...though each faction is looking for escape and hope to use the Doctor and/or the TARDIS for escape.  It's a rather generic plotline for Doctor Who, but it is well exectued and enjoyable enough to listen to. I doubt I will remember much of it a week from now, but I can't say it annoyed or bored me while I listened to it. The third entry (The Jabari Countdown) fared better, as the TARDIS lands on a ship during World War II full of mathematicians heading towards a remote island on a secret code cracking mission.  But the mathematicians haven't actually been recruited to crack any code related to the war, but have instead been recruited by an alien to find a cure to a math related virus, a virus which makes the infected speak only in numbers. This is at least a unique concept, and the creepy atmosphere and Second World War setting make it an enjoyable listen.  The set closes out with Dread of Night, which is an "Old Dark House" story with a sick girl, her worried sister, a seemingly overbearing nurse, and some kind of psychic monster.  It is well executed and a good creepy listen...though if I had a complaint this had one of the only instances of awful sound design I can remember in a Big Finish play.  A woman was whispering so quietly, and I could barely hear what she was saying, so I had to really crank the volume...only to suddenly be surprised by a loud "jump scare" moment...thus violently hurting my eardrums in the process.  The jump scare didn't really do it's job. I was slightly alarmed for a moment, but I wasn't scared...I was just irritated that I had to crank it for some seemingly important dialogue only to get punished by this loud moment...and that has never been an issue with Big Finish before. Their sound design is some of the best of any audio plays I have ever heard. No one comes close to them on the regular...but man that moment annoyed me! Otherwise, I thought it was a really good story. Overall, I'd say this set is quite a good listen.  McCoy's Doctor is always a bit better than I often remember it to be, and his companions in this set are decent, if a bit forgettable.  I think my biggest complaint of the set on the whole is that Chris and Roz lack personality.  I enjoyed them in the earlier plays based on the novels they originally appeared in, but in this set I never truly feel like I got a grasp on just who they are.  They could've been exchanged with any generic companion, and it wouldn't have changed the story one lick.  They aren't awful or annoying or anything...they are just completely bland.  That is a shame. http://reviews.doctorwhonews.net/2018/12/the_seventh_doctor_the_new_adventures_volume_1_big_.html?utm_source=dlvr.it&utm_medium=tumblr

[hokalohnews]

Hokaloh News Updated: Video Tun M Umum Nama Speaker Trending di Youtube - Hiburan Hokaloh News

https://hokaloh.news/hiburan/video-tun-m-umum-nama-speaker-trending-di-youtube-hiburan-hokaloh-news/

Weekly YouTube Top 5 Trending searches in Malaysia

Last 7 days (July 20)

1. PARLIMEN 2018 KECOH BILA TUN MAHATHIR (TUN M) UMUM NAMA SPEAKER  “Sila Duduk dan Jangan Lari” – Agong, YDPA Sultan Muhammad V | Sidang Parlimen 2018

The walkout by opposition parliament members in protest of Mohamad Ariff as the new Dewan Rakyat Speaker, as well as the Yang Di-Pertuan Agong’s cheeky response to the incident, has caught Malaysians’ attention.

  2.【第1期】周杰伦哈林谢霆锋遭李健“疯狂拆台”谢霆锋第一轮竟已招满学员？《中国好声音》EP1 20180713 SING!CHINA /浙江卫视官方HD/ (Jay Chou, Harlem, Nicholas Tse, Li Jian, Has Already Recruited Students In The First Round? “China’s The Voice” EP1 20180713 SING!CHINA)

The third season for the Chinese-adapted singing competition, which aired on July 13, has garnered over 1.8 million views as the show judges began recruiting team members.

  3.《中国好声音》马来西亚姐弟组合 碰碰 动感燃烈全场 《学猫叫》EP1 20180713 SING!CHINA /非官方HD (“China’s The Voice” Malaysian Brother Sister Team Touched The Audience Hearts EP1 20180713 SING!CHINA / Unofficial HD

Pong Pong, the local brother and sister YouTube duo, have gone viral as they parodied “Sing China!” while belting out their rendition of “Xué māo jiào” (学猫叫) with a hip hop twist.

4. France 4 – 2 Croatia | 2018 FIFA World Cup | Astro SuperSport

Football fans relive the goals and highlights of the 2018 World Cup final as France went on to win the coveted trophy.

  5. 22 VIRAL LIFE HACKS THAT WILL KNOCK YOUR SOCKS OFF

The day-to-day life hacks video has garnered over 22 million views since it’s release on July 12, covering various topics ranging from interior decor to upcycling waste.

  6. Dendam Berdarah

Local YouTuber, Alieff Irfan has gone viral for his short about a woman’s vengeance towards three men who hurt her in the past.

  Note: This list shows the fastest rising searches, meaning these were the search terms that saw the largest spike in video searches this week.

  Komen via Facebook

Komen

— 89 Bacaan

— Budiey

Seorang penulis blog hiburan & gaya hidup sepenuh masa, Social Media Marketing, Instagram Influencer, #LiveUpdate Expert, photojournalist, jurugambar, kerap ber-Twitter & Facebook, copywriter, penulis iklan & advertorial, content provider & househusband. Obses dengan filem seram & thriller.

(function(d, s, id) var js, fjs = d.getElementsByTagName(s)[0]; if (d.getElementById(id)) return; js = d.createElement(s); js.id = id; js.src = "http://connect.facebook.net/ms_MY/sdk.js#xfbml=1&appId=217043788325617&version=v2.3"; fjs.parentNode.insertBefore(js, fjs); (document, 'script', 'facebook-jssdk')); Artikel oleh Pemuda Penyebar Berita

قالب وردپرس

#Hiburan #Berita #Buddy #China #Dendam #Dewan #Di #HIBURAN #Hokaloh #HokalohNews #Instagram #Mahathir #Malaysia #Nama #News #Parlimen #PocketNews #Rakyat #Speaker #Team #Trending #Tun #Umum #Video #Viral #Youtube